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omgeto · 8 months
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EVERYONE IT IS MY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY OF MY BLOG TODAY EVERYONE GO CRAZY AND GIVE ME A REWARD FOR STAYING THIS LONG.
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hangekitty · 3 years
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Tea for 3
Erwin x Levi x gn!Reader Headcanons
Scenario: the three of you decide to open up a tea shop together
Warnings: none!
Genre: fluff! Polyamory
Universe: Modern AU!
A/N: it’s a little short, but it’s definitely sweet. These headcanons have been on my mind a LOT and I just had to write them down. I feel like I mostly write polyamory stuff (even my private work is like 70% polyamory) but I am working on monogamous relationship stories as we speak! Should I keep writing polyamory? 🤔
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First of all, it was Levi’s idea to open up a tea shop, even if he doesn’t want to admit it. He had first brought it up out of curiosity to see what you or Erwin thought. It wasn’t brought up again till Erwin found a little shop that was up for sale, to which Levi pretended not to be excited; in truth, if Levi was better at expressing himself he would have been jumping up and down with pure happiness.
Levi will probably need some convincing to actually go for this opportunity. I can see him being a little insecure as to whether he deserves such a chance at this; so hearing the two of you, the people he loves most, give him so much affection and encouragement he couldn’t refuse.
You three spend long nights together designing the interior and exterior of the tea shop; going for a sleek botanical look with a hint of rustic charm.
You were the creative of the three, designing the logo and even the menu; Erwin would be like 😧 being super impressed with your talents. He is very good with his hands in the DIY department, but can barely draw a stick figure!
You decide to call the tea shop Ackerman & Co. (as much as Levi tried to argue against it, it is of course his dream and thought it would be a lovely gesture of yours and Erwin’s love towards him). Needless to say, Levi loved your reasoning and eventually accepted it.
The three of you visiting the store before buying it, Erwin ever so vigilant with his questions. From “Is there a persistent mould problem” to “are the neighbours noisy?”
Luckily it seems things are perfect, the store is located just off the high streets but close enough to attract some wandering customers. A little detail I would like to add is that the store is close to a cathedral and one of Levi’s favourite things to do (especially at night) is to open a window and listen out to the bell chimes.
“Is it big enough for your bed?” The answer to that is yes! As you insisted that the three of you share a King size bed (although Levi doesn’t sleep that often as it is, he still enjoys the company) you worry that the living space may not be enough. Don’t worry, Erwin sized out the place; he measured the entire flat above the shop out with only a measuring tape.
You ask Miche, Hange and Moblit for help when it comes to building up the tea shop! From painting to decorating, Hange goes a little overboard with the plants, but it only adds to the charm. “Who the hell is going to water all of these?” Levi groaned, “don’t worry love, I will” you reassure him, he will of course make you keep a diary so you can keep an eye out and record watering times!
Erwin insists on adding a bookshelf into the shop; this means that customers can read whilst they are there, even setting up a weekly book club! You also suggest keeping a spot out for a book exchange, keeping an on-going flow of new content for the regular customers.
Before you officially open the shop, Kutchel (Levi’s mum) visits with a gift; it is a large kettle decorated with a giant green bow to ‘baptise’ the place (also came with a bouquet of flowers because she is a sweetheart). “I am so proud of you baby”
Levi won’t cry, but he’ll cry
Let me just say, Kutchel adores the two of you and is so proud and glad that Levi has people in his life who adore him as much as his mother does (although initially explaining polyamory to her was a challenge, she just didn’t understand at first! But she supports and loves you once she grasped the concept!)
The first day of opening was BUSY. Little did you three know, but Hange had invited EVERYONE they knew and even going up to people in the streets to come to the opening.
The most confident was Erwin, he was the main spokesperson in announcing your new place. Levi barely spoke, mostly to contain himself from just crying out of happiness. So to keep his strength, he will hold onto your hand all night, giving it tender squeezes if he started to feel overwhelmed.
Levi would be the manager, mainly working on the teas and coffee orders, Erwin is most definitely the baker, making muffins and cookies and all sorts! You were the waiter/waitress but you also had your hand in baking and/or tea making when it was needed!
You put up a message board in the main room so that customers and/or friends and family can leave post-it-notes on the board. Most of the notes you get are compliments of the establishment, but you will get the occasional “I love Erwin/Levi/Y/N” notes from your loved ones; those notes you keep up forever. - if ever you get any missing cat posters, Levi will make it his mission to look for said cat.
Levi insists on getting WIFI, but Erwin annoyingly will point out the large bookcase, stating that books are enough. He does eventually give in, but will purposefully set the password annoyingly long and complicated for the sake of being petty. The password would look something like L1v1nYNrmYl0vr$
You notice that Levi spends more time in bed with you three! He has definitely settled down a lot more, feeling so much joy that his dream came to light. You and Erwin of course enjoy the extra person to cuddle in bed.
Frequent visits from your friends, Hange will bring their laptop into the cafe to finish their thesis or other scientific reports; they would quite literally spend all day there and will sleep on the sofa if they could get away with it. - you do at least have a spare bedroom so if Hange stays too late, they have a place to sleep.
Levi putting out cat food for the local strays, a cute little quirk you only started noticing when a dozen cats were lined up outside the back entrance of the store.
The tea shop will of course be successful, so Levi decides to experiment and start his own line of teas. Starting off with the basic breakfast and earl greys and then into the fruity and herbal teas. Once he got his customers approval and satisfaction, he then sells the tea bags (and loose tea leaves) to customers to take home. He calls his tea ‘Teas of Freedom’ (like wings of freedom lmao) which become very popular.
GLASS TEAPOTS; you get to see the water change into beautiful colours once the teas infuse. The most popular being the jasmine tea where the flower blooms when the hot water is applied; Erwin’s face lights up EVERY TIME Levi prepares this kind of tea.
Can you imagine Levi’s face when someone comes in and asks for a Starbuck’s like order, he would be like “HUH???” But don’t worry, you step in and take the order effortlessly; Levi is a tea man, coffee is somewhat a foreign concept to him.
On quiet days, Erwin will come up behind you and wrap his arms around your waist, whispering sweet nothing into your ear and rocks you side to side. This man is so in love with you. He does this to Levi but not as often...mostly because even on not so busy days Levi is busy.
Imagine catching quick little kisses whilst its busy, hugging is one thing but a quick kiss on the cheek is honestly so cute; Levi would 100% get distracted and a lot more clumsy if you plant a forehead kiss on him whilst he’s preparing tea.
EEEEP I hope you enjoyed it!! I love EURI as it is, but being a x reader it meant I got an excuse to write them!
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pricemarshfield · 3 years
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don’t go
A post-canon/canon divergence Climbing Class fic. Read on AO3 here. Does not name the monsters from UD.
The thing is, Chris never believed in ghosts.
Past tense, because though Ouija boards are definitely still bullshit, flesh-eating nightmares who are his friends from beyond made his internal perspective change, a little. Less focused on Ashley (now happily dating Sam, who'd have thunk), less focused on cleverness, less focused on everything other than survival.
The problem with that is, survival is way, way less of a concern everywhere else.
No matter how much Mike asks, Chris won't go to the gym, won't go running with Sam. Instead, he goes to the gun range and shoots, practices with a dozen different guns until he can hit a target from as far as they'll let him try. Someone asks him if he wants to go hunting, and he says, "No, thanks. I don't have the stomach for it." With a practiced, self-deprecating grin and a little anecdote about getting sick in health class after watching Supersize Me (but hey, he'll still eat fast food!), they just laugh, clap his shoulder, and say, "Well, maybe next time."
Chris knows now how to hunt. He won't go because he doesn't want to go back to the mountain, but if something happens, if Jess ends up going on her expedition to find Emily's remains like she keeps talking about, if any circumstance happens that'll force him back out of his safety, he'll be ready. He has a dozen books on how to skin and prepare wild game, has a YouTube watch history that he probably shares with a future serial killer, is slowly working his way through quizzes on edible plants in the area he can forage.
Two weeks after the mountain, his friends all found it normal. Six months after the mountain, he worries he's the only one still caught up in it.
Sam's still going out in wilderness semi-regularly, albeit with so many protein bars in her bag that she could feed a small army. Mike throws himself into whatever the hell project he's involved with. (Chris and Ashley make a point of not asking about it, just to see his face turn red.) Jess rock climbs now, but however it started, now she just seems to be having fun, and Chris doesn't want to ruin the mood by asking why she's doing it. Ashley writes, poems and prose and articles, jumping on their fifteen minutes of fame to get a foot in the door of publishing.
Josh doesn't do much of anything.
They'd found him next to the bodies of Matt and Emily and Jack Fiddler, emaciated and staring at the bodies with a hunger that had caused all of this. (Chris assumes. He wasn't there, wouldn't have been there even if he'd known he would have found Josh okay. He wasn't brave before, let alone now.)
His parents won't let him keep a handgun in the house, so he moves.
Finding an apartment is hard. Nothing to do with the publicity or lack of options or even money; he just is picky. It needs good WiFi, because he's still Chris Hartley. It needs a room without windows, easily defensible and big enough to be able to stockpile food. It needs walls that aren't painted a sickly green color that he jokes is scarier than the idea of going back.
justgidding: Terrible joke!
justgidding: Even if it wasn't in bad taste, it's just not funny.
sn0wflakequ33n: I thought it was funny Chris
gogogadget: thank you jess
screamking: Oh bro is that that place on Hilda St?
screamking: I looked at that place when I was trying to find a place
screamking: Definitely the worst
ladykiller: why did you move out, rich boy? don't you have like six bedrooms in your old place?
sn0wflakequ33n: don't be a dick, mike
smartcookie: Eh
smartcookie: Not the most dickish thing one of us has done this year
justgidding: Okay guys, let's not bring this up over TEXT!!
sn0wflakequ33n: why do you hate the internet sam
smartcookie: I always forget how much of a Luddite you are, babe
ladykiller: i don't know what that means
gogogadget: i feel like we've gotten farther from the point
gogogadget: which is how ugly these walls are
So, yeah. Apartment hunting. Would it be weird to ask Josh what place he found? He needs to move if he's gonna get a gun, and while he knows logically it's not going to help and that he's not in danger, he's pretty sure just having it around would be great for his peace of mind.
Also in the case of monster attack, but at this point, preparedness for monster attacks and his peace of mind are pretty much one and the same. Not only correlational but causal relationship.
gogogadget: josh dyou mind sending me the address?
screamking: Why, you coming over?
gogogadget: trying to find a place
gogogadget: or are you still looking?
screamking: Nah, here
screamking has sent you their location!
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Chris is sure that the place Josh's sent him will be too expensive, because Chris is comfortable, but Josh is. Well. His family owned a mountain (past tense). But as it turns out, if he moves in now in February rent is cheaper for as long as he lives here. It's still a lot, but it's at the very upper range of his budget rather than completely out of it.
They don't allow pets, but they do allow (legal) guns, and Chris signs the lease right after seeing the place. The property manager seems thrilled, but Chris doesn't really care why; he's just glad to have a place.
Sam and Ashley are the only two friends available to help him move, though Ashley mostly just picks through his books. Chris doesn't have a ton of stuff, and the only really heavy things are the one box of books and his PC. It takes one trip in just the one car and then he's in his apartment, alone.
Unpacking takes the better part of a couple days, but that's mostly just building furniture and setting up his food stores. The place doesn't quite feel like his, but he's alright with that. It feels safe, and that means a lot more.
His neighbor keeps thudding against the wall, though, and at 2am, when it wakes Chris up, he bangs back in annoyance.
"Sorry," his neighbor calls.
"...Josh?" Chris responds.
"Oh, what?" Josh says, and then Chris' phone lights up.
gogogadget: dude what the fuck
screamking: My bad, dude
screamking: Won't happen again
gogogadget: look as long as it's not ghosts i'm okay lol
screamking: I've got some bad news for you
gogogadget: JOSH WE TALKED ABOUT PRANKS
He can hear Josh laughing from across the wall, and Chris texts back a bunch of middle finger emojis.
screamking: If the ghosts do scare you, consider this an open invitation to come over
gogogadget: there are BETTER WAYS to invite me over dude
gogogadget: game nights
gogogadget: weed
gogogadget: just a straight up booty call
Chris doesn't really realize what he's said until after he's sent it, and then he briefly considers skipping out on his lease so he can go lie down outside and wait to die.
screamking: So if I were to do one of those now
screamking: You'd come over?
gogogadget: if you have someone over and that's what the banging's about i'll literally never talk to you again
gogogadget: just so you know
screamking: Nah it's just a tennis ball
screamking: Helps with anxiety
screamking: Dude?
screamking: If this isn't your thing we can still be friends, man
screamking: That better be you knocking on the door
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justgidding: Chris, wake up!!!
justgidding: You said you'd go to the farmer's market today
justgidding: I WILL break this door down I don't care about your security deposit.
justgidding: Ashley says you're not answering your phone
justgidding: Josh is, though :)
justgidding: I'm texting the group chat
gogogadget: groupchat is one word
justgidding: Get dressed now we're going to the farmer's market!
gogogadget's phone can no longer recieve messages! This could be due to a loss of WiFi or the phone being turned off.
justgidding: Bitch?
gogogadget's phone can no longer recieve messages! This could be due to a loss of WiFi or the phone being turned off.
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9layerdevilfoodcake · 3 years
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HelloGoodbye/Part 1:It’s The End Of The World As We Know It
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Summary: it’s the last day of life as you know it at Camp Redwood when the apocalypse comes calling, but what does that mean for the souls shackled to this particular hellmouth?
Word count: 3.3k
Warnings: mentions of death, implied-ish smut, the end of the world?
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The day the world ended started out the same as any other.
You woke up to the sunrise, wrapped in a jumble of blankets, limbs and bleached hair.
Sleep wasn’t really necessary for the undead, but it just came naturally, like muscle memory. Plus it was a nice way to pass the time.
But it was what came after a good night’s sleep that was your favorite part of the day, more specifically it was waking up next to him.
There are few things better in life (past or present) than waking up in his arms.
Your lover? Boyfriend? Mutual sufferer in eternal purgatory?
You’re not really sure what you would call him. You and Xavier both agreed the afterlife was no place for labels.
But if you asked any of the other souls shackled to this hellmouth with you, they would all call you two the same thing; inseparable.
It had been that way for decades, you spent almost every reawoken moment together. He was the one thing that made your afterlife feel as though it’s axis tipped more towards heaven than hell.
He was the light at the end of the tunnel. And looking at him now, eyes closed, lips parted, and sleeping soundly without a care in the world. You might go as far as to say you are thankful you didn’t listen to your gut, and made the (what at the time you thought regrettable) decision to take your friend's extra ticket and step foot on the haunted site for a music festival, one that never even happened mind you.
You got stabbed in the face and she didn’t get to blow Billy Idol, you guess you would call the weekend a bust for the both of you.
You’re comfortably laying back and reminiscing, when you feel Xavier stir.
The long hum that leaves his lips, followed by their soft touch on your shoulder lets you know he’s awake and it’s followed by a mumbled “Good morning”.
“Good morning” you answer back. Leaning down to plant a chaste kiss on his lips. A little too chaste for his liking, so before you can pull away he grabs hold of the back of your neck and pulls you back down for more.
One perk of being dead, no morning breath. There’s no need to break the mood with a trip to the bathroom to brush your teeth. Not that that would stop him anyways, through your time with Xavier you have come to realize that there are very few things he won’t try, and even less he would determine “too gross” to kill his mood.
So much like countless mornings before this, it’s a good couple of hours before you two make it out of bed and decide to properly “get up”.
“What should we do today?” He asks as he’s rummaging through the luggage some ghost adventurer left behind in their haste to “get the fuck out of this place”. It had been years since anyone around here had partaken in any blood sport. But that didn’t mean there was still no fun in scaring the tourists. (And maybe occasional bets were taken to see who could get a camper to wet themselves first).
He pauses and holds up a pair of dark blue wranglers, waiting for your opinion.
You just shake your head in dismissal.
“We haven’t been in the lake in a while. We could take a dip...then maybe you could take a dip…” you say wiggling your eyebrows to insinuate your innuendo, while you make your way over to the stash, taking over the search for yourself.
“No”
“Why not?” You know the reason for his rejection, but can’t help giving him a little pout anyways.
“After what happened last time? Not happening.” His voice is stern but with the underlying playfulness that’s always present between the two of you.
“Oh come on...I won’t let that happen again.”
“Believe it or not, drowning is not fun, dead or alive. And you know what’s worse than drowning once? Coming back to and drowning again because the person with their legs wrapped around your head hasn’t even noticed!” He emphasizes his “anger” by snatching the green umbro shorts you’d found from your hands and proceeding to dramatically stomp his legs through the holes before pulling them up around his hips.
“You only have yourself to blame for that, if you weren’t always such a tease I would have known something was wrong. I just thought you were trying to work me up and build my anticipation, not give me some signal your foot was stuck in the mud” You argue back tossing him a cut off Duran Duran t-shirt, that despite its tag saying 2018 has been given holes and bleached to give it a “vintage” look. The irony of donning such items always makes you laugh.
As he finishes getting dressed you simply look at him with that same pout back on your face, although it slowly morphs into a smile as you see his resolve slipping away.
Who is he kidding, he could never say no to you. He would do anything you ever asked. He would drown every hour, on the hour, if it kept you looking at him the way you are now.
“Fine, but if I start slapping your thighs it is not to keep you in line, it’s me begging for oxygen.”
“Ok” you agree with a chuckle as you grab his hand and head to the door, but he holds his place, making you turn and raise a brow at him.
“And the next time those birdwatchers are in camp, you have to blow me in front of that Condor’s nest they all jizz their jeans for.”
“Sure” you answer, shrugging your shoulders, not a bad trade...
“While they’re taking pictures of it.”
You pause for barely a moment to think that over, who were you kidding, you’re just as whipped as he is.
“Deal”
You weren’t in the water very long before you heard it, a siren sounding in the distance.
Xavier had only just removed your bottoms before you were pulling him up by his hair.
“What?” He asks, as he emerges, shaking droplets out his face with a look of confusion mixed with some underlying self doubt. “What’s wrong?”
“Do you hear that?”
As you both listen the sirens start to get louder and new ones join in the cacophony of sounding alarms.
“Yea, they’re probably just testing the storm sirens?”
“All of them?”
Before Xavier can talk you out of worrying and let him “get back to work” you’re interrupted by Chet yelling at you from the dock.
“Hey! You guys should see this”
Once you both redress you make your way to the cabin which once upon a time was assigned to the male counselors, but now it serves as more of a clubhouse for the lingering spirits. Upon entry you see almost every soul in the camp crowded around the TV.
There have only been two occasions when you have all collectively been in the same place at the same time; when you got revenge on Margaret, and when you made plans for what to do about the “Ramirez problem”.
Something big must be happening.
“What’s going on?” Xavier inquires as you join the group.
“The end of the world” Answers Montana, in a voice so calm she almost sounds bored, it’s like that happens every week.
“Oh no did Belinda Carlyle die?!”
“No...not yet anyway”
Your attention is brought back to the flat screen television Jingle’s son Bobby had gifted you. After his visit, he had been kind enough to set up wifi around the camp, as well as pay for a cable package, with the help of Brooke and Rita (or whatever her real name was). After hours of trying to explain how a touch screen works, as well as the grappling concept of Bluetooth; he deemed the pursuit pretty much a wash. But you did all know how to work a television, so most days were spent watching reruns of Knight Rider or Press Your Luck, and checking in with the nightly news.
So now you found yourself surrounded by your fellow ghosts, watching the man on the tv announce the incoming missiles and saying a teary goodbye to his family.
“What does this mean? I mean for us?” The question came from one of the victims of the first massacre in the 70s, whose name you were now feeling a little guilty for never bothering to learn.
It was a good question nonetheless, your souls kept coming back after just about any obstacle thrown at you, staying attached to the camp, but would they stay attached to a camp that wasn’t even there?
Unfortunately this was also a question nobody knew the answer to.
“Should we go to a basement or something?” Chet chimed in
“I doubt a basement will win the fight against a nuclear bomb, at least this close to the blast radius.” Trevor now spoke up, making his way over to the television to check another news channel, before addressing the group. “Besides does that even matter for us?”
“I guess we’ll find out soon enough”
As everyone is switching back and forth between intently checking the news and murmuring confusion between each other, you pull Xavier aside.
“Xavier, just in case we don’t make it. I just want you to know” you start, averting your gaze as you feel the tears begin to pool in your eyes. “...I just...I’m really...you’ve been…” you’re trying to find a way to tell him how much he’s meant to you, and the amount of gratitude you have for his patience and understanding, how he’s made every day a memorable one for you, how he’s the best person you’ve ever known, dead or alive. How you don’t believe you’ve actually been stuck wandering the earth together all these years, because when you’re with him you think you must have done something right in your life, because there is no doubt in your mind this is what heaven feels like. But you can’t, you can’t get a single word out if you want to keep any semblance of calm and keep the flood gates from opening.
Thankfully Xavier stops you before your nonsensical blubbering can go any further.
“I know, you have too.” He says this as he clasps your hands in his, before moving one hand up to wipe a stray tear from your cheek and bringing your attention back to him. As you look at him you see glassy blue orbs filled with tears that match your own, holding behind them eons of love and unsaid devotion. But he is much better at holding himself together so he marches on.
“If something happens and we don’t make it through this. Or we end up in some new shittier purgatory, I promise you I’ll come find you there! There is nothing in this life or any other that can keep me from you, okay? We’re gonna be alright though, I promise”
All you can do is nod your head, and muster up enough strength to get out a quiet “I love you”
“I love you too”
You and Xavier sit on the bunk that was once designated as his, all those years ago when he came here with the hope of a fun summer away from his troubles. Back then he was always running; running to something, running from something. There was never any certainty in his life, not even in his after life, not until you.
Now he’s starting to feel like that scared boy he once was. The one once found on the edge of death in MacArthur Park, trying so desperately to feel anything, and trying even more in vain to make that feeling last. He had nothing to loose back then in his desperate pursuit for euphoria. But he learned real fast that when things sounded too good to be true they most certainly were.
And that’s why he holds you closer now. Because you were the greatest good he has ever known, and there is certainly no way someone as wretched and cursed as him could ever keep someone as exceptional and pure as you.
He’d tasted bliss for too long now, and it must be time for the collector to come calling. But that didn’t mean he would let you go without a fight, because here in your arms is the only place that has ever felt like home, and he would protect his fortress come hell or high water (or the literal end of the world).
But that fight may or may not come and right now was about settling your nerves and keeping you calm. So he puts his resolve on the back burner and moves to pull you into his lap to whisper words of love and encouragement while you wait for the missiles to strike.
You feel them before you hear them, the impact on the earth, who knows how many miles away, before it broke the sound barrier. You didn’t even have enough time to process the incoming force before you were knocked out and everything and everyone you had known for decades was wiped away.
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There is no way to tell how much time has passed when you wake in a pile of rubble and ash, with no discernable clue as to where you were in relation to the miles of identical rubble and ash that surrounded you. You weren’t sure where in the camp you were. The only thing keeping you believing this was even still Redwood were the semblance of remaining trees around you. Other than that there was nothing else insight but dirt and debri, and no sign of any other soul.
After you got your bearings you go in search of Xavier, or anyone else for that matter.
After a few minutes you come across a spot of land that seems vaguely familiar. Although there are no more cabins and no more dock, you’re pretty sure the crater that sits before you used to be the lake.
The lake where you died.
The lake you had no escape from for the past 30 years.
The lake you were swimming in only a few minutes ago.
The lake where you and Xavier spoke your first words to each other.
The lake where you sat on the dock dipping your toes in the water as you told one another that you loved each other for the first time.
The lake that you used to think if you never saw again, would be too soon.
The lake that you would now give anything to see full again.
After a couple minutes lost in your reverie, you hear a voice in the distance. One you’d recognize anywhere.
Without a moments hesitation you take off towards its source.
After tripping over countless branches and what you can only assume used to be one of the cabins you make it to a clearing and see Xavier bounding your way with Chet in tow.
“Oh my god! Thank god you're okay!” He breathes out as he pulls you into his embrace. You feel him exhale in relief as he holds you, before he lets you go in order to inspect you, searching for any signs of distress.
“Are you alright? Are you hurt?”
“No I’m fine, are you ok?”
After looking him over in return to make sure everything’s alright and he gives you a nod, you look over to Chet, who you had quite honestly forgotten was there.
“You too?”
“Yea we’re fine, it’ll take more than one measly nuclear bomb to take down all this” he accentuates by raising his shirt and slapping his abs.
“I’m glad to see your modesty survived the blast as well” you answer giving him a wink and a nudge before you continue.
“we should find the others.”
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It took a couple hours to track down the rest of your group. At least what felt like it, with the clocks gone there was no telling what time it was.
And the haze the bombs left kept it constantly looking like dusk.
After regrouping you all agreed you should look for any pieces of camp left behind, any signs of life, or just any signs of anything at all.
/
And that’s how it went for the next couple of days. You would walk around looking for signs of life, and finding very few momentos left behind by the camp. Then every once in a while you would all regroup in the middle of the crater that was once the lake, and switch between theories of what was happening out in the rest of the world and reminiscing about times when this place was still standing.
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Almost everyone in your group of confidants, aside from Ray, was sitting at your usual meeting spot when he came barreling towards you all.
“You guys come here I have to show you something.” His voice was full of excitement.
“What?” Montana asked back, thoroughly unimpressed with his optimism. You had never met two people more different. To Montana, Ray was like a pesky mosquito, who she would often shoo away, that is when she wasn’t bossing him around and telling him to “make himself useful”.
“Just trust me it’s important.”
After a few minutes of grumbling and feet dragging. You and Xavier, Montana, Trevor, and Chet made your way to the empty piece of land Ray was pointing at. Picking up Bertie and the real nurse Rita along the way.
“What? What are we supposed to be looking at?” Bertie questioned, taking it upon herself to ask what you were all wondering.
“Right here.” He points to a spot on the ground, that aside from the line he had made with his shoe, looked the exact same as the rest of your surroundings.
“This is the entrance to Camp Redwood.”
“How do you know? There’s nothing here.” Xavier pointed out motioning around to the surrounding emptiness.
“I have measured the number of steps to the entrance, from just about every place in this camp.”
“God somebody needs to get laid. You have way too much time on your hands.” Xavier regards. And you can’t help but let a laugh slip out.
Narrowing his eyes at that comment, Ray attempts to defend himself. “We’ve been here for decades. Chet wouldn’t even talk to me for years, and before you met y/n, you and Montana only acknowledged me when I was cleaning up your messes, and I….you know what I don’t have to explain myself. What I’m about to show you will have you praising me for the way I chose to pass the time. You should all be kissing my loafers for this.”
Ray was really getting sick of still being the butt of the other counselors jokes and jabs. Even now at the end of the world, when he has made such a monumental discovery.
Deciding not to waste more time getting upset he proceeds.
“So as you know most of the camp has been destroyed and there aren’t really any notable places left behind? Well there is one. The tree we all signed our names on, well most of it anyways. But lucky for us I could still make out both Trevor and Xavier’s names. And exactly 644 steps straight ahead of those signatures is the entrance to the camp.
“You’re point being?” Montana snips, tired of waiting for him to get to the climax of his story.
“My point being. Right now I am in Camp Redwood.”
He says, before he slowly and dramatically takes one long stride over the line he had drawn.
“...now I’m not...”
“and I feel fine”
Notes: i wasn’t really planning on uploading any of my writing here, but I feel like there is more of an interest in Xavier content than on ao3 so why not? Basically the jist of this comes from speculating what would happen to the spirits stuck at the hellmouth’s after the apocalypse (which I know many people have wondered and we’ve never been given a definitive answer). So I wondered what would happen if the whole world became one large hellmouth and the spirits could roam free. This series follows you an Xavier as you eventually make your way to rumored Sanctuary. It will involve Michael Langdon, and as of right now might get kind of dark, so fair warning. Anyways, thank you for reading!
Tagging this supporting queen: @guiltyfiend
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7 and 13 with Sicheng? 🐥
“You taste like fucking candy.“ +  “I-I just, I wasn’t expecting that. But I liked it. A lot.” + winwin
You’re not a baby, that’s for damn sure. But somehow, someway, your mother still managed to foist a babysitter on you when you were a full-grown adult living in a city far away from her.
You were sick, but not the kind of sick that medicine could fix. It was more of an emotional sickness than a physical one, and that was something your mother didn’t really understand.
“It’s your birthday, you can’t be sick.” She’d told you as soon as you answered the phone. “What about going out with your friends, having fun?”
But that was just the problem. Since moving to Seoul a couple months ago, you hadn’t truly made any real friends. There were acquaintances at work, but none of them even really knew it was your birthday, and they certainly weren’t about to throw a party for you. You just didn’t know how to tell that to your family, especially since you’d told them stories about your coworkers enough that they recognized the names and assumed they were your friends.
