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alastor-is-best-deer-boi · 4 months

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Cute Lucifer, Lilith, and baby Charlie headcanons

Under the cut so I don't dash stretcher spam someone

Was absolutely overjoyed when Lilith told him he was going to be a father. Probably got teary-eyed let's be real.

Immediately started planning stuff with Lilith even though they had nine months, he wanted to be prepared.

Really hated seeing Lilith feeling ill and not feeling good in general. Helped her with whatever he could.

It got to the point that he became a little too helpful and overprotective. Lilith had to quickly remind him that she could still do plenty of things.

Before they decided on names, he'd call the baby "Duckling"

Originally thought it would've been strange talking to Duckling before they were born but sort of fell into the habit of it. Started telling hem about everything.

Charlie definitely recognized both of her parents' voices when she was born because of this.

Lucifer and Lilith going baby clothes shopping! Once they found out they were having a girl, Lucifer had the urge to buy all the cutest little dresses.

Attempted to build the crib but didn't understand the instructions (Lilith had to help)

Multiple instances of reality sinking in for him that he was going to be a father which caused some anxiety about if he'd be good at being a father or not.

He and Lilith were there for each other about each of their worries, which helped.

Reading a lot of baby books helped too.

Panicked more than Lilith when she went into labor but quickly managed to pull himself together because he didn't want to make it worse.

Was by Lilith's side the whole time, never wanted to leave her. Most supportive husband.

Definitely cried a little when Charlie was born.

Fun fact one of the first colors babies see is red, which means Charlie really paid attention to her dad's eyes 🥹

He came up with the Char Char nickname soon after she was born.

Loved to hold her, loved all the "baby cuddles" as he put it.

Got so much cute aggression/overwhelmed with love that he'd bury his face into Lilith's shoulder (while they were all cuddling together) and mutter about how he couldn't take how cute Charlie was.

His favorite thing to do was kiss the cute little circles on Charlie’s cheeks.

Lucifer always volunteered to take care of Charlie when she woke up in the night or at the very least brought Charlie to her mother so Lilith wouldn't have to get out of bed to feed her.

He loved all the important skin-to-skin time, holding a sleepy Charlie against his chest and hear her calm breathing.

Both parents made sure to keep a baby book and write in it constantly as well as taking baby photos.

There was no reason for either of them to wear their usual fancy clothes so Lucifer and Lilith were out here wearing t-shirts and sweat pants on a regular basis.

Lucifer got really excited when Charlie entered her babbling stage. Would always talk to her despite getting babbles in response.

Lucifer and Lilith singing lullabies to Charlie is a given.

Lucifer and Lilith having a friendly competition to see if Charlie would say Mama or Dada first.

Charlie ended up saying Duck. (Lucifer considered it a win)

Her second word was Mama. And then Dada was third.

Lucifer actively holding back tears when he'd hear Charlie’s happy giggles.

Lucifer doing the parent thing of pretending to eat her little fingers and feet to make her laugh.

Lucifer: "Charlie can crawl now!" *realizing his baby can basically free roam now" "Charlie can crawl now... oh no"

They extra baby proofed the castle when that happened.

Lucifer and Lilith cheering and encouraging Charlie when she took her first steps.

Lucifer and Lilith trying not to laugh when Charlie would try new foods like ice cream or a lemon.

*Charlie lovingly aggressively patting Lucifer's face* Lucifer: "Charlie, I know you're a baby and you're not good at this yet, but you're going to take my eye out"

Whenever Charlie does a certain thing, Lilith and Lucifer discuss who she learned it from.

Charlie copying her father's expressions a lot and Lilith laughing saying how similar they are (Lucifer doesn't see it)

*that one scene from Modern Family but it's Lucifer and Lilith trying to get Charlie out of the car after accidentally locking her in*

Lucifer flying while holding Charlie and letting her "fly" around the castle.

Lilith is always like "Not too high!"

Lucifer carrying Charlie around in a baby carrier or sling(?)

Lucifer coming up with excuses every time he brings Charlie to a meeting.

Lilith very gently playing "toss little Charlie like a sack of potatoes" on the bed or anywhere with a lot of cushions (Lucifer almost always has an aneurysm watching this despite nothing bad happening)

Charlie always getting plenty of cuddles and kisses from her parents :')

Lilith: "Luce, you can't cry every time Charlie cries..." Lucifer 😢 "watch me"

Charlie’s parents always telling her bedtime stories.

Lucifer: "Charlie fell asleep on me and now I can't move"

Charlie having glow up stars on her bedroom ceiling that work as night lights.

Lucifer out somewhere with Charlie: "It's getting late, I better get this one home" Charlie, sleepy but fighting it: "No.. no, no, no" Lucifer amused: "Yesss"

Charlie going to her parents every time there's loud thunder or something and them holding her and making her feel safe.

Charlie having bad dreams and insisting on sleeping in her parents' bed when she's scared. (Lucifer can never tell her no)

Little Charlie trying to get her parents' attention: "Look! Look! Watch!" *does a little spin and a hop* Lucifer and Lilith clapping: "Good job!!"

Lilith: "Charlie, we color on paper, not the floor" Charlie: "No I just 'tending" Lilith: "But you are coloring the floor, do you want some paper?" Charlie aggressively shoving the crayons away: "All done!"

Charlie always coming up with the craziest games to play. Lucifer is constantly confused but goes along with it.

Lucifer and Lilith telling each other crazy things Charlie did at the end of the day after she's gone to bed.

Lucifer getting emotional every now and then about how fast Charlie is growing up. :( Lilith's feels the same and they try to comfort each other.

Ending on a happier note, Charlie drawing pictures for her parents. Lilith keeps them on the fridge. Lucifer keeps some framed in his office.

That's all I have for now.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel amazon prime #hazbin hotel lucifer #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel charlie #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel lilith #lilith morningstar #lilith x lucifer #lucifer x lilith #hazbin hotel headcanon #my writing #hazbin hotel fanfic

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argumentativeaxolotl · 10 months

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Random Human AU Cars headcanons that probably don’t make any sense before I go to bed bc I can.

Lightning McQueen:

- Has accidentally called Doc “dad” before

- Has accidentally called Strip “dad” as well

- Bro can literally not stop moving- like he will not sit still and he tries so hard

- He has the shortest attention span ever if it doesn’t have to do with his friends or racing

- He actually really enjoys American Football and plays a modified version with Mater sometimes

- He was an orphan growing up

- Bro would 100% go apeshit feral if he lost a game of Uno

- Loves carnivals

- Dog person

- Forgets he’s rich sometimes and he can make his own decisions about money

- His love language is hugs and gifts

- He bought the Hot Wheels of his car and continues to buy every variation

Chick Hicks:

- Bit other kids as a child

- Filled water guns with lemonade and shot at people’s eyes

- Daddy issues(actually this is canon isn’t it?)

- Cat person

- Frighteningly good at card games like Casino “house always wins” levels of good. Like bro will somehow know what your cards are without even looking at them

- He put rocks in snowballs

- Alcoholic

- Loves anything horror, gorey, and True Crime

- He’s notoriously bad at getting people gifts, like seriously bro is not allowed to buy anything for anyone for Christmas or their birthdays that’s how bad it is(someone usually gets it for him)

- He probably has a huge gambling problem

- His love language is giving gifts

- He gives gifts as a form of apology because he’s shit at words

- Literally the best mustache in all of cars- like he keeps that thing at top condition 101% of the time

- He never actually finished school because his dad forced him into racing as soon as he could

- Probably had rabies at one point and somehow survived

- If you somehow manage to become a good friend of his, he’ll actually be super chill w/ you

- Rich as FUCK

Strip Weathers:

- Legally adopted Cal after his parents passed away(or sumn idk)

- Has several scars on his arm from the crash during the tie-breaker race

- He, Tex, Lynda, and Cal were practically inseparable after the crash

- He and Tex are literally the bestest of buds like they are homies to the MAX

- He doesn’t hold any ill-will against Chick even if he should and is allowed to

- The “Boy Scout” of racing(think Superman or Captain America)

- He listens to “Old Town Road” by Lil Nas X while working with his horses. Cal cringes every time.

- He never swears unless he’s serious about something or is extremely upset or concerned

- He almost fainted when he met Doc for the first time, almost immediately asking for an autograph

- He has a ranch full of horses and enjoys horse racing as well as car racing

- Received an apology gift of both cologne and a miniature trophy from Chick

- He let Chick sign his cast after the crash

- He’s tried to teach Lightning and Bobby how to ride horses with Cal’s help. It did not go well

- He wanted to be a doctor for a little while before switching career paths

- Racing is literally in his blood(he comes from a very VERY long line of racers)

- Weirdly good at writing. Like for no reason.

- He heavily fanboyed over Doc when he was younger

Doc Hudson:

- He loves Lightning as his son

- He thinks of Sally as a surrogate daughter

- Unironically says “back in my day” whenever he’s telling a story

- He owns a shotgun and it’s hidden away in his house, far away from Lightning(who keeps trying to find it with no luck)

- He knows the most shit out of everyone and all their backstories. Bro hears the gossip and goes “nice”

- He loves watching fruit dissection videos on YouTube for some reason

- Bro is great at knitting. Like seriously. Give him ten seconds and you’ll have a whole ass sweater with a theme and everything

- He is an alcoholic(especially after his crash)

- Never got married or had children… until Lightning and Sally lmaooo

- He nearly started crying tears of joy when Lightning called him dad the first time

- He has several large burns and scars on his legs and lower back from the crash(like shit is really bad dude)

- His favorite movie is the original ghost busters

- He is a cat person

- He is a neat freak at heart yet gave up trying to clean out his garage because of all the bad memories

#cars 2006 #human lightning mcqueen #humanized cars #chick hicks #headcanon #lightning mcqueen headcanon #chick hicks headcanon #humanized chick hicks #doc hudson #strip weathers #humanized strip weathers #humanized doc Hudson #headcanons #humanization #I’m really tired lmao #it’s like 1 am #i’m very tired #lmaooo

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cometzblitz · 1 year

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HIHI

could you do a yandere alphabet for wally? (BTW I LOVE YOUR WRITING STYLE ITS JUST SO RIENRKEKDJDKDMFKSKFNSK)

Your So Kind Omg😭

Im Glad You Love My Writing Style!

And Yes Of Course! Ill Try My Best:]

Yandere Alphabet: Wally.

A: Affection.

How Affectionate Is Wally With His Darling?

He Is So Affectionate To His Darling So Long As You Allow Him To Give It. You Want To Hold Hands? No Problem! You Want To Stay In Home And Just Cuddle? While Not The Best With Hugs, Sure! Not To Mention He Loves Peppering Your Face In Kisses,On Your Nose, Your Forehead, Cheeks, Lips! He Loves Doing It.

B: Blood.

How Bloody/Messy Is Wally Willing To Get For His Darling?

Wally Isn't A Messy Person Therefore He Isn't Very Messy When It Comes To His Darling. It's Only Him, The Other Neighbours And You So He Has An Image To Up Keep When Dealing With The Other Neighbours. After All! He's The Most Friendly And Approachable One Right? When It Came Out You And Wally Were Dating Non Of The Neighbours Disrespected That So He Never Had To Do Anything. But If There Was A Scenario Where He Felt Particularly...Threatened By A New Face For Him And His Darling He'd Be More Then Willing To Make A Mess. He'd Play The Blood Of As Red Paint Anyhow:)

C: Cruelty.

Once Taken, How Would Wally Act Towards His Darling?

Very Loving And Affectionate.

He's Just So Happy To Finally Have You Within His Grasp! And He Certainly Has No Plans Of Letting You Go Any Time Soon, That Would Just Be Silly. If You Were To Act Out Though And Reject His Affection He Just Resorts To..Isolation, He Never Wants To Lay His Hands On His Darling So He Figure's Some Time To Yourself In The Basement Of Home Would Do You Some Good.

D: Darling.

Apart From The Abduction, Would Wally Do Anything Else That's Against His Darlings Liking?

