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dittolicous · 3 months
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imho dungeon meshi is a spiritual successor of fma in many ways, so i hope trigger treats it well because it deserves the same love fma & fmab got
(also to show women make for great mangaka and your manga doesnt have to be 100s of chapters long to be great but yknow lol)
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akajustmerry · 2 years
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hi merryana!! any thoughts on the emmy noms? hope you're doing well :)
hi there! my thoughts are
selena gomez got snubbed! bizarre to nominate steve martin and martin short and not her when the show is very much carried by the 3 of them. emmys hate latinas though so it makes sense
i hope everyone and i mean everyone in the comedy categories loses to quinta and to abbott elementary
pam and tommy being nominated for anything is repugnant!!!
noah schnaap, winona ryder, david harbour, and sadie sink all being snubbed AGAIN despite all of stranger things' noms is SO RUDE considering they carry the acting prowess of that show on their BACKS. villain origin story honestly. we've had 5+ years of this shit
in the same vein, succession acting noms are HILARIOUS because it's a TRUE ENSEMBLE!!! there is no lead!! all of them belong in supporting why tf are jeremy strong and brian cox in LEAD??? also very telling none of the women in succession get nominated in lead categories. life imitates art, etc. ANYWAY
once again i am BEGGING the powers that be to make a DRAMEDY CATEGORY!!! the great is always losing to succession/ted lasso because its not drama enough to compete with succy and its not a traditional com like ted lasso or only murders. we as a society need a DRAMEDY CATAGORY so shows like The Great, Barry, The Flight Attendant, Hacks, etc aren't competing with pure comedies!!! its not fair for any nominees to have the complexity of their work be treated so reductively.
glad to see squid game getting acting noms as well as overall noms!!!!
anyone from euphoria except zendaya being nominated is absolutely laughable. the performances in euphoria season 2 were frankly a joke!!!!!!
foundation was snubbed!!!! imagine nominating fucking moonknight and loki over foundation in ANY CATEGORY ughhh (also just laughable these storyless CGI monstrosities from Disney would be nominated at all!
WHERE is rose matafeo in the comedy lead categories!!!!!!
drew barrymore and ziwe were ROBBED in the variety categories!!
Dickinson was snubbed in costuming, acting and cinematography
absolutely LOVE seeing severance get its dues!! weird that they snubbed Dichen Lachman, but We Know Why
I would LOVE for Kaley Cuoco to win something for flight attendant because she's so fucking good in it but the only way she'd be in with a chance is in a dramedy category. in comedy, she's gonna lose to jean smart
the only Disney+ series that deserved any nomination was the little angel who played leia in obi wan kenobi!!!!! that show would literally be NOTHING without her. she was truly a star!!!!
alia shawkat deserved SOMETHING for her incredible work in search party. this was the last year it could be nominated and she was SNUBBED. the emmys hate women of colour so much!
SEARCH PARTY, Rutherford falls, ghosts, Russian doll, the silent sea, we are lady parts, starstruck - literally the best tv of the past year and it was ALL SNUBBED
okay i am done!
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lollipencil · 2 months
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TSG: Khonshu
I was going to do a more traditional "Steven as a Ghostbuster" fic as hinted in my most recent poll. But then the idea of more varied fic types and how Khonshu would be interpreted by the Ghostbusters proved far more interesting. I may go back to the inital idea in the future.
Also, I am using the video game's version of Tobin's Spirit Guide as a reference for this.
Enjoy and be gentle ---
Catagory: Class 7 Incorporeal Empowerer Type: Deity (Supreme Being)
Easily mistakable for a Class 2, Khonshu's only discernible manifestation to the average person is in a sudden gust of wind belonging a harsh desert night and minor electrical disruption. To the one he's claimed as his avatar (and other human Avatars), he appears similar to depictions in ancient Egyptian art. However, his falling out of favor among his fellow gods has changed him, rendering him as a mummified figure with a floating bird skull for a head.
Compared to other encountered Class 7s, Khonshu is notably benevolent, only seeking harm on those who do the same on "the travellers of the night". Additionally, he can only interact with the world via a human proxy, whom is granted power with a secondary manifestation, which appears as a summonable suit (for more details, see "Moon Knight").
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tybysis · 10 months
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1:38pm
The following is an explanation on the difference between platonic + romantic attraction as I explained to Josh, my S/O, over discord. lol. Figured I should write it down for the record. Copied unedited, with the emotes written in plain text cause im not learning how to insert them into tumblr.
I have also been thinking a lot about platonic vs romantic. Because for me, it has always just been "this is someone I want to spend my life with" and definitive.
Okay, romantic vs platonic thinking
For me, platonic and romantic are also similar, but it's also things that I would be willing to do for some person that I wouldn't be able to do for others
for my purpose, I'm splitting the people we know into catagories. EXL and Curse in one, Aza in another, and you and Kitty in the last one.
For my close friends, I think of them more like close family. That's Aza's catagory.
So, for example, (and I am being EXTREMELY lenient putting EXL and Curse in the same catagory, for the record. Technically EXL deserves better than that, but I wanted to clearly differentiate them from Aza)
Curse and EXL are not people I would care if I never met them IRL. I don't have a particular need or want for them to be closeby, and I definitely would be iffy about living with them. Both from a trust standpoint and I don't really know them well or have an interest in getting to know them more.
Reaching out to them takes considerable effort and it has to occur to me - I had to stop and go out of my way to remember to play a game with EXL, and when it does occur to me, I do it and think of it as a sort of... olive branch?
it would be nice if it happened, but I wouldn't be disappointed if it fell through or if EXL ended up being busy.
If EXL didn't message me, I wouldn't really think about it too much or wonder about if he was busy or if he didn't like me, I would just kind of be like "oh well" and move on, it wouldn't effect me emotionally.
If they never visited, I wouldn't be sad about it, and it's cool with me to just kind of play a game with EXL once a month and maybe not hear his voice in vc, but know that I like him and we're friends.
I wouldn't mind spending time with EXL and I know that it makes me happy when I do, I just wouldn't chase it if it ran. Sort of like petting or feeding an animal that doesn't belong to you. If it decides it doesn't want pets or doesn't want to come close to you, that's okay. It's just living its life. Vibes.
Aza is different from that.
I love Aza, and I actively reach out to her to check in on her if she crosses my mind - and she does. Often. I want to hang out with Aza. I would make a lot of compromises to make it happen, even if it were to inconvenience me, because I want Aza around.
I want her closeby and if she were to live with me, I know it would make me happier, because I trust her.
She has habits that annoy me, but I am willing to work around them in ways that I wouldn't be for EXL or Curse, because being around Aza is worth that compromise. I know that I can communicate with her and have worked to make sure we are both clear with each other. I know there are things that I can talk about with Aza that I might not be able to talk about with anyone else, because there is a level of trust and love there.
However, while it would make me sad, if Aza decided to not be friends with me anymore, I could weather it. It would suck, for sure, and I would be upset for a while, but I know that if she decided it was what she wanted, regardless of reasoning, I could recover.
I also could see us getting distant over time, if we stayed away from each other, sort of like how me and Edman ended up. But, if we were able to meet back up after that, Im sure that we would catch up and our friendship would continue the same way it had been.
And while I wouldn't like it to happen, I can see Aza and I naturally getting distant over time because that just happens sometimes. I am putting in the work now so that it doesn't, but it is a mutual putting in of work, and if circumstances were to arise - like another world pandemic - I can see it.
