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castieldelamancha · 1 year

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A bloodied hand appears in his line of vision and Dean, without missing a beat, reaches out to take it, letting it help him to sit up and away from the cold, hard, wooden floor where he landed after being pushed by an invisible force.

"Dean?" A concerned, deep, voice calls his name, two strong hands cupping his face gently, "are you okay?"

"Yeah, a bit dizzy that's all," he leans into the warm, loving, touch, allowing himself a moment to breath and to be taken care of, instead of guarding himself and jerking away from the touch, "you?"

"You are asking if I'm okay?" Dean gives a confused look at that.

"Well...yeah?" He sputters out, "why wouldn't I?"

"I am not the one who was unconscious after being launched six feet away from where I was standing."

"I know and I still want to know if you are okay, even after getting my ass whooped by the ghost of someone's grandma." Castiel huffs.

"Yes, I am fine." He says it with what sounds like infinite patience.

"Great."

Dean take another deep breath, his head isn't spinning anymore, which he is thankful for, and his vision is less and less blurry.

That's why he notices the nervous way Castiel's eyes keep jumping from one spot to the other as he ckecks Dean's face and head.

He raises both his hands, closing his fingers around Castiel's wrists, "I'm okay, Cas, I'm here."

A shaky breath, "you scared me." And Dean knows they will probably have another conversation about how the loss of Cas' healing powers is not something that makes him useless or someone that Dean doesn't want around.

" 'm sorry."

"It wasn't your fault." Castiel shakes his head.

He lets Castiel inspect him to his heart's content knowing he himself needs this as much as Cas and accepts his help to get up without a comment about being so coddled, because here with Cas he doesn't give a damn about keeping any façade up.

He is still feeling kinda dizzy once he is standing, supported by Cas, he still leans forward so they can share a brief kiss, warmth and relief cursing through his body, making his head feel even lighter. They are sticky with blood and mud, because this ghost put on a hell of a fight, and they should leave, go back to the motel, take a shower, but there is no rush right now, their lips moving together.

Dean can feel one of Cas' hand patting his chest, slowly opening his jacket, and he is going to make a joke about this old dusty house not being a great place to get freaky but before he can say anything Castiel's hand has found its way inside his pocket and he has the keys to the Impala in it.

"You are in no condition to drive, so shut your piehole." He steps back and away from Dean and turns around to walk away from the room.

Dean is going to remind him it's actually not piehole, "I love you," he says instead. Because he is sure Cas is just trying to get a rise out of him.

That has Cas turning around, a smile only reserved for Dean on his lips, "I love you." He turns around once more and Dean rushes to follow, feeling a little less unsteady on his feet.

#destiel #ficlet #vanessa writes ✨#tuserpris #it's silly and i love it #😌#human!cas

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driftwithme · 8 months

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I love for a world where Yancy is everyone's favorite Victim #1. It's the older sibling in him that designated him for such faith, truly.

Newton and Hermann ask him to go to the labs later and he appears dismayed but on time. "What are you minions plotting now". He sits for two crazy hours straight listening to Newt and Hermann rant possible solutions of how ans why he could have appear in the middle of the ocean as if nothing happened after Operation Pitfall. When Herc finally gets him out he's green and horrified, wondering if he is part kaiju (he is not, they ckecked) or if he is a ghost (Herc's trying hella hard not to laugh because this is serious goddammit!!!).

Pentecost requests him to deal with some diplomats while Herc and him are out (going on a freaking date, he knows, Herc told him). His face is stuck on a painful smile and that's how Raleigh finds Mako putting ice to his face pitifully on their room. He just wishes his brother and bestfriend were better at hiding their amusement. Hello? He is in misery???

He is the one the cooks call when they want someone to taste their new food (sometimes a miracle from heaven, sometimes the devil's ass served on a plate). He is the guy the med bay calls when they have developed a brand new kaiju-based treatment for his old hurts (at least Chuck and Raleigh are trapped with him, Victim #2 and #3). He is the j-techs out to go when they need an alibi to go out to a bar ("Yancy needs enviroment enrichment!") and the man who sits a listen to Mako's rant when Raleigh is being ridiculous or when she doesn't want to worry or bother Raleigh (he gets it and never complains about that one).