Apart From The...Occasional Stalking When Your Out And About And Just Constantly Watching You Like Your A Prized Piece Of Art, Wally Is Likely To Never Do Anything Against His Darlings Liking. He Likes Seeing You Smile, Laugh! Everything About You And He Wouldn't Want To Ruin That By Doing Something Against Your Wishes. That's Only If Nothing Threatened To Take You Away From Him.

E: Exposed.

How Vulnerable Is Wally When It Comes To His Darling? How Much Of His Heart Does He Expose To You?

God Wally Is So Vulnerable When It Comes To His Darling, He'd Worship You! Shower You In Love, Give You Everything You Want[Apart From Freedom Of Course] So If You Were Smart You'd Use That To Your Advantage And Run. Because You'll Only Have One Chance Before He Begins Watching You Like A Hawk!

F: Fighting Back.

How Does Wally Act When His Darling Fights Back?

At First Wally Finds It Amusing When You Fight Back, Your Fighting Spirit Is One Of The Many Things He Loves About You! But When Your Continuously Fighting Back Against His Love? He Gradually Gets Annoyed, Why Couldn't You Accept His Love And Affection? He Knew Better Then To Lash Out And Get Upset, That Would Scare His Darling Wouldn't It? It'd Be Better To Be Patient That Way You Can See Just How Much He Loves You And How Much He Really Means When He Say's He Wont Hurt You.

G: Game.

Does Wally Think Of This Whole Thing As A Game?

Not At All! The Love He Has For His Darling Is Not A Game, It's Genuine Feelings! Sure His Darling Can Act A Little Funny At Times When Your Out Of It But He Doesn't See It As A Game. What He Does Find A Game Is When You And Him Play Hide And Seek! He's Upset He's The One Constantly Seeking Though...

H: Hell.

What Would The Darling's Worst Experience Be With Wally?

Probably The Isolation In The Basement? Again Wally Would Never Want To Lay His Hands On You In A Negative Way So There Would Definitely Be No Physical Harm. Being Locked In A Dingy Basement In Complete Silence While Wally Refuses To Acknowledge Your Existence Till You Accept His Love. Home On The Other Hand Is A Whole New Story.

I: Ideal's.

What Future Does Wally Wish To Have With His Darling?

The One Thing Wally Wishes To Have Is Just To Have His Darling Stay With Him Forever. He Wants To Wake Up To See Your Beautiful Face Every Morning, Wants To Show Off His Portraits Of You, Wants To Take You On Silly Little Dates, Something Like A Picnic! Or Spend Rainy Days With You. If He Could, He'd Give You His Stuffing Heart If That Keeps You With Him.

J: Jealousy.

Does Wally Get Jealous? If So How Does He Handle It?

Wally Very Rarely Get's Jealous, He Knows You Belong To Him! And No One Can Take That Away. Though There Are Moments Where He Can Be Jealous When You Pay Much More Attention To Someone Else Then Him. He Wouldn't Mind If He Were Given More Attention? But If You Pay More Mind To Someone Else And Basically Ignore Him And Only Acknowledge Him Every Now And Then, That's When He Can Be Jealous. When That Happens He Often Prevents You Leaving For A Day Or Two, Him Clinging To His Darling, Cuddling And Peppering Them In Extra Love To Remind You Just Who You Belong To.

K: Kisses.

How Does Wally Kiss His Darling? What's His Favorite Place To Kiss?

Wally Is Willing To Kiss His Darling Anywhere, The Nose, Cheek, Lips, Over Scars Anywhere! He Does Enjoy Kissing Your Knuckles Quite Alot Though, It's What Happened In Some Of Sally's Plays And He Quite Liked It! His Kisses Are Very Gentle, Always Treating His Darling Like Fragile Glass, If There Is Any Chance He's Rough With His Kisses, It's When He's Being Quick And Peppering Your Face With Kisses.

L: Love.

How Does Wally Go About Expressing His Love To His Darling?

Well Before The Whole Abduction, He'd Constantly Spend Time With You! Give You Little Gifts And Trinkets, Hell Sometimes He'd Send A Cute Little Love Letter Confessing Just How Much He Loves His Darling Before Giving It Off To Eddie To Deliver. After He Has You In His Grasp, Constantly Holding His Darling's Hand Is To Be Expected Or A Scarily Growing Amount Of Portraits He's Painted Of You With Little Love Message's On The Back Of The Canva's He Leaves For You To Find.

M: Mask.

Does Wally Hide How He Acts Towards His Darling Infront Of Others?

No, He Has No Need To!

The Only Thing He Hide's Is That The Relationship Was Forced From The Start..But Now You Willingly Love Him! So Why Does It Matter? All The Other Neighbours Know Your In A Relationship So He See's No Need In Hiding The Love He Has For His Darling.

N: Naughty.

How Does Wally Punish His Darling Once They Act Out?

Again, Wally Doesn't Ever Want To Lay His Hands On His Darling So He Never Does Anything Physical. Only Ever Resulting To Isolation, Constantly Telling You How Much He Loves You And How No One Loves You As Much As He Does. He Just Locks You Up, Gives You Time To Think To Yourself! The Real Thing That'll Do Damage Is Home, Ever Try To Leave The Home Without Wally Knowing Or While Your Currently Under Punishment Can Result In The Door Slamming Back On Your Fingers, If You Were To Try And Leave Through The Windows? The Window Slams Down Too, Harsh Enough To Bruise For Some Time.

O: Oppression.

How Many Rights Would Wally Take From His Darling?

You've Most Definitely Lost The Right Of Ever Being Alone, He Is Always There With You. Of Course That's A Different Case When Your Being Punished, That's When You Ever Get A Chance At Being Alone. He's Fine With You Going Out And Socialising! But He'll Be There When It Happens, So Make Sure To Pay Attention To Him Too.

P: Patience.

How Patient Is Wally With His Darling?

It Depends, At Time's He's Very Patient. Understands That His Darling Needs Time To Adjust To The Changes Therefore He Is More Then Patient. But At Other Time's He Wanted Nothing More Then To Shower You In The Love You Deserve So Much! You Rejecting It Annoys Him So Much.

Q: Quit.

How Would Wally Act If His Darling Had Passed/Successfully Escaped? Would He Ever Move On?

Move On? Oh God No Never! If His Darling Was To Somehow Escape He'd Never Stop Searching, He'd Have To Be Just A Pile Of Stuffing To Stop Searching For His Darling. If His Darling Passed However, Still He'd Never Move On, He'd Grieve Your Loss Greatly. He'd Continue To Paint Portraits Of You Just So He'd Never Forget What You Look Like.

R: Regret.

Would Wally Ever Regret Taking His Darling? Would He Let Them Go?

No He Doesn't Regret It And He Doubts He Ever Will. He Just Loves His Darling So Much And He Wants Nothing More Then To Love You Forever! Is That So Wrong?

So It's Doubtful He'd Ever Let His Darling Go.

S: Stigma.

What Brought This Side Of Wally?

Just His Darling Themselves! The Way They Smiled At Him, Treated Him Ever So Kind...Didn't Even Freak Once You Had Realised Home Was Alive! You Still Treated Him Normally, So Kindly. Your Kind Nature Really Is Just What Drew Him Towards His Darling. That Isn't All Though..Your Personality, Your Looks, The Way You'd Get Excited When The Topic Of Your Hobbies Came Up, He Loved It All! And He Just Knew He'd Have To Keep His Darling To Himself Before Anyone Else Tried To Take Them Away From Him.

T: Tears.

How Does Wally React When His Darling Cries/Tries To Isolate Themselves?

Wally Loves It When You Cry, You Just Look So Pretty! It Were Like Your Tears Were Gems. Given He Never Left You Alone Unless For A Punishment, His Darling Would Be Unsuccessful With Trying To Isolate Themselves. He'd Be There Right Next To You, Trapping You In A Very Loose Hug Just Comforting You. Sometimes He'll Even Make His Darling Rest Their Head On His Lap And He'd Gently Stroke Their Hair.

U: Unique.

Does Wally Do Anything That The Typically Yandere Wouldn't Do?

Not Really? He Stalks, Gets Jealous, Is Willing To Get Messy For His Darling..He'd Do Just About Anything The Normal Yandere Would Do.

V: Vice.

What Weakness Can Wally's Darling Exploit In Order To Escape?

Wally Practically Holds His Heart Out To His Darling. He's Willing To Get You Anything If You Ask Him To! So With Some Words And Some Gentle Kisses, You Could Probably Convince Him To Go Out On A Quick Walk Or Something. You'd Have To Be Quick Though, The Moment Wally Is Aware Your Trying To Leave, You Wouldn't Ever Get A Chance Like That Again.

W: Wit's End.

If Wally Lost All Patience Would He Ever Snap?

He'd Get Upset Yes, He'd Never Lay His Hands On His Darling Though. His Smile Could Be Twitching Like He Wanted To Frown, If He Had Veins There's A Chance They Could Be Bulging. He Might Raise His Voice Abit, But It's Highly Likely He'd Apologise For That Later, Explaining That He Had Simply Lost His Patience.

X: Xoanon.

Does Wally Worship His Darling?

Absolutely He Does.

He Treats You Like A Goddess/God Who's Blessed Home. Wally Even Has A Little Shrine Of You! You Don't Know Of It's Existence But It Is There! He Most Definitely Would Pray To You If He Could. But He Settles On Loads Of Gifts, Trinkets And Love.

Y: Yearn.

How Long Does Wally Yearn For His Darling Before Snapping And Just Taking Them?

He'd Be Waiting For So Long, Waiting For His Darling To Return His Feelings. If Completely Oblivious He'd Try And Make It Obvious But If Still Nothing He'd Just Have To Take You! He Couldn't Keep Waiting Now Could He? Wally Just Had To Have His Darling Within His Grasp! If You Rejected His Feelings Right Away? Tough Luck.

Your His Now!

Z: Zenith.

Would Wally Ever Break His Darling?

No, He Couldn't Bring Himself To Do That. Your Personality Is One Of The Many Things He Loves! And Breaking You Would Just Remove One Of The Most Obvious Thing He Loves About You.

I Hope You Like It Anon!

Sorry It Took Some Time To Get Out.

#wally darling #welcome home #welcome home arg #welcome home puppet show #welcome home wally #yandere wally darling #yandere wally darling x reader

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apple-orchards-writings · 4 months

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OHHH ALPHA SYDNEY WITH OMEGA KYLAR... Howls about it. How simple things seem when they're younger (probably before they present), how complicated it all gets as they grow up...

Sydney noticing Kylar being bothered by people in the library and going to do something about it, because barred from talking to them or not, Kylar doesn't look well (and part of Sydney still cares for them), full of cornered-animal fury but looking closer to collapse than they've ever seen, and the library is their responsibility, and they Can do something here, it'd be worse not to and surely the Lord would understand - only to be hit with the full force of Kylar's heat (preheat?) once they've shooed off the others, their heart that's already beating fast with the stress of confrontation speeding up for a different reason...

(The pure force of want that hits them frightens them. Their mouth starts to water, eyes dilate, they have to hold their cross to steady themself (maybe haven't ever been so close to an omega in heat before) - but they can't focus on that, can't afford to indulge the sinful thoughts and Kylar is still staring wide-eyed up at them and they can't, they need to get them somewhere safe, as much as part of them aches to lean in closer and scent them and mark them and take care of them, Kylar looks ill, they need to go to the nurse, or they need to go to Sirris, and and and...)

(God. And to be KYLAR here, cornered (yet again.) but knowing it's so much worse this time because they're going into heat, they're going to be vulnerable soon and these bastards can *smell* it on them, they have their pepper spray but they'd get another assault charge with so many witnesses - they just need to get away, to make sure they aren't followed, they need to get home and cobble together some nest to curl around their owl in, hide away in for a while and...

Suddenly they don't have to endure it anymore. They're being saved, someone's coming to their defense, and their heart jumps into their throat before they realize it's Sydney standing there with a ruler in hand, putting off pheromones Kylar never would've expected from them, actually talking to them again, for once, worrying about them... THE MIX OF EMOTIONS GETS ME!!!)

