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Prank Gone Wrong

A/N: This was a private request from my sister. So you guys don’t crucify me upside down lol. This was originally posted on wattpad, and someone who wished to remain anon asked me to bring it over here. So be nice lol. As always all mistakes are mine! Feedback is golden! Hope you all enjoy this one. I was nervous about writing it.

**Disclaimer!** This is a complete and total work of fiction. I don’t believe Jared would ever do something like this!! LOL Even though Misha may beg to differ.....

Warnings: SMUT, unprotected smut, drugged!jensen, jared being an asswhole on accident. (kinda), language, exaggerated effects of a drug, hint at reader with body image issues (very brief), male masterbations (also brief). Shifting viewpoints. I think/hope that’s everything.

Pairing: Jensen x Jared, Jensen x reader, Dean x Cherry (reader’s character), Richard Speight x reader, Richard Speight x Jensen, Misha x Reader, Jared x Reader, Jared x Misha.

Word Count: 5103

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Jensen's POV:

"Jensen, JENSEN!" Mikaela screamed at him. Making him jump in his seat.

"Sorry." He said, Settling back down in the makeup chair. Turning his head for her like she wanted so that she could even out the base coat of makeup she was applying to his face.

"You feeling okay? You're really zoned out this morning."

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine, just tired I guess." Jensen said. Knowing that was an absolute lie. He wasn't tired at all. In fact he'd never felt more awake in his life.

Today was the day he'd been nervous about since he found out about it. The sex scene between "Cherry," Dean's new love interests.. And Dean. And Cherry just happened to also be Richard's niece y/n.

See Jensen has had a secret crush on y/n since she started working for the show four weeks ago. He'd been separated from Danneel for six months now. The only ones on the set that knew that was Jared. So there was no way that Jensen could ask y/n out even though he really wanted to. He had to wait for things to become public, and he didn't want to do that until the divorce was finalized.

Now here he was, going to have to preform a sex scene with the woman that he can't seem to get out of his head. While everyone, except Jared, thinks that he's still in love with Danneel.

"Morning sexy!!" Jared said, flopping down in the makeup chair next to him. Handing him a cup of coffee that he gladly accepted.

"Thank you!! I was running late this morning, and didn't get go by and grab myself any."

"So you ready for today's scene with y/n?" Jared said wiggling his eyebrows at his friend. Watching him intently as he took a deep swing from his coffee.

"Yea, guess as I'll ever be... "

"Okay Jensen your done!" Mikaela said. Ushering him out of the trailer door. He was running late to the costume trailer as well, so he downed the rest of his coffee, and bolted for the door. Glad to be away from Jared and the conversation at hand. He did not want to discuss today's scene with anyone. He just wanted to get it over with. He definitely didn't want to admit he was fighting everything in him that was excited to see her underneath him, even if it was just pretend.

Jared's POV:

Jared rushed out of the makeup trailer headed toward the costume trailer. Seeing Misha coming out of it already in full Castiel mode.

"Misha you coming to watch Jensen and y/n's scene today?" He asked. Making only two short strides of his long legs in order to catch up with the shorter man.

"I don't know, should I? My coverage isn't until once they're done with you in the bunker library." Misha said. Looking up from his script he was reading when Jared had caught up with him.

" Well you might want to, it might get... Interesting..." Jared said. Almost bouncing on the balls of his feet with glee.

"What did you do Jared?" Misha said. Looking at the overly tall man, concerned, but grateful for once It was Jensen and y/n who were in the line of fire and not Misha himself.

"Well. I was at my uncle's house on the brake, and while I was snooping in his guest bathroom I found some Viagra shots. So.. .I kind of stole one of them... Anyway, I knew Jay and y/n had this scene today, and was running late. So I got him a cup of coffee and brought it to the makeup trailer for him. With the Viagra shot mixed in it..."

Jared was grinning like a criminal that had just pulled off the greatest bank robbery in human history. Misha stood there with his jaw on the ground, caught somewhere between amusement, and concern for Jensen.

"Well did... I'm... Oh my god Jared... Did he drink it?" Misha said. Concern growing, but amusement winning out in the end. He did make a mental note NEVER to accept coffee from Jared ever again...

"Yep downed it before he left the makeup trailer. Come on, it's going to take them about an hour to set up. So it should be good and in his system by the time they get down to business." Jared said taking off toward the costume trailer to hurry and get changed into Sam's outfit. This may be the greatest prank he's pulled yet!!

Your POV:

You were having one of those days.. Nothing was going right. You spilled your coffee this morning before you got to finish it. Cliff was late getting you and Jensen to set, you both lived in the same apartment complex while filming in Vancouver, so you usually just car pooled with them, it was just easier.

Even though you guys were already running late, traffic kept you even later, like the whole universe was trying to cosmically get you back for having a huge crush on this extremely handsome and extremely married man that was sitting next to you.

You where nervous about the sex scene today. No matter how many of them you did, they were always awkward. Add in the major crush you had on your costar, and that made it even more awkward.

Jensen must have been nervous, because he wasn't his normal talkative self on the way into the studio.

It was an hour worth of hair and makeup for you, then to your trailer to change into your nude underwear and robe to head to set. It was also December in Vancouver, which made that a very cold walk.

By the time you got to set that morning. Everyone was there and in place. Jensen was standing off in the corner talking to the director, you took your place already in the bed. For this scene your character Cherry was supposed to be sleeping, and Dean comes into her to.. Well You know... After an extra difficult hunt and your characters argument that you filmed yesterday were Dean had admitted his feelings for Cherry, but ran out of the bunker before she could respond to him.

Stripping your robe you get under the sheets and turn on your side as directed by Eric. Your uncle Richard comes over and kneels down on the side of the bed to talk to you.

"How are you feeling kid, are you sure you're okay with this?"

"I'm a big girl Richard. I think I can handle a little sex scene." You tell him. Trying to downplay your nerves a little.

"Okay, Okay," He said. Throwing his hands up in mock surrender. "You know what's going to happen, Jensen's going to come through the door, stand next to your bed. The coverage is going to be on a sleeping Cherry, Dean will then strip down and slip into the bed with you. That's where we're going to start the fun stuff. Now we haven't scripted this scene. Because no matter how much we've tried we can't make it look real on paper, so we're going to have Jensen adlib it. Just follow his lead. If at any moment you feel awkward or uncomfortable, just let us know and we'll reset and start over again. Okay."

"Okay." You said. Feeling a little information overload, but you should be used to that by now.

"Okay." He said, Standing up as they brought the lights down on set. "Jensen's a professional, don't worry." He said winking at you and making his way over to his directors chair while you tried your damndest to calm down your racing heart rate.

Jensen's POV:

Jensen stood off to the side of the set, letting you get comfortable and covered before he made his way to his mark. Trying his hardest to keep his mind on the upcoming task at hand. To do this with as few takes as possible.

He felt funny, but attributed it to his nerves, and tried to shake it off. Looking over to the side of him behind the camera he saw Jared and Misha standing off to the side by the PA's whispering to each other. Probably going to try and find a reason to make fun of him after this scene is over. Great more pressure.

Jensen adjusted his stance uncomfortably as the lights came down and they called the markers in place. The commands started to come out. Y/n adjusted in the bed and smiled at him. A smile that nearly knocked the breath out of him. The only problem is it seemed to show off her cleavage in the brief moment that she turned toward him.

"Quiet on set!!"

Fuck he was already getting hard, and he hadn't even gotten to the bed yet were she was laying. What the fuck was wrong with him? He tried to low key adjust himself to make himself more comfortable, and hide the fact that he was already having some problems. He'd never done this before. His heart rate quickened.

"Action."

Your POV:

As soon as they called action your eyes closed and you started to put on the presumption that Cherry was asleep. Waiting for Dean to come through the door with battered breath. You never get tired of watching Jensen play Dean. Jensen was sexy to begin with, but when he put on his bad ass hunter act it just did all sorts of things to you that you weren't ready to admit yet.

You could hear the door shut to Cherry's room, you could also hear your heart beating in your ears, but you tried to ignore it. Keeping focused on keeping your breaths even, like you would if you were really sleeping.

You could feel Jensen's presents behind you. Even though your eyes were closed. Hearing Dean's clothes hit the floor as he made quick work of them.

You felt the bed dip as his weight came down behind you, his lips finding your throat. You knew that there was no script to this, and that he was just winging it. So you lay there. Playing off the fact that he hadn't woken her up yet.

His lips ghosted over your throat to the pulse points behind your ears and you couldn't stop the shiver that went down your back.

"Cut!!!"

"Okay guys great so far. I don't think he needs to do that again. The next time it cuts to you guys your already going to be deep in the act. So... Let's start from there. Since this isn't scripted this might have to be done a few times. You guys good so far?" Richard called out from his directors chair.

"Yea, let's just do it." Jensen said, his voice was a little more strained than normal. He must be nervous too.

"Okay you guys get in position and Jensen nod when you're ready."

Jensen adjusted himself to be hovering over you. Trying his best to keep staring at the wall, and not you lying underneath him.

To say that the man was breathtaking was an understatement. A light sheen of sweat already coating his chest. You wondered if they sprayed him before he got into the bed. Why would he already be sweating? Jay wasn't really a sweater. Not that you'd ever noticed anyway.

Finally looking down at you when he'd positioned himself between your legs, trying hard not to touch you with his body. He supported his weight on his arms, and knees.

"You okay?" He asked. Looking down at you finally.

"Yeah I'm good, you?" You were starting to feel a little concerned about him. He wasn't acting like his normal joking Jensen at all. It worried you.

"I'm fine sweetheart don't worry about me." He said, winking at you. Trying to make light of an awkward situation. Even though you had nude underwear on, you couldn't help but feel exposed to him, and you couldn't help but feel self conscious about the parts of your body that you weren't necessarily happy with.

Jensen looked over to Richard and nodded to him. Then the two of you lay there waiting on the words action!

Jensen had his eyes closed and was taking deep breaths above you.

"Quiet on Set, ready, and action!!"

As soon as the words were called Jensen's mouth crashed into yours. Knocking the wind out of you. My god the man was a good kisser.

His lips brushed lightly over your own. That's when you felt him start to move his body above your own, careful not to touch his hips to yours, and keep you covered from the other eyes in the room.

"Cut!!"

Jensen's head connected to your shoulder and he growled in frustration. "What now Rich?"

Richard took a tentative step toward the two of you. Jensen still holding his body above your own.

"I'm sorry Jensen, It just didn't look real, your holding your body too high above hers, you're going to have to have a little contact with each other. You've done this before Jensen. What's wrong today?"

Jensen took a deep breath, looking from Richard to you. "I just don't want to make y/n feel uncomfortable." He said, keeping his eyes focused on the bed comforter. It was starting to make you feel even more self conscious. Did he not feel attracted to you at all? Did you disgust him so much that he didn't want to even pretend to have sex with you?

Quickly you shoved the feels down, you had to get through this scene. He said he just didn't want to make you uncomfortable. He was trying to show you a little respect, and keeping his eyes deviated form you until absolutely necessary y/n quite being so self conscious!! Jensen is your friend!

"Y/n I don't mean to sound crude, but your niece, and I know you can handle it. I've seen you at parties, we're not that far apart in age, I'm sure you're not a virgin." Your eyes narrowed at him, silently daring him not to go too far here.

Richard threw his hands up in surrender, and stepped back a step. "All I'm saying is I don't think he'd make you that uncomfortable if his hips ground into you a little. Hell you both have underwear on. It's not like you're really touching each other."

Rolling your eyes at him and fighting the urge to throw a pillow at his face. "No Richard, it won't make me uncomfortable. Now can we get this done!'

"Fine, Okay guys here we go!" Richard said running back to his seat. "Action."

Again Jensen's mouth found yours. Slow, but gaining momentum. He ran his hand down your side that the camera was covered on and you couldn't help the small gasp that left your lips or the involuntary shiver that ran down your spine at his touch.

What you didn't expect was his tongue to run across your lip. Maybe it was an accident. Was he really going to break that rule? Not that you'd mind, but It just didn't seem like Jensen.

Until you felt it again. This time you give him entrance, and he moans so lowly into your mouth that the camera's wouldn't be able to catch it. The sound is going directly to your core. Soaking your thin layer of panties.

With that his hips came down fully against yours. Grinding into you once. Something felt off, but you couldn't put your finger on it. His hips came down to yours again as his mouth made its way down your throat. This time you felt him.

Was he seriously fully erected right now?

He started picking up his pace. Almost rutting into you now. Little moans fall from his lips.

"Cut!! JENSEN!!" As soon as his name was called. He flew out of the bed. His back to you and his hands in his hair. God his back was sexy, but you could tell there was something wrong.

"Richard I need a few minutes!!" He called over his shoulder not turning around. Jared and Misha burst into a hysterical fit of laughter as Jensen through his robe over his shoulders and almost ran off the set.

"Okay everybody take 30." Richard said. Grabbing your robe you threw it over your shoulders before Jared and Misha made their way over to where you were standing. Jared was laughing so hard he could hardly breath.

"It's not funny Jared. I think something is wrong with Jensen." You tell him as soon as he gets an ear shot. He couldn't respond only doubling over in laughter.

"Oh yea there's something wrong with him alright." Misha said wiping his eyes with the back of his hand. "It's hard to do a sex scene when your horny as fuck."

With that Jared fell down on the ground on his back rolling. You resisted the urge to hit Misha in the face.

"What is that supposed to mean?" You asked. You weren't about to tell them what you felt, or what Jensen was doing right before the director called cut, because that wasn't Jensen you knew it. They'd done something to him.

"I mean Jared here slipped him liquid Viagra in his coffee this morning in the makeup trailer. He's not quite thinking with his upstairs brain at the moment."

Running your hands over your face as Jared got to his feel heaving with laughter, trying to catch his breath.

"Looks like he ran off to his trailer to try and get ahold of Danneel." Misha said doubling over in his own fit of laughter. Jared on the other hand froze. Not laughing anymore.