“Mom, I just don’t feel well today.” You repeated against her insistence of it’s your birthday! 
Truthfully it was because of all of this that you didn’t feel well. The loneliness weighed down your stomach like a physical stone resting in your belly, swelling with nausea every time that you remembered that it’s your birthday and you’re alone in a city that you don’t always feel that you belong in.
“Well, you shouldn’t be alone,” your mother says. “Call over one of your friends.”
Again, a pang in your belly. You bite your lip. “I don’t want anyone else to get sick.” The lie only makes it worse.
“You won’t get anyone sick, you’re being silly. If you won’t call over a friend, I’ll text that nice boy from your building and tell him to come over.” You can already hear her moving away from her phone, heading toward the old-fashioned book where she keeps track of important things.
“Mom, oh my God. No! That would be humiliating.” 
What’s worse than being completely alone on your birthday? Having your mom send a random guy who lives in your building to come hang out with you out of pity. You can still remember the bizarre panic and embarrassment that had swept through you in those first few days when you were moving in. Your mother had come with you just to help you get situated and make sure that the apartment was going to be nice like the pictures online. 
She’d gone out to get groceries on the second day while you tried setting up the wifi completely, and when she returned she was beaming and began telling you about the neighbor just two doors down who’d helped her when she dropped one of the bags, who was about your age and so handsome, and she’d told him all about her daughter who had just moved in upstairs. Somehow your sneaky mother had gotten his number just in case she ever couldn’t get in contact with you or if something happened to you and someone needed to contact her.
Or, you know, in case her daughter was lonely and she could humiliate you by contacting this neighbor you had never met, and asking him to come sit with you.
You were mortified.
“Mom! No!” You insisted again as you heard her stop flipping pages and make a quiet aha as she found the number she was looking for. “Mom, are you seriously–”
“You need to have someone with you on your birthday, even if you’re sick. Happy Birthday. Love you!” And she ended the call just like that.
Now you felt even worse than before, so to take your mind off of how you were potentially being embarrassed long-distance, you took a shower, but that just gave you more time to mull over things, so then you dressed and cleaned the apartment, scrubbing at a stubborn stain on the sofa, and then vacuuming and dusting.
And when you were just finished with that, about to sit down and watch a movie, there was a knock on your door.
She didn’t, you wanted to scream and you almost wanted to cry angry, embarrassed tears. 
Another knock, and then, “Y/N?”
It wasn’t a voice that you recognized, but when you came over to the peep hole in the door, you were stunned as you realized that you did know that face. But how did it know your name.
You opened the door to face WinWin of NCT and WayV fame.
He looked at you. You looked at him.
“Uhh, when you moved in, your mom asked for my number, and she just called to ask if I’d come check on you?” He rubbed at the back of his neck nervously. “She said you were sick.”
You could feel your face heating up. “Yeah. You really didn’t have to come check on me. You were probably busy and I really, really don’t want to get you sick.”
WinWin looked at you again, glancing up and down. “You don’t look sick.”
You sigh and lean against the door. “I’m not sick. Not really. I just told her that so she wouldn’t get upset that I’m alone on my birthday, because then I’d have to admit that I haven’t really made any friends since I moved here. And it’s pathetic enough that I’m explaining this to you, I don’t want to have to explain it to her too.”
“Well, you shouldn’t be alone on your birthday.” He says, and then he holds something out to you that you hadn’t noticed before. “The auntie who cooks for us made this for you when I told her about what your mom said. She says it’ll make you feel better. She also told me that if I don’t feed it to you and nurse you back to health myself, she’ll never let me forget it.”
“Did my mom say that or the auntie?” You ask, carefully taking the food parcel from WinWin. 
“My dorm auntie.” He smiles. “By the way, I can’t believe we’ve never met before. We live so close to each other, and if you’ve not seen me or the others before, I’m sure you’ve heard them. They get so loud.”
Sometimes late at night you’d heard happy shouts or music coming from somewhere nearby. And once you had thought you saw Kun, but he was wearing a hat and a mask and it was late, so you assumed your mind was playing tricks on you. Now you knew that it was most likely him you’d seen.
“Well, tell her thank you for the soup. And I’m sorry about all of this. I’ll tell my mom to delete her number, like, I’d really hoped that she would have lost it by now so that way nothing as embarrassing as this could ever happen.” You start to step back to close the door, but the look on WinWin’s face makes you pause.
WinWin clears his throat. “I can still keep you company, if you’d like? I’m serious, I don’t think you should be alone on your birthday unless that’s what you really want.” It’s not what you want, but you don’t want him to hang out with you if he’s just doing it out of pity. As if he hears your thoughts, WinWin says, “Also, that’s a lot of soup that she made. A lot more than one person can eat. And I might have candy that I’d be willing to share with you as a birthday present.”
“Alright.” You step back, this time holding the door open wider for him to come inside, and in a light, teasing voice, you say, “But only because of the candy.”
As you pulled your short coffee table closer to the sofa, clearing it off a bit to make room for the soup, you were glad you’d cleaned your apartment and showered. WinWin sat there on your sofa, looking around the place with interest. Suddenly you were very conscious of the paintings you’d hung on your walls, the basket of unfolded laundry sitting outside the bathroom door, and the movie you had queued up on the TV.
But thank God the stain was gone from the couch and everything else was neat and tidy, fresh as your clean cotton air freshener could make it.
You grabbed bowls and spoons from the kitchen, and as you ladled some soup into a bowl for WinWin, you told him, “You know, you really probably shouldn’t give your number out to just anyone. Even if she is a mother concerned about the future of her daughter.”
“Why?” WinWin looked up at you, thanking you softly as he takes the bowl from you. “She could be crazy? Or a sasaeng’s attempt at getting my number?”
Yes, those are exactly the reasons. 
“But if I hadn’t given her my number, then what are the chances that I’d get to be sitting here with you?” Your belly does a funny floppy fluttery feeling at his words. “Pretty low, if I had to guess. And that would be a shame because so far I feel like we could get along.”
“It’s probably because you’re a Scorpio.” You say before you realize. Your eyes go wide. “I just, I mean, I get along really well with Scorpios.”
WinWin looks at you sideways for a second. “So you are a fan?”
Again, a funny feeling mixed with nausea and embarrassment. “No, not really. Well, yes and no. I like your music, but it’s not like I obsess over you or anything like that. I’ve just seen stuff about your birthday, so I know you’re a Scorpio.” How do I make myself sound less crazy? you thought, looking down into your bowl of soup, praying that the whirls of steam will reveal the answer to you. 
“It’s not a bad thing if you’re a fan,” WinWin says after a moment. “Just as long as you’re not going to sell pictures of me or stories. Or try to sell some of my hair.” He grimaces, but then tries to hide it as he takes a spoonful of the soup. 
“I’m definitely not going to do that. I didn’t even know you lived here, I swear. And I definitely didn’t want you or anyone else coming to my apartment today. That was entirely my mother’s doing.” 
WinWin changes the subject, talking instead about the art on your walls, asking if you painted them yourself (you did), asking questions about you and how you like living in Seoul. You talk for a bit about how it is coming from somewhere so different to live here, how it’s not a culture shock necessarily, but getting used to living in a foreign country can be difficult. 
Any awkwardness you may have thought you were going to feel with him vanishes, and soon the soup is gone but the conversation continues and WinWin produces the promised candy from his pockets. It’s sticky and sweet and exactly what you needed. Even after the last candy wrapper is crumpled up beside the rest, WinWin stays, and it’s only as it’s getting late that his phone buzzes in his pocket and he has to leave, but not before you exchange numbers, so the next time you’re feeling lonely your mother doesn’t have to be the one to ask him to hang out with you.
And crazy as it may be, you do feel much better afterwards, though you’re not sure if it’s the soup, the company, the candy, or some combination of all three.
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You almost passed him on the stairs a few days later.
“Hey.” WinWin’s voice is what caught your attention this time. You looked up so fast that your neck twinged, and you had to clutch onto the rail to keep from falling. WinWin reaches out too. “Woah, careful. Don’t fall because of me.”
“Thanks.” You rub your neck, hoping to soothe it. 
WinWin then digs a hand into his pocket and the next thing you know, he’s holding a piece of candy out to you. You give him a funny look, but you take it anyway. 
“What’s this for?” 
“Just to make you feel better.” WinWin comes to stand on your side of the steps as another person tries to walk down. “Something to keep you sweet.”
You laugh and smile and pretend like you’re not blushing. “Thank you.”
“Are you feeling better? Less sick?” WinWin asks. “Or is your mom going to call me again?”
“She should leave you alone. I told her to.” You unwrap the piece of candy and pop it into your mouth. “And I am feeling much better. It turned out to be a pretty good birthday.”
WinWin’s gaze was warm on your face, a slow smile growing across his face. “Any particular reason?”
“Oh, it was for sure all the candy.” You ball up the candy wrapper, roll it around in the palm of your hand until WinWin suddenly reaches out and pinches it between his fingers. His fingertips brush your palm, leaving a tingle behind under your skin. Distracted by that, your voice comes out a lot softer when you say, “And the soup. Maybe the company, but that’s yet to be decided.”
Your busy smiling at WinWin, so you don’t notice when somebody rounds the stairs behind you and clears their throat. WinWin starts, and turns his gaze at the intruder. Hendery’s standing there, staring at WinWin’s fingers in your palm, the candy wrapper that you’re both seeming to cling to.
“Are you coming?” Hendery asks. 
WinWin nods. “Yeah. A minute.” 
Hendery slowly leaves, and when you’re alone again, WinWin says, “I have to go.” He steps down a few steps, not breaking eye contact with you in a way that suddenly feels very intimate. Before he turns away, he says, “You know, if you’re not going to let your mom contact me to come hang out with you, you could text me. I’ve got more candy, if you want it.”
As if you need the candy to want to hang out with WinWin. He’s handsome and funny and nice, sweet and smart and fun to talk to. 
From somewhere down below in the building, you hear a door open and close. 
“Go,” you tell him. “I’ll see you around.”
WinWin smiles and then dashes away down the stairs to catch up with Hendery.
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Every time you see WinWin after that, he hands you a piece of candy. Sometimes more than one. Even if you’re only passing on the stairs or in the hall outside your apartments and neither of you has time to stop and chat, he’ll pass you a piece of candy and a smile. When you actually do text him and ask if he wants to come over, he brings candy. Once you even ran into him when you were coming home from a grocery run and he was stopping to grab some food from the place around the corner, and even then he had candy to give to you.
It was weeks or months later when you finally brought it up to him.
You were sitting together on the floor of your apartment. WinWin was leaned back with his head resting against the sofa, his eyes closed as he groaned about how full he was. You were still picking at what remained of the take out, but you were feeling pretty full too, and if the food continued sitting there, you knew you were just going to pick at it until you were miserably full.
So you started to clean up, gathering empty cola bottles, glasses, the food containers and napkins. And then you noticed a piece of candy sitting right there on top of your phone. 
You sigh and pick up the piece of candy. “What’s this?”
WinWin cracks open an eye to see what you’re talking about. He frowns. “A piece of candy. Like usual.”
“You know, you don’t have to give me candy every time you see me. I promise you, the candy is not why I like seeing you.” You hope he knows that every time you’ve said that the candy is why you let him in that first night, that was a lie. The candy is not what keeps you coming back to him. 
“I like giving you candy.” WinWin says. “Keeps you sweet.”
You wrinkle your nose at that cheesy line. 
WinWin leans forward then and plucks the candy from your fingers. “Fine, no more candy for you then.”
“No! I didn’t say I don’t want the candy.” You whine and reach for it, but he pulls it farther out of your reach. 
He holds it out of your reach, and you crawl toward him, stretching your arm up but your fingers only reach his wrist. WinWin laughs, and you watch as he nimbly unwraps the candy with just his one hand without dropping it. And then quickly, he brings it down. You move to intercept it, but then he closes his hand completely around it. 
“Do you want it?” WinWin teases. You nod. WinWin jerks his chin. “Okay, sit back. Open your mouth.”
You do just that, sitting back on your heels right beside his knee, and WinWin holds the candy out, making airplane noises at you like your a child. He flies it toward your mouth in a zig-zagging pattern, and you’re not about to try to chase it now, but then it’s so close, right there within your grasp, and you move forward. 
Your lips bump into his fingers, but it’s too late. WinWin jerks his hand back, pops the candy into his own mouth, and his lips curl into a victorious smile.
“That’s not fair!” You sit closer, so close to him that when he opens his mouth, you can almost smell the sweetness of the candy. “That was mine!” 
WinWin laughs and takes your hand. 
For a second you forget all about the candy. All that matter is his warm hand on yours, and your heart races trying to catch up with your mind which is jetting off into all sorts of different scenarios, down curious pathways. 
WinWin presses something into your palm and curls your fingers around it. “I have more candy.” His words are soft, sweet, wrapped in a layer of affection you’ve never noticed before. “I’ve always got more candy for you.”
As soon as his hand leaves yours, you unwrap the candy and pop it into your mouth, savoring it on your tongue. It’s the same candy it’s always been, but somehow it tastes sweeter.
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One of the others lets you into their apartment when you show up at the door. By this point, they all recognize you as the neighbor that WinWin keeps spending all of his time with when they’re not working. He’s not there now, but he will be soon, and you didn’t feel like waiting around in your apartment for him, so since he’d recently told you that you were welcome over at his place whenever you wanted, here you were.
And oddly, none of the other guys seemed to find anything strange about that. 
You were just showed to the room that belonged to WinWin and someone else, neither of them were there at the moment, so you sat on the bed that was WinWin’s and you waited.
Looking around, you could see what in the space was his, what parts of it he’d made his own. And the more you looked around, the more you wondered, where did he hide his candy stash?
You didn’t want to look around through his things, being nosy and invading his privacy was not the reason you’d come over. However, it had been a few days since you saw him last, and you were craving just a taste of sugar. It didn’t really take long. You just took a peek under his bed, and there you found storage box that had a large bag of candy in it as well as some other snacks. 
You couldn’t help it. You quickly dug out a handful of candy, unwrapped them, and stuffed them in your mouth, shoving the evidence in the pocket of your sweatshirt as you fell back onto the bed to enjoy your mouthful of stolen candy. 
Several minutes later, you were still like that when WinWin came inside his room. He looked a bit worn out, a little rattled, and when he looked at you he seemed calmer.
“Hey.” You sat up, and in a light voice, you asked, “How was your day?”
He didn’t answer, not with his words anyway.
WinWin walked toward you, dumped his bag beside the bed, and put his hands to your cheeks, and drew your mouth to his in a bruising kiss. You gasped, opening up to him, and WinWin deepened the kiss, pressing you flat on the bed.
Part of you wondered if you’d somehow fallen asleep, if this was a dream? Because this had come out of nowhere. Hadn’t it?
You kissed him back, slowing it down and softening the kiss. WinWin makes a low moan that you echo back at him.
“You taste like fucking candy,” WinWin murmurs. He kisses you again, touching his tongue against yours in a way that has you squirming and making another little sound of pleasure. “So sweet. Hmm.” WinWin sits up then, runs his fingers through his hair, and suddenly frowns down at you. “I haven’t seen you in a few days. Why do you taste like candy so much?”
Tucking your hands into your sweatshirt pocket, you shake your head. “I don’t know. Maybe that’s just how I taste.”
WinWin shakes his head. “I don’t think that’s it.”
He leans over you again, and you laugh, place a hand to his chest. “Might I ask what brought this on? Not that I’m complaining about you kissing me. At all.” You can feel his heartbeat pounding against your palm, and it picks up again as he looks back at your lips.
“Don’t try to change the subject.” WinWin leans in again, and this time when he kisses you it’s just so gentle, his lips caressing yours, a hand cradling the back of your neck.
Your hand slips under his shirt, and he makes a strange but cute sound, shivering when you curl your fingers against his hip. “WinWin, why–?”
There’s a soft crinkling noise as WinWin touches your belly. He breaks the kiss, looks down at your sweatshirt, and then his hand plunges into your pocket, and draws out the crumpled up wrappers. “Mm, that’s what I thought. You found my sweet stash?”
“Yeah.” You tilt your chin, and WinWin crushes his mouth to yours again, the candy wrappers cascading from his fingers. “WinWin, really, what’s brought this on?” You ask between kisses.
“You make me happy.” WinWin strokes your cheek. “My day was kinda not great, but you make me happy. And I’ve been holding myself back, thinking that you don’t like me too. You just like me for my candy. But today, today I needed something happy, and here you were waiting for me.” He kissed you again, and this time you loop your arms around his neck.
You’re still kissing when the door opens. The floor creaks then creaks again and the door closes. 
“Oops, your roommate’s probably scarred now.” You laugh. 
“That’s okay,” WinWin says. He kisses you again. “Now he knows to leave us alone.”
You put a hand on his chest, pushing him back slightly as he moves forward to make out with you once again, and this time he pauses and looks down at you, your face all blushed and you a little out of breath. 
“Are you okay?” WinWin pushes your hair back behind your ear. 
You nod, twist your fingers in his shirt. “Yeah, just a little out of breath.”
WinWin moves off of you anyway. He rolls off the bed, and for a second you hear him rummaging around beneath it, and then he reappears. 
“For you.” He holds out a candy to you. 
You laugh and take it, unwrap it and pop it into your mouth, puckering as it’s a sour one that really hits you. You squeeze your eyes shut and shake your head, reaching out to lightly punch at WinWin as he laughs and slides back up onto the bed with you. 
“Sour?” WinWin cradles your cheek, his thumb tracing the shape of your puckered lips. 
“A little bit.” You shake your head and swallow. He offers you another candy, and this one is sweet. 
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You’re in the middle of taking a bath when you mother calls. The bath was nice and relaxing before, filled with bubbles and a pretty flowery scent. The free-standing bathtub had been your favorite feature of the apartment when you moved in, and it still was one of your favorite things about the place.
She didn’t really want anything in particular, just to talk at a time of day that would work out for both of you. You chatted for a bit, talking about work and life and how you were going to make dinner after this call was over since you were in the bath at the moment. 
You run your fingers through the bubbles, scooping some of them up and blowing them around the room while you listen to your mother telling you about what her neighbor’s have been doing, which is apparently something gossip-worthy. 
That’s the exact moment that WinWin decides to make use of the key that you recently lent him to your apartment. You hear the distant sound of him sitting down his keys and his phone on your table.
And then his voice echoes through the space as he calls your name.
Your mother’s story stammers to a halt. “Who’s that?” She asks as WinWin calls your name again. You groan, but your mother ignores that and excitedly says, “Do you have a boyfriend? Wait, is that your handsome neighbor?”
“Mom, oh my God. No. I have to go.” You end the call, stabbing at the screen with a soapy finger. “I’m in the bath, WinWin, I’ll be out in--”
Before you can say anything else, he’s come around the corner, right in clear view of you through the open bathroom door. You’d been alone just a minute ago, not expecting anyone over, so you hadn’t bothered to close the door as you usually didn’t. 
You check your phone again, making sure that the call with your mom is ended, and then you sink lower into the bath, fully covering your body in bubbles, leaving only your head just above. 
“WinWin.” When you say his name, a few bubbles blow loose, drifting in his direction. “I wasn’t expecting you.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry. I just wanted to come see you.” He stands in the doorway, leans against the doorjamb, and tries to not stare directly at you. “I was going to ask you if you wanted to grab dinner, but you’re clearly busy.”
You lift a bubbly hand and curl it over the edge of the tub. His eyes land on it and can’t seem to move away. “I’m just finishing the bath. I’m definitely not too busy to go to dinner with you. Especially if...”
“If what?” WinWin looks back up to your eyes again.
In a small voice, you say, “If it’s a date?”
Since that day when you’d made out on his bed at his apartment for the better part of an hour, you hadn’t done anything like that again. Things were almost just normal, just friends. That had been weeks ago, but there was still tension between you, an awkwardness but a strong connection that was just unaddressed. 
“If you want it to be a date.” WinWin’s lips curl up in a shy smile.
You nod. “Can you hand me the towel?” You point over at the towel hanging a few feet away, just out of reach. 
WinWin takes a few tentative steps inside, and then he grabs the towel, and as he hands it over to you, his fingers meet your slick skin. Instead of moving back, WinWin stays there for another long moment, his eyes run over your face, lingering on your lips. 
“WinWin.” His name leaves your lips as a whisper, but it is enough.
He touches his fingers just beneath your chin, tilting your mouth up to perfectly slot against his in a new, heart-stopping kiss. 
You push a soapy hand into his hair, fingers running against his neck, leaving bubbly trails behind, drawing him more deeply into the kiss. He sits on the side of the tub, his hand drifting lower until it’s sunken below the bubbles, his fingers resting on your shoulder. You drop your hand down, twist it in the bottom of his shirt, and give a tug, trying to get him closer to you.
In just an instant, he loses his balance, and comes sliding into your bath.
“Oh, shit!” WinWin laughs. 
The room fills with disturbed bubbles. Water splashes over the sides of the tub. WinWin soaks in the water, his mouth barely pulled away from yours, and his denim-clad ass rests between your legs. 
“I’m sorry.” You laugh and stroke a hand over his hair. “Are you okay?” 
“Can’t say I’ve ever been better,” WinWin says. He closes the small space between you and him, pulling you into another kiss. You cling to him, kissing him back hungrily, desperately, and you shift, moving your legs out from under him just enough that you can throw one of them over his lap. 
You draw yourself up. The cool air bites into your damp, bare skin, but the bubbles cling to you just enough that although WinWin’s eyes are wide, drinking in the sight of you, he can’t make out anything more than he’s really seen before. “WinWin,” you whisper his name again. As you rise fully up onto your knees, he brings his legs into the tub, shifting around so you can comfortably settle down onto his lap.
The soaked denim, the bubbles, the warm water and his sinking hands feel strange on your body, but at the same time, the feel of his thigh beneath your pussy drives you wild. 
You press your bare chest against his, and you rub your pussy over his thigh with a whimper.
“Oh God.” WinWin looks at your face. “You’re so perfect, you know?”
“Shut up.” You kiss him. “I want you, need you.” Your hands fumble beneath the water, trying to undo his pants, and when WinWin realizes what you’re doing, his hands dip down to help you. His pants come open beneath your fingers, and then there’s his dick, hard and throbbing at your touch.
WinWin groans. You cover his mouth with yours to keep him quiet, a hand curling against the back of his neck, and the other you keep working at his dick beneath the bubbles until he’s fully hard, swearing between kisses until finally he pulls back just enough to tell you, “Please, I want to be inside you already.”
You lift up and then sit down on him, sinking down slowly to the sound of WinWin’s half-swallowed moans. 
It’s strange feeling his clothes wet against your skin, his dick long and so good inside you, and his mouth caresses yours, his hands brush away the bubbles from your skin, leaving more and more of your bare to his eyes and touch. You shiver when his thumbs traces the curve of your breast, when it swirls in towards your nipple, so by the time he reaches your nipple it’s a hard peak awaiting his touch.
You let out a squeal as he tweaks your nipple, and WinWin smiles into the kiss and does it again. You grip his shoulder, rising up just to drop back down on him, kissing his sweet moan from his lips. 
Each move you make as you ride him sends ripples, swallowing down the bubbles slowly. WinWin’s hands hurry the process along, as he touches you moving the bubbles around. 
“God, you’re so fucking pretty.” WinWin tells you, his hand on your hips helping keep your rhythm steady as you grow tired of riding him. “After that day, I just thought you didn’t want anything to do with me. You didn’t make any moves like you wanted me.”
“Are you kidding?” You moan as he rocks his hips up against yours. “I’ve been dreaming about having you like this for weeks now. When you kissed me, God, WinWin, it awoke something in me and I just wanted to have you fuck me.” You cry out, and the sound echoes around the bathroom. “I’ve had all kinds of dreams.”
His hold on you tightens, bouncing you up and down on his dick. “As much as I’d love to hear them, I don’t know if I can take it at the moment. I’m close. You’re so warm and tight on me. Do you want me to cum inside?”
Your clit rubs against the fastening of his jeans and he fills you up so well, and at the thought of him cumming inside of you, you feel a tightening in your belly. You’re on birth control, so you’ll be fine, plus you want it so much. 
“Cum inside me, WinWin. Oh, please, oh God.” You sink down to have him fully within you, and you swirl your hips in circles, your clit against that fastening of his pants, his dick rubbing against your G spot. “I want to feel you cum inside me.”
WinWin swears and bucks up into your heat a few times, and then he orgasms, shooting his load inside your pussy. You desperately rock yourself on his dick, pushing yourself nearer and nearer until a last it overwhelms you, your orgasm unraveling you in one quick moment.
You slump forward against him, heart racing, and you move on him a few more times, just getting the most out of it that you can until your energy leaves you, and you just bury your face into his shoulder.  
“Are you okay?” WinWin cradles the back of your head. 
“I-I just, I wasn’t expecting that. But I liked it. A lot.” You sigh softly. “I thought I’d just have a nice relaxing bath, wrap up and make something to eat for myself. Tonight turned out so much nicer.”
“It was nice, right? But I guess we’ll have to put a hold on dinner. For a little while at least.” WinWin brushes his fingers down your spine. “My clothes are a little too damp to go out to dinner.”
You draw his mouth to yours again, just leaving a little kiss. “I have a machine that dries clothes, believe it or not. If you just want to take your clothes off I can get you dry in no time.”
“I think you just want to get me naked, actually.” WinWin laughs. He pushes lightly at your hips, and you lift up off of him, stand to let the water sluice down your body, the last of the bubbles sliding away and leaving you totally visible for him. You grab up the towel from where you’d dropped it on the floor ages ago, and you wrap it around yourself, carefully stepping out of the tub. WinWin groans. “You’re so cute. Your butt, I mean.”
You swat a hand at him. “Get out of the tub. Take you clothes off. I’ll dry them for you, and I’m sure we can find something else to do while we wait for the to dry.”
As you walk toward the door, you hear him splashing out of the tub. There’s the wet slap of his shirt hitting the tile floor, and you turn to look over your shoulder just before you step out of the bathroom. 
WinWin catches you looking, so he winks your way, and you hurry to your room to put some clothes on. You rummage around, looking for anything you think he could wear while you dry his clothes for him. There isn’t, and it doesn’t seem to matter to him because you turn around from searching your clothes, and see him standing comfortably in the doorway with just a towel around his waist.
“I have something for you.” He says.
You eye his towel, but WinWin grips it tighter around him. 
“Not that. Here.” He holds out his hand, revealing a piece of candy in a soggy wrapper. “It’s a little wet, but I brought it for you.”
You take the candy, but you won’t eat it, not after it soaked in your bathwater. “How about we make some dinner, dry your clothes, and have a night in?”
Cooking while half-naked turns out to be a bad idea. The towel grows loose, you grow distracted, and you end up almost burning the food when you get a bit handsy and make out with your hand beneath his towel. But you wipe your hand clean on the towel, and sit down together to eat on the sofa, curl up to watch a movie together, and forget all about everything else but each other.
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Interview With a Ghost (part 3: Break)
(PART 1) (PART 2)
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The call came shortly after Danny had informed Tucker of his (disastrous) interview with the police and had left to go fight a giant bird ghost that had made its way to Elmerton. That bird wouldn't know what hit it. Well, it would know that Danny hit it, presumably, but not that Danny was hitting it so hard due to repressed anxiety regarding his body and the fact the police had it.
Tucker had been, as it so happened, waiting for the call.
"Hey, Sam," he said, not bothering to so much as look at the caller ID.
"So, Danny's gotten himself into a mess."
"Yep," said Tucker. "A pretty big one. Not all his fault, though."
"He did make it worse."
"Yeah. What are we going to do about it?"
"How do you feel about breaking and entering?"
"You're going to have to be more specific," said Tucker. He rolled over on his bed to stare at the ceiling. "We do that pretty frequently."
"The city morgue. ME's office, specifically."
"There'll be guards," said Tucker, "what with the rumors and all."
"I've got the Box Ghost in my thermos. He's a good distraction."
"Transport?"
"Working on it. You'll take care of the security cameras and locks?"
"As long as they're digital," said Tucker, pulling up his data on the city cameras as they spoke. "The outside ones are, but I don't know about the insides. There might be analog machines in there. Tapes. Can't do anything to anything not on a network."
"I know, I know. Hey, maybe you could send a text to whoever's supposed to be guarding it tonight? Get them to leave?"
"Mmm. Maybe. If I could figure out who that would be."
"That could backfire, though," said Sam. "If they don't send messages like that. Sorry, I'm just thinking out loud."
Tucker pulled up a building map in another window. "I think we'll probably need more than just us, though. Remember the first time we had to move... it?"
"Yeah, but who else are we going to get to do this?"
"Jazz, maybe? She has a car, too. She can be transportation."
"Tucker, we're not looping Danny in on this. Do you really think that Jazz is going to be any more cool with this than Danny?"
"I don't know, Jazz can be pretty savage when it comes to protecting Danny."
