#i missed doing these

[gyuswhore]

How seventeen would wake you up in the morning

masterlist

Seungcheol: yells. from every corner of the house. gives up when you don't budge after an hour and simply knocks out beside you

Jeonghan: pushes you off the bed after you refuse to get up at his first call. "oops"

Joshua: tries to serenade you awake. has to shake you between verses to get you to actually open your eyes.

Jun: classic wooden spoon to metal pot lid. nearly ends up single.

Soonyoung: raps fergalicious into a karaoke mic

Wonwoo: "it's past noon". its 8 am.

Jihoon: wakes you up suspiciously fresh 6 am. "why're you awake?" "why wouldn't I be its 6 am" he never went to bed

Seokmin: puts his ringer on full blast and lets it bludgeon your eardrums

Mingyu: those vibrating alarms that have you waking up thinking your under attack. he sleeps through the carnage.

Minghao: pulls you to a sitting position before you can even register being conscious.

Seungkwan: his lifelong ambition to hit a G10 begins in the shower. you wish he'd pick something else to do at 5 in the morning.

Vernon: gives up after the second try. confused why your upset when you wake up at 3 pm with a bone to pick with him.

Chan: tries to bribe you with breakfast. physically drags you by the ankles when his patience runs thin.

#idk if this is bad or not #I missed doing these #seventeen #seventeen fluff #seventeen reactions #seventeen scenarios #seventeen imagines #svt #seungcheol #jeonghan #joshua #jun #hoshi #wonwoo #woozi #dokyeom #mingyu #minghao #seungkwan #vernon #dino #svt fluff #svt scenarios #svt imagines #svt x reader #em.writes

[ef-1]

study in eyes pt2 | spa '23

#drivers stop wearinf hats challenge #i missed doing these #f1 #lewis hamilton #charles leclerc #daniel ricciardo #george russell #max verstappen #lance stroll #yuki tsunoda #belgian gp 2023

[fob4ever]

patrick stump & neal avron on tape notes podcast (12.15.23)

songwriting stuff, demos, lyric process, a bunch of things! they talk about the songs lftos, heaven iowa and smfsd.

long summary under the cut!

talked about how they sat outside “emo” because they leaned more towards hiphop/rnb, but also how they didn’t fit in the “pop” genre too and how they would be put on pop shows and “comparatively it was like slayer was playing” lmao “but we’re still a pop band!”

they experimented with reggae and 90s shoegaze and hardcore during the pandemic

they recorded most of stardust together in neal’s house :D at the beginning it was mostly just neal and patrick working together, at the end of the day everybody would come in to listen

patrick said he got “kinda obsessed” with streamlining pete’s lyrics in the chorus over the past few albums: “pete is very wordy. he has all these ideas that take up a lot of space.” and that their manager sat him down at lunch and said “don't do that. you guys used to ramble. why don't you ramble?” and lftos was the first song patrick put together after that convo

lftos writing process: patrick followed what he was feeling, and most of what he did in that song were things that years spent working in pop music had scared him off on doing.

the “every lover's got a little dagger in their hand” lyric tied it all together for patrick: “[i was] singing that line and EAGERLY emailing neal: listen to this!”

they play a little of the lftos demo (16:55). it's wild. VERY guitar-forward

“neal and i lost most of the demos for [folie a deux].” the burning of the library of alexandria. to me

talks about how the folie demos were infinitely stranger than the final versions, “psychedelic at times”

for stardust, they didn't really keep much of the demo stuff- patrick: “and my demos are pretty decent!”

lftos piano demo (21:35)

patrick: i want some drama. when i look back at our records, our best ones start off with a sense of melodrama

they play individual parts of the lftos instrumentation (31:25), andy's drums, pete's bass, joe's guitar. <3

bridges are patrick's favorite thing to write, because he just gets to play

patrick: "pete doesn't even send lyrics in lyric-form, he just sends words. and it's interesting when you see it- it's almost like one-liner after one-liner. and i'll just get an email of those, and then you kinda have to figure out what thematically goes together, what feels like the same song. but then i also try to keep lyrics together as much as possible, because i feel he's in a place where it does feel like one thought."

