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[mm-lurking]

MAY I REQUEST FOR ANGST POOKS 😘😝 MYBE ABT BRINGING UP THEIR DEAD EX BY ACCIDENT DURING AN ARGUEMENT? THERES RARELY ANY ANGST IM GETTING MAD 👹

I saw your ask at 11 pm and something about the way you wrote your request made me giggle so hard idk why 🤣 Since you demand angst I shall give it to you. You’re my first ask btw so thank you very much! 

I’m not sure which character you wanted me to write for so I’m going to go for Blade and Aventurine. Though feel free to send me specific characters through the ask again!

Warnings: no fluff at all, pure angst, fem! reader and ex, reader has no chill running her mouth, Aventurine’s kinda feels ooc sorry about that WC: 1881

Blade

You were a hair’s breadth away from being gravely injured. If it weren’t for Blade’s interruption you would have been Antimatter Legion dinner tonight. In your eyes you weren’t in that much danger, you knew you could handle it on your own but in Blade’s eyes, it was just another flashback to how he lost her. It felt frustrating to watch him downplay your capabilities, it's not like you were some weak damsel in distress. There was a reason your relations with the Stellaron Hunters had lasted as far as it had; you were good at wielding your weapon and making good use of the enemy’s weaknesses. Sure there were moments when you were in trouble but you never really got to live the thrill of it because Blade would always step in to help you even when you didn’t ask for it. 

You loved him dearly and appreciated his assistance but just for this instance, you wanted to deal with things by yourself. Ultimately your agitation got the best of you and so now here you were with your arms crossed, glaring at Blade after the enemy was taken care of.

“Have you always been this foolish?”

You stare at him with wide eyes and an open mouth, questioning his audacity of insulting you like this.

“Excuse me?”

“You could have gotten hurt.”

He says matter-of-factly and you feel your jaws clench at the way he speaks to you.

“Blade I am fully capable of looking after myself! I need you to stop interrupting my fights!”

“If I didn’t that Antimatter Legion pawn would have sliced your head off your shoulders.”

“And how the hell do you know that was going to happen?! I could have fought it easily if it weren’t for you!”

He turns around and looks at you with cold eyes which make you flinch momentarily.

“You overestimate yourself.”

“I do not! I have worked relentlessly on my skills! I know what I can handle or what I can’t! You just never allow me to prove it!”

“You are a fool. I do not need to see you pushed to your limits to acknowledge your skills.”

“Then why the hell won’t you let me do what I want?!”

You both argue back and forth with neither of you backing down. Blade speaks calmly, just as he always has but with slight frustration whereas you on the other hand are full-on yelling and boiling over to the point of rage. He takes a deep breath and continues.

“I am just looking out for you-”

“I am not weak like Chun. Stop treating me like I am.”

You almost immediately regret it the moment those words leave your mouth. Your words are sharp and bitter, and pierce his heart like a blade slashing through flesh. His eyes are ablaze with fury and pain and the way his jaw clenches is enough to let you know you have overstepped your boundary.

Chun was his first love. She was a good woman with a kind heart, and despite how odd she looked amongst the Stellaron Hunters, they welcomed her as long as it made Blade happy. But in a world full of evil, being kind is a weakness and ultimately she met her end in the hands of an enemy during heated negotiations. For the one whose life was already cursed by immortality, he took her death hard and swore never to love again, for he couldn’t bear to witness yet another loved one depart for the nth time in his long life. His already broken heart took ages to heal and by the time you crossed paths with him, he was still grieving over her. You knew this very well because it was you who assured him that history wouldn’t repeat itself with you. It was you who helped him heal further and gave him the confidence to open his heart up once more to you. You knew what she meant to him because he had been honest with you about his past yet-

“Blade I-”

-here you were driving the very knife you had taken out of him so lovingly back into his heart in full force. He looks at you with so much despise and agony that your heart hurts knowing you are the cause for it. A blade being stabbed over and over into his body hurt, but those wounds always healed after a while. Yet the wound your words had caused was one that no medication could fix. Your throat tightens and you want to reach out to him and hold him but you stay glued to your feet.

“We don’t need to be around each other anymore.”

Despite the torment he feels, he looks straight into your eyes and monotonously speaks. There is not even a single moment spared for you to reply as he walks out of the room and slams the door shut, indicating he is done with you. The door closing was not just the end of the argument you both were having, it was also the end of what you were to each other. You stand there rooted to the ground as tears sting your eyes. Why did you have to be like this?

Aventurine

“Aventurine I swear to god I am not playing your petty games again.”

You angrily huff as you cross your arms and glare at Aventurine with disapproval. The audacity of this man was truly something, especially at a time like this. You both were stuck in an interesting situation, where Aventurine had made a gamble with an enemy territory and he wanted you to be part of it. More precisely, he wanted to turn you into his bargaining chip for a while. There was one tiny problem. He wasn’t asking for your approval, he had already made the deal.

“The table has already been set, friend. You just have to play your role real well.”

Your jaw hangs low when you realise what he has done. 