He's Thee Testing Guy.

It happens so often, he teases Raleigh about being jealous of not having enough time with his older brother. Because Raleigh more than once has tell people to back off or fuck off or some variant, forcing his brother to rest.

Raleigh knows Yancy doesn't mind, that the people on the Shatterdome does it because they love Yancy, that he's good company and an amazing listener and his brother has such a good heart. But they didn't grow up with Yancy. They don't know that his older brother always wanted to be a hero. That Yancy is the type to hide his pain and continue on and on until his body collapses, playing it as nothing but "being a bit old already haha".

Yancy's smart enough to take care of himself most of the time, but after he came back to live, his sense cracked a bit. Survivors guilt? No, whatever is opposite of that. Yancy feels guilty because he died and left Raleigh alone and didn't help the program when it needed him. He is desperate to reclaim years of his life that are gone. He is terrified that all his friends and co-workers would disappear and he'd die on his sleep or wake up screaming tied to some kaiju testing table. Stacker and Chuck suffer from that too, but they were dead for hours. Yancy was dead for 5 years.

Yancy is like that dog that you must reject play time with because they need to rest and eat. It breaks your heart who impossibly fond you are of him. He's so good, so gentle and looks so strong that most people sometimes forget he is human too.

#pacific rim #pacrim #pacific rim 2013 #pacrim 2013 #raleigh becket #yancy becket

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the-leaf4u · 4 years

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Body Check, summer is around the corner, I have to get my shit together!

#body ckeck #legs #anorexia #thigh gap #thinspo #thin #eating disorder #legspo #bonespo

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shoucolate · 5 years

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Hey guys!

Let me show you some pictures of my black canary cosplay attempt. This time I didn’t make the costume, it’s a cosplay I don’t plan of wearing during events, because I’m not confident in my body, taking picture was already a huge challenge! I really wanted to be Dinah, she’s such a cool and bad ass character so I hope it’s looks nice! Ckeck my cosplay tag to see my other projects!

#black canary #dinah lance #green arrow #cosplay #comics #birds of prey

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bodybuildingblogs06 · 3 years

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lord-hater-number1-superstar · 3 years

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*peeks around the corner and stares at you menacingly*

[@jenny-in-space]

“Huhh...” Hater was sitting alone, practicing on his electric guitar, testing out some strings.

“Ughh, no.. I got this...” He gave it another shot for another sour note. “No, not it.. Wait, I think I-um..” This time he also tried to sing “Oooh!...” A sudden shiver ran down his spine and absolute silence followed as he felt a presence in the air. “I, I...” He didn’t move his head, but just his pupils here and there to ckeck around. “Hm?”

Something could be heard from a specific direction. He cleaned his throat and went back to singing.

“I always feel like.. somebody’s WATCHING MEEEEEEEE!!!” He sang that in a rough voice while rocking on his guitar. He got up and continued. “...AND I HAVE NO PRIVACYY. OOH OOH!” Instantly, he used the string instrument -and new secret weapon- to zap with electricity where the sound was coming from only to eliminate whatever the furry stalker used to hide herself behind. The misterious creature had been exposed, but it was too dark for Hater to recognize who it was.

“HAH! GOTCHA!! There’s a reason that’s called an ELECTIC guitar, ya know!” The skeleton man bragged and the next moment he’d charge his body with his electricity and summon all that energy directly to his pointer finger, preparing to attack.

“YOU JUST GOT B U S T E D, BUSTARD! Now, SAY GOODB--” The light of his charging electricity brightened the place enough for Hater to realize what was standing before him was something.. familiar, but still different...

He quited his attack as he found himself staring in surprise and confusion. “.....Huh? Wh-WHO ARE YOU!??” He demanded to know with a lack of patience.

