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viking-raider · 7 months

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I have to get this off my chest, and I'm not looking for pity or sympathy.

Tonight was supposed to be Will and I's usual fun day/evening. We typically play games together, normally PC games cause we're big PC Gamers, I just got him into my Palia addiction, but we do other games too. We catch up on the shows we missed throughout the week because of his work schedule. It's also a good time to dip deep in my Little Space and his Daddy Space. It's the one day we have usually to shake off the week's stresses and be together.

However, I was woken up earlier than usual to the sounds of our old girl, Raven, making one of the most ungodly noises I've heard from her. Come to find out from Will, she'd been having something called Synopses. They're like seizures, but not quite, brought on by her heart murmur and old age, she'll be 16 in January. Maybe. Which is old for a dachshund. The vet says if they don't get better or if she doesn't pass on her own in the next few days, we'll have to help her across the rainbow bridge medically, so she doesn't suffer any. That's that last thing I want for her.

She had a very hard life before we adopted her at the shelter ten years ago, about a day or so before they were going to put her down. She was a bait dog, before the evil and disgusting people that had her dumped on a busy highway. She has her scars. She only had a teeny bit of gray around her mouth, when we brought her home. Now, her face is so gray, we tease that she's got a racoon mask on. The top of her head is grey. Her paws are gray, so is her belly and just the underside of her tail. She's gone deaf and blind in the last few years. Her nose still works like a charm tho!

We had Midnight, before her and he took to her easily, but she didn't take to him so easily. He wanted to clean her face, but she'd growl at him, so he'd just sit there and keep her company, or eat her food. XD But eventually, they became two peas in a pod. All honesty, I expected her to go long before my baby boy, Midnight, who'll be gone a year this Halloween. Still shreds me up inside. I feel like an idiot. I bonded more with Midnight than her in the years. Not to say I don't like her or won't miss her, because I do, and I will. I just feel bad that I didn't. Will did, him and her are the best of buds, she's his other little Princess.

I just expect to spend the day and all night watching with the impending dread of her last breath, of another episode. Of thinking what it'll be like not having any animals in the house, because Will doesn't want any more after she's gone. Can't say I blame him. This part of having a pet sucks ass. The house already seems empty.

#ramble #triggers I suppose #pet life #My Raven #My Midnight #Midnight and Raven #heartbreak #loss

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charlie-artlie · 27 days

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I think the death weirdos should hang out

#transformers #maccadam #first aid #rewind #arts #death mention tw #how do i even trigger tag for snff film mention without getting shadow banned. is the question.#for the record i dont think either of them are having A Good Time in that last panel #but watching them has become like a compulsion #like when aid found out abt the tapes he was like oh goddamit. fuck. well i have to watch them :/#and everyone else was like no???? you really dont have to wtf??#but the specter of amulons corpse that watches aid from the darkened corner of the room tells him he has to so #whos he supposed to listen to here

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 7 months

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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

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greenieart · 1 month

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I was inspired.

#artemis entreri #legend of drizzt #forgotten realms #drizzt #LOD #self harm #tw sh #sh implied #sh scars #i think thats sufficient trigger tagging but if not lmk i suppose #anyway the neverwinter saga is the best series #everything i ever wanted and more #prepare for a flood of drartemis #FMDMGNDJGNDHDDJ #digital #fanart

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kaitobromota · 3 months

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[Blows the dust off this blog] Long time no see...

Back in the Danganronpa pits... have some silly doodles for an...AU? or like, slight canon divergence/missing scene? I got to chapter 5 in my THH replay and was thinking about the part where these four are alone in the gym dismantling Monokuma all night.

I know realistically it's supposed to be because they were paranoid and extra careful about taking it slow so nothing went wrong... but like... their alibi is from 10pm to 7am? In my heart of hearts it actually took the whole night because they kept getting distracted and chit-chatting and got into a bunch of shenanigans once the actual dismantling part was done. Like Byakuya says they went to the bathroom in pairs?? Not to mention you'd totally expect him to make a comment about how insufferable it was being stuck together for like nine hours. And Hina says they played rock paper scissors to decide who brought back breakfast???

You can't tell me they didn't bond at least a little bit. A friend pointed out it'd have the vibes of a 4am discord call and that's exactly it. Emotional confessions about personal fears and insecurities to dumb physiological debates that become inside jokes forever. Etc.