Whether either of Sydney's intentions pan out, or Kylar just runs away instead, Sydney ends up going home early, too. They feel distracted, feverish, they... God. They're beginning to get frustrated with their chastity belt, which is a mortifying thing to even think. They're clearly ill. (A/N: that's rough rut, buddy...) They can't stop thinking about it.

(Unbeknownst, Kylar might be having a very similar reaction in their own house.)

(BONUS: ohhh there is some connection to be drawn between scentmarking in omegaverse and body writing . Leaving a mark people can smell/see, whether just friendly or far more intimate...)

im dead and buried anon jesus christ i could kiss you omg

Kylar that night, feeling obviously conflicted, because, on one hand, that's Sydney, their former friend that hasn't talked to them in years, and reconnecting now of all times has to be a joke. But on the other hand... Sydney saved them, and that look in their eyes at that moment was, was just... Incandescent, as well as just purely indecent. The hot feeling in their gut won't go away, and every time they remember Sydney's face and the want in their eyes, Kylar can't help but grind on their plushie and bury themselves deeper in their nest.

They spend their whole heat just fantasizing about what could've happened in the library, desperately rutting into their pillows while picturing Sydney's face and body. Once the heat passes, they'll obviously have very mixed feelings, but in the moment, this is all that's getting them off. Imagining being Sydney's omega, having Sydney as their alpha, the life they could have... It's putting them in a trance.

Meanwhile, Sirris is getting worried, Sydney hasn't come out of their room for dinner and their voice is very strained when Sirris asks what's wrong. Maybe it's just sickness ? But what kind of sickness requires the help of the toolbox and lubricant ?

Once they're both ready to come back to school, Kylar is surprised to see Sydney waiting for them at the school entrance, and even more shocked when the latter quite literally douses them in their scent. They're too stunned to even think about getting away, and Sydney takes this opportunity to ruffle their hair and slip away with a smile. Surprisingly, they get bullied less the following days.

(oh man i had such a blast reading your ask i was literally jumping around thinking about this !!!)

#apple answers #dol kylar #dol sydney #kylar the loner #sydney the fallen #sydney the faithful #kylsyd #sydlar

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quivntana · 4 months

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HIIII so ik ive restarted my page basically to post glee stuff and things from other fandoms, WHICH I WILL BE MAKING A POST ABOUT IN THE FUTURE !! but i wanted to announce that ill also be posting some short stories i write :3 this is a little old story but ill post it here like its new; go along with it 😭 ITS CALLED:

“Happy Four Years, Dork..”

It was a rather clear Saturday afternoon. Clouds parading the sky. Sun shining down on all the little people down below. There was a slight breeze causing the grass and trees to sway. The girls had been driving for a while. Quinn had a blindfold covering her eyes. Her hand holding Tanas in a nervous but excited state. She hummed in joy before she continued to try and ask for hints. “C'mon tell mee, i want to make sure you’re not about to ditch me somewhere in the desert.” Quinn would joke. Santana's eyebrows furrowed as she kept her eyes on the road. “Believe me I would never do that. Now quit trying to interrogate me here. I'm trying to drive.” Santana would announce in a teasing tone. Quinn huffed as that was her last attempt at trying to get the secret plan out of Santana.

Santana had planned this whole day out since it was their four year anniversary that day. Santana had gotten the blonde girl a gift as soon as she had woken up. Quinn had an idea on how to spend their day but Santana took care of that. She had planned a beautiful picnic at Quinn's favorite park. The park was filled with nature and was always kept clean. It was like a movie scene during the afternoons, which was why she was trying to get there as soon as she could. A mutual friend (Kurt) Had helped Santana set everything up without Quinn knowing. He helped plan the food, scenery, even a small guitarist who was going to sing her favorite song. Of course Santana was appreciative of Kurt for this. It probably wouldn't have gone well if she had planned it all by herself. It would’ve probably been a disaster. Luckily, the girls had finally made it to the park; barely anyone there. Santana excitedly parked before she spoke up. “Okay Q, we’re here .. now you sit tight for a second while i come help you out.” She’d say with a smile.

Quinn would nod eagerly though she couldn't see shit. Laughing at herself she sat in the car as she heard Santana exit. To be fair this was quite nerve wracking for Quinn. There was no need to be nervous since it was Tana, the girl who's been with her through thick and thin, the one who's dealt with her for four whole damn years as girlfriends. They had been dealing with each other for much longer .. since kindergarten. These two girls have been there for each other since day one. Quinn couldn't have asked for a better partner in crime. Santana quickly snapped Quinn out of her thoughts as the door opened. “It's just me..” Santana would announce in case the blonde girl threw some punches. Tana then gently held Quinns hands helping her out of the car. She watched as a smile quickly formed onto her face. Santana practically just fell in love all over again. She laughed silently before they finally made it to the spot.

Santana hummed in excitement. “Okay, let me help you with this..” Santana would say in a softer tone untying the blindfold and slipping it away from Quinn's eyes. She peaked over the girl's shoulder to see her reaction. Quinn's eyes widened, her jaw falling agape slightly. A small sniffle was heard before Quinn turned towards Tana. Santana stood there with her head tilted slightly and a warm smile on her face. “Happy four years dork..” Santana said with a soft teasing tone. Quinn, who was practically crying, threw herself into Santana's arms for a tight hug.. Some tears of happiness flowed down her cheeks. Quinn laughed aloud. “Thank you Santana.” was all she could say at that moment. She was so filled with joy. The pair stood there for a moment in each other's embrace with smiles from each one. Santana was glad Quinn liked the surprise, she was happy how it turned out.

After that moment, Quinn finally let go from the tight embrace turning back to see the beautiful scenery in front of her. Quinn had wiped her tears with one hand, and the other was interlocked with Santanas. The two walked towards the picnic mat that was on the grass. A basket with some of Quinn's favorite snacks was set on top with some roses. The two sat down on the picnic mat still holding each other’s hands. Quinn had let go for a moment unpacking the basket with a small laugh. “You even got my weird snacks in here.” Quinn would say sniffling with a smile. Quinn had a few “weird snacks” as Santana would call them. Santana would refuse to eat them but she kept note of them which came in handy for today. As the blonde girl continued to unpack Santana would just observe with hearts practically forming in her eyes. She heard a soft laugh which snapped her out of it. “Quit staring ..” Quinn had said with a small huff.

Santana smiled at her. “Whaat, I'm not staring ..” She replied. Her cheeks turned pink in embarrassment from being caught. Quinn would laugh, shaking her head. “Yeah sure you weren't.” She replied. “What else do you have planned for today, creeper.” She would ask, causing Santana to laugh afterwards. “Hey, I'm not going to spoil the surprise.” Santana would say, causing Quinn to roll her eyes playfully. The two finally dug into the food, Quinn forcing Santana to at least try her weird food combos. Surprisingly she had liked one or two. Both girls had spent some time talking, and snacking. Quinn laughed loudly a few times. It was as if the two were the only ones. The only ones in the world. Everything and everyone around them seemed to disappear. It was always like that whenever the girls were doing something together. They liked it that way anyway.

As the girls continued to act like lovebirds they had made it to the ice cream part of the basket. Two pints, one strawberry and one vanilla; Quinn quickly grabbed the strawberry pint with a smile. “Ohh my godd i haven't eaten strawberry ice cream in soo long!” She exaggerated. “You literally ate it last weekend.” Santana spoke up teasingly. Quinn pushed her arm playfully. “Whatever..” She replied in the same tone. Quinn opened up the pint and took a spoonful quickly. Her shoulders melted showing how good the ice cream tasted. Santana would just laugh seeing the girl's reaction. Not shortly after, a boy had walked up with a guitar and a small box in his back pocket. He had looked at Santana first, nodding his head as if he was waiting for Santana to signal back. Quinn had looked between both of them with a confused look before Santana gave the same head nod.

The boy quickly sat down in front of them on the grass, trying not to invade. He took a big inhale before his fingers started to strum the guitar. The tune was Quinn's favorite song, “My love Mine all Mine” by Mitski. Though the song was mainly played on the piano and drums; Santana had forced the boy to make it work with his guitar. As the boy continued to strum, Santana had begun to sing along; though it had been a while she had tried her best. Quinn had always loved listening to Santana sing so this was the cherry on top. As the two continued with the song, Quinn had brought her knees up to her chest, observing the raven haired girl with hearts forming in her eyes. (cartoon style) As Santana continued the song she couldn't help but turn red at the hazel eyes that were on her. Suddenly she felt a few more eyes on her. When she had finished the song and finally was brought back to reality, she looked around to see people from afar watching and clapping.

The boy who had been playing the guitar had also begun clapping. Santana shyly smiled in gratitude at everyones clapping and cheering. When the crowd had left, Quinn seemed to be star struck. Quinn quickly spoke up. “You sound perfect every time.” She would say taking Santana's hands again. The boy who had played the guitar cleared his throat before taking the box out of his pocket and handing it to Quinn. He smiled at the pair before leaving. “I had forgotten I told him to do that.” Satnata spoke up with a laugh. Quinn shook her head with the box in her hands. She shook the small box with a smile. “I wonder what this could be~” Quinn teased before opening the box to reveal a ring, with an S on it. Quinn's eyes quickly widened before looking up at Santana who had her eyebrows furrowed. Santana was nervous about the blonde's reaction.

“Tana.. what?” Quinn said with an awkward laugh before Santana shook her head. “Don't worry I know what you might be thinking, this isn't an engagement ring.” She had reassured her. Quinn was still confused but calmed down. Santana nervously took the ring in her hands before showing Quinn her hand. The raven haired girl's hand had a ring just like that one with a Q on it. “It is a ring though .. a promise ring.” Santana began, Quinn looking up at her with her eyes widened. “Quinn , these four years together have been amazing , perfect even.” Santana said, looking down at her hands nervously. “You make everyday feel like a movie; whether we’re on the couch watching Jersey Shore together or on a date just talking .. it's always perfect.” She said, causing Quinn's eyes to start to water.

“I got us matching promise rings to show that I promise to continue loving you. I promise to love you till our wedding day. And yes I have that planned too.” Santana said, adding the last part with a laugh. She had begun to choke up, causing her voice to break a few times. “I thought today was the perfect day to do this because you know i suck at doing relationship things. Will you accept the ring?” Santana said Quinn had been looking at her with a soft expression letting her tears flow silently. “Oh tana..” Was all Quinn could say. She smiled nodding before leaning in for a quick kiss. Tears and all. After Santana had helped Quinn put on the ring, both girls had been silent, not an awkward silent but a comfortable one. After everything they just needed to soak it all up. Whipping away the tears that had been shed during their intimate moment.

As the silence carried it was sundown already, it didn't feel like long but the girls quickly ditched the picnic mat to go walk around. They were hand in hand going down a slim, rocky path. Santana had been collecting the flowers that they passed to form a small bouquet. Quinn was in her own world, her hand grazing the long grass that they passed. When the bouquet was big enough Tana decided to give it to her. “Psst.” She said, “Look at what I made.” She added with a soft tone handing the blonde girl the flowers. Quinn’s expression softened. “Awe T.” She said with a warm smile taking the bouquet in her hands and smelling them before looking back at the raven haired girl beside her. “I love them .. thank you.” She said as they continued to walk. “I hoped you liked today .. I know you had plans and I felt terrible for making you ignore them.” Santana began, her expression soft.

Quinn shook her head. “It was no issue my love, I'm glad I canceled them for this.” She said with another warm smile. “Today couldn't have been more perfect.” She added. Santana smirked. “I dunno about that~” She teased as Santana stopped in her tracks. “Hm?” Quinn hummed. Santana pushed through some tall grass and trees before they made it out to a lake where the sunset had been reflecting onto. The orange and pink colors from the sky colored the water beautifully. As the sun was setting, bird chirping could be heard faintly. This moment calmed the pair. “I spoke too soon.” Quinn would say lowly, whispering almost. The blonde had rested her head onto the raven haired girl's shoulder as they were tangled together watching the sun set. You could hear all of nature's noises. They spent that moment watching the sun settle, as it did Santana led the way back towards the path making sure her girlfriend wasn't bitten by anything.

