#this episode makes me. want to CRY

[stealingdeansgender]

when you're -- when you're the family fuck-up even in your wish-fulfilling fantasy where everyone is safe and your shitty father is dead, and you -- everyone assumes you're always drunk, and you're dating a woman that you're not sure she even Really likes you, and you don't talk to your brother-best-friend outside of holidays. and you just want to enjoy the fact that everything is suddenly okay but you CAN'T

#this episode makes me. want to CRY #shoving my mouth with dirt!!!!!!! #elliot watches spn #spn s2 #spn 2x20 #dean #sam #dean studies #what is and what should never be

[shorthaltsjester]

the mighty nein - critical role

this is a place where i don't feel alone. this is a place where i feel at home.

#also with softer vibes. i offer They #every silly little brainheart found family deserves a to build a home edit #the mighty nein maybe most of all. thats my family #also the lyrics deliciously well suited to m9. #when jester pulls that. stupid tarot card for fjord. home or traveler. and there's a carnival wagon. and veth says Thats Us! . them #i just think about . the tower is their home the xhorhouse is their home the lavish chateau is their home the balleater. the mistake. #the nein heroez. veth and yezas apartment. the dome. fjord and jesters living room floor. #a bar with a silly name on rumblecusp #also like. the song has stone and dust imagery. gardens and trees. #the inherent temporality of life and love and how that holds no bearing on how greatly people can love. im losin it okay. #ive been making this edit for days straight with my computer screaming at me for trying to shove 143 episodes of cr into a 2min20sec video. #crying becuase. theyre a family do you get it. they were nine lonely people and most of them had given up on seeing their own lives #as something that might be good. something that might make the world a better place. and in the end they're heroes. #and it doesn't matter if no one else knows because They know they're heroes. and they wouldn't've believed that was true when they met. #rattling the bars of my enclosure. to be loved is to be changed #posted on twitter and want to get in the habit of posting here too bc. #general reasons but also bc . i have noticed some of the ppl liking/sharing it are also ppl who shit on my ops by vaguing about my posts #which is in general whatever but does leave a funny taste in my mouth. #critical role #the mighty nein #cr2 #caleb widogast #caduceus clay #jester lavorre #fjord #veth brenatto #yasha nydoorin #beauregard lionett #mollymauk tealeaf #my posts

[tennant-davids]

OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH 2x03 - 2x06

It's good to see that it's not just the ship that has been well and truly... docked.

+bonus

#our flag means death #ofmd #ofmdedit #ofmdsource #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #usereena #userkristi #userisaiah #userleila #userelio #*laurengifs #ed x stede #userbbelcher #chewieblog #ofmd spoilers #they filmed it! in a mirror! with no lights on! #anyway don't look at it the colouring is hideous and having to match it across all three makes me want to cry #i will gif this better for the episode gifset but my goddd let me complain for a minute lmao

[strawberrryangel]

“there’s things, there’s people, feelings, that i want to experience differently than i have before, maybe even for the first time.” i’ll throw up. right now.

#‘maybe there’s more to it all than i thought’ #SHAKING HIM BY THE SHOULDERS #HE DIDN’T WANT TO DIE!!!!! #my god. #he literally needed cas so bad i’m crying #today was a good day that’s been taking a turn for the worse but i have this episode playing on the tv #god he makes me insane #destiel makes me insane #destiel #supernatural #spn #spn rewatch #dean winchester #castiel #s10e16 #tw emetophobia #tw vomit #strawbsposts

[potatobugz]

