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I’m not a religious person, I’m an ex cult member (I was raised in the Mormon tax grab faith)

I am in no means a Christian and in no way do I follow the Bible, yet I will share with you all my favorite verses.

Numbers 5: 16-31

16 And the priest shall bring her near, and set her before the Lord:

17 And the priest shall take holy water in an earthen vessel; and of the dust that is in the floor of the tabernacle the priest shall take, and put it into the water:

18 And the priest shall set the woman before the Lord, and uncover the woman's head, and put the offering of memorial in her hands, which is the jealousy offering: and the priest shall have in his hand the bitter water that causeth the curse:

19 And the priest shall charge her by an oath, and say unto the woman, If no man have lain with thee, and if thou hast not gone aside to uncleanness with another instead of thy husband, be thou free from this bitter water that causeth the curse:

20 But if thou hast gone aside to another instead of thy husband, and if thou be defiled, and some man have lain with thee beside thine husband:

21 Then the priest shall charge the woman with an oath of cursing, and the priest shall say unto the woman, The Lord make thee a curse and an oath among thy people, when the Lord doth make thy thigh to rot, and thy belly to swell;

22 And this water that causeth the curse shall go into thy bowels, to make thy belly to swell, and thy thigh to rot: And the woman shall say, Amen, amen.

23 And the priest shall write these curses in a book, and he shall blot them out with the bitter water:

24 And he shall cause the woman to drink the bitter water that causeth the curse: and the water that causeth the curse shall enter into her, and become bitter.

25 Then the priest shall take the jealousy offering out of the woman's hand, and shall wave the offering before the Lord, and offer it upon the altar:

26 And the priest shall take an handful of the offering, even the memorial thereof, and burn it upon the altar, and afterward shall cause the woman to drink the water.

27 And when he hath made her to drink the water, then it shall come to pass, that, if she be defiled, and have done trespass against her husband, that the water that causeth the curse shall enter into her, and become bitter, and her belly shall swell, and her thigh shall rot: and the woman shall be a curse among her people.

28 And if the woman be not defiled, but be clean; then she shall be free, and shall conceive seed.

29 This is the law of jealousies, when a wife goeth aside to another instead of her husband, and is defiled;

30 Or when the spirit of jealousy cometh upon him, and he be jealous over his wife, and shall set the woman before the Lord, and the priest shall execute upon her all this law.

31 Then shall the man be guiltless from iniquity, and this woman shall bear her iniquity.

If you haven’t picked up on it, the priest is performing an abortion.

So, Christians, hate mongers, republican assholes: stop using the Bible to justify your hate if you have not read it. The Bible doesn’t say what you think. The Bible supports abortion and GIVES YOU A RECIPE TO RECREATE!!

Jesus wasn’t a MAGA gun toting, confederate flag wielding mongrel. He was a pacifist hippie who hung out with 12 dudes and a hooker, he has a kind soul who loved EVERYONE, not just whites and republicans.

I know someone is going to bring gays into the discussion because of Leviticus 18: 22.

It was purposefully mistranslated. It originally detested pedophilia, not homosexuality, originally translating roughly to “man shall not lie with BOY” not “man shall not lie with man.” Also, Leviticus doesn’t apply to modern Christians or else we wouldn’t be eating pork and shellfish or cutting our hair.

Plus, in Matthew chapter 19, Jesus states that eunuchs, castrated men (also at the time meaning gay and/or celibate men) are to be revered in the eyes of heaven.

So god never said you could strip women of their bodily autonomy and medical rights, nor did he ever say to hate anyone, not even the queer community.

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reblog if you're aspec and FUCKING VALID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Stardew valley, for farming and giving the blue haired barmaid ✨shiny rocks✨

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Not my normal content, yet this nearly made me cry in class

#vent post #recovery #wholesome

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My mental health has taken a turn for the worse and I’m coming on here to vent since nobody from real life knows I’m here.

Everything has just been so taxing. I’m doing too damn much in too little time. I’m balancing school, moving out of my current home, trying to get a job, filing paperwork, applying for financial aid, trying to get a formal autism diagnosis, therapy for my trauma and ptsd, and potentially looking into marriage as well as a potential legal name change, all while balancing bipolar depression.

Shit, life keeps dealing me swift kicks in the ass one after another.