The phone made Sam's considering hum crackle with static. "We do need transport," said Sam.
"Yeah. What were you looking into for that, anyway?"
"Ugh. Cult connections."
"Dude. Danny would not be happy if we gave his you know to a cult."
"Yeah, but he can steal it back from the cult with no guilt, unlike with the police."
"But what if he just gave it back to the police?" asked Tucker, looking up the city's purchasing records, trying to determine if they had any cameras that used tapes or that weren't internet connected in or near the morgue.
"Come on, he wouldn't do that."
"Probably not, but he does do weird stuff, sometimes. Like agree to an interview with the police and almost give away his secret identity."
"Yeah," said Sam. "You keep checking how feasible this is, and I'll call Jazz, okay?"
"Sure," said Tucker. "Talk to you later."
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Jazz eased her car into the alley behind the building that housed the city morgue and ME's office.
"Stop here," said Tucker. "I can see their network."
"I can't believe I'm doing this," Jazz whispered, putting the car into park.
"You don't have to whisper," said Tucker, sitting in the passenger's seat and typing away at his mobile workstation (he insisted that it wasn't a laptop). "No one is going to hear you. Okay, yeah, I'm on their wifi. Give me a minute."
"Take your time," said Sam, who was lying down in the back seat, dressed in blacks and grays, thin gloves over her hands. "Were you guys able to sneak out okay without Danny?"
"Yeah," said Tucker.
"It was a bit trickier without him," said Jazz. She was lucky that her parents wore earplugs to sleep, and she was fairly certain Danny was out of the house entirely. Fighting a ghost, probably. She always told him to wake her up before he left, so at least one person knew where he was and could help him, but he never did.
"Okay, Jazz, you can get closer, now, then Sam can hop out and Box 'em."
"That was fast," said Jazz, starting the car forward again.
"What can I say?" said Tucker. "Pure talen-"
Something in the car started shrieking. Jazz jumped, momentarily pressing too hard on the gas, and the car lurched forward. Sam swore.
"What is that?" asked Tucker, hands over his ears.
"Who care?" shouted Sam, over the noise. "Turn it off, turn it off!"
"It's the- It's the anti-ecto alarm! I told them not to put it on my car!" She leaned across Tucker and opened the glove box. Sure enough, a sleek chrome-and-green monstrosity sat in her poor, innocent glove box, flashing screens, dials, and indicator lights at them. The car cabin lit up like a disco.
Jazz and Tucker jabbed at buttons until the thing shut up.
"Okay," said Tucker. "I think we're going to have to abort. I'm gonna bet my aunt in Chicago heard that."
Jazz blushed. "Sorry guys," she said. She was going to have words with her parents after this. What if she'd been on the highway when that thing went off? They really didn't think these things through.
"We can't abort!" protested Sam. "We need to get the thing! Before they start running tests on it!"
Jazz started backing up the car.
"Yeah, I know, but we needed stealth. We don't have that anymore. Hold up, Jazz, I need to erase my presence from their system."
Sam grumbled. "What set it off, anyway. Boxy?"
"No, it looks like this was calibrated to only go off for a class seven or above," said Tucker, peering at the alarm.
"Class seven?" repeated Jazz. "But... You don't think Danny-"
"No, he's in the suburbs, dealing with Skulker." Jazz looked over at Tucker's computer to see the Ghost Watch app icon blinking in the corner of his screen. "This is Vlad. Crap."
The door made a thunk when Sam swung it too far out and it hit a wall. Jazz winced, but rolled down her window. "What are you doing?" she hissed.
"We can't let Vlad get away with it!"
"And what are you going to do? Sam!"
"Getting back into the cameras," muttered Tucker, typing furiously.
"I'm calling Danny," said Jazz.
"Won't answer, he's fighting Skulker."
"Well, maybe he's finished!" said Jazz, dialing.
There was a flare of blue white light from up ahead and an angry shout. A glowing silhouette joined Sam's dark one. She had released the Box Ghost.
Jazz groaned. "Why did she do that now?"
"Shhh!" said Tucker. Something began to make little beeping noises. "Oh, jeez."
"What's that?"
"My ghost detector. It's tuned to Vlad." He opened his door half way. "Sam!" he shouted. "Incoming!"
She pressed herself to the side of the alley just in time to avoid a dark, horned figure swooping down on her from above. The Box Ghost was not so lucky.
"... and it's got a lower range," said Tucker, faintly.
Vlad Plasmius, rimmed in fuchsia light, floated twenty feet in the air. He had one hand around the Box Ghost's neck, the other full of neon pink fire. "Oh," he said, his voice echoing clearly in the alleyway. "It's you. What are you doing here, pest?"
"Uhhhhh," said the Box Ghost as Sam tried to make her way back to the car.
"And with Daniel's little friends no less?"
Sam broke into a run, slammed Tucker's door shut, yanked open the passenger door behind him, and slid in. Jazz wasted no time in slamming on the gas. If her car got a few scrapes, so be it.
There was a second Vlad behind them. She dropped her phone and slammed on the brakes. It was still ringing.
Smiling like a villain from a slasher movie, this second Vlad stepped intangibly into the car.
"Well, now," he said, smoothly. "What's this? Daniel's friends, but no Daniel? Whatever are the three of you doing here of all places? And at this hour?"
"What are you doing here?" asked Sam.
"No need to be rude, Samantha, dear," said Vlad. "Daniel doesn't know about your little excursion, does he? He's still across town, occupied with Skulker. You can tell him he won't have to worry anymore. I'll take good care of his body."
"Dude," said Tucker, "do you have any idea how gross that sounds?"
Vlad scowled and flicked his fingers. A ray of pink burned a quarter sized hole in the back of Tucker's headrest.
"If he had a problem with me taking it, he should have hidden it better," said Vlad. "I have no desire to have the existence of half ghosts revealed simply because Daniel hid his corpse in same park the police have their annual picnic!"
"Actually," said Tucker, "they usually have it in Marley Park. Aren't you the mayor? Shouldn't you know this?"
Vlad's scowl deepened further. "Drive safely, Jasmine." The duplicate dissolved into magenta and pink mist.
Sam sneezed. "Gross, I think I got him in my nose."
"Guys," said Tucker. "I've got alerts on the police lines, someone reported a disturbance. We really need to go."
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"Vlad stole my," Danny waved his hands in the air in place of the word. "Are you serious? And you guys know, because you were going to try to steal it, and you didn't tell me?" His friends and sister looked sheepishly at the ground. "Why did you wait 'til now to tell me? I've been having anxiety attacks about it all night. I thought that the stupid ME had, I don't know, insomnia or something! It was Vlad?"
"Yeah," said Sam.
"Argh!" said Danny, starting to pace. Thank goodness his room was large enough to have a good pace in, even with three other teens in it. "I don't even want to think what he could be doing with it, but I am! What if- What if he goes full-bore Frankenstein and freaking reanimates it? What am I supposed to do then? And the police! They're going to think I did it, and there goes my credibility with the police!"
"You were on Ghost Watch fighting Skulker when it happened," offered Tucker.
"Ghosts can be in two places at once! The police know that! That's not a good enough alibi!" He put his hands on his face and groaned. "Am I going to have to break into Vlad's house? Again? He has to have a ghost shield up around it by now. And a human shield. And a ghost-human shield. I'm dead."
"You're not dead, Danny," said Jazz.
"I am dead. In ever sense of the word. Dead, I tell you, dead."
"Deep breaths," said Jazz. "You're hyperventilating."
It was true. He sat down on his bed and buried his face in his hands. "I don't even know what secret lair he's brought it to."
"Wait, you mean, you can't tell where it is?" asked Sam.
"No," said Danny. "If I could, I would have known when Vlad took it."
There was a howl from downstairs as someone rang the doorbell. Danny jumped up. "I'll get it," he said. The group bundled down the stairs, trying to keep up with him.
Before opening the door, Danny glanced out the window.
"Oh, heck, it's them."
"Them who?" asked Jazz.
"Them. The detectives!"
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"Alright," said Jones, looking at the place where Phantom's body should have been but wasn't. "This is officially too big for just one team. Paterson, Collins, what were you going to do today?"
"Interview high school kids," said Collins.
"Right. You're still going to do that. I'm going to get Murphy and Madison on the break-in, talking to witnesses, but first, your opinions."
"It wasn't Phantom," said Collins. "He could have just come in and taken it, at any time, not just the middle of the night."
"And he wouldn't have needed to take out the cameras and security system," said Paterson, looking over her shoulder at the tech people set up in one corner.
"It was a human. Or a ghost who didn't want us to know who they are," finished Collins.
"Great," said Jones. "That's what I thought, too. I was hoping you'd tell me I was wrong."
"Sorry, cap," said Collins.
"Go on, get out of here," said Jones, making a shooing motion.
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"Still can't believe that his name is Wesley Weston," said Collins. "Or that he has a record for trespassing and stalking a classmate and claiming that he's a ghost."
"Want to bet that the classmate in question is Fenton?" asked Paterson.
"No thanks," said Collins. "It would have been better if the victim's name hadn't been withheld." He avoided the word 'wish.'
"Yeah, yeah," said Paterson. She knocked on the door.
A balding red haired man with thick glasses opened the door. "Oh," he said. "Please tell me this isn't about Wesley again. Do I need a lawyer?"
"He didn't do anything," said Collins, quickly. "We just want to ask him a few questions."
"It's unrelated to the stalking charges, which were dropped," added Paterson.
"Great," grumbled the man. He turned. "Wesley! The police want to talk to you!"
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"Well," said Collins, drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. "That was enlightening."
"His room belongs on a movie set," said Paterson. "Jeez Louise, we're going to have to keep an eye on that kid. He has a freaking conspiracy theory board."
"It was pretty convincing, though. The kid can talk."
"We need to confirm his data, though."
"Yeah. Talk to more witnesses. See if Fenton really does run off whenever Phantom shows up."
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"Fenton?" asked Paulina Sanchez, wrinkling her nose so prettily that Paterson suspected she practiced the expression in the mirror. "What about him? I thought we were talking about Phantom. Mi amor." She leaned a little farther into the doorway. She had not let the detectives inside. "Not Fenton."
"We're investigating a number of different angles, Miss," said Collins. "Now, if you could tell us, does he seem to leave class before ghost fights break out."
"Yeah," said Paulina. "He's got some kind of sixth sense thing going on, but he's such a coward. He only ever uses it to run away. Doesn't even try to warn anyone else! I don't know how his friends stand him."
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"You're talking about Phantom?" asked Sophia LaMar. "You'll want my parents. I'm only an initiate. I'll go get them." She closed the door.
"Do we run away from the cult house?" asked Paterson.
"No, it'll make us look bad."
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"You know," said Paterson, "if I'd wanted a lecture on how time doesn't exist, I'd drive over to the university and sit in on a class on relativity. Not whatever that was."
"At least now we know that ghosts can time travel?" asked Collins, weakly.
"Let's hurry up and get to Fenton's house," said Paterson. "Do you think he'll even talk to us?"
"Who knows?" asked Collins.
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The Stars Made Us (Part 21)
Prompt: In this world, you’re one of the “lucky” ones who got a soulmate, but what if the universe gives you more than you bargained for?
(Prompt challenge – You live in a world where your soulmate can write on their skin and you will get the writing on your own and vice versa. Where they can wash away the ink on their own skin, however, the writing is forever scarred onto your skin until you meet face to face)
Word Count: 1911
Warnings: angst and language throughout
Notes: This was supposed to be for @sorryimacrapwriter​​​​​  and their challenge like a year ago, I think? I still loved the prompt though and have been working on this story for quite some time. This aesthetic was made by @dontshootmespence​​​​​, thank you so much! Beta’d by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes​​​​​, couldn’t have done it without you, as well as @carryonmyswansong​​​​​ and @arrow-guy​​​​​ and @mrs-dragneel-stark-solo​​​​​
Also, I’ve never really liked the whole soulmate AU thing idea, but this felt so right and it was amazing to write. I hope y’all love it too!!
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Mordo began escorting you around, giving you a tour of the grounds. 
“And that’s all,” he said as he turned around to face you two. “Now, at Kamar-Taj, we don’t allow distractions. That means that you will have to take refuge somewhere else.” 
You frowned, looking between Stephen and Mordo. “Oh, I thought I could stay. I’m pretty far from home.” 
“I realize that but here is a sacred area for study, training.” 
“Well I just thought… Stephen’s all alone. I think he’d be much better suited if I was here, with him.” Panic started to course through you as you instinctively moved closer to Stephen. 
“I’m sorry it’s just--”
“Can she really not stay?” Stephen suddenly asked. “The Ancient One already said she has a disposition for the mystic arts. Maybe she can help me with my study and training.” 
Mordo began shaking his head. “I wish I could but--”
“Master Mordo, is our new recruit already causing difficulty?” the Ancient one asked as she stepped up to the three of you. 
“Uh, Stephen and Y/N here would like to stay together on site. I have been insisting that unless they are both enrolled in the training, that they can’t both stay.” 
The Ancient One nodded. “While it is true that we don’t advise distractions, I think in this case, Y/N here will be an asset. Soulmates are a very sacred and spiritual bond, something that I think Mr. Strange will need.”
“Are you sure?” Mordo asked, frowning. Clearly he believed you would not be a benefit. 
“Yes,” she said as she looked at you and Stephen. “Welcome to Kamar-Taj.” 
And off she went before Mordo showed you to your living quarters. 
“Bathe, rest, meditate if you can. The Ancient One will send for you,” he instructed as lit a candle as he handed Stephen a small slip of paper. 
“Uh, what’s this? My mantra?” he joked sarcastically. 
“The Wi-Fi password. We’re not savages,” he said with a grin before leaving. 
You and Stephen were now alone, and painfully aware of the quaint quarters of the single sized bed, a small chest of drawers, and a desk with a lamp. You never stayed the night at Stephen’s, and other than helping him shower, neither of you had done anything remotely romantic or physical. 
But now, it was staring you in the face that you’d have to share a bed and live in a room as big as his walk in closet. 
“So,” you said, dragging it out. 
“So, uh, yeah, one bed,” he noted, gesturing vaguely to it. 
“You know, I can just sleep on the floor.” 
“That's preposterous,” he scoffed. 
“Well, you’re the one in actual training. You’re the one with the damaged hands,” you reminded. “You need the real rest.” 
“We could always… share.” 
“Share?” 
“Yes, soulmates share everything, right?” he asked with a bit of a cocky smile. 
You let out a soft laugh. “Yeah, I suppose they do.” You put your suitcase on the bed and said, “Well, you relax, I’ll unpack us.” 
He walked over and started pulling things from the suitcase, making you frown. “We can unpack. I have nerve damage, I’m not dead.”
A half smile lit up your face as you worked with him to get your clothes put away and you got your laptop out and connected it to the wifi. You sent an email to Charles to update him while Stephen got a bath. 
The Ancient One retrieved him and you stood awkwardly in the room. 
“Should I come with you two or…?” you asked unsure what to do while Stephen went onto this training. 
“Mr. Strange should be alone for his training, but you’re welcome to explore the grounds or go to the library,” she responded with a soft smile. 
“Thank you.” 
“Be back,” Stephen said with a bit of a small smile. You nodded and they left. 
You took up the Ancient One’s offer to explore. You got to learn the building you were in very well before Stephen ran into you in the hallway. You two got some dinner on the grounds, even though it was very late. There was a small kitchen that stayed open until midnight and they cooked small meals for people. 
When you were finished, you went back to the small room where again, suddenly the tight quarters made you hyper aware of the situation. 
“Uh, guess we should start getting ready for bed,” you said awkwardly. 
Stephen raised his eyebrows in response. “Yes, I suppose we should.” 
“Well, I’ll just… grab my stuff,” you said quickly before grabbing your things from the drawer and running into the bathroom. 
This felt so odd. In one sense, it felt absolutely right. He was your soulmate after all. In another sense, it felt bizarre. Like an arranged marriage. Maybe Stephen was right about being “forced” to be with someone. 
But, despite the awkwardness, you did feel attracted to Stephen. Although you’d only seen the unkempt version of him, you were attracted to his body style, his arms. You’d seen him entirely naked, but when you saw him that way, it was strictly clinical. Sex or physical attraction was the absolute last thing on your mind. 
But now, the stakes were different. You weren’t his nurse anymore. You weren’t his cook any more. For right now, you were his companion. All of the other roles were stripped away. In this little room, you two were just two soulmates. 
His wit and intellect helped too. You were a bit of a pushover for a guy with charm, arrogance, and a genius mind to back it all up. 
You slipped into your shirt and shorts before taking a deep breath and exiting the bathroom. Stepehen was already under the covers, his eyes fixated on you as you walked over and put your clothes in a pile beside the bed. He was propped up on his elbow. 
Without making much of a fuss, you just drew back the covers and got into bed, laying on your back. You stared at the ceiling. 
“Is this uncomfortable for you?” he asked, clearly not fazed by the situation. 
“No,” you managed to say, shaking your head. 
“Is Charles okay with this?” he asked. 
“Yes, he said I’m not his property and I can do whatever I please.”
He nodded in surprise. “Wow, quite the free spirit.” 
“Understanding,” you corrected. “But enough about that. How was your first day? Did you learn anything?” you asked as you rolled to face him. 
“Not much, but it’ll take time. I was given some homework, some light reading.” He gestured to the three books on the desk. 
“Ah so just some pamphlets,” you joked back. 
“Right. I’ll have them read in no time though. I’ll start at dawn.” 
“Nothing determined about you,” you teased. 
“You don’t become the world’s leading neurosurgeon because you’re a slacker,” he shot back. 
You simply nodded in understanding. “I’m glad you stayed. I’m happy you’re doing this.”
This time, it was his turn to nod. His eyes went down to the sheets. “Not that I have much choice, but thank you.”  
After a moment of quiet, you had a thought swimming in your head. “The watch… who gave it to you?” you asked. 
“Jealous?” 
“No,” you honestly answered. “Curious.”
“Christine,” he answered. 
“Ah. Do you still love her?” 
“A bit, yes, but, not enough for a relationship. We’re better as friends.” 
“You don’t have to try and convince me, Stephen. If you still love her, that’s fine. I won’t come between you two.”
“First of all, I don’t lie to protect anyone, ever, so remember that. Secondly, I don’t love her like that, that’s true. Third, I never said I don’t want you to come between us.” 
A heat rose to your cheeks quickly. This was the closest thing to romance Stephen had said to you. Sure he made a few nice comments here or there, but ultimately, they were more polite than anything. 
“Right,” you said. “I’m sorry about your watch, about earlier. I wish I could’ve helped. I should’ve hit harder.” 
“Do you always do that? Take the blame for someone else’s actions?” 
You let out a soft chuckle. “Uh, I didn’t realize I did it. Um, I suppose, yes.”
“Must be a heavy burden to carry around all the time.” 
You shrugged. “Not really.” 
Stephen stared at you and you at him, both of you getting lost in each other's eyes. You never noticed how blue-gray his eyes were, how haunting they were. They held a mystery to them as well as a certain… tenderness. 
“You’re going to do great here,” you suddenly said.
“Oh? How do you know that? Do you have a crystal ball? Or, no, wait, you’re psychic, that’s what the Ancient One was talking about, is that it?” he joked, laughing loudly. 
You pushed him while laughing. “Okay, jackass. No, you’re a fantastic surgeon. Regardless of why you do your work, you must’ve done it very well for the paycheck you were getting. To be speaking at conventions and conferences. You love your job and this will get it back for you, so I know you’ll put your heart and soul into it.” 
He looked down. “I do it because… because my sister was hurt once when I was fifteen. I helped her and I became fascinated with this idea of healing. But then, when I came home for my 19th birthday, we were swimming together and… she drowned. Doctors said her muscle cramped up and she couldn’t stay afloat. It seemed like i was only turned around for a minute, but I guess a minute was all it took.”
You frowned, feeling a wave of sympathy and sorrow wash over you. “Oh, no, I’m so sorry.” 
“Thanks. Yeah, after that, medicine didn’t hold the same wonderful mystique about it. But I also became determined to save lives. It just wasn’t personal any more. If I couldn’t save her…” He let the idea hang in the air. “It’s just not good to get invested in your patients, because if they don’t make it…” 
You stared at him, dumbfounded. Now it all made sense. He was terrified to get close to patients, to love people. He’d known loss, and didn’t want to experience it again, and to be honest, you didn’t blame him. 
“I am so sorry you’ve had to go through that.” 
He shrugged. “We’ve all had hardships, right?” 
“Doesn’t make them any less heartbreaking.”
“You must think I’m an asshole, though. That my concern with the patients starts and ends with the bill.” 
“I don’t think you see patients as a number, or a check waiting to be cashed. I think you just don’t emotionally involve yourself. Even if you did, what would it help? Clearly, not involving yourself has still got you world wide success and being known as one of the top surgeons in your field. So, motives aside, you do your job and do your job well. As a patient, that’s all I would care about.” 
“And what about as a person? As a soulmate?” he asked, his voice low.
“My answer is the same.” 
He smiled at you, touched by your answer. “There I go, underestimating you again.”
You smiled and laughed before the two of you drifted off to sleep, exhausted from a long day. But for the first time Stephen could remember, he slept soundly.
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moon-stars01 · 3 years
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Party Of Two
Dk x Reader
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Author:Staryynighttae
Summary: He was loud. He was annoying. Your neighbor’s apartment is a party central and he doesn't care if your shared wall pounds with the loudness of the music. In a fit of pique, you rename your wifi network to tell him to shut up.
Pairing:Dk(Svt) x Reader
Gene:Neighbor au,Seokmin is a party animal,reader wants peace,members are mentioned
Rating:General Audiences
-Party Of Two-
“This is like the worst decision I’ve ever made in my life.” You said to your friend through the phone.
“Why? You said the place looked perfect.”
It wasn’t the place that was the problem. It has more than enough space for someone who lives alone, good interior and lighting, good location because it is near the school you’re attending; it was perfect, or even beyond that.
The problem wasn’t the unit. It was the unit next door, which is apparently owned by an annoying brat who tries to have like at least three parties in the span of five hours.
“The guy living next door is so annoying. I can’t even focus on reviewing for my class. His house won’t stay quiet for even 30 minutes.”
“Well, you can go tell him? I mean, he should respect your space, too, right?”
Your friend was right. You indeed deserved respect. You deserve peace and quiet, even just for an hour.
So, you decided to hung up and go out, ring your neighbor’s bell and waited for him to open the door.
And you regret doing just that.
“Who— Oh hi are you here to deliver jjajjangmyeon, noona??”
The door opened to a sight of a young man, clearly drunk and barely holding himself up.
“Uhm... no. I live next door and—“
“Is that jjajjangmyeon?” Another guy shouted.
Now everyone was by the door, waiting for you to give them the jjajjangmyeon you never even had.
“I just wanted to study what the sam heck have I gotten myself into?”
You just looked at the guys staring at you, as if still waiting for food.
“I’m not here to deliver food. I just— I live next door and I’m trying to study but the walls are thin so I can hear everything.”
“So, you have no food?” The guy who opened the door said. And you shook your head.
“That’s a waste.” He said, pouting. And he held the door knob. “It was nice seeing you though.”
And he shut the door. Right in front of your fucking face. What. The. Actual. Fuck.
“Hey I’m not—“
The door opened again. “I’m seokmin, by the way. Hehe.”
And he closes it again.
‘What is up with him?’ You sighed and just decided to give up and go back to your room.
The noise was still pounding against your walls. You just can’t take it. He needs to lowkey get that he and his noisy friends aren’t the only ones in the building.
You can’t go there every freaking night just to tell him to turn the volume down.
“God, I need my peace. I need to find a way to shut that entire unit up.”
-0-0-0-0-
 The next day, you were leaving the house to go to the nearby grocery when the door to the next unit opened, revealing the guy from last night. He seemed to have just woken up, and was stretching and yawning when he came out. He looked towards you and suddenly closed his mouth and scratch the back of his head, as if embarrassed that you had to see that early in the morning.
As if you haven’t seen worse last night.
“Uhm... good morning.” He then said in a soft voice.
You just nodded and turned around to lock your door.
“You moved in a week ago, right?” He asked. “I’m sorry I haven’t introduced myself yet.”
“But you have, not properly, though.” You then whispered, only enough for you to hear.
“I’m Seokmin. I own 1230.” He said, reaching out his hand towards you.
Should you accept the handshake? After what this guy did last night, would you be so kind to accept this? They didn’t even shut up after you nicely asked, and they even asked you if you were delivering food.
You looked at him. He was smiling. Smiling so beautifully, enhancing his  equally beautiful features. This is so annoying, him acting like he doesn’t even remember what happened last night.
Or maybe he actually didn’t. You, of all people know all of them inside that house were dead drunk. You decided to take his hand.
“I’m (Y/N). 1228.”
You put your keys in your pocket and started to walk when he decided to catch up to you.
“Where are you going?” He asked.
“The mart nearby.” You replied blandly.
He smiled. “I’m going there, too! Let’s go together?”
What is this boy trying to do, being nice to you and all?
You let him walk next to you, and shop next to you, answering his questions flatly, but never engaging more. It’s not that you wanted him to do these things with you, God knows you don’t, but he is somehow unnecessarily curious and he won’t even let you out of his sight.
You only thought of one thing: this boy was the reason you’re having a hard time focusing on your studies and he has to know.
“Seokmin-ssi, do you like parties?”
He looked at you and showed a grin. “Yes! Do you?”
You shook your head. “Not much, especially when I have stuff to study.”
You wanted to tell him straight to his face, like how he slammed the door straight at yours, that you hated how his parties distracted you and ask him if he can at least turn it even a bit down.
“Actually, I was studying last night and there was a unit that was partying so hard, I can’t focus.”
He thought for a short time and nodded. “Oh, well I guess they could maybe turn it down a little.”
You looked at him with disbelief in your eyes. Did this boy just forget about him partying last night right in his house and asking you for jjajjangmyeon because he was dead drunk? Did he think you were referring to someone else in the building? Is he still drunk?
“I know, right? These people should be considerate enough because they clearly know they’re not the only ones living in the building.”
He nodded. He fucking nodded. This guy is so hopeless; nothing is more dense than him.
-0-0-0-0-
Another day of another party. Another day you can’t study in your house. This is getting out of hand.
You grabbed your phone and decided to look for cafes near your building open later than 12AM and that’s when an idea crossed your head.
“What if..?”
You grabbed your laptop and connected your internet modem directly to it and changed some settings.
“Hope you finally get the message, Seokmin-ssi.”
You were in front of his door again, with your laptop in hand, waiting for anyone to open the door. You hope it was Seokmin, so you won’t have to take long.
“Yes— oh hi (Y/N)!” Seokmin said, a smile beaming from his face. “What’s up?”
Time to execute your ‘pass the message’ mission. “Hi, I’m so sorry to bother you at this hour but my internet modem isn’t working well and I have a paper to submit tonight. Do you mind if I connect to yours for a short while?”
“Yeah, sure uhm... well you can come in?” He said, awkwardly gesturing you to go inside.
Inside, there were 12 more boys sitting in front of the television, playing some sort of video game. These people are the same faces you saw the last time you were here and almost got my face hit by a door.
“Don’t they ever get tired of each other’s faces?’ You wondered as you looked at them.
Seokmin led you to the desk counter and you placed your laptop there. You faced it towards him and said a soft ‘thank you’.
He smiled and started to scroll through all the available wifi connections listed when
“Who the he— ‘1230 shut the fuck up I need my peace’?”
You almost laughed at his reaction. His face depicted confusion, as to who wrote it, and embarrassment because I saw and heard it.
“Oh my God, why are they so mean? I mean, we’re just having fun?”
You wanted to take all the hair from his scalp right there and then. Does this boy even know respect?
“Well, maybe they’re doing something important like, I don’t know, studying?”
“Well, then he can just go straight here and tell it to my face.” He said, slightly annoyed. “I know what compromise is.”
‘But I did, and you asked me for jjajjangmyeon, you idiot.’ You thought. He grabbed your laptop.
“Can I use it for a second?”
You nodded, and watched as he reached for his own modem and connected it to your laptop. You figured he was setting up his internet connection, too, since that was what you also did.
So, got a message for me, too, huh?
He then returned and gave back your laptop.
“There, I connected it and I checked automatic connect so if ever you need it again...”
You smiled sarcastically, “Thank you again, Seokmin-ssi.”
You went back to your room, laptop in hand and checked the name of his wifi connection.
“I don’t know you but no need to be rude, dude. It’s all fun.” You read. You snickered. “This rude little— I just need you to shut up for 1 hour!”
It’s official. The boy’s stupid. And you hate him.
-0-0-0-0-
The wifi name exchanges continued for days, weeks even, with you saying “I need to study, you idiot” and him replying with a “Well I need my social life, too, little miss goodie”
It was annoying. He was still doing his party routine and you just wanted him to stop for even a second.