#danganronpa #trigger happy havoc #yasuhiro hagakure #toko fukawa #aoi asahina #byakuya togami #makoto naegi #dr1 #thh #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #sry these r kinda wonky i didn't want them to take FOREVER in getting details right..#some of these come off as a little shippy and if you wanna interpret it at that idm #but it's really supposed to just be them being dumb friends.. they really do seem like a team up until mukuro's body shows up.#like makoto feels like a 5th wheel #u know during the trial one of them makes a reference to some stupid thing they talked about that night and they all laugh at it #and kyoko and makoto look at each other like... did we miss something???#post-canon they have a group chat w/o those two in it (tho there's obviously one for ALL of them)#uuuehuueuue let them b friends...#i know they only all BARELY tolerate each other in canon at this point #but let me DREAM #thinking about them technically being 'done' with the monokuma robot and realizing they should probably go back to their rooms #but then they check and still cant find makoto and kyoko #standing in the empty dorm hall all lingering by their doors...#until someone is like 'since our circumstances are extremely unclear right now staking it out in the gym is the safest option'#translation: we made something and i don't know what i'd do if something happened to you. please don't leave my side.#clawing at the walls. CODEPENDENT SURVIVORS!!!!!!!#okay i need to stop rambling on my OWN POST LOL

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pbnmj · 10 months

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i deserve a spider-woman nepal..... miles doesn't have to be the only teen spider with a terrible bisexual mentor (enter my own sketches of the world's most annoying spiderperson, who i fling towards pavitr, complete with a design that's subject to change)

#geeta methodically puts on all her jewelery before going out as spiderwoman <3 u cant fight crime if u are not cute #spidersona #of sorts? i think but everyone should have expected this from me. there was no way sony was going to give me spiderman india #and not receive spiderwoman nepal (THE KATHMANHATTAN JOKE IS TOO EASY) in response #im tackling south asian unity one spidersona at a time!#pavitr prabhakar #spiderman #my art #also ofc one specific mention to demigod-of-the-agni who inadvertently triggered my actual posting of geeta #who was just supposed to stay in my psd files forever.....#mythic mumbattan au my beloved. hindu mythology my beloved. genuinely so so cool to see and it enabled me being self indulgent on this blog #for some extra context: im very much still workshopping her and me and my nepali friend were drawing her tgt #as in she would say something and i would hurriedly scribble/sketch it down #and then i kept kinda building on it. ofc i could not resist being inspired by the comics noirverse #so here she's also gifted her powers by a goddess (durga!!!!!) and almost works w her like a much less deranged moon knight. yeah...#don't look too closely at these pls . the design/sketching/etc is kind of everywhere #edit: forgot to adjust colors so theyre up again and a little more vibrant nyeow....

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 3 months

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there really is something about light not even being the one to write L's name in the death note. he wasn't even afforded that level of intimacy... i would be deeply upset if that were me ngl

#sorry thinking about Things tonight #lawlight #if i were going to kill of my enemy i'd want to at least be the one to do it myself #though i suppose light always did kill in a very distanced kind of way #but still. that was his like. number one obstacle and he wasn;t even the one to pull the trigger (metaphorically speaking)

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arttsuka · 3 months

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Alastor would kiss him and he would fucking die.

Slight tw/cw for a heart (basically I edited a 'real' heart I found online because I couldn't draw it). It's not that bad I promise, but just in case I'm putting it under the cut.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel vox #vox hazbin hotel #vox #alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor x vox #i must draw that but with Hannibal and Will #fanart #art #tw heart #i wouldn't bother with the 'read more' and all but i know the fandom has a lot of young people or people who might be triggered by it #even though its supposed to be an adult show #they are in a platonic relationships your honor #staticradio #cw heart #staticlovetune #traditional art

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vellichorom · 4 months

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that one " Draw Your Comfort Characters " meme i'm sure you've seen everywhere but i had to reach deep into my psyche for it

they all wanted mcdonalds but they were not allowed any,

( using the cleaned up template graciously provided by @ UsagiEroArt on twt! )

#uwu art #My Little Pony #My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic #Rainbow Dash #Veggietales #Larry the Cucumber #Larryboy #Randy Cunningham 9th Grade Ninja #RC9GN Julian #my trigger finger went off with this one #I DIDN'T EVEN PLAN ON DOING THIS TODAY #& damn I was supposed to use a MUCH different cast of characters here but the True comfort characters.....#also apologies to everyone who has to see this meme probably for the nth time in the tags #ALSO ALSO ALSO I know the shading's a bit off here but I wasn't going for PRO here #just Energy

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morgancrystal · 3 months

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Monster Slayers Part I - Turin

#turin turambar #the children of hurin #tw: suidice #tw: death #silmarillion #silmarilion fanart #for some reason it didn't dawn on me until 20 hours into this that i'd have to put a trigger warning #this was supposed to be a rather victorious uplifting series and I have failed Turin spectacularly

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04tenno · 4 months

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My take on Shishido's beta design as described by Yokoyama in the behind-the-scenes video from last week!

#yakuza #like a dragon #like a dragon gaiden #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #kosei shishido #shishido kosei #my art #original #emphasis on My Take because yokoyama was gesturing more than verbally describing what it looked like but #from what i can tell it had raglan sleeves like this which ended at the elbows #the idea was scrapped because Who The Fuck Would Make A Puffer Like This #but it lives on in my heart o7 #also the jacket was almost certainly on a children's jacket in versace's barocco line so i wanted to keep the vibe #he's not actually supposed to be zipped-up because yokoyama and mb talk about his necklace at length BUT:#1. you can see the raglan much more clearly this way #2. yokoyama emphasized how bunched-up and bulky the old jacket was #3. ehh to put it simply shishido himself is a trigger for me at this point so i needed to minimize how much i studied his face #whenever i finish this i'll probably add his bracelet because there was a lot of discussion about the material of his jewelry #all of that aside. i'm happy this was my final piece of the year :) happy new year everyone

