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heartorbit · 8 months
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i would advise against sneaking a bunch of silly billies into your castle
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Free necklace and back rub 
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sunnycanvas · 10 months
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(Headcanon pls♡) Being the Queen of Jerusalem would include *reader is 20* :
I am sorry for my late reply. I honestly didn't have much idea on this, I tried my best. Hope you like it
Assuming you are his lover as queen
I think Baldwin iv would like a gentle queen. A queen not only humble but also known for her charity work for poor and unfortunate
Baldwin iv would love an intelligent woman who would work for betterment of Kingdom. Someone on whom he could depend on, as a result you would be also frequently acting as advisor for your lord husband .
Baldwin iv would feel great sence of insecurity because of leprosy. He as a result would have fear of abandonment. He would continuously need constant reassurance from his partner, that she loves him.
You as a partner would frequently reassure him for your love for you and also since Baldwin iv would be prone to jealousy. You need to be careful about the way you interact with other people.
You are also aware if not careful and given small reason your political rivals will start whispering in king's ear about your supposed "infeldity" will cause you lot of trouble and tarnish your reputation in not only court but also public. Hence, you often appear reserved in palace.
As a queen of Jerusalem you would ensure to appear modest and reserved. You would wear beautiful dress but you wouldn't spend your money excessively on dresses, party or jewelry. You would only buy how much ever it is required
Since money is tight in the kingdom. The king nor the people wouldn't like to see their tax money being used for queen's luxury purpose.
Baldwin iv would love it if his queen. Would tell him some intresting information and fascinating stories of history. You would frequently see yourself reading books for king or telling him fascinating stories of history when he is going to sleep.
You would play the role of wife who would support the king and wouldn't be ambitious about power in court for selfish reasons.
A queen who is religious but not a fanatic. A queen who also would be supporter of religious harmony and would ensure to encourage commoner to find common background of other religions
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nanaloveswo-men · 1 year
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Can u write one for ramos where he comes home after a long day and his wife just comforts him and they just like stay in bed cuddling JSHCJFHUWCISJJDH IDEK WHAT IM ASKING THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IVE ASKED FOR A REQUEST 😭😭
handsome man - sergio ramos
pairing: husband sergio ramos x fem!wife!reader
summary: after a long day at work, sergio was finally at home, only wanting his sweet wife company.
warnings: fluffy and a little suggestive, nothing explicit
author notes: I WAS WAITING FOR THIS. THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR THIS REQUEST. I LOVE RAMOS
word count: 1,1k
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“i only like to be sweet with you”
Paris was rainy, the sky almost as gray as the color itself. You didn’t have any work, because for some miracle, your boss had given you a couple of days off, so of course you were enjoying your little vacation, in the best way best possible. 
You were peacefully laying in bed, watching the new season of your favorite netflix series, almost sleeping in the pillow-nest you had made. Now, the tv noises were nothing more than a background sound for your sleepy mind. 
The hours passed flying, and you didn’t even notice when your husband had finally arrived at home, his car brutally parking in your house’s carage.
Sergio was mad, unfortunely, his day was horrible, from the beggining of the day, when he had woken up without you by his side, to the rest of it, when everyone on the psg team were seeing to be trying to get the fuck out of him. 
He was stressed. The only thing Ramos needed now, was to have you, his wife, in his arms.
He entered the house, and the first thing he noticed, was the silence. Usually, when he came to home, you were always waiting for him with a sweet smile.”That’s weird” he said to himself looking around.
When he didn’t find you anywhere, Sergio went to you guys bedroom, hoping that he could see you there. Ramos opened the door, and a smile quickly grew into his face when he saw your sleep figure laying in bed. The tv was turned on, your series still going through, and Sergio was quick to pause it, so you wouldn’t miss any part.
Ramos decided to take a shower before going to bed, because he didn’t want to be next to you when he was covered in sweat. Before entering the bathroom, he came closer to you, letting a kiss on the side of your mouth.
You woke up with the sound of the shower on, your sleepy mind  taking some time before realsing that Sergio was already at home. You streched your arms and back before getting out of bed, heading straigh to the bathroom.
“Honey?” you called for him knocking on the door. 
Not even a minute after, the door was open, and a half naked Sergio was showed to you. He was still a little wet, and you presumed that he had only put his boxer on before opening the door.
“Hey babe, what is in your mind?” Ramos asked when he noticed your silence “Nothing, only thinking about you” you answered hugging him, not even caring about his wet body.
“Missed you the whole day, love” he mumbled next to the top of your head. “Sorry, I didn’t heard when you arrived” you excused yourself “But you should have woken me up”.
You looked right into his eyes, but Sergio was already staring at you.
“Nah, you were so pretty sleeping, I couldn’t do that to your cute ass” he said smiling. “But i wanted to shower with you” you puckered your lips “Sorry babe, I didn’t know about your horn intentions” he kissed your mouth.
You tried to get out of his embrance, to defend yourself from his accusation, but Sergio didn’t let you go, so you started to laugh.
“I didn’t have any intention! Let me be free!” he was holding you tightly. “No, I had an awful day, and now I really need my wife to comfort me”.
“I don’t think that I want to comfort you” you teased him “Oh no, I really think you want to” he said with a smirk.
You two shared a sweet kiss, your husband’s hands carissing your cheeks with love.
“Being with a bunch of men the whole day made me miss you more than ever” he said when you stopped the kiss “Everyday you say this” you smirked “Because everyday i only miss you more and more” he pecked your whole face.
The room was filled with both of your laughs, you two walking in the bed direction, still in a tight hug.
“You’re such a pain in the ass Sergio” you said when he was finally laying on top of you. 
Ramos took adventage of the position you two were in, putting his head on your chest and passing his arms around your body. You couldn’t do many things with Sergio’s body on top of yours, so you were happy to just run your fingers through his hair.
“Bad day?” you whispered. “Yeah, also a long one” he said back.
Both of you stayed in silence for a moment, just cuddling and enjoying the presence of each other. You were looking at your husband’s face, admiring how handsome he was. 
Sometimes, you would caught yourself thinking about how luck you were for having such an incredible husband like Sergio, but what you didn’t know, was that very often, Ramos would think the same, how someone like him, could have such a perfect wife. In the end, both of you were simple in love.
“You are so handsome my love” you said with your eyes shining “That’s funny, because I was thinking the same of you” he looked right at you.
You couldn’t help but smile, in all those years you were with Ramos, he had always treated you with nothing but love and kindness.
“I wonder what people would think if they saw you like says” you hummed “Like what?” he asked resting his face in the corner of your neck.
“Like a baby” Sergio pinched the side of your waist “Wait! Let me explain!” you giggled with his actions. “I’m listening, but you should be careful with your words, love” he teased.
“Well, everyone is used to see you like a beast on the shields, but they don’t know that you are actually a sweet boy” you tried to explain without smiling. “Oh shut up, i have to scare my enimies” he tried to defend himself “And i like to be know as a beast” he said proud.
“I only like to be sweet with you” 
“C’mon babe, you are so cute!” you said almost dying from happiness. You got his head with you hands, pecking his whole face with a bunch of kisses. “I love you so much!” 
“I love you too honey” he answer smiling at you.
You went back to the same position you were, with Sergio on top of you, his head on your chest, and now, your hands were carissing not only his hair, but his also his face and neck. 
After a long and stressful day, Ramos was finally in a good mode, nothing could be better than his wife company.
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hunterwritings · 2 years
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unexpected | part ii ⭒
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summary: eddie takes the quiet girl out for lunch
pairing(s): eddie munson x quiet!shy!reader
warnings: cursing, making out(?), self-consious reader, eddie just being head-over-heels for reader
word count: 2.3k
notes: I got very carried away with this part guys fjdbsn so it's longer than most of my works but it's SO GOOD
part i | part ii | part iii | part iv (coming soon 👀)
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You gently tapped your pencil against your desk as your lips pursed together tightly. You were sitting at home, finishing up some assignments on a Saturday afternoon. You sighed, quietly humming to the ambience music you had put on in the background. You were home alone since your parents had both gone to work earlier this morning.
You had almost jumped out of your seat when you heard the landline ring. Quickly, you popped up onto your feet and headed downstairs to reach the phone. You had assumed it was one of your parents at work, telling you about something they had planned for dinner or that they were working overtime tonight.
"Hello?" You started as you picked up the phone and held it to your ear.
"Good Afternoon, (L/N)!" An enthusiastic voice said on the other line.
"Eddie?" You asked curiously. "Correct-a-mundo." He smugly replied. "How—" you began. "How did you get my number?" You asked, trying to remember if you had given it to him or not. "Oh yeah, we uhh, we exchanged numbers a while ago for a project." He explained, leaning against the wall of his room as he talked on the phone. "Oh right!" You blurted out, holding a hand over your eyes in embarrassment. "I'm sorry, I forgot about that." You told him with a dumb smile on your face, you could hear him laughing on the other end of the line. "That's alright." He chuckled. "So, I was thinking—" He started, drawing out his words dramatically. "Wondering, if you'd like to go with me, out to get lunch. There's this new restaurant a couple miles away, and I was just uh, seeing if you'd like to go with me." He spoke, an anxious sigh leaving his mouth as his lips pursed tightly together.
You stood there, lips parted slightly, as your mind tried to process what he offered. Your lips moved as if you were going to say something, but you couldn't muster up any words.
"You still there?" He asked on the other line, bitting his lip in anticipation. "Yes, yeah, I'm sorry." You replied. "It's just, um—" you tried to find the words to speak to him. "Really?" You asked, wondering if all of this is some elaborate prank or something. "Yes, I really would like to." He smiles on the other line, not aware that a huge smile was also spread across your face. "Soo, what do you say?" He asks quickly and nervously.
"Um—" you sigh as you look around, wondering if it was okay to leave the house without your parents permission. Your lips were pressed together in a tight line as you shook your head. Various thoughts went through your head, wondering why Eddie Munson had taking a liking to you all of the sudden, you had the fear in the back of your head that this could all be an elaborate ruse to humiliate you somehow. It was unlikely, but it still scared you for a moment. But, you had known Eddie from the few times you talked to him and knew that he didn't hang around the popular kids, especially not someone like Jason. As a surprise to you, when you had worked with him a couple times before, he was quite nice and respectful towards you. You decided to go with your gut and trust that he was being genuine.
"Yeah, I'd love to go." You said softly as you heard a sigh of relief on the other side of the line. "Great! That— that is just great." He practically screams with joy and balling his fist with excitement. "Could you just maybe give me half an hour to get ready?" You asked politely. "Of course, of course! Take your time." He reassures you quickly. "Okay, thank you." The smile on your face had grown wider than you could even believe. "Of course, I'll see you soon." He said. "Okay." You added before hanging up the phone back on the wall. Your back pressed harshly against the wall, your heart practically beating out of chest. You quickly turned to run up the stairs and find an outfit to get ready to go out.
After about 20 minutes, you had found an outfit you were happy with and put on light makeup. You jumped slightly as you heard a knock on your door, knowing that it was Eddie. "Coming!" You yelled from upstairs as you quickly slung your tote bag over your shoulder so that the strap was secure over your chest. You quickly ran down stairs and grabbed ahold of the handle before opening it to reveal Eddie standing there, a large smile spread across his face.
"Hi." You smiled as you stepped out front and closed the door behind you. "Hi." He grinned, looking down at the ground before looking back up at you. You turned and pulled your keys out of your pocket to lock your door before turning back to face him. "You look good." He complimented you, eyeing you up and down. "Oh, thank you." You smiled as you looked down. "You too." You added before Eddie bowed dramatically while holding his hand out to face the van and moved out of your way so that you could walk to the car. You laughed at his gesture as you walked down your porch steps and up to his van. He quickly made his way in front of you and opened the door for you. "Thank you." You smiled at him as he replied, "You're welcome."