#((JHSFIUKSAFH SO MUCH WRITTING FOR JUST A SMALL ASK I KNOW!!#((But like... that was the first thing that came to mind #HATE'S GREAT BEST VILLAIN #lord hater #wander over yonder #anon #jenny-in-space

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kokkomelon · 2 years

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the only thing i like about myself are my legs, but still fat 😪

#tw ana diary #anarexyx #anorexyx #anorektyczka #anorexyc #thiisnpo #thinspii #eddd #ed not sheran #tw edd #th1nsp1r4t10n #eating disroders #eat1ng dis0rder #binge eating #not pro just using popular tags #pr0anna #lol #body ckeck

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sanderssidecanons · 6 years

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Mood Swings

Chapter 1: An Abundance of Patton’s

Words: 2205

Pairings: There will be Logicality, the rest is not decided yet!

Warnings: None I can think of, tell me if there is something!

Additioonal Info: Co-creator of this au is @at-least-seven-pretty-potatoes , we hope you will enjoy it! ^^

Logan tended to do rather drastic things to do with his experiments, but he never expected to stand next to a blaster, that would separate objects into seperate beings, shining and ready to be activated. Logan sighed through his nose and massaged the bridge of his nose, really not sure why he built this impressive machine if it would have gone much faster if he simply started his experiment new.

This is about principle, Logan Sanders simply doesn't make any mistakes and he didn't plan to do so in the near future. So he built this machine to fix his mistakes and start everything anew. Logan sighed again, sometimes really irritated by his perfectionism while he plugged some wired into the remote to finally activate this stupid machine and return to his work. He ckecked every stat on his Laptop, from power to heat and nicked in satisfaction as everything seemed right. „All right, I will turn the device on and then finally resume to my studies. Three, two, one, go.“

He pressed the simple red button to turn it on, the machine emitting a quiet beeping noise as it came to life, roaming around with it's visor and looking for a target to separate. Logan followed it's movements with his laptop, pressing the button again as it finally locked down on the glass with the chemicals Logan wanted to seperate. The machine whirred loudly as it charged, before firing a blue laser, hitting the glass and actually separating not only the chemicals but the glass AND chemicals into their parts, Logan huffing as this experiment turned out as a failure.

He just had to did the experiment completely new, it was not too bad, at least he had now something to work on once he was done with this. The machine searched around again, Logan frowning in confusion as he pressed the button to turn the device of, but it still roamed around to look for a target. It locked onto a table and suddenly fired, separating the wood into it's parts, the logical trait quickly ducking as a second beam almost hit him.

„Whart is going on?!“ Exclaimed Logan, who quickly rushed to his laptop to see if everything was alright, mouth dropping in panic as the metre indicating heat rose drastically. „IT'S OVERHEATING!“ Logan ducked under a table, dodging yet another ray that was directed at him while the machine seperated almost every item in the room. He just hoped the machine would finally shut down, but the remote quickly overheated too and was now too hot for Logan to hold, so he dropped it out of reflex, the remote being hit by another beam mid-air and separated into it's parts. Logan could do nothing, he just had to wait and hope.

The heart of the logical trait almost stopped as the literal heart of Thomas, Patton suddenly opened the door, calling worriedly: „Logan, are you alright?! I heard loud noises.“ He entered the room and stared with wide eyes at the machine, reacting to late to Logan's order to „LOOK OUT, PATTON!“ The emotional trait got hit by a beam, and everything went down. Patton screamed, but it sounded like many screams, sparks and colours emitting from him, causing a strong wind, a literal cyclone in Logan's laboratory.

„PATTON!“ Logan got up and tried to shiel his eyes and face as the light got really bright, but Logan could hear the many voices, all different but somehow the exact same, and the spirits flying around, laughing and crying and screaming as they circled the laboratory faster and faster, the voices getting louder and louder and Logan actually thought, that his eardrums might pop. He spotted a blue ghost flying right through him, the logical trait blinking in confusion as tears ran down his cheeks, his entire being heavy and endless waves of sadness washed through his body.

Another flash so bright, Logan had to shield his eyes, and everything was over. The machine broke down and Patton was gone, the only indicator that everything happened at all the papers scattered around the laboratory, the logical trait blinking, before his eyes widened, screaming loudly: „PATTON?!“ He opened his door and ran out, looking around for the emotional trait. He had to ask around, maybe he was still somewhere, he just prayed that the machine didn't separate Patton into his molecules.

