joodlesmoodlenoodle

[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

I found safety in the spins

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

Tito

One day, I will write about the loneliness that comes with sobriety, but for now, I will write about the loneliness that comes with addiction.

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

Are you a “can’t write dialogue” writer or a “can’t describe anything” writer

[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

“I just think you should sing no matter what you sound like and draw or paint no matter what it looks like.”

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

residential notes

While in res, one of our groups was to write a letter to forgiveness to ourselves, I was the only one that took it seriously. This is what I wrote:

You have cut, burned, and scarred me. You constantly critisize me, and everything I do, to the point of isolation and insecurity. You've never actually taken the time out of your day to care for me in any way. You do nothing but destroy who I am because you can't handle it. You can't handle being imperfect, rejection, or people not wanting to be around you for the sole reason being that you can't stand being around yourself.

In my eyes, you don't deserve to be forgiven, but I must grow, and to heal it has to happen. Though, I can't do it yet, I promise to do it, for my own sake.

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

Not a writing, but two of my irls that I trust are on here, and I love them dearly l, so thank you.

[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

ANA #1

Redundant is when I search "how many calories are in lamotrigine?"

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

drunk thoughts vol.4

Maybe I've found myself, or maybe I've drifted so far from her that she assumes this is me.

[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

drunk thoughts vol.3

It wasn't long 'til my tears started tasting like tequila

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

Drunk thoughts vol.2

The facade I've attempted,

it's slipping

I'm exposed,

my heart is once again on my sleeve.

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

hey if we’re mutuals you can literally interact w me whenever. send me whatever u want i will probably be very excited

[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

Drunk thoughts vol.1

I don't want you,

but I need you

Because to me,

the worst thing to exist,

is someone that doesn't want to love me

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

Her kiss burned my lips

my body knew something my brain didn't

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

I just wrote some stuff that I probably won’t remember writing tomorrow. Might post it because they’re either really good, or comedically (is that a word?) bad. If not. I’ll probably try to write something nice if I remember

-love, (a very cross-faded) joodle

[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

I dream of death like a lover in the moonlight.

Her kiss brings me comfort.

Her embrace suffocating, but familiar.

Her return is always expected when she leaves.

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

Angel (reprise)

I missed you, I did

And no matter how much I hate it,

you're my muse, you are

The pain from you inspires

Your love stimulates

I can't erase you

You've cradled my mind

caressed my soul

and burned my emotions

We are sometimes aflame,

always an ember

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[joodlesmoodlenoodle]

not a writing

I want my page to be a bit more transparent, because none of my irl friends know about it so I have complete freedom, so I might start posting more pictures/some real journal entries. Also i'm a tad drunk so idk how sure I am about it.