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elderobbo · 1 year

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#Afternoon #walk along the wharf in #SalmonArmBC on a chilly #winter day. With a short stop at the end to look out over the #lake and stare long as I #quietly #contemplate #life. • #DeepReflection on life and where I’m going. Life has a lot of challenges, and ups and downs. At this moment Life has felt #down. • #realizations bring me to the point where I need to let go. I am not in #control of the #outcome as much as I want to be, I am not. • #Love is important, and to be #cherished • All I can do is all I can do. What I do control is my efforts and reactions and responses to situations. #SelfControl can move you from #SelfDestruction. • First lesson of 2023! • #firstlesson #Awareness #Inspiration #Lifestyle #BeTheSolution • #Shuswap #ShuswapLake #Wander #wanderingmind #Roam #RoamingMind #quietcontemplation #Quiet (at Salmon Arm, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnn_2VMLplj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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hathaway-hayes · 1 year

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Pale yellowed eyes stare back from a Past I so desperately run from. Jaundiced, the skin, and Stench by thy stomach Before your tears atop - Freckled cheeks far from home.

I recognize this sliver for what it is - The unrelenting torture of an Unwanted dream, A stitch in time, and scar I try to forget, but can’t.

And although the wound will never Reopen, it never fails to give chase; This pain wrought phantasms And of the wretched.

So remained the random son, To a father now lost, hell-bent, And with any excuse to asphyxiate “me.”

- H.H. (2023)

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It was only through you - Your patience, Your pain, Oh god, our promise, That I could be here today.

#poem #poetry #featured #warriorpoet #addiction #eternal #hope #love #recovery #savior #selfdestruction #writerscreed #poetryportal #poeticstories #twcpoetry #inkstay #writtenconsiderations #poetselixir #writingthestorm

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thegratefulnuts · 1 year

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The great paradox of addiction is that while it’s is not a conscious choose/decision we make or personal failing we’re too weak to overcome, we do have to make a decision to choose sobriety. Being an alcoholic or struggling with addiction means that I am bodily and mentally different from “normal people.” My brain functions just fine in every other situation other than where drugs and alcohol are involved. I have a disease, one of the only diseases in the world that tries to convince me I don’t have it. My brain plays tricks on me that convinces to to self-sabotage, self-destruct, and burn my own life to the ground. The absurdity is that with the proper resources and support, I can turn the volume down on that little voice in my head. Essentially, I had to learn to get out of my own way so that the rational, logical, and “sane” parts of my brain could take over. The only thing holding me back, was the part of me that I didn’t know how to let go of. I was my biggest problem. I was the roadblock that kept putting the bottle in my hand. The biggest problem between drunk me and sober me was… ME! • • • • #iamtheproblem #selfsabotage #selfdestruction #addictionisadisease #addictionsucks #wedorecover #recoveryispossible #recoveryisreal #sobersupport #sobersunday #addictionsupport #addiction #addictionrecovery #sobercommunity #recoverycommunity #alcoholfreecommunity #soberthoughts #soberinstagram #sober #sobriety #soberinspiration #sobermotivation #selfawareness #odaat #recoveringalcoholic https://www.instagram.com/p/CpatoXyuf3s/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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imbluepaintmegolden · 2 years

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The painful truth is…. I don’t like me. I feel ugly. I feel awkward. I feel disgusting. And I have no idea how to change that.

#depression #anxiety #sad #sadness #depressedanxiety #personal shit #depressed #i miss you #anxious #help me #suicide #takemeaway #sad quotes #selfdestruction

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beatifuldaisiies · 2 years

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expect ED stuff here :D lol

#edtips #edtip #anatips #selfharm #selfdestruction #ed #thinspo #gw #i want to be a skeleton #iwanttobeskinny #weghtloss #ED

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derelsassischmetalthur · 1 year

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🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 . @gaerea_ 🖤 @diogomotadrummer 🖤 @guilhermehenriques__ 🖤 @seasonofmistofficial 🖤 @domino_black_metal_cat 🖤🐱 . #gaerea #mirage #seasonofmist #seasonofmistrecords #metal #blackmetal #numenorean #svartidaudi #thegreatoldones #uada #postblackmetal #narcissism #selfdestruction #misanthropy #mentalnumbness #salve #vortexsociety #blackmetalmusic #blackmetalcollection #blackmetalheadsofinstagram #blackmetalband #blackmetalart #blackmetalhead #metalhead #metalheads #metalheadsofinstagram #cdcollection #cdcollector #cat #blackmetalcat (à Strasbourg, France) https://www.instagram.com/p/Clg9qcRraE2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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rupeshacharya · 2 years

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Self-Destruction

Let’s check the case of suicide,where one does not see the flip side. His griefs, misery, helplessness all matters,but do not care about hearts he shatters. If that moment was skipped somehow,he might be living even now. Something once his only subject,will realize later as a silly object. Suicide does not require fortitude,neither need to live in solitude. All it needs an extreme…

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#beautyoflife #death #homicide #hopelessness #humanity #humanlife #life #poem #poems #poetries #poetry #self-centered #self-destruction #selfdestruction #suicide #wordpresspoems #wordpresspost #wordpresssite

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gingerandwolfie · 1 year

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(Passion •30) The worst oddity since the separation is the coldness of my bed and the difficulty every night to get into it. I mean, it was a long distance relationship anyway, so the bed was empty unless she was visiting. Still it was welcoming before. I have a few tricks in my sleeve though. I sleep on the couch. Or in another empty bed. Or I walk outside for while, listening to deafening music until my head is so full of sound that any bed would do. I’m exhausting myself to sleep. And I wake up as tired as I went to bed. Nothing is more soothing than the delicate breathing of your loved one by your side. 🐺#breakup #blackhole #sleeplessnights #leapoffaith #loneliness #frustration #cryingeyes #distance #nowayout #depression #endlessly #travelnow #endofacycle #desires #sadness #couplerules #suffering #selfdestruction #silence #sorrow #suffering #soothing (à France) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkcESQqKeoS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine · 5 days

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But listen here, I got a bigger fear: One day that I become you, when I become lost, And I become heartless, And numb from all the ménages. Just one bitch don't feel the same no more, And Henny don't really kill the pain no more. Now, I'm Cobain with a shotgun aimed at my brain, 'Cause I can't maintain no more, Tad bit extreme, I know. Money can't save your soul.