But sometimes, it was also fun. He’d joke around and you won’t hide that you found it funny. He also asked you why you’re always so mad and you just reply, ‘you annoy me’. Sometimes it takes both of us minutes to reply, but sometimes it would take hours. But it was weird because no matter how long the replies took, you waited.
It was your linear algebra test tomorrow. And by the looks of it, you are about to flunk it if you don’t get to study. But this boy is, again, making it difficult.
“Oh for the love of God, shut up!” You wrote, as if Seokmin can hear your wifi name.
And he was quick to reply. “You too!”
You need your study time, and if you had to beg, you will.
“Please, I have a linear algebra exam tomorrow I need to pass this.”
“Please. I really need this.”
“I beg you, even just for two hours.”
You changed it in 2 minutes intervals, hoping he was keeping an eye on it.
And the music stopped. The loud banging on the wall was gone. He was indeed keeping an eye on your messages.
You checked the available wifi connections for his possible reply.
“Two hours. If you need more, just write it down.”
“Why is he being uncharacteristically nice tonight?” You wondered, but brushed it off and opened your algebra book.
Two hours did fly by too quickly, and you did ask him for another hour of quietness and he obliged. This was weird to you, but you figured maybe he was nice after all and you just needed to ask him nicely.
After you were done reviewing, you typed in a short “Thank you” to him through the modem and switched of your lights.
Seokmin, on the other hand, wondered who the person having a conversation with him through the modem is, because it was indeed a weird but unique way to communicate with him. Although most of the time, the person was annoyed and rude towards him, he still found it cute that he continued to communicate with him through this.
-0-0-0-0-
This is a great progress. For three weeks now, you don’t even have to ask him to give you time to study; he’s the one offering it to you. He also asks you how your day went, how many papers you need to do, and if you ate dinner. He sounded like he cared a lot. And it felt so nice to hear someone being concerned about you. It made you feel special.
“You need two hours today?” The wifi name stated. You smiled. He did mean it when he said you just needed to ask nicely. Seokmin, he really is nice unlike how you pictured him to be.
“Today is fine. No homeworks. But keep the volume down.” You typed and plopped yourself on your bed, waiting for his music to start.
“But today, it was different. The music wasn’t loud and banging. “Jazz music?”
You placed your ear next to the wall and listened. The music was soothing and calming.
“I’m alone today. I figured you needed relaxing music.” The wifi name was changed again.
You still placed your ear on the wall, and indulged in the smooth sound of the music.
You decided to chat with him.
“Where are your twelve loud friends?”
“They come over for a week every other month. It’s a tradition.”
“Why?”
“Because they work far away.”
“And you?”
“I’m a singer. And a jazz music enthusiast.”
“I can see that.”
“No, you just hear it.”
“Ha ha I’m dropping you.”
“Btw, how did you think of this way of communication?”
His question brought you back to why you even started this. You wanted silence. You wanted peace. And you did get it. Come to think of it, you can already stop this nonsense of talking through the wifi names.
But now, talking to Seokmin like this made you feel more at ease.
“Well, millennials love the internet”
“It’s cute. Different, unusual and weird, but cute.”
Your eyes widened by his comment. He found it cute that you actually talked to him like this. You tried to brush off the redness off of your cheeks.
“I’m glad you think that way.”
“Are you a girl or a boy?”
“What do you think?”
“A girl. A guy can’t possibly do something as cute as this.”
There he is again, calling this cute. He needs to stop.
“Stop calling this cute.”
“But it is. And you are, too.”
“No.”
“Maybe if I see you, I’d stop.”
“Why? Because maybe I’m not cute?”
“No. Maybe because you’re beautiful.”
He did not.
He called you beautiful.
Okay, maybe it was a 'maybe beautiful', but it was enough to make your heart beat a little faster than usual.
“Stop it. I’m leaving.”
“Sorry. I just want to know you.”
“I’m still in college.”
“Yeah, explains the studying. How old are you?”
“20.”
“I’m 22.”
“Really? I thought we were the same age when I saw you.”
“You saw me? Where?”
You wanted to curse yourself. You just told him you already saw him. That was a freaking big of a giveaway for you, stupid.
“Just around.”
“How did you know it was me, then?”
“I just guessed.”
Wow. What a freaking excuse.
“Wait.”
“Where are you going?”
And he was gone, no reply for about 30 minutes.
“Are you there?”
You typed and refreshed the scanning and waited, but no reply, still. You decided to call it a day and sleep in.
The next day, you checked if there was a message waiting for you.
-0-0-0-0-
“I’m sorry for not replying. I just went to get something last night.”
“It’s okay, you gave me time when I needed it, too.”
“Well, now can you give me the time and hear me out?”
“Sure. What is it?”
“I know you.”
You froze when you saw the last sentence. He knew you? How?
No, he must be bluffing.
“Really? How?”
This is nerve-wracking. It took him minutes to reply.
“I’ve been theorizing this the whole night.”
“And?”
“How did you know I have twelve friends coming over?”
Dang it. I never noticed that I wrote it down that way. You didn’t reply.
“You won’t know unless you came and met them.”
Why is this stupid boy suddenly so smart?
“And you’re 20. I asked the landlady.”
"She said there are only 3 people who are 20 years old here."
"Two of them are boys."
"In the mart, you told me about being annoyed while studying."
"Connecting to my wifi was intentional for me to see your message."
"I think I also met you even before the morning we went to the mart, that's why you acted so annoyed towards me."
"Soonyoung said he vaguely remembered me shutting the door at someone's face the night before they left."
"That was you, right?"
"Right, (Y/N)-si? 1228?"
You just froze all over again. He did know.
"You got me." You typed.
"You got me, too." He replied. What does he mean?
"What do you mean?"
"Do you need two hours today?"
Why is he suddenly asking you if you needed time? And on a weekend?
"No. Why?"
"Well, now you do, because I need it with you."
"What?"
"I'm asking you out do you even have sense?"
You laughed as red spread through your cheeks.
"You could've worded it more clearly."
"I'm a tongue twisted human being, stop being mean."
"You're cute."
You heard a soft 'thud' on the wall.
"Seokmin, what was that?"
"I just threw my pillow to the wall. My heart won't stay still, you idiot."
You laughed again.
"How are you so cute?"
"Oh my God, stop it!"
"Okay, okay!"
It took him a few minutes to reply.
"Hey, maybe it would be better for me to ask you on the phone. 010-800-xxxxx"
You rolled your eyes. Look at him, slyly giving you his number so you can contact him.
"Just come over and ask me. I'm a door away."
"But all of this is cute."
"Seokmin."
"But you got to admit, I'm cuter than all of this."
"I hate you, you idiot."
"Too bad, then"
"Because I like you a lot, (Y/N)."
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cami-chats · 3 years
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College Boyfriend
Fandom: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
Pairing: Five Hargreeves/Diego Hargreeves
Summary: Five was a condescending know-it-all, made all the worse to his project partners by the fact that he did know all of the material already. The university wifi crashing ends with them at Five's apartment, and they leave with more questions about his personal life than before.
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Five liked his life. It was strange to think after so many years of not being content let alone happy, but he was. All of his siblings were a phone call away. Allison was on the other side of the country, but she was still reachable. The Academy had gotten a makeover, so Vanya and Klaus had moved back in with Luther.
And then of course there was Diego, but Five saw Diego every single day in the apartment they shared. Convincing Diego to move out of his back room at the gym hadn't been as easy as Five had imagined, but in the end, he'd been triumphant. Diego still worked at the gym in the evenings, but now he stayed at their apartment in the day or visited the Academy instead of wasting away in that dank hole-- Five's words, not Diego's.
Five spent his days at college, attending classes and doing his homework, and he spent his nights kissing Diego. It was a nice little arrangement, if he did say so. He could've stood to look a little older, though. Diego looked the thirty-five years old that he was, but Five looked to be, at most, twenty-five. He'd like to be forty, maybe forty-five. Forty-five was a nice age. Comfortable in your own skin, but not so old that you were falling apart. He couldn't deny that there was still a bit of an itch under his skin from being so young, but it wasn't anywhere near as bad as being a teenager had been.
Looking like he was twenty let him do what he wanted, without any of the aches and pains that age brought. Still. He could've done without his professors talking down, like they knew more than him. Like Doctor Davis, who taught his Shakespeare class. She said that she'd been studying Shakespeare for ten years, and Five wanted to tell her that that wasn't shit because he'd spent a full fifteen years arguing with Delores about Lady Macbeth's motivation-- and they'd disagreed to the very end. But he couldn't say that, which meant he and Doctor Davis spent a lot of time glaring at each other when they talked. He was pretty sure he was the sole reason she'd decided to give them a fucking group project, but she wouldn't admit as much. Diego thought it was funny the way he thought everything was funny when it didn't concern him. What an ass.
*
Five was a pretty weird guy. He was condescending-- which wasn't that weird-- but he actually already knew all the material. There was no reason for him to be in the class other than the degree requirement. It was really easy to be condescending when you were right, they guessed. 'They' being Five's unfortunate partners for the group project that they had in Shakespeare. Five had protested loudly at a group project, but Doctor Davis had only shrugged and said it was part of the curriculum.
They met up at the campus library two times before, and this was the third time so they could finish. Things were going pretty well-- or at least, they started going well once they figured out that Five's insults weren't personal and he didn't really care. It was more like he had no brain to mouth filter, so that every little thought came out where most people would've stopped before saying it-- even with that being said, he was still annoying. They didn't like him, and he didn't like them. For the most part, they ignored that to get the work done.
They were so close to finishing. Another two hours, and they'd be set.
That was when the internet went out. For all of them. They were in the middle of restarting their laptops and reconnecting to the wifi when an announcement went over the PA. "Attention to all occupants. The campus internet is out, and we've been told that it won't be fixed until tomorrow morning at the earliest. We apologize for the inconvenience."
"Shit," Allen breathed. "Does anyone live off campus? I'm in the dorms."
"Me too," Aisha said with a worried frown.
"I live in the sorority house, but it's the same wifi as the campus," Judy said.
None of them really wanted to ask Five, but after clenching his jaw for a moment, he answered on his own. "I guess we can go to my apartment."
"Okay, cool," Allen said, trying not to sound as thrown as he was, and they all started packing up now that they knew what the plan was. "Thanks."
"How long does it take to get to your place on the bus?" Judy asked.
Then, looking even more uncomfortable than before, Five said, "I'll just drive us."
"You have a car?" Judy said, surprised. Five didn't bother to answer, but after seeing the car, it became clear that Five was loaded. What other college kid had a Rolls Royce? She half expected for him to pull up to a swanky condo, but he went to an ordinary looking apartment building and parked.
Every inch of his posture screamed that he didn't want to be inviting them to where he lived, but they were sort of out of options for other places to go. There were coffee shops and shit, but with the campus wifi out, every student that lived in the dorms would be filling those places and there wouldn’t be room for all of them.
Five unlocked the door, and they all filed in, not knowing what to expect from his place. Walls of books would've fit right in with his know-it-all aura, but an empty living room with no decoration also wouldn't have been out of place. The way his living room actually looked was almost too normal. There was a tv set up on a stand that probably hadn't been made for it. There was a small bookshelf stuffed more books than it could easily hold. One couch and a banged up coffee table in front of it with various items on it. There was a poster for an Allison Hargreeves movie on the wall, and what looked like an oil painting.
The thing that really got to them was that Five didn't live alone. It was obvious in the way the living room was built to accommodate two people-- the two hooks for coats and the indent of where two pairs of shoes usually sat at the door, not to mention the set of dishes by the sink that couldn't only be accounted for with only one person. His roommate was either as weird as him, or a normal person trying to ignore his eccentricities, and his project partners hoped that they'd never have the chance to figure it out.
Five grabbed an index card from the tv stand and put it on the coffee table while he worked on clearing the rest of it off. Aisha glanced at the card and realized it was the wifi network information. She pulled out her laptop and tapped impatiently as she waited for it to boot up. She got her internet set up, then passed the index card to Allen since he was next to her. She took a glance around but didn't see an outlet. Her laptop's battery was shit; she wouldn't be able to make it through the evening without plugging it in.
"Hey Five?" Aisha said, the end of her charger in one hand.
He glanced over at her, then nodded to the right of her. "It's at the edge of the couch."
"Thanks."
None of them made themselves comfortable, knowing that this wasn't a social visit. It was an awkward hour as they hurriedly worked, but they didn't get a chance to finish before they were interrupted. And when the interruption came, it came in a big way. Like a fucking superstar walking into the room, because that's exactly what happened. It was Allison Hargreeves! Allison fucking Hargreeves walked into the place holding a massive picture frame.
There was no way Allison Hargreeves was the one who lived here. Simply no way. She had a kid and shit, didn't she? And she wouldn't settle for living in a place like this-- it wasn't a dump or anything, but it wasn't where a famous movie star would live. What the hell was she doing here? Come to think of it, Five's last name was Hargreeves, wasn't it? Maybe they were related somehow. It would certainly explain the expensive car and the better-than-you attitude. Hell, if Aisha had Allison Hargreeves for a sister, she'd think that she was better than everyone else, too.
Another woman walked up behind her, looking like a housewife straight out of a fifties advertisement, from the smile on her face to her perfectly coiffed hair to the short heels on her feet that matched her skirt.
"Oh hey Five," Allison fucking Hargreeves said, like she saw him everyday.
He glanced over at her. "Did you seriously fly over from LA to go shopping with Grace?" Then his eyes flickered over to the other woman. "Hi Grace."
"Hello Five, darling," she said. It was kind of unimaginable that Five let anyone call him darling, but he didn't seem bothered by it.
"Actually," Allison Hargreeves said, "I came over to hang out with Diego, and he wanted to go shopping with Mom. I didn't have anything better to do, so I tagged along. He said you were busy tonight." She glanced over at them and smiled, then gave a little wave with her free hand.
They all waved back numbly. "We're working on a group project together," Judy managed to say.
"Are you going to introduce us?" Grace-- Mom??-- asked.
"No," Five said bluntly. "We're not friends."
"You really should make some friends," Grace said, her smile still in place. "They're important for your social development." All he had to do was look at her, and she said, "Sorry dear. It's instinct."
"I can be out of your hair soon, if you want," Allison Hargreeves said.
"Whose hair are we getting out of?" a man asked, kicking the door closed. You ever look at a guy and think 'I don't want to fuck with him'? Yeah, that was this guy. The paper bags he was holding from shopping weren't intimidating, but his clothes barely hid a strong physique, and the scar on his head only added to the badass factor he had going on. Allen was pretty sure the only people that owned boots like that were familiar with breaking people's bones, and he shrank in on himself slightly without thinking about it. Then he saw Five and said, "Hey babe." He said it to Five. Was... was he Five's boyfriend?! Was Five living here with his boyfriend?? "Something wrong with the library?"
"The internet decided to die," he said wryly. "We're almost done."
"Cool." Five's boyfriend (probably boyfriend??) walked towards the bedroom, and Allison Hargreeves and that Grace woman followed him. The door stayed open, but it was far enough away that when they spoke, the group could only hear the murmurs of their voices and not the words that were being said.
They were distracted for a little while by the fact that they'd just met Allison Hargreeves, the most famous and talented actress in Hollywood, but they managed to get the rest of the work done without wasting too much time.
If it were anyone other than Five, they probably would've been able to get an official introduction to her-- maybe a picture or two-- but they finished the project, gave it a quick read-through to make sure there was nothing obvious missing, and then they were being ushered out. Aisha got out her phone and ordered an Uber as they packed up.
Five turned his head and called, "We're done!" down the hallway.
As they left, Judy saw Five kiss the man that had walked in with Allison Hargreeves and Grace. Definitely his boyfriend, then, though personally, she thought that he was too old for Five. She knew better than to say that aloud, so she just said goodbye and that she'd see him in class.
They were all glad that they only had the one class with Five.
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susiequaz12 · 4 years
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Carrot Top- 16: The Choice
Woohoo! Finally another Carrot Top update! It’s been a weird thing trying to update and work on this while also wanting to keep up with Whumptober- so we’ll see how the rest of the month goes.
Tag list: @imagination1reality0 @just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi @thehopelessopus @burtlederp @whump-me-all-night-long
CW: manhandled, possessive whumper, messed up head space, restraints, dehumanization, just a lot of crappy manipulation and stuff going on.
Previous part can be found here. Masterlist is here.
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“Now carrot top, who do you belong to?”
Andrew looked up at the man with confusion. What did he want from him? He couldn’t answer with the muzzle on, and his head hurt. His heart and chest still pounded from- from whatever it was that the man had done earlier, and it felt like he couldn’t quite breathe right. He still was unsure of exactly what his torment had been. All he remembered was being strapped to a chair and injected with- with something. Something bad.
His eyes pounded. He was so tired. Everything was close, too close that it made his eyes hurt. There was a permanent ache in his bones that seemed to flare up when he heard Splice ask the question once more.
“Who do you belong to?”
Andrew’s eyes met the man’s, and he fell forward, his head pressing into the man’s side. He closed his eyes as he felt a hand on the back of his neck.
Gasps and whispers of words echoed around him, but he couldn’t make any of them out. His head felt too jumbled for cohesive thought, other than the blaring, constant, “avoid pain” that flashed through his mind. 
“Good.” He heard Splice say. ”Now lie down.” Andrew slowly began to move and Splice clarified. “On your stomach.”
Without the use of his hands, Andrew fell, more than lied down on his stomach in front of the man. His hands were pulled from underneath him where they were bound, and moved until they were set above his head on the floor. You could visibly see the shaking in his chest as his body was wracked through with silent sobs.
Mickie couldn’t stop the tears that poured down her face as she watched the torment and humiliation that her brother was put through. What on earth had this man done in order for him to become this submissive? She didn’t think she ever wanted to know. 
Splice’s boot came down in between the chains that connected his wrists together, pinning Andrew to the floor. She heard a small whimper as the man’s other foot rested on the top of Andrew’s back near his shoulders.
“You see, there’s no point in taking him back with you. He clearly knows where he belongs.” Splice stated. He dug the heel of his boot in at the base of Andrew’s neck and a small squeak seemed to escape from his mouth through the muzzle. The boot moved down his back, to the center where lash marks and bruises were still sore. More pressure was added slowly, the heel of the shoe grinding into his back- until a groan broke through, followed by a strangled scream. 
That sound tore directly into Mickie’s chest. It burned through her and she tore herself forward out of the man’s grasp with strength she didn’t know she had. She launched herself at Splice’s feet, knocking him to the side and threw herself on top of her brother- shielding him with her own body.
“NO!” She cried. All eyes were on her, but she didn’t care. She wrapped her arms around Andrew’s back and around his shoulders- his shaking shoulders.  
“Don’t hurt him!” She demanded. 
Andrew flinched at the noise, and mumbled something through the mask- something confused, weak, and strangled- something that vaguely sounded like his sister’s name.
“Ohhh, well this just got interesting.” Splice stated. 
The guards gripped tighter onto the three boys as they stood struggling in their grasps.  
Mickie growled through her teeth and glared up at Splice. “I won’t let you hurt him.” 
“Oh how noble of you.” She felt the guard’s grip on her shoulders once more as the man came forward. “Unfortunately, that’s out of your control.”
“No!” She cried. She held on as best she could, but was pulled off of Andrew and dragged back towards her team as she screamed. 
“No, don’t! Let him go! Let him go!”
Strong arms wrapped around her sides, pinning her arms down as she struggled, lurching herself forward and crying out, before a hand was clamped down hard over her mouth. Tears streamed down her face as Splice grabbed Andrew by the back of his collar and pulled him up to his knees. The boy gasped, eyes wide and grasping about for something to focus on. 
They landed right on Mickey.
She stared back at him, but it seemed he didn’t recognize her. That he didn’t register that it was his sister standing in front of him.  
Splice commanded Andrew as he stared ahead, trying to get his attention. 
“Look at me.” 
Andrew didn’t move.
“Come on now carrot top, look at me.” 
Splice sighed as the boy stayed still.
“Look at me now, Andy.”
The boy flinched at the name and turned to stare up at Splice unwillingly. Mickie shook with rage as the tears welled in her eyes.
“Good.” The man stated. He pulled Andrew up to his feet and the boy’s legs trembled as if they were barely able to hold his weight. He kept a hand on the back of Andrew’s neck, keeping the boy’s face pressed against his shoulder to keep his head turned away from his friends. Splice’s attention turned to the group being held captive.
“You want him back, don’t you?”
“Of course, that’s why we’re here.” Malachai stated. 
“Hmm. Have you considered he doesn’t want to go back? That he’d rather stay here, where he belongs?”
“Of course he’d want to come back! Are you insane?” Justin shouted. “Who would rather stay here and be tortured by a psychopath, than be safe with their friends, their- their family?!”
Splice’s eyes stared straight into Justin’s. The younger boy shivered. 
“Are you willing to test that theory?” Splice asked. “You believe he’ll choose you over me?”
Mickie squirmed and wiggled as her arms were pulled tight behind her, a hand muffling the words she clearly wanted to say. Before anyone else could speak up or voice an opinion, Justin answered for the rest of them.
“Without a doubt.”
“Alright then.” Splice stated. “Here’s this. I let carrot top over here choose. If he can walk over to you, if he chooses to go- I’ll let him leave. You can take him and walk right out of here, live happily ever after, whatever.” His fingers snaked up the back of the boy’s head to grip tighter onto his hair. “If he chooses to stay- then he stays and I let my men deal with you how they see fit.”  
The group looked around at each other. And then at Andrew. His head hung limply over Splice’s shoulder, each shuddering breath that he took seemed a chore. Splice smiled and spoke up again.
“I notice you don’t have your little secret weapon with you- the Mind Reader. Hmph- pity. I can’t tell if that was a smart move, or a stupid one on your part. She coulda been a lot of help to you all right now.”
Ali. Justin thought. His girlfriend- Andrew’s bestfriend. She was sitting outside the building in their getaway van. But Splice didn’t need to know she was so close. He began to question their whole plan. If she came in with them, she could have overpowered everyone, and gotten Andrew out easily, potentially avoiding this whole mess. But if things had taken a turn for the worse and she had been captured as well, then Splice would have been practically unstoppable. There would be no hope in getting Ali, or Andrew back.
“Regretting some choices now aren’t you? Do you accept my offer?” Splice chuckled as he looked over the group. “Though then again it seems you don’t have much of a choice, do you?”
The group sighed, but nobody said a word. He was right, they didn’t have a choice.
Splice turned the poor boy back around and pushed him a bit further out in front of him so he was equal distanced from both sides. He stumbled on his feet and stared straight ahead.
Andrew had his bad hand tucked under his arm, his arm still stinging and aching from the cuts he’d received that morning. He leaned heavily on one side, favoring one leg over the other,- the after effects from his second grammar lesson with Splice. He swayed a bit and stared ahead but it was hard to make out the figures he was looking at.
They were jumbled together but as he squinted his eyes he could make out four main people in front, with other men standing behind them. One of the four was- was a girl. A girl with a long braid running down her shoulder- standing almost as tall as the other men she was with. 
It was- it was-
No-
He blinked his eyes and shook his head.
It couldn’t be- it wasn’t-
Mickie?
He took the tiniest of shuffles forward, wincing with every move of his body. He tried to look harder, to make out features and signs that were distinct enough to tell if she was actually real-
As he stepped forward again, he heard a small cough from behind him.
Without looking he knew who that was.
His shoulders shook harder and he clutched his hands tighter to his stomach. 
How could he forget.
I belong to Splice.
I am a tool to be used as he sees fit.
Here, and for forever.
Because I deserve it.
He shook the blurry images of the people in front of him out of his mind. He slowly turned around to see Splice standing in front of him with his arms folded. 
I belong to Splice.
Andrew nearly sobbed. 
He looked- disappointed. 
And if Splice was disappointed, it meant that he had done something wrong. It meant that he was bad- he’d disobeyed, and that- that he’d be punished.
Andrew wanted to cry and plead- to beg and beg, and sob and apologize. To apologize for being bad- for disappointing him- and to plead for an easy punishment.
The sobs had taken over his body before he made it the whole way back to Splice. He stumbled over his feet as he moved, turning his back on the people that he didn’t realize were his friends. He practically collapsed at the man’s feet, knees hitting the ground, folding in on himself. Splice placed a hand on the top of the boy’s head and smiled. 
“Looks like he made his decision.”
“No! Wait-” Justin cried out. He yelped as his head was thrown back and a fist landed in his gut. He coughed, trying to catch his breath as the other team members struggled- realizing what they had just lost.
Mickie squirmed and wiggled as much as she could- thrashing about, kicking and screaming- but the man holding her back was much larger and stronger than she was. The tears instead just poured down her face.
Splice lifted up the weeping figure at his feet and dragged him off down the hallway, passing him off to guards that were waiting to take him.
“So sorry your touching reunion didn’t go as planned. Oh well.” Splice called back to the team. Guards, do what you want with them- make sure they won’t be a problem again.”
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awyeahitssam · 5 years
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Ella!EnchantedAU - Stiles has the curse of obedience. 
Scott smiled, taking his hand. 
Stiles pulled him to his feet.
The next three words the floppy-haired boy says make Stiles’ faint smile falter completely.
“Be my friend.”
...
Thing is, Stiles could have chosen to hate Scott McCall. Some days, he very nearly did.
But Stiles was compelled to be Scott’s friend. If they didn’t speak for a few days, Stiles would begin to get painful hand spasms until he at least attempted to contact the other boy. By the third day -- Stiles enjoyed nothing if not knowing the limits of his curse -- Stiles’ body moved automatically, typing out messages or walking to Scott’s house without his consent.
Stiles wasn’t a very kind child, but he never turned his acidic tongue on Scott. 
After all, even to people he liked Stiles was kind of a dick.
But when Scott said ‘let’s be friends,’ it seemed like the curse defined the word by Scott’s idea of ‘friends’ rather than Stiles.
That turned out to be a rather good thing, because Stiles was fiercely loyal and protective. Scott… wasn’t. 
...
“Behave, Stiles,” the Sheriff would snap, and Stiles would.
“Just make dinner tonight, son.”
“Tell me the truth.”
...
Stiles glanced around, trying to come up with something that didn’t have him keeping the oversized manchild afloat for another hour and keep an eye on the Kanima at the same time.  
Whiskey eyes landed on his phone.
Scott.
Derek followed his gaze, scowling harder than ever. “Don’t—“
Stiles dropped him before Derek could finish the order, swimming to the phone.
In the end, Scott was no help.
...
“You’re going to tell me where Derek is.”
Stiles grit his teeth. Like hell.
“Why would I help you?”
Peter stared at him for a long moment, eyes half-lidded. The mad glint has dimmed to something pitless. Hollow. Stiles didn’t trust it. 
“Because I’m ordering you to.”
Stiles feels his heart rate pick up, his breaths quicken, his palms start to sweat. He swallows through a dry mouth. 
Peter knows.
He knows. 
But he hadn’t actually ordered yet. 
As if hearing the thought, Peter goes on. 
“Find Derek for me.” Stiles remains still, staring Peter down, eyes condemning for the first time. There’s a vicious fury rising in his chest, wild and uncontainable. The last time Peter dealt with fire, it hadn’t ended well for him.
“Find Derek Hale as quickly as you possibly can,” the man modified, gazing back at him calmly.
Specificity. Stiles’ worst enemy. He’s good at getting off on technicalities, at disobeying the spirit of an order while still completing it, but even half-mad Peter’s too smart for that. 
Stiles’ body turned on autopilot. He snatched the laptop from Peter’s hands and swiftly logged in. He pulled up the browser with a keyboard shortcut and hacked into the wifi of the building next to them in a few short keystrokes. 
He had the tracking information off Scott’s phone inside two minutes.
Peter looked at him, looked at the results, and smiled.
...
“He’s going to kill me!” She shrieks. “You can’t let him hurt me, Noah, you’ve got to protect me—“
Claudia might be having one of her good days, and then she’ll get a glimpse of her son and have an episode. Stiles notices, of course he does, and tries to stay away. But he loves his mother. He wants to be there whenever he can, whenever she’s lucid. 
She’s the only one that knows about the curse. That knows him completely, and adores him whenever she can still recognize that he isn’t plotting to kill her.
On May 19th, Claudia looks at Stiles with tired eyes and says, “Kill me.”
It all makes a sudden, horrible sort of sense.
Claudia had known, had probably decided long ago, that Stiles would be the one to end her suffering.
Frontotemporal dementia doesn’t kill.
So Stiles does it for the disease. 
...
“Team Free Will,” Dean Winchester says from the laptop speakers. 
Stiles laughs so hard he cries.
...
He asks him. 
It’s something that eats at Stiles, even after the man is dead and buried.
Peter didn’t give Scott a choice, and he could’ve easily taken away Stiles’. Instead, he asked.
And Stiles--well.
Being a werewolf changed you fundamentally. Stiles was willing to bet that even your DNA was altered. 
He counted on it being enough. 
It wasn’t. 
He flashes preternatural blue eyes at himself in the mirror, a snarl curling his lips. 