I also have never thought of dating Aza. I've never thought about cuddling up to her. I've never thought of kissing her.
like, I know that we could be in a group cuddle, or we could both cuddle Kitty, and it doesn't bother me and it would be nice, but I don't actively be like "oh wow, cuddling Aza, hell yeah"
this is also me being minecraft cat like though
I chose Aza for this example because she is also AFAB and as we discussed like, I probably have AMAB trauma. I thought a lot about cuddling Gabe in high school but it terrified me. Though, I guess cuddling Carlee also terrified me.
:VezraThink: 
lastly, when it comes to supporting Aza, I would, of course, send money if she needed it, but I would look at my budget first. I also would ask Aza for money in a way that I wouldn't ask Curse or EXL.
not just cause they don't have it, but because it's a level of trust sort of thing.
I buy gifts for Aza on her birthday maybe.
but it isn't a priority. I do it because Kitty does it and it reminds me to. I know when Aza's birthday is because it's on the calendar and I checked in advance and know of things that happen AROUND that date so I can remember - a la the Barbie movie.
But I will get her, EXL, and Curse christmas gifts.
I actually will put Iwa in the Aza or EXL catagory. They're kinda in the middle becasue I consider them actual, like, real family. So I didn't think to include them. That's my little cousin asdkjfhajlkdhsaljdfh
Last catagory is you and Kitty.
These are the two closest people to me, the people I love the most. Easy.
The differentiation here is kind of simple in my brain, but what I can describe it as is that ya'll are priority one. Mom is also priority one, but it is different.
For ya'll, my needs are sort of instinctually secondary. My priorities are your happiness and such.
When it comes to gift giving, my brain is automatic. If Kitty wants something, I have to actively decide not to get it. If you want something, I have to actively tell you to remember to budget because we have bills
:JuliEhh:
But even when it goes against budget, I will get you or Kitty something. I put self perimeters on it, because if I didn't I wouldn't be able to support you guys, but like... that's why even when I don't have money, if you ask enough, I'll pay for us to get food. If the bills are paid, I will buy Kitty a plushie. That's kind of why I went a bit crazy when I got this job - my budget was insane suddenly. I spent like $600 on Kitty and you in the first two months of having it.
:NoemiDerp:
I don't regret it, but it did make me have to be stricter with myself lmao
I actively go out of my way to support you both. I decided I would support Kitty and that she would live here and started working toward it immediately. When I knew you needed somewhere to go, I started working on it too. Usually these plans are just long term and mom is the one who was like "how about he come here!" which is insane but asjdlfhaskdjfh
I don't waver in my resolution. I don't care about the obstacles. I will compromise and move mountains if it means that you and Kitty are supported.
It's sort of different for you, I think, because I worry that you need to learn how to take care of yourself - I don't as readily support you because I need to know that you can support yourself? Cause you never really were in a position where you had to, where Kitty has been fighting for her life like, her whole life lol.
In that same vein, when I love someone, my brain is filled to the brim with details.
I can just recall dates for them, the names of people in their past, events, things that happen around them, pets, etc
Their favorite things, the people who have hurt them, information about the things they create
I know that Kitty's birthday is August 11th, I know that yours is November 26th.
I also know that Khiva's birthday is Markiplier's and that Kitty's birthday is hers and Kadan's is the 8th and Richard's is the 13th of February
I am full of tidbits and knowledge about things that I wouldn't be if it were not important to Kitty or you.
If there are too many hours where Kitty doesn't message me I start getting worried. I tried to check in on her while she was next to me because the instinct to check discord for her messages is innate.
this doesn't happen to me with you because you will just walk into my house
:VerrisLaugh:
I trust you and Kitty to take care of me. I know that it might not seem like a lot, and that it may seem extremely troublesome that I ask you to get things for me from the kitchen and living room and stuff, but the reason I can and do do that is because I trust you to. I am someone who before you, didn't let anyone take care of me. Not even mom, really, though she did. I didn't trust that anyone would want to, and if they did, I didn't trust that they'd do it right. I am not someone who is vulnerable often. I was, outwardly, for a long time, like an action hero. One tear allowed for all situations. I never let myself be soft or gentle. Now I'm like that all the time because I trust that you and Kitty won't hurt me.
And if you remember, sometimes that meant that when I couldn't move and got stuck, I just didn't eat.
I just didn't move
so trusting that you will go get things for me or help me up was a big step for me and still is a pretty big deal to me.
I also can tell at a glance if you'd like something, or if Kitty would, and if I can afford it, I just get it. I just send money. Because that's what Kitty deserves. You have your own money and need to buy things for yourself cause you won't! Askdfasdfljahds
:ydearsysthink: 
idk if this is still making sense.
Now, when it comes to romantic feelings, I think that maybe the difference could be, like... willingness to do things?
I dunno if it is just because Kitty is not here all the time or if it is just that you're a bottom and I'm sure I can talk you out of things, but I think if Kitty was like "I really want to go to the movies" I would make plans to do so. I think maybe our issue is that you always do this thing where you're like TODAY I want to do this, and sometimes it really throws me off.
Like if you told me you wanted to see the Barbie movie I would look into the showings and plan a time for me to do it, rather than the days you walk in like "There's a movie in 2 hours and we should go"
however, I also…
:NinaHmm:
I don't think there is an amount of cuddling that would overwhelm me with Kitty. That is largely because I know that if I were to give her affection and then stop when I felt like I was starting to get overwhelmed, she wouldn't complain (though she'd maybe pout about it) where as no amount of affection I give seems to be enough for you.
:NinaDissociate:
There's a lot of pressure for me to be affectionate with you that simply isn't there for Kitty.
Not just because of the nature of our relationships, but because that's how you like, are.
my No is never a no for you and I know that it is an immediate no the first time for Kitty and Aza.
:MaelDead:
In which case over time it makes me instinctively try to distance because like... it's uncomfortable.
There are things I would sacrifice and compromise for in order to keep you and Kitty close. One of which, of course, is Curse. When in other circumstances I would treat Curse the way I treat the Hoarder.
I also would not marry EXL, Aza, or Curse.
:worryweird:
it would not occur to me.
As time goes on people like slide back and forth on this relationship scale, and I notice because of my willingness to talk to them as well as compromise, buy them things, provide for them, learn more about them etc.
And I want them closeby.
:VezraThink:
anyway hope this helps™️
oh, also, like, intimacy is a weird sort of scale for me bc as someone who has had a FWB before, romantic attraction is not inherently necessary for sexual attraction. I am, however, demi adjfhalksdjhfa
all of my FWBs have been long time friends first.
but Aza is not on that level with me and it would not occur to me, the thought of doing that with Curse makes me want to invert / scream until i puke blood.
But like, small smooches + intimacy w/ you or kitty would be okay. vibes man
anyway that's how I differentiate it
as a small fun aside, I only was intimate with Rhys because they were there both times. I wouldn't have made a move on them on my own because while I trusted them, and while I'd probably thought about it once or something, they were always in the Aza catagory. Does that mean that if you or Kitty asked I'd have a threesome with someone in that catagory? Probably. Or even a stranger or someone I hated. It doesn't bother me because I am competitive.
:KittyShrug:
I am just this way.