You step up and sit down in the passenger seat of his van as he closes the door. He makes his way around and opens the drivers door and sits down before closing the door. "Sorry about the mess." He says as he starts the car. "No it's fine, don't worry." You reassure him, holding your hands up for a moment to add emphasis. He nodded slightly at your reassurance. He pulls out of the driveway and begins on his way to the restaurant.
You drove in silence for a couple minutes before you tried to start a conversation. "I'm glad you called me when you did." You began, getting his attention as he turned his head to look at you for a moment. "Both of my parents are at work right now, and they never really let me go out to places or with other people." You explained with a dry smile. "Well, I am glad that you agreed to go with me." He said with a smile while moving his head with his words.
A couple minutes later, you had arrived to the small new restaurant that Eddie invited you to. He opened your door for you once again as you entered the resturant and walked in after you. The two of you had sat down at a booth across from each other towards the far right end of the resturant. Your waiter had given you menus and walked away to get your drinks.
Silence had consumed you for a couple minutes before Eddie spoke. "Thank you again, for coming out here with me." He spoke genuinely and with a small smile on his face. "Yeah, of course." You softly replied with the same smile. "I'm not trying to be rude or anything but—" you began, looking around, trying to figure out how to word this.
"Why did you ask me out here?" You asked as you looked towards him, his face covered with confusion. "It's just that, we haven't really talked a lot during the year, and, I don't know, it just seems kinda... sudden?" You explain, tightly fiddling with your fingers underneath the table in anxiety. He took a deep breath in before exhaling and looking around.
"Well, I just thought that—" He started.
"Since it's the end of the year, I'd go for it and ask out the sweetest, kindest, most attractive person in the school." He confesses with the largest grin on his face. Then, the most genuine smile spreads across your face, looking down at the table while shaking your head. "You're just saying that." You said, downplaying his confession. "No, I'm not." He said, a serious expression on his face. "I mean all those things, I'm serious." He said, tilting his head to the side with a smile creeping up on his lips. "And I'm gonna be completely honest with you, I never thought those things until we got paired for a project in class. But then, you started talking and knowing so many different things you just—" He chuckled. "You were just such a cool person." He added.
"Me? You think I'm cool?" You asked in disbelief, holding a palm to your chest. "Yeah." He replies. "I'm not cool. I don't go out to cool places and I don't wear cool things, I'm just kinda here." You said, doubting yourself. "No, you know so much about everything! About things I didn't even know existed and so many cool facts about things that I would've never guessed, that's pretty cool." He wanted you to know that this was coming from the heart and that he was being truthful. Your eyes were still glued on the surface of the table as you glance up at him, who is leaning with his forearms against the table and his head tilted slightly to the side. "Y'know, you're very different from what I thought too." You made eye contact with him as you continued. "I don't talk to a lot of people, and when I do some of them are just assholes, but when we talked for the first time you were just so, funny and kind and respectful." You explained as he was soaking up the compliments with a large smirk across his face. "And you have this confidence, that I just don't understand but completely admire." You added with a smile. "Admire? Oh, you flatter me." He said while turning away and batting his hand dramatically, causing a small laugh out of you. "Well, I'm glad you took a chance on me." He says, now holding his face up by leaning his elbow on the table and having his palm on his cheek. "Me too." You added quietly.
A few hours had passed and you both had gotten your food. The two of you talked back and forth constantly, he didn't even think you could talk that much. The whole year he saw you almost completely silent in class, now here you were, telling stories about yourself and laughing loudly at his jokes. He stared in admiration almost the whole time, wondering if someone could be so perfect.
Eddie ended up paying for the check, even though you insisted multiple times to pay but he didn't want you to. You walked out of the restaurant and stood at the entrance of the building, Eddie following shortly behind you. You turned to look at him before walking over to the van. "Thank you for all this, it was fun." You said softly, holding your hands together over your stomach. "Of course, anything for you." He added, not even realizing what he had said, causing you to look down at the ground.
"Hey, I don't want you to think that this some sick trick or that I'm lying to you, because I'm not." He took a step closer to you and held both of your hands into his. "I don't know why but I just—" He stopped and exhaled deeply. "I just think you're amazing, and I thought I'd tell you." He confessed, his voice getting gradually quieter. He looked down at you with those big brown eyes of his as you finally looked up from the ground. Your faces had been only a few inches from each other, both of your eyes on the others lips.
"Can I kiss you?" He whispers, almost inaudible but you could hear him. You took a deep breath and sighed deeply before replying a soft,
"Yes."
Then, Eddie had finally closed the gap between your faces and had his lips on your own. An exhale of relief had left your nostrils as your eyes closed. Your hands had let go of his and reached up to move on to the back of his head and get tangled in his long hair as his lips moved on yours. His hands then pulled you closer to him and set softly on your side. He sneaked his fingers under the hem of your shirt and laid his hands against your skin on your sides. His rings were cold, causing you to shiver and feel the smirk from him against his lips.
After a couple moments, you had pulled away from him, a small string of saliva breaking from both of your mouths. Your face was completely warm at this point and you could feel your heart beating out of you chest, there was no doubt that Eddie could feel it too. A chuckle escaped his lips as he looked at you, a small blush surrounding his cheeks. You let out a sigh as you smiled up at him before lying your head against his chest, pressing your ear up to his chest. To your surprise, you could hear his heart beating very fast, just like yours. His arms moved to wrap around you as he planted a small kiss against the top of your head. "Let's get you home, yeah?" He smiled as you pulled your head away from his chest. "Yeah." You added softly. He wrapped an arm around your shoulder as he swiftly walked you to his van and opened the door for you, before turning and getting into the driver's seat himself.
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slxsherwriter · 5 months
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Out of Trauma Comes....
Fandom: Don't Breathe
Pairing: Norman Nordstrom x reader
Warnings: Child death, loss of limbs, ptsd struggles
Word Count: 4,076
Author's Note: I have fallen down the Stephan Lang rabbit hole. This is the first in a series of Norman one-shots. Reader does have a military background. This decision was based off of the relationship that Norman had with Hernandez in the second movie. Hope everyone likes! As always, not beta read, so mistakes are mine.
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You woke with a start, gasping for breath that wouldn't seem to fill your lungs. For several agonizing seconds, it felt like it would never happen before finally, your body kickstarted itself. The silence of the room was only broken by the brief choking gasps of air as you tried to regulate your breathing. Then your ears registered the frantic beeping of a heart rate monitor. Your own. Forcing yourself to take a few slower breaths, it calmed down as you managed. Stiffness below reminded you that you were stuck in a hospital bed. Right. The accident. 
With a grimace, you forced yourself into a seated position. The pain was a worthy distraction, taking your mind off the vivid flashbacks that played before your eyes. Like a bad horror movie that you couldn't pause. 
A nurse came in, far more quickly than they had the past three weeks. Must have been fewer patients on the floor for them to monitor. When you had first arrived four weeks ago, despite your status, it had taken time for them to show up. 
“Everything okay?” No, nothing was okay in the least about the entire situation. Swallowing down the words, you found yourself giving a shaky smile. 
“Yeah, fine. Just a bad dream.” PTSD. Post traumatic stress disorder, that's what it was. You knew well enough to recognize the signs after seeing some of your closest brothers go through the same thing. “Sorry, didn't mean to cause any worry.” She gave you a softer smile, one that felt like pity. You hated every second of it. Of all of this, if you were honest. You wanted to be back home, away from the world and everyone in it. Why should you have lived?
 “Not a problem at all.” She checked over your IV line and monitor before moving to the door, taking her leave. But before she fully left, she looked over her shoulder. “From what I heard, you're getting out of here tomorrow.” There may not have been a God but that news could have brought you to belief. 
“Thanks…for everything.” 
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Using the crutches to get into your home, you grunted with the effort. The cracked ribs were healing and could bear the brunt of your weight with some protest and discomfort but you weren't hanging around any longer than absolutely necessary. 
A chill ran down your spine and the urge to look at the street was almost overwhelming. But you knew what you would find there if you did. Just repeated flashes of blood, broken glass, and phantom pains. Unconsciously, your jaw had started to clench, something you only realize when you heard a small crack. 
“Fuck.” The word bounced through the empty house. A slow sigh and you were moving to the staircase. Life now had a whole new set of obstacles and challenges. Ones that you couldn't have ever dreamed of if one were to ask you. Yet, here you were. “Don't have a fucking pity party now. Get your ass up the stairs so you can take a proper shower. Then, you can check on Norman.” it was the right thing to do. You had heard from your older neighbor just once in the entire time you had been in the hospital. Understandable, given the circumstances and what he had to be dealing with, but it didn't quell the drive to follow up. Having been a neighbor for the better part of five years now, you had grown close to Norman and Emma. Just the thought of the girl was enough to constrict your throat and threaten to have tears spilling from your eyes once more. 
White knuckling the crutches, you slowly made your way up the stairs. It was both painstaking and painful but there was a small sense of accomplishment when you hit the top landing. One thing out of the way, many many more to come. No use in getting too excited over it all just yet. The shower was the next thing to tackle. 
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Having only fallen once, the shower could be considered a success. Dressing wasn't as difficult as anticipated, the bed that you had easy to get on and off of with the wall right there that you could brace yourself against. Now, down the stairs? That was a whole other ballgame. Slow, very slowly, you worked down each step. It probably would have been easier to admit defeat and go down on your ass but that stubborness that often got you in trouble decided to rear it's head. This was life now so it wasn't like something that you wouldn't have to get used to. Might as well start that right now.
The shower made you feel a bit better. Something about being able to shower at home, in your own space, with your typical washes and shampoos just did something different than when you were stuck showering in a hospital. While you still were in tremendous discomfort that bordered on pain that was barely tolerable, you still felt better. Plus, being out of those hospital clothes just helped give a little mental boost. 
Tossing a jacket over your shoulders, you opened the door with a slow breath. The street was quiet, just as it often was. There were so few left in this neighborhood, the stranglehold of the economic crisis squeezing life out of Detroit day by day. Those that remained were too headstrong to go more than anything else. You and the man across the street had that in common. Not the only thing. The memory that came of the first meeting had you wanting to laugh. It was either laugh or break out into tears because the bad came rushing hard. Shaking away the thoughts as if the physical action could dislodge and remove those mental images. 
The walk across the street didn't take too long, though getting up his steps took a few moments. It seemed that Shadow knew of the presence on the porch before you could even knock. The bark that came from inside was excitement, something recognizable and in a way somewhat comforting. It was normal. Routine. Despite the fact that nothing about this would ever be the normal that you both once knew. There was no answer to the rap of knuckles against the wood. Not for a minute. Or five. 
A part of you wondered if you should just leave him be. You had your own trauma from the entire thing but his loss was so much greater than your own. A leg compared to a child? No comparison. Still, something rolled in your gut at the thought of leaving Norman to his misery, grief, and pain. You had been alone in the hospital. Being alone and isolated was never good. So, that thought made you knock again and call out. 
“Norman?” Your voice nearly cracked and you had to take a second to take in a breath. The situation called for composure. Letting your own emotions shine through wouldn't help the moment at all. “I'm sure you don't want to see anyone right now…” What words were supposed to be spoken for this sort of thing? Huffing out in frustration, you stared at the door. 
“Can you please let me in? You don't have to talk. I know you aren't alright, I wouldn't expect you to be but seeing you would at least settle my own mind. Please?” Maybe appealing to that part of him would get the older man to agree. Another few moments passed, bringing about a sense of defeat. This wasn't something to barrel through, to hit head on like a bull in a china shop. If Norman didn't want to see anyone,you couldn't force your presence upon him. At least not with his house closed up like this. Just as you were getting ready to turn around, locks disengaging rang out and the door opened. Shadow's bark was significantly louder, the thump of his tail against the door frame audible. 
He looked rough, like he hadn't been sleeping. Something that was relatable. More than that, it was in the way that he held himself. A man defeated had a certain posture after all. An awkward silence fell over the two of you as you stood there before the door opened a bit more and he stepped to the side, a silent signal to come inside. The crutches hopefully made enough noise for him to be able to keep his feet out of the way as you entered the home, as mindful of where you were placing them as you could be. The last thing that was needed was for you to cause a physical injury to the man. 