"when i read it, there's almost a passive thing where i just imagine what it sounds like to me. and [the lyrics for heaven, iowa] scared me a lot, because it felt kind of sparse, and i don't really like sparse- i don't really like singing by myself. [...] i don't like being so front and center, and i could tell that there was something really intimate about this song, and it was a big challenge for me."

everybody immediately went for the heaven, iowa demo- it's from the first stardust session and it took the longest to complete because patrick wasn't satisfied with just his voice over keys- "it was too naked."

patrick doesn't ask pete about lyrics because: "first off, he will not explain things. but second off, i think there is something to that. where i'll read his lyrics, and i'll interpret it one way, and years later i'll realize it's another way. there's so many double entendres that i've only gotten decades later, i'll be singing and go, 'OH it's a sex thing.'"

patrick really attaches to the story of a lyric, the craft of it, and then years later he'll be like "oh that was a HEAVY lyric. [and] pete must have felt that thing! i don't really question it when i'm writing- it's kindof unfair on him, like, should i check on him?"

heaven iowa instrumental demo/instruments isolated (53:30)

patrick would tell joe to "go nuts" on heaven, iowa!

neal talks about the ambient guitar pedal joe plays during heaven iowa and how it worked really well. patrick says this was the kind of thing that saved (the song).

patrick and andy double drummed at the same time in the studio for heaven iowa! <3

pete told joe to go "full slash" at the end of heaven iowa : )

patrick almost didn't send out the demo for the title track, smfsd! he was almost sure no one was going to like it, even though he liked it. but he sent it out, and it "kept surviving"

both patrick and neal brushed smfsd off because they assumed they "couldn't do that", but pete really pushed for it, which surprised patrick.

so much for stardust demo (1:25:07) patrick plays drums on it, sloppily. which he freely admits to lol. it is quite sloppy indeed

patrick: "i'm a drummer too, but andy and i are very different drummers. and it's very cool translating our things between each other, because he comes from metal (...) and i'm more a funk drummer."

lotsa joe layering in heaven iowa and smfsd : )

it was patrick's idea to do a lyrical callback in lftos/smfsd, and pete was hesitant about it. but patrick pushed for it, becasuse it made sense as "story beats"- "it's like 'empire strikes back'!"

patrick doesn't like to putz around the studio that much, he just wants to be recording something.

patrick: "my routine [during the writing of the album] was just to make it to the studio as on time as i can be- i have adhd, it's very difficult- but i'd be there within 10-15 minutes of when i was supposed to be there, and then we'd just work through it."

patrick's advice: FROM ELTON JOHN: when you find your producer that understands you, stick with them. patrick: "and that was on a record we didn't do with neal, and i remember thinking [makes unsure noises]..." also prioritize in the short-term, what's important. take a step back.

neal's advice: if music is your passion, do it, and do it all the time

patrick was afraid people wouldn't like him "rambling" in songs, even though it was honest and natural to him. he was terrified of doing it again, thinking people wouldn't like it. but people did! "don't subvert yourself too much."

the host asks for them to choose a stardust song to close out the podcast, and patrick chooses what a time to be alive :)

the end

#recap #: 3 #i missed doing these #there's also a bunch of technical music stuff they talked about that i didn't put in here because i don't understand <3 love and light

[suchscary]

super random lasso doodle

#my art #kz #katana zero #zero #doodle #I missed doing these

[phantom-of-the-501st]

Aziraphale's Decision

A mini essay on why Aziraphale's decision in S2 Ep 6 makes sense and why the Ineffable Husbands need to learn to communicate.