“Aventurine don’t tell me….”

“They have decided to ask for you in exchange of information. Do not worry, I will find a way to-“

He doesn’t get to finish his sentence as a loud slap resonates across the room. You stare at him in disbelief with tears welling your eyes, unable to process what he has done. A shaky sigh leaves his mouth and he stares at you, bewildered by your behaviour.

“It hasn’t even been a full week since we finished another deal and you want me to jump head-on into another one?!”

“Was there a need to slap me like this? If you’re forgetting, friend, you agreed to help me out on these deals regardless of the risk. Or should I have the doctor examine your memory?”

“Aventurine I agreed to help you out, not be used however you please! You could have at least asked me first before making the deal!”

You rub your temples and rethink the entire situation through. Your relationship with Aventurine was compatible due to one simple fact: you both loved taking risks. The thrill of the gamble and the adrenaline of waiting for the results kept you both alive. It was the drug you both needed in this cruel unjust world.

But this, this was different. This wasn’t just any gamble and it wasn’t a small one either. Being traded off to the enemy territory for a few weeks was no easy task and you have no idea what the hell Aventurine was thinking. In your last deal, you barely made it out alive as the tables turned against your favour. It was a miracle your assets weren’t taken and that you weren’t killed in the process.

“…I promise you will be fine, friend.”

Tears sting your eyes and you try to take a deep breath. 

“How can you be so sure?”

“The gaiaithra triclops blesses me abundantly. We will not lose.”

“Is that what you said to Lilac as well before her demise?”

You hear how his breath hitches in his throat at the mention of Lilac. He coughs a little and then stares at you with a look you cannot decipher.

“Do not bring her up.”

His voice is a mere whisper and you know you’re crossing some lines already. Yet you don’t stop there. You jab your right index finger into his chest with every word you speak.

“I don’t know what’s worse, being a gambling chip on purpose or being a gambling chip unknowingly, like she was.”

He grips the hand you have on his chest tightly. You can’t help but wince a little at how he’s looking at you with red eyes filled with regret and anger. He tries to speak but you cut him off.

“Was losing her not enough to learn your lesson? Or do you turn everyone you love into pawns of your game?”

“You’re crossing the line now.”

He warns and you shake your head.

“You treat everyone like an asset, even the ones who truly love you without any hidden agenda. No wonder you couldn’t save Lilac-“

“Enough!”

Before you can process what is going on Aventurine pulls out a gun from his inner coat pocket and shoots a random vase on the table behind you. The bang of the gun and the loud shattering of the ceramic into pieces makes you jump and shake a little. He then shifts his gaze on you and lets your hand go before issuing his warning.

“…you need to leave. Leave before I accidentally hurt you.”

“I-“

“I said leave!”

He points the gun at you. His hand is shaking in a manner you have never seen before and you can tell he doesn’t want to do this but you’re giving him no choice. You stare at him for a moment and nod your head before scurrying away.

Once you’re out of his sight he plops onto the nearest sofa and drops his gun. It lands with a loud thud as he puts his head into his hands and shakes visibly. Flashbacks of that dreaded day start to play over and over in his head and he clenches his teeth as a tear rolls down his eye.

Lilac was a woman he met during one of his travels as an IPC stoneheart. They got along pretty well and eventually fell in love. A few years ago, Aventurine asked her for help during a deal he made and she agreed only for the other party to target her as leverage against Aventurine. He still remembers the pain in her eyes as she looked at him, confused and hurt from how she became the target. He remembers holding her in his arms apologising over and over for his lack of foresight, unable to figure out where he went wrong.

It was the first and last deal he ever lost. And now you, his new partner after several hard years of grief, were bringing up old wounds that never healed. Gaps of his heart that nothing would ever fill. Another tear rolls down his eye as he grits his teeth further. Had he known you would bring her up like this, he would have never told you about her. It’s always the closest ones that hurt you the most. ⋇⋆✦⋆⋇ ©mm-lurking 2024 do not copy, steal or reuse my work.

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[phoebepheebsphibs]

freeze! ✧ ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ you’re under arrest for being so lovely. copy this message to 10 other blogs (if you want to~) that you think are beautiful and deserve it. keep the game going and make others feel beautiful

I DONE BEEN FRAMED

YOU’LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!!!

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[crow2222]

You should totally write abt Pony finding out Darry has reading glasses bc he gives him his report card and Darry just stares at it for a few seconds like he’s trying to burn a hole in the paper lmao

This is pretty short but I have multiple short drabbles about my darry wearing glasses vision.. I'll probably upload them on ao3 sometime

Ponyboy wasn't at all happy about bringing his report card back to Darry; like a soldier reporting back from orders. Even if they had been fighting less since Sodapop convinced them to, the fear still lingered.

It was a silly fear, he knew that, especially because it was his own brother he was afraid of. That faraway, heartbroken look that Darry carried for days after reading his paper broke Ponyboy more.

Here he was, a chance to redeem himself; a card full of A's, apart from the one B+, it was sure to cheer Darry up, no matter what; but the gnawing worry never felt his mind as he shakily handed it to his older brother who sat at the kitchen table.