"Oh fuck I forgot." He said, Looking between the two of you.

"Forgot what?" You said. Fighting the urge to go find a step ladder so that you could slap him in the face without having to jump.

"You guys got to promise not to tell this to anybody, but him and Danni are getting a divorce."

Misha, no longer laughing, turned and faced Jared. "So you mean he's got no one to help him out there, and he's going to basically be stuck with a minimum four hour erection. Jared that's not funny."

"I fucking forgot okay, I knew he had a crush on y/n, he was nervous about the scene today, I just wanted to fuck with him. I didn't think that far ahead. He should be able to just beat it off he'll be fine."

You stood there in stunned silence. "He's got a crush on me?" You said. Looking between the two men.

They both stopped and looked at you. Jared visibly kicked himself for this prank that had gone very wrong, very quickly.

"Jared you got to go tell him what you did! He's probably freaking the fuck out right now" You tell him. Jared nodes at you, and runs off toward Jensen's trailer. This wasn't how it was supposed to go. He felt horrible, but it was too late to take it back now.

You stood there for a moment weighing your options.

Finally you made up your mind.

"Misha go tell Richard we're going to need a lot longer than 30, and that he should go ahead and just do yours and Jared's coverage, me and Jensen can resume after lunch." You said, stalking your way toward Jensen's trailer.

Misha watched you go. He couldn't help the smirk that spread across his face as realization hit him of where you were going, and just what you had planned to do.

Maybe this prank hadn't gone so wrong after all.

Jensen's POV:

"YOU FUCKING What?!?!" To say that Jensen was livid was an understatement. "What the fuck am I going to do now Jared?!" Pacing back and forth across the trailer. He was frustrated, hornier than he'd ever been in his life, and annoyed beyond belief because of the combination of the two. He was also on the verge of panic. He'd never taken anything like this before, so he had no idea how it was going to react to him, he was only about an hour and a half into its effects.

"Jensen I'm so fucking sorry, I wasn't thinking about you not having anyone.... to.... you know..." Jensen narrowed his eyes at him in a death glare. Jared threw his arms up, and backed up a few steps.

"Well guess who gets to explain to Richard why I can't do this scene today?" Jensen says, voice filled with humorless venom.

Jared looked at the ground, and nodded before looking back up at Jensen who's face and neck was slightly red in the tent. Palming himself through his robes subconsciously. Not looking at Jared at all anymore. Just leaning against the wall with his eyes shut next to the bedroom of the trailer.

"Maybe I should take you to the hospital?" Jared asked sheepishly. Jensen through his hand up to shut him up. It was getting harder to concentrate.

"Jared I'm not going to the hospital for this, you've lost your fucking mind."

"Well if you can't get your... self... under control there you may have to."

"Jared get the fuck out."

"But.."

Jensen said nothing just pointed to the front door. Jared nodded and walked out the door. Jensen flopped down on the small couch where he kept his pillow for napping during takes.

Grabbing a bottle of lotion from the table that y/n had left in there when she was there yesterday running lines with him. The thought of her made him ache even more. His mind is unable to focus on anything but her, and what she'd feel like wrapped around him.

Groaning and running his hand down his face, he pulled his robe open, and freed himself from his boxers. Putting a generous amount of lotion in his hand, then began to stroke his aching length. Getting desperate to find some relief.

He'd only pumped himself about twice when there was another knock on his door. Fuck this was literally going to kill, or Jared, he wasn't sure yet.

Your POV:

Reaching Jensen's trailer you still your nerves, reach up and knock on the door.... Nothing. Clif's SUV was still in the parking lot, so you knew he was still here. Just not answering the door.

Reaching up you knock again a little louder.

"Go away Jared!!" Finally came the muffled response through the trailer door.

Taking a deep breath, and thanking God that he hadn't had some massive reaction, or had a heart attack from the medication you steel your nerves. 'You can do this.'

"Jensen let me in please." You yell back through the door. Silence for a moment, Just as you were about to pick the lock you heard his voice a little closer to the door.

"Y/n go away, you don't want to see me right now."

"Jensen please! I know what Jared did to you! Misha is talking to Richard right now! Let me in!"

Silence.

"Don't make me pick the lock Jensen."

More silence.

Just as you were about to pull the hairpin out of your pock to pick the lock on his trailer door, playing a hunter on TV had taught you how to pick a lock pretty well, you heard the latch unlock on the trailer.

Opening the door yourself you see Jensen leaning against the bar that separated the living room from the kitchen section of the trailer.

His face and neck were red, he had a light sheen of sweat still on his face. His breathing was a little heavier than normal. You could only see him from the chest down, seeing as he was standing behind the bar.

"Are they going to cancel the scene for the rest of the day?" He asked. His voice is rough and low. The sound alone sends shock waves through your body. Landing somewhere in your core.

"Yeah, we're off the hook until lunchtime." You tell him reaching over and locking the door behind you. His eyes following your every movement. "Jared and Misha are going to go ahead and shoot their coverage, that should give us about three hours for you to recover."

You start to undo your robe and slip it from your shoulders as you are talking. Your eyes never leave Jensen. He reaches down, obviously palming himself behind the counter. "Y/n... You don't have to do this....."

Deliberately walking around the counter to him. His robe open, His chest showing bare for you to see. His black boxers barely cover his swollen length. Walking up to him you run your hand down his chest. A shiver visibly runs through him, and he leans himself into your touch.

"Let me help you Jay, Jared already told Misha and myself that you don't have anyone that can help you. You don't want to end up in the hospital."

Leaning his head down on your shoulder for a moment. Taking a deep breath before wrapping his arms around your waist.

"Y/n I don't want you to do this because you feel sorry for me." He said, not looking at you, just pulling you closer to him. Your chest now against his. His breathing is getting deeper.

"Jensen I would do this regardless if Jared drugged your ass or not. Have you seen you lately?" You say jokingly. Trying to make light of his situation.

Grabbing his hand you pull him toward the open door of the bedroom of his trailer. He follows you silently without a fuss. Pulling the bedroom door shut behind the two of you.

You lay down on the bed and back yourself up against the headboard with Jensen hot on your heels. His eyes lust blown. Deciding it was no use to fight it. If he didn't do something to get himself off he was going to lose his fucking mind.

Crashing his lips into your his kissed you deep, fully of passion and need. His tongue sliding easily into your lips. Expertly gliding over your own. A moan rose low in your throat, and that spurred him on.

Making his way down your jaw line, to your pulse points on your neck, nipping and marking the skin there as he went.

Reaching around behind you, you arched your back so that he could quickly unlatch your bra. Jerking it away and throwing it across the small room. Taking a moment to look down over you exposed chest. Gently running his fingers between your cleavage as he admired you. Outside your breast. From one to the other before leaning down and gently sucking on each nipple. Making them stand on end for him. Your body arching into his, sucking in a deep breath.

He hissed as your body pressed against him. Ripping your panties off, and throwing them across the room with your bra before removing his boxer. He quickly lined himself up with you. Slipping just the tip inside your already dripping core.

"You sure baby? I don't want to do this if you don't want to. I'll just go to the ER if it gets worse."

Putting your lips to his to silence his worrying, you run your fingers through his short hair as your mouth moves smoothly with his.

Deliberately he slides himself fully into you with one swift thrust. Both of you groaning as he fills and stretches you in a way no man has ever. Visibly shaking as he holds himself still, giving you a moment to adjust to him. Kissing you deeply before pulling himself almost all the way out, and sliding back in.

The sensation of his manhood dragging along the inside of your walls was almost enough to send you over the edge right there. You dig your nails into his shoulders and arching your back into him as he finds a steady rhythm. Both of you are touching and feeling all of each other that you could reach. He kept his body pressed close to yours. His hips hitting your clit just right every time he slid himself home.

Over and over again he repeated his steady rhythm, not faulting once. Building you higher and higher. The coil winding tighter and tighter in your belly.

"Jensen.. Fuck.... I'm close..." With that you were thrown over the edge walls tightening around his pulsing length. Grunting loudly he worked you at a steady pace through your high. Picking up the pace casing his own.

Slamming his hips into you faster until he was pounding into you at a punishing pace. Then starting to falter his body jerked above you and inside of you as he spilled seed deep inside of you. Moaning loudly into your shoulder. Slowly trusting himself into you as he road out his own high. Finally stilling inside of you.

Rolling you both over to your sides before pulling out of you. Kissing you a lot calmer now. Sweeter. Taking his time exploring your mouth, you hands tracing the outline of the curves in your body that you honestly hated. He treated it like it was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.

You don't know how long the two of you laid there. Just holding each other as your hearts went back to a normal pace.

"How are you feeling now?" You asked him quietly as he ran his fingers through your hair. Peppering you with little kisses.

He shrugged.

"Don't know, ask me again in about 15 minutes. They say that shit he gave me last up to four hours. I still have almost three hours to go...."

"Well.... we're just going to stay here and take care of you until you feel better. Good practice for the scene today..."

Giggle a little with you he pressed his forehead to yours. Taking a deep breath.

"Y/n... I'm a pretty fuck up person. I'm not walking out of that marriage completely fine, but if you will have me, I really don't want this to be just a fling because Jared is a jackass."

You felt your heart flutter in your chest. You couldn't help the stupid smile that spread across your face as you brushed your lips over his soft pink ones.

"I think I can handle whatever you have to dish out Ackles."

"Well in that case remind me to thank Jared for being a fucking asshole and drugging my ass." He said with a laugh. You could feel his body already responding to you as he quickly began to harden again.

"Yeah, I'm going to have to send him a fucking thank you card."

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Wrong Universe

Part 8 - Trust Issues

Summary - When the actor of the show comes face to face with the characters, what can possibly go wrong?

Characters - Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester and basically the entire cast and crew of supernatural.

Warning - Angst-ish, sweet moments

A/N - We are so close to the ending now. Two more chapters left. Happy reading!

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"Hey, Jared's not picking up my phone. Everything's okay at work?" A female voice said from the other side of the phone. Jensen looked and saw Jared walking to the other side of the set to talk with Rob.

"Uh-yeah. As good as it can be", Jensen sighed. Jensen walked up to Jared and mouthed "your wife" to him. He saw the gears turning in Jared's head and he patted down his body in search of his phone.

"What does that mean? Is Jared okay? Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I-I'm fine, Gen. Jared is fine. He is right beside me. He is going to call you back within a few minutes. Shit I need to call Danneel too. I didn't call her since morning", Jensen said watching Jared go towards his trailer in search of his phone.

"That's highly unlikely of you Jensen. What's wrong?" Genevieve said with concern.

"Nothing is wrong Gen", Jensen sighed.

"Don't pull that crap on me. Spit it out", Gen said.

"Oh god woman. Fine! It's not the set. It's about Dean. He is....suddenly a stranger for me. I can't read...understand him anymore".

"Did you talk to someone? Listen, I can't say anything about Dean but I can say that you know him more than you know yourself. Maybe all that stress about the end is getting to you but if you have any serious problem, I think you should talk to someone who knows Dean better than you", Gen said. "And tell that husband of mine to call me when he gets some time off".

"Maybe you're right about talking to someone. T-thanks Gen. Jared is probably calling you back right now", Jensen said and disconnected the call.

Jensen thought about what Gen said to him. 'Someone who knew Dean better than him'.

He started to look through his phone contacts and stopped when he saw a certain number. Should he call the number? What was he going to say? It's not like anyone was going to believe him.

"What's up Jensen? Jensen? Hey?" Misha waved his hands in front of Jensen to get his attention.

"Yeah what?" "You okay?"

"Not really. Gen said something or rather to talk to someone who knows Dean better than me", Jensen said.

"Knows Dean better than you? Who-do you mean?" Misha raised his eyebrows, "well you should follow Gen's advice. She may be right".

"What am I supposed to say? I can't just say that hey, so sam and dean are real and I need Dean to trust me", Jensen said causing Misha to roll his eyes.

"Who are you going to say what?" Jared tilted his head in confusion.

"I'm gonna call up Eric", Jensen looked at Jared and tried to read his expression.

"Kripke?" Jared's eyebrows shot up.

"No Brady", Jensen snapped at him.

"What are you gonna say to him?" Jensen looked down at the ground, "You don't know what you're gonna say to him".

"I'll figure it out", Jensen said and dialed Eric's number.

Eric picked up the phone after three rings.

"Jensen! What's wrong?" Eric asked.

"How'd you know something was wrong?" Jensen asked cautiously. Did someone tell him about Dean and Sam?

"Last time you called me, you were having problem with the finale script", Jensen could practically see Eric rolling his eyes, "what is it? Spill".

"Okay, I promise to call you more often. No problem with scripts. I'm kinda having some trouble with Dean and well, Jared's having problem with Sam too", Jensen said while looking at his friend.

"That's new. You never had a trouble with the guys. You both are literally Dean and Sam now", Eric chuckled.

"Till now I also thought I knew Dean very well but now I don't think I know him anymore. It is-if a person someone breaks the uh-trust of the Winchester...unintentionally, is there any way that they will ever forgave let alone trust the person again?"

"That's a very specific question. I can answer that if the Winchesters had trusted the person once, they will trust him again but the person has to do a lot of work to earn back their trust. Think about what you will do if someone broke your trust", Eric said.

"Me?" Jensen said and scrunched up his face in confusion.

"Yes. Believe it or not. You are a lot like Dean. Put yourself in his shoes. Think about why the person broke the trust. Was it because he tried to gain something out of it or was it just a misunderstanding?", Eric said.

Jensen pursed his lips and nodded and smacked his forehead remembering he was calling him. All the stress was messing up his head.

"I get it Eric", Jensen said.

"The Winchesters, they have been through so much, trust issues are the part of the baggage they carry around", Jensen hummed in response to Eric, "Talk to them".

"What?" Jensen froze and his eyes widened, "t-talk to..them?" Jensen asked receiving a look from both Jared and Misha.

