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I would like to wish the creators of mathematics a very big FUCK YOU! I HOPE YOU GOT RABIES AND DIED A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH! I HOPE YOU GOT NECROSIS AND FELT YOUR BODY DYING AND YOU COULDN’T DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT! I HOPE YOU WERE MISERABLE AND ALONE!

God bless

#great poison talks #mathematics #math #my math final is killing me #tell me why I spent a solid five minutes laughing at my friend saying fries and mayonnaise

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Im actually never going to recover from what Darkstalker was doing to Fierceteeth. Especially since it was implied he'd turned her into Clearsight repeatedly on top of fucking with her mind and memories like?? Do Darkstalker's crimes against women ever end.

#like he treats every woman in his life like objects he can play with and its so disgusting lmao #the only real exception is foeslayer and even then. #wings of fire #darkstalker #fierceteeth #wof #tui t sutherland

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He really fucking should’ve

disliking dod ending because darkstalker should've made the choice to redeem himself and start anew ❌❌

disliking dod ending because darkstalker should've been lit on fire and hit by a train ✅✅

#wof #wings of fire #darkstalker #tui t sutherland

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Wings of Fire was a big part of my childhood, my library teacher showed me the books and the first one I read was The Hidden Kingdom and I fell in love with the books. To this day Glory and Moon are my favourite characters in the series. I didn’t finish the third arc but I have read books #1-13, Winglets, Darkstalker, and the first graphic novel.

And I’m just thinking about how absolutely FUCKED UP that series was. I love it but it was fucked up. Like The Dragonet Prophecy literally started off with a fucking double homicide???? And I made a list of the crimes that I remembered but it’s probably missing some things. And the book that has stayed with me the longest is Darkstalker. Like that book fucked me up so much when I read it. Like the audience knows it’s not a happy ending and Darkstalker is evil but IT IS SO MUCH WORSE??????

Clearsight is seeing every single future and she is seeing things no child should ever have to see and she knows that Darkstalker is her future. She knows how badly things can end if they end badly and she tries to ignore him but it obviously doesn’t work. Then she tries to control every single decision she makes because there are too many futures where things end badly but she so desperately wants them to be happy and they don’t and it’s so awful to see. She tries to control everything and in the end it means nothing. There is no happy ending, there’s no family, no children. Just hurt and betrayal and death.

Fathom sees his entire family be killed by Albatross who’s an animus and he is so scared of himself because he’s also an animus and he hates what he is. He is terrified of becoming like Albatross and when he meets Darkstalker, an animus who isn’t scared of his power and is good, he feels hopeful. But that hope is crushed when Indigo leaves him and he doesn’t know that Darkstalker put her in the statue so he thinks his best friend left him. Then he sees how out of control Darkstalker is, with the murders, the torture, the attempted regicide and literally DISEMBOWELLING AND KILLING HIS OWN FATHER in front of the entire Night Kingdom. It hurts.

Darkstalker starts off as this little kid who has too much power and a bad family situation. Then he sees Clearsight and he knows that they fall in love and he’ll be happy so he gives her space but he can’t hold himself back because he loves her and wants her and she’s everything he needs. But as the story goes on, he’s not the sweet little kid who loves his mom and sister and girlfriend. He’s twisted and cruel and wants people to know him and fear him. He makes himself immortal and indestructible because he doesn’t want to die and he wants to be revered. He’s a kid with too much power and people waiting for him to fail. He tries to be happy and in love but he can’t trust anyone, not even Clearsight, the person he’s supposed to love more than anyone. He gets rid of people like toys because he doesn’t like them questioning him. He gifts Clearsight earrings that limit her powers because he wants her to ignore the bad things and just be in love with him. And then he tries to kill Vigilance and is confused as to why Clearsight and Fathom are horrified. He genuinely cannot tell when he is wrong and he doesn’t care if he is. He learns from his mistakes yeah but not to improve himself, instead it’s to better his schemes. No is going to question his powers if he makes himself a mentor to Moon and constantly lies and manipulates her into thinking he’s a good person. No one is going to question him if he enchants them to love him the moment he gets his powers back. He doesn’t have to kill one IceWing a month when he can send a plague to wipe them out. Clearsight isn’t going to question him if he makes his own Clearsight by using a girl and warping her mind and body to look like Clearsight and obey his wishes.

That book has so much tragedy and heartbreak I’m still not over it. I am both unsettled and in love with that book.

#great poison talks #Darkstalker #clearsight #wings of fire #wof #tui t sutherland

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Does anyone know any fanfics that have the Fates? Like just fanfics where the Fates interact with each or their past is fleshed out cuz I haven’t found any on ao3 and I would like to know if there’s some on different apps

#caraval #legendary #finale #stephanie garber #jacks the prince of hearts #the unwed bride #lala lagrimas #chaos #castor valor #the poisoner #the fates #the assassin #gavriel #the fallen star #great poison talks #mistress luck #lady prisoner #maiden death #jester mad #undead queen

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Was anyone gonna tell me that the Marcello Dragna that showed up at Caraval was the real guy or was I supposed to find out through a TikTok. Like when he showed up I felt so bad for Scarlett. The joy and wonder of Caraval literally went down the drain and she was so scared of him it was hard to watch. And I thought it was a cruel joke that Legend was playing cuz you know “remember, it’s only a game”. But no. That fucker was actually there. And he killed not one but TWO people in cold blood and kept Julian locked in a closet(?). Julian was locked somewhere and Scarlett was held hostage it’s been a while since I’ve read the book.