“When did you get home?” 
“Today.” A grunt was the response that you got and honestly, you hadn't expected much more. The house was dark, though it didn't matter much to Norman and you weren't going to say a damn thing. He led you to the kitchen, where he was having some coffee from the smell that lingered in the air. 
“They have her in jail.” That perked your ears up as you eased yourself into the seat. Crutches were kept close by just in case quick movement was needed.
“Good.” Your voice had come out firmer than intended. But really, it was where the young woman deserved to be. She had killed someone, not just someone but a child. All because she had been stupid about drinking and driving. Frankly, at this rate, she shouldn't leave. Two lives permanently altered in ways that could never be repaired by one decision of a third party. Maybe it would have been just injuries to you and Emma if you had moved faster. Hurling your body in the way of the oncoming car in an attempt to get the girl out of the way or at least shield her to some degree had been an instant reaction. If only it would have worked. 
Clearing your throat a little, you tried to shrug off the anger that had been growing in presence day after day for the last two weeks. “It's no less than deserved. The police hadn't been by to talk much to me besides that first week I was actually conscious. I've been a bit out of the loop on what is happening.” The idea of checking your phone had fallen to the wayside in the focus of getting ready to leave the hospital. He set a cup of coffee down in front of you without having asked. The warmth of the cup seeped into your chilled hands, causing you to close your eyes for just one moment. 
“She'll rot in jail.” She better. But it wasn't like a trial was going to happen any time soon. Those things took time. An extended amount of time, with additional suffering to come for the both of you. Norman fell silent for a long while, staring off in that unseeing fashion of his, eyes seemingly focused just above your right shoulder. What more was there to say?  “You're on crutches.” An observation without any real direction.
“Yep.”
“They wouldn't give you a prosthetic?” 
“I opted not to get one right away. Getting out of there and home was more important to me. I have an appointment set up in two weeks with a physical therapist and someone who can fit me for one.” Your voice grew softer for just a second, obvious to the both of you. Was it self consciousness that caused it? A worry of bringing up something that would upset him? 
“And your other injuries?” A wince that you were thankful could not see came before you could stop it. A feeling of guilt crawled the back of your throat, robbing you of your voice for a mere moment. 
“Things that will heal with time. Some medicines for the rest of my life.” And the daily reminder that you just hadn't acted quick enough. Something that would haunt you every time you looked down and saw the empty space where your right left should have been. “All things that I can manage.” He hadn't said anything about himself, about how he was dealing. Poorly. There was no need to put a word to it but hearing it would at least lead in a direction of knowing what to do to help him. He was deflecting, though you had pleaded with him to let you in on the basis of not having him talk. Silently, you were able to reach out and carefully curl your fingers around his hand. For a brief moment, tension wracked you as the expectation of him pulling away reigned up. Instead, there was a slight tremble and he was curling his own fingers in response, squeezing her hand tightly. 
*****
Daily trips over to Norman's became routine. It was good for the both of you, in all honesty. Getting out of the house instead of sulking around and wallowing, despite arguing that it wasn't a pity party, did you no good. And the same could be said for the older man. A familiar motion that helped dictate the day and forced the both of you to keep to a schedule. He was a little more open in talking about it, letting you know what the detectives had to say and where everyone was at with the case. You couldn't speak to the sinking feeling that rolled in your gut any time that it was discussed but it was shoved to the side and never mentioned. The man had enough stress. 
He was good for forcing you to talk about where you were at with your physical therapy and the prosthetic. You had been fitted for it several weeks ago. Things weren't one size fits all. The molding process had been interesting, with a reassurance that it would be correct once it came in. And finally, after a long wait, it came in two days ago. You hadn't realized physical stress that just the therapy would have you going through, let alone the entire concept of learning to walk again. Because that was what it was. Relearning to walk. Balance would be all new, weight shifts entirely different, and movement to adjust to when it came to walking. 
There had been an argument between yourself and your therapist that had left you stewing, in a rotten mood that was volatile at best. Norman had realized something was wrong when he ran into you while out walking Shadow. Shadow, as always, let out that excited bark and his tail started going a mile a minute. It was not acknowledged on your end and the silence was clearly enough of a tip off for him.
“Did it go that poorly today?” You jumped, startled by the comment, and the fact that he had engaged when you hadn't said a damn thing. A huff was the only response he got for a long moment. 
“I ended up in an argument with my therapist.” The words were a little sullen. Not typical at all. He waited patiently, not saying anything else, forcing you to elaborate. Pulling the information out of you without being too forceful but with the knowledge that he could be as stubborn as you. “They wanted to keep the prosthetic there until I properly learned to walk….” The words caught for a moment, not wanting to admit to struggling with it. Everything about the weight distribution felt wrong to your body. 
“I wanted to be able to bring it home so that I can work at my own pace, without all those eyes on me.” He hummed for a moment, not saying anything else right away, mulling over the information as his hands folded over top of his cane. 
“They let you?” 
“Yes.”
“Then why are you sitting here?”
“What?”
“If they let you bring it home, why are you sitting here and not walking?” The words that your therapist had said rang around your head. Coupled with the frustration over the entire situation, you had opted to sit and stew in the anger. It was easier. Mentally and physically. Still, Norman was right. And if there was one person in the world that you couldn't argue with right now, it had to be Norman. That sight less gaze seemed to settle on you, his head ever so slightly tilted, listening for your reaction. You knew the signs well enough by now. “Get your things and come over.” Now, that was entirely unexpected. Realizing that he was serious, you pulled yourself up and moved to grab everything into a bag.
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Norman knew his house intimately, which is the reason why he chose to do it in his space rather than yours. Every uneven floor board that would cause a balance shift, which wall would easily be reached as a brace if falling down. And how to move easily through the space, forcing you to move after him. Like a game of chase. An annoying game of chase.  
But there seemed to be a method to his madness as you were starting to get the hang of movement. It wasn't just walking in a straight line. No, this was actual movement, natural in hoe you would operate day to day. There were plenty of stumbles, sending you crashing down to the hard wooden floor. But the gruff responses demanded that you get back to your feet. 
Exhaustion began to tug at the edges of your consciousness. Muscles ached and protested each movement as they strained further and further under unfamiliar stress. The stumbles became more common and that sense of anger came rushing back, but along with it an embarrassment that you weren't picking up as fast as you wanted. That you were looking like a fool in front of Norman. 
He had demanded that you attempt the stairs. Well, more like a suggestion without room for any argument. It took effort to even think at this point how to shift your weight and the movement needed to swing your leg. Norman was close this time, closer than he had been while moving throughout the house. A brace of sorts, just in case there ended up being a tumble down the stairs. 
The first step was managed well enough, the second with a little more difficulty but by the third, your body had decided that it had enough. Thankfully, you want tumbling forward instead of backwards into Norman. Your fingers scrapped against the wood of the stairs, a shaky breath taken as your throat constricted for a moment. 
“I think that's enough for today. Come on, let's get you resting.” The raspy, grizzled voice of the older man was the only thing keeping you tethered to reality at this point; grounding you in a way that let the desire to scream, to cry, to throw things fade into the background. You were tired, hurt, and angry. But the warm hands against your hips helped to guide you back to a standing position. “Think you can get back down? Or do you want the crutches?”
“Might as well try.” The stairs were narrow, so Norman couldn't stand beside you. But, he stayed in front of you despite the risk of being toppled into, hands remaining against your hips to help act as an extra brace. The stabilization actually helped as you managed to get down the two steps, nearly sagging into the wall to your left. The older man had the audacity to chuckle. You wanted to be upset about it but found that you didn't have it in you. 
“We will work more tomorrow.” 
“Norman, you don't have to…”
“I'll stop by after my morning walk with Shadow.” You knew the routine well enough after all. When the man had his mind made up, he was all but impossible to deter. It was in that moment that you realized his hands were still pressed against you. A fact that you hardly minded. They weren't moving and neither was he as he was still crowded close. The presence was both exciting and comforting. You would be a liar if you said that he hadn't felt attraction to the man, had since you had first met. But it had never seemed appropriate. 
“Okay.” Again, it was an argument that wasn't going to be winnable. His mind was set. This close, you could see the way that his lips seemed to twitch upward, the hints of a smile present. And in response, you found yourself mirroring the expression. “I'll be ready.”
“Good.” With that confirmation, he pulled you away from the wall, as if you were nothing more than a feather in his grasp, one arm sliding around your waist to help you keep your balance. “You can take it off on the couch. Do you need to do anything with it now?” 
“Gotta make sure I don't have any blisters, pressure patches, or breakdowns in the skin.” That was easy enough to focus on, even as the warmth of his body beside yours was making it difficult to focus. “I'll clean up when I get home and use the cream that they gave me.” He helped you get settled down on the couch. 
“Can I?” His hands moved forward before hesitating. You hadn't had anyone besides the doctors and nurses touch the area. You hated having to do it yourself. But, as he waited for permission, you found that you couldn't deny the request. 
Carefully, you took his hands and guided them to the prosthesis. Norman moved his hands slowly over the entire thing, kneeling beside the couch to be able to trail them down to the foot before back up, all the way up to your thigh. 
“They did a good job.” Again, the touch lingered. For a second, you swore he could hear your heart racing, the almost unsteady beat loud in your ear. The moment was far more intimate than it had a right to be. Were you reading into it too much? Maybe. Norman hadn't exactly shown all that much interest in anything more than the steady friendship that had formed between the two of you.
“Yeah.” Finally, he pulled away and inched up to settle onto the couch beside you. The entire world felt off kilter, in an entirely new way. “Yeah, it's supposed to ultimately function better than some of the older models. I didn't exactly understand the technical stuff on how the knee hinge works but I know it cost the VA a pretty penny.” 
Carefully, the process of removing it was begun. The movements were still a little foreign to you but something you were getting the hang of; eventually they had said you would be able to do it in your sleep. Norman's fingers wrapped around your forearm, squeezing lightly. Actions paused immediately, you glanced towards him, trying to determine what the touch was for. 
“Give yourself a second.” You didn't understand what he meant. “You're shaking. And I can hear the little noises of pain.” You hadn't realized that you were even making noise, and now that he had pointed it out, you could feel the tremors in your hands and arms. He had noticed it all before it had registered. 
After a few moments, the process was finished and you tucked the prosthetic in the bag, along with the sock. The skin was a little red and there were some indentations along the pressure points but overall, nothing looked worrisome or terrible. Thankfully. 
“Better?” A rush of gratitude welled up. Shadow nudged your hand on the other side and in that moment, you realized that just as you hadn't wanted Norman alone, you weren't either. Swallowing hard to push back the emotion and chalking it up to the exhaustion that you were feeling, it took a second to respond. 
“Yeah, better. Thanks, Norman.” Unable to help it, you found yourself leaning into him just a bit as you scratched Shadow behind the ear. It didn't feel like it was too much or stepping over the line after the way that Norman had been close before. Hopefully, that wasn't too bold an assumption. For a second, it may have been when he seemed to tense before you could feel him relax. The final reassurance was when his arm curled around your shoulders, an unfamiliar but incredibly comforting weight that brought a smile to your face.  
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OFF THE RECORD ; AHN YUJIN ONE-SHOT
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you’ve been chatting with an online friend for about 2 years, you knew them as their alias ‘ahnz’, they never posted their face but you knew almost everything about them. but, did you really know what they were saying was true?