"Jensen, you may not call me but did you really think I wouldn't know that the characters I had created are alive whether they have came from another universe, it doesn't matter. Talk to the Winchesters. Make them understand. They, especially Dean will try to get on your nerves but don't let his words get into your head. Dean is stubborn so are you. They will understand", Eric finished his speech but Jensen didn't say anything, "Jensen you there?"

"Huh? Uh-yeah. I-I get it what you're saying", Jensen spoke quietly.

"I hope everything works out. Oh and Jensen, it was Richard who told me about Sam and Dean if you are wondering. It's just bad timing that I'm in another country", Eric said and the phone disconnected with a click.

Jensen stood there looking dumbfounded.

"So?" Jared urged.

"A wise man once said, if you need to earn back the trust, you gotta talk it out", Jensen said.

"Who said that?" Jared raised an eyebrow.

"Eric", Jensen shrugged getting a look from Jared, "The Winchesters didn't leave the set right?" Jensen asked.

"No. That's what Al Cal said", Misha shrugged.

"Okay. Who wants to join me to prevent Dean from killing me? And Eric knows about the Winchesters. That man", Jensen chuckled.

"What? How?" Jared and Misha yelled in unison.

"Blame the Trickster".

"Hey Alex! Where did you last see the brothers?" Jensen asked.

"They were in the parking lot", Alex said, "Why?"

"We gotta talk to them", Jared replied.

"Okay", Alex said with a tone of uncertainty.

"It's better if you both talk to the Winchesters. I'm gonna hang back at the set", Misha said. Jared and Jensen shared a look and nodded at their costar.

They reached the parking lot but Sam and Dean weren't there. "Did they leave the set?" Jared asked.

"The Winchesters may be reckless but they are not stupid. Come on, I think I know where to find them", Jensen said and started walking towards the set.

Jared followed his friend and found himself on the set where they kept Baby.

"I knew it", Jensen whispered to Jared. Jared looked over and it felt like watching themselves on the television.

Dean was sitting on the hood of the impala and Sam was leaning against the door beside. The only thing missing were two bottles of beer in their hands.

"You really want to trust a bunch of actors? Come on Sammy, we can do better than that", Dean scoffed.

"What are we supposed to do now?" Sam asked. Jensen decided to not eavesdrop anymore and he cleared his throat attracting the attention of both the brothers.

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Supernatural Star Jensen Ackles Is Ready for What’s Next. Are You?

When it was announced that beloved CW series Supernatural was ending after 15 years, fans were crushed. But there's plenty to look forward to before saying goodbye. Here the show's star opens up about the “beautiful” final episodes, his next move, and how he finally got his hands on Baby.

By Emily Tannenbaum

October 14, 2020

Jensen Ackles’s Supernatural journey began and ended with a road trip.

Fifteen years ago Sam and Dean Winchester (played by Jared Padalecki and Ackles, respectively) began their drive across the country in a jet-black 1967 Chevy Impala, hunting monsters, demons, and, eventually, God himself. Ackles was 26 years old at the time (the same age as the James Dean–like figure he portrays on the CW series), single, and coming off a steady career on TV, including a popular role on Days of Our Lives.

The actor is now 42 years old and just finished filming the 15th and final season of Supernatural after the coronavirus pandemic shut down production for several months. To mark the occasion, he did what Dean would do: He took a road trip. But this time things looked a little different and not just because he lacked monster-killing weapons and the iconic Impala.

“It was a sprinter van,” he tells me, back at home in Austin, after driving to the East Coast with his wife, One Tree Hill actor Danneel Harris Ackles, and their three young children. And instead of fighting the forces of evil along the way, he questioned what life might look like without the show that's been a vital part of his identity for a decade and a half.

“I needed to get back home and start figuring things out and start unpacking my life that's been in Vancouver for 15 years,” he says. “What's the next move? Where am I headed next? What interviews am I going to do? Luckily, my wife was like, ‘Stop. Can you just take a breath for a minute and play with your kids on the beach?’”

So he did. But now he’s back, talking to me over Zoom with his new, prized commissioned drawing of Winchester brothers’ smashed-up Impala behind him (a gift from his wife by artist Alessandro Paglia), trying to put into words what it feels like to leave behind a 15-year legacy.

“How have you changed in the last 15 years?” he asks me. Well, I've watched a lot of Supernatural, to be honest.

Existentialism aside, Ackles is clearly ready for his next act, even if the show's massive, fervent fandom—known as the SPN Family—may not be. Back in March 2019, Ackles, Padalecki, and their costar Misha Collins devastated diehards when they announced they'd be ending the series on their own terms after more than 300 episodes. A bit of good news is that fans will still have the conventions that honor the show and cast meet-ups that take place all over the world. Eventually.

“I love how big it's gotten and how we feel like a traveling circus going from town to town,” Ackles says. “Obviously, we'll have to wait until we're all allowed to gather in large crowds again, but I think as soon as we can start going to concerts and festivals and movie theaters, we'll start those back.”

For now Ackles is preparing for his life beyond Dean Winchester, which includes his anticipated role as the first-ever superhero in season three of Amazon Prime Video's The Boys, as well as a new production company he's starting with his wife. He filled me in on all that, how the Supernatural finale changed due to COVID-19 restrictions, and, of course, how he got his hands on the iconic 1967 Chevy Impala—which he drove to Starbucks the morning of our call.

Glamour: I almost don’t know how to ask you how it feels to end a life-changing, 15-year project like Supernatural.

Jensen Ackles: I understand how rare it is and that it's a bit of a unicorn to have a show that runs this long and to be as intensely part of it as I have. I mean, you've got procedural dramas—you know, Law & Order and stuff—but a lot of those casts come and go. To have the same two leads in every single episode for 15 years, I think, is a pretty rare feat. So I'm proud that we did it. That was really the overwhelming feeling when we filmed our last day and our last scene. It wasn't a mourning process; it was more of a proud moment of “Look at what we've done.”

The finale of Supernatural was already planned before COVID hit. Did anything in the last two episodes have to change because of filming restrictions?

We had to drop some ideas we had for the final episode, but it didn't change the story. We were supposed to have a lot of familiar faces come back, and we were going to try to filter them into a montage. It was going to be almost a break from the story and a look at how far we've come—a little tip of the hat to the fans—and we would all be able to celebrate together. Obviously, we couldn't do that. So that part of the finale episode got nixed. But the story and how it ends up, that stayed the same.

You’ve been talking about wanting Dean’s Chevy Impala, Baby, for literally years now. Did you get it?

I've wanted it since the second episode. I was like, “Wait a second. What's going to happen to this car when it's over?” I've been angling to get that car since literally season one. I was thinking, Why wouldn't they give me the car?

Then as the years went on, I thought, Oh, I'm gonna have to fight for this now. So I kept seeing if I could put it in my contract, like for years and years, and the studio, the producers were like, “Don't worry, don't worry about it.” Wink. I was like, “Yeah, you say that now.” So, in my last contract that we had, I didn’t ask for a bigger trailer; I didn’t ask for more money or more time off or anything. I said, “I want the car.”

That car is sitting about 40 feet from me and my garage. I actually drove it to Starbucks this morning and picked up some coffee.

Your wife, Danneel, has been appearing on Supernatural since season 13. Do you two have any plans to continue acting together?

We've got a company now, Chaos Machine, and we're starting to produce things together. So it'll be a more of a producing team as opposed to an on-camera duo. That’s the thing with this industry...you never know where the roads may lead or what’s just around the corner. But she and I love that. And we certainly love a challenge.

You two already run a brewery, Family Business Beer Company, together while raising a seven-year-old and three-year-old twins. How do you work together as husband and wife versus as business partners?

Very similarly actually. Divide and conquer.

Speaking of behind-the-scenes roles...you’ve directed five episodes of Supernatural. Any plans to direct Jared Padalecki's new show, Walker?

I would absolutely love to, but with my new gig on The Boys, I don’t know if I’m going to be able to. We're trying to figure out scheduling.

They're in the midst right now of building my costume for The Boys, which is a custom-built superhero suit. That is way more intense than I anticipated, which is cool. But I have to literally be in L.A., like, every two weeks for the next three months. I think it's six fittings and they're each like three- to four-hour fittings. They're literally molding things to my body, so it's intense.

What will be on your playlist for you to listen to while they mold things to your body?

Actually, funny enough, that was the first thing they asked me. Laura Jean Shannon, the costume designer, she says this is important because every superhero [she’s worked on] has a type of music. So she was like, “What would Soldier Boy listen to?”

To be fair, the first time we see him, it's World War II. So we're talking the ’40s. So we listened to big band and swing the whole first day.

In addition to your new projects, you’ve also been posting a lot about Black Lives Matter this summer—from handing out supplies at a protest to giving over your social media accounts to Black activists and politicians. What have you learned?

Looking at my kids and being a father, I’m thinking, Wow, what kind of world are they gonna have? So I've started to listen a little more and I've started to want to understand other people's experiences so that I can make a better choice about the actions I take. I've gotten pushback—[in the past] even I've looked at actors using their platform to be political and been like, “You know, nobody needs to hear that. Just do your movies and do your show. You're not a politician.”

But I've now learned that, no, you've been given a platform now with social media. And even before that, when you would give an interview to a publication, there's a voice there that is yours and you get to choose how you use that. And I think that's a responsibility that people need to take seriously. So I’ve tried to do it as inclusively as possible.

Before I let you go, please tell me what fans can expect from the final episodes?

I've said a few times that the second-to-last episode really feels like the season finale and that the final episode feels like a series finale. The series finale, episode 20, is this beautiful throwback to the whole show—to what it was, what it has been, and what it is today.

Okay, one more! What’s the creepiest thing that’s happened to you on set, in honor of spooky season?

Anything that's kind of been paranormal or supernatural? I think that they stay away. If that stuff was to happen, it's not going to happen on our set because we've got too many tools to take them down.

If your lore is correct, that is...

Right? That's true. [Laughs.] Oh, it was pepper, not salt? Damn it!

Supernatural airs Thursdays at 8 p.m. E.T. on the CW. This interview has been edited for clarity.

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Imagine you and Jensen getting married in secret and your friend and costar, Robert Downey Jr, revealing it during a comic con.

“I think we got the script on-” Jensen started but he was cut off by the fans erupting into cheers. He frowned, in fact all of the people on the table did, but after looking at the table he decided to take a look behind him and a soft laugh escaped his lips. Everybody else on the table copied his movement and soon they found themselves laughing softly but clapping along with the fans as you stood behind them with a perplexed look.

“What the fuck?” you mouthed, looking at the fans and motioning at the men in front of you on the stage before you approached them, still trying to look as stunned and not burst in laughter “Is this Supernatural?” you mouthed once more, mimicking your costar Mark during another one of your costars, Paul's, interviews. Of course many fans got it and laughed even more while cheering for you.

“Whoa whoa we've got incoming! No alien fighting here, just some very old salty men answering questions, nothing special to see!” Rob was the first one to say with a grin.

“Seems like whenever you hear 'Loki' you show up, don't ya?” Richard asked with a smirk and you couldn't help a giggle at your friend wanting to tease you.

You grinned, approaching the table and throwing an arm over Jared's and Jensen's shoulder, while fighting the urge to kiss the living heaven out of the second because of his irresistible and breath-taking smile on his lips “I'll admit, the mention of Loki is a reason solid enough for me to be here, I think you guys can understand, right?” you spoke into Jared's microphone that he had brought closer to you and they all yelled yes, making you grin “But it's not the real reason, not at all.”

“Then what happened?” Jared asked with a grin and you sighed as heavily as you could, trying not to crack up a smile.

“I work with children, it's official, I'm the only adult in the entire Marvel cast.” you shook your head “I was back with RDJand uh I'll give everyone a simple tip, just in case you ever make the huge mistake to hang out with that man. Don't you ever listen to his suggestions, he's secretly planning your humiliation!” you pursed your lips, saying seriously.

“What did he do this time?” Jensen asked with a soft chuckle, unable to hold back his smile.

You looked at him and a smile instantly formed on your lips, his own being that contagious. His hand found yours hanging off his shoulder and you gave it a squeeze before he started rubbing soothing circles on it. A habit which he had gained over the years and that you now hoped the fans wouldn't notice, because you certainly couldn't bring yourself to pull away from him. Of course, the fans were aware of the fact that you knew each other as some photos had shown way back, five years ago. What they weren't aware was just how much closer you'd come lately though. You'd had a very hard time hiding it from them or the public, it required sacrifices sometimes, but you had ended up making it work.

“I was with him backstage and you know I'm terrible at remembering dates, right? Well, I didn't know where my phone was so I decided I should trust him! Trust Robert Downey Jr, yeah right. He can be like Jared Padalecki number 2 if he wants to!” you scoffed, shaking your head “So he said that our panel was today and I could check out the stage just in case. And he insisted that there was no way that there could be a panel going on at the moment. And you know it was pretty quiet so I thought that it was worth taking a look, that he couldn't be wrong, and now here I am. And by the way-” you looked at the fans “What's up with you guys? You were so quiet and I listened to Robert!”

“Well, it's maybe cause the Supernatural fans are well-behaved and polite, unlike others!” Jared sassed you and you couldn't help a giggle this time.

“Dare you imply Marvel fans aren't? Not to mention that some of them are also Supernatural fans.” you said back with a smirk “Besides, alright I can understand you, guys.” you nodded your head seriously, looking at them “Every time I open my TV I just fall completely speechless and breathless every time I see, well, this face!” you motioned at Jensen who this time lost it and burst in laughter, the adorable wrinkles by his eyes made your heart skip a beat as per always.

“I mean-” you laughed as well when the crowd went wild at your words, letting go of his arm and placing it on his shoulder where you gave another squeeze “No offence guys, but I will never deny my true identity.” you looked at Jared, Misha and Alex laughing “I'm a Dean-girl to the bone, who can blame me?”