Hates just that much harder.
...
“Shut up!” Isaac shouted.
Stiles mouth clicks. Isaac looks surprised, but he smells of terror at whatever Stiles’ face is doing. Stiles bares human teeth at him and the boy’s pulse jumps. Isaac sneers, all bravado.
Stiles leaves before he wets himself. 
...
Orders can counteract each other.
Sometimes, when Stiles really don’t want to do something, he’ll manipulate somebody into telling him to do the opposite.
The first time they’re alone, after, Peter looks at Stiles and says, “You don’t have to be friends with Scott McCall.”
A knot in Stiles mind relaxes, and then releases entirely. Stiles thinks of Scott, thinks of him without the shiny order that made him remember the good more than the bad. 
He doesn’t hate Scott, though by now he had more than enough reason to. 
But Stiles finds he doesn’t like him, either.
The black and white naïveté, the self righteousness, the way he ordered everyone around nowadays and Stiles was forced to comply.
Stiles stands abruptly, heart beating too-quick in his chest. 
Stalks forward, staring intently into the preternaturally-blue eyes of Peter Hale. The man looks almost wary until Stiles leans forward, sets a hand on his shoulder, and drags it down the line of his arm.
Scent marking him.
“Thank you,” he acknowledges, and it comes out a pleased rumble, octaves lower than his usual register. 
Peter blinks at him once, then quirks an eyebrow. He smells delighted and a bit astonished.
Stiles grins, eyes glowing. 
“I’m leaving,” he says lightly, half an offer. 
“Am I to presume that’s an invitation?”
Stiles flashes his fangs. “Presume away.”
He turns on his heel.
Peter follows.
...
Stiles’ life has never been simple, and that doesn’t change with Peter as a packmate.
Once, they stop mid-hike and Stiles peers over the cliff. There’s a few minutes of peaceful silence, and Stiles is enjoying the nature in a way he never had before, eyes closed, breeze fluttering through his growing hair.
He smiles. Steps that bit closer to the edge, enjoying the feeling of lightness and freedom. 
Then hears, “Never kill yourself.” 
Stiles feels the order snap into place. It is disproportionately light in comparison to the sensation of his stomach dropping out. 
It’s the first order Peter has given him since that night in the parking garage.
Stiles digs claws into his skin hard enough that he begins bleeding freely, and slowly turns to Peter.
There’s a glimmer of apology in his eyes, but something in his scent betrays him. Maybe he’s genuinely apologetic for betraying Stiles trust, but he doesn’t regret the order.
Stiles snarls. His wolf whimpers and snaps in his mind, wanting to turn tail and bite into Peter’s neck at the same time. Stiles feels his teeth elongate to fangs and pulls his eyes from blue, staring over the cliff once again.
The view doesn’t seem half as beautiful as it had moments ago.
It wasn’t like Stiles wanted to kill himself. If he did, he would have a long time ago. But having that option--
“How dare you,” he whispers to the open air. He’s too furious to look at Peter, too hurt to address him directly or acknowledge that this level of self-righteousness in the air could give Scott a run for his money. 
“I don’t mean to hurt you,” Peter says. 
Truth.
It almost makes it worse. Stiles bares his teeth.
“I decided to trust you,” he says. “And you just spat on it. Pack doesn’t betray pack.”
Peter meets his gaze steadily. He looks wary, but he doesn’t say anything in his defense.
Stiles wants to rage at him, wants to use words to cut into that calm facade until he bleeds. ‘You and your niece are very alike,’ he almost says, but Stiles isn’t that hasty.
Isn’t that cruel, though he wants to be.
“What if hunters capture me? Torture me? What if I go mad from it? I don’t even get the option of biting off my own tongue now, Peter?” 
“I would come for you,” the man says quietly. 
Stiles roars.
Peter’s eyes widen, and he takes a short step back before standing his ground. He smells concerned and surprised, but not apologetic.
“Don’t follow me,” he snaps, shaking with the urge to destroy.
Stiles is a very angry individual.
Having no say will do that to you.
...
“Take it off,” Stiles snarled, pulling Peter’s hair harshly. 
The man met his gaze, blue eyes dazed and dilated. Then, after another long moment of staring, shook his head.
“Can’t lose you,” he rasped from between fangs. “I won’t.”
Stiles’ laugh edged on manic. “You already have, you fool.” 
When Peter woke in Deaton’s shop four days later, Stiles was long gone.
...
There have been moments.
Moments when Stiles was absolutely certain he was about to die.
Like when Jackson sneered, “Kill yourself,” and Stiles’ hands found the closest sharp object and aimed it unerringly at his carotid artery. Like when his dad—
Well. He tries not to think of his dad. 
But somehow this—emotion—is harder to manage. The level of betrayal that can only mean he trusted Peter in the first place. 
Stiles’ world crashed down on a pleasant autumn day during a walk with his packmate. 
And the ruins continue to burn for a while yet.
...
“As you can imagine, I don’t like people taking away my ability to choose,” he says, almost lightly. “When I was nine my mother made me kill her. When I was twelve my dad almost killed me by saying something careless when he was drunk. I was forced to be Scott’s friend for eleven years.”
“None of them set out to hurt me,” Stiles acknowledged. “But they all did. I trusted each one of them, and they came so close to tearing apart the fundamentals of who I am.” 
Stiles’ eyes blazed red when he turned to Peter. 
“You know that kid who never did anything he was told? That’s who I am inside. The only person I should have to answer to is myself, but that was taken away from me a very long time ago.” Stiles sighs warily. He suddenly looks far older than his twenty-two years. “You’re the first person I willingly offered my trust to in years, and you shattered it. And you weren’t sorry, not really, or at least not until later, when you realized what it cost you.” 
Peter swallowed heavily. He smelled tired, and very, very sad. “I’m sorry,” he said, voice little more than a rasp. “I am, Stiles. You can kill yourself. You can do anything you want. I’m sorry.”
Stiles huffed a laugh, not sounding very amused at all, and Peter felt a displacement in the air just as Stiles appeared in front of him, red eyes boring down into his blue.
“You think I would return before breaking the curse?” he said wonderingly. “I trust no one that much, Peter.”
Peter swallowed heavily, awaiting the inevitable blow. He bared his neck, just a bit, even knowing what was coming.
Peter jerked when a cold nose brushed against his neck, rubbing up the line of his carotid. He felt like his heart was in his throat, jumping wildly and very audibly. 
“You…”
“I,” Stiles agreed, more than a touch mockingly. He sighed at whatever look was on Peter’s face at that, and pulled him in closer. “You’re an idiot. I can do whatever I want now, Peter.”
Peter shifted as fingers combed through his hair. Peter made a strange sound, a mix between a purr and an engine revving. “I love you, though.”
Peter stared at him.
“Oh.”
Stiles huffed a laugh, leaning forward to brush their cheeks together. Scenting. 
“And here I thought I was choosing such an intelligent packmate,” he said, more fond than mocking this time. When he pulls back the smile in his voice is gone, his eyes back to their normal honeydew. “Don’t think my loving you will change anything, Peter. Betray me again and I will rip your throat out.” 
Peter whines, high and embarrassing. Stiles makes a low, rumbling noise in response and leans in, kissing his forehead lightly. 
“And I’ll rip out the throat of anybody who threatens you, of course.” 
The noise subsides, and Peter sighs, smelling content, confused, aroused. Stiles soaks in the scent without any intention of remedying the confusion for a while yet.
The arousal, however, he can do something about.
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howggswouldreact · 4 years
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💻 Co-workers | Jiu
Request: hi can i request a dreamcatcher jiu scenario where she is stuck with her co worker (also her long time crush) in an elevator for hours.
Plot: Reader and (a very shy) Jiu have been colleague workers for almost 3 years. Reader, the one Jiu has a big crush on, decides to make her company because she was overtime working alone. But when they are leaving the building, the elevator suddenly stops.
Words: 3,471
Genre: fluff, alternative universe
Notes: I had so much fun writing this one... i hope you enjoy it as much as i did.
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It was after 8PM when you started turning off the computer. You were tired, it was a Friday night and you probably just wanted to go back to your apartment and lie in your bed to get the rest you deserved; the week had been very busy.
Minji was watching you sideways as you pressed the button on the monitor. She had gotten good at it, watching you without being noticed. She could put the credit for that luck on her desk, which was attached to yours. But she rarely saw your face from the front, only in profile. And it was the best view she had ever seen.
Almost 3 years ago, you were the new hired. Before you, there was only one quiet old man who ended up retiring. The change was so sudden and Minji felt it deep in her heart, as soon as you passed through the glass door of the company. Whatever it was, she wouldn't call it love. A slight crush, perhaps.
“A crush doesn't last three years, Minji. Three. Years.”, said Bora, her best friend, every time Minji commented about you without being asked.
Bora didn't care if Minji talked about you for three years. It was cute. She only got irritated because Minji didn't even have an attitude. But what could she do? Just receiving your gaze every time you arrived in the morning made her body heat up as if it was burning up. And when you hummed a song while typing on your computer, she smiled involuntarily.
Of course she had already started conversations with you. They all revolved around the weekend, your pets, "I'm going to drink water, do you want me to get it for you, Y/N?" and learned the exact temperature that you liked to drink it. She liked to hear your voice when offering her snacks or even complaining about another employee who did not know how to communicate and just shouted at you when called you. Minji didn't know how there were people in the world who could be rude to you.
When you got up from your chair and wished her a good night, Minji said the same thing back. She looked around quickly and realized that she would be alone at the establishment because she would work overtime. She had no plans for this Friday and would rather go home and sleep than pretend to be paying attention to something on TV.
"Hey, aren't you coming too?"
With a slight surprise, Minji’s eyes looked up at you from behind round lenses, you were about two meters away, holding your bag in one hand. Damn, Minji thought, how beautiful she looks today.
"I'll stay a little longer. Just until I clean my email. There isn't much missing.”, she replied, smiling.
"Do you want me to stay and keep you company?", you asked.
A brief silence followed and Minji was sure that her mouth went dry and her lungs stopped working. Her heartbeats stumbled a lot until she finally answered.
"It would be great to have your company."
It was always great to have your company.
In almost three years together, working together, Minji never had the courage to ask you to lunch with her. She thought she would ruin everything, drop your drink, forget the money at home and you would have to pay for her meal, every kind of nightmare you can imagine. Even though that you would think she was just a good co-worker. Terrible.
What Minji really wanted to do was take you on a date, but she never felt brave enough to do that. And she only knew that you didn't date because you had made it clear once, in a conversation at the company's holiday party, that everyone was a little bit not sober, that you would only be with someone you liked very much.
You sat down again in your place.
"Do you want some help?"
"No, no. I'm just finishing deleting a few emails. It won't take long. ”
"Do you want me to get you a cup of water?"
Minji's brown eyes met yours. She wanted you so much to know her feelings for you...
"Yes, please."
You came back with two glasses, one for you and one for her. As Minji alternated between drinking water and deleting unnecessary emails, analyzing in a somewhat thorough way whether she could really delete them, you started talking.
"Minji, did you ever feel like something was preventing you from acting?"
The mouse clicks stopped but Minji decided to make false movements while thinking of an answer for you. Of course she felt it, she was feeling it right now because all she wanted to do was pull you and kiss you.
"Yes, all the time."
"Lately I feel that what holds me is myself and I don't know how to act," you confessed, a sadly tone in your voice.
Minji's heart sank. You never opened up about personal things, maybe being alone for the first time made it possible. And it showed that you had a certain confidence in her, which encouraged her to continue the matter.
“I know how it feels. It’s like one of those dreams in which you run and run but you just stay in the same place.”, she turned her face to you and you could see the sincerity through that transparent lens of her glasses.
Minji always had that feeling. She was always embarrassed to speak in public, at work she spoke only what was necessary and never talked much with her co-workers. In reality, before you, she never talked to anyone anything beyond the essential. Still, she was invited to happy hour’s and parties. The people there were very fond of her company, even though it was a very quiet one.
"Exactly."
Minji was about to finish cleaning up her spam box, but she didn't want to leave. She wanted to keep talking to you for longer, to hear your voice for longer, to see your face for longer... But eventually, you should go home.
"I think it's up to us to let go of what keeps us from following, isn’t it, Minji?", chin resting on one of your hands, waiting for her answer.
Minji loved how her name sounded on your mouth. She nodded.
"You're quite shy, aren't you?", you asked, making Minji's cheeks flush.
"Yeah...", she replied. "This is what holds me back, my shyness."
Minji slowly started to turn off the computer. Who was she trying to deceive? Would she be pretending to delete emails for how long? 3 hours? Would she keep you with her for so long just because she loved your company? No, she wouldn't do that. What if you had an appointment? It was time to go.
"I have finished. We can go now.”, she commented, getting up and placing her backpack on her shoulder.
Minji, who had the door key, went right behind you. You pressed the time-card. She turned off all the lights and locked the door. When she reached you in the hall, putting the key in her backpack’s pocket, the elevator button was already on. The silence was cut only by the noise of it going up the floors to you.
"It’s so scary in here at night, how can you do so much overtime?", you asked and the elevator doors opened.
"I do this more to kill time.", Minji replied, entering right behind you.
The metal doors closed and the elevator began its descent from the eighth floor to the ground floor. There were probably only you and the security guards in the building now, no one else. It was the end of some important soccer game and everyone was at home or in bars waiting for the match. Minji looked at the watch on her wrist, it was half pass 9PM.
"But you were working overtime too, weren't you?", she asked to break the silence.
"Ah, I..." you would reply but a great squeak was present.
The elevator lights started to flash and it stopped suddenly, causing you to lose your balance and almost fall to the floor. The doors were still closed and you were probably somewhere between the third and second floors. Minji, leaning against the metal wall, looked at you, startled.
"Are you claustrophobic?", she asked, concerned.
“No, I'm just scared. It never happened to me”, you said, a little breathlessly.
Minji pressed the button for the ground floor again in the hope that the elevator would return to its trajectory, but nothing happened. The lights were back to normal, they didn't flash anymore, the buttons were all normal but the elevator didn't want to work. She tried the emergency button.
Nothing happened.
"My cell phone has no signal, as expected.", you said, holding the device in one hand, reaching for the ceiling of the elevator. "What the hell!"
Yes, Minji wanted to spend more time with you, it was a fact, but she didn't expect for you both to be stuck in an elevator. There was nothing romantic about it. It was desperate and could even generate trauma! She took a deep breath and tried to see if her cell phone worked, tried to send messages to Bora and Siyeon, but the messages weren't even being sent. Calls did not complete. Minji and you were trying to do the most diverse types of communication, even tried the company's wifi, but it didn't reach that floor.
After more than 20 minutes of trying, you gave up.
"Okay," you said, sitting on the floor and placing your bag beside you as an armrest. "I think we can survive this."
"We can.", Minji replied with a beautiful smile and sat down beside you. "I think we will only be saved when the soccer match is over."
You faced each other again. Despite the desperate situation, you burst out laughing. A breathless laugh that made your belly and cheeks hurt. Minji held back the urge to say how beautiful you were.
You have recovered your breath and the silence has fallen on you. Despite many silences, they were never uncomfortable silences; you had silences that were like a polite wait for the other to start talking. Minji was too shy to begin it and you thought it would be invasive if you did. But, given the current circumstances, the ideal would be to have at least a little conversation, otherwise you both would go crazy.
"Since we're here, how about we get to know each other better?", you suggested, turning to Minji.
"You can ask what you want to know.", she adjusted the glasses on her face and smiled slightly.
“We can play a game.”, you were excited about your own idea. “For example... what 3 things would you take to a desert island? Remembering that ‘boat’ is not an answer. ”
"Ahm...", Minji started to think while feeling your gaze on her face. “A book, perhaps. A penknife? And... I don't know... A manual on how to make a boat on a desert island.”, she concluded, triumphant.
"Hey, this is also not allowed!", you were outraged by the answer but you couldn't help but laugh.
“You didn't specify anything about the rules and now I can make a boat to get off the island. But what about you? What would you take to a desert island? ”
"A book. Chocolate. Someone special to keep me company. ”
"You didn't say I could take people!"
"I also didn't say that you couldn't.", you laughed. "But we would probably go crazy and end up devouring each other, or fight to death."
"You’re watching a lot of movies about desert islands," she joked.
"My favorite hobby."
Minji turned to you, you were now face to face. In 90% of working hours, Minji could only observe you (discreetly, of course) in your profile. The other 10% of seeing your face was from the front, and it was when you arrived or left, or even when you turned to get the glass of water offered by her. That 10% was always a great time for her because your eyes seemed to see her beyond what she was.
"What would you take to an elevator between the third and second floors?", you asked her, in a playful tone.
"I have everything I need right here.", Minji replied.
A slight tension settled between you both and Minji realized that the phrase had been said in a very unthinkable way so she started to stumble over her own words trying to fix what she had said.
"N-no, I mean, I mean.", she pushed the glasses up again. "I didn't mean ... I mean, I mean...", she was cold sweating and you had a slight smile on your lips. "I meant that I have everything I need here, in my backpack." picked up the backpack. "Look, I have toothpaste, water, umbrella, candy, salad, ahm..."
You were finding it adorable the way she messed up trying to correct what she said. But you wouldn't forget that phrase or the tone used in it.
"Salad?" you asked, trying to make her relax a little.
"Yes, it's just that sometimes I like to stop in the park to eat while I watch the sky.", Minji still blinked faster than usual, the heartbeats still fast.
"This is so cute."
Minji's face flushed to her hair. She caught the air in her lungs and looked away from you to where the metal walls were in the right corner of the elevator. Why did she have to be so sensitive to you? Why did you have to have such a good voice to hear and this charming way of speaking? Why did your eyes have to look at her so deeply, seeing Minji as Minji, not like the shy co-worker?
This elevator is driving me crazy, Minji thought.
"And you, what would you take to a broken elevator?”, she asked after clearing her throat.
"I don't think I need anything else." you answered.
Minji could easily be mistaken for a statue. Were you flirting with her? Was it really possible that you, the person her mind had been thinking about for almost 3 years in a row, were flirting with her?
"We have your backpack, right?", you added, making Minji move again.
"Yes, everything we need is here." still confused if it had been a flirt.
Time passed by and you continued to talk. The soccer match should still be going on and you were already starting to eat one of the snacks that were in Minji's so complete backpack. You talked about the restaurants you went to, your favorite movies and series, the first concerts you saw in your life, the oldest memories you had of yourself, favorite colors, etc. You learned personal things about each other in an elevator, everything you didn’t learn during these 3 years working together, being next to each other every single day. And Minji was sure that if the security camera was recording everything, it would be possible to see the heart shapes in her eyes while she admired you talking.
“Minji...”
“Yes?”
You were lying next to each other, staring at the lights protected by fences on the ceiling of the elevator. Minji knew it was worth it to stay there, stuck with you. If it was anyone else, she would have already found a way out. But with you, the elevator could even be a pleasant place.
"If you were to stay in this elevator forever, would you be happy to be with me?”
Minji noticed your movement beside her, the eyes looking straight to her face, she swallowed a little bit. She couldn't lie to you, but that question was so... different from all the others. Swallowing again and taking a deep breath, Minji turned her face to yours.
"I'm happy to be you and not anyone else," she finally replied.
All the sincerity in one sentence and whispered in an elevator, your face so close to hers that she could make your foreheads touch if she wanted to. In fact, she did want to. She just couldn't. She remembered Bora's words. 3 years. This is more than just a simple crush.
Using the words of her best friend as a source of strength for what would happen next, Minji turned completely towards you and it seemed that all shyness had managed to get down to the ground floor, leaving only Minji, flesh and blood, to deliver her heart to you.
“I am happy because ... when you push the glass doors, it looks like the Sun itself walking and sitting next to me. When you smile, wishing me a good morning, it's like you're recharging my batteries. Your eyes shine and have so much curiosity, a good curiosity, a desire to know, that delights me.” she felt that her eyes were starting to cry but she wouldn’t stop now, not when she finally had the courage to release all that was overflowing in her heart. "You are beautiful. And you can get more and more beautiful every moment, even when you are stressed when talking to a employee or when you are tired. I've been in love with you since I met you and I never got the courage to even take you to lunch with me. And now we’re here, stuck in an elevator and I’m talking nonstop, which I’ve never done before. But I like you. I really do.”
Minji sat and removed her glasses to clean the lenses that had fogged up. She didn't want to see you now. Who knows what kind of expression would be on your face. Disgust? Indifference? She didn't know which one would be worse to see. But the silence was also suffocating her. I should have been quiet, she thought. I should have let shyness stay and control my tongue for the rest of my life.
"Minji, I..."
With a loud creak, the elevator descended again. Caught off guard and not believing what was happening, when the doors opened on the ground floor you were still sitting.
It looked like nothing had happened. The building's entrance was empty. The elevator voice was working, normally. Was it a prank? Were you on a television program?
Minji got up quickly, picked up her backpack and put the glasses on her face again. She held the door for you to go through but still didn't have the courage to look at your face.
"Minji.", you called again.
“Look, Y/N, I know you don't have the same feelings for me and it's really fine. If you feel disgusted or uncomfortable, I will even ask the boss to change places, I would never want to have- ”
"Minji!", your voice came out in a half scream, drawing her attention to your face, finally. “The things you said... were beautiful. Nobody ever said anything like that to me.”
Minji was holding the backpack strap tightly. She licked her lips and tried to calm her heart that kept churning in her chest and would soon jump out, screaming for your name. Her hands were sweating.
"Do you know why I stayed until later?", you asked Minji, who shook her head. "Just to be with you."
If it was able to see what was going on in Minji's body, you would see complete euphoria. It was an ecstasy of you, a dose so powerful for her that it would make her climb the walls and even fly. The light laugh that came from her lips and the sigh of relief made you smile back.
"I thought you were going to stop talking to me or something," she confessed.
"I would never do that. Really. But, since we went through a very stressful time... diner is on me, okay?”
"Is this a..." nervously, Minji couldn't finish the sentence.
"A date. Post hijacking of crazy elevator. So, what do you say? ”
With a smile from ear to ear, Minji and you headed towards your favorite restaurant that was not far from there. On the way, you held Minji's hand, which made her heart melt even more for you.
Distracted, Minji wouldn't notice that the messages on her phone would be sent and that Siyeon and Bora were super worried about her. They called her cell phone but would never be answered as it was in silent mode and Minji was too busy on a fun date with you. The security guards would have a little trouble, they would get a good scolding from the boss and only later would they realize that two young girls got stuck in the elevator.
And you, unaware of everything around you, started to make everything that you always wanted during those 3 years happen in one night.
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My OC Universe: Rowan 129
Chapter 129 Summary: Rowan gets told off by Peter for apologising and considers what he can do with his life once William is finally gone. (Tags: @just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi, @much-ado-about-whumping, @abitefullofeverything, @whump-me-all-night-long, @sky-or-something-idfk and @tears-and-lilies)
Trigger Warnings: Reference to previous abuse, PTSD whumpee
Rowan clutched the tea in his palms through a blanket, the heat seeping through the cloth welcome on his chilled fingers. Peter had brought in almost everything he used during the day: the books he was slowly reading and the notebooks he would scrawl in, his knitting needles and the length of scarf that was now longer than Rowan was tall, and even the chisels he was working away at the spoon with, he hadn’t done much since his hands were unbandaged from last time, he was very careful not to hurt himself again. Peter would preach how awful hand injuries were, and while Rowan didn’t want to worry him, he mainly didn’t want to have to listen to the lecture anymore.
“Thank you,” He smiled as his eyes followed the graceful movements.
“Don’t worry about it,” Peter replied, resting beside Rowan once everything was lined up on the windowsill. “You shouldn’t be alone in here for long, it would be torture.”
“It definitely wouldn’t be torture,” Rowan almost scoffed, imagining his weeks in the dungeon where his joints were dislocated and his skin was torn and his body ravaged.
“There’s more to torture than just hurting someone,” Peter answered. “If…if he tortured you physically then that was because your mind was already broken. For those who won’t submit, they generally try to break your mind, solitude will fracture it in no time at all.” He paused for a moment before his frown deepened. “And it will only be easier with a head as haunted as yours,”
“How do you know?” Rowan asked. “How would you know what torture is?” As he asked the sentence he heard the accusatory way it left his lips, but Peter only gave him a small, melancholy smile.
“I didn’t just, appear one day in the forest, Rowan, I had a life before you stumbled into my trap,”
“I-I didn’t mean-oh Gods, no, Peter I didn’t mean to –“
“It’s all right, Rowan,” Peter smiled, cupping his cheek gently. “I know that you don’t mean it that way. You remember that battle along the border? You would have barely been fifteen, William’s father was still alive then and since most of his army had been depleted from his most recent dispute with rebels, he called for an emergency conscription.” He explained, lowering his hands and resting them in his lap. “I was a part of the army for three years.” Rowan remembered the war, it was brief, but it was longer than three years. Peter was being generous with his assumption, Rowan was thirteen when it began, he heard it from a beneficiary he had at the time.
“Did they…torture you?” He asked nervously, he didn’t want to hear that someone had subjected Peter to the same agony he had survived.
“Not as bad as some,” Peter admitted. “The closest I got was when I was separated from my legion and a few patrolling enemy soldiers found me. They weren’t interested in prisoners so they, had a bit of fun, as they called it. Roughed me up a bit and left me for dead,” Rowan heard how nonchalant Peter’s voice was and felt a tremor of dread and shock run down his spine.
“They hurt you enough to almost kill you?” He exclaimed, looking at him in shock.
“It’s old pain,” Peter soothed. “And not the point of the story, I learnt of common techniques used by higher ranking officers during interrogations, and saw some of the results of them. But they never treated me that way.”
“Gods, I know nothing about you and you know every little thing about me!” Rowan gasped, covering his mouth as he turned his head down. “Oh, I’m so selfish!”
“That’s ridiculous!” Peter replied. “I don’t like to talk about myself, and you need to talk more than I do, so I’d rather let you speak. I know far more about you than you do about me because I chose to only ask about you. You are far too used to not being allowed to exist in your own right.” Rowan grumbled in dissent and shook his head softly.
“I still feel bad,”
“Rowan, you’re always going to feel bad!” Peter chuckled. “If it starts raining while I’m checking my traps you’d blame yourself!” He lifted Rowan’s head with his thumb and grinned at him. “If you stop apologising for things that aren’t your fault, I’ll tell you more about my life,” He bargained and Rowan nodded eagerly.
“All right! I’ll-I’ll try!” He promised and Peter smiled kindly.
“I know, I know you will.” He said, lowering his hand from Rowan’s chin.
“How are you able to care so much about someone when you’ve also been hurt?” Rowan asked seriously. “How could you risk letting me into your house without being sure I wouldn’t hurt you?”
“Why are you asking me this?” Peter wondered as Rowan dipped his head again.
“Well, I always thought that you were kind to me because you didn’t know. That you hadn’t, felt what it was like to be hurt by your own kind. I would have, if I found someone in my trap, I probably would have just, released them and told them to leave. I don’t know how you can bear spending so much energy to care for someone, who hasn’t done that much for you,” He admitted, his cheeks flushing with shame. “I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t have assumed, but…”
“I understand,” Peter smiled. “It’s all right. I know what you mean.” He sighed heavily and looked away as he considered how to explain it. “After the war I found it hard to cope,” He admitted. “Everyone was always so worried about me and my wellbeing, granted I looked rather spectacular when I returned, and I didn’t feel that I deserved any of it. I isolated myself, out here, to escape the constant sympathy, when Cordelia came along she,” He paused for a moment and shook his head. “I won’t tell you any details until she gives her permission, but she wasn’t in any state to hurt me, and I liked helping her, it made me feel better about all the misplaced pity that people gave me.” He explained.
“I’m so –“ Rowan stopped himself from finishing his sentence and flushed as Peter began laughing again.
“Good job,” He grinned. “Keep it up and maybe I’ll tell you how I learnt the hard way to properly build a roof,” Rowan began laughing and covered his mouth in a vain attempt to suppress his giggles.
“What?”
“It is an entertaining tale,” Peter promised and patted Rowan’s leg gently. “I’ll come back in a bit, I should check on William.”
~
Rowan didn’t mind too much, being on his own. William would leave him alone for hours with nothing to do but stare at the wall and count the stitches in the embroidered pillows. Here he could entertain himself, even if he got bored, he could move on to something else. His knitting was almost finished and he realised with regret that he would have to cast-off soon.
Occasionally he would hear sounds from the main room, Peter walking around in the room or William shifting heavily. He wondered how painful it was, sitting in that same position for hours, unable to move. Then when he remembered how he was forced to kneel on his hands and knees until he collapsed onto an uneven stone floor only to be dragged back up after less that ten hours to endure it all again – and he was tortured on top of that. It was surprising to find that he could recall the sensation almost immediately. He decided, after pushing the pain from his mind, that William deserved this, and everything else that happened to him.
“How are you going?” He looked up and saw Peter at the door, he held a plate in one hand and balanced a cup with his other as he slid the door shut.