That would be a catastrophe. He didn't even bother to knock and just slammed the door to Virgil's door open, the anxious treat flinching at the sudden noise, before his head whipped to the door, glaring at the logical trait in the process, but glare quickly turning to concern as he saw Logan's face. „You're all disheveled. What happened?“ Logan panted, scanning the room for the emotional trait and yelling out of frustration and worry, the anxious trait's eyes widening, but both of them stopping as they heard a noise.

It sounded like... Giggling?

They weren't too sure. Logan scanned the room again, listening intently for the noise and finally pointing at Virgil's bed. Virgil raised his brows but scrambled off and peeked under the bed, the anxious trait yelping and scrambling backwards as something came towards him. Logan's jaw dropped as he spotted a mop of dark-green hair, followed by a face with grass-green skin, the eyes behind the glasses like emeralds. It was Patton... just green.

He smiled at Virgil, entire being like a metaphorical beacon of happiness and light. „P-Patton?“ Logan managed to work the name out and the green Patton DID react to the name. His smile widened even more as he got up and ran towards Logan, jumping and hugging Logan with arms and legs, the logical trait quickly grabbing around the green Patton, so they wouldn't drop.

„LOGAN! I'm so glad to see you!“ Both were just staring as the green Patton nuzzled the logical trait, both of them extremely confused, but having no time to process everything as yelling from Roman's room got them out of their thoughts. They shot each other a glance before sprinting down the hallway towards Roman's room, both standing in the doorway and staring. Roman was stumbling around, trying to fight something off that was on his shoulders and scratching at his face. It was... Patton, with light red skin and dark- red hair, the eyes like ruby's and teeth like the fangs of a shark as he growled and snarled and cursed and scratched at Roman's face.

„GET HIM OFF, GET HIM OFF OF ME!“ Screamed Roman, grabbing around the red Patton and falling backwards, the red man hissing in anger, not letting go of Roman. Logan on the other hand started to understand, while Virgil tried to pry the red Patton off of Roman, which worked after a few minutes. Virgil made some breathing with the red Patton, before he asked:“Calm again?“ The red Patton growled, an indicator that he was not THAT calm, but it would do until Logan found the solution of the problem, and BOY, did they have a problem.

„We need to split up. We need to find every Patton in the mindspace!“ Roman and Virgil looked like Logan just told them, that science-fiction movies of the 80s were realistic, both of them not really understanding what Logan was indicating. And so explained Logan, how he build the seperating-beam, how Patton got hit and how Patton got seperated into different beings of himself, which were now roaming around the mindplace.

The three of them weren't wasting any time, quickly parking the joyful green Patton and the grumpy and aggressive red Patton in the living-room, before splitting up and looking around, Roman immediatly spotting the first one in the kitchen. He had lavender skin, purple hair and amethyst eyes, he was also sitting on the table and eating bananas, throwing the peels on the ground like he actually wants someone to slip on them.

Roman huffed in annoyance and took a step, immediatly slipping on one and causing the purple Patton to howl in laughter, clapping with his hands and throwing his head back, giving Roman enough time to grab the purple Patton and also Park him in the living-room, not letting any of them out of his sight. Virgil ran around, trying to think of a place one of the Patton's would go to. He didn't know how he actually got to the bathroom, but it seemed logical to him. He opened the door, and there actually was someone.

He flinched violently as he heard the light creaking of the door, staring at Virgil with wide eyes and causing the heart of the anxious trait to melt. He was light-blue with dark-blue hair and deep blue eyes with way too much eyeshadow under his eyes. He was laying in the bathtub, which was filled to the brim, rose petals swimming inside the water with the blue Patton still wearing his clothes.

He looked sad and frightened to the core, water splashing around as he flinched and shivered. Virgil raised his hands, slowly approaching like the Patton was a scared animal, the anxious trait cooing softly: „Shhh, it's alright. I got you.“ Virgil reached the bathtub and knelt down, putting his hands on the cool surface of the tub, looking at the blue patton with a soft smile.

„Are you the anxiety of Patton?“ The Patton didn't answer, he shivered violently, but seemed to calm down, slowly inching closer towards Virgil and putting one of his hands above his, looking at Virgil with big eyes. Virgil smiled as he grabbed the anxious Patton around his waist and lifted him out of the tub, the purple Patton completely dripping with water and making Virgil wet in the process, but he didn't really care.

