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Random rant.

So, question, did anybody get pissed at Ayaka for a few minutes? Like-

The traveler doesn’t wanna start a rebellion, which is completely okay. He/She just wants to find their sibling.

But Ayaka just went “Yea, lol, I’m not having any of that” and then guilt trips them. 

Kamisato Ayaka, THE HEIR OF A LEADING CLAN, AS WELL AS THE ELDEST DAUGHTER OF THE SAID CLAN, F*CKING GUILT-TRIPS A PERSON WITH SUCH A PERSONAL AND DESPERATE GOAL, AND ENDS UP GOING THRU HELL. 

I’m not saying I hate her, she’s one of my favorite characters of Inazuma, but as a person wanting to become a therapist, this crosses the line and goes into toxic manipulation. 

I would have ignored this if it weren’t for all the lore between the twins, Aether/Lumine NEARLY DYING, and Teppei. We literally could’ve met the Raiden Shogun, asked about our sibling, and left. BUT NOOOOOO. THE GURL JUST HAD TO RUIN OUR PLAN.

But, then again, most of the time people don’t even realize their being manipulative, and this is coming from a person who has a mom as a therapist.  Not to mention Ayaka doesn’t know how to interact with people casually, so she probably didn’t even know she was guilt-tripping him. Add that with the stress and worry of the vision hunt decree and boom.

You get a recipe for disaster.

So basically, the Inazuma quest was just a caboodle of random stuff, Ayaka needs to interact with people more, and the Traveler is mentally dying.  

#this post makes me want to cry in relief #im just so glad im not the only one who thought this way all this time #the moment it clicked in my mind that what she was doing was guilt tripping i was #so #angry #it has been months and the anger has yet to leave my system #thanks to some people though i now think that she didnt realize what she did #because what she did came as a result of desperation #and when youre desperate #you end up doing things without thinking #............at least thats what i think so #anyway it might take years before i can fully get over this anger towards her #until theni just have to learn how to deal with this feeling whenever she gets a rerun or quest appearance #dont worry ayaka youre not alone with having to deal with my anger #sara from good hunter will be there with you all the way #*pat pat* #that lady needs to learn not to force hungry customers to work for her even after she was refused

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enough of this “jade is the most normal out of the octa trio agenda” hes just as fucked up and insane as the other two everyones just wiling to look over it

#most normal??? #look #if i somehow found myself a student in nrc #i would equally avoid all three like the plague #keep the all away from me or i WILL cry #and possibly even have a panic attack or something #i can already see it

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the Spirited Away stage play at the Imperial Theatre in Tokyo looks AMAZING

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COULD SOMEONE EMAIL DISNEY JP OR WHOEVER IS IN CHARGE IF THEIR BOOKS (ESPECIALLY THE GUIDE AND NOVELS OH MY GOD) WOULD EVER GET TRANSLATED? PLEASE I'M BARELY KEEPING MYSELF FROM OPENING MY WALLET FOR THE RAWS

#TWISTED WONDERLAND #twst #twst x reader #disney #twisted wonderland x reader

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What KnY has taught me about healing (Hashira)

You can be a light regardless of emotional trauma. No goal is too worthless to achieve. Be the hero for others that you would have needed.

You don't have to push away the ones that you love in an attempt to save them. Kindness and softness go hand in hand.

Your truth is more important than the false narrative by others. You're worthy of love, life, and your truth. Be strong, but be gentle.

Dare to challenge the norms and status quo of the places you were raised in. Live flamboyantly to the beat of what you believe is right and just.

Your differences make you unique and worthy of love. You don't need to minimize who you are to be accepted by others.

Don't blame yourself for the things you can't control. Accept that you deserve your accomplishments. You're where you need to be.

What has been done to you does not reflect how much you deserve to be loved by others. You are not contaminated.

Physical strength isn't the only way to be strong. Use your abilities to the best that you can.

The longevity of life is unpredictable. Create a life of good for yourself that is fulfilling for yourself and others.

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Beelzebub: Maybe nobody stole it. Sometimes I think I lost something really important to me, and it turns out I already ate it.

Lucifer: I didn’t eat my pen, Beel.

#damn it i wheezed

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#HI I LOVE THIS?? #ID LITERALLY PAY TO HAVE THIS INA MUSEUM???

