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HAPPY FOLKLORE RELEASE DAY @taylorswift @taylornation

#folklore #taylornation #taylorswift #taylurking

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@taylorswift manages to baffle me every single time she releases new music. I became a fan because of her (song)writing abilities, and I am never disappointed. folklore brought this out on an entire different level. The lyricsm is so amazing, I actually feel quite overwhelmed after listening to the entire album. This may be my favourite of all time. It is definitely her best. Thank you Taylor, for sharing your art. It makes my life.

#taylorswift #taylurking #taylornation #folklore

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Thank you, Taylor.

I do have go get this off my chest. folklore could not have come at a better time. The last few weeks have been really draining emotionally, and I think it is of course because of the pandemic and everything happening, because of feeling alone, but mostly because three years of working so hard for my bachelor's degree caught up to me. This month has been filled with days where I only wanted to lay in bed and cry, because of feeling alone or not knowing what to do with my life. There were a few days where I felt great, but they were exceptions.

When I heard we were getting new music today, I was crying again, but out of happiness. I am so extremely excited to hear the new songs and I just know I am going to love it. Thank you @taylorswift, for always being a light in my life. I don't know what I would do without you.

#taylorswift #taylurking #taylornation #folklore #cardigan

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This is my most "folklore"-like dress. I have to work tomorrow and it may rain, but should I just wear it? (It looks prettier when I have it on)

#taylornation #taylorswift #folklore #taylurking

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Guess who immediately knew what to get ❤️ I have been feeling so down lately (even though it's summer and I just got my degree) and knowing Taylor is going to release this just made my entire summer! I am so excited! @taylorswift @taylornation

#taylorswift #taylurking #taylornation #folklore #cardigan

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If you are actually getting angry and bothered at the thought of Chris Evans dating Lily James, maybe take a good look at yourself. I know the fantasy of dating him may be something to you, but we all know that's never going to happen. Wouldn't you rather be happy for him? Lily is amazing and if they are dating and happy (look at their smiles i mean omg), LET THEM. THEY ARE CUTE.

PS. Also find it really disrespectful that anlot of people think it is just PR. It's very rude in case it is not just that and it is actually real, which it easily could be. Celebrities are also people and they definitely hear about what's being said about them, so choose your words wisely and carefully. Don't be rude.

#chris evans #lily james

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can someone take ME on an ice cream date in the park please and thank you

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they be cute

#chris evans #lily james

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Anyone else just afraid of dating? Like you want to date and you want to find someone to be in a relationship with. But something about the whole thing makes you really scared and anxious? Like the fact that you could like someone and they don't like you back or even are disgusted by the fact that you like them or someone liking you but you don't like them and you don't want to break their heart? Or even the fact that a third person like your friends or family seeing you liking or being with someone terrifies you? Anyone else feeling that too?

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Fucking great the companies are saved. What about us? I am a bachelor student loaning money from the government, getting myself a huge debt, unable to work because of corona and just losing money because of cancelled concerts and holidays. Where the fuck is the law that ensures my life?

So Germany just created a new law so the company that sold us tickets for Lover Fest can now offer us vouchers instead of giving us our money back? That is like the worst solution for so many European Swifties who were travelling to Germany to go see Taylor live (for probably like the first time in their lives).

It is uncertain if Lover Fest Berlin will ever take place again later this year or next year, therefore we have no idea if we can even use these vouchers for a Taylor concert. So basically we just lost 150 euros.

Oh yeah, maybe we can get our money back.. If we do not spend the vouchers until the end of 2021, we will get our money back in 2022 (!). Unless the company goes bankrupt of course.

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So Germany just created a new law so the company that sold us tickets for Lover Fest can now offer us vouchers instead of giving us our money back? That is like the worst solution for so many European Swifties who were travelling to Germany to go see Taylor live (for probably like the first time in their lives).

It is uncertain if Lover Fest Berlin will ever take place again later this year or next year, therefore we have no idea if we can even use these vouchers for a Taylor concert. So basically we just lost 150 euros.

Oh yeah, maybe we can get our money back.. If we do not spend the vouchers until the end of 2021, we will get our money back in 2022 (!). Unless the company goes bankrupt of course.

#taylorswift #taylurking #lover fest #lover fest berlin #corona

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some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody has a crush on and it really shows

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Mad at myself

I hate quarantine. We are not forced to stay inside, but it's better for our whole country if we stay in as much as possible.