*picks you up and dips u in a vat of acid*

#south park #sp #pip pirrup #pip pirrip #damien thorn #dip #sp dip #dip is one of those sjips that i only enjoy if its outside of the canon . show if that makes sense #cuz otherwise like they were only in one episode 2gether and damien like. hated him #but *thinks about them anyways* #i mean as in. i only like it in rlly specific circumstances otheriwse id be indifferent toward it #these all mainly came about cuz im writing a damien and pip friendship fic thing #cuz id like to explore their dynamic actually (and also I WANT PIP TO BE HAPPY) #anyways i rewatched 'Damien' (the episode) so i could characterize him right and like honestly thats gotta be my fav episode in s1 #its fuckin hilarious #also DAMIEN MADE A CAMEO IN A LATER EOISODE AS LIKE A LITTLE EASTER EGG. HE WAS ON SUPER NANNY. LIEK THE TV SHOW #KM CRYING ITS FUCKING AMAZING #i love damien like ppl characterize him as being pissed off all the time and while yea technically true #he feels a lot more. immature to me #hes literally like an angsty little kid and the onyl reason he set pip on fire was to impress the 'cool kids' one might say #cuz hes weird and no one liked him #but i like him. #his weirdness is captivating #damien meeting the lame loser kid that he doesnt like and befriending him cuz they actually have a lot in common #(and damien is very very lonely) #also pip deserves a good cry honest to god #i want. him to be happy. nyow #i want damien 2 be happy too tbh #potatart

[starheirxero]

Laes really does not stop breaking our hearts, eh?

Earth's words especially struck a cord of me.

Eclipse feels like he's never been in control, because he wasn't. He was abandoned by old Moon. In both their heads, he was the problem.

Every single day he had to watch through Sun's eyes, as another him got to live the life he wanted. And even that wasn't enough for old Moon, considering the star exists.

And once it all got too much, he decided to take control, and even then he felt rejected.

He made himself his own brother, but never actually got close to him, because he was afraid of being abandoned again. And he was, but this time, the problem was himself.

The only time he really had control was, when he got that damn star, and even then, he couldn't do anything.

He didn't know what he wanted anymore, this grand dream suddenly didn't feel worth it anymore…

And even now he's not in control! He thought, he could at least rest in death, but not even that is given to him!

My damn heart can't take this…

-Stardust

RIGHT??? RIGHTTTTTT?????? 😭😭😭

ECLIPSE HAS LITERALLY NEVER BEEN IN CONTROL AND IT KILLS MEEEEE.....

From body to body, losing person after person, and now being brought back every time he dies??? It's so insanely sad to me that, even during his most "in control" moments, he isn't really. Like you said, with the star he ended up not knowing what he wanted to do anymore and it started to gnaw at him from the inside out!! During the october takeover, even though he had Lunar under his thumb, the bodies they had weren't theirs!! It's so fucked up!!!!

I wish Eclipse wasn't so terribly emotionally constipated bc holy shit I would have adored to have that touched on more. Even through all his walls and masks and edge, he told Earth that waking up outside his own body was "horrifying" and that just gutted me. And what gutted me even more is that when Earth sympathized with him he just totally backpedaled!!!

He was almost, like, embarrassed at having said anything even remotely honest! Like he opened up the tiniest bit and it wasn't handled in a way he liked so he immediately shut it back down.

He drives me up the WALLS I love him so much. He's like the trauma and issues georg of the show 2 me </3

#asks #anon #stardust anon #don't even get me STARTEDDD ON THE LAST MOMENT OF THE EPISODE GOD THAT WAS SO FUCKED UP (ENJOYING IT) #eclipse could have heard a proper apology for the first time in his life but he was so eager to get away from moon that he missed it :((( #FUCKED UP MAN. TLAES IS OUT HERE WANTING US DEHYDRATED FROM HOW OFTEN THEY'RE GUNNA MAKE US CRY ISTG /SILLY #lunar and earth show #the lunar and earth show #tlaes #tsams #sams eclipse #tsams eclipse #eclipse

[alekseo]

TIME WILL CHANGE ME

#so david bowie episode when? #i dont use this art style often #it kinda makes me want to cry #but its ok #doctor who #new new who #dr who #dw #15th doctor #ncuti gatwa #doctor who fanart #new who #yes its meant to be messy #no i can't draw

[wistfulwatcher]

I asked him that, Nat.

