It's not okay. She will do it again. You're not weak for talking about it. Women don't deserve anonymity for beating their spouses. Talk to someone. It's abuse.
Just came up with a theory. Or more of a possible, preferable ending to the Halo series. OK picture it; Final game. Final scene after epic fight with epic enemy. Final few minutes. Masterchief takes his helmet off. ... Pan camera... JOHN CENA!
Have made a big enough mistake that it shakes the very foundation of you? Causes panic? That feeling in your legs and arms? And that crushing feeling that it might never be fixed?
Welcome to pain.