[recording ends]
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athenamariee · 2 years
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Camren catagories
(always down to take suggestions for where you think each song goes)
Camren is not a linear storyline.
Their relationship is so complex and complicated as ever as we can see from their music and the way that they interact. Some songs may be in more than one category because why the fuck not. If it’s where they belong, it’s where they belong.
Camren has a few categories within their music.
The falling:
Only Told the Moon
Unforgettable
Taxi
Never Be The Same
Easy
Dream of You
Used to This
These are obviously the songs when C first fell for L and they give a sense of how she felt. All of the lyrics in these songs are about falling in love with the green eyed beauty or the green eyed beauty falling for miss Cuban booty and it’s obvious that’s who these songs were written very early in their relationship and have been staples in the CS community
The fucking:
Thief Looks Like an Angel
She Loves Control
Havana
Inside Out
Into It
Living Proof
My Oh My
Liar
Curious
Senorita (yes I included it because I think it's about L, sue me)
Don’t Wanna Say
Lento
South of the Border
OMG
Sangria Wine
More Than That
I put these songs in the same category because they all are instances where there's a lot of sexual tension and we can all tell that these songs all connect to each other. She Loves Control is obviously about Karla coming out to play and being a playa. The others are quite obvious if you ask me. All these songs are very much about each other and it makes it all the better honestly. People are trying to link these to other people (ie. T*, Sh*wn, A*stin, L*cy) and they are not about their ex PR’s, they’re about camren in the most obvious ways. You can't really link them to the PR's because they're not supposed to be linked to the PR's
The Fighting:
Crying in the Club
Consequences
Something's Gotta Give
This Love
Cry for Me
Expectations
Back to Me
Should’ve Said It
On Guard
All of these songs give me “go away I don’t want to talk to you right now” vibes and if you really listen to them. They’re all like a big fuck you to the other and it shows. These songs also throw us off a little with the camren narrative because it leads us to believe there was a breakup but the other songs lead us to believe there was something else. I do believe there was a breakup but not like we think there was. I think it was the breakup of the group that has something to do with these songs. Especially when it comes to the two years. The two year span can be applied to many things including, but not limited to, the time it took for them to fall in love (17 when we started to fall - K.C.C.E used to this), the time from when they fell in love to when C left the group and went solo (Then we lost it all - K.C.C.E used to this), there was also a two year relationship span between both T*ren and S*wmila. The timeline branches in so many places it's amazing.
The ‘what the fuck is happening in my brain’:
Scattered
Colors
Bad Kind of Butterflies
50 ft
While I’m Alive
All of these songs give me a what the fuck is happening in my brain kind of vibe and I dont know why but they do so I put them all in a catagory.
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saintwilllem · 3 years
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FORM YOUR LOVE .
so this is my analysis of both for your love and form of sympathy put into one as they are both of the same world. i am tagging @55bubble as i really want their opinion and thoughts on this but everyone comment / reblog and let me know what you think.  also if you need clarifications on anything please let me know i’ve been writing this half asleep after a hard days of work.  i may also visit  this again as the form of sympathy goes on.
  firstly i don’t know why i didn’t realize this is at first but both  titles  inform the themes and ideas of the comic.  for your love  is basically the story of understanding  love and what it will ask of you .  both moogyeong and yohan  have to see rejections through ( moogyeong his own , yohan his brother’s ) and the way it leaves them feeling to get to the end goal of love because what transpired between moogyeong and junseo was a crush that held him but it didn’t drive depth because it was something he would always try to brush off and hide away from .  yohan on the other hand sees his rejection  through his brother’s unrequited love and what that does is makes him overly cautious and stops him from looking inward and try to drive someone else’s story in hopes that he can be the “fairy-godmother,” this time around.  it isn’t until he looks at moogyeong not as a project but a person and therefore look inward does he realize that moogyeong doesn’t need to evolve its him .  on the other hand form of sympathy is the story of different forms of sympathies .   the main versions of this story branch sympathy from  yuri to his noona ,  to himself , and to sunwoo , goes on to his noona and him ,  and her new family ,  and lastly the real show of that is between   sunwoo toward yuri.  what i find interesting is that sympathy is defined two different ways :  feelings of pity and sorrow for someone else's misfortune  and  secondly , the understanding between people ; common feeling .  you see both these definitions play into the story.  for example both meanings align with yuri and his noona’s relationship. it starts with sorrow on her misfortune and then becomes a connection between them both .  in the face of yuri and sunwoo their sympathy is still on the first meaning , and were sunwoo feels sorrow , i think yuri after chapter 30 is just starting to leave the stages of pity. 
 both stories are  about unrequited love. yet in for your love it lingers, while in form of sympathy it festers . Within for your love it is put to ease by the way people feeling it behave. moogyeong decides to be quite about his love , in small  part due to fear and another is that he himself isn't a man of big gesture.  he finds himself crashing into yohan who at first wants to break this boundary of fear and smallness  and wants to make it loud and known . he doesn’t get the issue of it because he has seen the aftermath of being rejected first hand and on someone he’s really cared about and he doesn’t want that again.  as i said before is what really  alleviates the pain of seeing junseo with someone else , and mooyeong still thinking about him is the final act of looking inward.  we see yohan clearly state that he loves moogyeong and it isn’t because of his brother or any other grand gesture but the fact that this is a person he feels at peace with and he will do what needs to be done to. improve himself for both of them because he can look at what has to be with peace.  
now with form of sympathy the unrequited are impressed with history that equated to them thinking themselves  fundamentally more important than they really were.  one may question the kindness of noona and how she would always just give herself away to yuri .  she would always let him tag along , she would come to his school when he was in trouble , she cared for him at the funeral of her parents when she should have been taken care of . i am of the catagory that she gave him so much because she felt for him as having love taken from you but also because she may have felt that she had to give yuri a mother figure to thank his mother for doing that for her and the way she thought of him.   and so what i think this has done is open a feeling of over importance inside of yuri  in which he believes that he is her center and that she is his , inside of her being a line that stands next to him and up lifts him.  this has made him cruel , because he feels unbalanced  and he uses sunwoo as his target because his history with his brother in law leaves parts of him on sunwoo and also because he can’t fully go after his brother in law because that would hurt noona.  sunwoo is someone he has power over not just because he knows his feelings and has been used as a substitute for them but also because of who they are to each other. they will always have the dynamic of student and teacher over them  but the fact is that this isn’t school , its real life and yuri has opened up the darkest corners of sunwoo and taken control of them from the dinner with alll four of them , to just being a needle that pricks sunwoo during their working together.  yet in the last few chapters of season one we see a flip of power or rather we see sunwoo and his guidance starting to tug at yuri .  now the  history between brother in law and sunwoo is also simillar to that of  yuri and noona because they also were just rhust into each other lives, and it seems like sunwoo created something out of brother in law that wasn’t there. i don’t remember if we get any really background into their relationship besides brother in law joining the movie club out on a  whim and sunwoo just tied himself into  him . and i think that its the same reason as to why yuri did it with noona and that is personality and how they made them feel.  mooyeong did not make junseo his center but yuri and sunwoo did with the people they liked and that is why they are spiraling . one in rage and the other into depression. 