She’d probably fight the bug that bit her. They continued the path back towards their spot before they were met with fireflies. Quinn had quickly gone to go catch them only catching two before the rest flew off. She held them cupped in her hand before showing Santana. Santana peaked into her hands watching them turn on and off crawling all over the girl's hand. “Ew , what do they feel like?” She asked, only because she's never held an insect in her life because those r gross, ew. “I don't even notice them honestly.” The blonde replied. Santana raised an eyebrow. Quinn began to speak. “I hold them every chance I get, do you wanna hold one?” She asked, continuing to keep her hands closed. Santana was hesitant but nodded.

Quinn opened her hands and let the two fireflies crawl onto her hand. Santana quickly began. “Nope nope nope take your creatures back.” She said trying to keep her calm in case they bit her. Which they weren't going to .. I doubt they would bite. Quinn laughed, taking the bugs back quickly letting them fly out of her hand. She shook her head at Santana's reaction. “You are such a baby Tana, they weren't going to do you any harm .. I wouldn't let that happen.” Quinn stated, taking the girl's hand into hers. Santana shook off her disgusted feeling from the bugs and shook her head. “Never again blondie.” She stated as they finally made it back to the main area of the park.

They collected their belongings and threw away their trash. Santana was going to let Kurt deal with it or let some homeless man take it. Quinn obviously didn't let that happen and made Santana get everything and pack it into the car. The trunk was packed with the basket and mat. On the ride home the two were still hand in hand. Quinn made herself comfortable on the arm rest laying on her own arm but keeping Tanas hand in front. She knew if she slept on Tanas arm while they drove it would be a disaster cause she can't multitask for shit. While Quinn slept, Santana had peeked down watching her snore quietly. Quinn denied every snoring accusation Santana threw her way because she thought that was an ick but honestly; Santana found it cute.

It wasn't the loud obnoxious snoring, it was the silent but noticeable snoring. It was Santana's favorite thing about the blonde girl. On the drive, Santana was stopped at a red light that was taking longer than usual to turn green. She found the opportunity to make sure the girl wasn't cold. Covering her with a spare jacket she had in the back seat. Once Quinn was covered Santana kissed the blonde's temple and whispered. “I love you.” which was something she usually didn't say..

#quinntana #gleek #glee #glee fanfiction #wlw post #wlw story #quinn fabray #santana lopez #naya rivera #dianna agron #picnic #cute story #short story #wlw #sfw story

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hanniejji · 2 years

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I GOT IDEA FOR MAPLE AFTER THIS EVENT OMGOMG!!! Mihoyo ily mwa mwa!!

Btw ik you said you will focus on writing other things but i need to write this BEFORE I FORGET THIS😓😒

It says that Kazuha's mother died, now i have 2 ideas. What if Kazuha's mother died while giving birth to Maple or what if their mother died of illness.

For now we will do the second one 🥳!

So yk when you did au where Kazuha left Maple with Kamisato siblings?

Let's say some months after Kazuha left, Maple started to feel weird. They would get more tired, even whitout doing physically hard job, they would get sick often,it's hard for them to fall asleep and they feel weak in general. Maple at first ignore it, thinking it was nothing, but after 4 weeks they told Kamisato siblings about how weird they feel lately. Ayato called a private doctor (i bet they have a private doctor) to check what is wrong with Maple.

AND TA DA!!

Maple got the same illness that their mother had, doctor said that he will keep and eye on Maple and check them here and there to see if it is bad, and that Maple should rest for a while.

(ofc Ayato wrote a letter or smth for kazuha to inform him, but that everything seems fine for now and he shouldn't be too worried)

It was going well, everything seem normal, but one day....it just...went down, you know. Maple suddenly felt worse than before. Maple got a high fever, started to feel really weak and they barely got any sleep. Their condition got worse everyday.

At that time visions hunt decree ended and Kazuha was excited to see his beloved sibling after so long! After battle,first location he went was Kamisato estate. He was expecting to see Maple doing well and happy. But...he was wrong!😱 When he entered the estate he was meet with Ayaka's (we love her!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️) sad eyes and Ayato right beside her. He asked where is Maple.

"Kaedehara we- *sigh*about Maple, last 2 days they... their condition got worse and doctor said that,well..."

"They don't have much time left." Ayato finished Ayaka's sentence." Their room is at the end of hall on right."

(Let me tell you, kazuha was faster than Sonic at that moment)

When Kazuha opened the door he saw Maple laying on bed,sleeping. Their look so...weak. Kazuha kneeled beside them, holding their tiny hands in his. Their hands were so cold and their breathing was heavy, they were slightly shaking and they had sweat on their forehead.At that moment Kazuha literally felt like a damn sword went through his chest. He didn't know what to do, he just stared at them. He felt like his whole world was destroyed.He didn't want to believe it, Maple is so young and innocent, they didn't deserve that.

"Nii-san?" He was bring back when he heard his little sibling's voice. His little Maple, his everything. They sound so weak, he barely heard them.

"is this really you? Am I dreaming?"

He kissed their forehead and laid his bandaged hand on their warm cheek. "H-hey there...No, you're not dreaming, it's me...it's all alright now, its gonna be o-okay." He didn't notice tears running down his cheek, he was to focused on Maple.

"Rest for now,okay? I'll tell you everything about my travels once you get b-better, alright?"

"Okay... goodnight nii-san..."

"Goodnight little one, p-please get better soon."

My this is so long for what 😧 yeah there is probably so much grammar mistakes but eh. NO CUZ THIS IS LONG I DIDN'T MEAN IT TO BE THAT LONG. Have a good day/night!!! <3

-🍑

fuck you

#that's it that's the response #fuck you affectionately #asks #nonnie #maple.ask #🍑.hive

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ahoy-robin · 2 years

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Just a Cold

Robin x reader (girlfriend!reader but i don’t use she/her)

Reader comes down with a cold but everything is better when the best girlfriend anyone could ask for, Robin, shows up.

927 words

a/n: this is my first time writing something that isn’t a headcannon? so congrats to me? yay? but also i have so far to go but this is fun. also writing about being sick while being sick? that's crazy

A knock on your door pulls you out of a light nap. You turn your head to face the door, seeing your girlfriend leaning against the frame.

“Hey bubs. How ya’ feeling?” Robin loudly whispers as she walks over, places her bag on the floor and sits at the foot of your bed. Dramatically you turn your head away and throw your arms over your face.

“I’m diseased!” you cry, although muffled.

“You are not ‘diseased’, Y/N. You have a cold.” Robin laughs pulling your arms down to see your face.

“You don’t know that, what if I have some new mutated virus and I’m going to infect the whole planet?” you insist and Robin nods along entertaining your ideas.

“Poor Y/N, do you want me to call Steve’s little science children to come run experiments on you?” she jokes cupping your face with her hand.

“I guess not, no need in spreading my disease to them too.” You push your self up to sit against your headboard.

Skipping school was not a normal occurrence for you. The day before when you weren’t there, Robin was distraught and called you immediately during a free period. So today Robin came over to your house as soon as school let out. You hated not seeing your girlfriend the last few days due to your illness and she held the same sentiment.

“I brought your schoolwork. And you can use my notes if you want, but I know you think my handwriting is sloppy” she jokes. Robin hands you a folder of your papers and her notebook.

“That’s only because your pretty brain works too fast for you hand to keep up. It means your like supes smart, babe.” you ramble flipping through the pages of her book.

“‘Supes smart?’” she mocks your choice of words knowing it’s probably all the flu meds talking.

“Robin, you know like 4 languages? You’re like a genius in my book” you look at her in all seriousness. Robin blushes and looks away, eyes wandering around your room.

She gets up from the bed and wanders to your bookshelf to admire your knickknacks and pictures. This was a habit of hers. Sometimes you’d rearrange things to see if she’d notice or hide little messages for her to find.

“Ya’ gonna look through my stuff every time you come over?”, glancing up from your papers, you see her hunched over, smiling in front of your shelves.

“Just this picture...” she picks up an intricate metal frame that holds a picture from your childhood.

“I love this one, you look so cute. You still smile like this when you get really excited.” She brings the picture over to the bed.

It’s a picture of you standing on a beach with an ear-to-ear smile. You have a big hat on and a pail in your hand. Tilting the frame for you to see, she uses her other hand to poke your cheek. You roll your eyes and dismiss her antics.

“Yeah I was like 6, and little did I know, right after this picture was taken I got knocked on my ass by a couple of puny waves”

“Still” she stands to put the frame back on your shelf “it’s very cute”.

Robins grabs her bag and brings it to the bed. Sitting on the bed, she knocks down a few of your tissues and squishes in real close to you.

“Along with your homework, I brought us a couple of movies from work. Ya’ know the kind you like that are so bad they’re good?” Robin rambles as she pulls various movies out her bag.

“Woah woah woah wait, Robin. I appreciate the gesture, but you can’t hang out here? You’ll get sick and I don't want you to get sick.” you grab her hands in your with concern.

“No no, y/n, I won’t get sick. I promise. I have an immune system of steel.” She kisses your hands and locks eyes with you in reassurance.

“Promise?” you furrow your brows to look serious.

“I swear. Although in the slight, and I mean very slight, chance that I get sick, you’ll get to take care of me. So it’s basically a win-win.”

You roll your eyes and ultimately agree to her plan. (robin 100% got sick the next week. of course you took the opportunity to say “i told you so”. nevertheless, you took care of your lovely sick girlfriend.)

You trudge to your living room with your comforter wrapped around you. Robin grabbed the movies and your tissue box before following you to the couch. Robin’s quick with setting up the first movie. When she sits down on the couch you let her get comfortable before you lay on your side, head in her lap.

“I can’t guarantee I won’t fall asleep” you mumble as the movie opens.

“It’s ok bubs, I planned on spending all day here, sleep as long as you need” she brushes her fingers over your head gently.

Your face warms at her comment. With the gentle head stroking and the movie lightly playing in the background, you fall asleep quite easily.

“No way, that guy looks just like Steve, I gotta play this movie at the store. Don’t you th-” her sentence is interrupted by your small snores. She quickly lowers her voice and the volume of the TV. Knowing she’ll probably be here a while, Robin shifts as much as she can without waking you in order to get comfortable and settles in to take a nap as well.

#robin buckley #robin buckley x reader #robin buckley fluff #robin buckley x you #stranger things #stranger things 4 #st4 #robin buckley stranger things #fluff #robin buckley imagine #I currently have covid writing this fic

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metukika · 1 year

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ok you needing a second to understand that tumbel in tumblr saved me from my embarrassment for having misread your message xD hell yeah haha

maybe you could write us a lil post about your favorite character & why they are that :D (soz for not doin it myself i‘m not feeling like putting anything out there today)

and don‘t decide that you won‘t ever contribute to a bigger project that touches people yet !!!!!! YOU‘RE SO YOUNG you‘ve got the whole world waiting for you and you‘re ALREADY so good at art though. your art is already touching people, no reason why that shouldn‘t work if you should ever work with others on a bigger project!!! GET OUT THEREEE i mean also take your time but IF YOU WANT THAT ABSOLUTELY SHOOT YOUR SHOT KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN FOR OPPORTUNITIES i‘d personally love to see your work in something bigger :D nothing‘s set in stone <3 <3 <3 !!!

aww thank you so much anon! idk who you are but youre so kind to me... thats so nice!

about the whole future thing... i know i have a lot of time but i think because of some stuff coming up soon (when i leave school) im stressed about the future and my decisions in it entirely. idk what im gonna do if i need to go to the military lol like what job to take... i havent started driving and i dont understand shit about all the other stuff thats attached with going to the military im just stressed in general. i dont wanna end up staying in my parents house forever ig.

but i have a lot of time and i know that even if my connection with my friends fade away when they get recruited (which is... also something that could happen... oh god i dunno how to make irl friends) i still have my family, and probably the online world too. if i open commissions im pretty sure id get some work, but i dont think i could do that too much cuz i hate drawing things i dont wanna draw.

but, again, who knows what will happen. ill be fine haha, especially if there are people like you who care enough to write messages like these. most of my online friends are from twt so its always nice to see a tumblr fan <3 thank you anon.