“Good,” He smiled. “I need more wool, though,” He held up the knitting needles with the foot of yarn that remained dangling beside the rolls of knitted scarf.
“Really?” Peter put down Rowan’s lunch beside him and picked up the length in wonder. “Look at all this! You could wrap yourself down to your ankles and back!” He chuckled softly and looked up at Rowan, who shrugged sheepishly.
“I don’t actually know any patterns or anything, all I can do is knit scarves.” His skill seemed less impressive now that he admitted that he can’t do much with them.
“That’s all right,” Peter said. “I know women in town who can give you patterns, and teach you the stitches,” He began laughing to himself and turned his twinkling eyes to meet Rowan’s. “Some old women meet every week for an afternoon, just to get out and socialise, they do knitting and art and such, I’m sure they’d love to help teach you!” He suggested.
“Really?” Rowan asked nervously. “They wouldn’t mind me being there?”
“Oh, I’m sure they wouldn’t.” Peter answered with certainty. “Many younger generations aren’t as fond of these skills, they’ve tried teaching their children and grandchildren and they just don’t care.”
“Is it really?” Rowan asked, he knew you could make blankets and clothes out of it but it wasn’t as efficient as weaving.
“Absolutely it is,” Peter said. “With the efficiency of weaving, very few people rely on knitting to make clothing. Being able to clothe and keep yourself warm is an invaluable ability, even if you don’t use it frequently.”
“That’s kind of impressive,” Rowan considered quietly. “I’d like to know at least one important skill,”
“You know more than one!” Peter replied indignantly. “You’ve gotten quite good at carving, once I teach you how to finish, you can make almost anything, you have to give yourself more credit, Row,” He sighed softly and smiled. “Many people learn one skill and rely on that for their whole career. You keep picking up new abilities and you’re always trying to learn, you can do so much that others can’t, I can’t knit, for example, I did learn but it’s been years since I last tried.” Rowan smiled slightly and looked down. 
They sat in silence for a few minutes before Rowan looked back up and chuckled slightly.
“What are you giggling about?” Peter asked curiously.
“You look a bit like you have a bird’s nest on your head,” Rowan smiled and flinched away as Peter began laughing.
“Oh, do I?” He asked, reaching up and pulling the leather tie from his hair. “I was trying out a new look, I suppose it didn’t work, then,” Rowan giggled as Peter shook out the supposed ‘bird’s nest’ on his head. “You know, you can be really cruel sometimes, Row,” He grumbled as he worked his fingers through the long tangles.
“I’m sorry!” Rowan grinned and shrugged weakly. “But you told me to stop apologising,” Peter scoffed indignantly and looked at him through a veil of mussed hair.
“What have I created?” He asked regretfully and Rowan smirked.
“A monster!” He said in his attempt at a menacing voice.
“I like who you are now,” Peter smiled, inching closer, Rowan covered his cheeks as he flushed and shrugged gently. “It’s nice that you can joke with me.”
“I like it too,” He admitted. “But it feels weird,”
“You shouldn’t be afraid to be who you want,” Peter said, dragging his fingers along his scalp. “I’m not going to punish or reprimand you,”
“I know, I know in my head, but it…it feels like it’s a part of me, to be wary.” Rowan admitted.
“In a few days William won’t be here anymore,” Peter promised. “And you can finally be free to be yourself.”
“I could go to the river,” Rowan muttered.
“Yeah,”
“I could learn to knit from the old women,” He smiled.
“Yes, you can,”
“I can get to know my brothers and sister!”
“Absolutely!” Peter confirmed. “You haven’t had an easy life, but at least now there can be nothing else to hurt you. You’re safe with me, your captor is going to go back with the Queen and be killed, and no one will ever lay a hand on you again. The rest of your life can be nothing but happy,” Rowan nodded eagerly and pressed his hands to his cheeks.
“I never expected to make it to adulthood,” He murmured, looking at Peter through enormous, wet eyes. “Let alone be with someone who cares for me so much, I’m so grateful that you found me,” He sniffed, inhaling a shuddering breath. “And I wouldn’t risk changing a thing,”
“Row,” Peter breathed, moving close enough to embrace him. “I would do anything to have spared you some of this cruelty but I’m so grateful that I did find you, and that I’m the one who could provide you with a life you deserve. Even though you deserve so much more, I’ll give you everything I have to make you happy.” Rowan wrapped his arms around Peter’s neck and buried his face into the crook of his shoulder.
“I already have everything.”
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‘📶’ Han Jisung One-Shot (Fake Boyfriend AU)
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Pairing: Han Jisung x Reader.
Warnings: smut
Word Count: 9.4k
This is my last post of the year. I hope you all enjoy it!
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-So you moved into your new apartment not that long ago.
-And all these college guys/girls live in that same building.
-It's a bit busy and noisy sometimes but it's ok.
-In the apartment on your right live two guys called Jisung and Hyunjin.
-You know Hyunjin's name cause honestly, who doesn't? It's weird not to hear someone mentioning him on the hallways.
-And Jisung... Well... This is kinda awkward but lets say his bedroom is right next to yours.
-First time you heard someone moaning out his name you blushed and went back to the living room.
-But now you're kinda used to it.
-Sometimes you even shush them.
-Anyway at the apartment on your left lives some guy called Seungmin and another one called Jeongin. You've knocked there more than once asking for some help with you door since sometimes it likes not to open.
-You think Seungmin is kinda nice and cute.
-Right in front of you live Minho and Felix. Bangchan has invited them over some other time.
-Oh yeah, you have a roommante called Bangchan but most of the time he's out working or hanging out with a guy called Changbin.
-Since you're 'new' in the city you don't know a lot of people yet.
-Only these girls from work who won't shut up about guys/girls and sex and you'd wish you were more interested on that but the truth is you're not.
-Like you work so hard and your anxiety is so high you don't even think about it till they bring it up.
-And you're so tired of them trying to fix you up with someone.
-You've told them to stop trying thousands of times.
-But they won't and today is not precisely your day.
-Your head hurts like hell and you just want to go back to sleep.
-'Would you meet my cousin then?' One of your friends asks.
-'What?'. You sigh as you massage your temples. 'I told you I don't wanna meet anyone'.
-'C'moon'. She whines. 'Why not?'
-'Maybe she has a boyfriend already'. The other one says and something clicks in your brain.
-'Yeah. You know what? I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier but I do have a boyfriend so please? Stop trying to fix me up with your cousins'. You say as nicely as you can.
-'You should have told us! What's his name?'
-'What?'
-'Your boyfriend silly, what's his name?' She chuckles.
-'Oh... Uhmm, it's... Jisung'.
-You don't know why you said his name. Maybe cause last night someone else wouldn't stop moaning it and it printed into your head.
-Also how come you have to make up a boyfriend so people would stop trying to fix you up after you told them to stop so many times already?
-You're so mad about that fact right now but your head hurts even worse. You just want them to stop no matter how.
-Anyway.
-One of your friends is looking at you so excited. What is with her now?
-'Jisung huh? What about a picture?'
-'Yeah, show us!'
-'Oh... Yeah, maybe tomorrow I don't have pics of him here cause it's a new phone'.
-They look at you like they're not buying it but finally they let go.
-Back into your apartment you take a shower and lie down on your bed with the lights off trying to calm that headache down.
-Then you start hearing some music from one of the apartments.
-You feel like crying.
-You're so tired and you feel like your head is going to explode any minute now.
-So you stand up and go knock on Hyunjin's door.
-Jisung comes out and says hi to you.
-'Hey I'm like dying here could you not play music tonight? Please.'
-'Yeah you don't look so good'. He says.
-'Thanks'. You sigh. 'So could you?'
-He chuckles softly. 'Sure, don't worry'. He pats your head lightly and you blush.
-You go back to your apartment with your face still burning red.
-He didn't need to be cute.
-He behaves and don't play any music though.
-He even tells Hyunjin to be quiet.
-It's amazing how thin those walls are.
-You fall asleep at some point to wake up the next morning to Chan's worried face looking at you.
-'You look horrible' He says.
-'Okay?'
-'No, like seriously. I already made a call telling your boss you're sick'.
-'Oh... Thanks'.
-'You're welcome'. He says smiling a bit. 'I left some breakfast in the kitchen for you ok? I gotta go tho'.
-'Ok. I'm not leaving my bed anyway'.
-He chuckles as he leaves.
-A while later someone knocks at your door and you practically crawl there to open it.
-'Hey, I've bumped into these ladies on the elevator. They were asking for you'.
-You look at Hyunjin who's pointing at your friends from work waiting behind him.
-'Oh, okay. Thanks'.
-'It's nothing. Are you okay though? Jisung told me you weren't feeling so good last night'.
-Just as he says that Jisung opens the door to leave the apartment.
-You can see your friend's eyes fixing on him immediately.
-'Oh, Jisung I was just mentioning you'. Hyunjin says as he chuckles.
-'Ah really, why?'
-'Omg y/n is this your boyfriend?' Your friends ask. 'You said your boyfriend was some Jisung right?'
-Fuck.
-You just mentally facepalmed yourself.
-The guys look at you and you look at them. Your face so red.
-Hyunjin chuckles. 'I'm gonna go inside'. He says. 'Bye ladies'.
-But your friends are too busy waiting for your answer.
-'Uhm...'
-'What's wrong baby?' Jisung asks you. 'Just tell them'. He says as he walks towards you.
-His hand on your waist.
-'Uhm, okay... Yeah this is my boyfriend'.
-They let out some squeals. 'Omg, y/n he's cute'.
-'Yeah I thought he was ugly and that's why you didn't show us his picture'.
-You force a small laugh and suddenly feel so dizzy you almost faint.
-But Jisung holds you and carry you inside getting rid of your friends.
-He puts you to bed too.
-'I'm sorry about that'. You say not being able to open your eyes cause you got so dizzy.
-He chuckles softly. 'It's okay. They seem like a lot'.
-'They are. Always trying to fix me up with someone'. You sigh. 'I said your name when they asked for my so-called boyfriend. I'm sorry'.
-'It's okay, there's more people named like me'.
-'I guess but also I was thinking of you as I said it'.
-'What?' He asks.
-But you're so weak you just fall asleep.
-When you wake up a couple hours later you find a post it with a note on it. 'Text me when you wake up'. There's also a number written down.
-'Hey, it's y/n. I woke up'. You text him.
-'Hey girlfriend😉'.
-'Ahh... Stop it😩'
-'😂 So I'm not your fake boyfriend anymore?'
-'I don't know...'
-'I don't think your friends are just letting go'.
-'😩😩😩 I know'.
-'It's okay. I don't mind being your fake boyfriend'.
-'Really?'
-'Yeah but... You may have to do something for me in return'.
-'Uhm... What is it?'
-'Idk I'll figure it out I guess'.
-'Okay? Lol'.
-'Yeah, oh btw Hyunjin knows we're fake dating but dw he won't tell anyone'.
-'Oh, okay. Fine by me. Anyway I'm gonna go grab some food now I guess so... Bye bye~'
-'Bye😊'
-Suddenly you remember Chan left some food for you outside and you go check but you don't see anything but another post it on the fridge.
-'I'm sorry food is gonna be extra cold but I couldn't just let it outside'.
-That one is from Jisung too.
-You smile to yourself. Never thought he'd be that thoughtful before.
-You get some text from one of your friends asking how you're feeling and then to let her know when you're completely fine cause they want to go out on couples date.
-You sigh as you text Jisung about it.
-Then eat something and lie down on the couch.
-A while later someone knocks on your door again and you whine all the way there.
-You blush as you see Hyunjin leaning on the door's frame. 'Hey'. He says and you try to fix your hair a little.
-'H-Hey...'
-'How are you feeling?'
-'Ah.. Better I guess??'
-'Yeah? Would you come to a little party at our apartment tomorrow then?'
-'A party?'
-He nods. 'You're Jisung's girlfriend now, right?'
-'I thought he told you we're just...'
-'He did'. He says not letting you finish. 'But maybe you want to invite your friends here so we have everything under control'.
-'Oh... I see. Yeah'.
-He chuckles softly and your heart flutters a little. 'Well, see you tomorrow then'.
-You nod as you close the door.
-Why didn't Jisung just texted you that?? You look at your phone.
-Oh. He did.
-Anyway.
-Damn Hyunjin. Why did he had to come and see you like that again?
-Not that you like him or anything he's just too handsome.
-You feel bad looking that ugly in front of him.
-You text your friends about the party.
-Also you think about if you should tell Bangchan or not about the fake-dating thingy.
-He probably would think is weird you're dating Jisung for real after all your complainings about the noise.
-Maybe not. Maybe he doesn't even care about it.
-And you don't want a lot of people to know the truth just in case so...
-He doesn't come back till very late at night anyway and you're already pretty much tucked into bed by then so you won't tell him tonight at least.
-You text Jisung as you hear Bangchan trying to get some food before sleeping.
-'Hey, no girl tonight?'
-'Got a girlfriend now🙄'.
-'Not a real one😂'.
-'People don't know that😂'
-'Oh, so you're a nice guy huh?😏'
-'Of course I am😂'.
-You chuckle softly as you read his texts.
-'How are you feeling? Hyunjin said you look better'. He says.
-'Ah, really? I guess I am feeling better'.
-'You're coming to the party then, right?'
-'Already told my friends and everything'.
-'😂 Nice'.
-'Who throws a party in such small apartment anyway?'
-'Lol well, it's not exactly a party just some friends drinking at home while listening to music'.
-'So... A party?'
-'😂 Ok, maybe a very tiny party'.
-You chuckle again.
-'Ahh sorry, wifi is failing a lot. Guess I'll try to sleep now'.
-'K~ Good night then, girlfriend'.
-'😂😂Night~'
-You sleep for what it feels like an eternity and when you wake up you feel so much better.
-Thank god it's Saturday but then again you have to go to a party and pretend Jisung is your boyfriend.
-Could be fun though, right? Why not?
-It's been a while since you had actual fun with other people.
-So as the day goes by you start to feel like actually trying and put on a dress and some makeup.
-Hair looking good too.
-No one would say you were feeling like dying just yesterday.
-Chan looking at you as he hears your heels on the floor.
-'Hey, you're going to the neighbors?' He asks.
-'Yeah'.
-'To see your boyfriend?'.
-How does he know already?
-'What?'
-'I'm just kidding'. He chuckles. 'I always thought you had a crush on Hyunjin'.
-'What? I don't'. You laugh softly. 'He's just like so handsome I maybe can't stop looking at him but that's it'.
-'I see' He chuckles. 'Ah I heard Felix and some of the other guys are going to that party too'.
-'And you?'
-'Me? Nah. I gotta finish some stuff with Changbin. He'll be here any minute'.
-'Are you dating Changbin?'
-He chuckles as he playfully raises his eyebrows.
-'What does that mean?' You ask as you chuckle.
-Then someone knocks on your door.
-It's your friends and their partners.
-'Hey, it's too early? It is too early right?' One of them asks.
-You laugh. 'Yeah, I don't know. I think there's people there already'. You say. 'Hey Chan can I leave my phone etc... here? Would you open the door for me later?'
-'I'm not promising I will'.
-You roll your eyes at him. 'I'll take the keys'.
-'Love you!' He says as you close the door after you.
-'That's your roommate? He's kinda cute too'. One of your friends says.
-You smile at her words as you knock at the guys door and Jisung opens it.
-'Hey'. You say, caressing his face.
-'Hi girlfriend'. He says, leaving a kiss on your cheek.
-He smells so good.
-And what's with the skinship?
-You don't know when you got so close but?
-Well guess it's all part of the fake-dating thing but in any case you feel really comfortable around him already.
-He puts a drink in your hands as he winks at you.
-Hyunjin is sitting on one of the sofas with Felix and Minho and some girls you don't know.
-Jisung's hand on your waist as you distractedly try to follow the conversation. 'You look good'. He whispers in your ear and you blush lightly.
-'Thanks. You don't look bad yourself'.
-He chuckles. 'Thanks'.
-'Anyway, what is this party about really?' You ask.
-He srughs. 'Anything I guess. We just wanted to meet with some friends and drink'.
-'Well my friends seem happy so I won't complain'.
-He giggles. 'They seem to like the drinks at least'.
-'I think they just get kinda bored with their partners sometimes so they drink'. You joke.
-'Wow, we'll have to break up if we ever get that bored then'. He says and you chuckle.
-'Yeah I promise'.
-Someone knocks on the door. 'Oh, I'll get that'. You say as you hand your drink to Jisung and go get the door.
-'Oh, hi'. Seungmin says.
-'Hey! Didn't know you were coming'.
-'Yeah, same. Didn't expect you here'.
-'Right... I'm kinda dating Jisung now'. You chuckle.
-'Really??' He tilts his head as he looks at you head to toe. 'Thats a pity'.
-You throw a confused look at him but he just go say hi to the rest  kinda ignoring you.
-Jisung walks towards you and gives your drink back. 'Do you like Seungmin?'.
-'He's cute'. You say as you sip your drink.
-'I could help you dating him when we break up if you want to'.
-'Really? I don't know I guess I'll be the same amount of anxious then and that's the reason I'm not dating anyone now'.
-'Well, at least you actually like this guy unlike your friend's cousins'. He laughs. ‘Worth trying’.
-You chuckle too. 'Yeah I guess so. I don't know. Let me think about it'.
-The rest of the night goes nicely.
-You sit on Jisung's lap as you all keep chatting and drinking.
-And you get to know him a bit better.
-It's kinda weird how natural actually feels to be on his arms.
-He's just such a warm person.
-You feel safe with him somehow.
-Suddenly you feel his forehead resting against your back and you turn around a little to try and look at him. 'What are you doing?' You ask, chuckling.
-'Sorry I'm so sleepy and drunk'.
-'Go to bed, idiot'.
-'There's too many people here I can't'. He chuckles too.
-'Hmm... Should we go to my apartment then?'
-'What?' He giggles.
-'You just want to sleep right? I know you don't like me like ''that'' '.
-He scoffs but doesn't say a word just pats your thigh a little so you'll stand up.
-You smile at him and hold his hand to leave.
-Hyunjin looks at you two with a confused face as you walk out the door.
-As you walk to you apartment you realize you're a little bit more drunk than you thought.
-Jisung and you chuckle as both of you hardly manage to reach the door without tripping.
-'C'mon open the door already'. Jisung laughs.
-You chuckle. 'I'm tryiiing'.
-Suddenly the door opens and you see Chan standing right in front of you. 'What is happening?' He asks.
-Jisung and you burst off laughing. 'Dad! You did opened the door for me'. You say as you laugh.
-'Omg y/n you're an adult'. Chan laughs.
-'Yeah, so get off my case idiot'.
-'Whatever'. He laughs again.
-'Oh, hey Changbin'. You say as you see him sitting on the couch. He waves at you.
-You enter your room followed by Jisung and clumsily take off your heels and try to unzip your dress.
-'Could you help me with this?' You ask him and he scoffs as he smiles.
-'Sure'. He says as he zips down the dress. 'I didn't know you were like this'. He says.
-'Like what?'
-'I don't know. Not that serious I guess'.
-'Oh... Well, you see, tonight I'm drunk and not having a headache so...'
-'Fair enough'.
-'Oh you didn't bring your pjs'. You say.
-'Ah, it's okay'.
-You put on an oversized shirt as he sits on the bed.
-Then you push him so he'll get under the covers.
-'Take those pants off idiot or you won't be able to sleep'.
-He laughs but does as you say.
-Then you curl up into him.
-'Ugh I'm so drunk the bed is spinning'. He says.
-'Me too'. You snuggle into him a little more. 'Ah, you smell so nice'.
-He smiles. 'Thanks, you too'.
-'Good night Sungie'. You say, leaving a kiss on his cheek.
-'Yeah... Night~'.
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-'So, Jisung huh?'. Bangchan asks as you prepare some tea in the morning. 'You sure are more quiet that the others'.
-'That's probably cause we were just sleeping'.
-'What? Really? Why did you bring him here then?'
-'I don't know... We were tired and there was a lot of people at his apartment so... Anyway we were too drunk to do anything'.
-'Hm... Yeah he looked terrible when he left earlier'.
-'I don't feel so good myself I'm gonna take a shower after my tea'. You say as you sit. Your phone chimes then.
-'I had fun last night. Wanna come by and watch some movies with me and Hyunjin as we suffer from hangover together?😪'
-You smile to yourself as you read his text.
-'😂 Yeah, why not. Let me take a shower first tho'.
-Like half an hour later you're all tucked in a blanket with those two.
-You had never noticed how tall and big in general Hyunjin is till now that you have him right besides you.
-His hair still wet from the shower. It's dripping some water over his own face which he dries with the towel on his neck.
-He leaves for a second to grab some food and you follow him with your eyes.
-'Thought you liked Seungmin'. Jisung says.
-'What?' You blush. 'I do'.
-'Really? You looked so mesmerized as you watched Hyunjin just now'.
-'That's... His hair was soaking I was watching the water drop'.
-'Sure'. He says with a half smile.
-'Huh... Are you jealous, boyfriend?' You say as you elbow him softly.
-He scoffs. 'You wish'.
-'Sounds jealous to me'. You chuckle.
-Hyunjin is back with some snacks.
-He plays the movie and you don't mention the jealous thingy again.
-That doesn't mean you're letting go.
-Even if you think Hyunjin will never ever put his eyes on you, that's not really necessary to prove your point right?
-So after a while you just lean over Hyunjin's side a bit. Jisung notices but he doesn't seem to care.
-'Are you okay?' Hyunjin asks.
-'Sorry my head hurts a bit. Do you mind if I lean on you for a while?' You ask.
-'Ah, sure. As long as you need'. He says.
-You lean your head on his shoulder and kinda hug his arm.
-He's blushing and you can tell he's kinda nervous.
-Cute.
-Jisung scoffs softly from the other side of the couch and you smile to yourself.
-After a little while you feel how something is pulling from one of your arms. Taking it away from the hold you had on Hyunjin's.
-You look at Jisung with a satisfied smile on your face.
-'Shut up'. He says as he laces his fingers with yours.
-You chuckle softly as you rest your head on Hyunjin's shoulder again.
-Your thumb caressing Jisung's hand as he holds yours.
-And you feel some kind of butterflies as you feel the warmth of his hand on your hand.
-When the movie is over you just don't wanna move but you have to.
-'Do you guys wanna watch another movie or.. some... wine? For our hungover?' Hyunjin asks.
-'Wine sounds good'. You and Jisung say almost at the same time.
-Hyunjin scoffs amused at your synchronization and goes find the wine.
-This time there's no talking between you and Jisung. But he's not letting your hand go either till Hyunjin is back with the wine.
-You take the cup Hyunjin poured for you and take a sip.
-They play another movie but nobody is watching.
-You're just chatting and laughing.
-Your legs over Jisung's after the second bottle is gone.
-His hands running up your thigh keeping just the right distance.
-'Ok, ok. Can I ask something tho?' Hyunjin says, but he can't stop chuckling before asking.
-'What is iiit?' You ask as you hit his arm softly.
-'Why Jisung?' He laughs again.
-'Why Jisung what?' You ask.
-'Why did you say Jisung's name to your friends instead of mine?'
-Jisung just chuckles as he waits for an answer too.
-You blush, but you were already blushing cause of the wine. 'Why would you ask me that in front of him?' You say playfully hitting him again.
-What a drunk mess you three are right now.
-'C'mon tell us'. Jisung says. 'I'm curious too'.
-'Ah... It's kinda embarrassing'.
-'Ohh, you like Sungieee'. Hyunjin sings.
-'What? Is not that'. You laugh.
-'Then what is it?' He insist.
-'Ahh stop iiiit. It really is embarrassing to say it outloud'. You chuckle again.
-'Leave her alone Hyunjinnie. I'm sure she'll tell me sometime'.
-'Hm...' He makes a pouty face. 'Well, you said you don't like him... Then kiss me'.
-'What?' Jisung asks.
-You're just laughing at what he just asked.
-'She's pretty and we're drunk. I want a kiss. C'mon is not that serious. We're just playing around'. He says as he chuckles.
-Is really Hwang Hyunjin asking you for a kiss right now?
-Jisung scoffs. 'Whatever you two just kiss if you want'.
-Hyunjin srughs and leans over you to kiss.
-His lips colliding with yours without waiting any longer. And you thought it'd be just a quick peck but he goes for it for real and he's such a good kisser.
-He pulls away and looks at Jisung. 'Omg. She's the best kisser ever Sungie. You should ask for a kiss too'.
-Jisung scoffs. 'I'm going to bed'. He says as he leaves his cup on the table.
-You look at Hyunjin with a worried face but he looks as confused as you.
-'Uhm... Don't worry he'll be okay tomorrow. I'm sure he's just super drunk'.
-You nod and help him clean up a bit. The alcohol in your body making it so difficult to move properly but the happy feeling was long gone.
-What's with Jisung?
-You were all having so much fun.
-He should have just asked you to kiss him too and that's it.
-You go back to your apartment and get into bed.
-You hit the wall behind you in bed cause you're kinda mad at Jisung for leaving like that and you want him to know.
-Then you hear something.
-You stumble as you kneel in bed to lean over the wall so you can hear better.
-Is Jisung calling your name?
-You blush as you recognize his moans through the wall.
-He's calling your name as he whines.
-He knows you can hear him you've joked about it a couple times before.
-You feel the heat on your lower body as his cute whines fill your ears.
-You bite your lips as you doubt for a second then you run over Jisung's apartment.
-Your knocks on his door. So needy.
-He opens the door to find you wearing literally just an oversize shirt on.
-You look down and bite your lips as you notice his boner.
-Your hand palming him over his pants. 'What is this about?'
-He gives you a half smile. 'I don't know. I think I was mad at my girlfriend and then I wasn't anymore'.
-You bite his lower lip. 'Next time ask for your kiss'. Your body so close to his.
-He pulls you even closer and finally kisses you.
-Then you both walk to his room without breaking the kiss.
-You push him on his bed and climb over him.
-Biting him everywhere. Kissing him like no one ever has kissed him before.
-You take his joggers off.
-His hard dick hitting his own body as you do so.
-And you're so wet already.
-Is like you've been waiting to do this for so long even when all this started just two days ago.
-He doesn't waste any time and just grabs a condom from the nightstand.
-And you just ride him.
-So hard.
-There's nothing holding you back.
-And this time you can hear his moans directly in your ears.
-His hands grasping at your butt as he helps you with the pace.
-And you're so into it. So wet for him.
-You can feel your orgasm building already.
-You bite your  lips not to moan out loud but he wants to hear you, he wants to be praised.
-'I wanna hear your voice baby'. He says. 'Let me hear your beautiful voice moaning out my name'.
-And he's making you feel so good you wouldn't deny him anything.
-You moan out his name as you reach your high.
-He hisses. His fingers going deeper on your skin as he cums.
-He's drooling. His chest going up and down as he tries to catch up his breath.
-You chuckle as you see his fucked up face and kiss him. 'You're so good Sungie. That was amazing'. You say, making him smile. His fingers running down your hair.
-He kisses you again and then you shift to sit next to him.
-His hand resting on your lower back.
-You sigh after a while. 'Guess I should go back and get some sleep before going to work'.
-'Yeah, cause this isn't a bed. It's a pool and you can't sleep in pools'.
-You chuckle as you stand up. Still a bit dizzy cause the wine.
-'You know I came here only in this shirt right? I don't want to go back to my apartment in the morning like this. The guys are always in the hallways'.
-He chuckles too. 'Right'.
-There's a brief silence where you just look at eachother for a second.
-'Let's watch some movies tomorrow too'. You say.
-'Sure'.
-'Well, I really should go now... Bye then Sungie'. You say as you wave him goodbye.
-'Wait, I want a kiss'. He says as he lightly pokes his lips.
-You chuckle softly but kiss him. 'Sleep well you idiot'.
-'I totally will'.
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-Next morning goes by so quickly.
-You barely slept but at least you're in a good mood.
-Work hours fly.
-Soon you're at your apartment humming some song as you get out the shower.
-'So, Jisung huh?' Bangchan says as you walk to your room. 'I take back the quiet thing. You two were l o u d last night'.
-'I don't know what you're talking about'. You say trying not to blush at his words.
-He chuckles. 'Yeah sure. Hyunjin was so surprised this morning when I run into him that he told me'.
-'Told you what?'
-'He went all like 'dude Jisung told me they were just fake dating but that didn't sound fake at all'.
-'Oh god he did told you'.
-'Yeah, he thought I already knew since we're roomates like them'.
-'Are you mad I didn't tell you? I didn't wanna risk more people knowing'.
-'No, I get it but... Jisung? I guess your friends bought it cause they don't know him'.
-'What do you mean?'
-'Like, c'mon you share a wall with him. He never brings the same girl twice'.
-'So?'
-He sighs. 'You know Seungmin right? He didn't buy it at all and he's telling everyone what he thinks about it'.
-'Whatever, let him say what he wants'.