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it’s been about two years since you turned to online friends instead of real life ones. the ones you made offline were just complete assholes. it was always when you needed your real life friends the most is when you realized how fake they were.
you’d call one of your friends, lim dahye, sobbing uncontrollably, begging for her to distract you from your parents fighting. yet, all you got on response from her, “sorry, who are you again?” while you heard giggles in the background. you had considered her a closest friend, but all you received was humiliation.
the closest friend you made throughout the two years online was ahnz. the only thing you knew about them was they were a year older than you and that they, or well she, was a girl.
you had given her a nickname “hannie” and you were happy to know that she thought the nickname was cute and that she liked it.
the more the two of you talked, the closer you two got. you felt like you could trust her, although, you hadn’t met her in person. she just seemed different, not like the other people you had trusted before.
there was one night that your parents started to fight when you received a text from ahnz, you had nicknamed her in your phone as ‘hannie’ since the app you used, let you.
she had sent you a link to a girl group performance, the thumbnail had a girl with short hair poking her cheek. “she’s so pretty, her makeup looks amazing...” you spoke in awe.
you stood up to grab your wired earbuds, since you couldn’t afford wireless ones, and watched the performance. it was a very useful distraction from the fighting going on.
hannie: y/n, check out this video :o [link]
y/n: omg, they’re amazing performers!!
y/n: wish i was that good lol
hannie: don’t say that! i’m sure you’re amazing at it :(
y/n: i see their group name is ive, how do you pronounce that? like i’ve?
hannie: i hear people pronouncing it ivy or i’ve, i guess it’s a matter of preference? idk though
hannie: which member caught your eye?
y/n: hmm, the one with the short hair with bangs. she had so much charisma and just looked fierce! she’s so pretty~
after you’d sent that message, you realized ahnz went quiet. so, while you waited for a response, you decided to watch some more videos of the group she had sent you.
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the next day, during class, you received a call from hannie. your teacher, mrs. lee, gave a stern look towards you. “no phone calls during class, miss seo.”
you nodded before answering the call, “sorry, mrs. lee. it’s... an emergency.” your quick answer made her give you a nod, “go out in the hall then, y/n.”
“hannie, what’s going on?” your concerned tone rung in her ears, “y/n, are you able to... meet up...?” she asked, her voice quiet.
“what?”
“are you able to meet up with me?”
the question hung on a string. a string that was about to snap clean in half. you felt your heartbeat increase as you weren’t sure what to answer. sure, you’ve talked to her for two years, but you’ve only thought about meeting up once.
you weren’t sure if you were ready to meet her.
“y/n?” her voice entered your senses again, making you gasp softly.
“ah, sorry-” you barely let out a whisper as you apologize quietly. “y/n, if you’re able to meet up, please come to 4-5, samseong-ro 146-gil, gangnam-gu, seoul. it should be nearby you, yeah?” you hum giving her the confirmation she needed.
“see you then, hannie.”
you walked back into class and all eyes were on you, “so?” your teacher stares you down, waiting for some kind of response.
“what?”
your teacher huffs in annoyance, “what was so important?” your thoughts quickly scramble to make up an excuse, “ah- my grandmother passed away.” you give off a weak smile to keep your act straight as your teachers eyebrows narrow.
“i thought your grandmother passed last year?” it was true, but you had an excuse up your sleeve, “that was on my mother’s side, the recent one is on my father’s.”
mrs. lee quickly gave an apology, which you accepted. she didn’t know it was a lie after all.
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after your classes came to an end, you found yourself in front of the building that hannie suggest you meet up in. but, it was starship entertainment? you weren’t sure why she’d ask to meet up here.
you shrugged before hitting an intercom, that looked very high-tec. you watched as it lit up and noticed a very small camera, recording your presence outside.
“come in,” a female voice is heard thru the intercom as the fancy doors opened to let you in.
“oh- t-thank you...?” you struggled to sound genuine as you were still, very confused. just why did hannie want to meet here?
you hesitantly entered the tall building and nervously looked around. you felt you stood out against the rest, but not in a good way.
you felt very underdressed, everyone else looked as if they were wearing designer clothes (they probably were), you didn’t feel like you fit in.
a taller figure was approaching you with a smile and it felt like time slowed down as you took in their physique. she was nearly 6-feet tall, her smile was very charming, alluring. her hair was on the shorter side, seemed to be a wolfcut. she has a leather jacket on, seemed to be in the middle of recording something, but you weren’t totally sure.
she looked exactly like the female from the fancan video hannie had sent you. just what was hannie playing at?
“hello, are you y/n?” the tall female looked at you with the same charming smile she approached with. with a slow nod, you gave her the confirmation she needed.
“i can’t believe we’re finally meeting each other! my name is ahn yujin,” she leaned in to whisper in your ear, “you know me as hannie~” the teasing tone of her voice made you jolt back, surprised that the female was actually hannie.
“h-hannie?” your voice was failing you. the sudden surprise of learning she’s your closest online friend was big, you could barely let out your voice.
she gave a simple nod before saying, “you can call me yujin now!”. she reached for your wrist, making your pull it back without thinking.
her eyebrows furrowed and yujin looked down at the ground, “ah, i’m sorry. this must be a shock..”
you nodded, “very shocking, i mean i was just watching a fancam of you a few days ago.”
yujin let out a giggle, “i wanted to know your thoughts~” she lightly punched your arm with that same smile.
faking hurt, you grabbed your arm and yelped in pain, “you pain me, yujin!” you laughed, before noticing yujin was looking at you with wide-eyes.
“what?”
“you called me yujin this time,” her voice seemed filled with emotion. what emotion? you couldn’t read it.
you shrugged “you told me i could.”
yujin pulled you in for a tight bear hug, “this makes me so happy! i can’t wait to introduce you to the others~”
you smiled as you gave the same amount of strength into the hug, “already? we just met~” you teased as you received a pinch in response.
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A/N: maybe there will be a part two? we shall find out in the future. i do like how this turned out, did you guys enjoy?
TAGS... idol!yujin x fan!reader, tooth-rotting fluff, light angst, online friends to irl friends to lovers, friends to lovers, reader becomes a fan of yujin after she introduces ive to them.
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For you: Part IV
Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV | Part V | Part VI | Part VII | Part VIII | Part IX
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"It's easier if we come up to see you," Bucky had said, Steve murmuring his agreement in the background of the phone call. "We're gonna be in the city anyway and besides, ain't it better to do it where you can do all the scans and stuff?"
The plan was sound, and made sense to Peter at the time. But here and now, with Captain America and the Winter Soldier making their way up to the penthouse labs in Stark Tower, the vigilante was questioning his judgement.
"Fri do we - "
"Yes, Mother, we have the schematics loaded and ready for display in both holographic and flat form."
"Okay, okay but do you think - "
"You've practiced attaching and detaching the device enough times that your fluidity of movement has increased by 313%."
"Sure but - "
"Peter," the AI cut off the teen's frantic questions. He fell silent, chagrined; she rarely called him Peter anymore and when she did, he knew it was because he was being too much.
He let out a deep sigh.
"Okay, I get it," he gave up. "I'm as ready as I'll ever be I guess."
"You are," the super intelligence agreed. "I'm glad you've come to see reason. Sergeant Barnes and Captain Rogers will arrive on the elevator in ETA 10 seconds."
They were coming by so that Peter, 18-year-old, clumsy Peter, could attach Bucky's new prosthetic based on Mr. Stark's assemblage instructions. He was, for lack of any better words, fucking terrified.
It wasn't so much that Bucky and Cap scared him, at least not any more. He had a healthy respect for the pair after everything they'd gone through, but the few meet ups he'd had with the group as a whole had made him appreciate the less-obvious qualities that each hero had in turn. Sure, Bucky was scary as heck in a fight, but outside of that he was quiet and kind of contemplative. Steve was the driving force for optimism and doing the right thing - and also an absolute mother hen.
Instead it was the fact that he was basically going to be attaching this thing, that he did not create, that cost Mr. Stark probably at least a million dollars? Onto the body of a super soldier while his - best friend or boyfriend or whatever they were, Peter really never got clarification - watched over his shoulder. He was having performance anxiety, big time.
He concentrated on those better qualities of theirs as the elevator door opened.
An hour later, he wasn't sure why he'd be so scared in the first place.
"You're really a natural at all this, huh?" Steve asked, peering over all the holodisplays Friday had helpfully pulled up for Peter as he went along attaching circuitry, wires, and faceplates. The blonde's eyes were wide trying to take everything in while Peter, finally confident in the face of the older man's perplexity, worked slowly but surely on finishing the attachment of Bucky's new arm.
"Sort of," the teen chuckled. "Mostly it's just that I spent so long growing up without any of the bells and whistles - oops, sorry," he grimaced after a slight spark made Bucky flinch. They were bound to happen, given that the battery that was Bucky's natural electrical system couldn't be turned off like one could a computer they were changing the parts in. " - that now that I've got all this stuff to make it so much easier, it's more understandable than it probably would've been otherwise, if that makes sense."
Bucky hummed in agreement. "Kinda like training with weights then goin' into the fight without 'em on." His Brooklyn accent was stronger than it had been before. Maybe it meant more of his old self was returning. The thought made Peter happy for the other man.
"Yeah, yeah exactly!"
"You know, I always thought Tony was one of a kind with how smart he was," Steve admitted after a few more moments of silence scattered with the light clinks of metals and wires being maneuvered in Peter's sure hands. "And he is, I'm not saying he wasn't, but you really do him justice here, Pete."
Peter ducked his head, flush blossoming in a great pink wave across his cheeks and the back of his neck.
"Nah," he disagreed quietly. "I'm nothing special. I bet there's thousands more people who would be able to put all this to better use." He sighed.
"No they wouldn't," Bucky said in a sure, firm tone. Peter looked up at him, his curls - getting too long, needing a cut - falling slightly across his eyes. "I've seen a lot of people, kid, and trust me, you are one in a billion."
Peter's breath caught and he stared at the assassin in shocked silence. He was brought out of it when Steve laid one of his large hands over Peter's slight shoulder, engulfing him in warmth.
"Buck's right, son," Steve agreed. A warmth Peter hadn't known since before Uncle Ben passed away washed over him. Something that felt like acceptance and family all rolled into one.
"Thanks," he replied quietly to the both of them. Steve kept his hand there for just long enough that Peter could pull on that warm memory with ease later.
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"Shoulda seen him, Pete," Bucky said, tossing a foam football to Steve, who tossed it to the teen, who tossed it back to Bucky in a smooth triangle stretching across the lab. "Stevie used to be a beanpole - short and tiny and yet had the bite of a gator wrapped up in all that acne and asthma," he chuckled.
"Yeah, yeah, live it up, wise guy," Steve replied, smile taking any bite that might've been there right back out of it.
They were, ostensibly, calibrating Bucky's arm. Peter had finished with the installation a while ago and had gone back a few times to make some minor adjustments. They'd been tossing the toy ball that was he and Mr. Stark's 'thinking ball' between themselves to test the arm's dexterity, reliability, and maneuverability, but the spider was pretty sure it was as good as it could be at this point without a real endurance test. Still though. He was having fun, relaxing with his new friends. He could unwind with them in a way that Ned and MJ just couldn't do for him. He tried not to feel bad for spending so much time away from his friends but his life was just so - different, now. He'd make it up to them.
"I used to have asthma too," the teen admitted, tossing the ball to Bucky again. "And glasses, and all sorts of problems." He shrugged, catching the ball from Steve. "The bite kind of cleared all of that up, though I still have problems with the cold."
"Oh yeah?" Bucky asked, thoughtful.
"Never really knew why, just seemed to stick around, honestly feels a little worse but I don't know if it's just like that in comparison to like having none of the other stuff to distract my senses from it."
"You know," Bucky drawled, pausing as he caught the ball, holding it cocked against his hip. "Spiders can't thermoregulate. It's why you never see 'em in winter." Peter and Steve both blinked at him. In an act of absolute insanity, the winter soldier blushed. "What?" he asked, defensive, throwing the ball more firmly than necessary at Steve. "I read!"
"I never really thought of that," the younger man admitted. "That might actually bear looking into. Hey, Fri?"
"Yes, Mother?"
"Can you make a note to research that?"
"Of course, Mother. Also, this is your reminder that it is 2pm and you have not yet eaten."
"Thanks, Friday," he grinned. He caught the older men looking at him. "What?"
"Mother?" Steve and Bucky asked in unison, smirks firmly in place. He covered his face with his hands and groaned.