“Well, excellent choice if I might say so!” Jensen said with a smirk, winking at you and causing nearly a hundred heart attacks to the poor fans watching you and having really no idea.

“She clearly has a type, what can you do?” you heard a voice behind you and when you turned, you saw Robert already holding a microphone and smiling widely. He walked forward to greet Misha, Jared and Alex and Jensen actually got on his feet to give him a hug; both of them giving some time to the audience to calm down before he could speak again.

“Alright, alright calm down. Calm down. We're all shook over the crossover I know, but sadly they haven't given us the script of Tony Stark and Dean Winchester meeting so don't get too excited, yes?” Robert said with a small smirk, always so casual, as he motioned for them to lower the volume “I believe we have more pressing matters.” he looked at you “Don't you think we should talk about you saying some not-so-nice things about me and misleading everyone?”

“The way he's narrowing his eyes at me is actually scaring me.” you watched him suspiciously “What sort of revenge are you planning, Downey?”

“Me? Revenge? No!” he scoffed “No, no. I'm not that kind of guy, not my forte you see. I forgive very easily at that. Ask Rogers if you want, I don't even hold any hard feelings.” he shrugged and all you did was raise an eyebrow at him “Hence...” he nodded his head, trailing off.

“Civil War and Infinity War, yeah, I know. Been there to clean up your mess.” you shrugged.

“Alright then, I will only make one question and be on my way and not interrupt the panel any further. I feel like as a fan, I could have that right, yes?” he looked at Rob and Richard who nodded their heads in amusement.

“Well, yes of course you can.” Richard said with a grin.

“Well, I wanted to asked your very talented and skilled writer, Andrew, huge fan of the work you've done here by the way.” he said so casually you actually held your breath, serious and curious to hear what he would say because you had not talked about this when you first planned all of this.

“Uh thank you, thank you, it's a honor to hear it from you.” Andrew said with a soft chuckle but certainly sincere words.

“Oh don't mention it, I'm a fanboy right now. Just standing on the opposite side of where the rest are, don't mind it. So uh my question is-” he cleared his throat, fixing his suit's jacket and getting very serious “How long do you think Mrs (Y/n)... Ackles's character in Supernatural will resist before the tension between her and Dean becomes too much for everybody to ignore and you just oh give the newlyweds' characters a kissing scene?”

And that was all the fans needed to erupt into deafening cheering and clapping, screaming like crazy for the two of you, as they all stood on their feet. All your husband did was laugh, throwing his head back at the surprise your friend actually had for you, enjoying the surprise more than all of them too. All you did was gasp hard, your eyes widening before you finally shut them tightly and hid your red face behind your hands, laughing in disbelief. You shook your head, still unable to believe he'd said it.

“Thank you.” Robert nodded his head with a big smile.

“Awesome!” you heard Jensen's laughter “That was just awesome!” you saw him shake his friend's hand before he just wrapped his arms around and kissed your head, temple, cheek and then lips. You still laughed against his lips but didn't even think of kissing him back and cupping his cheek, just as the rest of your friends clapped for you.

“And now-” Robert spoke but the fans were nowhere near calm “Let's give a round of applause for Mr and Mrs Ackles, even louder than the first one, because they managed to keep their relationship a secret for four years... and Tom Holland and Mark Ruffalo can't keep themselves from spoiling something for 1 second.” and he got just what he asked for, making you giggle.

“Ok, for real now?” you said after they had somehow calmed down, but it wasn't that fast anyway “Truth was Jensen and I had been planning about this reveal for like a couple months now but we couldn't come to a decision because no way seemed good enough to reveal not only a hidden relationship and engagement but also wedding!”

“Seems like we don't need to anymore.” Jensen said with a grin and shrug of his shoulders, and you laughed, resting your head on his shoulder.

“Seems like we don't, no.” you repeated.

“Robert Downey Jr, everybody, an applause for him, you guys!” he motioned to Robert as he still had an arm wrapped around your shoulders. The fans did as Jensen asked making Robert finally crack and laugh.

“Just admit it, you had not planned for this, had you?” Jensen asked you, looking at you with a smirk and you nodded your head.

“I didn't know he was going to do that, no.” you shook your head.

“But he spared us all the trouble. So we can only thank him!” he gave you a kiss on the temple “Because we weren't gonna make that announcement anytime soon, that's for sure.”

“Maybe when you had grandchildren, then that would be a good opportunity!” Jared said with a grin, teasing you.

“Seems like that's what we'd end up doing, yes.” your husband said with a smile, before turning to look at Andrew “By the way, hey, before he leaves: You didn't get to answer his question and he really wants to know!”

“Robert or you?” his best friend and best man said with a smirk and you laughed.

Jensen shrugged ever-so-casually, nodding his head “Yeah me too, I guess. But I'm warning you-” he pointed a finger at Andrew “I won't last for more than half an episode!”

“I think-” Andrew laughed “I think we will just make it a surprise, Jensen, for when you get the script next week. But sadly, Robert and everybody else, you'll have to wait a little longer than that.”

“Oh I don't worry, I will end up finding out next week along with Jensen as well. I'm gonna camp outside your set.” Robert just shrugged, making your all laugh.

…

“And before I leave, let me give everyone another small heart attack by placing this here-” he took a few steps forward and placed a card that said '(Y/n) Ackles' next to Jensen's “And let me remind you our panel is tomorrow.”

“I still don't trust him on that.” you said, shaking your head “He'll make me reveal a pregnancy or something.”

“What?!” your friends, but Jensen above all, exclaimed with wide eyes. All Robert did was laugh to himself.

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My Daughter’s Nanny- Chapter 3: Carly

A/N Throughout this story, I used a name instead of having my readers insert themselves. I’ve received comments that some readers prefer it that way but you may always change Carly to your own name.

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The very next day after my first session with Paul, he set up an interview with some chick, Carly, so I can get some kind of help with JJ. It was 9:00am when the doorbell rang through the house, very loudly, might I add. I ignore it, hoping the person will get the hint that no one was home but to no avail, the bell Chinese through the house again. “You’ve got to be kidding me.” I groan as I get up and feel the tension in my lower back. I hate being so old. Another bell rang and just like the old man I was, I yell, “I’m coming, I’m coming!” I finally make it down the stairs and to the door to find what must’ve been the second most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Second next to Danneel of course. She looked to have been around my age, maybe younger. She stood tall in a purple, pink, orangish kind of blouse, a pencil skirt cut just to her knees, and her brownish-blonde hair was tied up in a high ponytail. She was wearing makeup but not too much to make her look like she was trying too hard. “Can I help you?” I asked, leaning against the doorway with my arms crossed in front of me. “Good morning, Sir. I’m looking for…Jensen Ackles?” she asks, looking down at her phone to read my name. “Yeah, that’s me. Who are you?” “Oh, Mr. Tackles, nice to meet you. I’m Carly; Paul sent me.” Ohhhhh. “Ah, Carly, wasn’t expecting you,” I say, motioning to my pajama pants and white tee shirt I was wearing. She giggled and said, “I’m sorry, I thought Paul told you I was coming today.” “Nope.” I say, popping the P. “Well if this is a bad time, I’d be more than happy to come back at a later time.” She suggests, turning on her heels to leave. “Wait, I uh, I guess you can stay. Just let me get some clothes on and I’ll get JJ so you can be acquainted with her.” “Thank you, Mr. Ackles.” She said as she followed me inside to the living room. “Please, call me Jensen. Mr. Ackles makes me sound old.” I chuckle and smile at her. “Please, make yourself comfortable, I will be right back.” Carly nods in response and I do a small bowl type thing before I rush up the stairs. “Shit, I wasn’t expecting her to be so beautiful,” I say aloud to no one in particular. I throw on my best pair of jeans and a plaid shirt, trying to show off my Texas pride without being too obvious about it. I got over to JJ's room, which is right next to mine and find her still asleep. “Hey, baby girl,” I say in the softest voice I could muster up. She shifts around a bit until she flips on her back to look up at me. “Hi Daddy.” Her face lights up and my heart swells. God, I love this kid. “Hi, baby. I want you to get dressed. There’s someone downstairs I want you to meet.” “Okay, Daddy.” She sits up in her overly pink bed and reaches up to hug me and kiss me. Reciprocating, I can’t help but hope to God she never stops loving me. She climbed out of bed and over to the closet and pulls out a turquoise blue sundress. I frown a bit because that was a birthday gift Danneel and I bought her for Christmas last year. “No way, that’s too blue,” I argue. “Too blue? Jensen, there’s no such thing as too blue.” She fights back. I dig my hands deep into my pockets and shrug. “Alright fine but don’t get mad if I start asking her ‘why so blue’?” I can still hear the sound of her laugh and the way her eyes would shut so tight as she threw her head back laughing. “I’m ready Daddy,” JJ said, pulling me out of my head. “Well, don’t you look pretty,” I say as she takes the bottom of her dress and twirls around. “Thank you, Daddy.” She giggles as I swoop her up in my arms and plant a kiss on her cheek. “My beautiful little girl. Let’s go downstairs, yeah?” “Yeah!” We walk downstairs, JJ still on my hip, where we hear someone who appears to be on the phone. “Jensen Ackles. No, I don’t know him. A TV star? Oh, he’s one of the guys from Supernatural. Yes, he is. Very attractive.” I blush at her words and clear my throat to let her know our presence. She jumps at the sound and says, “I have to go” and quickly ends the call. “I’m sorry Jensen I didn’t know you were right there.” She says, throwing her phone in her purse and standing up. “It's alright. Do you really think I’m attractive?” I question her as a means to tease her a bit. Her eyes go wide and her jaw opens slightly; pure shock written on her exquisite features. “N-no, no, I mean, yes you’re attractive but not like I’m thinking about you like that or…” She rambles on before I stop her. “Carly, I’m kidding. But thanks for the compliment.” I say and shoot her one of my infamous smiles which causes her cheeks to grow ever so red again. “Here, have a seat,” I say as well both take a seat on the couch, JJ climbing off of me. She waddles over to Carly and looks up at her. “Well hi there,” Carly says. “Hi,” JJ replies. Carly then slides off the couch and onto the floor to interact with JJ a little better. “What’s your favorite toy?” Carly asks, and I regret her asking because JJ has more than one favorite toy. She gets up and runs into the next room, which we designated as her playroom. “Oh, I wish you didn’t ask her that,” I say. “Why? I’m just trying to make her comfortable with me.” Carly explains. I can see slight fear ghost her face so I quickly reassure her. “I appreciate that but JJ has way more than one favorite toy. She’s going to show you EVERY toy she owns.” I say, shaking my head as Carly laughs. “Oh Geez, now I feel bad.” We both laugh before the first toy comes out. It starts with her Barbie doll collection followed by her stuffed animal collection, the Hot Wheels Jared insisted on her having, the dollhouse, the Paw Patrol collection, the superhero collection and to top it all off, the collection of My Little Pony dolls. “Well, aren’t you loved,” Carly says, looking at all the toys spread around the living room floor. “Daddy and Uncle Jared and Uncle Misha love me.” She says. “And I’m guessing Jared and Misha are your costars?” Carly looks to me. “You’re not a Supernatural fan are you?” I ask. “I haven’t seen it before,” Carly admits. “Well, we might just have to change that,” I say, winking at her. “Come play with me!” JJ calls to us both so we move all the toys from the living room to the playroom and sit on the floor with JJ. An hour or so passes and I’ve made my decision. Carly is the perfect person to help raise JJ but I want to ask her first. “JJ?” I ask and she stops playing to look at me. “Do you like Miss Carly?” “Yeah!” She yells and Carly and I laugh. “Can she live here?” JJ asks to which we both blush at. “I was going to ask Miss Carly if she would like to live with us and help me out around the house and watch you when Daddy goes back to work.” I look up to Carly as I finish the sentence and say, “You got the job if you want it.” “I would be more than happy to move in and help out around here. I think this little one is stuck to me now.” “Then it's settled. We'll move you in this weekend and you can start Monday.” “Yay!” JJ yells, hugging Carly in the process. I really hope this all works out and I can finally begin to heal.

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4llmywr1tings · 5 years

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Knife Throwing Bad-ass

Characters/Pairings: Jensen X Reader, Jared, Kim, Briana Words: 1,386 Warnings: none A/N: you are a cast member in SPN Tagging: @autoblocked

“Alright guys. It’s Jensen Ackles, and I’m here with my amazing costar’s Jared Padalecki and the beautiful (Y/N) (Y/L/N).”

“Wait, why am I last? This is my Facebook live.” You mutter, glaring at your fiancé.

“Well, I was saving best for last.” Jensen snickered as Jared gave the screen an eye roll.

“Let’s bicker later lovebirds. We come to you live with a purpose.” Jared grumbles.

“Yes, we do come to you with a greater purpose than the bickering Jack and I do to annoy Jared. This Thursday we are going to be hosting an awesome event, and watch the new episode with our greatest fans.” You giggle and push Jared with your shoulder, letting him wrap an arm around you. Being squashed in the middle of two of the hottest, and two of your favorite men was a miracle.

What had happened to you, that your life had turned out this way? You were one lucky girl.

“Correct. One big giant get together at the Cineplex at the Odeon International Village Cinemas. Doors open at five pm, and we’ve got the biggest theater in the whole Cineplex.” Jensen grabs your hand smiles to the camera.

“First 100 of y’all will get a meet and greet with us and Misha, and following the episode, you will get to hear us do a table read of some of our favorite scenes of season thirteen.” You roll your eyes. “Or how it usually goes on set with the three of those men.”

“Hey. We aren’t that bad.” Jensen says with feigned hurt.

“Yeah, I guess you aren’t too bad to look at.” Jared smirks.

“Oh wow, we are pretty good at getting off on a tangent. That will be the table read. This Thursday. Again, 5 PM doors open and we can’t wait to see you there.”

“Disclaimer, the theater seats two hundred. And they will turn away after the theater is full.”