what i also find interesting is that the injury sunwoo has is one on the hand. what makes this interesting is what a hand does is grab on to things .  a hand emits a start as in hand shakes , it holds on to and lifts a person , and also puts out the emotions one is feeling either on themselves or others.  so in having his hand injured sunwoo is basically trapped.  he cannot in metaphoric ideas pull himself out , nor can he go on to express any other emotions because not only is his injury onto his hand physically but it is also emotional in that it is hands the acted upon yuri and marked him as the brother in law when he knew he wasn’t , so his hand is both what ties him to yuri ,  drowns him in  the past  and stops him being able to heal. 
characters that can be imposed upon another through both stories 
yohan and yuri 
mooyeong and sunwoo 
junseo and brother in law
noona and yohan’s brother 
yohan and yuri are not just the main characters , they also both go through an arc of bewilderment , self-loathing , and isolation.  they are both haunted by their actions, yuri in how he has been behaving around his noona , and yohan how he has around mooyeong.  with his noona yuri latched on to her kindness and made into his life in that it is the  one thing to which he couldn’t be angry at because it gave to him without demanding but at the cost of him not being able to form other relationships purely because he locked his noona into an image of something for him.  but yohan instead of that had to drag out his insides and put them into their place.  he had to learn that what he knows is not enough . that what he has seen of himself in view of his family does not make him , nor does his brothers pain belong to him as he has been cared by him. yohan strikes back and decides to evolve, yuri decides to drown and devolve 
mooyeong and sunwoo are both teachers , sunwoo teaches geography and mooyeong tutors. they both have unrequited loves but what they do with it as i’ve mentioned before is quite different. one can assume that both lack the character to act with big gestures and that is why they both lose out on their loves. but if you look at mooyeong i dont believe that he is an overly emotional character in that unlike sunwoo he does not add romantic gestures to the idea of teaching and by this i do not mean that he is going on talking about love within his teaching but he has these big ideas of what students are like and how diverse they are and how troubled they maybe.  mooyeong keeps his head on pushing his students academically and he does feel but he does not center himself around the bursts of emotions he does feel. instead he reason with him because he knows that a love that isn’t spoken is better than a love that is spoken and then mocked / spurned and thats his struggle with yohan at first. while sunwoo is basically  of the measure that a love unspoken / unreturned puts a hit on a relationship . it ends it and does nothing but makes it painful and he keeps wanting to run away from what he had unlike mooyong and it something that cuts him because its a mark that says i was wrong , i am wrong and i will keep being wrong in many sense. 
now junseo is the kinder of the two. he might be a bit careless, a bit naive and clueless , but he does not insert himself into mooyeong’s life beyond the areas of the club and common decency.  he isn’t like the brother in law who keeps trying to put himself into sunwoo’s life from the calls to the mention of a gift and him asking him for help.  he feels that his place isn’t to force a way into mooyeong’s life and be a door that keeps opening letting him in and then kicking him out and i think its part of the reason why  this relationship was able to grow out  better than that of the one sunwoo and the brother in love have. also the brother in law remembers everything wrong about what happened between them and it something that breaks sunwoo under the issue of him thinking himself important but realzing that he wasn’t really anything because even friends remember things they did with another.  it enforces the idea that the club and sunwoo were but things to collect and play around with rather than value and hold with respect as junseo and mooyeong. he kind of tagged on top of sunwoo without the consideration of exactly what was required between them because as he came by the club by chance so did he sunwoo. 
With hyung and noona its a story of two people who are both the catalysts for the traits a characther decides to possess. From jealousy and agony in yuri, to fear and learning in yohan these two are the parental figures they never had but also become the ones they give up a lot of themselves for. Yohan decides to be the opposite of his brother and go after unrequited loves for others, yuri feels guilty for being so attached to his noona he has to isolate himself because her happiness should have been his as her kindness was his. If not for the conversation hyung and yohan had after being caught in his intimacy with mooyeong I don't think yohan would have really put aside his brother's pain and take a full leap into his relationship. Where on the other hand always being with noona and thinking her as a small little thing who got eaten up by a big bad wolf and having to converse with someone who doesn't really express their own feelings has kept yuri from really evolving and thats why he crashes against sunwoo so badly because even his first sister and her aggression is a mask out of what their parents have made them.
Now I love thar yohan has his dreams and yuri the train tracks. What the dreams show is that yohan is looking inside himself and is changing. The dreams symbolize his faults, from his ego on the surface hides a low self worth and mooyeong always becomes his consciousness which fires back at him as both the face of the wanted and his failings to achieve it because he is at a loss of self because he thinks to what he witnessed than what has to be.
The train tracks are a slow way of travel. The train goes and stops and you can only follow it. Yuri's facing sunwoo decides that this is his destination. That the pathway to his own salvation is the man he crashes into to seek the falling of his rival. The crash reassembles into guidance and guidance into freedom and so he drops the rope and build a slow way for him to reach peace. Also unlike yohan he has to look outward instead of inward
So this gas gotten really long, and so i say goodbye here until later when I have more to say and more time to do so.
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karmaisntswag · 3 years
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company . lov
▷genre;; angsty fluff
▷what to expect;; a lil gore, adult language,, angst,,, and wholesome league content!!!
hi :),, uHm, hey. i’m bee!!! and this is my first fanfic. be prepared to cringe your life away lmao. 
enjoy :D
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A loud gasp made the quiet night not so silent. 
“Oh my god, oh, my god, oh, my god! Dabi! Look!” The voice belonged to a short female standing at around 5′2, the excitement in her tone obvious as she ran from between the trees. Himiko Toga. 
The blood sucking, childish, psychopath heroes all around Japan were worried about was out and about which was extremely dangerous given the current price on her head. But, she knew she was safe, and she’d stay in that state for however long she had company. It was like they were taking shifts. First, the girl was left with Twice. Then, Shigaraki, Kurogiri, Dabi, and now, it seemed they’d all come.
“Oh! Hi Shiggy!” Himiko came to a halt, eyes brightening as she saw the leader. A little wave followed right after her greeting, her left hand clutching tight onto a decapitated head, fingers tangled in the dark, messy hair of the woman. For a moment, it was like she’d forgotten what was in her grasp. 
“Toga?” Tomura’s harsh voice sounded unnatural in the calm setting. An eyebrow lifted with his words, his head motioning slightly to the head as his nails scratched away at his neck.  Blond hair fell against her cheek as Toga tilted her head slightly, smile disappearing only to be replaced with a pout, then a face of realization. She held up the head. “This is my new friend. Isn’t she pretty?” The head turned, facing the others; eyes open and rolled back, mouth sewn shut.
Dabi scoffed, “Beautiful, c’mon crazy, are we done here?” - “What!? No!! Look at her! I saw people talking about shruken heads on the t.v yesterday and wanted one of my own! Look! I did the sewing myself!” The head was thrust forward towards the now annoyed male. He gave a sarcastic smile to the teenager, reaching behind him to grab Tomura’s wrist, bringing his hand forward and planting all five of his fingers on the head. Toga screamed. Tomura huffed, ripping his arm from the ravenette’s grasp and planting it by his side. 
“Fuck off. Toga. We’ve been here long enough, let’s go.” The leader walked off, Dabi whistling as he followed, shoving his hands into his pockets.  With sad yellow eyes, Himiko stared at the pile of dust on the ground. Her new toy already ruined. Gently, she sat herself down on the ground in front of it, head tilted as she just stared at it, a bird flying towards her, landing infront of her and on the dust. 
Alive.
Dead.