Peter had lunch delivered from his and May's favorite Thai place, leaving a hefty tip. It was still weird to him to just…having access to money now. He hadn't really used it except to pay for things like food and help May with bills and pay for his enrollment to Columbia. He was relieved, honestly, that the sudden influx of cash and power hadn't gone to his head. He liked to think it wouldn't but he was as human as everyone else and he'd seen good people do terrible things for cash.
Lunch with Steve and Bucky was good. It felt just like a continuation of the last few hours they'd spent together, like hanging out and just being friends. Refreshing, after everything. He'd answered embarrassing questions - like why Friday called him Mother (and then teased Steve for not getting the reference, even though Bucky somehow did), establishing a promise to have some kind of movie night so that he and Bucky could show Steve the legendary Alien films, and of course answering even more awkward questions.
"So no girlfriend?"
"Uh, nope, no not right now."
"Boyfriend?"
"Uh - "
"It's okay if you have a boyfriend, you know - "
"Or even a nonbinary partner! I hear that's a thing now, too, though I guess it always was and we just never really talked about it - "
"What Steve means, Pete, is no judgement from us. What's judgin' ever got anybody anyway?"
"Thanks guys, but no, no partners of any kind right now."
"Hmmm."
"What's that look for?"
"Still hung up on Tony, huh?"
"W-what??"
"It's okay, I get it, Stark was a handsome man. Don't look at me like that, Stevie, I know you ain't blind."
So yeah, awkward. Though, kind of sweet too? It was really kind of Bucky and Steve to just get it when it came to him and his feelings for Mr. Stark, as unrequited as they would always be. Felt a little easier to breath after that conversation, honestly. Ned and MJ had teased him constantly about his crush on Mr. Stark. May had too, for a while, though she'd stopped after - well after everything.
Apparently the billionaire and his aunt had done a lot to support each other while he was Blipped. Aunt May talked about Tony a lot differently, more supportive and less teasingly, than she ever had before.
He sighed, exhausted, spinning on his stool in the lab. Steve and Bucky had left a little while ago and he was still lost in his thoughts. He needed to stop thinking about this. About Tony Stark. He looked around.
"Guess it's kind of hard to not think about him when literally everything looks like he's about to walk right back in," he said to himself. He didn't want to get rid of any of it, but - "Fri, baby?"
"Yes, Mother?"
"Put on the Stark-Parker Playlist #3. I've got some cleaning to do."
He spent the next two hours decluttering everything he could. Pens and pencils back where they belonged, rinsing out the coffee machine, papers getting filed away, tools and loose screws and wires being organized. In the end, the lab looked cleaner than he could ever remember it being. And it still felt like Tony, for sure, but it also felt like a breath of fresh air.
He slid his stool across the room to the last filing cabinet. He knew this was where all the experimental files got stored, just random notes on thought experiments and the like. All the real experiments - the weapons and suit projects - were all stored in Friday's cloud, but bits and pieces of physical hardware were inevitably tossed here.
As he pulled things out and arranged them on the floor to get some sense of what exactly was in the cabinet, he slowly realized that the things he was pulling out weren't exactly random. His piles were forming a pattern on the floor, piles of notes about holographic improvements next to auditory transcription, and weirdly a pile about how birds can mimic sound with their vocal patterns.
He stepped back from the landscape he created, scratching his head.
"Friday?" he called, tilting his head back and forth as though he were looking at a picture that was just slightly out of order.
"Yes, Mother?"
"What the hell am I looking at?" he asked. He was slightly frustrated. He could tell all this went together but - but not how. Like a puzzle missing one too many pieces.
"On the floor in front of you are assorted piles of - "
"No, no," he shook his head. Pinching the bridge of his nose, he said, "Sorry, I should've been more clear."
"It is okay, Mother. I am still learning. What is it you would like to know?"
"It looks like all of this - stuff - the notes and the research and things - like they all go together. Was Mr. Stark working on something?"
Friday was quiet for a moment before saying, "Yes, though I am not sure he ever meant for the research to be conclusive or be shared." Her voice was hesitant.
"So, he stopped researching?" Peter asked, mind turning over what the man could've possibly been working on.
"Yes."
"Was it because he hit a dead end?" The thought of being able to finish something that Mr. Stark couldn't was invigorating.
"Yes and no." Peter narrowed his eyes, looking up - even though, technically, Friday was everywhere in this lab.
"Fri, what are you holding back from me? It's not - " he paused, " - it's not dangerous is it?"
"Not in the manner a weapon might be." He groaned.
"Friday," he said in the same tone Aunt May used on him when he was edging around a subject.
He figured he might've gotten it down right when she answered, "Boss had been investigating the best and most accurate methods of recreating natural intelligence."
"So, a new form of AI," Peter clarified.
"No," she replied, more softly. "I believe, based on the results of some of his testing, that he was attempting to recreate a previously known organic intelligence." A pause, and Peter's spidey-sense tingled, ever so slightly. "He was attempting to recreate your intelligence, Mother."
It felt as though the floor had dropped out from under him, his stomach doing a wicked somersault. He had the vaguest sense of vertigo, like he'd missed grabbing a web when slinging high between two buildings in downtown.
"Why - " his voice clicked, throat dry from shock. "Why would he - ?"
"If I were to posit," Friday said in that same slightly gentle tone. "I have watched you and Boss both, together and on an individual basis. From some of the similar actions you both have taken, I can extrapolate that, in the best way I am currently able to describe," she paused, like she did not like the uncertain nature of the information she was about to unveil, "he was attempting to create such an intelligence because he missed you, Mother."
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amazingmaeve · 2 years
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GARY "Eggsy" UNWIN FIC RECOMMENDATIONS !
follow everyone of the authors and give them all the love for each and everyone of these fics because they’re AMAZING! also like and give the author as much support as you can.
also ive just watched the first movie and it was amazing and ill probably be watching the others as well!
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fights ➵ @bi-bard
summary ➵ when someone spends their childhood learning how to kill people, they don't commonly realize how much they miss out on.
i’ll take care of you ➵ @1-imaginary-girl
summary ➵ you’re driving home from work one night when you accidentally hit someone with your car. when you insist on helping them, you have no idea just who you’re getting involved with.
darlin’ i’m comin’ home ➵ @shieldedreams
summary ➵ after a tough mission, all eggsy wants is to wrap his arms around you and call it a night... though, he should wash off the blood first.
you needed me ➵ @shieldedreams
summary ➵ normally you’d let it slide when eggsy misses out on a date–given it’s his job–but on the day you needed him most and showing up late for your anniversary, it’s not so easy this time around.
you’re late again ➵ @unabashedlyawhore
summary ➵ eggsy is late for date night after being on a mission. you two argue and he raises his voice at you and you start crying and it leads to sorry/ makeup sex.
the spy who loved me ➵ @bluesfortheredj
summary ➵ eggsy and you reunite as he shows you around his new house
romance and espionage ➵ @yelenasdog
summary ➵ who knew names could be such a touchy subject?
surprise ➵ @hauntedflamingo
summary ➵ as a secret agent, you thought Eggsy would be well equipped to handle anything. you never meant for this to be that big of a surprise.
not a damn damsel ➵ @storiesforallfandoms
summary ➵ not all kidnapped princesses are damsels in distress, and eggsy comes to learn this the hard way
new years kiss ➵ @the-dendrophile-bookworm
summary ➵ you go out to a new years party with a guy who ditches you. luckily a charming guy comes to the rescue
take your daughter to work day ➵ @unabashedlyawhore
summary ➵ Its Eggsy's turn to take your daughter to work this year! and after Eggsy and your daughter get home you and Eggsy finally get to spend some time together!
just drinking buddies ➵ @the-dendrophile-bookworm
summary ➵ break ups are always messy but make ups are always the best.
a different background ➵ @ijustwant2write
summary ➵ ‘Hi! I really like your writing it’s incredible ❤❤ can you please write an Eggsy x reader where the reader is a very serious agent and she’s been part of the kingsman before Eggsy and he really likes her and try to grab her attention in many ways and most of them fail leaving him embarrassed while Charlie and the others make fun of him but when he refuses to shoot JB that’s when he caught her attention (it takes place during the first film)? I’ll love you forever if you did it! ❤❤’
time to meet the in laws ➵ @ijustwant2write
summary ➵ Eggsy unwin x reader where they’re dating and she meets his mother and he tells her that he wants to meet his parents and when he does they ask him personal questions and ask which university he went to and when they know he didn’t go to any they say that they don’t approve because the reader is from a very rich/important family in London but she talks with them alone about how much she loves him and how he would do anything for her and they change their mind?
dangerous woman ➵ @ijustwant2write
summary ➵ Can you please do an imagine with Eggsy where he is madly in love with the reader but she won’t let him because she’s afraid of getting hurt. One day he decided to confront her about it while she’s in the library reasearching.
team work ➵ @ijustwant2write
summary ➵ Hey! Could I request an imagine where reader and Eggsy (Kingsman) break up and they're sad and stuff, so the rest of the agents try to get them back together,please?
simply best friends? ➵ @mcsstydia
summary ➵ being in love with your best friend sucks, especially when he knew it and didn’t want to take things forward.
wild one ➵ @ardentmuse
summary ➵ You are a Statesman agent brought in to assist the Kingsman, but Eggsy would much rather seduce you. If only you’d succumb to his advances.
the alley ➵ @multifandomfanfic
summary ➵ After a night of drinking, some feelings emerge between Eggsy and Y/N. It gets pretty hot and heavy.
safe ➵ @dangerouslcve
summary ➵ Eggsy where he’s like injured and the reader has to take care of him.
when im done with you ➵ @dreamingoftaron
summary ➵ Eggsy punishes you after interrupting him during a business call.
the challenge ➵ @xsyntheticsensation
summary ➵ Agents Galahad and Gawain engage in a challenge.
humor me ➵ @avengersandlovers
summary ➵ eggsy returns home from a mission where things get steamier than he would have expected.
years later ➵ @imagineaworlds
summary ➵ you’ve been getting a LOT of Billy and Steve so how about an Eggsy? one where you’re also an agent and he thinks you died but you show up after almost a year then end up having really emotional smut
sweet love ➵ @captainmarvels
summary ➵ Eggsy knows he can only run so far from love, because his heart belongs to only one person - you. 
aim to please ➵ @avengersandlovers
summary ➵ you and eggsy used to be as thick as thieves until one day something major happened and years late the both of you reunite.
you’re jealous ➵ @flippingeggsy
summary ➵ I would love to see some Eggsy smut if you don’t mind! Maybe on where he gets jealous watching the reader flirting with someone as part of a mission.
put some socks on ➵ @favficarchives
summary ➵ You’re a member of the Cupler Ring and you’re working with Galahad on a mutual assignment. Overbooked hotels lead to everyone’s favorite scenario: bed sharing.
obviously ➵ @avengersandlovers
summary ➵ who knew that spies could be so obvious about there feelings.
truth ➵ @avengersandlovers
summary ➵ you know that eggsy is hiding something especially when he comes home in cuts and bruises. but it turns out you have a special method to get him to spill his guts.
merlot ➵ @therealkillerqueen
summary ➵ having feelings for eggsy is kinda hard when he can be one of the cockiest people.
home ➵ @bluesfortheredj
summary ➵ Eggsy x reader. Eggsy comes home from a long mission to find his wife/girlfriend. (You can chose a which, I don’t mind). He finds her asleep at her desk. Even though Arthur told her to go home.
swimming ➵ @bluesfortheredj
summary ➵ I have this idea. Eggsy x Reader in a lake or swimming pool. (Shortly after eggsy did a troubling mission having to do w water,& reader feared she almost lost him) Reader jumps into water with him , maybe as he's in the middle coming out , A warm reuniting moment between the two, then Teasing and flirting laughter, Leads to heatedness(in the water or after they've gotten out??) . Smut it up if possible aha
misunderstanding ➵ @danniejgrayson
summary ➵ things have consequences when eggsy doesn’t tell y/n about his true job.