However, he DID care as he heard Logan, noises of discomfort reaching the anxious trait as he sped up, towards Logan's bedroom and stopping at the sight. Logan certainly found another Patton. He was pastell-pink with hot pink hair and deep red eyes, that almost looked like hearts. It was kinda terrifying. Especially because this Patton tried to take Logan's shirt off, grinning seductively at the logical trait.

„VIRGIL, HELP!“ Pleaded Logan, who tried to back further off, but the closet behind him didn't allow him to do so. Virgil just kinda stood there for a couple of seconds, mouth open and the anxious Patton on his arms, before he put the purple Patton down and instructed him to walk to the living-room. He quickly came to Logan's aid, prying the pink Patton off of Logan, who quickly straightened his shirt and tie. „This seems to be Patton's lustful side.“ Huffed Logan, looking at the pink Patton in slight distress, while the pink one simply winked at him, still smiling. „I didn't even know Patton HAD a lustful side. He thought adultery is the process of growing up!“ Virgil couldn't wrap his head around it and neither could Logan.

But Logan grabbed the lustful side and carried him to the living-room, dropping him on the sofa and sitting as far away from the pink side as possible. „Was that everyone?“ Asked Roman, looking around. He found in the living-room another Patton, who almost threw himself out of the window and called him bravery, which meant, that they currently had six different Patton's, all of them laughing or bickering, snickering, growling at each other. It was almost cute if it wouldn't be so incredible WRONG!

„I'm not sure, I didn't see in how many Patton's our Patton split up, but I believe this is not everyone.“ Roman's and Virgil's eyes widened, looking at each other in slight distress. There was at least one more Patton roaming around and he could be anywhere and- „What's going on around here? Family, meeting?“ Everyone turned their heads, spotting a Patton with white skin and black hair, eyeliner around his eyes and beautifully highlighting his black orbs. He looked rather disinterested at the crowds, Logan immediatly instructing:

„Sit. Now.“ This Patton simply shrugged, 'tse'ing at the group before saying: „When did I declare you as my boss? Sorry if I forgot that.“ But he sat down anyway, so Logan didn't say anything to the comment. „I think that is anyone.“ Said Logan, counting the seven and trying to remember the ghosts flying around. „How do we get OUR Patton back?“ This comment was rude, at least to the anxious Patton, who started crying suddenly, the creative trait getting a glare from Virgil.

Logan admitted: „I do not know that just yet. I might need to repair the machine, but as long as this isn't done, we gotta live with them.“ Virgil shrugged, before looking at the Patton's, still feeling a little distress as he saw them all in one line. „They need names. So they immediatly know we mean them.“ Roman looked at everyone of them, thinking intently, before pointing at the red one: „Anger.“ „WHO YOU CALLING ANGRY?!“ Snapped the red Patton, growling at the creative trait. He pointed at the orange one:

„Bravery.“

„I'M HEREBY READY TO CARRY THIS NAME!“ Announced bravery, striking a heroic pose. The green one was easy: „Happy.“ It was catchier then happiness and caused the green Patton to squeal. „I like this!“ He pointed at the blue one and announced: „Gloom.“ Gloom sighed, a sad look on his face. „I guess this is the best name you could find for someone like me.“ The Pink Patton was really easy.

„Lust.“ The pink Patton licked his lips before deciding: „While I prefer 'Daddy', Lust will be fine for the time being.“ Nobody liked the look he gave Logan as he said that. The purple one was a little hard to find a catchy name for, but Roman just settled with: „Jokester.“ causing the puple Patton to laugh loudly, wiping happy-tears away. The rebellious one was rather hard to decide on a name, since Roman wasn't sure what part he actually was, but then he got it and finally decided on the name:

„Sass.“ The rebellious Part rolled with his eyes and snapped: „Why do you get to decide my name, who are you to decide this, conformist?!“ The sides looked at each other, before they looked at the seven Patton's on the couch, one thought crossing all of their minds. While Logan thought about the machine he had to finish to safe Patton, Roman thinking about all of this being possible at all, Virgil being worried for Patton maybe not returning, all of them thought about the same thing: Getting Patton back. And as long as that wasn't possible, live with his parts as long as necessary.