Not even a seccond later and it’s life had come to an end. She wondered how it’s family would react- if it had any, that is. Was it a mother? Did it have little babies to feed? Was it out hunting, or did it just want to make a friend?
Looking at the bloodied knife in her hand, wondering who the cries were coming from, Toga bit her lip, drawing her own blood. 
It was like an instinct. What was she supposed to do now? Eat it? Get kicked out, and called a freak, again? Or, was it better to just leave? Go on the run again, alone. Another desperate cry left her lips, delicate hands dropping the knife, and moving to her hair, tugging lightly.
Why couldn’t it just stop?
She was finally feeling at home with the league- finally, feeling comfortable, yet she had to go and mess it up again. She couldn’t help it.
It all seemed like fun and games for Himiko, but she couldn’t stop anymore. It had become an undying, ever hungry need. A necessity. She needed it to live.
The thrill, the screams- every singly thing that came with cutting up her next disguise gave her a purpose, but, she hated it. 
Love and hate really weren’t so different after all. It was so easy to love the things you hate, and hate the things you love. The blond didn’t know which catagory she fell into. Did she hate loving it, or love hating it?
Four fingers came to wrap around both wrists, pinky lifted as her beloved leader moved her hands away from her hair, resting them on her lap. Shigaraki crouched down infront of the crying girl, quickly decaying her point of focus. The bird.
At this point she’d made a whole story up for the animal, only to make herself feel more guilty- to make herself cry harder. 
“I-I’m sorry,” her voice was quiet. Void of emotions, eyes brimming with more tears, a knot forming in her throat. She wanted to stay quiet. “I’m so sorry, S-Shiggy. I’ll leav-e.” Himiko’s large, slightly puffy eyes locked with red ones for a moment, before the sob broke through, causing her to jolt forward, and Shigaraki’s arms to wrap around her small frame. 
Her cries grew louder as her head rest against his chest, hands gently rubbing her back. He thought the head being destroyed was what had her so bothered, the bird meant nothing to him. 
“Don’t be silly,” he scoffed, “why on earth would we want you to leave? Your quirk is useful, and you’re a vital part of this team.” Another sob sounded at that, and he slowly pulled away, a loud, exaggerated huff came from behind the girl, her eyes widening, as she spun around, startled, and quickly getting defensive, stained knife at the ready. 
Despite her instant readiness to attack, there was no need. It was only Dabi, head facing a little away from the two, arms open, ready for Toga to make home in.
She stubbornly refused, arms crossing over her chest as she glared at him, “I don’t like you very much, right now. You suck. Broke my new toy.” Himiko grumbled, tone completely serious.
In a quick act of surrender, the burnt male raised his palms, mumbling a, “sorry, sorry,” which the girl seemed pleased with. A tiny smile gracing her chapped, bloodied lips, she lifted herself off the ground, slowly walking towards the taller, and wrapping her arms around his torso, his snaking around her neck, as his head came to rest on top of hers.
He knew. He’d been told.
Toga felt closest with Dabi.
They had joined together after all, for more or less the same reasons too. He was like an older brother to her, and so, she of course got attached. He would never admit it infront of any conscious person, but so did he. There, was teasing-, bullying and names involved, it was only to be expected from the two, but they didn’t mind. That was how those who saw eachother as family were meant to banter, right? They knew it was all fun either way. So, when Dabi saw Toga sobbing after he ruined her creation, he instantly knew that wasn’t the reason. Sure, she’d of course have been sad, but the feelings wouldn’t have been strong enough to make her cry. They’d never been in the past, and he’d done way worse then burning a stupid person’s, stupid head.
Then, he saw the bird, and it all clicked. 
So, now he whispered, fingers running through the girl’s hair as he coaxed her into a sort of calm, her sobs turning into weak whimpers, eyes screwing shut as her brows furrowed in concentration. Shigaraki sighed once more, stopping his scratching, to call for their transportation, and his oldest friend to arrive and take them home. 
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“Hey, can I come in?”
No reply came, only the sound of a door lock clicking, before the door finally opened seconds later to reveal an annoyed, half asleep Himiko Toga. “What?” She muttered, yawning, fists rubbing at her eyes. “Whaddya want? It’s two am.” 
Dabi smiled, pushing past her, and closing the door behind him with the simple excuse of; “if you do this to me, why can’t I do it to you?” Toga only flipped him off, dragging her feet back to her bed covered with a teddy bear, much larger than herself. One of the bear’s ears were cut off, the opening sewn shut, as well as the stuffed wound from a missing eye. Smaller plushies also littered her room, many joining the bear in having injuries from Toga’s tantrums or stitched features. By the time Dabi tore his eyes from a lamb with no limbs in the corner of her room, back to the once again sleeping girl, the smile was gone. He walked towards her, plopping himself next to her, before moving the bear, and laying down in it’s place, arms wrapping around Toga who instantly shifted towards him, a small kiss being pressed to the top of her head, his own eyes shutting.
“I love you, Himi.” 
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“Scenario”, “Sideline” and “Random”
Things I draw of (my) Minecraft (Dungeons) (OC) characters are almost always “canon to my storylines”. So if I for example say that Eric is an Evoker, he’s an Evoker. And if I make a picture of him standing I-don’t-know-where, that just happened at a random time or whatever and there’s nothing more to it. All that backstory stuff I wrote earlier, that too, is “canon to my storylines”. However...
From now on, you also might see art with titles starting with “Scenario” or “Sideline". I know what you’re thinking, I know. “Why do you need to make it all unclear and complicated?!” Well, I’m unsure about what I want to be canon in - for example - Eric’s story, so I decided to do it this way. It doesn’t matter at all if you don’t understand a crap of what I’m about to explain, but I just wanted to write it down anyway.
I’ll write “Scenario” when it COULD happen in the story of (my) characters or WILL happen at some point in their story, but I haven’t decided when (yet). This means that I might draw various situations that aren’t the same, but still very similar as well, since those scenario’s are (sometimes) optional. So they may be events that will never happen to (my) characters too, but if they would, you could still see how. Also, the timeline might get very messed up, but I’ll try to make clear what’s happening in my drawings.
Example > Scenario: Eric heads to the Nether to get Ron his Nether Flower. I already mentioned before that Eric wants to do that, but he doesn’t know if he’s ready to go to the Nether yet. So if I would draw that, it isn’t necessary a fact that he already went there or will go there. I mean, he probably will, but I’m unsure about the “how’s” and such (for now, that is). \:^|
I’ll write “Sideline” when it’s uncanon to my own art and stories. Something that I might not actually want to happen to/with (my) characters, but I wanted to draw it anyway. They’re happenings that are not part of the main stories I make up about (my) characters, but they (probably) could have been. Like I said, they’re pretty much uncanon stories or additions to the main story (and its various scenarios) that won’t ever happen. Basically fan art or stories of my own stuff.
Example > Sideline: Yumi x Salah (forgive me for that ship... I’m truly sorry). Okay, so in the beginning, I only shipped Yumi and my OC Eric (another example of a scenario) and I still do, but... Eric is an OC. So in the Minecraft Dungeons world without my OC’s, I couldn’t ship them and that’s why I started to kind of ship Yumi and Salah too. Kind of. I know, I know... It’s really wrong and strange and it makes absolutely no sense. Even I feel awkward about it sometimes, but it’s just very funny to draw. XD
This sideline is a bit different from other sidelines, though (great you chose a deviant example, me), because I only ship that ship (and thus that sideline only exists) in a Minecraft Dungeons world without my OC’s.