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i got them all off of shopee's philippine site! you can find them for as low as ~4.5 USD there (although that's already quite a bit of money here ^^'), sometimes even lower.

i think shopee only has sites for asian countries + brazil atm, although i do recall seeing news of an international platform, not sure how it's doing now. you can look into it if you want. :>

psst hey idia fans, what are your reasons for liking him?

i'm just really curious since all the idia plushies i see being sold online always seem to go out of stock REALLY fast.

and then there's cater, sebek, silver and ortho lmao, they never get sold out out.

if anyone's interested in seeing me rave about my twst plushies, please see tags

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psst hey idia fans, what are your reasons for liking him?

i'm just really curious since all the idia plushies i see being sold online always seem to go out of stock REALLY fast.

and then there's cater, sebek, silver and ortho lmao, they never get sold out.

if anyone's interested in seeing me rave about my twst plushies, please see tags

#twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #twst x you #twst idia #twst idia shroud #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland idia #twisted wonderland idia shroud #honestly it was BECAUSE he always seemed to sell out fastest that i bought one just because #the one i found hasnt been sold in a while since he was part of an obscure product listing of assorted plushies #he was very cheap!!! i got dorm uni vil from the same seller 🥺 #they were also selling dorm uni jade!! and ceremonial robe cater and dorm uni ortho #i got five twst plushies now btw #mum is telling me to stop but she does admit that she likes mini adeauce lmao #dont tell ace but she says deuce is her fav because he's blue 🤧 #anyway i started sewing recently so you might see me dressing them up and stuff!! #and i also sometimes take one look at my mini adeuce and wonder if i can fit both in my mouth #and thats all for today's portion of my weird talk sjow brought to you by #me!!!

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You have been visited by the Beelzebub lucky post. You will be lucky for the rest of the day.

Reblog to activate his charm. He will help you build and design your hopes and dreams.

#BEEL BABY #STAY W/ ME #xbsjsjJDJSJSJDJ #I LOAB U..... #😭😭

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not dead but heres a cute concept

yknow the whole true loves kiss thing? imagine if it works on potions too

like giving the octavinelle trio smooches and they turn back into their merform against their will

having to physically refrain yourself from giving smooches away from any bodies of water

or using smooches as a threat 😼😼

#WANNA WRITE THIS INTO MY FIC IDEA SOMEDAY XJSNDJSJS

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— relationships —

Synopsis: relationship headcanons

Warnings: not proofread, and I guess I say bitch once

Game/ fandom: twisted wonderland

Characters: jade, and Sebek

Pronouns for reader: gender neutral/ not mentioned

A/n: I finally cracked. I did it. I gave in. I wrote for twisted wonderland characters, specifically my two favorites. I have many favorites, but I had to choose two cause I wrote for all my favorites and it was… so long, to the point where I was like “this is kinda bad”. But anyways, hope you enjoy, cause I really want to continue writing for twst!

— jade —

Being in a relationship with jade is the best yet worst thing you can experience all at once. He’s by far one of the best boyfriends in the world, but if you’re not a fan of mushrooms… well… that sucks for you.

Loves when you come to mostro lounge when his shift’s done. It’s always nice, because then you hang out in either of your dorms, just hanging out together after a long day. :)

Will make you food all the time, but it always has mushrooms in it. He’ll absolutely fall even more in love with you if you like his food though.

Floyd probably makes fun of jade (lmao). Floyd will see you two together, minding yourself business, and suddenly Floyd will come over and just make himself a third wheel. You claim it’s fine since you and Floyd are friends, so jade will just glare at his brother for the entire time.

He probably makes things for you. I don’t know why but I can just see that for him honestly. Probably knows how to knit or crochet, and makes you little things as a gift.

Jade probably likes it when you wear his clothes I’m not even gonna lie. Especially if you’ve got broad shoulders, and a wider build, or are small overall in comparison to him (which dudes like 6’3 (190cm) so if you’re taller than him how does it feel to literally be a lamp post? /j), he’s gonna love how his clothes look on you. As I said he’s super tall and pretty lanky, but despite that his clothes still pretty much look like a dress on you, or just a really, really long shirt.