cocky bastard ➵ @danniejgrayson
summary ➵ while in a meeting for their next mission eggsy distracts y/n which leads her to doing something she never wanted to do in the first place.
a bit vodka don’t hurt nobody ➵ @shieldedreams
summary ➵ in which you’re agent tequila’s sister, agent v... who eggsy’s smitten by the first encounter after being shot at with a tranquilizer.
cheeky bastards ➵ @favficarchives
summary ➵ You’re an auxiliary Kingsman agent stationed in the US, and you’re an all-around professional. Eggsy, on the other, isn’t...
meeting eggsy unwin ➵ @itsanerdlife
summary ➵ meeting eggsy unwin for the first would go like this.
distracted ➵ @itsanerdlife
summary ➵ You’re hopelessly distracted when Eggsy is anywhere near you. Your mind slips down the rabbit hole, leaving you watching Eggsy like a horny teen. Eggsy’s taken notice to your distracted state when he’s around, leaving you fumbling for a response.
drunk love ➵ @make-me-imagine
summary ➵ Hello! I'm so excited your requests are open, your imagines are some of my favs 😄 I'd love to request a Pre Kingsman Eggsy x reader with R being drunk and showing up at Eggsy's, he takes care of her and tells her how cute she is? Maybe she confesses that she's in love with him. If it's not too much trouble! ❤
you’re my best friend ➵ @claraswritings
summary ➵ Been having this rattle around in my head for ages...Its set during the first film and yes, the title and some parts are inspired by You Are In Love by Taylor Swift.
you are the only one I want ➵ @yelenas-lova
summary ➵ Eggsy comes home from a rough mission feeling like he is not good enough for his girlfriend.
hopeless ➵ @ikaris-whore
summary ➵ Okay so I have this headcanon for eggsy where he would leave little things to remind you of him, his love for you when he leaves on missions. It is totally self indulgent but I am posting it in hopes that some of you enjoy it too.
change ➵ @dashesofink
summary ➵ “Could I please request a fluffy Eggsy scenario that involves a backhug from him? I'm in need of some snuggling and cuddling with him uwu”
don’t cry ➵ @imagine-richards
summary ➵ you and eggsy aren’t just friends and he knows it.
safe ➵ @writingsofspn
summary ➵ Eggsy takes in the rare moments of peace after coming home from a mission.
old friend ➵ @pinballwvzard
summary ➵ fake dating au, you and eggsy are best friends and the only way you can get him into your sister’s wedding is by pretending you’ve (finally) started dating. [x reader, she/her pronouns]
get well soon ➵ @pinballwvzard
summary ➵ after a work related break in, you end up in hospital. [x reader, they/them pronouns]
pretending ➵ @brrahbrrahcharacterimagines
summary ➵ you and eggsy have to go undercover as a couple and it’s more comfortable than you’d expect it to be.
blanket ➵ @fightmewiatch
summary ➵ Wrapping a blanket around them when they are sitting on the couch and watching a show.���
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ON AO3
these are all the fics that ive found on the website ‘archive of our own’. also don’t worry ill be putting in the authors handle in on here to.
also go and show your love for these fics as well for the authors who have beautifully written these.
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the tech man’s assistant ➵ pendragonfics
summary ➵ In comes the next batch of potential Kingsman agents training for the position of Lancelot. One of them in particular has an interest in the Reader.
insufferable ➵ dickgrayson80sremixmp3
summary ➵ No, he definitely doesn’t like you like that, does he? Is he some kind of masochist? Does he actually enjoy the way you make his normally quick-witted self seem dull and slow in comparison? No. He doesn’t. He finds you insufferably annoying and that’s that
manners maketh man ➵ adapttothis
summary ➵ Your nights at the bar bordered on boring, until a posh and proper gentleman became a regular. His name is Eggsy, and you both converse on the regular. But one night, when a few tipsy men decide that it’s their right to touch you inappropriately, Eggsy shows them what being a gentleman means.
happy birthday daddy ➵ MissPygmyPie
summary ➵ Can I request a Eggsy x reader? They’re married and she’s sick but turns out to be pregnant?
a lot of things ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ Eggsy is a lot of things. Unfortunately being your boyfriend isn't one of them... but things change, don't they?
a little warning next time ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ having your boyfriend come home covered in blood with a bag of guns is enough to rattle anyone's evening...
lose a heart ➵ Dendrophile_Bookworm
summary ➵ So I was wondering if u could write an angsty fic for Eggsy urwin with the prompt “I mean, yeah, I didn’t need my heart anyway. Who cares if it breaks?”
me too ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ "Omg could you do an eggsy unwin x reader with the prompt “i had to carry you to bed last night, you were exhausted.” from the domestic list. Thanks you so much if you do, I love your writing!"
distraction ➵ justthehiddles
summary ➵ when Eggsy cancels plans with you once again, you decide to head out with your best friend. You never expected to run into Eggsy dancing with another woman
for my health ➵ itsab
summary ➵ The reader has a minor incident, and Eggsy is a protective boyfriend.
darling ➵ DeepDisiresLonging
summary ➵ Eggsy and the Reader are undercover as a couple, and they know the room is bugged. The reader suggests that they engage in certain activities to make the relationship “sound real.”
just like I was ➵ kingsmanstories
summary ➵ Eggsy is on the lookout for a person to fill a deceased agent's position, and he ends up finding someone just like he was before he joined Kingsman.
mission report ➵ Writings_of_a_Hufflepuff
summary ➵ Eggsy comes back home after a 3 week long mission.
it’s not what i feel it’s what i didn’t show ➵ sentimental_boy
summary ➵ You and Eggsy have been together for a while and you're always receptive to his touches, but it takes a little work to bring you out of your shell.
dad? ➵ TerribleCreations
summary ➵ You and Eggsy have been dating for a long time, but he still hasn't met your parents. But that changes when you're invited to your cousin's for brunch
craft ➵ badvibrations
summary ➵ eggsy is smug and overconfident. He flirts too much, and doesn't know when to quit. But he certainly is convincing.
language barriers ➵ adapttothis
summary ➵ you are the resident translator at Kingsman, and are tasked with assignments like interrogating criminals from other countries. You are one of the best translators in the country, but when you are around a certain Kingsman agent, you tend to mess up a little. He certainly doesn’t seem to mind, though.
turn-u-out ➵ badvibrations
summary ➵ While on a mission with Eggsy, things take a sudden turn.
competitive ➵ PepperTheSassySpy
summary ➵ Reader and Eggsy have feelings for each other, but instead of talking to each other they channel it into an ongoing competition between each other. It's all well and good until reader acidentally goes too far and makes Eggsy jealous. Will they patch things up or did their competitive nature get the best of them?
goodbye stranger ➵ MissPygmyPie
summary ➵ Eggsy meets a stranger, a girl, one night. They instantly connect, given the fact that they both feel depressed and are drunk. He tries to find her again because he can't stop thinking about her, but will he succeed?
dog course adventure ➵ MissPygmyPie
summary ➵ Eggsy takes reader to meet his family for the first time. JB decides to chase reader around his doggie fun course in the backyard. Obviously, Michelle and Eggsy witness everything.
rules are made to be broken ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ You have rules... very specific rules. But where's the fun in following them?
good girl ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ An eggsy imagine where eggsy goes to the readers house after they both completed a mission and he sees her wearing her short pjs and he couldnt resist her and smut smut smut lots of smut
between two lovers ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ Can you write a smut where the reader is dating anther agent (let’s just pretend like Charlie is an agent) and when they go to a ball Charlie doesn’t pay attention to the reader and eggsy notices that and he takes her to his room.
the more you know ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ Based off of a tumblr prompt of married Eggsy x Reader!
I want to be there for you even though you don’t need me to ➵ sentimental_boy
summary ➵ You're training when another agent discovers your hearing aid and rips it out of your ear. Eggsy had no idea you had a hearing impairment, despite knowing you for years, but jumps to your defense anyway.
burnin’ for you ➵ badvibrations
summary ➵ The heatwave hits. You and Eggsy have to find ways to occupy yourselves.
daughter of Kingsman ➵ PepperTheSassySpy
summary ➵ One rainy night changes Harry's life forever when he finds a baby on Kingsman's doorstep and makes the decision to raise her. As she grows, she dreams of being a Kingsman, following in her adoptive father's footsteps. She doesn't realize she wanted anything more until she meets Harry's other protégé.
toast ➵ Like_an_arrow
summary ➵ Eggsy has returned from another long mission and he's happy to be home. He fancies some toast, and he fancies some fun.
call it what you want ➵ phoenixjean
summary ➵ “Gotta say, ‘m glad to see you’re still here, love.” Distracted as you are, Eggsy’s voice makes you jump, almost dropping your mug as you turn to look at him. His voice is low and rough with sleep and his complete lack of a shirt makes it hard for you to come up with an answer quickly.
safe ➵ witchymarvelspacecase
summary ➵ Eggsy was your neighbor growing up. You ran together as kids, and as teens. He was your protector. And when he left, things went down
lost battle ➵ WritingWithADinosaur
summary ➵ A bad mental breakdown leads you to lean into your addictions again, causing the downward spiral to continue. A oneshot that shows that support can mean the world to someone who has to focus on individual battles that add up in a massive internal war.
jokes on you ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ Based off a tumblr prompt "Looks like we'll be trapped for awhile..."
only you ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ Tumblr prompt! "I'm in love... shit"
under pressure ➵ shepfiles
summary ➵ You and Eggsy are in Kentucky, and you had a few too many drinks...
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rileys-battlecats · 5 days
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omg?? i adore everything ab all of ur work, but especially ur warriors oc stuff. all the characters are so well-characterized and designed. and also the names?? did i mention designs?? honestly mudpaw is one of the most relatable characters ive ever seen. also i love that the other apprentices are actually understanding and more like actual children cats instead of existing to be mean. (ok that sounds like im saying children aren’t mean i promise some of them are)
but like, to the actual question/s. how did you come up with the concept and get it to this point? in that one commentary video you made, i remember you mentioning that he used to be mudstripe, and he was a serial killer (sidenote that’s actually so baddie) although you decided that you wanted to tell the story of a victim rather than a villian. but did it take a lot of thinking to get micaclan as a whole to this point, or did it just kinda come naturally? also im so sorry i typed an entire essay
WAAAAHHSVDJHSDJAB THANK YOU :') also you don't ever have to apologize for sending me essays in my inbox I love asks like this <3 <3
The story and world as they are now have developed incrementally over time. In the beginning, I never really intended to make anything more for this story beyond "Johnny". I had a very specific animatic visualized for that song (because I'd been listening to it on loop for days lol), and I made characters and a story that fit with the idea.
After making and uploading it, though, the characters and their story kept knocking around in my brain!! I wanted to expand on them, and to develop them more. If my memory is right, "Johnny" was the first time I'd ever made a video telling a story of my own making (previous projects had all been stuff from existing media), and I was excited by the idea of making more :) the storytelling aspect was really interesting to me!
I started coming up with more details in my head, things like character traits and names and the next story beats I wanted to portray. By the time I made "The Garden", I'd worked up at least a loose idea of the story in my head (though I wasn't sure where exactly I was going to take it in the end at that point), and I had designed most of the clan members (mostly to fill backgrounds tbh).
Then, some folks in the youtube comments started asking about references for the different characters, and I started this blog to share them! This is definitely the point where I got REALLY into worldbuilding and fleshing out characters haha. Each reference I posted included a little bit of text about the character, and I got to put to words some of the ideas I'd had previously. Or, it gave me the opportunity to come up with some character traits for background characters I hadn't given much thought to previously! Then people started engaging with the blog more, and having people ask questions gave me the opportunity to think about lots of different aspects of the story, characters, and world. From there, it feels like the entire story expanded, bit by bit, detail by detail. So it definitely took a lot of thinking, but that thinking happened pretty naturally over time, if that makes sense!
