sorry I cried and told you I was gonna kill myself over a small thing, I have crying and wanting to kill myself over small things disorder
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cute bpd things!!
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*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D
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mood depending on them
every text hurts or feels way too good
intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH
the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive
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fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3
"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"
becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention
never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back
cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME
oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself
"just leave. everyone does anyways"
5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever
*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?
dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had
paranoia
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It finally clicked in my brain, that the reason you don't treat me like you treat others in your life, is because you love the others in your life. You love having them in your life. I've simply become the obligation you can't untangle yourself from.
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Yep that's me.
Being in peace with myself is something that I've always been struggling with. Since I was a kid I felt like I was different than the others. It's like my head was in another world but my body's here on earth.
Well, I'm all grownup now but I still feel like I'm that kid. Lonely and scared that nothing will ever fill that emptiness inside of me. So I embrace the void and wait for another day, while I hope that gets easier to carry on .
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"your trauma made you stronger!" babe the only thing that should've been making me stronger is vegetables and flintstone gummies
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you traumatized me for a lifetime, but it was just another sunday afternoon for you.
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