-'Well if you don't want anyone else to find out maybe you should prepare some kind of break up before this gets any further. Just an idea'. He says. 'Or maybe you could come clean with your work friends'.
-Stupid Bangchan. Why can't he just let you be happy for a while?
-'I'll think about it. But the whole idea was to avoid them to fix me with someone else'. You say.
-'Anyway what was last night about?'
-'I don't know... Guess we were just drunk'.
-'Is that so?'
-'You said yourself he's not the kind of guy to get in serious relationships. Why do I have to think about it that much anyway?'
-'I'm pretty sure you've already thought about it'.
-'Well I haven't. I honestly think he doesn't like me like that. We were joking around about him being jealous but... It can't be. He was probably just horny last night and we get along well that's why he...'
-'He what?'
-You blush as you remember how you heard Jisung through the walls moaning your name last night.
-'Nothing'.
-Chan chuckles. 'Definitively not nothing but ok'.
-You nod still blushing and keep looking for an outfit in your drawers.
-He laughs. 'Ugh, it's so weird seeing you like this. At least promise me you'll let me know if something happens. Good or bad okay?' He says before leaving your room so you can get dressed.
-'I will'.
-Hyunjin opens the door for you today.
-'Hi, you look nice'. He says.
-'Thanks, you too'.
-He chuckles. 'Thanks. Jisung is in the shower. Let's sit'.
-'Oh, okay'.
-You think it's gonna be awkward cause you kissed last night and then he said you're a good kisser etc...
-But it's not.
-He just talks to you like nothing happened.
-'Hey, are you dating Jisung for real now?' He suddenly asks. 'He won't tell me'.
-'Ah...'
-'Hey, you're here already'. Jisung says as he dries his hair with a towel. Rescuing you from Hyunjin's question.
-'Fuck off Jisung'. Hyunjin says as he chuckles. 'We were talking about something'
-'Oh, were you? I didn't notice. But I'm here now so it'll have to wait'.
-Hyunjin sighs. 'I'll go find some popcorn for the movie'.
-Jisung chuckles as he walks towards you. 'Hey'. He says, softly.
-'Hey'. You say, same way.
-'Were you able to get some rest before work?' He asks.
-'Yeah, kinda'.
-'I skipped classes and slept the morning away'. He chuckles.
-'Wow, responsible'. You chuckle too.
-'Ugh are you gonna kiss or something?' Hyunjin asks as he stands before you two.
-'Shut up'. You laugh as you kick him lightly. 'What are you doing with that?' You ask looking at the bottle of wine he's holding.
-'Thought today we could just save time and start drinking early'.
-'Will my liver survive getting to know you two?'
-'It's just wine'. Hyunjin says as he pours some on the glasses.
-You hear the door and Hyunjin goes to see who it is but you can't see from the couch.
-'Hey, it's Seungmin'. Jinnie tells you. You can hear him inviting the other one to stay.
-'Are you drinking wine this early in the day?' He asks as soon as he's in front of you.
-You can't really read Jisung right now and it feels weird not being able to but you decide to just ignore that fact.
-Seungmin sits by your side, taking Hyunjin's place.
-Jinnie pouts knowing he'll have to sit alone in the floor but doesn't say anything.
-'Hey what about if we play a game instead of watching the movie?' Seungmin asks.
-'Not a kissing game'. Jisung complains.
-'You're so boring Jisung, really'. Seungmin says.
-'What? I don't wanna kiss my roommate'.
-'So you'd kiss me?'
-'If I have to...'
-You laugh as you see them arguing about it for a while.
-'I wouldn't mind kissing y/n again'. Hyunjin says interrupting the other two.
-'Again?' Seungmin asks. 'When did you kiss her?'
-'Well, yesterday'.
-'Omg, Hyunjin seriously?' Jisung says.
-'What?? You were there. You knew??'
-'Why would you kiss Jisung's girlfriend? In front of him?' Seungmin asks.
-'Ohhhh....' Hyunjin says realizing the problem with what he said a minute ago.
-You just laugh.
-'What is going on?' He asks again. 'Jisung you don't mind Hyunjin kissing her? Can I kiss her then?'
-Jisung looks at you not knowing what to say.
-'Why would you ask him if you can kiss me?' You ask. 'I'm the one you want to kiss'.
-'Right'. Seungmin says. 'Can I kiss you?'
-This guy.
-'Nope. I've got a boyfriend'. You say, smiling at him.
-'Do you really?'
-'What does that mean?' Jisung asks. 'I'm right here'.
-Seungmin looks at him for a moment and then back at you. 'If you happen to break up with this boyfriend of yours, call me. I'll take you out on a real date'.
-You all look at him in silence cause none of you knows what to say.
-He stands up. 'I'm gonna go. I don't like this movie anyway'. He says, then he leaves.
-'What's with him?' Hyunjin asks as he chuckles. 'y/n you really are stealing every guy's heart around here huh'.
-'What other heart have I stolen?' You laugh and he blushes.
-'Ah, I don't know... I just said that'.
-'Well, Chan told me Seungmin was suspecting about us being fake and that we should break up before my friends find out too. But I don't really think he's gonna do much with something he thinks he knows'. You laugh.
-Jisung sighs and gulps down his wine.
-'Anyway, let's watch the movie'. Hyunjin says.
-This time you curl up into Jisung after a while drinking.
-He softly kisses the top of your head as he caress your shoulder.
-His body so warm and cozy.
-Your head resting on the crook of his neck now.
-You leave a kiss there, fighting yourself with all you have not to bite him or go for his lips.
-And he seems to be having some kind of internal fight too.
-Hyunjin disappears for a moment to go to the bathroom or something. You didn't really heard what he said about it. Then you talk to Jisung.
-'Sorry. I guess I'm being too much right now'. You say as you move away a little.
-'Do you still like Seungmin?' He asks right away.
-You don't know what to say.
-'I guess? He's cute but...'
-'Okay'. He says. 'I'm sorry, come here. I'm still your boyfriend for tonight'. He says as he opens his arms to take you in.
-You don't understand what is going on inside his head but also you're kinda drunk to stop and analyze his words.
-Honestly you can only think about kissing him.
-So you do kiss him once before Hyunjin comes back.
-And he didn't expect it but he's not going to pull away either.
-Hyunjin steps aproaches and you stop to look at Jisung's eyes. Then you leave a couple pecks on his lips.
-'Oh, so you're kissing without me now'. Hyunjin says.
-'Hyunjin just shut up'. Jisung says. Then you all go back to watch the movie and drink the rest of the wine.
-You stop before opening a third bottle.
-You sigh. 'I'm not gonna drink anymore. I have work in the morning'. You say, leaving your cup in the table and going back to Jisung's arms.
-'Yeah, guess I should try to sleep too and actually go to one of my morning classes'. Hyunjin says.
-You chuckle. 'Good idea'.
-'Night then guys'. He says as he takes his cup to his room to finish it there.
-You look up to see Jisung's face so close to yours and he looks down to meet your eyes. 'Don't you have morning classes'. You ask.
-'Maybe'. He says, then he kisses you. 'Don't really feel like going anywhere right now though'.
-You scoff softly and kiss him again.
-One of your legs over his lap now, his hand on your thigh.
-And the last thing you want to do is going back home.
-'Can I stay tonight?' You ask with a soft voice.
-He smiles and pecks your lips. 'You can stay'. He caresses your face. 'Let's go to bed'.
-You follow him to his room. 'Can I borrow a shirt or something to sleep in'.
-'Sure. Take whatever you need from that drawer'. He says pointing to the one besides you.
-You put in a plain black tshirt and get into bed. 'Oh, you're taking off your hoodie? Gimmiee please. It's cold'.
-He chuckles and hands you his hoodie.
-And ah, it smells so good.
-It has Jisung's aroma all over.
-You feel some butterflies as you put it on.
-'You look cute in my clothes'. He says.
-'Thanks. Now come here'. You say opening your arms for him.
-He gets into bed and the kisses start all over again till you're so sleepy.
-'I'm calling in sick tomorrow'. You say. 'I don't want to leave this bed'.
-He puts away a lock of hair from your face. 'Yeah, me too. Let's just sleep forever tomorrow'.
-His husky sleepy voice.
-You fall asleep soon after that.
-And then a couple hours later you wake up suddenly.
-Stupid anxiety.
-You look at your side to find Jisung sleeping so peacefully.
-So you snuggle into him and he hugs you back in his sleep.
-Cute.
-Next time you wake up it's still dark but it won't be for a very long time.
-You try to fall asleep again but then Jisung starts to whine softly.
-You're worried at first but then you see his hand moving to his crotch in his sleep, then you notice his boner.
-You chuckle softly and leave some kisses on his neck and cheek.
-'Jisung sweetie'. You call him. 'Baby wake up'.
-He slowly opens his eyes and looks at you. 'Hey'. He says. His voice SO husky. 'I was dreaming about you just now'.
-You chuckle. 'Yeah? And does that have anything to do with this?' You say as your hand runs to his hard cock.
-He smiles and stretches a little. 'Maybe'.
-You scoff and kiss him softly for a while.
-'I don't think it's going down'. He says between kisses.
-'Yeah I figured'. You say, then you lie in bed and take your underwear off. 'So come here'.
-He lets out a half smile as he makes some room for himself between your legs.
-A tiny soft moan leaving your mouth as he enters you slowly.
-He kisses you before starting moving.
-He hardly stops kissing you actually.
-You're surrounded by his aroma as he fucks you while you wear his own hoodie.
-And his movements are so soft.
-Nothing to do with the other night.
-But you're both just so sleepy.
-The sound of his grunts and little soft noises on your ears.
-You kiss and bite his neck and he hisses.
-And you can't help but to moan softly as he thrust into you.
-Your cheeks blushing knowing everyone is sleeping and there's so much silence.
-Ah.. Hyunjin... Bangchan too... They probably just heard you.
-Jisung smiles as he notices you biting your lips not to moan outloud.
-He shifts the position a bit and now he's hitting your g-spot perfectly.
-'Fuck'. You moan out and you can feel his dick getting harder.
-He lets out a grunt.
-His forehead resting on yours before kissing you briefly.
-The warmth of his body against yours.
-And you like everything he's doing right now so much.
-You're dripping.
-Your hips moving as he pounds into you.
-He quickens the pace and your orgasm starts building.
-You moan his name out showering him with praise.
-And he just loves that.
-You reach your high filling the room with moans and he cums as he watches you melting under him.
-Your phone chimes and after a while you sit up to check on it.
-'Wow, just wow y/n'. That's Chan texting. You laugh as you see his text but kinda blush.
-'Who is it?' Jisung asks.
-'I think we woke Chan up'.
-He chuckles and pulls from your arm so you'd fall on his chest. 'Guess we did huh?' Then he kisses your nose.
-So much lazy kissing after that.
-And you don't want to think too much about it.
-But you can't help doing it.
-Cause it feels just so good lying there just kissing and chatting about every kind of stuff.
-And you don't know how much of this is real or just a part of the fake boyfriend thing that went too far but still just a 'fake' thing.
-It feels so real though.
-Maybe it's just you wishing it being that way.
-Ugh how could you fall into this?
-Your anxiety is laughing at you so hard right now knowing what is coming.
-'Hey, are you okay?' He asks.
-'Huh? Yeah...'
-'You looked so serious just now'. He seems kinda worried.
-'Sorry. I remembered something about work'. You lie.
-'Oh... You have to go?' He sits up.
-'Not really... Do you... Want me to go?' You ask sitting up too.
-'No'.
-'Okay'. You chuckle.
-'Sorry, too serious?' He smiles.
-'Yeah, kinda'. You laugh.
-'Well that's cause I really don't want you to go'. He says coming closer to you. He's waiting for a kiss so you peck his lips.
-'Let's get some breakfast'. He says as he gets out of bed.
-You take a quick shower and meet him again outside to walk to a coffee shop.
-'You sure you're okay just with some coffee and toast?' You ask him.
-'Yeah, it's fine'.
-'Ah, shit I forgot something. Sorry. Wait for me just a minute'. You say as you run upstairs.
-As you come back to Jisung you see him talking to Seungmin but they don't see you.
-'Dude, seriously. Are you dating her for real or not?' He asks.
-Jisung sighs. 'Why are you so interested?'
-'You know exactly why'.
-He scoffs. 'Look, I'm just...'
-'Hey'. You say interrumpting them. 'Sorry for making you wait'.
-'It's okay'. He says.
-'Hi, Seungmin'. You say, then you look back at Jisung. 'Should we get going?'
-'Sure'.
-You hold his hand and start walking again.
-You're shaking so he squeezes your hand lightly and you calm down a little.
-Why didn't you let him finish?
-You had no clue of what he was going to tell Seungmin and still couldn't stand the idea of him saying something remotely close to 'I'm just her fake boyfriend and nothing else'.
-Which by the way it's the only ending to what he was saying that your brain can come up with right now.
-But he wouldn't tell him about your deal like that right?
-He would ask you if it was okay for him to tell Seungmin about it.
-Right?
-'Jisung... What did Seungmin want?' You ask without looking at him.
-'Ah... Nothing he was asking again about us'.
-'What did you tell him?'
-'Jisung?' That's another girl asking. She was inside a store but now she's walking towards you two. 'What the fuck? Who's this?'. She asks.
-'Fuck.. This girl...' He mouths under his breath before she gets there. 'Hey, how have you been?' He asks her.
-'What do you mean? I've been pissed since yesterday'.
-'What?' He looks confused but the girl seems pretty mad.
-'You texted me to meet on the same spot we always met and you didn't appear'.
-'Wait, what? No I didn't'. He looks at you. 'Y/n I didn't. I swear'.
-You let his hand go but don't say anything.
-'Then what is this?' The girl asks showing you both the texts.
-'What the fuck I didn't write those'. He says as he holds the phone to read them better.
-You feel your heart crush. 'I gotta go'. You say as you walk away as fast as you can.
-'y/n wait'. He gives the phone back to the other girl and runs after you. 'y/n I didn't write those I swear'.
-'Leave me alone. I'm so stupid'. You say. Tears falling but you're mad.
-'Don't go just... Please'.
-You stop and turn around to talk to him. 'You know, I think this game of us went too far'.
-'What?' He frowns.
-'We should break up'. More tears falling. 'Then you'll be free to go back to bring girls to your apartment and make them scream your stupid name'.
-He scoffs. 'C'mon...'
-'Is that why you did all this?' You ask him. 'You were needy but couldn't call other girls cause what the others would say about you 'cheating on me' and you thought well, why not? I'll just fuck my fake girlfriend'.
-What
-Are
-You
-Talking about?
-You're the first person to know that's not true at all.
-He looks at you. 'You really think so?'  He asks.
-'I...'
-He seems hurt.
-'Fuck you'. He says. Then he walks away.
-And it hurts so much.
-Just seeing him go.
-But you feel betrayed.
-You saw the texts.
-You had your doubts before about what you meant for him and now your insecurities sky rocketed.
-And even if deep down you feel everything that happened between you two was real.
-Right now you're blinded by your insecurities and how much it hurt to see those texts.
-Your phone chimes after you've walked around the block for a while.
-Bet is Chan.
-But you don't want to go back just yet.
-You're not ready for his questions or meeting any of the guys in the hallways.
-You sit on a bench in a park and finally check the text.
-It's Hyunjin.
-'y/n Jisung told me what happened I'm so sorry but it's my fault. Can you come by when you're back and I'll explain please'.
-'I don't want to go back. I'm at the park'.
-A while later Hyunjin is sitting right besides you.
-'I shouldn't have told you where I was'. You say.
-'Look, I know what it looks like and I'd be mad too but listen to me please'. He begs. He really looks guilty. 'I was texting this girl and you know how Jisung and I went to buy our phones together and...'
-'Are you going to tell me you can't tell your phone from Jisung's? How about the lockscreen and the background picture?'
-'Yeah I know but we're always changing those to eachother as a joke'. He lets out a frustrated sigh. 'Look I realize how much this sounds like bullshit but I swear it's true'. He takes out his phone. 'See? This is the girl I was talking to. It's not the same one you met today but their names are the same and I dated this one and Jisung dated the other one'.
-'But...'
-'Yeah, I texted that one thinking it was the one I was originally texting to cause their names are the same and didn't realize it wasn't my phone cause I was so drunk'.
-You look at him in silence for a while.
-'y/n please I swear. If it wasn't really my fault I wouldn't even bother on talking to you. I would just tell Jisung to fuck off for being a dick and then I'd be a dick myself and try to hit on you after you broke up with him so please?'
-You try to keep a serious face but you chuckle at that last part. 'Ok, I believe you'. You say and he sighs relieved. 'Still I said some mean stuff. I don't think he'll forgive me that easily'.
-'I know but you have to talk to him'.
-'Yeah, I know... I'll try... But... He won't care... We were just fake dating anyway'
-He lets out an annoyed grunt. 'Oh god, I swear you two are the same amount of stupid. I'm leaving'.
-'Sorry'.
-Hyunjin sighs once more and stands up. 'It’s okay. See you later I hope'. He says and you nod as he leaves.
-You're planning to go back home at some point but you just can't leave that bench.
-Your chest hurts with anxiety.
-You really fucked up huh?
-Jisung must hate you for real.
-You texted him you were sorry a while ago and he left you on read.
-The morning goes by and you're still there.
-There's no need to eat right now since you feel like shit and your stomach is just a ball of anxiety.
-You go for a tiny walk in the park and spend some time in a coffee shop but then you're back on that bench.
-Before you can notice it's already night and still you haven't been able to leave that park.
-Then it starts to pour and you scoff as you laugh at yourself.
-Do you even deserve that rain?
-Knowing how much you love it.
-You look up and let the raindrops fall all over you as you close your eyes.
-And it feels somehow healing.
-Even if people look at you as they run away from the rain.
-They may think you're crazy.
-Your phone has been chiming for a while but you're too afraid to check.
-Your hair all drenched after some minutes under that rain.
-But now with your eyes closed and the sound of the raindrops it's the only time in the whole day you're feeling some kind of peace.
-Suddenly you stop feeling the rain in your skin and hear the sound of it hitting an umbrella over your head instead.
-You open your eyes slowly to see a guy's figure in front of you.
-Then slowly look up to see his face.
-You feel your eyes filling with tears as you see Chan's worried look.
-'Channie'. You hug him as you break into tears inconsolably. 'I fucked up'.
-He pats your back. 'It's okay, let's go home'. He says as he holds your hand so you'd walk with him.
-You're still so afraid to go back and see Jisung around.
-But Bangchan makes you feel safer as he talks to you.
-You are about to finally leave the park when you see a guy waiting under an umbrella.
-You stop for a moment before keep walking and he raises the umbrella a bit so you can see his face.
-Bangchan scoffs softly. 'If you were going to come anyway why didn't you tell me?' He asks him. 'I would have stayed home'.
-'It was a last minute decision'. He says.
-Your heart has stopped for a moment.
-Bangchan sighs. 'Anyway. I'm leaving then. Is that okay?' He asks you and you nod.
-You can feel the rain in your skin again as he walks away.
-Your legs don't want to move anyway.
-Jisung closes his umbrella and looks up.
-'W-what are you doing?' You ask.
-'Just experimenting rain your way'.
-'But... You'll get sick'.
-'And you won't?' He asks.
-'I won't. I never get colds or the flu'.
-'That's weird'. He says.
-'Okay, can you just...' You walk towards him trying to make him use his umbrella again.
-He holds one of your wrists so you'd stop.
-You look up to meet his eyes. 'Ok, I'm sorry. Be sick then'.
-He scoffs. 'I won't'.
-'You will but whatever'.
-'Ok, can we just... I didn't came here to fight you'.
-'I'm not fighting you I'm just worried cause you look so weak. I bet you have a fever the minute you're back at hom...'
-He's kissing you.
-His hands on your waist pulling you closer and your arms over his shoulders.
-You have tears falling down your cheeks again but who could tell with all that rain?
-'I'm sorry'. You say as you pull away.
-He shush you. 'I know. And I'm sorry too, okay? I was so hurt at your words but Hyunjin and Bangchan helped me understand better how you were feeling'.
-'Did you have some kind of meeting while I was away?'
-'Kinda. Chris was really worried about you not answering your phone so he came to our apartment to ask if we knew where you were'.
-'Wow, embarrassing. He really is like my dad huh?'
-He chuckles. 'Yeah, guess he is. He told me I should be the one to come get you but I wasn't sure if you'd want me to so I stayed'.
-'But you came'.
-'Well yeah I stayed for like a minute and then I run here'. He says and you scoff softly.
-Then you kiss him and he smiles.
-'So... Can we date for real now? Please'. He asks as he chuckles. 'Before I kill Seungmin at least'.
-You chuckle too. 'You've been wanting to kill him lately?'
-'Please. I fell for you as soon as you walked in my apartment the day of the party and got to know you for real. Of course I've been wanting to fight Seungmin since then'.
-'Idiot'. You say then you kiss him.
-'You know, I actually love when you call me an idiot cause I can perfectly tell you don't mean it at all'.
-He holds your hand and you both start walking home.
-'I mean it a little'. You say.
-'Nah you don't. You know I'm a genius'.
-'My genius boyfriend who would get a fever just to prove a point'.
-He laughs. 'Shut up. You'd do the same'.
-'Right. Ah so genius Sungie. You know me so well'. You say. 'My genius'. You repeat dramatically.
-'Ew, shut up. You ruined it'. He says then he chuckles.
-You laugh too. 'Sorry. Let's get home already and take a shower to get rid of the cold'. You say.
-'Hm, that sounds really nice. Ok, wanna race there?'  
-You start running instead of giving him an answer and he laughs and start running too.
-As you reach the doorway to the building you're breathless and so happy.
-He gets there seconds later.
-You pull from his hoodie and kiss him.
-He picks you up against the wall to keep kissing.
-The rain still falling over you.
-Then the doorman comes out the building. 'Just go inside you're practically home already, idiots'.
-You both laugh and walk inside. 'Sorry'.
-He sneezes as soon as he's on the elevator and you laugh.
-'I knew it'. You say. 'You're sick'.
-'I'm not, shut up'.
-You both leave tiny puddles as you walk with your drenched clothes.
-'Let's go to mine'. He says. 'Hyunjin is at Seungmin's'.
-As you get to his apartment he starts sneezing again.
-'Ah seriously. You got sick'.
-'I'm okay'. He says.
-'Take off those clothes already omg'.
-You get in the shower with him and he looks so dizzy.
-What an idiot. It's just as you said earlier. As soon as he stepped into the building he got sick.
-He kisses you. His hands all over your body.
-But you stop him.
-'Sungie you got a fever we have to get you into bed as soon as possible'.
-He whines and you kiss him. 'I'll cuddle you'. You say.
-He doesn't insist much more cause honestly he really feels sick and just wants you to take care of him even if he won’t admit it.
-You help him get into his pjs and take a shirt for yourself.
-'Aren't you wearing any underwear?' He asks as you tuck him into bed.
-You chuckle softly. 'Yeah, I left those at home Sungie'.
-'Ahh you're killing me. Come here. You said you'd cuddle me'.
-'And I will but let me hang our clothes first so it'll dry okay?'
-'Okay...' He pouts and you leave a peck on his lips.
-You struggle a little to find where to hang your clothes.
-When you're finally back Jisung is asleep.
-You look at him as you smile. Then you sit next to him in bed.
-He shifts to look at you and pulls from you so you'd lie with him.
-His eyes shut and his face is so close to yours.
-You caress his face softly and he opens his eyes a bit to look at you.
-'You okay?' You ask with a soft voice.
-'I love you'. He says and your heart stops for a moment. 'I know it's early to say it but I do'.
-You smile softly. 'I love you'. You kiss him. 'I don't care how early it is. I just feel that way too'.
Fin.
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Blue Eyes Part 13
Summary: After the Garrison is shot up, the youngest Shelby daughter finds a new home in London. She strips herself of her last name and tries to live a peaceful life far away from her brothers’ chaos in Birmingham. But fate leads her right back into it after she runs into Alfie Solomons.
Part 13: Ella makes a deal with the Inspector. Alfie tries to distance them from the real world, or at least just London. 
//I’m so sorry I lied to you, Anon. But my wifi improved drastically since this morning. Here ya go :* Also, my D key popped off and I haven’t found it. So if I’m missing a d here or there, that’s why. It’s impossible to type it without the key cover. Other than that, enjoy! 
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     Some time passed but Ollie reported that none of the men had come across Inspector Blackwell in their territory. So Alfie called off the search and brought Ella back home. She was a little out of sorts. Although she’d held her ground against the man, she felt unnerved after the fact. Not only did she now know her family was freed, but she was terrified that whatever Tommy’s plan was it was beginning soon.
           The confrontation also interrupted Ella’s little bubble she had created with Alfie. It was all she could do to try and keep a hold of that peace.
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           “Want to take a bath? Have a cuppa?” Alfie suggested as they entered the flat together. He helped her out of her jacket, gently rubbing her shoulder.
           “I don’t know.” Ella wasn’t really paying attention to what he was saying. She knelt down to give Cyril a pat.
           Alfie frowned with worry and locked the door behind him. He checked out the small window beside the door. Two men stood across the street, watching the house under Alfie’s orders. It might’ve been excessive, but Alfie wasn’t taking any chances with a man of the law. “C’mon, love.” He offered a hand out to her and kissed her cheek. “Why don’t you head upstairs, I’ll make you tea.”
           She nodded absent-mindedly and went up to the bedroom. Her thoughts were consuming too much of her mind to think straight. Almost in a haze, she slipped into a nightgown and went to sit on the bed. Slowly, she began to pluck out the pins in her hair. Her curls were starting to graze past her shoulders. Every time she realized how long it had grown, her heart ached for her sister and aunt. That inevitably led to missing her brothers and cousin. And finally, her thoughts would settle on Tommy. Anger and hurt enveloping her until she was close to tears.
           The hairbrush combed through her hair mindlessly, her eyes fixed on the open bedroom door. She didn’t stop brushing until Alfie came upstairs with tea in hand. His entrance snapped her out of the daze and she set the comb aside.
           “What’re you thinking ‘bout, love?” He asked gently and placed the teacup on the nightstand nearest to her. He knelt down in front of her and took her hands in his.
           “My family.” She admitted quietly.
           “Maybe you should call them? Least your aunt.” Alfie suggested softly and kissed her knuckles. “Or have Ishmael drive you over? I’d go with you but I…” He winced. “Don’t think they’d want to see me.”
           Ella closed her eyes when she felt the sting of tears beginning. “That’s just it, isn’t it?” She mumbled. “Things can’t go back to the way they were. Ever. But I’m…I’m starting to become okay with that.” After focusing on her breathing for a moment, she opened her eyes to look at him. “I love you. And if that doesn’t mesh well with my family then that’s that. Won’t change anything.”
           In response, he forced a weak smile. He desperately wanted to agree. Fuck her family; they were perfect on their own. Things could keep going as they were for another lifetime. But it wouldn’t be in her best interest. Alfie knew her family would always be in the back of her no mind no matter how many times she denied it. He couldn’t take the place of her entire family.
           “Perhaps you should call Polly.” He said again. “Just to make sure she’s okay. I’m sure she’s wondering the same about you.”
           Ella sighed and relented. “I’ll ring her tomorrow. Tonight, I don’t want to have to think about anything else. Just want to go to bed.” She frowned and reached for the tea that was still steaming on the nightstand.
           “I’ve got a bit more paperwork to do downstairs.” Alfie stood up, shaking out the stiffness in his leg from kneeling.
           “No, stay.” She pled quietly. Her blue eyes yearning for him. “Please?”
           She made him absolutely weak. Paperwork could wait. “Alright, just let me wash up, just be a mo’.”
           Ella smiled victoriously.
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           “Hello?”
           Ella was appalled at how quick she was to cry those days. Perhaps she just had too many emotions all building up that they were eager to break out for any reason. The sound of her beloved aunt’s voice was one such reason.
           She was sat on the steps in Alfie’s flat one evening. The telephone wire threaded between the banisters so it would reach from the table in the front hall. She spent the day mulling over what Alfie had suggested the night before. Finally, she gathered the courage to dial Polly’s number.
           “Pol, it’s Ella.” She choked out the words.
           “Ella!” The older woman sounded delighted to hear from her niece. “I’ve been speaking with your father…”
           The single sentence was more alarming than anything Ella had expected to hear. She supposed Polly would ask if things were okay or tell her what happened to get her released from prison.
           “What do you mean? He’s dead, you know that.” Even if Arthur Senior had faked his death for whatever reason, he wouldn’t go right to Polly. Their relationship had been very strained over how he treated her nieces and nephews.
           “Full of regret. They’re always full of regret.” Polly didn’t sound all there. Her voice didn’t carry the same vigor and strength that it normally did. It almost sounded like she was drifting away due to an extreme high. She’d seen it happen many times to different people before.
           “Pol.” Ella tried to interrupt the ramblings of a lost woman. “Polly, can you give the phone to Michael? Is he there with you?”