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hiya motts!
i wanted to share a scenario ive been thinking abt lately,, and it's just where you and wanda build a pillow fort together and just snuggle or read books together inside, i honestly think it's pretty cute and cozy & i couldn't stop thinking abt it recently hshshswhs 💞
anw thx for listening! i hope ure havin a great day <33
(also i was also wondering if i could be 🍊 anon by any chance if thats fine with u !)
HELLO IM HERE WITH THE FIC! Thank you lil orange for this adorable little idea and I'm sorry I've taken so long to reply!! Again this is unedited because I started typing words and didn't stop so uhm.. we'll just go with it
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wanda maximoff x reader; fluff, just some coziness with our fave post-AoU gal, emo Wanda, pillow forts, mentions of HYDRA/Wanda's sad childhood, crushes no one will admit while Pietro plays the background matchmaker
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“I can make whatever fort you want in two seconds, you know? I could build it in front of you even…” Wanda trudged down the stairs with more pillows from who knows where, grabbing as many as she could because you’d insisted on maximum pillowy softness, whatever that meant. 
You popped out with a gasp, your head poking from under a disorderly pile of blankets and couch cushions. “That’s not fun, Wanda! Doing it ourselves is the only way to go.” Wiggling out from under the mess you’d made in the living room, you took some of the pillows from her… only to dump them in a new pile next to your current one. “Gotta stay organized for the build!”
Wanda huffed at the sight, wondering how you were going to make sense of your building materials, if you could really call them that. She let you pull her along, but as you started placing cushions here and there, Wanda just stood still, admittedly lost on how to even start. 
After a few minutes of waiting around, you realized Wanda hadn’t taken even one step and you frowned at her. “It’ll go faster if you help me.”
“I don’t really…” The brunette dropped her eyes to the blankets at her feet, rubbing her arm nervously. She’d never really made blanket forts; they were on TV and she knew the general idea, but growing up orphaned in a war-torn country meant she was lucky if she and Pietro had one single blanket from night to night. With HYDRA, there was no such thing— life was only her cell and the experimentation chamber until she got her powers and once she did, she was watched 24/7, given things to hold only when Strucker was around to instruct her what to do with them. She hadn’t been in America long and after the Ultron incident, she had to keep a low profile which meant going out, making friends, exploring her new surroundings was off limits. 
Pietro was great at making friends with his new teammates, gaining their trust quickly, but Wanda had been in their heads and for that they were rightfully wary. Not mean, but she didn’t get invited to outings nearly as much as her twin— being mostly quiet didn’t help, not when she preferred sitting and watching others instead of taking the leap and joining in. For all her powers, an outgoing nature was not one of them; that was always Pietro’s thing. You were his friend first too, hanging out with him at meals and after missions, but unlike most of the others, you talked to her as well. Even if you found her without her silver-haired brother, you still waved at Wanda or sat next to her and asked about her day.
And so she started gravitating towards you as well, seeking you out if she wanted company or a break from Pietro’s non-stop rambling. Sometimes the two of you were silent and others Wanda opened up, asking you questions about your home or teaching you about hers. That’s how you learned just how little she’d had the opportunity to do and when you’d resolved to give her those experiences, no matter how small. 
Which is also how you’d become familiar with the look Wanda wore now, unsure and retreating in an attempt not to appear upset or uncomfortable.  You weren’t a mind reader, but somehow in your short time together, you’d grown to know her well. “There’s no right way to do it, I promise. Here, you can help me lay the foundation.”
You took her hand and brought her around to the half-constructed ‘foundation,’ a layer of thick couch cushions Wanda recognized from Natasha’s room. “Isn’t she going to miss these?”
“We’re going to give them back. Also, that woman never rests. I doubt she’s ever used that couch,” You shrugged, leaving out the part that this was not your first time taking your teammate’s furniture. Wanda thankfully didn’t argue, instead following your lead and laying out various cushions until it reached out multiple feet from the edge of the couch. “Now, true building begins!”
Wanda helped you arrange stacks of pillows into makeshift walls, drape sheets over sides of the couch, even had the great suggestion of grabbing a long baton from the training room for a true tented feel. She didn’t realize she was smiling until her face hurt, tossing a square pillow at you as you joked about her lopsided drapery skills. “You said there’s no right way! This is my way and I think it looks… just fine!” 
“Right right, we’ll see how long it stays up then.” She finally understood what you meant when you said maximum softness as you started throwing pillow after pillow against the floor of the fort, making such a thick place to lay on, Wanda was afraid she’d never want to get up when she sat down. 
The two of you took a step back to gaze upon your handiwork and truly, Wanda couldn’t help but feel proud at what she’d done. “Building it ourselves was fun.”
You turned to look at Wanda, her small smile as she looked at the fort making your heart swell. Seeing her happy, even if it was just for an afternoon, was always the highlight of your day especially if it was something you’d done together. “Told you so! The most fun part is enjoying the fruits of our labor though,” You grabbed the snacks the two of you had chosen earlier and ducked under the fort cover, settling in with Wanda right on your heels.
She chose to sit right next to you, close enough that she could promptly lean her head on your shoulder. Thankfully Wanda remembered the remote and the movies you’d planned to watch because as she toggled through the various screens, you were still frozen with the shock of her laying against you. She smelled so sweet, you wanted to cry or hug her or anything to keep her close like this forever. So many weeks ago, Wanda made a passing comment on affection, casually mentioning how she valued physical touch in reminding her loved ones that she cares. When you pointed out how little you’d seen her touch anyone, Wanda’s face instantly fell.
My only family is Pietro and the others, well… I don’t think most of them trust me enough to let me close to them, much less touch or hold their hand. 
You’d assured her then you weren’t afraid of her, that you would never shy away from her for something meant to be a kind gesture. She said thank you and that she appreciated your honesty and that was that before she switched to a completely different topic of conversation. Since then, you’d noticed every time Wanda squeezed Pietro’s arm or gave him a hug after returning and while you understood her hesitancy, you found you were a little jealous. You wanted to know what it felt like to be on the receiving end of Wanda’s affection, yearned for it even, but you’d never voice such a thing.
So this, today, whatever resting her head on you meant, you felt as though you could melt right into the floor. Pietro made you swear not to say a word, but learning of how much she talked about you, that she didn’t think you were annoying or pushy, but instead a welcome comfort, was the most pride you’d ever felt in your time being an Avenger. If you could spend the rest of your days showing Wanda your favorite things and helping her find some of her own, you’d be overjoyed. 
“Your thoughts are loud again.” Wanda looked at you quizzically, turning her head to search your expression.
“W-What—” She swore not to read anyone’s mind without permission anymore; but she’d told you if someone thought really intensely, she couldn’t help but sense it. Just like hearing a conversation as you walk down the street, it wasn’t something she could stop. This wasn’t the first time Wanda had called you out for your loud brain, mortifying each time you realized your feelings for her were overwhelming again. 
She never told you what she could hear, scared you might panic if you were aware she could particularly tell whenever your thoughts uttered her name. It was fine, she could wait patiently until you were ready to tell her about your crush yourself and she could say she liked you right back. “If you’re thinking about my side of the fort, don’t. Shut up and watch the movie.”
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thesherrinfordfacility · 11 months
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lmao guess whos activated ✨blathering oaf mode✨ again (clue: its me)
(cut because length and spoilers, read at your own peril)
so this post got me spiralling into detective mode again and yes i know douglas suggesting it might have been war/pollution but i have certified trust issues™ and i dont believe that for one darn second
BUT
i also don't think it's a kiss. lemme explain horrifically
so i took another look at the two frames we have of The Leaked Smooch™ and the background has a lot to be desired (if you take into account that the boys are taking up most of the frame (duh), plus already fairly average quality video PLUS compression from when i captured it)
but i think we can safely rule out that The Leaked Smooch™ doesn't happen in the theatre here, mainly because even though the quality is bad, the glasses in the Smooch™ are crowley's modern ones, not the ones we saw him wear in the 1941 flashback in s1, plus his hair is differently styled... so yes can pretty confidently say this is not the kiss we are looking for
so i wanted to pinpoint what era the theatre bit is actually set in, and therefore i set about identifying the theatre in question. turns out kids that im not a good researcher (despite it literally being my job) so it took FUCKING AGES but i eventually found set photos of the boys entering a theatre, specifically the hippodrome in bo'ness:
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now this was a turn-up for the books, because that's crowley's 1941 costume right??? id recognise that iconic fit anywhere. az's costume is trickier to pinpoint bc he wears the same damn thing but pretty sure this is a match to the church scene:
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so we know from s1 that we have the church scene yada yada, and crowley offers aziraphale a lift home... which we know he accepts given that the s2 trailer gives us the ✨Dinner of '41✨ scene:
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the other bit however to this puzzle is that there ALSO a set pic of aziraphale at the hippodrome in his magician's outfit. given the frame from the trailer where he looks like he's about to brick it going on stage, surrounded by lovely burlesque girlies and dame siân phillips in period dress, AND there were extras on the set dressed in ww2-type army uniforms, so i think it can be fairly surmised that this bit also occurs in the 40s
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so my thought process is that we're getting two separate scenes (kinda) from the 40s, we have the church bit from s1 plus the Dinner of '41 scene as its own entity, but then, like
aziraphale is doing his magic act as a side hustle to this burlesque show? and crowley turns up to watch him, hiding out up in the box?
if we follow this completely made up narrative ive just come up with, aziraphale, im assuming, finishes up and gets changed into his normal clothes, and then goes up to this box to meet crowley?
to this end, i captured and slowed down the bit in the opening sequence where aziraphale and crowley (sorry douglas, not buying it) are in the box... and-
now to my eye, the motion of them in the clip looks like they are dancing? i don't have the source to hand but we've had it confirmed that a choreographer was brought into s2, not impossible az would go up to meet crowley after his magic act, whilst there's still something going on on the stage, and the two end up dancing or something? and az bless his heart gets spooked from that?
im reasonably convinced that this might be the origin of the 'you go too fast for me' line - something happens and ultimately aziraphale gets spooked given that he's only just realised he has Feelings for crowley, and so my boy fucking legs it (a lil post i made a while ago about this exact scenario if you'd care to peruse)
other thing to note:
there is a figure that is lurking behind aziraphale and crowley in the box, which looks like it moves specifically in sync with crowley, so it could be a shadow, or someone/thing is in the box that they aren't aware of 👀 so maybe this thing (?) witnesses it all? whatever went down in the box?
so in my addled feral mind, ive come up with a speculation that even as im breathing life into it sounds unhinged and so implausible it's hilarious -
i put to you, members of the jury, that something was meant to happen in that box, and it didn't... that something being that crowley makes a move of some kind - kiss, dance, hug, declaration, WHATEVER - and aziraphale was meant to accept it/reciprocate/idk, but didn't.