“Yes, just tell them you’re here for the Supernatural event and they’ll tell you what to do.” You smile.

“So, until then. We’ll see all y’all at VanCon. We can’t wait to see you there guys!” Jared respond, waving to the camera.

With Jared’s long arms, he takes your phone and quickly ends the live feed and hands you the phone.

“I will post the video to twitter and instagram so you can repost it.” You smile. You kiss Jensen’s cheek as you stand. “Now let’s get this convention over with. I’m ready to have some sleep.”

“At Porncouver? Right.” Jared laughs. “Good luck with that.”

“Well, maybe I’ll take a nap while I get my tattoo. Remember Jense? We need to go soon.”

“Oh, right. Right. I’ll go around and get the car.”

“Please live stream that. I want to see Jensen be a big baby.”

“So supportive Jare. He’s just going with me. It’s a tattoo for my dad.”

“And that is how I talked him in to getting a tattoo with me.” Briana lets out a giggle as you finish your elaborate story.

It was one you had been meaning to get out as soon as possible. You’d rather tell the stories, than fans over analyze and get it all wrong.

You hadn’t gotten matching tattoos and there was no intention of doing that any time soon.

“Can we ask what you got?” The fan at the microphone asked. She had been patiently waiting for you to get through your tangent.

“Oh right, there was a question. Was that your question?”

The fan nods and smiles shyly. “It actually was going to be my question. What’s the meaning behind your tattoo?”

“It’s for my daddy.” You nod and clear your throat. “My dad is the hardest working man in the world, and I wanted to show some sort of support to him and all his hard work. Ya see, my dad all my life. He has been the biggest rock in my life. He worked two and three jobs sometimes to make sure me and my brother and sister had anything we needed. Growing up.”

“But where did the tool belt and hammer and nails come in?” Kim asked, lifting the sleeve to look at your fresh tattoo.

“My dad is in construction. My dad has been in construction since my little brother and sister were born, and it’s been a passion of his. I think almost all of the houses I’ve grown up in he built by his own two hands. I mean, he’s such a great guy. I love the man. He pushed me and my siblings to go on our own adventures and do our own things, whatever they may be. I ended up here.”

“Which we’re glad you’re here.” Kim puts her arm around your shoulder.

“We were always tight on money growing up, and now that I’ve got a steady income – I’m excited to be able to have the money to hire him to build himself his dream home.”

“My question is for Jensen.”

Jared gave his usual frown and fake – disdain upon the fans choosing Jensen over him.

“Always with the fake disdain. Continue please.”

“Well, I was just instagram stalking your girlfriend. And she just recently posted a tbt of you and her…”

“That’s a throwback. If you’re wondering…”

“I’m not old. Jeez.” He grumpily looks to Jared before turning back to the fan and rolling his eyes. “Continue sweetheart.”

“My question is about the sweaters. Who’s idea was it?”

“Well, she’ll claim it as her idea, but it isn’t really how that went.”

“It was actually his mom’s idea. I think that Donna has taken a liking to (Y/N) as much we did, and it was apparent then as much as it is now.” Jared laughs with Jensen and the crowd.

“He’s not lying. She isn’t too bad.”

“So the Austin Ren fair? Seriously? I didn’t think you’d go for something like this.”

“Well, Donna told me how much of a fun time you have there and I’d like to try it out. As long as I’m stuck with you.”

“You’re gonna be stuck with me and my family.” He smiles, giving you a devilish wink.

“I think I know how to handle you. It’s you that I’m worried about.” You brandish a finger at him and he blushes slightly.

“I’m so embarrassed, but my mom made us something. Well, got us something.” He pushes a wrapped bag that he had haphazardly put back together after looking through it.”

“So you obviously didn’t wait?” you laugh, pulling at the tissue paper.

“I wanted to make sure I wasn’t going to die of embarrassment before you opened it. It’s okay. I guess.”

“You guess. That bad huh?” you giggle. First you pull out the first sweater and unfold it. It was Jensen’s size, and on the back it had an “Ackles” with a 01 under it. Not so bad, right? Well, when you pull out the second sweater. On the back there was a “Future Mrs. Ackles” and a 02 under the namesake.

“Future Mrs. Ackles, huh?”

“Yes. She did that. That was all mom. I didn’t put her up to it at all, promise.” He said.

“I love that she thinks that highly of me. I will wear it with honor.”

“That was a wonderful moment. That was also a throwback to when I proposed and she said yes.”

“They were deeply engrained in the Ren Fair and we hadn’t joined up with them, because we were taking photos of the eventual proposal.”

“I was just so happy. She was actually liking the Ren Fair, and this is something that my parents come down to do, and Mack and Josh and their families join us. So I wanted her to have fun.”

“So the one thing he does that I remember seeing before he proposes, was her throwing knives.” Jared laughs. “Like literally she had a throwing knife in her hand when he proposed.”

“And all I was thinking was how proud of her knife throwing skills I was. I mean, look at what Supernatural did for her. Knife throwing.”

Jared laughs and shakes his head. “And now he’s locking her down for life. Weren’t you worried about the knife in your face?”

“Not in the slightest. She’s my knife throwing badass for life.”

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writingsbychelle · 6 years

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Get Ready For The Teasing

Summary: Getting drunk at another Supernatural convention you find yourself in the bed of your co-star, Alexander Calvert, the next day.

Pairing: Alex Calvert x Reader

Request: by @patrickstumpownsmyass

Warnings: uhhhh...mentions of alcohol and pranking

Word Count: 2.043

“And now please welcome the baby on our show. She’s been part of the cast since she was a child and now, several years later, she’s a grown up and-“

“Woah, calm down, Rob, you’re just gonna end up crying... Please give a round of applause for (Y/F/N)!”

The audience erupted into laughter while clapping their hands as you stepped onto the stage, giving Richard and Rob a quick hug before sitting down on one of the stools, Jared and Jensen to your left and Alex and Misha to your right. You slightly raised your hand, waving at the people in front of you before Alex handed you a microphone, a teasing smile on his face since he knew how often you tended to forget grabbing one. Sending a grateful smile in his direction you turned to the first person that was waiting to ask a question.

Several minutes and questions later you were laughing while Alex told his story about Jared’s prank on him during a scene in which he was supposed to act sad and emotional but Jared ended up playing porn on the laptop he had placed before him.

“So yea, that was pretty embarrassing…what was the second part of your question again?” Alex asked politely after telling his story.

“I was wondering if anyone has taken a pity in you yet with all the pranking going on,” the girl giggled.

“Oh, yea, mostly Misha and (Y/N). I think Misha mainly because he knows what I’m going through and (Y/N) because she feels bad for me…”

“I gotta say I only started feeling bad for you after that porn prank. Before that, I was secretly helping them prank you.”

You sheepishly looked up at your close friend, his mouth opening in shock before he turned and deadpanned at the audience.

“Do you guys see what I have to deal with every day?” he asked in fake horror before you clasped a hand over his mouth.

“Oh shush, you like it, you just don’t want to admit it,” you winked at him, some of the fans hollering at the two of you, being used to your flirty back and forth.

“Alex clearly enjoys it or he wouldn’t constantly hang out with you.”

The fans freaked out even more after Jensen said those words, heat radiating off your cheeks since he kind of revealed how much time Alex and you actually spend together off set.

If you were to say you didn’t have a crush on the Canadian actor would’ve been a lie, you were head over heels in love with him and there was no way denying it. You just had no clue how to act on those feelings, not wanting to ruin your friendship and make things awkward on set but you also desperately wanted to be with him. However, for the sake of your friendship and to keep things comfortable you stayed silent, only keeping the flirting going on between the two of you.

“Anyways,” you cleared your throat and turned to the other side of the big room, “next question? What’s your name, darling?”

“Hi, my name is April and I was just wondering how you’re dealing with having someone close to your age on set now, (Y/N)?”

“Hello, April,” you smiled at the young woman before your eyes drifted away slightly to think about her question.

“She loves it.”

Your head wiped towards Alex, a smirk on his lips and a smug look covering his face.

“You know what? I hate it,” you turned to the audience, acting like working with the young man was the worst thing you ever had to endure.

“No, but all jokes aside, it’s nice having someone close to your age on set. I mean Rob already said it while introducing me, I’ve been on this show when I was basically still a child and nearly everyone else on the cast is married and has kids so you sometimes feel a bit left out even though I know it’s no one's intention. But since Alex joined the cast it’s a lot nicer because he actually gets what I’m talking about and we do hang out a lot. And now that he’s also joining us at cons it’s even better, I mean look at how good he’s doing for his first convention!”

The fans broke out in loud cheering as Alex put his arm around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him which only spurred the fans on even more.

“Alright, last question, guys. I know, I know, it’s sad but we’ll be back soon, promise.” Richard walked towards the right side of the stage and pointed at the guy standing there, prompting him to ask his question.

“Hey guys, my question for you is: Are there any rituals you have at conventions, anything you’re repeating at every one? Sorry for excluding you in my question, Alex.”

“It’s alright, man. I’ll have plenty of time to get into some routines and thanks to your question I get to find out what these guys do all the time.”

You felt a pair of eyes on you and as you turned away from your crush you saw Misha looking at you with a mischievous twinkling in his eyes.

“No, Misha, please,” you shook your head at the older man, not speaking in the microphone as you begged him to not release your unhealthy habit.

“You know…(Y/N) here as probably the best habit out of all of us and let me tell you, it’ll completely twist your image of her…” Misha turned to you as you looked down on the ground, mentally preparing yourself for the following words.

“Do you wanna tell them or should I?”

Looking up you saw at least a shimmer of sympathy on his face so you decided just tell everyone yourself.

“Let me, I can at least make it seem less embarrassing. Okay, so…please don’t judge me for this guys, I know very well it’s everything but healthy. Alright so basically, at every convention, on the last evening we all go and get some drinks and I somehow developed a habit of getting…yea of getting shit-faced drunk. There’s no other way to say it. But I’m lucky enough to never really get a hangover, I just need something to eat and a bit of water and I’m fine and my lovely”- you shot Jensen, Jared and Misha teasing look -“friends always take care of me if I end up not feeling that well or anything.”

“We do take care of her, guys. She’s like a little sister to us,” Jared rested his arms on your shoulders, emphasising on ‘little’ since you were significantly smaller than him. Then again, everyone looked small compared to the literal giant.

Hours later you were sat at the bar of the hotel, laughing, talking and mostly drinking with your friends.

“And here I thought you were an absolute lightweight,” Alex chuckled after you sat down with a new drink in your hand.

“I never said I wasn’t, I just have nothing to regret the next morning.”

“Nothing?” he teased, the corners of his mouth twitching which prompted you to lean in closer.

“That depends on who I spend the night with,” you whispered the words in his ear before leaning back and winking at your slightly flustered costar.

“Well let’s find out how much you’re gonna regret this night in the morning, shall we?” Alex brought his glass up to his lips, dimples showing on his face as he did.

Bright lights woke you up, your head pounding slightly as you rubbed your eyes and sat up. Strangely the room you were in looked nothing like your hotel room, obviously the furniture was the same but it was way more messy than yours.

Confused you slowly got up from the bed, finding yourself completely dressed save for your shoes which stood at the end of the bed when suddenly the door to the bathroom opened, revealing a very shirtless Alexander Calvert with a toothbrush hanging in the corner of his mouth.

“Oh, you’re awake. I put an ibuprofen and a bottle of water on the bedside table,” he said before turning to the sink in the bathroom to rinse out his mouth.

“What happened?” You swallowed the pill and washed it down with a big gulp of water just to sit back down on the bed and looking at the man.

“Well…you got, as you put it ‘shit-faced drunk’ and I volunteered to bring you to your room but you refused to sleep alone and couldn’t find your keycard so I just took you into my room.”

“Oh god, I hope I didn’t do anything embarrassing…” you mumbled rubbing your temples as your headache slowly faded away, your stomach grumbling slightly to remind you to eat something soon.

“Let’s just say you say a lot of interesting things when you’re drunk,” Alex sat down beside you, a sympathetic smile on his face.

“Like what?”

“Like the fact that you’re, and I’m quoting you here, ‘absolutely and utterly in love with me and looking at my perfect face and not being able to kiss me can be equalised with torture’…” he trailed off, rubbing his neck before looking at you, your cheeks heating up in embarrassment.

“I…”- you took a deep breath after swallowing the lump forming in your throat -“I hope this doesn’t make things awkward between us and I can totally understand if you need some distance but please don’t ignore me or anything, I don’t think I could bear that, you’re too important in my life an-“

Alex pressed a finger onto your lips, silencing you.

“You talk too much, (Y/N),” he sighed before leaning in and connecting your lips, your eyes widening in shock before you closed them, kissing him back. Alex pulled back slightly, his forehead resting against yours.

You wanted more of him, needed more of him, so you leaned forward, your lips crashing together as you started to lose yourself in the kiss. Your body instantly relaxed, his hands wrapping around your waist and pulling you closer while your arms wrapped around his neck, your fingers tangling in his damp hair as you slid onto his lap. Alex quickly got up, your legs wrapping around his hips as he spun you around, pressing you into the mattress, his arms keeping him from falling on top of you. His tongue traced your bottom lip, begging for entrance which you granted more than gratefully. Your hands wandered from his hair to his back, pulling at his shirt as you completely forgot the world around you until you heard the door to Alex’s hotel room slam open, causing him to jump away from you.

Too late, Jensen, Jared and Misha had seen what had been going on before they interrupted you.

“Uhhhh…morning?” you cleared your throat while you sat up, adjusting your shirt.

“We’re just gonna pretend we didn’t see that happen,” Jensen said slowly, clearing his throat before a smirk slowly formed on his lips.

“Yea…that saves us a lot of awkwardness,” Alex smoothed his shirt down before helping you stand up from the bed, his fingers intertwining with yours.

“Breakfast?” Jared offered, jabbing his thumb over his shoulder.

“Good idea. Let’s go.”

