Q: "If I do, you're allowed to kick me up the tail. Deal?"
As you can tell I'm not very keen on backgrounds 😭 I tried my best to give a happy/sad little moment between my 2 favorite characters in the world
That little piece of dialogue was from "Song of the Banshees" from Anglotron chapter 34 on ao3
Spider can't bear to lose another person dear to him, even if his father is considered a "demon" on Pandora 💞
Tysm @zootsutra for the recommendation i do hope you like it! If anyone else wants to recommend anything pls feel free to! I love drawing sappy moments between these 2 (I'mma need more angst happening between these 2 🥸)
guys I genuinely really like the Dcst fandom, even if it's kind of small compared to some other fandoms, still it's a very welcoming community full of really talented people such as artists, writers, editors and all that. Every person I met here is amazing
even the shipping part ins't really toxic, there's the usual ship discussions here and there but I never saw someone getting doxxed for not liking sengen as an example lol. I'm sure this is the best fandom I've ever been in, a huge thank you to everyone.
Thinking about how 6 months ago i was in grad school ignoring all of my homework in favor of edging all day and dreaming of being objectified and abused, and now i’m building a life with my Master and ive never felt so safe and fulfilled. He has given me more structure care and love than i even dreamed was possible, i’m being used as a fucktoy every day, and i will never stop being grateful for Him 🥰🥰
Crying again at work not just bc I've been weepy and sick for weeks now and everything feels overwhelming but also because sometimes joy and hope are ALSO overwhelming and in all the grey despair theres also just. Contentment. Knowing the love and friendship of good people, maybe everything isn't how I thought it would be, or how I wanted it to be, and maybe I'm not always loved in the way I want to be, but maybe these beloveds scattered thousands of miles away. Maybe. Maybe it's enough
I cannot express how much every bit of love and support you guys give me means to me. In my personal life right now I’m dealing with the short end of the stick, I just recently got some devastating medical news, but then I’ll get a comment that someone just loves some silly thing I wrote and my day is so much brighter. I write for therapy reasons and a lot of what the characters deal with is what I’m dealing with and I write it that way to cope. I’m proud of myself already for what I write but then you all like it too??? It sends me to the moon!!! I hope you know that every kind comment either here or on AO3 gets screenshot-ed and sent to my best friends because I’m giddy with excitement and they just love seeing it. I LOVE Y’ALL SO MUCH 💕💕💕💕
Okay sap over, keep being you!
P.S I’ve never met a kinder fandom honestly. Of all the fandoms to write for, this one (and Icemav specifically) has been the most fun and kindhearted ❤️
Wanted to take a moment to celebrate my wonderful partner. Today is our 6 year anniversary and it’s important to note that all that I am is due in part to him.
He is the moon to my ocean, the stars in my sky, my heart, my love, my muse, my laughter.
Every love poem I’ve written since 2017 has been inspired by this man. He has shaped me in so many ways, and while I will always be me, I am so fortunate to have his fingerprints on every corner of my soul.
I’d been sitting on this for a bit but decided to go ahead and post it. Anyway, here’s some ridiculously sappy fluff where I do not shut up about things that exist in Boston. Enjoy!
i really, really love chase. maybe it doesn't seem like love him that much but i really do. he's been with me since i was a kid. he feels like coming home.
Just a little bit over a month ago, after years of daydreaming stories that I never put into paper, I finally got the courage to post my first story in this blog. I was (am) in a "let's not waste more time in my life" kind of moment, and thus I face a "fear" I had for all this time of letting people see my writing. My first post wasn't much of a story, per se, but a short preference of ideas that came to my mind one day and I decided to just do it.
Yesterday, I reached my first milestone of 100 followers. My decision to created this tumblr was not based on getting followers or likes, but just to give the destination I thought all my stories deserved: seeing the light of day and not being stuck in my head forever. But the response I got to those few post I already have up were something I could never have expect and for that I'm incredibly thankful for each and everyone who has read, liked or reblogged my stories.
I know I still have a lot to grow and develop, but just knowing there are people out there that appreciate it gives me much hope of what the future has in store for us.
And I also know this might be sappy from me to be this emotional over a small number of followers, but I had only ever shown one person my stories and ideas, and although she always complimented what was shown, she was my friend and you could argue she had some bias (lmao), and seeing other people like it as well is just surreal.
So once more, thanks for your support and I can't way for the stories were going to share in the future ♡
i think the main thing thats so cool about all this is that it feels different. it doesn’t feel like last year where we were regressing into our old fandoms as escapism. our favorite childhood creators are back. and they’re DIFFERENT. they’ve GROWN as people. but they’re still themselves, just a newer version. and idk that feels nice. bc i feel different too, but in a good way. we got to grow up with these people. we’ve changed. and now we get to see how they’ve changed
hi umm i dont say this rly at all but i am so !! thankful for anyone interacting with my posts!!! it means a lot to me actually !! or if you ever send in asks or anything!! i cherish them a lot !!!
so thank you :( ik its probably weird that im thanking you for like simple basic means but they mean a lot and make my days so much better <3
me and ev are girlies rn and shes so cute cus ever since she found a beige silk dress with flowers on that matched with her fennec fox ears thats all shes been wearing its so cute