I also have some sideline OC’s, by the way. For example: Cate (a Vindicator) - you’ll learn more about her later - and a not yet named doctor, which you may or may not hear about some other time. Both of them are additions to my actual storylines (and its scenarios), but they’re both uncanon to those storylines.
These two things (scenarios and sidelines) often apply to drawings that have a story that goes with them. Drawings that don’t tell much are almost always what I called “canon to my storylines” or they belong to the “random” drawings. When it belongs in the “random” catagory, I won’t write that in the title, but rather somewhere in the description and somewhere among the tags.
I’ll put a drawing in the “Random” catagory, when I drew something completely unrelated to the main storylines (with its scenarios) and sidelines, but they do feature (my) characters.
An example of this, is the drawing I made yesterday with Eric and Archie - the latter holding an Italy flag - cheering because the country won during the European championship. This couldn’t possibly be related in any way to fan made stories of mine, because I believe Italy doesn’t even exist in the world of Minecraft (Dungeons) and neither does the European championship.
I’m very well aware of the fact that this is an unnecessarily long and certainly unimportant text that took me quite a while to write. I AM happy I wrote all this, though, because I myself couldn’t even follow it all anymore and now that I wrote it down, it became a little bit more clear to me as well. However, I honestly don’t know if this only made things worse to understand for YOU or not.
So that was the full explanation of “canon to my storylines”, “scenario”, “sideline” and “random” drawings. I hope for you that you haven’t read the whole, well, guide, because if you did you should really find some hobbies in your life, but... thanks, I guess. I mean, we’re all weirdos anyway. Yes, me too. Wait, you already knew that? Oh, okay...
Fine, fine! I’ll shut up now.
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thestalkerbunny · 4 years
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There is a level of sort of ‘star signs/astrology’ with The Inverted Pantheon and I’d like to talk about it for a hot second.
The entire year is divided up into 12 months and each month belongs to a different god or patron and their ‘festival’ falls somewhere during that month. Depending on what year you’re born will affect whether or not your ‘sign’ is a God or a Patron. Patrons have claim over years that end in odd numbers, Gods that end in even numbers.
So hypothetically, if you’re born like.....1974, you fall into the God sign category. If you are born in say Febuary, 1974, you are under the sign of the God of love.
If you were born in like....2001, you fall in the Patron Catagory. 2001, October, you’re under the sign of the Patron of The Wilds
And people in this world put a lot of stock into this ‘god sign’ shennagians the same way we do with star signs. Some people are just like haha, this is a fun goof goof thing and other people will base their entire thought process and habits around it.
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mspainttaz · 4 years
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under the cut, “skittles and spray cheese” and “op’s picks”
category: people who didnt listen when i said dont eat skittles and spray cheese at the same time.  essentially im disappointed but cant say anything since i did a similar crime myself. 
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We talking about food crimes? Cheese wiz and marshmallows. Pepperoni oreo sandwich, I saw that one post and wanted to see if it was true.
Oh? Food crimes? I used to dip bananas in nacho cheese sauce. 
tropical skittles and pickled onions. very bad!
category: hall of fame. i just liked these
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1. Food crimes huh? Try drinkin ketchup out of a wine glass :/ 
(funniest way to phrase this fjkldsaj)
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2. i once saw a friend eat a pear by dipping it first in mustard and then in choco pudding and it was very painful to watch
(this ask has layers. hope your friend gets better soon)
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3. Are we doing a #food gate? Bc since the last time you did a food crimes segment, I've gained more stories, like that time two months ago I dipped a brownie in dr. pepper and ate it on a dare. I'm in college
(thank you for sticking with me. my mom would love this combo.)
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4. i feel like you can commit a food crime and not regret it but theres still gotta be a little Something. a little chaos. a little anarchy. a ltitle mustard where it doesnt belong
(youre in this catagory because i have a cake downstairs right now made with mustard and hot sauce)
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rkxsungwoon-blog · 5 years
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☆ mga5 auditions ; june 14 ; hanlim multi art school ! — part three; interview
the interview portion of the auditions is something sungwoon is actually looking forward to. talking, especially in front of a camera or a big audience, has never been much of a challenge for him. for the most part, he feels comfortable speaking to a crowd and rarely ever trips over his words (practiced or otherwise) when he feels like he's in his element. getting the opportunity to elaborate on himself and his musical goals definitely qualifies as 'his element' this time around. sungwoon thinks he's in a better place to articulate what he wants out of this whole process than he was previously. if he'd been uncertain about what path to take in the future, he isn't anymore.
the interview is also his one chance to plug empty enigma's new album. it's part of the reason why the rest of the band decided to do the mgas, after all, so sungwoon definitely cannot afford to forget about it. but on a more personal note, this will also be his first time acknowledging his alternate identity and his band as part of him. sure, he listed it on his entry form the same as everyone else, but saying it out loud makes it real and concrete. and to do so in this room makes it a truth he can't run away from. there's no going back after this, and part of him questions if it's the right thing to do. will it do more harm than good? but it's too late for doubts—the information is already in mnet's hands.
when he arrives at the interview area, the staff members quickly touch up the make kenta applied earlier in the day (one of the stylists looks impressed, and sungwoon happily tells her his friend was responsible for his look) and offer him a bottle of water before leading him to a chair. sungwoon polishes off half the bottle and sets it down next to the chair before turning to the interviewer and giving her a thumbs up, indicating he's ready to begin. his posture is relaxed, open, his body language inviting as he looks at the interviewer in anticipation of the questions.
“please go ahead and introduce yourself to the viewers.”
sungwoon blinks, the corners of his mouth curving into a smile. this really feels like deja vu. "yeah, of course." he clears his throat before launching into a standard introduction. "my name is ha sungwoon. i'm a twenty two year old student in my final year at seoul national university." he pauses, momentarily startled by his own words. final year. he's really almost at the end of his academic career here. it's strange to think about, but the interviewer is waiting for him to continue, so he pulls himself out of his thoughts and grins.
"my major is in crop science and biotechnology—i grew up on a farm, so it makes sense for me, even if music is my first love." science is a third love, maybe, but a love nonetheless. "i work as a research assistant in my department, and also part time time at a cute little french bakery in itaewon called eclaire de lune." and finally, the big one. he sucks in a breath and adds, "aside from that, i'm the frontman and keyboardist of a band called empty enigma."
“you were a contestant on the last season of the mgas. what brings you back to the show this year?”
his mouth forms a small 'o' of surprise. sungwoon didn't think people would remember him from his ill-fated stunt in the mgas last year. his tenure on the show loomed large over most of 2018 for sungwoon, but he always thought he failed to make much of an impression on anyone else. "i got eliminated?" he tries, holding back a laugh, then falls silent as he ponders the question. it's not like sungwoon can admit the mgas made him question whether he should be a musician or not, and this is his opportunity to show that he's found his answer—he should be here. he deserves to.
"no, but i really do mean that," sungwoon continues finally. "i got eliminated in episode seven last season. it was a really humbling experience for me.” he doesn’t fight to keep vulnerability out of his voice. doesn’t know if he can, to be honest, when the memory is still a little raw. “i think what i regret the most is that i didn’t get the opportunity to show the full extent of my talents, and i’m hoping to fix that this year.”