You followed your friends out of the room into the elevator at the end of the hallway, more than ready to finally get some food inside you.

“You hopefully know that we’re never going to drop this, like ever again?” Misha turned to around to face Alex and you after he pressed the button next to the doors of the lift.

“Afraid so,” you mumbled, being aware of just how much teasing you’d have to endure the next few months, especially when you’d get back to film the next season of the show.

But you were willing to go through all that if that meant you could be together with Alex, whose hand squeezed yours slightly before giving you a reassuring smile. Yes, with him by your side you were ready to face all the teasing that would get thrown at you.

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dimples-of-discontent · 6 years

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Hii.. there was a post where you mentioned that Cockles is one of the small number of RPS ships you actually think are together.. soo, for science, what other ships do you think are actually together (if you don't feel like saying it publicly i can come off anon) or you don't have to answer at all I was just curious if it's the same people I think are together.. Anyway thank you for writing all that awesome Cockles meta.

Hi Nonnie,

I think I know the post you mean and, tbh, I was mainly attempting to be generous to fans of other RPS by not implicitly claiming to know that they were all false. The only other RPS that I have even a passing familiarity with personally is Gillovny (Gillian Anderson/David Duchovny) from they heyday of X-Files fandom and the peak of their hotness as a pair. (GA has only gotten hotter while all that addiction and hard living have taken it out on DD. Though also he’s a good deal older than she is so there’s that too.) I’d need to ask someone who is still paying attention whether a hookup was ever outright confirmed after-the-fact. I think it was at the very least hinted at so strongly that everyone kind of acknowledges now that they were a thing for a while. (Anyone still up on TXF fandom and gossip like this feel free to reblog with real info!)

At the time, with them, I kind of figured that two people that attractive and with that much chemistry must have at least hooked up at some point. It just seemed implausible that they wouldn’t. And in a sense that was kind of my S4/5 vibe on Misha and Jensen too, though the fact that they are both dudes married to women (and therefore read as heterosexual) complicates it a smidgeon. DD and GA were also said to have a “breakup period” and I actually hypothesize that the joke in “French Mistake” about costars not talking to one another comes from X-Files….a lot of the early SPN crew, not just Kim Manners, had worked together on X-Files. Of course no one involved with SPN would ever say that, but it just makes sense to me.

Anyway, at the time everyone denied anything going on between the two stars even though they loved to joke about it and even though their scenes had the thickest, most palpable sexual tension ever (until, well, you all know until when). I wasn’t invested in it, though, so I wouldn’t have said I was in that ship. I never saw anything like what I do with Misha and Jensen, which I can only call love and which I can only imagine the depth of, given how long it’s been going on. I don’t even so much “ship” them, as I’ve said before, as feel sure that at some point they have been something other than just friends and that they continue, whatever the nature of their current relationship, to love one another fiercely and deeply. I think we are privileged to see glimpses of it and I’m so glad that you enjoy the meta that I write about them (thanks for the compliment!!).

If you’d like to let me know what other RPS you think are real and why I’m happy to listen. I just don’t know enough about any of the fandoms that have them to even form an opinion. I don’t disapprove of RPS in principle (as long as it’s always kept safely away from the people in question and done kindly and just for fun) but they never interested me at all until these two. Hope that was somewhat interesting even if it didn’t exactly answer your question!

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orionsangel86 · 6 years

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re: the groping, it's not gay imo, just an aggressive way to assert dominance. jared clearly isn't all there, and i'm sorry, but any grown man who thinks getting that physical with his friends is just 'good fun'...well, isn't very grown at all. which we knew anyway. remember that crew member who was talking about it? how j2 have fun ruining takes and meanwhile everyone else has to work overtime? ugh. i don't like that side of them at all. entitled pricks.

okay woaaah, lets ease up on the negativity there nonny.

Okay look, with the whole gay joke thing, yeah if you want my totally honest opinion? I don’t think that when Jared does it, it’s some sign that he is gay for his co-stars at all. I don’t like the groping thing. It’s not a “prank”. It’s downright sexual harassment and it makes me uncomfortable. Now, if Misha is cool with it, fine. I’m not gonna go lecture Misha about how he should probably report his costars for unwanted touching. There seems to be a mentality between the three of them where they don’t have the same kind of boundaries that most normal people do, and I don’t know if that’s just because they are all so extremely close and see each other like brothers - not that I think any actual brothers would legit grope each other either - or whatever. Hence me saying it baffles me.

Like I said in my original reblog to that post, the only other time I have heard of men actually groping each other is apparently during rugby matches - unsure about other sports - but what goes on in a scrum is apparently quite shocking - not that I have any first hand experience but the behaviour is purely to put off your competitors so you can win the scrum or whatever the terminology is.

When Jensen does it, it’s never with the same malice as Jared. I think the few times we’ve actually seen that behaviour from him - which is rare - it’s less a grope and more of a tap or a stroke - I think that whilst he is influenced by Jared’s behaviour, he is still much more reserved with it, and I get the impression that he only ever does it with Misha and only when he thinks Misha would be okay with it. Jensen genuinely knows when to stop, whereas Jared doesn’t. That’s the big difference between them. Do I think that Jensen acts out of some repressed desire to reach out and touch Misha though? Yes I do. Most definitely. That’s the other big difference. Jared does it purely to fuck with Misha, Jensen does it to satisfy an urge in himself. So maybe there is an element of “gay” to what Jensen is doing. I don’t really know, its just an opinion based on observation and a leaning towards cockles ideology I suppose, hence my analysis is biased. But his behaviour is different to Jared’s.

Nevertheless I still don’t like it, and yes I remember that crew members story and yes I think it is really unprofessional for your actors to constantly mess up takes on purpose and fuck things up, yes I do think it is arrogant and inconsiderate to the people that have to clean up after them and work super late because of it. Yes, everything I hear about what goes on on the set of Supernatural makes me shudder and if I ever did end up working in the industry (highly unlikely now) then the Supernatural set sounds like a nightmare I’d want to avoid.

Is this all extremely controversial and will probably lead to people being grumpy with me? Probably. The fact is nonny, “entitled pricks” is a bit harsh, well, a lot harsh actually. Whilst I somewhat agree with your sentiment, in that their behaviour is problematic, people tend to get jumpy when you criticise their faves. Maybe try to phrase your ask differently next time.

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assbuttyourlife · 7 years

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When We Were Young - Chapter Twelve

Pairing : Misha/OFC

Warnings : Language, Fire, trauma, PTSD, family members’ death (including child), therapy, flashbacks (not in every chapter), injuries, cheating. Long fic. Angst, fluff, Smut.

Words : 4143

Summary : After her grandmother’s funeral, Lily must return to the place she lived in when she was young and has to confront the ghosts of her past. She will run into an old friend that she thought was lost forever.

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CHAPTER 12 – BELLA NOTTE.

Shopping in Rome with Rebecca was some really good experience! Lily bought two dresses, but then she needed shoes to match so... she bought two pairs of Italian shoes. One heels and one flat because she couldn't decide which one fitted best... and then, she walked in front of a tiny but very cute shop where they had very beautiful purses and she couldn't resist either. She also had to find a gift for Katie or she would definitely not be happy, and before they planned to go back to the convention, they decided to stop to eat some ice cream.

Lily moaned when she took the first bite of her vanilla/cherry ice cream.

“Mmmh, Italian ice cream is definitely the best in the world!”

Rebecca laughed and approved. They were enjoying their snack on a bench in a huge park, the warm spring sun kissing their skin, and Lily felt very good and at peace at that moment. Everything was just perfect.

“How are things with you and Misha?” Rebecca asked suddenly, startling Lily who didn't answer right away, not knowing what she meant exactly.

“We’re good, I guess? Why do you ask?”

“I’m just curious... I remember a time when you were very close and to be honest, he told me once that he proposed to you two weeks before the fire. I never knew if it was really true or if he was just messing with me. But now things are different and I’m just wondering how things are going between you two. Now that I know you’re here, I would hate to see you two apart again.”

Lily looked at her and smirked.

“We’re good. Really. I have no intention of disappearing again.”

Rebecca smiled.

“Is it true? I mean... that he proposed.”

“It is.”

Rebecca’s smile couldn’t be wider.

“Did you say yes?”

Lily laughed at her amused face.

“I did. But I was terrified to tell my mom and I made him promise he wouldn't tell you until I had the guts to tell her... But I never had the occasion.”

Rebecca placed a hand on Lily’s knee.

“So... are you upset he's married to someone else now?”

Lily's eyes stared into the distance; she was looking at nothing, truly thinking about her question.

“No. It was two decades ago. A lot happened and we were probably too young anyway. Vicki's perfect for him. I'm happy he found what he was looking for.”

“Vicki is an amazing woman indeed and I love her deeply... I don't think they have the same kind of connection you had with Misha though.”

She shrugged.

“That connection is kinda gone.”

Rebecca folded her arms and legs, shaking her head.

“Oh dear... I don't think it is.”

“Well maybe not completely but… It was a lifetime ago, we both changed, everything changed. I loved other men, he loves another woman, he built his own family, and I just hope we can still be friends like we were. I hope this part is not broken because I miss it.”

Rebecca smiled once again. It was so easy to talk to her. She was so comprehensive, and that obviously hadn’t changed a bit.

“I know my son, sweetheart. I talked to him this morning after he left your room. It’s definitely not broken.”

Lily looked at her and raised her eyebrows, remembering their stupid fight over Ty.

“Oh, he told you about that?”

“He couldn't hide it very well to be honest. It may not be the same kind of love, but I think he’s still very protective with you.”

Lily stood up and threw her napkin in the bin right next to the bench they were sitting at, and she sat back, smoothing her dress on her thighs nervously.

“I don't know. He says we need closure, and he’s probably right. I just know for sure I want him to be happy, and I want him to make his family happy. And if I have to go away from him in order for him to do that, I will go without an hesitation.”

Rebecca laughed heartedly.

“Oh jeez, Lily, don’t be so dramatic, you’re not going anywhere this time. Now that he found you back, I honestly don't think he can be truly happy if you stay away from him for too long. Same for me.”

Lily tenderly looked at her.

“We still have to adjust, I guess. It will take time but we'll figure it out.”

Rebecca stood up clapping her hands.

“We should go back before his last panel starts or he will say I kept you away from him.”

Lily laughed and followed her.

On their way back to their cab, Lily saw a little shop with handmade clothes for kids and it was so damn cute that she stopped to buy something for West and Maison.

Of course, it took more time than expected, and when they went back to the Hilton, it was almost the end of the convention. Misha had texted Lily on their way back, worried after not seeing her almost the whole day. He said he was about to start his panel with Jensen and it would be the last thing before the closing ceremony and he wanted her to be here.

They rushed but were late. They probably didn't miss too much, but when they stepped in the panel room, Misha and Jensen were already on stage, standing next to a poor kid who was obviously too impressed to talk, and Misha was... shaking some... red stick that was supposed to make bubbles?

Lily figured it was a present for the scared kid, who still wasn't talking.

Her feet were hurting from all the walking she had done while shopping, so she took a seat near the stage, at the very end of the front row, right next to Rebecca.

Jensen took the chair with the kid on it and put it down the stage, but he just wouldn't move from his seat.

After a few other attempts to make him go back to his mom, she heard both men say “Merci” and “Au revoir”, and when the little boy didn't give up his chair, someone brought another one for Jensen so they could go on with the questions.

She saw Misha scanning the audience, and when he finally spotted her and his mom, he smiled faintly and turned to look at the other side of the stage to answer a fan who wanted to know if there was something they didn't like about their characters.

They were busy answering when she saw an arm popping out of the curtain behind them, holding a glass of something that looked like whiskey. Jensen got up and took the glass, pretending it was apple juice after smelling it, and Lily thought it would definitely be another crazy panel if they both started to drink and be tipsy.

At one point, Jensen asked the audience to film a short video for Jared who couldn't be here. It was a bit messy but they eventually managed to record it, screaming “We miss you, Jared!”, though Lily doubted it was very audible on the video.

Then a fan said she had a question for Misha, which leaded to Jensen dropping his mic, and the fan talked about his old resume. Suddenly Misha ran down the stage to pick the sheet of paper the fan had in her hand, which was in fact Jensen's old resume... And this is where crazy panel number two started!

She could see the devious look on Misha's face and she knew he was happy like a kid to make fun of his costar in front of everyone... except it didn't turn in his advantage, because Jensen asked the woman if she had Misha's resume and as she actually did, Jensen went to take it from her, ignoring Misha's loud protestation.

The resume battle started with Misha pointing an extra “e” at the end of “theater”, and went on with special skills, and the crowd went absolutely wild when the music started after Misha did read that Jensen could dance... and despite his goofy behavior and his weird dance moves, he just couldn't fool Lily who saw that, as opposed to Misha's rigid hips, Jensen could definitely sway his pretty good!

After that, it was time for Misha to demonstrate one of his special skills that Lily already experienced in their teenage years: accents. He started to read Jensen's resume in what she supposed was his famous Russian accent, and Jensen was just laughing his ass off at the back of the stage.

When he was done, Jensen simply announced “Tibetan throat singing!”, and Misha started to... well to actually do it!! Where the hell did he learn to do that? Lily couldn't stop laughing at that point.

Jensen then asked him if he could really ride a horse and Lily gasped, almost choking on her own saliva, remembering the one time she tried to make him ride one of their neighbor’s horses. It wasn't a high horse, but it was very nervous, and Misha kept falling, his foot always getting stuck in the stirrup. At the end of the day he could barely sit. So when he answered “as long as the animal is asleep, I'm fine.” she just thought “Ehh fair enough.”

And the music started once again when it was Misha's turn to demonstrate his dancing skills... No need to say he wasn't very eager to show the world he could not dance.

That should be fun.

Jensen saw the distress on his face when Singing in the Rain started playing and came to help him, hooking his arm to Misha before moving their feet in rhythm.