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #mistynat #mistynatedit #natalie scatorccio #misty quigley #mistyquigleyedit #mine #edit #* #evidence* #p r o o f #category* #otp #otp: you should be thanking me #still crying about this line and wanted it to have its own post #and losing it over all the heart eyes in 10 short episodes #travis says she makes things worse meanwhile misty lights up every time nat is in the room 👀 it's LOVE #full disclosure one of these gifs is partly misty thinking about the crash #then again what is nat to her if not the wilderness she misses so desperately?

[haemosexuality]

funniest part of seeing someone react to arcane will always be "omg mylo is so annoying shut up kid" *mylo straight up dies* "😨"

#idk why i feel so bad for mylo specifically. maybe bc theres just not much to claggor #but mylo being an asshole is almost endearing in hindsight like thats just a teenager. thats some kid id know from school. and he just DIES #its so horrifying. its so like. episode 3 of arcane will always be my favorite fuck man #it feels like someone pouring ice cold water on you. wake up call. hey this isnt going to be a nice show look at the fucking reality of this #theres like a split second after mylo gets that piece of whatever stabbed into him where he grabs it and looks at claggor #before looking up and seeing the ceiling fall on him #and it makes me want to cry #arcane #mylo arcane

[c-kiddo]

got to the episode n scene when fjord throws the uk'otoa sword in into the forge RAAAAAAAA

#the way in which the intersecting fjord and caduceus plotlines are one the best plotlines of the entire show #such a good episode i want to throw a sword into lava too #ily fjord ur so slay dont worry abt the sword king #kiddo say #also caduceus walking around the halls of the temple #just looking at everything. touching what he can. seeing signs of the wildmother.. .. ily babygirl #hes so sincere abt everything it makes me scream and cry #i need to do work but i want to go on a walk and listen to my wildbrothers playlist so bad .... maybe a little walk #after i wash the dishes

[uncanny-tranny]

I think it can be true that certain lifestyle changes can help with pain and disability, but people really overplay how those changes will affect people's lives.

I've found that exercise has helped my back pain - I have had chronic back pain that PT didn't touch, but exercise has helped. However, what hasn't changed is what exasperates that pain, and when my pain is especially exasperated, it doesn't matter how much I exercise, I'll be in my bed trying so hard to get out, and I'll be seeing white. So, yes, exercise helped me, but it did not save me. That's an example of what I mean.

It's fine to give (solicited!!) advice to people about how to manage things like this. But I'm begging people to be realistic about this. Lifestyle changes can only do so much, and disabilities are - surprise! - disabling.

#disability #i just hate how people turn lifestyle advice into (again) thought-terminating clichés #because i DO all the things i'm ~supposed~ to do and it didn't save me... #...that tells me that it isn't this magical cure people think their advice is #i used my back pain as an example ofc and i'm not saying i have it bad or worse than anybody else #but my pain used to be so much worse and i'm glad it's gotten to the point... #...where i only experience bad days only so often where before it was multiple times per week... #...like as a kid my back pain would keep me up and almost make me cry and PT didn't help me whatsoever #i'm probably about the most active i've been in my life so far and i still have pain because i have a historical precdence for it #this is why i never will judge people for choosing not to make the '~proper~' lifestyle changes that ~help~ with their disability/ies #it isn't a contradiction that i am 'fit' and i'm in the market for a cane (maybe) #(i've been looking around because i want help getting up when i have an 'episode' of pain)

[crosshairslongasslegs]

“i never gave up on you did i?”

#my fav part of this episode #gosh his reaction is the best i this scene sm #he was left speechless #because he knew she was right #his grown so much makes me want to cry every freakin day #she never did give up on him :’) #the bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #the bad batch spoilers #tbb spoilers #crosshair bad batch #omega bad batch #star wars

[queseraone]

5x08 | 5x13

#chenford #chenfordedit #the rookie #therookieedit #tim bradford #lucy chen #5x08 #5x13 #LOOK HOW FAR WE'VE COME IN THE SPAN OF SIX EPISODES #two very different dinner invitations #oh the irony that she technically turned him down both times #i will never ever ever get over the total happiness on his face this precious bean #they are so in love it makes me want to cry #did i lay awake thinking about this at 3am? why yes yes i did #because these fools have taken over my life #mine #usersuz #usertimlucy

[iicaru2]

“He was a dreamer with fantastical ideas for all of creation...”