Let's get a couple of things out of the way first. 1. I've seen a lot of people discussing this over the last month and a half so this isn't exactly super unique but... whatever. I have thoughts! and 2. I am aware that have a posted in the past that I am a supporter of the coffee theory. Do I still agree with that statement? Errr... I'm not sure. I definitely think that there is something up with that coffee but Zira's final decision is so in-character that the idea that he is under the influence of something is weird to me. So I don't really know where I stand on that right now. But this isn't about coffee! This is about why Zira's decision makes sense.

TW: Mentions of manipulation and emotional abuse.

Abusive Relationship

Aziraphale's relationship with Heaven is definitely toxic, with the latter being the abusive power in the dynamic. For his entire existence, Zira has been trying to do what is good and for a long time he believed that that meant doing whatever Heaven asked. But being around Crowley, he began to realise something: Heaven's morals are actually rather questionable and the way they go about things leaves much to be desired. Crowley knows how unfair the system is and he spends many years trying to show Aziraphale that he shouldn't just abide by Heaven's laws.

"You're just an angel who goes along with Heaven as far as he can."

Crowley isn't trying to manipulate Aziraphale into being bad, just trying to make him realise that Heaven isn't quite all it's cracked up to be. And Aziraphale is aware of this, which is why he chooses to take the position of Supreme Archangel: not because he wants to go back to their way of doing things, but because he wants to use his new position to change the way the system works.

"I can make a difference."

It isn't about going back to the old way of doing things, it's about changing the system to fit what is the right thing to do. And Heaven knows that Aziraphale wants to do what is right, but they also know that Crowley has planted seeds of doubt in Aziraphale's mind which could cause him to dismantle the system.

So they manipulate him. They bring him back by offering him something he wants but they know he will never have: working in Heaven with Crowley by his side. The Metatron knows that Crowley would never come back, but he also knows that Aziraphale could never turn down the chance to have his closest companion by his side as an angel. Aziraphale takes the bait because, in his mind, he can create positive change; he can use the chance that Heaven is giving him to make a difference.

But that was never going to happen.

Parallels with Gabriel

Aziraphale believes that his position as Supreme Archangel would give him enough authority to make a change. But there are others (The Metraton, Crowley, the audience) who know that this isn't the case because Gabriel was the perfect example of how unfair the system is. Gabriel said no to Armageddon. He went against Heaven's wishes and flat out refused. And because he was Supreme Archangel, no-one could dispute him, right?

Wrong.

Because they will always be people higher up the ladder.

Gabriel didn't do what was required of him, so Heaven demoted him and wiped his memory. It didn't matter what his station was before, they kicked him down before he could cause any more trouble. And the same will end up happening to Aziraphale. It's a perfect example of why Heaven is so abusive: they offer Aziraphale a position of power, under the guise that he can make changes to the system while also having his most trusted companion by his side. But they are making this offer with the knowledge that they will always have the upper hand and at the end of the day, it doesn't matter what Zira does because they will always be able to kick him back down.

And the thing is, Crowley knows this. And not just in the sense that he knows that Heaven is a hierarchy made of abusive arseholes because of his own experiences. He knows because he saw exactly what happened to Gabriel. He saw the former Supreme Archangel's decision to refuse Armageddon, he saw the complete injustice that was the trial and he saw just how easily Heaven managed to knock him back down the ladder. And Crowley knows that the exact same thing can happen to Aziraphale.

Yet he doesn't tell Zira.

At no point does Crowley explain what he found out. At no point does he tell Aziraphale that Gabriel's position as Supreme Archangel meant absolutely nothing when he went against what Heaven wanted.

"When Heaven ends life here on Earth it will be just as dead as if Hell ended it!"

Yes, he tells Zira that Heaven can cause just as much destruction, be just as unfair as Hell, but he never tells Aziraphale the exact conditions that led Gabriel to where we saw him at the beginning of Season 2. Crowley knows but he doesn't tell Zira because these two have an awful habit of not actually telling each other important context (like how Zira never tells Crowley that he has Agnus Nutter's book while at the bandstand). These two are notoriously bad at sharing information.