(im realizing how depressed this is all making me sound like i promise its just my school hammering in the importance of the military signs up like i dont even know what part of the mess ill be in most of the time theyre teaching shit that doesnt concern me. im okay, im not dying!!)

now to actually talk about my favorite character! woohoo! happy topic change!

for the two people who read this and the one thats actually gonna read till the end, im putting a cut so this isnt annoying on ur dash (note to anon: this post is so so fucking long i know u prob asked me my fav character to cheer me up but dont force urself to read this whole thing just to be polite lmaooo but id appreciate it if anyone did cuz holy shit)

something that ive realized a while back is that usually when it comes to favorite characters of media, i have a type.

when i made this the character i had in mind where souda (danganronpa), aiura (saiki k) and teru (mp100).

after making the tweet i also thought of denji (csm) who fits right in, and also bakugou (mha) who doesnt, but he looks like half of the characters i did mention lol.

i think the whole social but nice thing came to because of all those shows and stories where the popular kid in school is the mean bully.. maybe i dislike this trope cuz i havent personally experienced any kind of bullying in my school, even as an observer so i cant relate to the experience of having this type of antagonist. the worst it ever got for me was when in fifth grade a girl made fun of me for crying and no one laughed. (shes still in my class over six years later and shes really nice not ufhduh were not friends but were friendly and i dont hold a grudge). maybe its just cuz im wholesome so i dislike any type of negative character. maybe.

that might sound stupid cuz i said i like bakugou, who i used to think of constantly, like for the entirety of 2021 he was in my mind it was annoying. but idk man not all my favs fit into this category ((shinguuji, saihara, yuuko, tweek (who also looks like them! what the fuck!) yuudai from sakana (why are they all blond?!? and men. more female characters what the fuck) barf bag (yes im an object show fan good morning)))

anyways. i like the popular but nice trope is what im saying. why are they all simps? i dont know honestly only one of the characters that i mentioned at the start is simping for someone i ship them with (terumob) (but the reason i even like teru in the first place might be cuz i saw terumob art, thought it was cute, and decided to search more art. i do that with a lot of characters when i dont watch the show (from the original list ive watched all of saiki k, watched playthroughs of the first 2 dr games, watched like a season of mp100 years ago and watched like 2 seasons of mha even before that. i get my filling of plot and character from meme videos, fanart, and fanfics. i understand enough.) and i get hooked on the ship (more examples include akiangel, kiribaku and the two gay boys from evangelion. a lot of homo happening. also whatever the fic version of this is but with denji and yoshida).

about the simping and the bakugou being mean-- i accept my character's flaws!!! i dont erase them!!! bakugou is an asshole and thats why i wanna see him get punished and learn from his mistakes, even if its a little hard! a great fic where this happens (but isnt the main storyline) is quirk: knife! which is probably my favorite non ship heavy fic, check it out!

my fav characters have flaws but just like how you need to embrace flaws in the people you love, whether that means helping them get better or accepting them, i embrace these flaws cuz it makes them who they are! souda, denji and auira wouldnt be themselves if they werent pushing the lines with their crushes and idk what the fuck bakugou would be if he wasnt what he was.

alright lets actually start talking about my favorite character now.

so, right now, my favorite character of all time is-- ding ding ding-- kazuichi souda! who i already mentioned.

look at him! idk if the one and a half people who are reading this know him, but if u know denji, who is a more popular character atm, then imagine that but more wimpy.

the first time i encountered this character i was watching game grump's playthrough of the second game. i watched their first and enjoyed it but didnt really join the fandom. i didnt know anything about the second so i was going in blind like arin and dan, so theres a chance that whatever i thought about the characters was biased and connected to how they feel.

at first i really liked his design. a lot of the characters have small and complicated details but souda is probably the most simple design, not including hinata, but unlike him souda has a lot of bright colors that draw the eye in! i dont particularly prefer designs with sharp teeth but i think its a pretty nice quirk, since its another part of him that makes him look intimidating. theres a headcanon that he filed themselves but i honestly think he wouldnt do that, and prefer the headcanon that its genetic, even if it makes less sense. but danganronpa, and their designs, dont make sense. i think these little strange quirks are better when they arent thoughtout or have reason. he has sharp teeth becuz. just cuz.

if u dont know what happens in the game im just gonna say that the plot doesnt really matter, cuz really the only growth souda experiences is with his relationship to hinata (the main character) and his trust to his survivor friends that makes him stronger and convinces him to leave the virtual reality. im not gonna be talking about the plot in detail. i also havent watched the anime so im not gonna get into whatever he does there. i do know that he makes some cute faces in it, which is pretty awesome.

but, yeah, besides his design, at the start i truthfully didnt really like him lmaooo he was kind of stalkerish towards sonia (ill prob get into their relationship later), he is also a wimp but honestly... i get it hes stuck in a killing game i would be scared of anything too. i feel like of all of the cast, from all the games, souda is probably one of the best depictions of an actual teenager that might exist. of course he has his obnoxious moments, but in a way that a dumb teenager would have. i dont know when i started liking him, maybe after discovering soudam? hmm.

kazuichi is the ultimate mechanic, which is one of the talents in the game that actually gets used? he makes the communicators in chap 3 and fixes the elevator in chap 4. besides that, he is also important to the second chapter since he helped tie up komaeda and he also brought hinata to the diner, though that has nothing to do with his talent.

he learned to be a great mechanic from working at his dad's repair shop or garage or whatever its called. its mentioned that their family is pretty poor, and i think the concept of a character being at one point or another un-wealthy pretty interesting (did that come strange? sorry). he worked to help get their family money he is a good boy, he mentions being better than his dad too. he doesnt look like the typical mechanic, except from the greasy hair and jumpsuit (im talking specifically about his color scheme) and thats another one of those quirks that make no sense but i just like haha

speaking of his parents, lets talk about a popular headcanon that fans have of souda's dad (before we start i wanna state that my opinion on this topic and the topic of souda relationship towards sonia and his trust issues were all stem from an analysis video of him on youtube, if u know u know, so if i want someone more competent talking about it go there, but if u dont care enough to research it or ure only reading because u like me and wanna hear me talk about something i care about dw im gonna go into detail about these anyways

the hc is that souda's dad physically abuses him. i wanna talk about why dont agree (if u wanna skip this part ill put *** when it ends so just go there <3). this hc stems from a story he tells hinata in one of the free time events where he didnt go to his previous school trips because he wanted to save money for his family, even though he really wanted to go, and he says something along the lines of how his dad "beat the crap outta him" when he didnt go.

do i think his dad hit him? probably. i dont really know how common this type of discipline is in japan, or in places with more un-wealthy people so this might be normal to them. does that make that okay? obviously not. but if the only example we get for him hitting souda is after souda does something good for the family in his own expense, it wont make sense for his father to be mad about it, right? i think he was upset his son had to give up his happiness for them, even if it was to save money. the analysis vid said it might be souda just using more dramatized words for it. He was hesitant to tell hinata that he was picked on at school, i dont think hed just admit to being abused so casually. i think his dad might have smacked him from time to time when he was younger but probably stopped the more souda grew up. if his dad really hated him he wouldnt beat him after doing something that would benefit the dad, is what im saying.

also i think that the way souda acts doesnt reflect someone who would be regularly abused... its not like im an expert, but if we for example look at tsumiki, who was canonically abused and bullied regularly, we can see a great difference. yes, souda tends to be caught off guard or scared of stuff, but usually its less of other people and more about the situation around him. he was scared of monokuma and the monobeasts and the morning after the killing gama announcement. he's also generally not that apologist about his stupid behavior... for example he doesnt feel remorse for tying up komaeda, and even threatens to tie up kuzuryuu too. i also think he said something about wanting to punch one of the other guys? this might be cuz he tends to blurt out his thoughts stupidly and doesnt know how to hold his tongue (something that, if he was abused, would probably get him in trouble) but he never recoils from what he said. he whines about being judged, like after letting slip that he was thinking of sonia in a creepy way, but he never goes back and is afraid that someone might punish him or hurt him. like how tsumiki apologizes for the smallest thing at claims that she'll take any punishment.

it might also be because i generally dont like hcing characters with abusive parents haha. i know for a lot of characters its a part of what makes them who they are, but if thats not the case i feel like its always to excuse the character from some frowned upon trait they have.

its a bit difficult to explain so ill take an example from a different character from a different show. todoroki from mha was abused as a child, and its a part of what makes him him, and its a big part of his character, even if hes not in that situation anymore. i wont deny it. now, theres a hc that some people like to believe about bakugou's parents, specifically his mom, being abusive. this isnt canon. first of all everyone is entitled to hc what they want but a lot of the time i feel this is a way to explain his asshole behavior (also i just love mitsuki). i dont like excusing his fucked up actions and blaming his parents. i think that him being an asshole from the ideals that he himself made is kind of what made him interesting. he believes in what he learned from his own experiences that he and only he had. his stupid child thinking made him the gross person he is, and thats way more interesting than blaming his parents' behavior, like we can do with reason in todoroki's case. todoroki acts antagonistic at the start of the show because of the pressure his dad put on him.

now going back to souda, by making his dad abusive a lot of people linked that to him being a creep towards sonia. while i do see how his parents and their expectations might be a motivator, i prefer to blame souda himself for his wrong actions. i dont want to excuse his actions like that. its more interesting to see him grow from the ideals and reasonings he made himself.

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now let's talk about his relationship with hinata! woo!

canonically, hinata is the person souda is closes to in the game, even though most of the time hinata is just tolerating his stupid behavior. except in his free time events maybe. their relationship is probably the biggest character development souda gets.

lets talk about his past a little more.

souda tells hinata that he used to be picked on for looking like a nerd. he had black hair (but i hc it more like dark brown, because reminder this is a post gushing about my fav character first and an canalization second), brown eyes (in hc world dull pale brown cuz a lot of the char's eyes are dull and pale colored) and glasses (hc: thin and rectangle shaped). he's not really a nerd... except that he's probably good at math and that type of things, since he builds machines and all. if i remember correctly, he says his bullied got away with what they did because he tends to be naive and trusts too easily. he was also used by his best friend that cheated off of his test, blamed souda for it (which he didnt really mind, showcasing how much not a nerd he is if he doesnt care about his studying and tests like that) and then kinda ghosted after feeling bad. but at the time souda was really heartbroken and felt betrayed, this whole situation gave him trust issues because that his naive heart cant tell when someone really wants to be his friend or if they'll drop him when they dont need him anymore.

souda and hinata start off being friends because souda didnt like any of the other guys enough (fair enough, hinata is the most normal one lol) and he tolerated him enough to go to the diner on the second island to spy on the girls with him. at the time kuzuryuu was still an asshole to everyone, but the two do get friendlier after the second trial (survivor boys bff agenda. i did say "bff coded" didnt i?)

souda tells hinata that after his ex best friend left him, he kinda went through something-- he dyed his hair, put in contacts, and pierced his ears (which i like to think was really scare to him) (and i assume this is when he started to wear bright colors, but i like to think he was always a fan of them (aiura and teru kinnie)) to make himself more intimidating (like i said in the list! remember the list?!) so that he wont be picked on. i assume the bullying he experienced was more emotional that physical, and he was probably called names for his nerdy appearance and was made to do tasks for toxic friends and somethings like that. tsumiki was physically bullied and she has bandages all over her design while souda rolls up all his sleeves and has his collar bone exposed while there is no marks on him. maybe he's have some scars from beginner's mechanical mistakes but thats hc territory.

anyways, because of his appearance change, he got some attention from flirtations girls and said that it had intimidated him. i imagine that while he was in his nerd looking mode, he didnt get much attention from the other sex so when they only started approaching him with the assumption he's some punk badass, that was probably a bit overwhelming for him and thats why he has a strained relationship with the female sex. he does kind of sexualize the girls, specifically in the second chapter, but honestly its not really that bad. it kind of even feels a little forced, like he said nanami had "huge jugs" and wonders if this "is what moe gap is" or something like that but he doesnt even say anything about wanting her lmao. the only girl he really shows any interest is sonia, and he mostly gushes about her beauty, instead of her body. not that thats really any better ofc.