#sanders sides #thomas sanders #logan sanders #patton sanders #roman sanders #virgil sanders #logicality #anger #bravery #happy #sass #jokester #gloom #lust #my writing #Sanders Sidecanons

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messy-does-cosmology · 3 years

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Lol I routinely have to fight the urge to comment "girl u posted this to the wrong account, ur body checks are for ur proana acc not ur studyblr ;)" under ppl's posts that are CLEARLY body ckecks.

#mine #messyblr

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the-leaf4u · 4 years

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The quality is sooo bad but I’m back with a new leg check I guess...

#leg check #legs #me #thin #anorexia #body ckeck #not pro just using tags #tigh gap #ana #thinspo #skinny

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diana-hani-blog · 7 years

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JANDA GERSANG

uatu hari semasa aku asyik dengan tugasku, aku menerima satu panggilan telefon dari sahabat perempuan ku, P. P dah berkahwin dan mempunyai 2 orang anak, berasal dari Kelantan dan kini menetap di JB. Apa kerjaya P aku tak pernah tanya. Bukan sifat aku nak jadi "busy body". Dia nak cerita aku dengar. Dia tak cerita aku tak tanya. Itu sifat aku selama ni.P meminta aku menjemput nya di KLIA kerana dia akan ke KL esok hari - Jumaat. Dia akan menyertai pertandingan "paint ball" anjuran sebuah kelab sosial yang aku juga menjadi ahlinya pada Ahad nanti. Katanya sengaja dia datang awal, dengan harapan dapat berjumpa dengan ahli-ahli kelab yang lain yang mungkin sama dengan nya datang awal. Aku beritahu padanya yang aku kini berada di Sabah, hanya akan balik ke semenanjung pada Isnin. Kalau nak jumpa aku tunggu lah hingga isnin nanti. OK katanya dia akan tunggu. Dia juga memberitahu aku yang dia kini telah pun menjadi ibu tungal sejak dua bulan lalu. Dia tinggal berseorangan di JB, dua anaknya berada di kampong di Kelantan, di jaga oleh ibunya. Apa tujuan cerita tersebut aku pun tak tahu.Aku kenal P pada suatu majlis makan malam yang dianjurkan oleh kelab kami 3 tahun lalu. Semasa itu P masih isteri orang. Walaupun telah berkahwin, tapi potongan badannya masih menarik. Mantap, macam orang belum kahwin, Punggung nya yang masih pejal membuatkan bukan saja aku, malahan ramai lagi yang tergoda melihat bentuk badannya yang menggiurkan itu. Mungkin niat nya hendak mendapatkan seramai kawan yang boleh, jadi dia agak permah dengan sesiapa saja pada malam itu. Selepas pertemuan pertama, aku selalu menghubungi P. Dia melayan aku dengan baik. Aku tak pasti berapa ramai lagi yang turut lakukan perkara yang sama, kerana pada malan tersebut aku dapati ramai yang telah mendapatkan nombor telefonnya.Isnin, aku pulang ke semenanjung. Tiba di KLIA aku menghubungi P. Seperti yang dijanjikannya kepada aku, dia masih berada di KL - Segambut, rumah saudaranya. Dia berharap sangat nak berjumpa aku malam nanti, kerana katanya dia akan balik ke JB pada esok - Selasa - pagi. Dia minta aku datang menjemput nya di Segambut. Aku memberi persetujuan. Seperti yang djianjikan, aku ke Segambut menjemput P lebih kurang jam 8 malam di tempat yang telah kami dijanjikan. Selepas sedikit perbincangan, kami bersetuju untuk ke karaoke Yow Chuan Plaza (kini telah dirobohkan). P memberi cadangan untuk menjemput beberapa kawan lagi. Aku bersetuju dengan cadangannya. Tak kan hanya 2 orang nak berkaraoke. Itu sedah jadi karaoke lain. Kami sama-sama menghubungi ahli-ahli yang lain. Sekurang-kurangnya 5 atau 6 orang memberi persetujuan untuk bersama-sama kami nanti. Kami bersetuju untuk berjumpa di sebuah restoran berhampiran Nikko hotel - Lotus Restoran (dah juga dirobohkan) - sebelum ke karaoke. Aku membawa P untuk makan malam dahulu sebelum berjumpa kawan-kawan lain.Dalam perjalanan ke tempat makan P dah mula menunjukkan belang sebenar siapa dia. Belang seorang janda. Aku yang pada mulanya tidak mempunyai niat tak baik terhadap P dah mula tergoda dengan