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more from igirl’s ginger snaps inspired shoot for their october 12th drop. models are @amieladuggan & @sicxvicious. styling by @becomingeden

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violet hates their bougie designer bullshit but she is NOT above using a $600 antique gumball machine to hold her collection of baby doll parts

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And you don't seem to understand.

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do my dark circles and deteriorating health make me look hot

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TW//suicide

I don’t know who needs to here this, but it’s something I have to get off my chest

I’ve been considering suicide for a while now. It’s never been a ‘serious’ option, rather just a thought I find myself thinking every single day. What if I were to kill myself? Life is just so boring. Every single day is the exact same. Worse is that in a year I’m graduating. School has been my entire life. My friends are my friends because I’ve known them for years. Once school ends I’m going to lose everyone. No one will care about me anymore. The teachers that simply smile in the hallways won’t be there for me. My English teachers and my drama teacher and my home room teacher - all gone. I don’t want to grow up. And yet, suicide won’t solve anything. For all I know, I might be trapped six feet underground, dead but conscious, my soul forever damned to reside in a coffin, thoughts still intact. It’s terrifying. I don’t want to die. But I still fantasise about standing at the edge of a bridge, the wind flowing through my hair as I let go of the banister into the cerulean water below. I think of how much my teachers and friends will miss me. But they’d only care if I died. When I’m alive, no one gives a shit. I love my parents, but I don’t care how my death will impact them. It’s honestly not my problem. If I do die though, i might miss out on the good things that occasionally come, like a nice cappuccino, or a new anime. But then again, I can’t continue living every day waiting for something to come. I have no ambition, no future goals. There’s nothing left for me. At least if I die before graduating, people will still care about my death.

A few weeks ago I had a dream that I was murdered. It made me sad, because as a ghost I wasn’t able to tell me teacher a joke. Idk if that means anything

- A

#tw suicude #sh #tw self destructive behavior #mental health #tw suicice #death

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