he does get along with some of the girls or at least acts normal and not incel-y towards them, like whenever he's angry at saionji, when he felt awkward next to tsumiki or when he made minimaru for owari (though he did mainly do that to impress sonia). when alter ego enoshima suggest putting him between her boobs or whatever batshit crap she said he just yelled he's get crushed, so like. good for him for not being toooo bad. so yeah i do think there are reasons why souda's best friend woudlnt be a girl (for now, at least) and thats why it really is hinata.

and while hinata has other friends, his and souda's connection is special <3 some examples: he is friends with nanami, but they dont really get each other, or at least hinata doesn't feel too connected at her at times cuz shes like a robot and doesnt really get emotions to the full extent. canonically, his and komaeda's relationship is just not... bros, yknow? whatever it is its not "bros". he and souda are bros. i know that he and kuzuryuu consider each other brothers but i feel like while the friendship they have is great, hinata would be more comfortable just letting loose and being stupid with souda. they could connect by being stupid together and distracting one another from the bad in the world by being fun. cuz souda can be fun when he isnt stressed.

but since souda is an emotional character (i dunno if i mentioned this, if u didnt know souda beforehand hes emotional as shit and cries constantly, my beloved) they can get close the two of them emotionally and are empathetic enough to be able to comfort each other. that is, when souda trusts his enough to do that.

thats right. as much as id like to say souda is loyal like a dog, he doesnt really show that in the game lol. because of his experience with his ex friend, souda has trust issues, which i think i already touched upon (idk this is so fucking long im tryna go thru this one topic at a time but good god) and these issues come up in his and hinata's relationship, mainly chap 4. to put it simply cuz honestly the plot doesnt really matter in this context: souda suspects hinata to be a traitor, and because in chap 4 the characters are not allowed to eat, this probably makes him more stressed and causes him to think even more rationally. after the chap is over, in souda's last free time event, he invites hinata to the beach and order him to punch himself.

his actions are really silly here, but basically: hinata shows in souda trust, which makes souda feel like a bad friend, because he couldnt bring himself to trust hinata even though hinata didnt do anything wrong. he feels that their friendship is unfair and that he's the cause of this problem. so i guess he knows he'll get into an argument or a fight because of it, or maybe he wants to give hinata a reason to not trust him so he bring hinata to the beach so they could fist fight. but souda doesnt like to harm people cuz soda is a good boy tm so he asks hinata to do the work for him (which he does not do lol. they communicate and talk like normal friends). this is where souda tells hinata about his past being bullied, after in the last free time event hinata said he could see souda hanging out with the cool kids, so this is where he confides that hes not a cool kid. anyways souda comes to the conclusion that hes more scared of being a bad friend and a coward because of his trust issued that actually being betrayed, and tells hinata that he'll trust him. hooray!

in my mind they are suchhhh good friends. i dont mind shipping souda with a lot of the characters, but it think their friendship is the most important to me. i love them!

now lets get into his relationship with sonia!

i do, in fact, think that his crush on her is fake. i do think he believes in it. but he does not realize that the created a version of her brought on by her general politeness, her status as a princess and her beauty, in his mind that every day strays farther away from the real sonia. he denies her liking of the occult and other scary stuff that turns him off and he acts shocked when she admits to being a virgin (yikes. at least he doesnt really shame her. i think it just ruins his image of her-- again, yikes-- but he ignores it mostly. like he ignores her, the real her, most of the times)

i dont know why he needs a romantic relationship specifically so desperately, but i can think of why he wants that puppy love admiration that he has for her. she, or at least the way he makes her in his mind, is wildly out of her league. sure he wants a girlfriend, but deep down he knows hell never get her. thats why when she turns him down again and again he only gets hurt for like a minute. she even suggests she would rather he be the blackened in the 4th trial and he gets over it pretty quickly. this is the reason he wants to like someone out of his reach so much-- because he cant get hurt from her. he isnt being betrayed or heartbroken like his ex best friend did to him (yes this is about the trust issues again) because he never expected to be with her in the first place. by expecting failure by chasing a girl that is so so out of his league (a pretty perfect princess) he knows what he gets when hes turned down. to him, this is better than actually making an effort with someone he is genuinely attached to because in that case he might actually get his feelings hurt. we see this with his relationship with hinata, though it isnt in a romantic sense. sadly, after they become close friends, he still chases after sonia, but that might be because the player isnt guaranteed to play all of souda's free time events.

this stuff probably will take time for souda to understand. ofc this doesnt really justify his actions and creepy behavior towards her... i like to think that at some point (i constantly forget that dr is a game about killing each other and the apocalypse, but ig this can take place in here too since they both survive) he understands where his problem stem from, maybe with a conversation with hinata or kuzuryuu and he learns and he asks forgiveness from sonia and changes his behavior. the long and hard way!!! my boy did something stupid and he has to make up for it!!!! he will take responsibility because thats what good character writing is!!

itll probably be difficult to come to terms that the girl in his mind, that i do believe he actually fell in love with, is not real. he will cope <3

briefly i'd like to mention souda's and kuzuryuu's relationship i think they are bffs #2 honestly i feel that the both of them plus hinata could be the best trio they are such wholesome guys from all corners of the bro spectrum let the be friends<333 idk maybe even add owari. owari and souda sibling energy <3 this is just hc territory at this point. mioda and souda sibling energy!!!!! for more kuzuryuu and souda friendship read the fic Fuyuhiko and Kazuichi's Guide to Despair Disease: A How-To Take Care of Your Friends(?) Without Spiraling Out Of Control Story. still a wip.

hmmm that was a lot. lets talk about some hcs cuz believe it or not i dont just think of his as what he is canonically, but also what he could be!

ok lets talk about appearances (still canon atm:) he is short-- one of the shortest guys in the cast cuz fuyuhiko and teruteru dont count (thats a plus) and he is, sadly, pretty ripped. it makes since cuz he prob carries heavy stuff and moves his arms a lot for his talent of being a mechanic but when a (male) character is TOO ripped and not for a good reason (for example theres a good reason why nidai or oowada are physically strong cuz of their talents, and some characters are just himbos that deserve it like momota) i just look at them like :|. but it think souda deserves some strong arms <3 he is a cuddler. he would. i just dont think he's impressively ripped. like i think he could sprint fast, but not for long, and that girls wouldnt flawk him for his arms (if they already knew who he was) cuz all in all he is still a wimp loser and he will stay as such, please and thank you.

im a big fan of his narrow eyes. theyre just. dont make sense on him i love it. just like the sharp teeth, he is blessed with looking the opposite of his personality.

now lets talk about post canon appearances! in the world of canon, where the most tragic event in history happens and they were a part of the despair refinements and they live the neo world program (i always forget they dont live in my lil modern day normal aus, ugh), i think he would wake up still looking like how he did in his depair era. idk how long theyre like that but this is my personal hc: hair that reaches his chest, some ugly dulled down pink still sticking to the tips of his messy hair, no hat </3 but his hair is long enough that he doesnt have that hedgehog thing going on </3, no contacts, no glasses, probably scars over his arms and one over the side of his lips like that rio penguin from madagascar (also curse that show for making my tiny stupid child brain think there are penguins in the desert. at least there are such a thing as beach penguins... hmm). i think he would cut his hair to be shorter that it is in canon, a bit longer than hajime's and would resemble saihara's except brown, parted and no ahoge. he wold be dispensation by the length. he would also wear a cap (the normal way) and with his natural colors back, he would look very snuggble :)) he would hug everyone he would be the comfort giver at least to the survivors (this is the part where u realize how insame i am for him lol)

in a world where the end of it didnt happen, i feel like he would feel kind lonely for a while after school, and wouldnt care enough to wear contacts and would go back to glasses, and he wouldnt dye his hair (i just really like his naturality okay i know i said i liked him at first for his colors but this is character growth! he is learning that he doesnt need to be intimidating to get friends!!!) his hair would be a little longer than canon but not by much. i just have this au where he works in an office and there he meets kamukura (who, personality wise is just hinata but depressed) and they become bffs dont at me, and this is how he looks in that au, wearing a button down without the tie and the sleeves rolled up. i do think hed wear obnoxious colors in his free time tho <3

maybe i should get into ships a little? mostly i shipped him with tanaka because i love me some rivals to lovers that isnt angst filled and is mostly just petty. theys either be salty towards each other or tanaka would be very intense in his friendship and souda would be tsundere-ish, not the obnoxious type tho. imagine how denji acts towards yoshida. (denji and souda are actually really alike. before i knew anything about csm my twt mutual told me id prob like denji cuz i like souda and.. well he was right)

but recently i dont really focus on shipping souda with anyone as much as i focus on his friendship with hinata (am i the only one who watched gg compilations and put their faces behind the silly conversations? like i imagine their sprites laughing while the video plays. is that weird? them and also saihara&momota. cuz theyre the same relationship!!! tactful mc and their friendly dumb bro! they!!!). also if u recall i made that drawing of souda with a bunch of ships so its not like loyal lol.

also why are souda and tanaka together constantly in the anime... i think its the end song where theres a slide show of all the characters in class in places like a picnic and the beach and stuff and the two of them are almost together. theyre at the very least friends. that dynamic where they both look intimidating but theyre both so fucking stupid. frienemies. <333 they are so <333 theyd be friedns at least!!! thank you for the anime for realizing that.

i also like to imagine that he and tsumiki would be friends <3 they were both bullied, they both cry a lot and arent really taken seriosuly, at least when it comes to their emotions. i think theyd hug and cry together and be friends :) also as couple they could be very cute.

i dont really know what more to say... i think this is it! i dont know what about kazuichi souda makes me love him so much. he is flawed but not to the point of being unlikable. he is unique but can easily be related to! i care about him so much... the amount of aus i come up and put him in... i dont post so much about him, but know he is my love. ofc i dont have romantic feelings for him some ppl just thirst over their favs i wanna preface that aint the case. not cuz of his age (im close to him in age) but cuz i just... dont feel and romantic or thristy feelings towards anyone so istg if anyone says something stupid to me about that.

thats all! i think this is the longest post ive ever made? when i got this ask last night i thought id write about all those characters i mentioned at the start but then when i went to bed i thought about my answer and realized i have a lot to say lol.

to the one person who actually read until the end, if u even exist (who knows myabe this was for nothing, i still had fun), you're insane. and i hope u have a great rest of ur day. if u didnt know who souda was before this... well u certainly do now (also why did u read this?) sometimes i just gotta rant about something i adore haha. its been a while since i went all out cuz me and my irl dont watch the same shows. i hope i made whoever read this love souda! at least a little!

this post is 5787 words long... im not rereading this

#this post is an investment #kazuichi souda #character analysis #also this is not proofread so expect a bunch of typos haha

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oh u GOT me got me lets go

(17) what is your favorite line you’ve ever written? babe plz this one is too hard..... there's too many...... I HAVE 920K WORDS ON AO3 AND ~50K INCOMING I DONT EVEN REMEMBER THEM ALL......... uuhhhhhhhh ok ok ill try to narrow a few down. it's all gonna be recent tho bc that's what i remember most + i have rly been indulging myself stylistically as of late lmao

for just ~pretty language~ my favorites rn are

"Jimin is almost too pretty to mar with mortal hands, but Jungkook finds desecration is half the fun when his hands slip lower" (folie à trois)

"Some floodgate inside him has broken, the last bastion of resistance crumbled, and now he’s a drowning man in the dead waters" (folie à trois)

“I love you,” he whimpers into Taehyung’s kiss like a prayer. Too devout; Taehyung’s hands and lips pause. Jimin’s own lip is already trembling, caught, so he lets the confessional spill like it’s the last Sunday he’ll ever see." (the losing game ch17)

"[Taehyung] used to dream, sometimes, after Jimin was gone, that he was holding him again, that he could crack open Jimin's ribcage and crawl inside to make a home beside his heart before they burned together." (the losing game ch5)