usikannya. P mencium pipiku. Aku tak dapat berbuat apa-apa kerana aku sedang memandu ketika itu. Usikannya semakin menjadi-jadi. Tangannya yang pada mulanya di atas paha aku kini menjalar ke celah kangkang dan mengosok-gosok anu aku. Aku cuba melarang, tetapi dia tidak ambil peduli dengan larangan tersebut, malahan semakin ganas. Cuba membuka zip seluar aku. Kali ini aku betul-betul menolak. Dia hentikannya.Kami menuju ke Lotus untuk makan makam. Selepas hampir setengah jam kawan-kawan yang lain tiba. Kami menuju ke karaoke yang telah aku tempah dari awal tadi. Dalam karaoke, P sentiasa berada disebelah aku. Mengaku kepada kawan-kawan lain, aku adalah "boyfriend" dia. Aku sekadar mengaku demi untuk tidak mahu menjatuhkan airmukanya.Bersama kami pada malam itu - Cyberlove, NG, Koci, Raikonen, Edi dan APai. Edi yang sebelum ini agak rapat dengan P agak terkejut dengan pengakuan P yang mengataka aku bf nya. Sehingga hampir jam 3 pagi kami keluar meninggakan tempat tersebut dan. Semua pulang ketempat masing-masing kecuali P. Aku perlu menghatar P pulang. Tapi dia menolak. Katanya tidak manis dipandang jiran pulang jam 3 pagi. Dia ingin saja bermalam di hotel, dan meminta aku menemaninya. Pada mula aku menolak, ingin juga menolak dan terus menghantar dia pulang kerana esoknya aku bekerja. P tetap berkeras. Akhirnya aku terpaksa membawa P "ckeck in" di sebuah hotel sederhana disekitar Bukit Bintang. Dalam bilik hotel, selepas menukar pakaian dan hanya bertuala aku ke bilik air. Tiba-tiba P mengikut aku. Dia juga hanya bertuala. Tanpa menutup pintu P memeluk aku rapat dari belakang. Dia menaggalkan tuala aku dan dan menggosok-gosok anu aku. Aku tahu P memerlukannya. Aku biarkan saja perlakuan P. Aku yang pada mula nya agak keletihan kini kembali segar dengan tindakan P. Aku memusing, membalas pelukan P. Tuala P pula aku tanggalkan. Kami sama-sama bertelanjang bulat. P terus mencium dan menjilat seluruh tubuhku. Sampai ke anu aku, P memegang dan menghisap dengan ganas. Aku kesedapan.Nafsuku memuncak. Aku rasa P juga. Dia terus melakukannya. Disedut-sedutnya dimerata tempat sekitar anu aku. Aku membiarkan saja perlakuan P yang ganas tapi menyedapkan. Aku tak dapat lagi menahannya. Lantas aku mengajak P ke katil.Aku membaringkan nya. Tanpa diminta, aku pula meneroka tubuh P yang masih mantap itu. Dia juga membiarkan segala perlakuanku. Terdengar rengekan kesedapan P yang tak dapat menahan permaian aku. Akhirnya P yang aku kira betul-betul dah tak dapat menahannya lagi meminta kau untuk memasukkannya. P terkangkang luas. Dia sudah merelakannya. Dia sudah bersedia. Cipap nya tersedia untuk aku kerjakan. Perlahan-lahan aku memasukkan nya. P terus merengek. Akhirnya pangkal bertemu pangkal. Aku memeluk P rapat. Kedua kaki P di atas punggungku. Kami terus melakukannya.P melayan aku seperti melayan seorang suami. Kami teruskan permianan. Sampai suatu ketika dimana P meminta aku melajukan tusukan ku. Aku tahu P sudah hampir-hampir ke penghujung permianan. Aku lajukannya. Kurang 5 minit semua tindakan terhenti. Kami kepenatan. Kami sama-sama kebilik air mencuci apa yang perlu. Selesai mencuci kami ke katil. Jam sudah hampir 5.30 pagi. Kami tertidor.Aku terjaga tidur. Cuaca terang. Waktu dah menghampiri 11 pagi. Alamak sepatut aku bekerja hari ini. Aku mencapai talipon tangan dan menghubungi pejabat untuk memohon cuti kecemasan. Selesai bercakap, P yang tidak memakai apa-apa sekali lagi merebahkan badannya keatas aku yang masih terlentang. Mengucup bibirku. Aku membalas dengan memeluknya. Sambil mengucup, tangan P menjalar ke anu aku. Dia meminta aku melakukannya lagi.Tanpa berfikir panjang aku menunaikan harapan P. Aku bangun lantas merebahkan P. Kami lakukannya lagi untuk kali kedua. Hampir jam 12 semuanya selesai. P tersenyum puas.Selepas bersarapan, aku menghantar P pulang ke Segambut. Ketika keluar dari kereta ... "TQ bang, jumpa lagi yer. Nanti apa-apa ayang "call" ok" Sehingga kehari ini aku tak pernah bertemu P lagi. Katanya dia kini telah berkahwin lain. Syukur lah ....dalam hatiku