Crowley knows that Aziraphale is never going to be able to enforce the change that he wants because he knows what happens when angels try to do that. But Zira doesn't know that he's getting himself into the exact mess that Gabriel did because no-one actually decided to explain anything to him!

Misunderstandings

And because Crowley and Aziraphale are notoriously bad at communicating, it means that they are on different but parallel wavelengths to each other. They want the same thing but they think the other person wants something different. They're final fight is very similar to the one at the beginning of the season, just in reverse.

"I fell like your exactly and my exactly are different exactlys".

At that point, they were saying the same thing but meaning two different, while here they want the same (to keep each other safe) but they are saying different things, which is leading to just as much confusion.

Aziraphale knows that the way that Heaven currently functions is bad; Crowley's lesson did reach him. But rather than abandoning it like Crowley, he believes that trying to change the system is the best way to go.

"It will be just like old times. Only even nicer!"

Zira wants to go back to having Crowley by his side in Heaven and he believes that after he has made the changes that the system needs, everything will be even better than before. He believes that it'll be nicer because he believes that he can fix the problems that Heaven has.

But Crowley doesn't see it that way. He thinks that Aziraphale will find things better because there will no longer be something wrong with Crowley. He thinks that Zira is saying he isn't good enough as he is and that only when he chooses to go back to Heaven and choose the path of righteousness that he will be what Aziraphale wants. They just don't understand what each other is saying.

Aziraphale believes that he can change Heaven so that it'll be good enough for Crowley, good enough to accept the Angel that they unfairly cast into Hellfire for simply asking questions. But Crowley thinks Zira is trying to make him good enough for Heaven, good enough for Aziraphale.

Aziraphale Was Never Going to Stay (and Crowley Was Never Going to Go)

And here's where things really fall apart and why it makes sense that they did. Not only do the two of them fail to communicate with each other, but they were never going to make the same decision because their beliefs as to what the right course of action is are different. Aziraphale believes in changing the system, digging out the rotten core of Heaven and making things better, making things the way they should be, into a system that doesn't punish others for asking questions. And he believes that he can do this.

But Crowley knows he can't. Crowley knows that there will always be a bigger fish in the pond, will always be a hurdle that is too great to jump over. In his mind, the best thing to do is to just leave it be, to walk away, to sever ties with a system that will never be anything other than toxic. But Aziraphale doesn't see this because Crowley never told him about how "Zira" was told to shut his stupid mouth and die without a trial, or how Gabriel had his memory wiped for daring to not do what was expected. Aziraphale was never going to be on the same wavelength as Crowley because he never knew the same information that Crowley did.

At the end of the day, they were never going to choose the same thing. While they both want to keep each other safe, and while they both want to spend the rest of their existence together, they were never going to be able to do so because their perspectives on what needed to change were never the same.

Concluding Thoughts

Aziraphale's choice isn't out of character. Nor is Crowley's. The problem is is that they can't communicate in a way where they truly understand each other's feelings and goals. And the thing is, their arguments are both entirely reasonable and unreasonable.

With the information that he has, and the manipulation that he has been through, believing that he can change the system makes total sense for Aziraphale. At the same time, asking Crowley, who he knows has had an incredibly painful past with Heaven, to go back is definitely not a good choice on his part. Similarly, Crowley's decision to stay away from the systems that have caused him so much grief is the healthiest choice for him to make. But to expect Aziraphale to make the same choice when Crowley himself has been keeping important information from him is unfair.

And they both need to work this out. They need to learn where they went wrong, they need to know where they need to heal and change and in order to do that they need some time apart. They need to face the consequences of their choices to understand where they stepped out of line.

And then they need to talk.

But it is both entirely their faults and not. It very much feels like a right person wrong time situation, where they are both what the other needs, but neither of them are in the right position to act as the support system that the other half requires. They both need to heal in order for things to work out.

And while it's painful and heartbreaking and a complete and utter mess, everything about the choices that they make makes sense.