On a happier note, Scarlett and Julian had my entire heart in that book I was so fucking sad when he called her Scarlett instead of Crimson because I fucking believed what the locker was saying.

When Tella was in that tower and acting in love with Legend I felt Scarlett’s desperation.

This book made me fall in love with Stephanie Garber’s writing and I need to reread it cuz the rush is so good. I was praying for Tella to be safe because Scarlett was begging for Tella to be safe.

#caraval #scarlett dragna #tella dragna #julian santos #dante santos #legend #stephanie garber #great poison talks #scarlett x julian #scarlian

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SPOILER ALERT!!!

As someone who’s read PJO, HOO and TOA something I found really funny was in SoN when Hazel, Frank and Percy are on their quest and people literally come up to them with buzzfeed unsolved open because Percy has been wanted by the FBI and went missing not once but MULTIPLE TIMES and the trio’s confused cuz how does everyone know more about Percy than Percy who’s an amnesiac.

#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #hazel levesque #frank zhang #pjo #pjo tv show #pjo series #pjo hoo toa #great poison talks

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i like to think if annabeth and percy ended up living around mortals they would tell their friends abt some of the stuff they went through bc they can’t really hide it forever except they make it sound like their family’s part of the greek mafia

a lot of “yeah my dads…influential…in greece”

or “my moms,,pretty powerful in greece,, yeah she’s up there lol..anyway”

like they make it sound like maybe poseidon and athena are two “business CEO’s” who butt heads but everyone thinks their two mafia leaders who hate eachother

annabeth slips up and brings up the 7 months percy was missing and they have to cover it up saying his aunt, on his dads side, sent him away to a boarding school in greece where he wasn’t able to contact anyone here in america

“yeah we don’t really talk to her after..that..”

it doesn’t help that their friends can hear them hiss in greek to each other when they don’t want them to know what their saying

or when their stretching in a certain way that makes their shirt ride up and there are obvious scars hidden underneath

and it honestly all makes sense just going off the vibes of the two of them so no one really questions it because who would and anytime either of their parents appear shifted into their mortal counterparts everyone keeps their eyes downcast

#pjo #hoo #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #heros of olympus #hoo fandom #pjo fandom #hoo text post #pjo text post #hoo/pjo

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do it fart :sunglassesemoji: ?

HELPFHGSJA Why would you ask me that on tumblr??? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

#great poison talks

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Bear in mind I consciously know you are flat-out lying in your 'spoiler' posts for PJO but I am just about ready to kick your ass for the Bianca and Nico one 💜💜 keep it up bestie

alsoihavetosayitNONEOFTHATSHITEVERHAPPENEDPLEASESTOPWITHTHEINACCURACYIMBEGGING

HELPSHSH I’m sorry I know that one was cruel but I had to start somewhere 😈

What are you talking about this totally happened! Me when I’m on a power trip

#great poison talks #percy jackson and the heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo tv show #pjo series #pjo

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just saw the most heartbreaking annabeth take from ep 3

#brb gonna go violently sob in the corner #minibeth #my baby #she just wants them to like her #shes trying #please dont look at me while a cry #annabeth chase #percy jackson the lightning thief #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson

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SPOILER ALERT!!!!

As someone who’s read PJO, HOO and TOA I just wanna say that Beckendorf did not fucking deserve that. He was happy and then he fucking got blown up! Who the fuck does that??????

#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #charles beckendorf #pjo tv series #pjo #pjo tv show #pjo fandom #great poison talks

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SPOILER ALERT!!!!

As someone who’s read PJO, HOO and TOA it was so crazy when they revealed that kronos was actually loki in disguise the entire time. Kinda random but also a nice reference to the Magnus chase series

#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo tv series #pjo #pjo tv show #annabeth chase #luke castellan #magnus chase #great poison talks

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As someone who has read PJO, HOO and TOA my favourite plot twist was when it was revealed that Percy and annabeth are cousins on both their godly parents’ sides and their mortal parents’ sides. It’s rlly weird that you guys all ship them together tbh but I hope they reveal it in the show soon so ppl stop😭😭

#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #pjo tv series #pjo tv show #pjo #pjo fandom #great poison talks

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SPOILER ALERT!!!!

As someone who’s read PJO, HOO and TOA I have to say the funniest moment of PJO was when both Percy and Annabeth confessed their feelings for Luke in the middle of battle and Luke just looked at both of them and booked it. And then Percy and Annabeth just stared at each other in uncomfortable silence like BROOO????? That was so funny and awkward like Percy he betrayed you and you’re acting like he broke your heart and Annabeth girl he knew you as a child things weren’t gonna work out anyway. Please let them keep that in the show.

#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #annabeth chase #luke castellan #pjo tv series #pjo tv show #pjo #pjo fandom #percabeth #great poison talks

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As someone who’s read PJO, HOO and TOA I’m so shocked at the fandom collectively making everyone believe that Percabeth is canon. Like guys. Rachel Elizabeth Dare anyone???? She and Percy literally get together in the fourth book and yall have everyone and their mothers convinced Percy and Annabeth get together.

#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #rachel elizabeth dare #pjo tv series #pjo tv show #pjo #great poison talks

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As someone who’s read PJO, HOO and TOA I’m super excited for season 3 when Bianca and Nico reunite after the quest and she gives him the mythomagic figurine. It was such a heartwarming scene in the book. I almost cried.

#percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #pjo tv show #pjo tv series #nico di angelo #bianca di angelo #percy jackson #great poison talks