I think jade is someone who enjoys physical affection… to a certain degree. Smaller things, like holding hands, or being close to each other, that’s not to say that he doesn’t like cuddling or anything, but it’s the smaller things that really matter to him.

Such a tease. Such a teasing bitch. He will without a doubt tease you in any way possible. Doesn’t really care who’s around either, if it’s Azul then maybe he’ll tone it down a bit, same when he’s at work. But any other time? He does not care.

I think he really likes kissing your hands, specifically your palms, and he will do that all the time while staring at you with literal hearts in his eyes.

Very much uses pet names. He uses them in kind of a teasing tone though. Uses names like, love, darling, angel, and I like the idea of him calling you angelfish. Just cause I think it’s cute and on brand for him.

— Sebek —

Called you human (derogatory /j) before you got into a relationship. You’d be in gym class just stretching before the teacher made you run laps, most students not out on the field yet, and you’d know he’d be running over when he’d yell “YOU THERE. HUMAN.” However when you got into a relationship, I think he’d let the whole… human thing go, and be more mindful about what he says at times.

Sebek is someone who strikes me as very traditional, and by that I mean he wrote letters to you. Yeah, he 100% wrote love letters to you for a long time. It was always nice to see a handwritten letter on your doorstep every morning though.

Sebek is day in, and day out taking care of malleus, and now he feels he has to take care of you, so please… tell him to calm down and rest. Make him some tea, give him a weighted blanket or something, just basically force him to calm down for a bit. He’ll act like it’s a nuisance how you dote on him (even though he does the same thing), but he really appreciates it, and can’t hide the smile he has when you take care of him.

Horseback riding with Sebek? Horseback riding with Sebek. I won’t even lie it probably is one of his favorite things to do with you. Especially when you ride through the woods. It feels so… much like a fairytale to him and he just absolutely loves it.

Sebek is someone who’s rather prideful, and who struggles a bit with… expressing his emotions. So I feel the times he verbally says that he loves you is when you’re either asleep, or just at random times under his breath. He’ll look at you with so much adoration, and the few times you actually catch him he gets so flustered and defensive (it’s kinda funny to watch)

His main love language is definitely acts of service, with words of affirmation being a very close second. He would literally do anything for you, and at the end of the day just wants to be told you’re proud of him, and that you love him. (It makes him so, so happy, and so in love with you)

Will remind you to be careful all the time. He’s so protective, he doesn’t want a single bad thing to happen to you, even if it’s as simple as burning your tongue cause you drank something that was super hot. Will constant make sure you’re ok, and is always the first person at your side when something happens.

Lowkey I think that deep down Sebek is an emotional person, so I believe he would get worked up about things a fair amount. Whether good or bad too. You’re in the infirmary cause you hurt your ankle in gym? He’s gonna be on verge of tears asking if you’re ok. You get into an argument? He’s not really going to be thinking logically, and that could result in him saying something rude.

Loves very… domestic, and casual kinda pet names. Things like darling, honey, and sweetheart, though he often times will just say your name. Only behind closed doors will he use a pet name, or when he’s being a softie

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I saw someone made a theory about twisted wonderland:

Crowley: the narrator

Grim: the storybook

Blots: the ink

Yuu: the pen

And as the pen, Yuu can write and rewrite the story, as mentioned in the prologue about saving everyone.

Omg… that‘s mindblowing and would be SOOO COOL!!🤯😳

It would totally make sense!

#rbing so i can possibly brainrot about this later

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TWST EN CATER HAVING ME AT MY FUCKING LIMIT PT. 1

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[ he ♡s u ]

I FORGOT TO CLEAN MY SKETCH FIRST SO THIS MESS WAS THE RESULT >:(

#art #fanart #digital art #genshin impact #genshin #genshin impact fanart #genshin fanart #sunkissed gallery #ayato kamisato #kamisato ayato #ayato #ayato fanart #ayato kamisato fanart #ayato x reader #ayato kamisato x reader #genshin impact x reader

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if you write for twisted wonderland and your works aren't reaching majority of the audience, you are using the wrong fucking tags. i see so many talented writers go unnoticed cause of this and it is hysterical. so uhm, here you go i guess. these are just some of many. you’re welcome.