After a little while, Misha took his own resume and read something about a play he did when he was ten at school. His face lighted up and he looked up to find Lily's eyes, and she had never been happier when Jensen interrupted him. His mouth was wide open, obviously ready to call her again. Jensen walked down and gave the resume back to the fan.

Thank God!

They finally moved to another question, and Misha started to complain about Dean never being nice to Castiel, not giving him any Christmas presents, so Jensen brought a huge gift box on stage for him to open, and he found two big fake sunflowers inside, which made everyone laugh again.

Misha walked down the stage and gave one to a fan he obviously knew from another convention, and walked to Lily to give her the second one.

Jensen took that opportunity to tease a little, feeling he could embarrass his friend one more time. “Aww, that's very sweet! Was this your date last night?”

Of course he didn't know Misha introduced her to the fans on his previous panel, so he was very surprised when everyone screamed “That's Lily!”

“Oh... What an epic fail, I didn't know it was public knowledge. Okay, next question!”

Misha laughed proudly and they answered a few more questions, toyed with stuffed pandas, tried to answer the last few questions very fast, made fun of another Russian fan with a huge accent, and then it was time to go, so all the guests came to join them on stage to say thank you and goodbye.

They left on Carry On My Wayward Son music, and Lily stood up with Rebecca to go find everyone in the green room for a final drink before leaving.

Once again, when she opened the door, West ran into her and she lifted him in her arms, kissing him on his cheek. She couldn't help it, he was too damn cute!

“I think you have the same children magnet sense your grandfather had.” She heard Misha say behind her so she turned around to face him and smiled.

“She does!” His mother confirmed.

“Nah... I think he just liked you throwing me in the water last week. It broke the ice obviously.”

“YAY!” West screamed and giggled so they all laughed.

“I wanna play!”

“Oh right... I didn't forget sweetie, but there is no piano here, you'll have to come see me at work.”

She winked at him and he instinctively turned to his dad with a look full of hope.

“We will, West. Promise.”

Lily heard her phone buzzing so she put West on the ground and froze when she saw Peter's name on her screen.

When she didn't answer, he texted her “I miss you”. She didn't reply anything, maybe she would later.

“When is your flight?” Misha asked.

“Tomorrow morning.”

Misha’s face lightened. “That is perfect! It means we can do something together tonight because I fly back tomorrow too.”

“I spent the day walking in Rome, please tell me you don’t plan to go hiking.”

“God no, I’m too tired for that. I just thought maybe we could start your Supernatural catching up session.”

“I can’t promise you I won’t fall asleep in front of it but okay.” She laughed.

“Hey beautiful, your hands are empty! Misha, where are your manners? You could at least offer a drink to the lady.”

Ty interrupted, two glasses of champagne in his hand, offering one to Lily.

“Thanks, Ty.” She smiled at him and took the drink.

“You're welcome. Did I hear Misha say you’re catching up tonight? Do you still need a hand to hold?”

Misha's face went blank. Lily felt suddenly very uncomfortable and tucked a lock of hair behind her ear, while Rebecca looked at his son sideways.

“Uh... I’ll scream if I need help, but I think I’ll be fine. Thank you for the offer anyway. I appreciate.” She winked at Ty and he smiled back at her.

They drank and chatted a few more and it was soon time to leave for a lot of the cast members. They all left except Misha and his family, Sebastian and Richard.

They decided to go eat somewhere all together, and after dinner, they went back to their hotel.

Of course, the kids were exhausted so Vicki went back to their room to put them to bed while Misha went with Lily in her room to start the viewing of Supernatural.

“Vicki's really a different woman. I mean... in a good way, of course.” Lily said while opening the popcorn bag. Misha was searching the TV for the pilot.

“She is. That's why I love her.”

“I mean... you're here with another woman's room instead of spending the evening with her and she doesn't even mind. I would go crazy. What's her secret?”

Misha scoffed. “You wouldn't believe me. One day I'll tell you.”

He sat on the bed, leaning against the board.

“So much mystery.” Lily laughed, sitting next to him.

“Ready?” He asked pointing at the TV with the remote in his hand.

“Is it really scary?”

He smiled “For you, yes. Especially the first season.”

She had to admit she wasn't a fan of horror shows.

Misha pressed the play button and it started, showing the Winchester's home, and suddenly Misha remembered what the first scene was about and doubted she would like it. Except for the demon part, she almost could relate.

Lily was chewing on her popcorn when Mary got stuck in the ceiling. How ironic... her mom's name was Mary too.

She forgot her popcorn as soon as the fire started to appear though.

“Oh my god!” She sat up on the bed, put the bag of popcorn down and held her stomach.

“Sorry... I should probably have warned you about the first scene... I kinda forgot what it was about. Are you okay?”

She turned to look at him so he paused the video.

“I just watched Mary burning on the ceiling trying to save her son, how do you think I am?”

She wasn't expecting that. Ghosts, demons, monsters and jump scares, yes, but not that!

“Fair enough.” he replied softly. “How about we skip to the part where I come in so you can make fun of me?”

She couldn't help but closed her eyes and laughed softly.

“Sounds good.”

He searched for season four and started playing episode one when she leaned back against the bed board.

“Oh, Jensen being ripped apart by invisible beasts. That's definitely better!” She sarcastically commented while watching the recap.

“Told you it was gross and scary.”

“And people wonder why I don't watch TV,” she sighed. “You won't... get hurt or whatever, right?”

“Ehh... not right away. I'll warn you.”

They watched the whole episode, but Lily was confused when she didn't see Misha after more than thirty minutes.

“The suspense is killing me...”

“Here I come.” He winked at her when Castiel was about to appear for the first time.

She couldn't believe how badass of an entrance he made!

“Holy shit! They know how to introduce a character, don't they?” She was interrupted by Castiel's deep voice and she burst out laughing. “What happened to your voice?? Were you sick?”

Misha laughed too. “Bad acting choice. I'm stuck with it now.”

“Aw don't say it's bad, it's kinda sexy, I just wasn't prepared. Just like... I wasn't prepared to see you being shot and stabbed.”

“You'll get used to it.”

By the end of episode two, Lily was surprised to find herself leaning on Misha. When the hell did that happen? What made her sitting back in her previous position was the super dark tone Castiel used to warn Dean that he should “show him some respect”... Jesus Christ that was hot, and it made her realize she was too close to him.

She smirked and slowly turned her head to look at him with a kinky look in her eyes.

“What?” Misha frowned.

“Talk like that to a woman and her ovaries will explode in two seconds.”

He laughed loudly. “Bullshit!”

“Not at all. It's a fact.”

He sat up a little and stared at her insistently. “May I experiment?”

She held his gaze, and just to look into his piercing blue eyes made her stomach flip. So it was still there... He still had that effect on her.

Bad idea.

She cleared her throat. “Nope. I'm supposed to make fun of you, remember?”

“True. Shoot, I'm ready.” He leaned back on the board and crossed his arms.

She wanted to find something funny to say. Something she would use to pick on him during the whole catching up sessions. Problem was, she couldn't fake it right now. She knelt on the bed and clapped her hands on her thighs, shaking her head.

“I'm... I'm just super proud of you.”

They shared a look full of tenderness and Misha smiled softly, looking like he couldn't say anything.

“Sorry if I sound like your mom, but it's true. I probably don't even know the half of what you do now, but I needed you to know that anyway. I'm sure it wasn't easy everyday and I know where you come from, so yeah... I'm proud of you, Misha.”

He couldn't erase the smile from his face. It was always nice to hear someone say that, but it was even more pleasant coming from her.

“How do you think I felt when I came to see you playing the other night? I was proud of you too.”

When they heard a phone vibrating, they both looked at the night stand. They saw Lily's screen lighting up with Peter's name again. She sighed but picked her phone up, knowing he wouldn't give up so soon.

“I'll be back soon.” she said leaving the room to go in the hallway for more privacy.

“Peter?”

“Heyyy finally she picks up! Where are you? I missed you too much, I stopped by your apartment but nobody's here. Not even Katie.”

She heard his desperate voice and her heart clenched instantly. She could hear he was not in a happy mood.

“I'm... in Rome.”

He didn't answer right away, probably trying to figure out if he heard right.

“What do you want, Peter? I thought I was clear when I said I have nothing to say to you anymore.”

“What are you doing in Rome? A concert?”

“No. Vacation. I don't have a lot of time Peter, get to the point or I'll hang up.”

“Alright, Alright...» he sniffed “I... I don't even know. I needed to see you. I'm sure you can't throw so many years together in the trash just like that. I really miss you, Lily. I regret what I did and... well...”

“I'm at the other end of the planet, do you realize we can't discuss this right now or your phone bill will explode?”

“When?”

She sighed again. “I'll call you when I'm back.”

“Do you miss me too?”

She stayed quiet for what appeared to be long minutes, but were in fact a few seconds. She actually DID miss him, but she wasn't ready to forgive. Not yet, at least. It did hurt too bad.

“I don't know. I have to go, Peter. Katie's waiting for me. Bye.” She lied and hung up without even waiting for his answer.

She leaned against the wall and breathed deeply to relax before coming back in her room. Misha was still on the bed, checking his phone.

“Hey, are you okay?” he asked when he saw her serious expression.

“Yeah.” She sat next to him and put her phone back on the nightstand.

“You sure? You were smiling a few minutes ago...”

They made eye contact and she couldn't help but smiled at him. He had that effect, making people smile in every circumstances.

“Yes, I'm good.”

“He's got a thing for popping out of nowhere when we least expect it.”

She laughed weakly, remembering the night he came by her apartment when she was catching up with Misha.

“He's... He's not feeling too good I guess.”

“So he calls you?”

Lily looked down at her hands. Misha didn't want to sound rude, but he really didn't like the guy and had trouble not showing it. He hurt her and that was enough to protect her from him. He didn't deserve her.

“He said he regrets what he did to me.” Lily almost whispered.

He scoffed “Of course he does... Do you... do you consider forgiving him?”

“No! …. yeah?... I don't know. I don't wanna talk about him anymore.”

Misha sighed and clenched his teeth, but took her hand in his.

“He hurt you, Lily... He cheated on you. Can you forgive that? Can you really trust him again?”

She took her hand away from him.

“I don't know, Misha! I said I don't wanna talk about it anymore. Turn the TV back on or go back to your room, but please stop talking about it!”

He sighed heavily and picked the remote up to press the play button before leaning back against the bed board crossing his arms. He said nothing. Lily observed him for a while and finally leaned next to him.

“When can we go back to Northfield?” He asked after a few minutes, not even watching the TV anymore.

“You're asking me? You're the one with the rockstar schedule.”

“We could go for your birthday next month? Or we could wait the end of June and go back the day it happened. I'm done filming anyway and Gishwhes is in august.”

“Gishwhat? What's that thing? I heard you talking about it during your panel.”

He laughed “I'll show you. Answer the question.”

She sighed. Did she really want to go back so soon? Did she really need to turn that page with Misha? Maybe not... but he obviously needed it.

“Fine, let's wait the end of June then.”

Misha smiled, put his arm around her shoulder and kissed her temple.

“Thank you.”

“Yeah... You're welcome.”

She tried to resist, but being so close to him, feeling his warmth and his strong arm around her, she felt so good and safe that her eyelids soon started to feel very heavy. Before she knew it, she was sleeping against Misha, just like she did when she was sixteen, and it felt like heaven again.

#misha collins #fanfiction #when we were young #young!misha #long fic #slow built #misha/OFC

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All about that scene - Jensen Ackles x Reader

Title: All about that scene

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Warnings: Smut, So much fluff though

Summary: Jensen is single but he has feelings for his costar on Supernatural, you. Your characters are also attracted to each other so the time comes for you to finally film a bed scene. Only problem is that it doesn’t seem that realistic to the director so the you two actually end up doing it for real.

A/N: As it was “requested” in a way, I finally got the chance to write this long ass story! It was so hard not to let ‘Dean’ slip as I wrote this thing but it came along.

“And you're all done! Just, Jensen, please try not to mess it up too much, yeah?”

“Well, he can't make any promises today.” Jared said to the makeup artist with a smirk, earning a sharp look from Jensen, as they both got up from their seats, exited and made their way to grab a coffee and something to eat.

“Alright, ok.” Jared huffed, tired of the silence that had set between the two of them “So you're not even gonna try to talk about this now huh?” Jared raised an eyebrow, looking at his friend who forced himself to focus on the task at hand to occupy his mind from thinking about the upcoming work and even more one particular upcoming scene.

“Yes, exactly. Yep.” Jensen muttered, making Jared roll his eyes but smirk softly nonetheless. He let a small pause follow between the two of them as Jensen tried to pick what to eat.

“So you will just keep acting as if it's not gonna happen at all hm?” he asked again.

Without meeting his eyes Jensen nodded his head, mutter a “Yep”

“And-” Jared narrowed his eyes, noticing how Jensen was on edge despite how cool he tried to look “You will pretend like everything's just normal?”

“Yep” Jensen once more nodded his head. Jared could hardly fight the grin when in such a normal situation he noticed the way Jensen's eyes still moved around nervously. Everything was in fact normal, at least for the rest of the world apart from two people: Jensen and you. Everything should be perfectly normal for grown up adults and great actors such as you two and yet it wasn't. For something that shouldn't considered harder than a walk in the park for two experienced actors, who also happened to be great friends, had turned into the most nerve-wracking experience for the both of you, except you didn't know about what the other was going through.

“You're gonna act like it's all cool and just keep up with your morning routine just like every other time?”

“Yep” Jensen mumbled.

“Like it's any other day at work where you have a scene or two, maybe pull a prank on Misha or Alex, and you're done and ready to pass out on your trailer?” he asked again, pressing more.

“Yep” was Jensen's quick reply.

“Even... even if you have your first kissing and bed scene with (Y/n) today?” he asked in a cool yet teasing voice tone, noticing how Jensen hesitated for the first time, blinking slowly and clearing his throat before he mumbled a lower “Yep”

“Even if it's, like, the first kiss you two ever share? Cameras or not there, you have to make it believable you know.”