@saturn-sends-hugs @nobody-expects-the-inquisitorius @here-comes-the-moose

#analysis time! #I missed doing these #but I also forgot how long they take #but here are some thoughts! #so enjoy #good omens #good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #Crowley x aziraphale #crowley #azirapahle

[sonelise]

show me how you smile

#HIIIII . EDIT TIME :D #sonelise #princess elise #sonic #my edits #sonic 06 #sonic the hedgehog #i missed doing these

[supermarvelgirl15]

Steven: You drink your coffee black, Marc?

Marc: Yes.

Steven: God, who hurt you?

Marc: Alphabetically or chronologically?

Steven: Let's forget I asked.

#i missed doing these #incorrect quotes #marvel #moon knight #mr knight #steven grant #marc spector #oscar isaac #source: unknown

[fanficwriter284]

is chuck allergic to anything?

Thanks for the ask anon!!!

Chucky's allergic to idiots....I'm just kidding.... (Sorta)...And even though he'll deny it he's extremely allergic to hibiscus. Doesn't make the form it's in. He's nearly died from it twice in his life. He received a crate full of jams and he so happened to eat the Jam that was made from Hibiscus his throat started itching but him being Chucky he still at the whole thing since he didn't think anything of it and his throat swelled shut.

Next was the time he drank Hibiscus tea....and....the same thing happened....and Tiffany was TRAUMATIZED.....(Thank god the Rays had EpiPens)

And when he was younger he was gifted face cream (From one of his relatives) that so happened to have Hibiscus...and in his words...."It felt like my face was being pressed against an iron"

It was not a fun one....

#I missed doing these #Chucky HC #Chucky #raysforever #tiffany valentine

[oneeyekitten80]

@allvalley100

Prompt: AFTERCARE

Tory’s hand aches as she tries to stretch out the fingers.

“Shit!,” she growls. Glaring daggers at Larusso who matches it, “The fuck was that for?” She frowns, rubbing her forehead.

“Don’t do that,” Larusso scowls, returning her fingers to Tory’s hand, “It’ll make it worse.”

Tory rolls her eyes, “Okay, Doctor.”

“Just be still,” Larusso sighs,finishing off the wrap, “There.”

Tory has to resist the urge to stretch her fingers again, “Thanks.”

Instantly, a smile spreads on Larusso’s face, “Wow, thanks from the queen cobra. What an honor.”

Butterflies shoot up to Tory’s throat, she looks away, “Whatever.”

#cobra kai #fanfic #allvalley100 #lanichols #samtory #i missed doing these

[a-walking-fandom-reference]

[ID: A nine-image stimboard themed around Eddie Diaz and Christmas. The images are, in order: a cat laying on their back batting at an ornament above them; a person running their thumb over red and gold tinsel; a Santa mug with hot chocolate held in front of a Christmas background, whipped cream, cinnamon, peppermint sprinkles, chocolate syrup, and a candy cane are added on top; a Christmas snow globe of a gingerbread house, with its glitter falling; a close-up picture of Eddie Diaz with Christmas lights in the background there is a red and gold glitter frame around it; an intricate gold snowflake ornament hanging on a tree slowly spinning; a hand holding a Christmas tree cookie; a hand running over a pine tree’s branches; a glittering Christmas tree seen through a window. END ID]

9-1-1 stimboards: Eddie Diaz (+ Christmas)

🎄 🐈 🎄 | 🐈 🎄 | 🐈 🎄 🐈

#reymond’s stimboards #eddie diaz #911 #911 on fox #christmas #stimboard #green stim #red stim #gold stim #cats #hands #flashing gif tw #cookies #food #hot chocolate #snowglobe #christmas tree #one of the few if only time i’ll make something for christmas but i just love him and he loves it so that makes me care #also cat lover eddie agenda for life #i missed doing these #autistic eddie diaz

[mysteriouslybluepirate]

RULES: put 5 songs you actually listen to, then tag 10 people.

