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This Dream

Several nights

Several highs

feeling Lonesome

and also feeling numb

You were in my head

Looking at the empty bed

empty room and empty head

memories we have

Fading, shading and Breaking

There’s a person in the mirror

What I see is you

The eyes that sees your smile

The hand that touches you

This dream, it’s a sweet dream

I caught cupids arrow

was it for someone else?

was I in the way?

or it was meant to be.

Someone asked, what is love?

and all I could say is ‘you’

Someone asked, define love?

and all I could say was,

it is like a dream, a sweet dream.

#hopelessly in love #hopelessness #romantic #original poem #poetry #poets on tumblr #writers and poets #the tortured poets department #poetscommunity #real life #life quotes #poets corner #chessy

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There is a place that you are to fill and no one else can fill, something you are to do, which no one else can do.

- There is a perfect picture of this in the super conscious mind. It usually flashes across the conscious as an unattainable ideal, something too good to be true.

- phrase from a the book of life and how to play it -

#books and reading #life quotes #life lessons #student life #real life #subconscious #consciousness

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Neil Gaiman’s Advice to Aspiring Artists

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i needed to read this today so im sharing it to all of you!!

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Were you ever reading a book and chalenging it coz this book is supposed to help you in any way but not really because now you are trying to question everything that the book has?

yep, a book about motherhood.

#books and reading #bookish #books

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Telling me that the brain exagerrates and how the brain remembers things probably never really happened, after I told you my experiences in my childhood and the punishments I endured everyday is like mind fuck. Coz how come I have these traumas when it never happened, I endured those everyday of my life.

#mindfuck #mental health #healing

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Bloom in your own time.🩷

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You know what people don’t talk about often enough? Playing catch up in life after spending your teens or early 20s suicidally depressed. There’s so many more layers than just being able to say “I don’t want to die anymore.”

The difficulty in academia or a career after spending years thinking you wouldn’t be alive long enough for any of it to matter.

The exhaustion that comes from self awareness and self soothing, with the constant voice in your head saying “don’t go backwards.”

How lonely it is to watch the people your age starting families when you’re just barely learning what stable relationships are, and the sudden societal pressure of being “up against a clock” for these kinds of things.

The judgement from others if you change your image or interests this late in the game just because you finally figured out who you really are under the demons.

Be kind to those who are developing and blooming after years of not planning on being here long. We are living a life we absolutely didn’t think we’d have, and it’s hard enough without society reminding us there’s expectations of our age.

We didn’t get to be young; we were too busy fighting battles few know.

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what if your ‘best’ is draining you, what if your best is here and now,

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I just realized the way I view Love is

‘being taken cared of’ I really didn’t understand what Love is, how it feels or how to show it. In my childhood no one in my family showed their care and love to anyone but being angry and how u dislike something, that is always clear

#what love? #emotional intelligence #love #self development

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what if heaven feels like, that right temperature in the shower, not too cold, not too hot, its just right, the water falls down on your skin and it feels so soft, just barely touching your skin, and you try to catch it in your palm but you only get a speck of it then you close your eyes and see only darkness and you feel free and comforted and safe from all of these materialistic world, and you only exist and be this happy and contented.

#heavenonearth #mental health #void

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I’m on facebook reading comments while taking a min. from cleaning, some of the comments are 3 paragraphs, like how are these people writing so fast, and also they sound like they really care and share their life’s information and experiences, it’s kinda amazing too, reading comments like same things happen to you like ‘there’s that older brother who hates you’ is soo relatable.

#funny

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Forgive yourself every night before going to sleep.

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And there will come a day when you suddenly go, oh. That’s why. That’s why it was worth living and sticking around. I understand.

And then the moment passes, and you might forget again. But that’s okay, because life is an abundance of such moments. They will come back <3

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Incorporate self care from the worlds energy,

After it rains use your hyalauronic acid and other skincare all through your face/body and go walking to the park or just around the neighborhood to absorb the moisture from the rain.

Plan your fullmoon ritual every month, I love moon bathing naked from my window.

Every summer months has meteor shower, make a list of your wishes, this is the time to wish all those to the wishing stars and the universe, you can do this in your backyard or plan a camping trip along those meteor shower dates.

#self care