           Instead of answering, there was a shuffle of movement and Michael stepped onto the call. “Ella?” He was in disbelief. Tommy had said she’d been released from prison but didn’t mention her again. Michael didn’t know what happened or where she went after she abandoned all her things at Watery Lane. “Where are you? Are you alright?”
           “I’m perfectly fine. I’m more concerned about your mother.” She insisted. “What’s she on about hearing my dead father talking to her?”
           There was an uncomfortable pause on the other end of the line. “She’s been taking tablets that the doctor gave her for sleep. Now she’s all in sorts, saying she’s communicating with spirits.”
           Ella put a hand over her eyes and had to wait until she spoke again. She heard Cyril’s nails clicking on the wood floor, approaching her from the kitchen. Her eyes lifted when she felt his wet nose nudging at her hand. He rested his chin on her knees, his brown eyes on her, and his tail wagging. She smiled weakly and began to stroke his fur. The motion calmed her down enough to reply to Michael. “Well, why don’t you tell her to stop taking them?”
           “She won’t let me. Afraid she’s worse when she’s off them. What happened…it really affected her.” His voice wavered. They had all suffered. The event had rocked Michael to the core and all he could do was try to be there for his mother and hold himself together as well. But nearly every night, he woke up in a cold sweat. That stark white room loomed in his mind. The three ropes hanging from the ceiling. The way the noose felt around his neck. It would drive anyone mad.
           “Then talk to the doctor to see what else can be done.” She urged. “This isn’t normal.”
           “Tommy said I should agree with her. Say the spirits are real.”
           A white-hot venom shot through Ella’s veins in a split second. “What?” For a moment she wasn’t sure she’d heard her cousin right. “You mean you’ve spoken to him?” She let out a scoff and stopped petting Cyril for a moment. “Bloody hell are you still working for him?”
           Another drawn-out pause lingered between the telephones. It was enough of an answer for Ella but Michael did admit to it. “He needs me right now. Without John, Arthur, and my mum he’s understaffed.” He tried to explain steadily.
           “Understaffed. We’re his fucking family, not his soldiers!” She shouted into the receiver. “Michael, that man is the reason your mother is like this. And you’re listening to him? Obeying his orders? Still?!”
           Cyril whined and scratched at Ella’s leg as if to try and comfort her. Alfie, who was upstairs, also heard the commotion. He came out of the bedroom and stood at the top of the stairs.
           Ella’s back was still to him and didn’t hear his footsteps over her own voice. “That man has destroyed this family and it is never going to be the same again!”
           “Ella…”
           “No, fuck off!” She shouted and tossed the receiver away from her. The wire caught on the banister and limply hung off the hook. “That fucking disgrace!” She stood and stormed past Cyril. The mastiff looked up at Alfie who was a little dumbfounded.
           Hesitantly, he walked downstairs to follow her into the parlor. He wasn’t sure whether he should interrupt or if she wanted to be left alone. “El?”
           “What?” She snapped and spun around. Her hands clenched into fists and fire in her ice-cold eyes.
           His body subtly retreated, one step out of the parlor and holding up a hand in defense. “Sorry, just wanted to know if you were okay. But you can tell me to fuck off if ya want.”
           Ella deflated a little when she realized she was taking her anger out on the wrong person. She slumped onto the sofa and put her face in her hands. “He’s ruined so much but he never faces the consequences.” She whispered.
           Alfie walked over to her, assured she wouldn’t lash out at him. Even if she did, he was sure he could handle it. “What happened? What did Polly say?”
           “She’s lost her fucking marbles because of him. Can’t handle it anymore and now she’s seeing spirits ‘round the house.” She told him honestly. After furiously scrubbing her hands over her eyes a few times she looked up at him.
           By all accounts, Alfie heard that Polly was a very strong woman. It was disheartening to hear that she had been so traumatized. Not that there was anything he could personally do about it. “Well, I…” He leaned against the doorjamb, arms crossed over his chest. “There’s a good doctor I know, right, might be able to help with any sort of…” He was really struggling to find tactful words. “Issues of the brain.”
           Ella chewed on her nails, her foot shaking with agitation. “This isn’t a matter of doctors, it’s a matter of making Tommy pay for what he’s done.” Rage clouded her sight and judgment. She stood up suddenly and made a beeline for the door.
           Alfie grabbed her before she could pass by him. “Oi, where you going at this hour?”
           “Doesn’t matter.” She shook him off and reached for her coat.
           “Fucking matters to me, don’t it?”
           “Fine.” She huffed while hastily stuffing her arms into the sleeves. “If that inspector wants to harass us then he ought to harass the right fucking person. I’m going to go find him and tell him everything Tommy’s done. Anything that’ll get him the same sentence he gave my family.”
           “No, no.” Alfie stepped between her and the front door. “Be having none of that. Why don’t you go sit down, take a few breaths?” Despite his attempt to be caring, his tone came off as demanding.
           “You telling me what to do?” Ella challenged and stepped up to him. “You know as well as I do that my brother needs to be accountable for his actions. He leaves a fucking mess in his wake no matter where he goes. His wife is dead ‘cause of him. His son will be motherless. My aunt’s gone off the deep end. For God’s sake, we’ve all gone off the deep end at this point!” She shouted.
           “If you go off spouting what he’s done then you’re just gonna get wrapped up in it, ain’t ya?” Alfie spoke over her, trying to grab her attention. Try to make her think rationally even in the state she was in. “They could damn well lock you and your family up again because everything Tommy does, he’s involved you lot. You’re his collateral damage, yeah? Because if he’s going down, so is everyone else around him. That’s just how he works, innit?”
           Her lip trembled and she hit her fists against his chest. It didn’t hurt much as her entire body had gone weak with grief. She let out a sob and pressed her forehead into his shoulder. “We’ll all be dead ‘fore December.” She cried. “Something’s coming, I just know it is.”
           “Hush now, love.” He gently removed her coat and wrapped his arms around her. “Polly’ll be alright. Just need to keep on.”
           She whimpered a reply but the words were lost into his shoulder. Her fingers wrapped around his shirt and held him close.
           “Just promise me you’ll stay away from that inspector.” Alfie kept his voice soft but he hoped she could tell he was being serious. Any information about Tommy could have a lot of people locked up, himself probably included. And he couldn’t free Ella again if he was imprisoned too.
           Still, he agreed with her. Tommy certainly was up to something and it was about time Alfie figured it out. He didn’t want to be blindsided by anything. If it was something he could handle, then he wanted to be prepared. If it weren’t, then he would plan for that as well. Probably fuck off to Margate with Ella and live the rest of their lives in peace. If that was even possible.
           Alfie kissed her hair. “Want to get away for the weekend?” He asked softly. “Leave London?”
           “I have to work.” She mumbled into his shirt.
           “Yeah, so do I but I don’t fucking care now do I?” He smiled and tucked a curl behind her ear. “C’mon love, I know somewhere nice. Not too far.” He coaxed.
           Ella sniffled and after a thoughtful moment, she nodded. “Okay.”
           “Good. You’ll love it, I promise.”
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           The Friday before they were due to leave for Margate, Ella walked to work as usual. Alfie tried again to get her to take the car. Would even let her drive it as long as she wasn’t walking. Now that he knew there was a detective looking to extract information from her, he was even more worried about her well-being. But she won the battle a second time.
           “Strong women don’t adjust their routine even if there’s a pesky fly trying to disrupt it.”
           At the risk of calling her weak, which Alfie was more than positive wasn’t true, he relented. Simply watched as she loaded her small handgun and slipped it into the holster by her side, and tucked the blade into the holster on her thigh. She did it with such daintiness and disregard. Truly the air of a woman who had been raised around weapons her entire life.
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           However, that Friday morning, it appeared that Alfie’s worries were warranted. Out of the corner of her eye, halfway to the law firm, she spotted the flash of someone familiar. The inspector doing his best to blend in with the rest of the early morning crowd shuffling along to work. Ella’s pace didn’t stutter, she didn’t speed up, and she didn’t try to shake him off. She simply changed direction. A man collecting donations by the steps of the church smiled and tipped his hat towards her. She smiled back and headed into the church as if it were her destination the entire time.
           The chapel was empty and nearly silent. Void of any hymns or organ music. Ella’s heels echoed through the lofty vaulted ceiling. Steadily, she made her way halfway down the nave, stopping at a row. With a deep breath, her eyes lifted to the vacant altar. A single candle burning. She knelt and made the sign of the cross just as Polly had taught her ages ago. Another set of footsteps made their way into the church by the time she was sat.
           Calmly, Ella placed her hands in her lap and tried to adjust to the wooden pew. She’d nearly forgotten how hellishly uncomfortable they were. Her eyes remained ahead as the footsteps stopped and shuffled into the row behind her. The wood creaked as someone sat.
           “I didn’t know you were religious, Miss Shelby.” Inspector Blackwell removed his hat, placing it on the pew beside him.
           She didn’t glance back at him. He’d be able to hear her just fine without looking at his smug face. “I’m not. I’ve lost my faith a long time ago. As has the rest of my family.”
           “And yet you’ve led me to a church.”
           “A sanctuary. A good detective wouldn’t harm someone in the lord’s house, now would he?”
           There was a low chuckle from behind her. “Your family likes to play games, isn’t that right, Miss Shelby?” The wood whined as he leaned forward. “You think the rules don’t apply to you, but you use them when it suits you best.”
           “Were you in France, Inspector?”
           A moment of silence indicated his confusion. “Yes.” He answered, unsure of where the young woman was leading him. Detectives of Scotland Yard were usually commanders of the conversation, but not many of them had the pleasure of speaking to a Shelby.
           “My brothers were commanders of the Small Heath Rifles.” Ella sat straight, her eyes barely moving from the elaborate altar. The gilded candelabras and large crucifix hanging high above so that all in the church could see. “They left for France when I was thirteen. Claykickers. The absolute worst fate. But shouldn’t we all be used to it by now? Forced into the ground, the walls shaking, threatening to cave in and bury us all. I trust you know a lot about our family by now Inspector, but you’ll never know what it’s like. Born into the lives we were. And then my brothers, to be sent to France only to be placed underground again. No one above them giving a flying fuck whether they made it out of that tunnel or not. My aunt and I received a letter saying their unit had been buried alive.” Ella gritted her teeth. “They returned to us. But they were dead. Dead men. That’s why they’re not afraid of you, Inspector, because they’ve met Death and made acquaintance with him.”
           “That’s all well and good, Miss Shelby, but it doesn’t change the fact that they’re criminals. And I’ll be happy to put them back underground. Underneath the prison to rot. You can join them if you’d like.”
           A hint of a smirk formed on Ella’s face. “The other day, I was about to give my brother up to you. Tell you everything you’d need to lock him up. Bury him under the prison. Then I remembered I fucking hate cops, much more than I’ll ever hate my brother. I may be angry with Tommy, but I’ll never betray my family the way he did.” She stood and turned to finally look at Blackwell. “You’ve made a grave mistake, Inspector.” She informed him smugly. “You’ve upset my dear Alfie and now you’ve received attention from the Shelby Company. I wonder what it’s like to have two of the most dangerous men after you.” She shrugged and went to exit the pew. Before walking out of the church, she paused. “When one of us dies, we burn them. We’d never bury them again. But rest assured Inspector, we will bury you so that you might know what it fucking feels like.” She smiled. “Good day.”
           Blackwell stood up before she could walk off. “I think you’ll be interested to know about a warrant I’ve issued.
           “I’ve been to prison before, Inspector, I think I could handle it again.” Ella attempted to sound reassured even if she spent less than twenty-four hours in a cell.
           “It’s not for you.” Satisfied that he was controlling the conversation again, the inspector smiled and took a step towards her. “It’s for Alfie Solomons.”    
           Her jaw tightened and stinging pain of fear stabbed her in the side. “For what? You have no evidence against him for anything.” She forced the words through her teeth.
           “I’ll charge him with whatever I damn well please.” He grinned and picked up his derby hat off the pew seat. “Extortion, assault, burglary, murder. Whatever will have him sent faster to the gallows.”
           “I don’t believe you.” She whispered and did her best to hold her ground. The man was doing nothing more than trying to intimidate her. Trying to scare her into spilling information about her family.
           “Then you can believe it while I lead him away in handcuffs.” He shrugged and adjusted the collar of his coat. “But it’ll be too late then.”
           Ella’s eyes flicked towards the doors of the church. She had to remember all the things her brothers taught her. Every trick to make herself appear tougher and colder even if she was shaking with anger inside. Like she was reining back a wild stallion, she rolled her shoulders back and lifted her chin. Stay in control. “What would make you rip up the warrant?”
           “Now you’re asking the right questions, Miss Shelby.” He chuckled and tipped his hat back on his head. “Your brothers, aunt, and cousin were all released because of information Thomas Shelby had. Now he walks around with an OBE. As far as I’m concerned, your brother ought to be locked up. Instead, he’s wandering around doing the same things he’s done before.”
           “I told you,” Her voice was like daggers, anger seeping out beyond her control. “I don’t know what he did. I have no contact with him anymore.”
           “Then you best give him a ring.”
           The thought of calling Tommy was enough to make Ella see red. But the threat of Alfie’s arrest was enough to make her feel nauseous. “He wouldn’t tell me anyway.”
           Blackwell clicked his tongue in disappointment. “Well, that’s a shame.” He began to walk past her.
           “Wait.” She called after him. Her hand twitched by her side. She wanted nothing more than to shoot the inspector where he stood. Instead, her fingers curled into a fist. “Give me a day. I’ll find out what you want to know.”
           “You have until Sunday, noon.” He continued walking down the nave and exited the church.
           The heavy doors closed, creating a ripple of sounds across the empty space. Ella hugged her arms around herself and turned to face the altar. She didn’t want to choose one or the other. No longer did she want to be pulled back and forth. But Tommy left her no option.
           “I’ll ask for forgiveness later.” She whispered to whoever would bother to listen in the silent chapel.
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           Alfie knew there was something wrong with Ella. But he figured that she simply needed some time away from London. Everyone did at one point or another. An escape from the constant smoke, the sounds, the crowds. Alfie loved his city but there was nothing like Margate.
           He hoped to see the relief on Ella’s face when they finally arrived at the beachside cottage. To be fair, she seemed happy, but there was still a hint of apprehension in her blue eyes. Ella took his hand as he helped her out of the car. Cyril jumped out of the backseat too and began running around the shell-covered drive.
           She smiled as she took in the beautiful spot of land. A small stone cottage resting comfortably on a good-sized lawn nestled among an untamed garden. Roses flourished in the thick growth of lilies, and begonias. Ivy crawled up the cottage, etching itself into the grooves of the stones. A waist-height fence enclosed the little parcel of paradise. A path of flat rocks led away from the gate of the fence and snaked around the length of the fence, beckoning towards the bluff that overlooked the ocean.
           “It’s beautiful.” She said softly.
           Alfie was pleased. It was modest, certainly not a countryside estate that Tommy had, but it was peaceful. Damned if he ever needed more than just a few rooms to live comfortably. “Had it for a few years. Don’t come here as often as I like.” He picked up their bags and walked with her to the front gate. “Cyril loves it, loves having space to run ‘round. Don’t ya, mutt?”
           The mastiff barked and bolted into the lawn. He sniffed around the perimeter as Ella and Alfie brought their things inside.
           “Want to have a walk around before lunch? Town’s not too far from here. We could walk if you’d like. Or drive, doesn’t matter much.”
           Ella didn’t answer at first. The cottage was cozy on the inside. There wasn’t much ornate detail or unnecessary luxury. The front room led into the kitchen and small breakfast nook. Further back was a sitting room that faced the ocean and was encased in glass almost in the fashion of a greenhouse. Warmth radiated from the room, soaked up by comfortable armchairs. Finally, a hallway led to two small bedrooms on the side of the cottage.
           She paused in the sitting room by a bookshelf bolted to the wall. The books were sparse, unlike Alfie’s flat in London. Instead, photographs, shells, sea glass, and uniquely formed driftwood took up the shelves. Ella picked up one of the frames. “Is this your mum?” She asked quietly.
           The woman in the worn photograph wore a tichel over her hair denoting her status as a wife. She wasn’t smiling but Ella surmised it was from a time when photographs took much longer to take. A smile was too difficult to hold for the amount of time it took. But Alfie’s mother didn’t look harsh or cold. She had a gentle look to her eyes, which Ella imagined were the same blue color as Alfie’s.
           Alfie nodded. “Yeah, that’s me mum.” He said quietly. Her picture stayed in Margate for good reason. He didn’t want to remember her as the woman who suffered in London. The widow who took care of two unruly boys who were nearly always brought home by the cops before the sun set for the day. The woman who worked tirelessly to keep food on the table but still never had enough to scrape by. In London, she was always tired, sore, and heartbroken.
           In Margate, Sofia was brought back to life by the salty air and sound of the waves crashing on the rocks. It was simply a short holiday they took every summer when Alfie and Joseph were younger. When she stood on the shore, watching her boys splash around in the cold water, she felt at peace. And that’s how Alfie wanted to remember her.
           “She was beautiful.” Ella murmured. She carefully set the frame back in place next to a peach-colored conch and a perfectly intact scallop shell.
           “Yeah she were, weren’t she?” He smiled and ran a hand through his hair. “Unbelievable she had someone like me for a son.”
           Ella stuck out her lower lip and turned to him. “Are you fishing for compliments?” She teased and touched his chest.
           He chortled and shook his head. “Fucking hell, you think I need to be told nice things?”
           She tilted her head to the side. “Everyone likes to be told nice things.”
           “Eh, don’t need to be fluffed up with things that ain’t true.”
           “Well, I’m telling you the truth right now.” She replied firmly and moved her hand to his cheek. “You are, by far, the most handsome man I’ve ever met. And I adore seeing you every day.” She inched closer to him, her lips mere inches from his. “You’re charming and sweet and affectionate and clever and funny…”
           Alfie’s lips parted and he felt like he was burning up with a fever. “Fuck, you tryna butter me up for something, love?” He asked a little breathlessly. His eyes dancing between her pink lips and blue eyes.
           Ella smiled coyly and shook her head. Her thumb grazed over his bottom lip. “No, just trying to remind you how much I love you.”
           “Message well received.” He laughed and tried to close the gap between them and kiss her.
           But she slipped away, taking his hand. “You said you’d show me the beach?”
           He groaned in disappointment. “Cheeky girl.”
           “C’mon, I’ll kiss you on the beach.” She promised and tugged on his hand. For just an hour, she could ignore what she had to do. The call she had to make. The information she’d have to extract in order to keep Alfie out of handcuffs. Sunday. Sunday could wait.
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Staring off from my phone, I hate that I am missing out Robyn and her tour. Just seeing the video and pictures, she looks so well, and I am happy for her, but I miss her myself. Social media is nothing compared to the human touch, her smell, her aura. I miss that and I miss her, and it doesn’t get any easier. Every day my heart yearns for her, just seeing her on pictures makes it worse not in a bad way, I just want her. Like every person in the world does, they all want a piece of Rihanna “you watched that shit three times now, if I have to hear her voice again I am going to snap bro” TJ said, I didn’t even notice it was playing over and over “she looks happy, I like it” locking my phone “that is cool Chris but come on, you played it three times. She sounds flat” side eyeing TJ “whatever, y’all ain’t in love so you don’t know what it’s like. You both can’t speak on something you do not know or understand” they don’t know what love is “I am going to join Robyn on tour, I am seeing Mel” glaring over at Barry “look at your face, nigga relax. I am joking but now I have your attention, I need to do a drop in Cali. What you think?” nodding my head “you can that is fine” I mean I can’t go really, I already fucked up because I wet the whole cast. It was soaking wet, I ain’t seen my leg since well before the whole incident so I got to see it when they took it off and it’s bruised. Few stitches there on my thigh, it looks not bad but bad. I wanted them to not put it back on but they did, of course they would “you both don’t need to stay, my dad is staying so it’s fine. I am not trapping you both to be here for eight weeks” I chuckled “Seiko will have the baby soon, so I will stick around” I forgot about that shit “Seiko asked about you, she said he is dodging death, but I am glad he is well and alive, that sounds so terrible for him and traumatic” raising an eyebrow “she still fancies me?” I laughed “she loves me still huh” made me laugh “she does, I can say that” TJ does not care about that lady, I can tell.
My dad came back from his little Walmart run, we eat too much apparently “I bought Desean with me, he wanted to keep Uncle Chris company” I chuckled “don’t mind me, I am forever sitting in my pants now. What you think?” Desean looked so happy to see me, I ain’t seen him since “you crying? Why you crying” Desean hugged my dad “he’s just being emotional, he was so sad to hear about his uncle being hurt. He is ok, look at him” I didn’t think he would be crying “come here stupid, I am good” waving him over “come on” my dad walked with him “why ain’t you come before? Why now huh?” reaching out my hand and held his arm “because I been sad” I cooed out “come on” wrapping arm around him “uncle ain’t dead yet, someone wants me alive” I chuckled, I didn’t think he would cry “he is banned from the internet too, because he was reading things on there. Very silly things” letting out an oh “what did you read? I was dead?” he nodded his head “dang, it’s not a good place you know. He is right, no more internet but I am ok. I am here with this leg like this, I am now stuck in VA with nothing to do. Sit down” I gestured “we all cried when we heard about Chris Desean, do not be ashamed little man” Barry smiled at him, I think Desean feels ashamed that he is that emotional “I love you little man, I am good. Anyways, you come to play a little gaming with me? That’s all I do now” he smiled nodding his head “I can beat you” I snorted laughing “you could beat my ass too” shaking my head smiling.
I thought I would beat my nephew in this game but what kind of man would I be, I let him win “why you staying here, it’s nice but why?” pausing the game “I am disabled, like I can’t get up the stairs and shit. It’s hard, I get tired doing things because I can really only use this hand. My dad helps me sometimes, but I need everything close by so Robyn put me in this nice place, so I am comfortable” my nephew’ eyes widened “Rihanna?” he said shocked “yeah, she made this happen for me. I appreciate it. At first I didn’t but I do now, I get to wheel myself outside the back yard with all that scenery, I can get around more then what I could have back home, it’s peace and just time for me to heal” at first I did hate Robyn for throwing me here, but I am happy, I am at peace and I get to have me time and nobody can see me “that is so cool, Rihanna buying you these things. She love you uncle?” I chuckled rubbing my face “I think she does, I hope she do but nephew. I love her, I can’t wait to see her again. The reason I got hit was because the man that came wanted Robyn, he wanted to be with her and that scares me alone. I just can’t wait to be with Robyn, move to her. I ain’t going to play like I do. If I keep playing then one day I will get killed and I left her with no kid and no title? What kind of nigga am I” shaking my head “I want you to marry Rihanna, I would” I chuckled “you want me too huh? You want Rihanna to be your auntie” my nephew got ever so excited “Rihanna my auntie yo” he is funny “I need to stack up my money first, I want to get her the biggest diamond. Soon, trust me” sighing out “my nigga thinking marriage and babies, I love that for you. Your uncle is a good man, you need to look up to any nigga. Minus your dad, cause he a deadbeat but you look to him. Your uncle is a good man that just gets in the wrong crowd” my nephew nodded his head smiling at me “I love you” I cooed out.
Watching TJ, Barry and Desean play basketball outside “you’re letting him win bro, push him down!” I shouted; they are being too kind to my nephew. My mobile started ringing in my hand, Robyn is calling me finally. She was asleep obviously; well she was catching up with her sleep, so I left her to it and she is calling me “hey twin” answering the call, a biggest smile on my face. I adore hearing Robyn’ voice “poppa, I miss you so fucking much. We need to facetime tonight. I am not sure if you will be awake though, but I want to facetime you, I enjoyed it even though you fall asleep on me” she knows damn well I can’t stay awake now “I be tired as hell, do you hang up straight away or watch me?” she is going to not tell me the truth “I honestly watch you for a while, I miss you so why wouldn’t I?” she got a point, Desean shouted as TJ pushed him down “where are you? Outside?” Robyn asked “yeah, just watching the boys play basketball with my nephew. Nice to get fresh air, my dad is saying he is going to shave my hair off. Like all off, what you think to that?” let me test her “uhhh, you seen the size of your head but also I am having my hair done. But I won’t show you until tonight. I need to get off the bus and get to the hotel, once I have my hair done I will facetime you. But are you shaving your hair off? We can show off then huh?” Robyn wants me too “aight then, so it’s a fashion show?” I grinned “why not poppa, I miss my boyfriend a lot. I do” she keeps saying this but how she thinks I feel.
They are so loud on the tour bus; Robyn hasn’t put the phone down on me we are just on the phone while doing our own thing “how is poppa!!” I heard Yusuf shout, Robyn laughed “don’t call him that, Chris. Yusuf is asking how you are, you are on loud speaker” Robyn must really call me poppa everywhere “I am good thank you, I am missing my girl though. Me and CJ both do” I chuckled “who the hell is CJ?” Yusuf asked, “my dick” Robyn yelped out “enough!” she spat “he calls his dick CJ? Oh chile, this nigga is stupid. Chris junior? His dick small, Rih you said he was big” Robyn started shouting so I couldn’t hear “why you had to say that! You’re so stupid, enough!” I am in need of a release “I miss you though, I be watching your concert videos. I see the pictures of you, I just get jealous that these fans get to touch you and I can’t, I miss your touch Robyn. I do” she cooed out “it’s hard, please don’t tell you done anything stupid? I still can’t believe you wet your whole cast, how slow can you be” rubbing my head laughing “I needed a shower and it just happened, what can I say. But I am going to go now twin, I am having a nap so I can be ready for the facetime” Robyn cooed out “awww you excited, I am too. Speak then I love you” I like facetiming Robyn; I could stare at her face all day.
I look like a naked mole rat; I am bald as fuck. From the top of my head down to my beard, just all gone. I think it was for the best because it’s just growing out “you’re bald like me now son, we look alike now” my dad kissed the top of my head “dad” moving my head away, he really out here kissing my bald head “Chris you really got a large head, it’s even worse now” I chuckled touching the top of my head “it’s all good, Robyn also is getting a new haircut or whatever. We are facetiming later, well soon anyways” TJ cooed out “is that why you getting your phone charged, looking all pretty and shit for her, that is cute” I like to facetime her, I feel we don’t get that time as much as we do and would like so seeing her face on my phone makes me happy “isn’t Robyn going to move out of that place? I mean would you go back there? I wouldn’t” shaking my head “nah, I don’t think I would. I mean once Robyn understands that I know she will end up wanting to move but I am thinking on moving in with her, I want to be close to her. Build a future with Robyn, time is too precious. I need to move on, I need to get married to her and make her a mother. I need to be a father, why am I waiting? To die, just scares me. I am always near death; I can always smell death. Shit is scary for me, so I have decided that I will be with Robyn, like moving in with her” I need to grow up with all that shit, it’s time for that “proud of you son” my dad smiled at me.
Holding my phone waiting for the facetime to connect, Robyn is facetiming me so damn late like she knows I don’t really stay awake for long. The facetime connected finally “wifi is terrible here” Robyn said but she is nowhere to be seen on the facetime and then she walked into the view of the phone in a robe, legs out too. I just admired the view I am seeing “my hair Chris!” Robyn spat, I am not even caring for the hair because I am admiring her legs “wait, oh my god. Chris you are actually naked? I mean face wise, oh my god!” she spat with a blunt in hand, oh wait. Robyn has had her hair done, she looks amazing “Robyn you look so amazing, like you look well. Meaning everything, you look like you have gained weight too, wow” I am shook “aww thank you poppa, you seen my shaved side on my hair, you like it? See how a haircut can change your whole face” Robyn started posing and pouting on facetime which made me smile “you really think I look good” she grabbed her phone from the side “amazing, like you look so happy. The twinkle in your eyes too, wow” Robyn looks sexy as fuck and here I am “this is good, I been wanting to gain weight. But I just been eating junk food, that is all. Nothing new or different there” staring at Robyn’ face as she walked with the phone in hand, the love of my life.
I am not even going to front but Robyn looks so good, maybe it’s her hair that has done it but I am liking it “tell me how you feel, enough of the compliments. Tell me how your mental health is? I am glad to see you are not crying anymore, so how are you feeling in yourself” I can keep on talking about how beautiful she looks but clearly she doesn’t want to hear that “erm, I feel good. I am grateful for you Robyn because I kind disliked you for making me come here, for everything. When I came here I was still a little angry about it all but being here, it’s peaceful. I can heal in peace; my mental health is good. I am good, I still worry about you though. I always check your fanpages, they have up to date whereabouts of you so I am doing it through that but I don’t trust people, like your safety means a lot to me and now you looking like a whole meal like that, I think I got a lot to worry about” Robyn sneakily moved the phone back and showed her bare legs “stop being a tease” Robyn giggled “I will stop but thank you, I feel like you are feigning over me huh” licking my lips smiling, I am thirsty as hell right now because I want her.
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