Left my dormroom and moved back in with my parents. The shop I work at is closed and I have no other income than my loans, which I use for rent, so I had to go to my parents'.

I am planning on graduating this year. Have to finish two more courses and write my thesis. It's fucking hard to do that while you live with your parents. I miss the library where I can close myself off. I have no silence now. No good desk to work at.

I make up stupid excuses for myself to not do anything, while I have major deadlines. I am just constantly tired, finding distractions just to not sit and study. Then work piles up and I get stressed. Headaches because of stress. No finished work because of headaches.

So mad at myself for not being productive, for not having a rhythm in my day. It should not be this hard.

#taylurking #taylorswift #corona #thesis #university #student #graduate #virus #coronavirus #covid19

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I also always thought I'd feel content having had my first kiss. Even more frustrated now because I now know what it's like and I want it again. And coronavirus made sure that's not happening anytime soon.

Why are men like this?

Went on date with this guy with this Dutch dating app. Had a really great time, maybe drank a bit too much, but we had fun. He texted me. I texted him. He wasn't that elaborate but hey, texting's not everyone's favourite thing in the world. I decided to take a leap and ask him for a second date. He agreed.

We had plans to go pooling and have drinks, but then corona happened and all bars closed. So, I decided that we could have dinner at my place and I could show him the city. It was the last idea in my mind to invite him into my home, because I did not want to give off the wrong idea. Was definitely not ready for that.

We cooked, had dinner, walked around town and went back to watch a movie. I had my first kiss (!). Like properly. We cuddled on the couch. He was cute. He asked if he could stay the night ("just to cuddle, nothing more"). Honestly told him I wasn't ready for that. He went home, gave me a goodbye kiss and texted me he had fun.

Did not hear from him for a day. Decided to start a conversation since he wasn't going to. Barely two responses and then the conversation was dead. Why are guys like this???

I mean, it's alright if you don't like me but LET ME KNOW. Now I spend days thinking about everything I could have done or said wrong. I had time to overthink everything about my appearance. It was not good for my mental health.

After three days I decided for myself that I was not having it. It was done. (Not that corona would have made it any easier if he had texted me). But now I still think about it during some parts of the day (watching romance movies, etc.) and I hate it!

I need him to get the fuck out of my brain. It's not like we had anything. Conversations weren't deep, we met up two times. There's nothing. But he was a goodlooking guy, who seemed normal, who seemed into me, who was my first kiss. And now what? Nothing.

Men. Why are you like this???

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Why are men like this?

Went on date with this guy with this Dutch dating app. Had a really great time, maybe drank a bit too much, but we had fun. He texted me. I texted him. He wasn't that elaborate but hey, texting's not everyone's favourite thing in the world. I decided to take a leap and ask him for a second date. He agreed.

We had plans to go pooling and have drinks, but then corona happened and all bars closed. So, I decided that we could have dinner at my place and I could show him the city. It was the last idea in my mind to invite him into my home, because I did not want to give off the wrong idea. Was definitely not ready for that.

We cooked, had dinner, walked around town and went back to watch a movie. I had my first kiss (!). Like properly. We cuddled on the couch. He was cute. He asked if he could stay the night ("just to cuddle, nothing more"). Honestly told him I wasn't ready for that. He went home, gave me a goodbye kiss and texted me he had fun.

Did not hear from him for a day. Decided to start a conversation since he wasn't going to. Barely two responses and then the conversation was dead. Why are guys like this???

I mean, it's alright if you don't like me but LET ME KNOW. Now I spend days thinking about everything I could have done or said wrong. I had time to overthink everything about my appearance. It was not good for my mental health.

After three days I decided for myself that I was not having it. It was done. (Not that corona would have made it any easier if he had texted me). But now I still think about it during some parts of the day (watching romance movies, etc.) and I hate it!

I need him to get the fuck out of my brain. It's not like we had anything. Conversations weren't deep, we met up two times. There's nothing. But he was a goodlooking guy, who seemed normal, who seemed into me, who was my first kiss. And now what? Nothing.

Men. Why are you like this???

#men #dating #firstkiss #confused #taylurking #taylorswift

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Coronavirus does not want me to have anything of a love life.

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Got home from work and was finally able to watch the music video. So proud of you, @taylorswift. This video is freaking amazing, was cheering the whole time. SO PROUD.

#taylorswift #taylurking #taylornation #theman #themanmusicvideo