“...but he was seen as a troublemaker by the elders of heaven, for they felt his way of thinking was dangerous to the order of their world.”

“Drawn in by her fierce independence, Lucifer found her, and the two rebellious dreamers fell deeply in love.”

“As punishment for their reckless act, Heaven cast Lucifer and his love into the dark pit he had created...”

--

parallels.

#i got to thinking way too much about the parallels between lucifer and charlies stories and well. here we are #like with all this in mind its understandable that lucifer was so scared for her #he tried this before and it didnt work out and he wanted to protect his daughter from meeting the same fate #but once he sees that she really can do this hes fully in her corner #it makes me fucking cry #and you just KNOW sera was seeing the similarities between them during episode six #i fully believe she had a similar confrontation with lucifer in the past and thats why she looked so solemn #like shes seen this before and she knows how it ends #like father like daughter i guess #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin hotel episode 6 #welcome to heaven #charlie morningstar #lucifer morningstar #vaggie #lilith #adam #sera seraphim #lute #hazbin hotel charlie #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin hotel vaggie #hazbin hotel lilith #hazbin hotel adam #hazbin hotel sera #hazbin hotel lute #thematic parallels

[thecheshirerat]

My worst anxiety regarding season three of Good Omens is that the ending will be lovely, but that it will pass too quickly.

I trust that it will be a happy ending; we know it will be. And I want to see that. But almost more than I want to see that, I want to see them breathe. I don't want "they kissed and made up and went off to their cottage and clinked glasses whilst watching the sunset and saying witty sappy things, and everyone sighed, satisfied." That's not too different from what we got at the end of season one, and it's lovely, but these two have been waiting so long.

so. long.

And I want the ending to be long enough that there's space for that "finally." I want there to be room for their emotions. I want them to giggle like teenagers, I want them to find stupid excuses to kiss each other, I want them to hold each other and cry, I want them to talk about the things they always stopped themselves from talking about, I want them to address the complexity of their feelings. I want there to be some recognition of the relief, and of the wounds that still ache. I want to see them slowly, slowly relax into security. I want them to tentatively reach for each other, each time fearing that they won't be there, and each time collapsing under the weight of their relief to find that they are.

I want to see them make plans for their future and let themselves be hopeful about it. I want to watch the reality of their happy ending sink in. I want to watch them heal.

#good omens s2 #good omens #cheshi squeaks #ineffable husbands #go2 #go2 spoilers #go3 speculation #fanfiction won't be enough for me #i need them to face the camera and say “hey you queer people. you can heal. you can have everything you've wanted. and we see your feelings #it would really make me so so sad if we ended this story without giving them the space to fully heal. i know neil's already written the las #episode and i pray everyday that he understands this #it can't just be witty sappy dialogue and nightingale reprise!!!! I NEED THEM TO FEEL THEIR FEELINGS ON SCREEN #even just 1 good cry.

[soupforsoup]

I need everyone to see this because the difference between Maria gently holding Luke's hand and leading him versus Sarah Jane fully Dragging this kid by the wrist is so funny, like miss girl's commitment to Not Being A Child Person, only to adopt and treasure this boy as the center of her universe twenty minutes later??? Tears, tears running down my face

#this is hilarious to look at and also makes me want to cry #luke had a full five seconds of independence in this episode and the rest of the time he was incurably a lost puppy I love him #I lovelovelove watching when new characters come in and how they react to luke's whole Being and The Way He Is #but this is so funny to me #the sarah jane adventures #sarah jane adventures #sarah jane smith #maria jackson #luke smith #sja #doctor who