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memories from the grave.

just wanted to mention that if you guys have any ideas for a 50 follower special (or if you want one) then you can drop it in my inbox

Whenever he sees you, Lilia remembers things he’d like to think he’d buried in the numerous graves he had left. Lilia doesn't think it's a bad thing, but it hurts, just a little.

Whenever you show up, he knows that you will have to leave. You can never stay and he knows— he knows it oh so well— that it eats at your fragile heart.

Lilia remembers many things and forgets just as many. But the one thing he'll never forget is you— it's almost as if you're engraved into his existence. Surely it is a testament to how much he loves you.

You and he might be the only ones left— the only ones who could possibly remember. He knows that the curse of remembering (all of it, all the bloodshed, all the lives never saved) kills you just a little more than the day before.

But when he sees you at the entrance ceremony in his third year at Night Raven College, he knows something is wrong. And something is very wrong. He takes a very sharp intake of air as he remembers something you said.

Something about... ink. Lots and lots of ink.

He doesn't realize how bad it is until he sees that dead look in your eyes getting worse and worse.

You're too tired to move. Too tired to stay awake (though you're too scared to fall asleep). And yet, you pass out in his arms. He's warm, just like always.

You dream of stars— the many, many stars that had been hidden away for so long. You dream of happiness. The same kind you had so long ago— the kind you had when you built Night Raven Academy with the Great Seven.

There's something about that kind of love that burns in your chest and takes like bile down your throat. You think it's all the smoke in your lungs and ash coating your skin. It must be the reminder that you've failed and you'll continue to so long as the smoke coats your body.

Sometimes, you think that if you could have a final wish it'd be to see the stars again, every last one of them. Other times, your last wish would be left with Lilia.

But you won't ever be given the luxury of a final wish.

So you wake up in your little (ruined) home now called Ramshackle and try to make do with what's left.

(Sometimes, maybe most times, you wonder what it's like to be really seen by people).

(You don't want to be just another star in a constellation).

Lilia doesn't think of you as just another person. You're not some person who comes and goes. You're also not the oh mighty traveller of the stars. You're just... someone he likes (loves).

He fears that he's too late and you'll never know.

He thinks (he knows) he's too late as he watches you struggle as each day passes. He wonders how hard it must be to live in the school you built so long ago, but with no one there to keep you afloat.

Lilia tries to help, he wants to help you so bad, but it doesn't look like there's much he can do for you the way he is now.

The defeated look in your eyes makes it feel like all the flowers have died and everything good in the world left with it. He supposes that it might as well have.

(Oh how useless he is).

(Who would've thought that the mighty General Vanrouge couldn't do anything for the one person he loves the most).

(It's no wonder that you leave every time).

(Never once were you allowed to stay. He doesn't think you would've wanted to stay with him anyway).

(Useless).

When you see the state the students of NRC are in, sometimes you want to cry and cry for hours on end just like you did before. (Back in the days where you could comfort them and cry when they fell asleep. How young they were). Now, all that's left is dust and dust has no memory for you.

When little Riddle overblots, you realize why you've been sent to Night Raven Academy. So you do your duty and die a little inside behind the curtains of the stage.

If you are a puppet— a mere marionette— you wonder who is the puppeteer and why they are doing this to you. Giving you something, someone, only to rip it all away not even a few days later.

Worst of all, you wonder why Lilia still cares. Why love someone who can never be there— someone who always has to leave.

(And you think, just because you cannot die does not mean you haven't already).

(These are memories from the grave).

(You were never really here, were you).

There is no happy ending for you and there is no happy ending for me.

Lilia knows you are, but a husk of who you once were (who you could've been) and he knows he should let you go. But there is no you and I if there is no you.

For now, he is content with guiding you on a journey of healing. Perhaps this time, you'll be able to stay.

opening ending lol do they get a happy ending or not ?!?!?! also this is super messy and not my best work but I'm done with it 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀

also we hit 50 (it's actually 54 rn) followers!! thanks you guys it means a lot considering i started this account as a joke! if you have any requests/ ideas on what you want/ if you want a 50 follower special then feel free to drop it in my inbox!!! also im cross posting the time traveller mini-series(?) as one post on ao3 if you want to check it out

feb 3rd, 2022 | ao3

#congrats on 50+!! #i don't have any ideas for the special tho #believe me when i say most of my ideas are either boring or complicated 😭