#J Cole #j cole lyrics #j cole rich nigazz #fear #lost #numb #heartless #pain #selfdestruction #depression

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monriatitans · 2 months

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STUPIDITY QUOTE 14

Wednesday, March 11, 2024

“The closest enemy ship might be your own.” – Craig D. Lounsbrough

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soleil-c · 6 months

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Bad Thoughts

Preview up on Wattpad! https://www.wattpad.com/story/313471434-bad-thoughts?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=soleil_c&wp_originator=UPSRxqHbFKARsJipXg1HJof9%2F32lEh5Baez5PYfvkJAYzUunq2i6ZJ%2FDx8kG2Rb2vuvLUnvHvAixz14Lg9G60Txo0oSPqWAOB4ImVrJl4H49lgACxDtioqI0si9e9Ynx Ever get mad at someone and think of something bad happening to them? Celeste Barrett has those thoughts a lot. Instead of using her words, she just lets the anger smolder inside. She things of the bad things that could possibly happen. Thoughts have a way of making their way into reality. Luckily, Celeste never acts on these thoughts. Until they act on their own. Now she is afraid to think at all and has no idea how to rid herself of this strange and dangerous curse. Until she meets the one person who may just help her find the cure.

#antihero #femaleprotagonist #horrorfiction #horrorromance #horrorthriller #loner #mystery #psychicabilities #psychologicalhorror #selfdeprecating #selfdestruction #selfdiscovery #specialpowers #supernatural #books #wattpad #amwriting

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littlenoisedduck · 7 months

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Of Rats and Men (Official Music Video) Gnavhòl | September 23rd, 2022

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Piel no humana Abstenerse de la luz del sol Cáncer de la humanidad Infestando las capillas Crueldad ilimitada Desprecia el sol de luz Evolución inversa Estrangular a sus propios hijos Arrastrándose hacia el trono rebelde A la podredumbre eterna pisando este mundo como ratas en una rueda moribunda

Desparasitando a una cruz rota Peregrinación a la podredumbre En valles profundos y secos, escondidos del sol.

Necrogénesis del cónclave pedofilia mesias Profanación divina Avivará las llamas del mal

Alma que no muere Con costra a la luz del sol quemadura espiritual Ahogándose en luces muertas Toque no sagrado Desterrar el sol de la luz Reino ciego Necrópolis ganó

De ratas y hombres Sacerdotes traidores despotricando De ratas y hombres abandonar todo De ratas y hombres Atrocidades enfermizas De ratas y hombres dolor eterno

Diablura de la redención ¡Que se joda tu humilde Dios! Los muertos no heredarán nada

Amén putas del vaticano Necrofilia nazarena masturbacion divina Matar la fe con el mal aplicado

Como una bestia azotada te arrastrarás ¡No habrá una tercera venida! El llamado de tu autoproclamado profeta Al sonido de los perros del infierno aullando"

De ratas y hombres Diablura de la redención De ratas y hombres Que se joda tu humilde dios De ratas y hombres Los muertos no heredarán nada De ratas y hombres La agenda oculta

De ratas y hombres Sacerdotes traidores despotricando De ratas y hombres abandonar todo De ratas y hombres Líbranos al dolor eterno

#youtube #blackmetal #antireligion #selfdestruction #darkness

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savemefromtoxic · 1 year

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💪🏻 Courage . If you have the courage to make it through the night with nothing but the swirling in your heart and the self-destructive thoughts in your head to keep you company? You have the courage to make it through anything. ~ Rick dC // @SaveMeFromToxic #courage #strength #swirling #swirlingthoughts #selfdestruction #destress #makeit #youcanmakeit #mental #mentalhealth #emotionalhealth #rickdc https://www.instagram.com/p/CpjvdIfODyy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#courage #strength #swirling #swirlingthoughts #selfdestruction #destress #makeit #youcanmakeit #mental #mentalhealth #emotionalhealth #rickdc

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edudenali · 1 year

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Chen trails are giving us a rainbow of most likely harmful gases. We’re not good for this planet. Humanity is the problem and it’s also the solution, but we rather engage in destructive behaviors. Can that comet come already and make us be gone from the face of Earth? • • • #chemtrails #chemicaltrails #earth #latierra #laterre #laterra #aterra #planetearth #humanity #selfdestruction #humansareapest #humansdontdeserveearth #wearetheproblemandthesolution #stupidhumans #poison #poisoning #airpollution #pollution #rainbow #gasrainbow (at Manhattan, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpLb2Xbvqrr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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real-jakbo · 1 year

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"They never respected these selfish ways of mine!" . #destruction #selfdestruction #selfish #down #road #midjourneyart #midjourneyai #midjourney (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnqEAh0PhvE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#destruction #selfdestruction #selfish #down #road #midjourneyart #midjourneyai #midjourney

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dcsnyder · 1 year

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Rocco says don’t be headed for #selfdestruction. #thestoptheviolencemovement #hiphop #rap #vinyl #wax #record #rockinroccoshow https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnf0J1ar49k/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#selfdestruction #thestoptheviolencemovement #hiphop #rap #vinyl #wax #record #rockinroccoshow

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