And on top of all that, I’m trying to work out my codependency issues and extreme clinginess with my girlfriend that spawned from childhood trauma, the abandonment by my mother (whom I was extremely attached to) and the manipulation of me by those I thought I could trust. I love her so very much and I’ve learned I can trust her but now I don’t know how to trust anyone else. I feel like I’m not good enough for her, yet I can’t physically go a day without her without breaking down. She is just so amazing and patient and lovely and perfect and I don’t deserve her, being a broken piece of shit. I can’t live without her. I’m scared that without her I’ll be lost, yet I also hold that deep internal fear of attachment because everyone I loved in the past has hurt me severely or flat out left. I know I’m being irrational because I’ve known her for 6 whole years and been dating her for over a year and never once has she hurt me in any way shape or form. But I still can’t break past that barrier set by years of neglect and manipulation.

So yeah, life has been unkind recently.

Live life to its fullest, yet I can’t go a day without questioning whether my life is worth living since I can’t even accomplish the simple things.

Fuck.

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Rb for bigger sample size!

#nettle tea is my absolute favorite!

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Dang

Change a single letter and change the word game

I want to play a game with you all.

You have to make a new word by changing only one letter of the last word.

Dirt

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Oopsy daisy, I accidentally joined the reblog chain. It would be an absolute shame if my mutuals accidentally spread this too! /sarcastic

btw the thing she couldn’t ignore was someone calling her out for saying anti-depressants/hormone therapy are only perscribed by lazy doctors

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As a kid I ate ants because I liked the spicy taste…

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Saw this, had to post it. No context needed

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Read this if you want, but I’m just posting to the void to get this off my mind.

A letter to her:

I know this is random, but I just wanted to say this. I love you. I love you a whole lot. My love for you is a concept that I can’t explain adequately through my words. Hell, I hardly understand love at all, but I’ll try nonetheless.

You are the light of my life. You are as to the sun and I the moon. You shine so bright in radiant beauty, both inside and out, and you give me a light I wouldn’t have without you. I don’t know where I’d be without you. Well, I do know. I’d be left in darkness and I’d be dead.

I want to thank you for the years you have spent by my side and in my life. Even if they were rough and tumble, they were some of the best times, especially with you by my side.

You’ve saved my life both literally and figuratively time and again. You shaped me into who I am today. I couldn’t imagine how things would be without you. I’ve become dependent on you and you’ve grown to be the only one I deeply trust.

Thank you for being such a wonderful friend and even better influence in my life for so many long years. You’ve kept me sane for so long and I can’t help but to be grateful for you and everything you do.

I love you so much!

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In remembrance of Cole Brings Plenty and as an homage, I have been braiding my hair every day and I will continue to do so until justice is brought to the situation. I beg you, if you are not already, braid your hair for Cole.

#braids for cole #cole brings plenty

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In remembrance of Cole and as an homage, I have been braiding my hair every day and I will continue to do so until justice is brought to the situation. I beg you, if you are not already, braid your hair for Cole.

I know I don’t have a large following. I know this post will get lost in the sea of other posts. I know I don’t come on here often, and when I do I try to keep my page free from death and other serious topics. Yet, I think this is imperative to say, especially since I myself am of indigenous descent. I ask all of you to join me in solidarity.

Cole Brings Plenty, actor, model, and most importantly activist was found dead. He was assaulted in a club in Lawrence, Kansas. He was killed and his braids; a symbol of his heritage, of his Lakota decent, and a sacred symbol across many an indigenous nation, were forcibly cut.

I beg of thee and I plead with thee, spread the word. Do your part, however big or little, to bring light to this situation. Whether it be by reblogging this post or others alike, or by going out and making a stand. Do it.

Shed light on the situation. This goes beyond the death of one man. It is about the abuse and the destruction of natives and their communities. Of the killing of many an innocent soul. Of the brutalization of many First Nations.

We have seen time and time again, many indigenous people die by similar means. We need to bring light on the deaths of any and all indigenous individuals dead, missing or at risk. It is an epidemic, an assault, and a silent cleansing of many a nation.

Whether it be the estimated 6,000 dead at the hands of Canadian residential schools, the murdered and missing indigenous women and children, or the killing of an actor and activist, you cannot deny the sheer abhorrence of this problem. The problem of many Native American people dying, going missing and being abused, at an alarming rate. At a level unprecedented and unparalleled, at a level of which should not be kept silent.

Cole Brings Plenty, actor, model, activist.

Look at him and spread awareness for him and for many others befallen by the same fate.

Remember him. Remember all of the others. Let nobody else befall the same fate again.

#braids for cole