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tinyrosea-blog · 5 years

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and on another episode of low-quality body ckecks

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macarelstyle · 7 years

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Ckeck my body jean André

#jean andre #body #tatoo

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fatkaijudreamlog · 5 years

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Todays dream is in shambles (arent they all)

First i remember beung a boy, helping solve murder mystery. An aquintance told me i was of a different species than others. It made me feel special for time being.

After a log search a flood has arisen and it demanded a sacrifice. I noticed it was radioactive and people were dying in it unaware of how dangerous it was. When i tried to escape on the shore i was told by previously mentioned colleague, that this need to help and this eagerness is a trait of my species. That we sense when we are about to die so we do everything to reach our destiny.

I remember climbing up a slope after that as some monsters approached. I defended the people who tried running but despite my colleagues words i didnt die. It was quite disappointing.

Next part of the dream i remember trying to take public transport.

I got on a train and traveled as normal. Then our vehicle took a turn and arrived on a stop.

I remember thinking i need to watch out for mine and hoping nothing obstructs my view. I remember thinking the electric annoucement board will tell me the name of the next stop so i can be sure to get off when mine comes.

Thus part is hazy but as if in response to my worry the train was torn apart so any wagons in front of me were gone. I was asked if i was ready and the train started moving. I proclaimed this was crazy, but it was too late. The train was moving.

I remember the wind blowing and being swayed from side to side as we moved towards our destination. The ride was crazy and often moved too close to the side of the rocks. I remember i had to dodge out of the way of the wall because i wouldve hurt myself.

At the end, when the train stopped i got off and told whoever greeted me (i believe it was an employee of the train station) that the ride was dangerous. Then ive showed him my chair where it scraped on rocks as i tried to dodge them.

This is the last part of my dream. I remember looking out of the window on a lit up structure. Then i came back inside. Then i remembered turning back and walking in to a different room. Someone of importance to me (it was never specified. Maybe a brother, maybe a friend) has spoken about how earlier he has seen dead bodies around the block.

Then i remember preparing a specia backpack so i can carry my guinea pig in. I was putting food in there in the meanwhile someone else was telling me what i was doing was pointless.

Then i remmeber being hone and in the shower. I left two of my pets locked in there over night by accident. The shower was running all night leaving the tub full. One of those pets was a cat.

I remember walking in the shower and hearing “my pets have a litter now” especting littke kittens i walked in. The tub was full of kittens, sure but they were swimming in the water. I wanted to let the water drain, but i realised they would suffocate without it. They needed to be in the water like newts.

Then i remembered i needed to lock the door. I saw someone was about to open it and i shut it and locked it quickly. I was too scared to look through the hole to ckeck who or if there was anyone there. It was dark and i was scared.

I remember how some days someone would open the doors just to close them short after like they were peeking at me.

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