Another pause for Jensen, longer than the previous one but he shook his head and mumbled a “Yep”

“Oh ok, then.” Jared took a sip of his coffee, watching his friends closely “So, you say you're gonna pull this off even if you're a mess of nervousness and awkwardness like any teen with their crush would be?”

“Yep” came from his lips before he could stop it, but when his eyes snapped at Jared and he took notice of the grin that had spread on his lips, realization downed on him “Wait- What? No! I mean yes. I mean-” he shook his head dragging a hand down his face “Shut up, alright? This is more complicated than you think but-” he raised a finger “It has nothing to do with (Y/n) or the scene we have! It's... something entirely different.”

“Sure, very convincing.” Jared muttered when he noticed his friend look away “That's why you're avoiding her worse than the plague huh?”

“I'm not-” Jensen instantly went to defend himself but stopped, an not just because his voice came out slightly high-pitched or because he felt his face warm up very dangerously, but because he knew there was no arguing that he had been clearly avoiding you. He hated it, more than Jared could even understand, he hated putting even the slightest bit of distance between you when every cell in his body just craved for your soft hand on his shoulder, your sweet laugh to grace his eyes and your beautiful eyes to brighten up his entire day. Usually, not a day went by that, whether you were or not on set, he wouldn't contact you with a text or call to say good morning or ask you about your day, always needing to hear your voice at least for once. However, ever since he got the script about the particular scene he had been unable to look you in the eyes without fearing that he would blurt out much more than he should and would just end up ruining your friendship.

“Exactly.” Jared chuckled, watching as Jensen's eyes lowered to his “You're lucky she hasn't noticed or been hurt by this because she's been too nervous to be around you as well.”

“Nervous?” Jensen's eyes snapped up, his interest peaking “Did she... tell you she was nervous?”

“Well, not directly, no.” Jared shrugged “But you know, she's always trying to keep busy with filming and when she's not on set she's in her trailer,'Going over some lines.' so I guess it's obvious. She's clearly trying to isolate herself a bit, lots of actors do that before an important movie or scene, so I'm guessing this one might be of some significance to her.” he tried to say as casually as he could but all the while kept his eyes on his best friend, trying to figure out his feelings or thoughts while trying to catch some sort of reaction.

Jensen's eyes moved back and forth as he looked down at his hands, chewing on his lower lip without realizing “Even with a scene like this? She's done it before, you've seen her movies, or even here on set.” he pointed out, earning another shrug from Jared.

“Well, I suppose... it's not always the same though.”

“And you think that's b-because...” he looked up and trailed off, waiting and wanting more than anything for Jared to complete his sentence.

“Well, that's more than obvious.” Jared chuckled softly, bring his cup closer to his lips again “Because it's you. It's you that she has the bed scene with and not just any other costar and that's what makes her nervous.”

Jensen could swear he held his breath for longer than a full minute, staring with almost wide eyes at his friend. For a moment he was sure his heart had stopped beating at hearing the words Jared said, the spark of hope he felt turned into a blazing fire. As if thinking that a bed scene with Jensen made you as nervous as it made the man wasn't enough to make his hopes go up and his heart go on overdrive anyway. But the inner battle he had going on at the moment was too hard to ignore, and as much as he wanted to believe it, he couldn't when every time you interacted you'd show to him how much of a great friend he was to you. So, in the end, he really scoffed, shaking his head and trying to swallow over the lump in his throat.

“No.” he breathed out, focusing back on his coffee “No, that's not it. She's just- Something else must be on her mind, that's all. And it certainly is not about me.”

“Seriously?” Sam breathed out, scoffing but pursing his lips angrily “You're unbelievable, you know?” he started, earning a confused look from the older actor “It's- I thought I would pull some prank on you, have a good laugh out of how jumpy you are or how much you act like a teen about to ask their crush on prom, but now? Now I'm just pissed off. You won't admit your feelings to her? Fine, that's fine, you need your time. You don't see the way (Y/n) looks at you, especially when you're not looking at her, fine, you're more than oblivious after all. But you don't listen to me or everyone else, heck even the fans, point out how much she actually might feel something for you, then I think you're really just asking for it.”

“Asking for what?” Jensen's voice was more gruff as his throat felt tight.

“Asking for her to just blurt out that she's in freaking love with you as well!” Jared couldn't keep himself from exclaiming but thankfully nobody was around to listen but Jensen, who felt all air get knocked out of his lungs. There was something about Jared actually saying it because he was sure it was true that made his heart leap to his throat because it verified the fact that it wasn't all his wishful thinking. He didn't need to say anything because his expression spoke a million words.

“Just-” Jared caught himself laughing softly when he took notice of the awe-struck and stunned expression on his face “Try not be the one to blurt out your feelings for her first, alright? Especially during the scene, keep in mind that you'll need to ask her out on a date before you say anything serious. You're a grown ass man, not a 16-year-old chick, as hard as it is to remember with (Y/n)around. And above all... good luck with all of it!” he patted his friend on the shoulder with a grin.

“Yeah” a forced chuckle left Jensen's lips, but it wasn't as tight or nervous as before because a small sigh of relief did slip past his lips “I think I'll need it.”

~*~

“Good luck, to the both of you!”

“He's Jensen freaking Ackles, he doesn't need it. If anything, I need all the luck in this world to not faint or have a heart attack when he kisses me.” you typed back your reply to Gen before putting your phone away and taking a big sip of your coffee. Not that you needed it, anyway.

You had enough energy to run a marathon, even if it was bright an early in the morning and you had not gotten any shut eye because of how nervous you were that you'd be kissing the man you've been in love with for three solid years. You were so on edge, your heart was hammering inside your chest and you'd constantly jump with every small sound you heard. You couldn't stop tapping your foot impatiently and checking the time every minute as you awaited and, at the same time, dreaded the moment filming would start. You were certain you were going to mess up one way or another, and there were so many possible ways that you could just embarrass yourself in font of the man who mattered the most to you.

That was mainly one of the reasons why you wouldn't talk to the man that much ever since you got the script. You needed him and his company more than you needed air to live, but you couldn't form the proper words in front of him because the only thing you could think about was how you were going to have to kiss those lips that pulled into a smile wheneverhe saw you. Not that you hadn't had the thought about kissing them before, it was very tempting, heck the man himself was the epitome of temptation, but not once did you imagine you would have to do it for the purpose of your role in Supernatural. Not to mention how much more you would have to do with the man for said show.

Things would have been so much easier if it wasn't him. If it wasn't the one person that had stolen your heart all those years ago but just another costar. This wasn't the first time you had such a scene to film, but it was the first time with Jensen in it and that alone was enough to turn you into a mess of nerves and anxiety.

“You're a lil tense, you know that hm?” a deep and low rough voice was heard as you felt two hands on your shoulders, massaging them gently and making you instantly relax under his touch. A soft breath left your lips, your eyes fluttered shut as you leaned into him in your chair, finally realizing how the lack of sleep and all the pacing in your trailer had worn you out.

“You need to loosen up a bit, you know I don't bite.” a small chuckle left his lips, ever-so-characteristic, and you didn't need to open your eyes to see who it was “Unless you'd like me to.” you could hear the smirk in his voice that just made you smile as well, despite your worries, because you had missed spending time with him so bad, plus you were so relaxed from his hands massaging your tense shoulders that the only sound that coul leave your lips was a soft, low moan “You'll see-” his voice was much closer to your ear “I'll go pleasurably sweet and slow on you.” he whispered, kissing the back of your head.

However as much as you relaxed under his touch, his words made your eyes snap open and your heart leap to your throat when realization hit you like a truck. Your body stiffened again and you took in a sharp inhale, pulling slightly away from him “I'm fine.” it was so fast and almost cold, it made you wince as Jensen pursed his lips and slowly let go of you, moving around your chair to kneel in front of you.

“I'm sorry, I- I didn't mean it like that.” you whispered, but he shook his head.

He gave you one of those half-smiles of his that took your breath away “Don't even. I was trying to make you relax but it was a terrible joke at the moment.”

“No, Jens, I'm- I'm used to that, really. It's not about what you said, I just guess-”

“That it's because of the day.” he completed your sentence and biting your lip, you gave him a small nod as a small pause followed between the two of you. He took that moment to really look at what you were wearing and he couldn't deny it made his breath hitch in his throat. It was a simple robe but when he gave it a second thought he realized you weren't wearing anything but your underwear underneath, the upper piece of which he'd be at least getting rid of, and that sent a shiver down his spine.

“So-” he cleared his throat, trying to make a conversation with you that felt like it was you first one “We have, like, that scene first? Not even the kissing one first?” of course he knew what scene you had first, he had not been able to stop thinking about it for hours.

“Uh yeah, seems like Robert just wants to get rid of this first.” you said, a small smile tugging at your lips “Mostly because he knows you have so many opportunities to mess it up.”

“Me?” he pretended to be shocked, placing a hand over his chest over-dramatically “Mess it up? Never! I was only planning to lick your cheek is all.” he winked at you, making you laugh but groan at the same time.

“Ew Jensen, no! Please don't.” you hid your face behind your hand “You're never gonna change, are you?”

“No, not the way I think about it.” he shrugged “But you... you are not your usual self, not today at least. Where's my sunshine? What did you do to her huh? You're far too serious and in deep thought today.”

“So what are you saying? I'm your sunshine?” you breathed out with a small laugh and he grinned.

“Didn't you know? Shame on me, I should have shown it before. But I promise to make up.” he placed a hand on top of yours, giving it a good squeeze “Yes. Yes you are. But right now you don't seem much like it, sadly. What's wrong, sweetheart?” he frowned deeply.

“Wh-what do you mean? Nothing's wrong. I'm just waiting for Robert to call us in, that's all.” you said but the way your eyes avoided to meet with his was all the verification he needed.

“No, you're really not.” he whispered, looking up at you with big green eyes that made your heart swell inside your chest “I know you like the back of my hand, or at least I'd like to think I do, and this is not your usual self, beautiful. You- you've been practically isolating yourself lately or overworking, or both. You didn't talk much to others and even worse you barely talked to me. You put distance between us and it kinda, I don't know-” he shrugged, his eyes casting down sadly as he gave you a bitter smile “Did I do something wrong?” he whispered when he looked up “Did I do something to you that I- I didn't realize it? Or did I say something stupid? I know I've been kinda distant too, I was in a place of my own, but I just- I wanna let you know I'm really sorry because I'd never want to-”

“Wh-what?!” you blinked, cutting him off, your eyes going wide “N-no, no! Jensen, no I would never ignore you. I swear, I-I didn't do it on purpose. I'm really-” you looked down at your hands, giving them a squeeze as Jensen held his breath, looking up at you with big expecting eyes “I was in a place of my own as well, that's all. I would never, and I mean it never,want to put distance between us, believe me. I guess-” you laughed softly, trying to ease his worries “I guess I'm too used to your craziness and playfulness that I can't go a ay without it even if I wanted to.”

A soft chuckle left his lips, almost of relief, as he lowered his head “I think I'm way too addicted to your morning hugs to stay away too.” he shrugged before getting slightly serious again “Either way, I just wanted to let you know that I realized I've been keeping away from you for a couple days but I didn't do it on purpose. I was just-” he rubbed the back of his neck, frowning at his own thoughts “I was just overthinking some stuff I realized I shouldn't and I was on edge because of it. And I wanted to let you know that if you're... going through the same, then there's nothing to worry about.” he placed a hand on your thigh and gave it a reassuring squeeze.

You were sure your eyes widened for a moment and that you felt your cheeks heat up, a lump forming in your throat when your skin tingled and goosebumps formed, making you wonder only how it would feel when he touched all of your body “Wh-what do you mean? I'm not worried or anything. It's just been some... personal stuff, that's all, I'm gonna work it out. It's not about... work or any of this, really.” you said but mostly looked around nervously at the crew setting up everything in specific order in Dean's room in the bunker for the scene.

His eyes followed yours for a moment, looking over his shoulder at everything before smiling softly to himself “It's ok to be nervous.” he whispered, making your head snap in his direction “Really, it is. I think it doesn't have to be an overly emotional scene to make us nervous that we won't pull it off. Everyone's got their own thing. Of course I-” he laughed a little embarrassed “I'm a total idiot that didn't see this until Jared pointed it out anyway. But if you've got a sing;e problem I could tell Robert, take it up on myself, and maybe cancel this. I- I don't know, anything you want, I could”

“No, Jensen, no!” you shook your head, your voice shaky as you felt extremely embarrassed “I'm not- I'm not getting nervous about this there is no need to do anything. My worries- this has nothing to do with them. Heck, I've done this so many times before, why would I have to-” you shifted in your seat nervously, avoiding his eyes as you felt your face burn.

“Hey” he whispered, cutting you off gently, squeezing your thigh “I told you, it's fine. It's not entirely one of the easiest scenes anyway and even I-” he stopped when he heard one of the crew members call out his name, a small sigh leaving his lips, before he gave you a boyish grin “Well, I guess that's my cue. I better gonna go get naked for you, now.” he winked, getting up on his feet “But I want you to know, I believe in you. I know that you'll nail it and rock my world into oblivion.” he whispered, his face closer to yours “And if you ever doubt it, remember that-” he leaned in, his lips only inches away from your ear “I'm nervous too.” before kissing your cheek and rushing off to get ready, leaving you only to eagerly await your first kiss with the man.

~*~

“Alright, everyone on positions?” you heard Robert's voice from up close but it sounded far more distant in your head. You were right next to the camera that was facing Jensen who stood inside the set in front of his bed in the bunker, very much shirtless, and yet that didn't seem to be the most terrifying thing of all as the fact that so would you be in a while. You gave all nodded, thankfully not so many crew members around for the scene, as you and Jensen got in character before he said loud enough “Action!”

Due to the new guidlines, I’m taking some extra measures just to be safe: You can read the smut part here!

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