and that fucks with the plan, and for lack of better terminology creates a nexus event (lmao thanks loki) which in turns starts screwing with other events, somewhat like i theorised in this post here tehe
are aziraphale and crowley, essentially, the earth's endgame? idk about u but ive read enough angst fics to know that it's not inconceivable that crowley and aziraphale's mere existence may have been part of god's plan to represent free will on earth, defend humankind, and give balance and meaning to it
so what would happen if aziraphale essentially rejected that? did the most human thing possible and resisted the plan? idk i feel at this point i am just writing a fic and this will all be ludicrously incorrect bUT half the fun is torturing yourself over your own theories right 🙃
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monsters and mommies au except its really obvious that the thing i think about the most is how it would impact the trial/jodie arc
(i feel like ive seen a few people do these aus but i just searched it and only found its-raining-heres au so um. if i ripped you off im so so sorry i thought it was a fun trend)
rambling /explaining this more under the cut but tl;dr: i thought it would be more interesting for this au, to Not make a fifth mom and instead twist the punishment so that jodie still replaces glenn! however, its in the sense that morgan got retroactively married to a "responsible parent" rather than her (late) husband, glenn :3c so essentially the same punishment, just inflicted in a way that feels very different
okay so to infodump, because i havent touched this au in a creative sense but HAVE talked my partner and their boyfriend's ear off about it despite them not watching dndads--
im not gonna ramble about everything. but! in my ideal monster and mommies au, morgan is the most different from her husband, compared to the other moms. i found that carol would mirror darryl very closely, mercedes and samantha more mirror their husbands in a general sense, but morgan i thought would be more fun being much different from glenn :] still have similar Plot Beats(tm) but very twisted on their head
in this au, since they swap places, glenn is. yknow. dead. sorry man. but rather than going glenn's route of like, totally disconnecting from reality bhjfdbgjfdbj morgan instead gets very very intense and protective over nick, to the point of it driving a wedge between them. nick still idolizes glenn, and he remembers what his mom used to be like before she got so scared, and so he strives to be Rock And Roll Edgy Teen Boy and it makes morgan. crazy. (it is definitely more nick acting out for attention than him genuinely wanting to be a druggie rock star, mirroring how nick would imitate glenn mostly to get his attention, but morgan does not know that LOL) but she struggles a lot with figuring out how to control him beyond getting into arguments and so she is a very ineffective parent
originally, i was actually gonna have mercedes have to go on trial instead of morgan for various reasons, but i just. the whole jodie thing was too interesting to me. it wouldve been funny to make henry and jodie gay married but i just thought i could get more creative with it. so instead, jodie still replaces glenn as nick's father... but this time, its because morgan gives up her marriage with glenn so nick would have a better parent, rather than glenn giving up his fatherhood over nick for the same reason :] morgan is basically told that she will be given a marriage that would have better suited raising nick safely, and she accepts (significant because in contrast to glenn, where he doesnt mention morgan very much due to his Bury My Emotions schtick, morgan is very very vocal about missing glenn, so it was an obvious weak spot for her). vainly, she hoped a little bit that maybe it would be glenn but 5% more careful with himself, but instead, she escapes prison to find nick with an entirely different appearance, attitude, and father... very dramatic :D
jodie is much more a background force in this au, but he IS still a demon whos life was ripped away from him so he could go be a highway cop. i dont know if they would ever learn this fact to be honest. still deciding that. maybe morgan just thinks she got a free new husband to divorce or fall in love with or whatever
i talked so long. im so sorry. i just think about this a lot, i love this au and the silly little morgan ive made up in my mind
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rwbyvein · 6 months
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Double Rainbow: The Purchase IV
Ilia stepped out of JNPR's dorm room. She was wearing a skintight halter, along with skintight yoga pants. She was told to pick something easy to move around it. She figured it was some kind of fetish play, but that was hardly the worst thing that could happen to her. She would rather suck his cock than the majority of the ones in the world, nevermind dying in the SDC mines, or being tortured by some sick freak. Even if she was a lesbian, there were far worse fates than being his plaything. It might just be the lack of love, affection, or a home for the past years, but his affection almost felt good. At least the hugs and headpats did.
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Ilia: *stares at the sign of a sword crossed with a rifle*
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Ilia: *walks into the shop, only to see Weiss there with Jaune*
Ilia: *silently walks up*
Weiss: *turns her head towards her*
Jaune: *turns around and gives her a warm smile*
Weiss: Jaune has told me that you were... militarily active in an unofficial capacity. I, at first, did not want to get involved, until he informed me that my arming you would be less morally dubious than my original purchase. Sometimes I despise having moral consistency.
Ilia: *complete unable to understand what was happening*
Jaune: We want to get your weapon back.
Well Dressed Man: It is no secret that Huntsmen have their weapons custom-built.
Ilia: . . .
Well Dress Man: So, who would buy a Huntsman's weapon at auction?
Ilia: I'm not a Huntsman.
Well Dress Man: Cute. But I'm not impressed. Given your status as a slave, your moral concerns are none of my business. As you have received your punishment, and it can only get worse. Next time you might not find a master who would seek to reclaim your lost possession. Now, if you could, describe it for me?
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Jaune: Even if he finds it, is the guy going to sell it?
Weiss: The dark secret about auctions is that they never finish. The rich are rich because they want to be.
Jaune: Meaning?
Ilia: Everything has a price.
Weiss: Precisely.
Ilia: Even someone's life.
Weiss: ...unfortunately...
Ilia: I was apparently a bargain.
Jaune: Because I'm not looking at you as an investment.
Weiss and Ilia: *stop in their tracks*
Jaune: *turns around*
Jaune: Investment implies I intend to sell you. You're everything I want.
Weiss: In a girlfriend?
Ilia: In a slave.
Jaune: Uh... not touching that.
Weiss: Which is it?
Jaune: *nervously turns around*
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Jaune: *sits on his bed and sighs*
Ilia: *kneels in front of him*
Nora: Does she have to?..
Jaune: Apparently.
Ren: Is arming her especially wise?
Jaune: It's like I can feel her Aura trying to jump out of her body.
Ren: So, you wish to train her?
Nora: Body guard concubine?!
Pyrrha (internally): If she becomes his concubine, then the position of wife will be open.
Pyrrha: I'll help.
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Ilia: *strikes at Jaune with her Thunder Lash*
Jaune: *blocks with his shield*
Pyrrha: You hit his shield again.
Ilia: Isn't that the whole point of shields?
Pyrrha: You are striking with your muscles.
Ilia: . . .
Pyrrha: And between you and him, who's muscles are bigger?
Ilia: . . .
Ilia: *blushes*
Pyrrha: *blushes*
Pyrrha: *shakes her head*
Pyrrha: So, don't attack with muscles, attack with Aura.
Ilia: I don't know what that is.
Pyrrha: Strike with spirit. Strike out with your soul.
Jaune: Lash out with your soul?
Yang: *heard snickering in the background*
Pyrrha: Precisely.
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Ilia's Workout Clothes: *floating in the air*
Nora: It's a ghost!
Pyrrha: I'm sorry.
Ilia: I'm not a ghost.
Nora: That's just what a ghost would say.
Ilia: I think that's more BOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Nora: See? She - admits - it!
Jaune: Nora, it's Ilia.
Nora: Oh - my - gods! Ilia died? She was so adorable. Jaune was so happy with her.
Ilia: I - am - not - dead!
Jaune: Well, this way I can get ghost blowjobs.
Ilia's Clothes: *kneels on the ground in front of him*
Jaune: I was joking.
Ilia: . . .
Jaune: *reaches down to cup her face*
Jaune: I love looking into your eyes.
Jaune (looking at Nora): Ilia's not dead, she's just invisible.
Nora: Then why can I see her clothes?
Ilia: Because I'm a chameleon. Clothes don't change colour just because a chameleon is wearing them.
Nora: Why not?
Jaune (looking down at Ilia): Maybe you should stand up.'
Ilia's Clothes: *stands up*
Pyrrha: The first semblance of her Semblance.
Yang: *heard snickering in the background*
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Have you read one fanfic on AO3 titled Re:Incarnated? One of the most interesting and new aspects of this story for me was Subaru being reborn as a half-elf by Satella. I bet no one has ever thought and acted on that idea before, but there are some questions that bother me, for example, in the canon series there are moments where Subaru relies on Earth's modern technology and knowledge to solve difficult problems, Subaru becomes a half-elf in the world of Rezero and that means that he forgets about his previous life on Earth in Japan, and then when faced with the same dilemma How should Subaru solve it? But I feel these questions should go wait for the original author's update to get answered.
I have to say that fic opened a new door for my inspiration, and I also started to think about creating my own Subaru's elf or half-elf AU, and even imagined a crossover with Lord of the Rings (after all, there's a ton of Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter crossover fics on AO3 and fanfiction) Like one day Subaru is for whatever reason transported to Middle-earth by Satella accidentally and experienced something there, and then how he was found and adopted by the elves of Middle-earth, I think it would be very interesting how the elves of Middle-earth were surprised to find out that elves existed in the Otherworld, Subaru looks similar to them but differs in a few places,and then how Subaru got along with the elves of Middle-earth, and how he explored his own existence and self-worth,how would it be different than the canon series (My half-elf Subaru's character isn't too far off from the canon) Sorry I'm getting a bit carried away, I'm an incorrigible and extreme fan of crossover tropes, I hope you don't mind too much!
yoo sorry i took so long to reply to this ask but please know im delighted to see any asks in my inbox and pfft its interesting hearing about what people are thinking + what they find interesting themselves!!!
as for re:incarnated - i read a chapter or two AGES ago, so i really dont remember much of the fic sadly T^T but ill consider possibly going back to it and reading through it!!! i have a very long to read list though so ill see pfft. and yeah i think that fic was def like. one of if not the first fic to have like half elf subaru as an idea be explored and it also shows a Different method of the isekai trope (being reincarnated!!!) which is fun i think!! plus like. putting "re:" in fic titles is EXTREMELY extremely common in this fandom which i suppose makes sense given. the source material is called rezero. granted most of the time (this is just my opinion btw and i mean no harm by it HAH), to me a lot of fics with "re:" in the title dont justify why the "re:" is actually there. "Re:Incarnated" though is an EXTREMELY good use of the "re" imo. i love the pun <3
yeah as for the fic material itself - i do think its interesting to like change small bits of characters. not in the sense that youre changing like the Core of who they are but i Like seeing experimentations with characters to see like small differences. which is why i love aus (such as the literal canon aus we get in the form of the What Ifs and such!!). if that makes sense. that probably makes more sense in my head HAH anyway!! i always feel like changing a characters backstory is SO HARD to pull off without completely changing a character bc it shapes them a lot. but half elf subaru is definitely an idea that can be done in an interesting way imo and im curious to see how re:incarnated handled that. i know ive considered like emisuba roleswaps myself where emilia was isekaied from earth and subarus a half elf which was kind of like re:incarnated but also not like re:incarnated bc subaru had a similar backstory still but now with a fantasy world background (and vice versa for emilia) aljdfdlsjf. but yeah like i like seeing people experiment with these characters and make fun aus!!! and for me personally its hard for me to find ones i like in this fandom + this fandom doesnt do all the usual fic-isms (like there is next to zero soulmate aus for example HAH) so. interesting i suppose!!
as for your own half elf subaru au - im delighted that you were inspired by re:incarnated and are having fun with your own au as well!! :D while i basically know next to nothing about lord of the rings, your idea definitely sounds interesting, though i dont usually read crossovers that arent fusion aus - but i REALLY love the idea of like two different elf species from two different worlds going ??? at each other HAH thats fun stuff!! and i definitely like when despite all the AU things going on, characters like subaru arent too far off from canon in all the big important ways (ie his whole personality) bc for me, its like - theres a reason why we love these characters and i love trying to capture the heart of who they are even with au things, you know? :o but hah yeah ive made my own crossovers though in private (not to post, just for fun pfft) and i hope you keep having fun about your own half elf subaru au bc it sounds very neat <3 ty for sharing anon!! :D
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i really really like your stuff from even just a small glance and want to keep looking but also as a jewish person i have historically given anything remotely hetalia based an extremely wide berth so i need to ask like. is it safe for me to be here (in the sense of "am i going to encounter considerable amounts of World War II Stuff whilst browsing this blog"). this sounds very accusatory and i truly dont mean it to im sorry. ive gotten all good vibes from your blog thus far im just asking to cover all my bases
With everything in me, I hope you feel safe here. There shouldn't be to my knowledge anything anti-semitic or triggering on this blog as it currently exists, and I think I can say that with some confidence.
There is WW2 on this blog, but it is the Western Front, The Pacific Theater, or scattered references to Greece and the Mediterranean. The Eastern Front of World War One might pop up, but the Eastern Front of the Second World War isn't covered in detail. I have a few hard lines in what I do and do not depict, and on-screen portrayals of genocide and sexual assault of any kind are at the top of the no, never list. If it's reassuring to you, I do have multiple friends and regular readers of Jewish background who peruse around here and have yet to alert me of problems. I hope that is because there have been none and not because they think I would be unreceptive.
so I very very hope you feel safe enjoying any time you spend here and anything you care to read. Please let me know if you come across anything you find objectionable, and if you do, I will be deeply apologetic in advance.
Thanks for giving my work a shot!
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