Tagged by @mossiestpiglet, thank you so much! I've pulled up my Spotify repeats! (I've excluded any song for OFMD S2, so this is mostly my horror/writing mix :) )

1.) 20191009 I Like Her - Mac DeMarco

2.)Where the Watermelons Rot-Madelynne Whitt

3.)Cosmo Sheldrake - The Woods

4.) Let The Sunshine In - 5th Dimension

5.)It Will Come Back - Hozier

Shout out to this hour-long Cosmic Horror-inspired mood video I used for writing :D.

I can't wait to see y'alls taste in music(If I didn't tag you, don't be afraid to join in!!!!)!: @dianetastesmetal, @izzy-b-hands, @cononeillbreastingboobily, @estrogengerard, @gydima, @katarzyna-, @ramblingruminations, @little-spoon-izzy, @izzfleet, @jayjanus :D

#tag game #:D #I missed doing these #I get why the site at large stopped. but still

[suchscary]

lasso doodl

#my art #kz #katana zero #fifteen #I missed doing these

[stellartois]

the “i love you, ain’t that the worst thing you’ve ever heard?” chapter

he looks up, grinning like a devil

#“warner has been asleep all morning.” ahhhhhhh #i love how he was like ‘no you don’t’ at first all because of the same reason my heart shattered into a million pieces when: #“‘you don’t want to fix me then?’ ‘no.’ ‘you don’t?’ his voice is so SOFT and so SCARED i can scarcely hear it.” #he finds it hard to believe because he was ‘never given a chance at life’ #and ‘everyone already hates him’ and ‘hating him is a universally accepted fact’ #but HE’S BEEN ASLEEP ALL MORNING. #and then he wakes up and sees her and he smiles and it’s a SLEEPY sleepy smile #and he’s never been anything but ‘awake and alert and sharp’ #HE’S BEEN ASLEEP ALL MORNING. #the tags are part of these posts btw #i missed doing these #warnette #aaron warner #juliette ferrars #ella sommers #shatter me #unravel me #ignite me #restore me #defy me #imagine me #shatter me series #aaron x juliette #aaron x ella #bookblr #books #quotes #cruel summer #taylor swift #collections

[corvidae-arsenic]

[despair]

did yall miss me?

#ya boy is back #sort of #i missed doing these #takealook #life as a crime scene #my artwork #art #artists on tumblr #comic #thoughts #digital art #small artist #digital artist #growing up #i guess #mental health #anxiety

[hinderr]

// major spoilers for 'a study on nature and nurture'

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anyway fun chapter!! fun fun fun chapter. detail time

-The Mandalorian, S2E16 (The Rescue)

-Nature, Chapter 9 (Found you)

#the mandalorian #grogu djarin #study on nature and nurture #i missed doing these

[lanawritesalittle]

Meet the Writer Tag!

Thanks for the tag, Pax @magic-is-something-we-create !!

Rules: Make yourself using this picrew and answer the questions below!

(I have more piercings than this and my hair is currently red, but the only red hair option was way too bright. Ft the perpetual distracted, off-in-space look I always have)

3 Fun Facts about me:

I can’t whistle. I try. I suck at it very terribly

If left to my own devices, I can and will take upwards of three naps a day. I love being asleep

I’m trying to teach myself to animate!

Favourite season:

Winter! I hate the heat and winter really does not get that cold where I live at all, so it’s usually just Nice

Continent where I live:

Australia!!

How I spend my time:

Playing genshin impact when I should be studying (It’s an obsession and im sorry,), re-watching the same two shows over and over again, planning wips, and very rarely actually writing. I also draw!

Are you published?

I am not! I’ve never actually finished writing a book in my life oops

Introvert or Extrovert?

Incredibly introverted, but I’ll reach out sometimes. I love talking to people but I am constantly terrified of bothering them

Favourite meal:

Fried rice! And any kind of pasta. God I love pasta

Gonna leave this as an open tag! I haven't been around in a While so I really don't know who's active anymore. But if you wanna participate, have at it!

#tag game #meet the writer tag #tagged #thank you for the tag!! #i missed doing these