"Sometimes—in his darkest moments, on his worst nights—Jimin dreams about Taehyung carving over each and every one of his scars. Creating clean new edges to each of them, prying fingers in the wound to be as close as possible, rewriting their memories and meanings with a jagged, almost unbearable intimacy." (the losing game ch17)

"The graves we dig ourselves are often the deepest." (the graves we dig..... now thats a real throwback huh)

there's too much i could say for dialogue but.... i'm super fond of the hurtful conversations present!vmin have in tlg (especially ch14, i reread that a lot), ignite the stars ch5 (also reread that a lot), and also i love pretty much everything that comes out of taehyung's mouth in folie à trois lol

(29) give us a spoiler for one of your stories. answered here, but since this one could be answered multiple times i'll bite......... my queue tag ("i'm glad it was queue") is a play on one of my favorite lines in all of tlg that i have been excited about getting to for yeaaaarrrssss. no one but me knows the line yet (or how hurtful its context is) bc it's in one of the final chapters hehehe but it's "i'm glad it was you" ..... :')

(48) do you reread your own stories? the answer to this used to be a strong NO!!!! but that has actually changed in the last two years! i don't rly reread anything older (my writing style has changed so much + there's things i'd change about older fics esp <2020 so it's not an enjoyable experience to me, i'd just fret over editing it) but there's some newer fics i reread bc they are So written to my own taste. i think i really improved a lot getting to write a bunch in lockdown lol + started caring less about whether ppl liked the fic and just wrote for ✨Me✨ so several of those recent fics i'm happy with and do reread sometimes like a stupid idiot narcissus

The ones i've reread the most are "sit, stay" + "sea legs" + favorite parts of "ignite the stars" and my favorite parts of "the losing game". the other scattered pwp's since 2020 have gotten reread about twice each. and i recently reread WBIO for the first time since writing it in early 2020!!! mixed feelings on that one bc i felt like i would change some parts of it if i wrote it today but that's a sign ur growing and improving i suppose

(55) do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them? oh i have so fucking many 'WIPs' it's not even funny. there's probably like ~12 completely bullet point outlined medium length / longfics in my docs down to exact dialogue i'd write, and dozens more fic attempts that have a whole plot and ending. bc as soon as i come up with an idea i already immediately know how i want it to end. which gives me way too many Plot Bunnies that are viable to be turned into fics!!!!! two years ago i made a list of every idea i thought should at least see the light of day in threadfic form if not an actual fic and it came out to 30 fics lol (and that was cutting it down to the essentials)

the thing is, very few of my WIPs are ever 'abandoned' in my mind, it's more like... i put them in my mental freezer. on hold / on ice. and some of them are closer to the front and get taken out and rotated around and worked on more often, while others are shoved to the far back of the freezer as i say "i'll make that someday" and forget it exists til the next time im reminded of it. there's only a few that i'd actually toss in the trash (aka truly abandon and never work on again).

the ones that are definitely abandoned in that i know i dont Want to write them are all on the more domestic romcom side (think like 'meaner than mean' or 'i like us like this') i know people like those but they're the hardest thing for me to write, those were the most annoyed i've ever felt while writing, i would literally groan out loud working on them, i am rly only happy writing conflict/angst or pwp lol

tbh, if i were to be realistic with myself, i'd say most of these wip's are 'abandoned' in that i probably will never get around to finishing them. but i dont want to call them abandoned because i do like the plots, and think ppl would like them, and want to share them!!! i just think they would suck / not be fun to write. Maybe Someday i will do an archival effort and work on translating as many of them as i can into threadfic form so they see the light of day in some format and are no longer abandoned to rot in my docs... bc there's no way that most of them are ever going to be written the way i wish i could do them justice :') and then i can abandon them knowing that ppl at least got to read a vague outline of what could have been

fun fact: i opened the aforementioned list of all these ideas to count and on one of them, a fic i've been poking at since 2018, i have the note "finish this or die" next to it. guess i know which one i've picked atp 🪦

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Moss, Again

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Moss lay on their bed, Khosekh curled up on their chest. The Other Moss would be visiting any time now, ready to complain about their job and boss and gas prices. Moss wondered if they’d ever grow annoyed with the topics of discussion, but after so many years it still hadn’t happened. Janet from Accounting really was a bitch, and it was nice to hear about Other Moss politely rejecting invitations to baby showers and block parties and cookouts.

“Mrrp?” Khosekh meowed.

“They’ll be here soon,” Moss said, eyes closed. “Work doesn’t get out for another hour.”

Outside, rain pattered on the window frame. After weeks of threatening looking skies, thunderclouds finally rolled in in full force. Alice had planned to come over, but as the first few drops fell onto the pavement, she’d texted Moss: if i come ill never leave. & before u say it, i have to work tomorrow. maybe see u friday?

Moss was slightly relieved: they’d finished their work for the afternoon and realized with the force of a train crash how exhausted they felt. Khosekh’s weight on their chest was like a weighted blanket and they worried they’d fall asleep before the Other Moss showed up.

“Honey! I’m hoooooooooome!” The Other Moss called from the next room.

“In here,” Moss replied, eyes still shut. It’s like they can sense when I’m about to fall asleep sometimes.

“My darling!” they sang, rushing to Moss and Khosekh. Khosekh’s weight was forcefully removed from Moss’s chest, and Moss opened a single eye to see the poor cat being swung about in the Other Moss’s arms.

He was a very good and very long-suffering boy.

“This weather is horrendous!” The Other Moss said, holding Khosekh before them and staring into his eyes. It was like Moss wasn’t even in the room. “What are we going to do about it?”

“I actually like it,” Moss said. “It hasn’t rained in a while. We needed this.”

“You sound like an old person,” the Other Moss said.

Moss paused. “That’s fair.”

“Have you eaten yet?”

“No. Something about writing today really knocked everything out of me.”

“Did you finish your draft?”

“Close. I have a few more points I want to wrap up, but I think it’s something I’ll finally be able to knock out this week.”

The Other Moss flopped onto the bed next to Moss. They smelled like vanilla. “Yay! Oooh, let’s celebrate. Come! I brought dinner.”

Moss turned to their side to face the Other Moss. “You never bring food.”

“I did today!” With that, they shot up from the bed and collected Khosekh again. “I got you lo mein! I couldn’t remember what kind you liked so I got them all!”

Moss sat up. The Other Moss, filled to the brim with good intentions, overdid things. Obviously. Moss often wondered how much money they made at this office job they supposedly hated, because when gifts were brought, they were very often excessive and confusing.

Not that Moss was complaining.

They followed the Other Moss and Khosekh into the dining room, where the Other Moss had already set out plates and was beginning to pile them high with noodles and egg rolls. The plates were green ceramic, painted with little flower details all around the edges.

“These are nice,” Moss said, picking one up. “Did you just get these?”

“I did!” the Other Moss said, clearly delighted. “They got left in the break room! They were there for a week, untouched! That sounds like fair game to me.”

Moss put the plate back down and moved to the cabinets, pulling out two glasses. “I worry you might be a bad coworker.”

“Probably!” the Other Moss replied. “Do you have root beer here?”

“I picked some up after you asked last time.”

The Mosses sat across from one another, so invested in the food they barely spoke for several minutes. The Other Moss was clearly almost full because they suddenly said, “Do you remember Tom?”

Moss looked up. “With the Hatchback?”

The Other Moss nodded gravely. “The very same. It was Deidre’s birthday today, and he kept insisting that we all pitch in and pay for lunch for the whole office to celebrate.”

“It couldn’t have been that expensive if everyone was pitching in,” Moss reasoned.

“That’s not the problem. The problem is that we need to get the entire office involved for Deidre’s birthday?”

“I thought you said you liked Deidre.”

“That has nothing to do with it,” the Other Moss said, sitting back in their chair. They poured the root beer into one of the cups and slid it over to Moss before filling their own. “You know how I feel about mandatory interactions.”

The Other Moss, to be frank, hated them. Passionately. Not that Moss enjoyed them, but the Other Moss seemed to have a moral objection to social niceties. Moss conceded that what the Other Moss described was, to them, an unforgivable overreach.

“And he’s still taking my parking spot.”

Moss, between bites of noodles, said, “You should probably kill him.”

“I’d never get away with it,” the Other Moss replied seriously. “You know how identifiable his car is, with the wizard painted on it. And did I tell you he’s started wearing bowties to work?”

Moss shuddered. “Those only look good on lesbians and golden retrievers.”

“I know!”

This back and forth continued as they finished eating and began cleaning up after themselves. As the Other Moss washed their stolen dishes and Moss dried them, the Other Moss said, “How’s Alice? I thought I’d finally meet her today.”

“She’s good! She was gonna come over, but had to cancel because of the weather. She’ll be over Friday, if you’re free.”

“So she really wants to meet me? I don’t imagine most people jump at the idea of meeting their partners’ families.”

Moss shrugged. “She’s as up to speed as she can be without ever actually meeting you. Maybe I’ll even cook that night.”

“So she and I can bond over burnt food?”

Moss stopped and stared at the Other Moss, deeply offended. The Other Moss, noticing that the wet plate they were attempting to hand off was still very much In Their Hand, looked up. “Oh, don’t give me that,” they said. “I’m you. Like I don’t know that we can’t cook for shit.”

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isindismay · 1 year

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So I watched Netflix’s version of Death Note, and oh boy do I have some thoughts about it!

Essay unstructured rant under the cut. Spoilers.

Wow this version of Light is really dumb, getting personal with his kills immediately, even making his first kill in his own eyeshot. Zero consideration that he might be caught.

Ok so this movie is ultra-violent.

So Yagami is a totally unacceptable American name but Light as a first name is fine? They couldn’t have made him Japanese American? I suppose the throwaway line about his mother being a hippie is supposed to explain why he’s called Light.

And they couldn’t even make this version of Misa (sorry, Mia) a goth? Ryuuk is cool though. Their version of Light and Misa meeting really sucks. Light just tells her about the Death Note. They barely know each other and he has no reason to trust her. Totally destroyed the complex relationship between them and made it uninteresting. Guessing they’re trying to shoehorn in an ill-fitting romantic subplot. Ugh I’m so mad I called it straight away and was right. This is Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy all over again, isn’t it?

Ok basically I’m only still watching to see more Ryuuk being cool and morbid fascination with just how they’re going to continue to butcher the story, and ugh probably L too.

Ok so Light names HIMSELF Kira? If I’d been the editor I’d have cut that dumbass scene right out. Especially as it’s followed by a news report calling him Kira. And somehow Light knows how to write “perfect Japanese”, a plot hole that might have been swerved if they’d made him Japanese American.

Watari is very young, but seems a good fit for the role. And I’m actually really impressed with the portrayal of L, his actor does a great job of getting his mannerisms right. Thank goodness. I had feared the worst after seeing Light and Misa portrayed as an unrecognisable bland teen couple. Where the heck is Ryuuk? I want more Ryuuk.

Ok weird move to have L immediately give a press conference, even if he is wearing a mask.

We’re half way through the movie and Light hasn’t had to come up with any ingenious plans, shown any remorse or fear of being discovered, or come across as particularly scary. How do you manage to make a protagonist like Light boring? Netflix, how?

Wait what, Ryuuk suddenly starts killing people? And being concerned for Light? Ryuuk wouldn’t do either of those things.

The scene where Light and L meet is good, but I really wish they’d drop the boring romance and have Light talk to Ryuuk more instead.

The Watari plot is kind of interesting, but it’s a disappointingly simplistic. Also who told Netflix that people want to watch Light doing regular teen stuff? Misa still has no clear motive and zero character development, so disappointing to see her reduced to such a flat, decorative female character in a 2017 movie. And would it have killed them to give her pigtails in one scene?

I do like that L wears his classic outfit in one scene and does the weird phone hold and the impressive jump to crouching position thing.

I hope Misa’s lying to Light about her main motivation being protecting him. If she’s really driven by murder that would make her half way interesting.

The L and Light chase scene is cool, but it’s over too soon. I am really disappointed at how few scenes they had together, their dynamic is key to Death Note.