"what do you aim to accomplish during season five of the mgas, then?"
“i want to show much i’ve grown as an artist,” sungwoon says honestly. not only vocally, but in other areas of his artistry as well. working on the empty enigma album, writing songs and working with producers pushed his creative skills to their limit. unbeknownst to most of his friends, sungwoon has also been taking dance lessons for the past year, and the thought of performing choreography no longer fills him with dread. the push to develop those skills came from the mgas last year, when he’d been mortified to be the weak link performance wise in every single team he was on. sungwoon didn’t want to care, but he hated not being able to keep up with his teammates. so he learned and he pushed himself to a point where he feels comfortable with choreography now. he doesn’t think he’ll ever be an amazing dancer, but he’s no longer awful. and part of him is excited to show that he can dance.
“and i suppose i want to see how far i can go in this show. i mean, i don’t have any aspirations of winning, but in many ways, this is my last chance to pursue a legitimate career in this industry.” he runs his tongue over his teeth, unsure of whether he should admit to this or not. no one else knows his future goals, not even the people closest to him. “if i don’t get anywhere, i intend to enlist next year after graduation.” the words fall easily from his lips, and he sends a silent sorry to the band for not telling them in advance. “when i say this is my final and only shot—it really is.” and he’s alright with that. sungwoon wishes he could be one of those people who can say they’ll keep pursuing music till the end, but he’s too much of a realist to cling onto a pipe dream past its prime.
"you said you're part of a band called empty enigma. where does the group fit into your goals? what makes you want to pursue the path of an idol instead of continuing onwards with your band?”
sungwoon sits up a little straighter, his hands folded on his lap. “i’ve been part of empty enigma since 2016 and it means the world to me,” he says carefully. “being up on stage as a part of the band… taught me to really love performing, and introduced me to some of the best friends i’ve made in my life.” he counts them out on his fingers. “daniel—he was on the mgas last year with me—woojin, kenta, and minhyun. they’re all auditioning for the show this year since this is something we want to do together.” well, he thinks privately, he’s not totally sure if that’s true. daniel spearheaded the campaign to get them all here, but sungwoon assumes the others agreed because they wanted to give it a try too. “we’ve been through a lot—we just released an album called between fear and faith—and this seems like a natural challenge for us to attempt, especially since daniel and i already participated last year.” he’s proud of himself for the not-so-subtle album plug there.
he hums a little under his breath before continuing. “i don’t think any of us want to be an idol instead of being in a band, you know? but all of my bandmates are talented in their own ways and deserve their own moment to shine. you can’t always share the spotlight equally in a band.” it’s his fault, in large part. sungwoon’s role and alter ego tend to want to dominate their stages. “in an ideal world, we could do both the idol thing and the band thing—or the ‘band as idols’ thing, like n.flying or day6.” sungwoon selfishly hopes they’ll get signed together, if that’s what they want. debut together, because he can’t imagine being separated from empty enigma. “i just know i personally don’t want to be boxed into one catagory, because i and the rest of my bandmates have a lot more to show.”
“have your musical influences changed in any way, or are they still primarily bands? what kind of music would like to make in the future?”
finally, a less weighted question. sungwoon shifts in his seat and rubs his chin in thought. “yeah, of course. i definitely still lean towards nell, royal pirates, jaurim, the koxx, so on as musical inspirations and influences. overseas bands too, like muse and aerosmith.” a chunk of his heart will always belong to the kinds of artists he would listen to late at night during his middle and high school years, tucked under the covers with his discman. “but i’ve diversified in the past year too; i like listening to artists like crush, dean, sik-k, paul kim, bolbbalgan4. some foreign pop artists like lauv, troye sivan, and bazzi as well.” the truth is, his taste has become a lot more eclectic, which makes it more difficult to answer a question like this one. “there are also a few idol groups i like. convex, for one, and also luxe. i dunno.” he lets his hand fall to his sides. “i’d like to make rock music, really, but i’m not opposed to branching out and trying new things.”
“last year you listed nova and sphere as dream companies, but this year you have nova and royal. what changed for you and what didn’t?”  
“nova’s the dream company for the rest of my bandmates too,” he admits. “we just feel like our best chances of getting signed would be to a company that isn’t afraid to invest in non-typical artists—and they have nell.” the fanboy in him is still alive and well. “our second choices are all different, though. i put down royal because i do enjoy their releases, and i’m a fan of luxe. i’d love to meet them someday.” sungwoon throws the interviewer a cheeky grin before breaking off and shaking his head. “i couldn’t really tell you what appealed to me about royal this time around. i think i just respect so jisub and wouldn’t mind being a part of his company.”
“thank you for your time.”
“thank you.” sungwoon grabs the half-empty water bottle as he stands and bows to the interviewer and the rest of the staff. “you’ve worked hard!” so has he—though his inability to shut up should probably not be called hard work. massaging his throat with his free hand, sungwoon finishes off the rest of the water and tosses the empty bottle into the recycling bin before moving on to the next part of the audition. he’s almost to the end. well, to the break, but it could for something.
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suilinbride · 6 years
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I’m Not an Anarchist, a Communist, or a Marxist (Just In Case You Need to Know)
This may come off as a weird post from me as I don’t think I talk about politics all that often, be it here or anywhere else for that matter. Honestly, I’m not entirely sure what one could consider me from a political standpoint, and as far as I’m aware I’m less of someone who belongs to specific political party or or group of political belief, and instead I’m someone who has various political beliefs about diffrent things that falls along diffrent areas of the overall political spectrum. 
So why am I posting this? Because I got into a sort of a weird conversation with someone the other day, right before the few days of tech support hell started happening, with that someone being a polytheist who found me me on a diffrent website where I interact with under the same username as I use on this site, and other web sites as well. The conversation with this polytheist went well until they found out I wasn’t a Marxist, nor am I all that much of a fan of Gods and Radicals, and things became weird almost instantly from that point on. The conversation with that person quickly dissolved into something more unpleasant and aggressive. 
Also, I know of a number of Pagans and Polytheists on this site who post statements that they don’t want any followers who are of specific political typing or similar things. Usually it’s just to tell people who are Racists, White Nationals, and Neo-Nazis that they aren’t welcome, which is is a good thing in my opinion.
But on occasion I’ll find blogs that I like who will make statements that they don’t want any followers who aren’t Anarchists, Marxists, or Communists. Fair enough. 
So this is my statement or at least statement enough until I finally get around to producing a proper about me section that I’m not an Anarchist, I’m not a Communist, and I’m not a Marxist. So if you are someone who requires one or more of these three political typing or beliefs in the people they follow, then my blog might not be the place for you. 
I’m not saying that I’m not willing to interact with, get to know of, and become friends with people who do fall into any of these catagories, as I do have at least one close friend I’m aware of who is super into Anarchism, and I’m aware of at least a few blogs I follow that also fall into one of these catagories as well. I’m just putting this out there in case someone comes along and doesn’t know if my blog is the kind of blog they may want to follow based on political views. 
Like I said, I don’t know what you could consider me politically. I am always learning about various political topics and finding out for myself where I stand on any specific topic. As far as I’m aware of the majority of my political leanings fall somewhere on either the left or on the center, though I do admit to possessing a few political views that are considered conservative. As far as I’m aware of at this point in my life, all of my conservative leaning political views are are about gun rights, capitol punishment, and your home is your castle law. 