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poppyflavour · 4 months

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i'm gonna give you guys some badly drawn incorrect quotes while you're waintin' for that comic, because it's gonna take me some time

#danganronpa #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #drthh #danganronpa thh #art #universe a #Ghost time #leon kuwata #mukuro ikusaba #fun fact Sayaka was supposed to be there too but I didn't have time to draw her #artists on tumblr #art on tumblr #incorrect quotes #sketches #please ignore Mukuro's deformed hand i realised it when i got home and the natural light was gone

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rickktish · 3 months

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Occasionally the contrast between the woobification of Jason Todd and the demonization of Damian Wayne makes me want to commit acts of untold violence.

Like, two of bruce’s kids have “tried to kill” tim. One spent a decent amount of his life being taught to care for and value others and to serve them, went through an incredibly traumatic experience, came back and decided to go full scorched earth on those he believed wronged him while he was gone. The other was raised in an extremely abusive environment and taught that his only value came from things outside his control and that if he wasn’t superior to everyone then he was inherently inferior. He came to his father’s house at a time of severe upheaval, with little to no experience with any kind of unmixed kindness, and felt the need to secure his position (i.e. make himself safe) by removing a competitor for that security, and later learned that person had a contingency plan to deal with him and retaliated out of fear. One of these guys was in his late teens when he caused grievous bodily injury to a younger opponent who had only enacted symbolic harm of which he (tim) was unaware of having caused. The other was prepubescent when he attacked someone more than half again his age out of a combination of fear and a belief that that was the correct and appropriate way to deal with a competitor for your personal position of security and safety because he was literally taught to kill before losing most of his baby teeth.

Guess who gets justified by the fandom and has dozens or more fics where the entire plot is specifically about tim forgiving him? Spoiler alert: it’s not the literal child from the death cult who’s been abused and manipulated by every single adult in his life until his arrival in Gotham.

Guess who gets portrayed as being somehow inherently evil, even biologically so, and utterly irredeemable no matter what he does? Spoiler alert: it’s not the grown ass man who had a whole villain arc before his public popularity elevated him to anti-hero status.

Edit: added quotation marks around “tried to kill” because somebody said Jason never tried to kill tim and I think what they meant was that he wasn’t approaching the situation with intent to actually murder him, only cause him grievous bodily harm, which i’m too tired after work rn to try to chase down atm. But also because regardless of whether or not Jason attacked tim with homicidal intent, this post is discussing fan interpretation used specifically and prolifically in fanfiction, which does tend to view Jason’s actions as falling under the umbrella of “trying to kill” tim. So. I don’t just want to wholesale remove those words. Perhaps I could simply alter them to say that “two of Bruce’s kids have enacted greivous bodily harm upon Tim intentionally, willfully, and with malice aforethought” but again. Most people just kind of call it “trying to kill tim.” So. Idk

#rick’s originals #rick's rambles #jason todd #damian wayne #damian wayne al ghul #red hood #robin #it just bothers me sometimes #i wouldn’t trust any of these people with a real life ten year old #or a real life thirteen or fifteen year old for that matter #if i use trigger words like telling you that believing in biological evil is racist will that shock you into thinking critically?#but then i suppose i’m only promoting my personal ‘no inherent evil’ dogma #so i don’t know that that’s actually better

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theokusgallery · 5 months

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He's just being nice really

#this was supposed to be a shitpost.#if you see me re-using this background it's because i spent way too much time on it.#omori #drawing #art #digital #arsenic #omori basil #omori sunny #omori sunflower #sunnflower #...im sure this warrents some kind of trigger warning but i'm not sure which #someone tell me?? if you think of something??

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beanghostprincess · 1 month

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A tale of daisies & larkspurs

For @sanusoweek || Day 2: Fairy Tale / WLW (pretend this was posted on time)

Relationship: Sanji/Usopp (F/F)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Recommend reading on Ao3 but the main ones are: Transphobia, gender dysphoria, child/domestic abuse, and violence (I swear this is happy too don't get tricked by my angst)

Chapters: 14/14

Summary:

‘I love you’, her mother always says. ‘My precious daughter. My angel.’ But her father’s words are still louder. “It is the only thing he will never be able to obtain.” He turns around to approach her numb body, as she uses her last efforts to hold on to Pedro’s armor. Judge doesn’t smile, but he has all the fun in the world when he frowns with disgust at his son. Son. “A true love kiss.” — Usopp smells like wild berries, daisies, and wood. Like ancient books, fire, and dirt. Like chemicals, poison, and deadly flowers. Like sunlight, wet grass, and thousands of thousands of songs Sanji hasn’t been able to hear. It is impossible to know what a song smells like, but she is quite sure they all have the scent of that music box Usopp made for her. She always brings gifts whenever she comes. It makes the princess feel less trapped and more… It wouldn’t be more, since she isn’t even a bit free. But it makes her feel free. Liberation, that’s what she smells like. Freedom.

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