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"All time ever does is pass and all I do is remember"

#helpme #nostalgia #i am sad

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the way growing up reading has shaped my entire personality like I will always pick the blue drink or the blue cupcake for Percy, and I will always pick Daisies for Cordelia or think about Jules when I have pancakes or Matthew Fairchild when I read Oscar Wilde or when I see a violin I will always miss Jem Carstairs and when I smell roses I think of Kell Maresh and!!

#I could go on but I am just trying to say smthn and it isn’t being said but I am them they are me my brain is one with theirs #Percy jackson #Kell Maresh #jem carstairs #cordelia carstairs #matthew fairchild #julian blackthorn #adsom #tsh

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“Every so often, I’d look down at my hands, remembering how small they’d been, and how helpless I’d felt not being able to use my own sword. Inside, I still felt eight years old and ready to cry”

can someone pls tell me why percy saying this is making me sob cos yea growing up you can be more independent and that’s NICE but inside you are still a child scared and anxious and missing your mother but then I am growing up and so is percy and in this essay I will-

#chalice of the gods #percy jackon and the olympians #i can’t do this I don’t wanna be 20 #I am 12 and 20 all at once and I miss her and I like me but I do not but!!!!

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12 year old me reading PJO 🤝🏽 20 year old me reading PJO

#chalice of the gods #percy jackson #i love <3 #percy jackon and the olympians

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*turns into a whimsical butterfly chasing cinnamon loving cosy little being in the first week of fall*

#I love fall #a lot

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percy jackson quoting ROMEO AND JULIET at annabeth chase I'm literally going feral right now all my life has led to this moment

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Rick, Chalice of the Gods is not matching my Fall "Cubitum Eamus?" aesthetic!!

#IM SO EXCITEDDDDD THOOO AAA #percy jackon and the olympians #chalice of the gods #percy jackson #the secret history

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Percy: finally about to relax

Zeus:

#percy jackson #Percy jackson and the chalice of the gods #iAMSOEXCITED

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what i love about hamlet is that whenever i start to try to analyze it or pin my interpretations of it down it’s impossible. the compulsion to qualify and go on tangents is just too powerful for me. the text just begs me to over explain and over consider. i have so many thoughts about it that are all loud and passionate and completely contradictory. and as i type this, i realize it has left me with the same indecisiveness and doubt that hamlet suffered from and my eyes are welling up. good play

#yes #hamlet

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i dont want happiness i need taylor swift to scream enchanted in my ears

#enchanted #speak now #taylor swift #ughhh

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YOU GAVE ME ROSES AND I LEFT THEM THERE TO DIE FUCK

#sobbing once again to back to december #taylor swift #speak now

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god is it too much to ask for someone to fall madly in love with me like write me poetry rn. 

#ughhhh #im sad #lp #love?

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people with brown or black eyes should be allowed to do anything like get everything they need for free and get away with murder. okay whatever you want beautiful

#woah i always hated my eyes cos od how boring they are but yes i agree

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*in an unexpected turn of events, the tumblr clones theme begins playing, crescendoing into a fireworks display that somehow happens on beat* LAIBA my love I’m back and collecting all my people and I knew I couldn’t forget you!! How are you, lovely??? 💗

*People turn in shock at the bellowing music and the fireworks, is it finally happening!? the return of the tumblr clones?* CATTTHHH CATH CATH MY LOVE I MISSED YOU SOOO MUCHH!!! i am amazing after seeing this in my inbox, I've missed you so muchhhh. How are YOUUUU? <3

#tumblr clones are baccckkkk #lp

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Anyone got good YA fantasy recs?

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yk how two friends just look at each other and understand without uttering a single word, yea i think thats magic

#idk #random #magic #lp #words

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LIVING FOR THE THRILL OF HITTING YOU WHERE IT HURTSSS GIVE ME BACK MY GIRLHOOD IT WAS MINE FIRSSSSSSTTTTTTT

#SCREAMING