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mannatsstuff · 5 years
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PGIMER Released Nursing Posts
PGIMER Released Nursing Posts
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(II) Registered as a nurse or nurse and mid-wife from State Nursing Council. (III) One year experience in minimum fifty bedded hospital after acquiring the educational qualifications mentioned at B (I) above. Note 1: Qualifications are relax-able at the discretion of the Staff Selection Commission or competent authority for reasons to be recorded in writing in the case of candidates otherwise qualified. Note 2: The qualification(s) regarding experience is/are relax able at the discretion of the Staff Selection Commission or competent authority for reasons to be recorded in writing in the case of candidates belonging to Scheduled Caste or Scheduled Tribes, if at any stage of selection the Staff Selection Commission or competent authority, is of the opinion that sufficient number of candidates from these communities possessing the requisite experience are not likely to be available to fill up the vacancies reserved for them. 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shen-gaoren · 7 years
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Kecha Wacha and Mizutsune?
 Kecha Wacha
Design: Kecha Wacha is a breath of fresh air in the repetitive ‘fanged beast’ catagory which before then consisted of two families. Monkey and Bear. Kecha breaks that mould by having a new unique skeleton and moveset. It’s colours and patterns are striking yet believable and the way it enrages by using its ears is adorable.
Battle: Kecha is a tutorial fight. It’s the first non-jaggi monster you’re likely to fight and as such it has to teach you a lot of things. It teaches you to recognise patterns (Every three hit combo ends in a flying strike) It teaches you how and when to use items (sonic bombs are dependant on its level of anger) finally Kecha teaches the new mechanics introduced in gen 4. Kecha is a very vertical fight and makes frequent use of Canopies, as such it’s the first monster you’re likely to canopy trap too.
Equipment: Perfect for making a journey to the west. The skills however...suck. Constitution is the only thing worth a damn and well there’s better sets out there. Whim at the cost of fate is a bad deal and water atk is only useful for water themed builds. Speaking of water the weapons are decent water weapons which can accompany you all the way to g rank if you’re devoted enough (although Kibamaru replaces the Vilcurviscera in g-rank in terms of water weaponry)
Music: Ancestral Steppe’s theme too. Kecha’s theme almost feels a bit too grand for the first Monster/Hunting ground but at the same time it does a good job of getting the player ready for bigger more amazing challenges. In a way the music is almost subtly saying “This is the beginning of something great.”
Mizutsune
Design: I’ll be honest. I think Mizu is overrated. It’s pretty yes and very flashy but that works against it almost, it looks like the sort of thing Boruto is gonna get sage-like advice from in episode 823 so he can beat the ninjas of the whatever clan whom killed his cousin’s third roommate that he didn’t like that much but hey we gotta make that episode quota...sorry tangent. Point is, to me Mizutsune is generic in a way different from World’s cast. 
Battle: I love Mizutsune’s battle though. It’s fast, frantic and action packed. Mizutsune swims around the battlefield gracefully spreading bubbles and suds all over the place. It encourages high risk play with its buff bubbles and sliding around with bubble...blight? is just stupid fun.
Equipment: Eh, it’s not my aesthetic and I can’t imagine them doing anything else when the monster looks like that so I’ll just file Mizu armor under ‘not my thing’ As for skills. Bubble is gimmicky and just use evade you hipster. Hunger is too small a difference to notice and Crisis is gimmicky but can be used to make some stupid power builds if you’re so inclined. The weapons, once more are not my thing, Although I dig the longsword as it allows me to reach ‘MAXIMUM WEEB’ they’re good water weapons though, although the selection is very limited in gen.
Music: Sounds like it belongs in an okami game, monster looks like he’d give you a brush power in an okami game so it fits. Very nice eastern sounding music with a quick tempo that suits the battle.
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queer-ng-blog · 7 years
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Why I'm going vegan
• Cheese has the same addiction affects as Heroin to the brain. • Dead pigs that have built up bacteria that have also swelled up due to sun exposure, get grinded up and fed to living pigs. • Pultry products from the deli, market, and are labled 'all natural' are all huge factors to increasing- Heart disease, cancer, diabetes, etc. • Many sites to build awareness against said diseases, HAVE RECEPIES THAT DO THE OPPOSITE of reducing risk. • at least 75% of meat is processed and have carcinogin, putting meats in the same catagory as Tobacco and Plutonian. • Milk does NO good for your body, "milk makes your bones stronger" is a complete lie. • health issues are hidden in your DNA but are only triggered by the meat we are eating. • sugar does not cause diabetes, meat has fat that covers over your blood cells and blocks the natural sugar from going in the cells where they belong. There is so much more to talk about but I'd recommend watching 'What The Health' on Netflix before it gets taken down.
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brokenmusicboxwolfe · 7 years
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Mom had a meeting, just a little local club for women, that I admit to rather cruelly calling “the old biddies club”. Every time it was suggested I join if I was lonely I’d point out how much I didn’t belong. All the women are white in a community that is roughly 50/50, and I had to question it. I’d point out that one of the few things they did for the community was give a scholarship, yet it always seemed to go to the high school student with significant family connections to club members. Basicly hanging with a bunch of senior citizen extreme right wing women never appealed to me.
Mom joined around the time I was born I think, an attempt to make social connections to the community  as a kind of protection. Up till then my family had dealt with being shot at and death threats, so I can see why she hoped it would help. She always took part in anything they did, working her ass off on those Turkey Dinner sales or making crafts just so the club would have something to enter in various catagories in the annual regional contest and so forth. And yet, she never belonged. She was considered an outsider. Heck, even now she goes to meetings a half hour early because they start before the scheduled time because “everyone” is already there...except her but she doesn’t count. And that is with her being the one to take the minutes! They leave her out all the time.
But still, she goes to the meetings. And in this one they decided to play a geography trivia game. And Mom won, coming home with a bag of chocolates (Valentine’s Day after all). But she looked a bit embarressed about it.....
Mom: I got every question right...
Me: That’s great! I’m not surprised, but way to go Mom!
Mom: You’d be surprised by how much they didn’t know.....
Me: I doubt it, but give me an example.
Mom: Well, they had never heard of Ulster. It was one of the choices in a multiple choice question and they all got loud about how they had never heard of such a place. 
Me: Really? None of them?
Mom: Apparently. And they were so loud about it I finally told them. I didn’t want to but it was bothering them so much....
Me: Why not just tell them.
Mom: I didn’t want to seem smart. You know how it is when people think you are trying to be “smart”....
The really sad thing is, I know EXACTLY what she means. 
Here’s Mom a 70 something woman with a degree in chemistry and time spent as mayor trying to downplay the knowledge rattling around her brain because she will be ostracized for it. It’s like when I was a kid, never ever, EVER raising my hand in class and knowing being “smart” was about the same as my being “fat” for justifiable reasons for bullying. I wish I had a dollar for every time I was told with a sneer that   “book smart” was worthless and only “common sense” mattered. I might be able to afford a decent computer set up and still have money for a smart (LOL) phone!
I dunno, but am I the only one that thinks it utterly depressing that a culture treats being “smart” as something to be ashamed of? What kind of peer pressure tries to sabotage a species by enouraging ignorance?
Sometimes I wonder how amazing the world would be if humanity had always valued and encouraged intelligence........and then I wish I drank! LOL
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