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as an asexual - the fact i was created by sex is pretty acephobic tbh

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Where do you all write fanfiction. Cause I have to type it all out on my phone and I hate it.

#writing #writers on tumblr #fanfiction

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Oh yeah don’t mind me just crying over Harry potters dead dad and his friends… No you don’t need to call a therapist, really I’m fine.

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I think my real purpose in life was to read gay fanfiction and obsess over fictional dead wizards and witches.

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REBLOG THIS IF YOU'RE GENDERFLUID, SUPPORT PEOPLE WHO ARE GENDERFLUID, OR YOU LIKE MAC N CHEESE

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“Where the regulus black to my James potter” yall I kin James potter sm it’s painful but he is sm stronger than me. I’m so fr I would CRUMBLED if I was in love with someone and they acted like Reggie did (I love my boy sm tho) but like I couldn’t handle it. Like in the beginning when he acts like he hates James, I would cry myself to sleep. Y’all r stronger than me bc my low ass self esteem could NEVER (even tho Reggie is so worth it)

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I lost my best friend, I lost my mentor, my mom

500 men gone, this can't go on

I must get to see Penelope and Telemachus

So if we must sail through dangerous oceans and beaches

I'll go where Poseidon won't reach us

AND IF I GOTTA DROP ANOTHER INFANT FROM A WALL IN AN INSTANT SO WE ALL DONT DIE

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as both aroace and hopelessly romantic 'the prophecy' really fucks me up

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So I have an outline I like and my obsession is still running I'm still thinking how to have more jegulus cause currently it's more regulily then anything but I'm going there

#mama mia #harry potter marauders #james potter #lily evans #regulus black #jegulus #regulily #jily #a03 fic

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My sexual, romantic, and gender identities could all be honestly summarised as "absolutely not, but maybe, in this very extremely specific way that barely makes sense to anyone"

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reblog if you're aspec and FUCKING VALID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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POLITES IN THE UNDERWORLD? AHHHH

#epic the musical #epic the underworld saga #jorge rivera herrans

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I knew it would be good but I'm dying right now listening to it

#epic the musical #jorge rivera herrans #epic the underworld saga

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Okay maybe I started writing the mama mia jegulily fic I talked about and maybe I have the first chapter ready? I don't know I never wrote anything out It was just always in my head but I think I really like it

im going to wait a few days before I post anything I think because I dont want it to be just one chapter and then that's it hopefully the motivation sticks

for those who are interested I will keep you updated

#marauders #harry potter marauders #jegulily #james potter #regulus black #lily evans #harry potter #mama mia #ao3 #fanfiction #writing

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since the old version of this post was flagged for 'adult content'...

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a trans non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the trans enby spectrum!

#you're all welcome here #personally for me i dont know #im like fuck gender #dont know what that means

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I can't stop thinking about Mama mia jegulily drarry is going to marry and harry sent out invitations to James and Regulus they both come because they havent seen lily in forever but lily doesn't want anything to do with both of them because she still likes both but doesn't want her heart to break again Jegulus is sleeping in the aktiv and becomes closer but each try to become closer with lily again too meanwhile harry has wedding anxiety and needs a father figure but doesn't know which one he can go to then theres sirius who got an invite too cause he and lily had like a one night stand just for fun but doesn't want anything from her he just thinks he has a son and goes along and on the island he meets remus who runs the hotel with lily

I kinda wanna write it but I never really written anything and I don't know if I like have the motivation to go through with it

#harry potter marauders #the marauders era #marauders #james potter #lily evans #regulus black #jegulus #jily #jegulily #harry potter #draco malfoy #drarry #mama mia #ao3 #fanfiction

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they need to invent drinking that's good for you and a way to fuck music