Ok so the murder couple ARE trying to kill each other. Or at least threatening to unless the other one passes their weird tests of love? Yawn. The ferris wheel scene is overdramatic to the point of farce.

Although kinda makes sense once it’s explained Light made it all happen and got some criminals to help him before killing themselves. Smartest thing Light’s done the whole movie.

I’m guessing the ending is supposed to suggest L wins. Does he write Light’s name on the Death Note page he finds? Would he? It goes against all he stands for, but he is angry and upset.

I’d argue it’s actually a no-one wins ending. Light’s dad has evidence that his son is Kira, but still loses because his son is Kira. L lives, but is devastated by Watari’s death.

Overall, I can say that the hype about this adaptation being bad is completely justified. There’s some cool scenes and some of the characters are done well, but so much time is wasted on boring and stupid scenes. It would have benefitted from more Ryuuk and more L, but that’s just my opinion.

#Netflix death note

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notcolleen · 2 years

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an exclusive tumblr update:

(an update on the update: as im writing this now it’s been like another hour and and im a lot more sober and eating the sushi i was waiting for lmao but im keeping everything i wrote bc it’s nice to look back on honest thoughts and reflect 🧚 so!

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i am (was 😤) drunk off two lil drinks …im (was 🤸‍♂️) waiting for another sushi dinner bc i asked myself very seriously what i wanted to eat rn and that was the answer (that might always be the answer but im trying to listen to my body and my ~mind rn especially in these dumb beginning stages where i hyperfixate on certain foods and that food rn is salmon avocado rolls) (i promise ive had other things though lol) (i actually really ~challenged~ myself at breakfast but i’ll post abt that later) (bc believe it or not the sushi wasn’t the point of this post)

the point was, i just (well not just anymore, now it’s been like 2 hrs) asked my sister if she would be available to watch my cat for another week if i travel to texas (????) for work right after this oregon trip (literally home sunday, fly out monday? back friday, start work at my site probably a couple days after that)

and i am afraid that my sister actually really hates me and resents every single thing i ask so sending that text felt like i was asking a monumental thing that of course she would say no to, or just feel like she had to say yes to and then hate me for

and i just hate that i can’t tell if im actually really in-tune with ppls emotions/thoughts or just really good at projecting and can’t tell what’s real or not

bc when im with my sister i just feel like i can tell her thoughts under the surface so well, like i just sense the unspoken without even needing to ask, but what if im just entirely off? what if im off about my perception about everyone i know?

i did let her know i would fully pay her and i bought her so many things at the market i was just at as a thank you

and god im overcompensating so much and im also dumb bc i bought her freeze dried candy that i now have to be really careful not to crush on the plane ride home so hello added anxiety during my flight lol

and i got my mom a troll doll (if you follow my instagram u saw this already lol sorry) but here’s the thing: my mom has literally not checked in with me at all since ive gotten here, not even a hey how’s it going text, and i know im an adult and she doesn’t need to do anything like….legally as a mother anymore…. and that actually at this point it’s more my job to take care or her and i could be the bigger person and check in with her, but my last couple texts to her asking “how are you?” or “how are things going?” went completely unanswered and that hurts and the fact that i still saw that doll and immediately got it for makes me feel so so dumb 😌

also dropped my id while waiting for my uber back to the hotel (not drunk colleen, just dumb thinking i can hold my wallet on my wrist colleen) and luckily a very nice man found me and returned it, bc otherwise i would have been completely fucked 😌

anyway im sure ill write more soon but i am also watching the bachelor on my phone and still eating the sushi and need to sleep soon to wake up and do this whole recovery and work and life thing all again tomorrow so goodbye 🙅

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rasywmtra · 6 months

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Almost holiday rants of the funny kind

them almost holiday feels are crazy

Like what better time to binge 30 minute videos that are either deep dives, video essays or comedy specials that I randomly listen to while drawing for that one mlp au I made and only work on bc I like character designs than right before the holidays when you have a crap ton of schoolwork bc your teacher doesn't understand the concept of having things to do outside of school, like awkwardly holding up conversations with my grandparents and watching them judge my dad like the most stereotypical start to a reddit story about in laws.

Because as soon as my cousin comes live with us, its over. Have you ever had a cousin that's one year younger than you, but is taller than you? Like a whole head taller than you? Because you got the short genes in the family? Horrible. Imagine a teen dude who's been raised as a macho man in a large Brazilian family interacting with the gayass cousin who was raised to do whatever the frick I wantd as long as it was legal and safe? Bitch i'm over here writing my silly fanfics at 3 am while he's probably doing a workout routine. We are opposites in every way except that we both have no idea what to do with ourselves when we're together. so anyway have fun with that ill update if anything funny happens while they're here, other than literally everything that's going to go wrong just because

#rasywmtra #rants #almost holiday vibes #family #got them am I the asshole in law story vibes whenever they visit #At least its funny #They're bringing me chocolate I haven't eaten since last time they visited so thats fun (the last time they visited my mom died)#thats a lot of damage #but yay chocolate #:)#everything is fine lol

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serekiri · 7 months

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U should rate top 5 dr yuri pairings

hii freddy, hope you're doing okay. since you've asked nicely, here are my ratings on dr yuri pairings that ive picked at the top of my head. hope you enjoy ❤💕

well ill start with the first 5 if that's fine, this is very opinionated so sorry if it may seem biased, im just going off on what i remember from the dr series (god i need to revisit the games and the franchise as well iirc, since this is just thh first, sdr2 second, udg, dr3, and then v3 final, and then ill get around to consuming some supplementary materials in a bit so yeah.) sorry for the rambling now i should get to it!

1- celesgiri. my old favourite. its really just a crackship if im being honest as they barely interacted at all, but that makes it so fun afterall, plus their colour palettes both synchronise with each other really well. like lilac lavender purple/dark purple scheme colours synchronised with black and candy red together as well? really good. i really like their designs together, and i think that they're the only detective/liar ship that matters, really.

celestia being a selfish manipulative liar that cares about no one but herself also is fine, although the shit she did do was unjustifiable (lying about the sexual assault thing for money is very fucked up id admit but i can't really hate her. sometimes we need female characters that are huge unrepetant pieces of shit, don't we..?) regardless of what she did, i found the ship interesting back then. (and i still do! even though its for siller reasons.), because of how it clicked to me at first, and how kirigiri is very distrustful and cold and aloof and often doesnt trust others and has very strained relationships with like. naegi for example, and makes paranoia-driven desicions and throws people like him under the bus for example and whatnot, and her having backstory of her being forced to be a detective because of her grandfather after her mother's death, really, and having issues with her dad and hating him as well cause of what he did. and plus! celestia pretending to be someone she's not, along with her selfish and silly dream of wanting to be a queen in a castle to her vampire butler servants is so funny. she didn't even have to sugarcoat what she wants. its nothing more than merely a childish selfish dream, but it's still something she holds in anyways. could be the fact due to the fact that she wishes that she was just as cool as her dream self is, and portrays herself as this evil, selfish tyrant who would backstab others just for one thing she selfishly desires, compared to her real self taeko, who's more quiet, reserves to herself and is sitting alone while her classmates are around and about. i feel like, they're both the kind of secretive and cagey gals?

now, for the less pretentious answer that you're probably looking for it, i shipped it so much cause i loved their designs so much and their colour palettes. their colour palettes look so so tasty. lilac lavender colours contrasted with lilac purple colours shifting to a deep dark purple with orange, contrasted with the simple dull victorian goth black with candy red eyes. its so good. i lov their hairstyles as well. they look soo pretty!! together! i shipped them cause i just wanted 2 see 2 pretty girls kiss together and i really loved their character designs and thought they were so cool back then. so! 8/10 crackship! they're so fun to draw and write about! i could write all of the scenarios for them i could muster about. been a while. i should draw and create edits about them soon. i really do miss them.

kirizono - ohhh. them. they're a good pairing, not healthy, its very toxic yuri coded, especially with sayaka being a manipulative individual who's very strategic and bases her whole identity on self destruction from an industry that's very competitive, hence her being less of a good person as she grows up as she gives herself away to an industry that eats her from the inside like a parasite. what i do like about the ship is that it's based on two, two people who are cagey for the most opposite reasons, and contrast one another. kirigiri is distrustful for reasons, like parental issues and has some secrets to hold, while sayaka is secretive due to her idol persona, maintained by her idol industry. sayaka is an hollow shell of the person she used to be, as the once lonely child who watched idols on the tv and got her ethics and morals from them, while being young an aspiring died out as she probably learned the horrors of the industry, and did so many horrible shit to keep her existence alive. also not to mention the fact that she's VERY OBSESSIVE AND FIXATIVE on the idea of keeping an strong ideal on her bandmates altogether. i mean.

do you know why she tried to kill leon and frame makoto for murder and stab him in the back for it? do you know why sayaka tried to break makoto's trust for it? it's because she bases and centers her whole life unhealthily, and MANIPULATIVELY to the fucking stage. she cannot trace her entire existence to nothing other than a stage, she has to devote her ENTIRE life to dancing dancing dancing and making an entire career out of it, she has to keep the entire song in her head going. because of the horrors she was exposed towards against HER own will. that's why she was desensitised to the horrors. thats why she has to get up on the stage to make music again. she has to make music again for the others even if it's very twisted. she has to hurt and harm and ruin others lives to make an impact.

she's not a very good person. deep down, she may be a bad person, who's refusing to help herself get better and direct her love for song in a way that doesn't trace back to the industrial capitalist machine that's numbing her slowly inside. she might be as well tearing herself to shreds and setting herself to fire as she continues this fight. maybe she's just as not good of a person as she presents herself out to be. maybe she's a misunderstood mentally ill person who had a horrible life and was not offered help when she desperately needed it the most when she was suffering. ohh my god. kirizono drives me nuts. maybe in another life, kyoko and sayaka could heal and sayaka could be a better person in another life if she was treated right, and probably raised better? her raising is just unhealthy. idk. they make me feel sick.

8.5 out of 10 i love them so much but only on sayaka's part. she makes this pairing so much interesting. sorry. the fucked up mishmash phoenix wright and jeff the killer combo of a girl x just some girl who’s very stoic and purple drives me nuts it’s crazy.

kaeangie- SO CUTE OUTSIDE OF CANON!!! angie was portrayed in a very racist, orientalist manner unfortunately by kodaka, and her portrayal of an indigenous polynesian woman was very horrid. never again. if you like completely separate it from the very racist, orientalist portrayal of her character and her indigenity and her faith as a whole, it's so much more refreshing and better as a pairing for real. i love this ship because of how fun and colourful it really is, and angie trying her very best to like maintain a cheerful environment within the killing game (as she herself is very stressed and paranoid to an extent i bet.) they would have a really good dynamic! i like the idea of angie having insomnia and crying to kaede about a very valid and reasonable concern she has (for example, her being scared that her friends might die, her having a nightmare again, etc.) and kaede coming to comfort her. its very good. also angie telling kaede about her culture and her indigenous heritage that's implied (but not in a good way due to the game's portrayal of it.) such a good ship omg. 10/10. i luv it so much.

soniakane- soniakane is so so good also. its way much better than soniaki. nanami is not even a good character. sorry. she could be better. sorry if this opinion about her makes you feel bad but i cannot get myself behind to like soniaki at all. although i really do like soniakane for example. such an interesting concept for yuri because of the dynamic of a person who lived in poverty presumably trying her very best to live 4 herself..in this fucked up loveless environment, vs princess who came from another country has to learn the perspective of a what akane has to go through, and definitely sympathising with her as she's definitely a nice person even if i dont care about sonia's character that much. such a good pairing. need to rehash my very foggy memory of the sdr2 plot, since the last time i fixated on sdr2 was at 13 years old? in 2018? i don't know. need to revisit it again.

tysm for asking, and i was very indesicive im so sorry if you were expecting an much interesting answer, it's my first ask being recieved like this. have a nice day, ill see you soon! (-:

#tenkos #hope you enjoy this predictable astronomical colossal words ask LOL i stole a bunch of terms like these from someone on twitter who i find #to be extremely cool hope u don't mind.#sa mention -#📸……

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