He waited for any sign of emotion in Darry's face; but found none.

He just stared at the paper.

The fear hit him full force, blown away by how not even his average of one B is enough anymore. His fists curled up as his mind reeled; he waited for the sigh of disappointment or a flat toned "Good job.", but neither happened.

Then he took another look at his brothers face, and he realised Darry was squinting at it! Ponyboy gawked as he even seemingly brought it up closer to his face. He was about to question his brother too, but was stopped when a smile appeared on the man's face.

"Ponyboy this is amazing! You're back to these grades at this level?" The paper was gently placed back in his palm as he stood there, dumbfounded, "Great work buddy, proud of you."

His smile was genuine, and Ponyboy foolishly wondered if it was the first time he'd seen it directed at him instead of Sodapop.

His shoulder was pulled back suddenly-

"Pony! Wanna go with me and Steve to the races?" Sodapop flashed his iconic grin, putting the Cheshire cat to shame. Ponyboy accepted the offer, leaving his grades on the coffee table as they left; only after Darry confirmed it was fine, of course.

The car was silent as the three sped down the road, but as Ponyboy's head repeatedly banged against the window; only one question was on his mind.

"Hey remember how Dad needed reading glasses?"

"Sure I do."

"Does Darry need them, too?"

#the outsiders #darry curtis #ponyboy curtis #sodapop curtis #the outsiders fanfiction #tumblr asks #tumblr ask

[procyoren]

Hello! Are you still open for requests? If you do, can you draw Connie? Thanks!

Can you tell I played a lot of dress up games as a kid

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[lenny-link]

Sniperscout and spydad just being there, ready to snap mick mundeez nuts’s neck.

The story of their first kissh

Made just the first page then thought it was a bit boring so i added a lil continuation lol

Bonus doodle inspired by this post :

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[ayviedoesthings]

your silly little comic converted every trans artist into furries

how do you feel

also where’s this doctor I need my wolf HRT

Hot take they were all furries already, I just got rid of their prejudices for some of them

#tumblr asks

[houseofheroesau]

Twi, does Malon bother you a lot?

“She’s always been so insistent about cleaning every wound I get. But she’s like that with everybody. Her being motherly, I suppose.”

Since I finally decided on a design for Twilight, I could finish this drawing at last.

Thanks for your ask! ❤️

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[renwick-artz]

sniperspy making out hard

As requested! Sorry if it’s not great bc I can’t draw ppl kissing

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[ocolotus]

Is it ok if you draw Kinito eating a gamer meal (doritos and mtn dew) while playing kinitopet

I gotchu!

#kinitopet #kinito fanart #kinito the axolotl #tumblr asks #art requests

[zelda-the-sacred-realm]

Am I allowed to steal twilight because I want to make him mine forever and cuddle with him forever.

Umh I'm afraid Midna wouldn't be willing to give Twilight to anyone 😅

Midna is a "little jealous" about her husband, I think all the attention Twilight got, made her leave the palace to get her husband back

I'm very sorry for Midna's behavior 🥲 but you know her personality, she wouldn't make anyone steal Twilight from her

Thanks for your ask! 💖 And sorry about Midna, let's hope she calms down soon 😥

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[velv3tdream]

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[frostleni]

Could you draw Kazuki with the dad bod? It seems fitting for him.

there are different types of dad bods imo SO i drew my kazuki body headcanon

#i tried to keep note of how he looked in canon kinda... removed his abs #YEAH HE HAS ABS I SAW THEM #kazuki kurusu #buddy daddies #buddy daddies anime #buddy daddies art #kazurei #tumblr asks

[phoebepheebsphibs]

Good luck in the competition

Thank you for the flowers! Where should Raph go first?

@tmntaucompetition @littlemissartemisia

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[synfl0w3r]

seven red suns & spear doodle :)

I ended up just sketching designs for them since I haven't drawn them before!!!! Suns feels like he would have the fit of all time so that's what I drew him in :3

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[procyoren]

hi! i was wondering if you are taking any requests? ( if they are can you draw Pearl,, )

Moody Pearl

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[lenny-link]

are you ok with people using your fem!designs as inspiration for their own TF2 stuff, they look so pretty...

idk what exactly do you mean by “inspiration” bc my fem!designs are literally just the mercs with a set of tits, they have almost no change in their designs (which was on purpose, i think the original mercs designs are perfect i wouldn’t change a single detail about them)

so if you’d want to use mine as “inspiration” to make yours its probably just gonna look the same :P therefore you can totally just use my fem!designs instead 👍 (with credit ofc! and if you forget to credit just mention its not yours)

in fact it’ll make me super happy if people actually use them! :D

so i took this opportunity to actually work on aall the fem!mercs and make a ref sheet for them for people to use! (and for me as well lol)

still working on all their names but in the meantime ill be using these^^ (the name Del, short for Delilah, for fem!engie was suggested to me by @pinapin gotta credit them for the brilliant idea)

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