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352

~ Theyre getting rid of my community treatments order because I don’t want to do group therapy because I have an anxiety. Because that makes so much sense of course 🙄 ~

#bpd #sh #mental health #psychotic #tired #recovery #cto

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352

~ I’m doing ok. I still feel like shit but I’ve managed to keep going. ~

#bpd #sectioned #hospital #sh #mental health #psychotic #tired #recovery

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326

~I fucked up~

#bpd #hospital #sh #mental health #psychotic #tired #blood

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318

~ still here. I’m back at work and I keep getting serious anxiety before going in everyday, I can’t cope but I’m going to keep trying ~

#anxiety #bpd #mental health #psychotic #tired #anxious

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298

~ I relapsed the other day. Recovery sucks.~

#bpd #sh #mental health #psychotic #tired #recovery #overthinking

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275

~ my CTO appointments are so useless. They said I need to go away and have a think on why I find silence uncomfortable because I said I felt awkward when we were just sat in their office in complete silence. I can’t cope 😂 ~

#sectioned #bpd #sh #mental health #psychotic #tired #CTO #community treatment order #community mental health #mental health uk

[luciferinmyhead]

Hi, I just want to say I like your style and if you ever feel like you are not worth anything, I can tell you that you are worth a lot. Your page really reminds me of my 9 times in hospitals. The longest was only for 6 months, because it costs so much in the states, but I can definitely relate to your page. Also, how is life in the UK now that you are out and about? I used to go for long walks, after, myself.

Awww Thankyou so much ❤️

It’s okay over heat although we’re not really supposed to go out much because of covid and all that so it’s kind of similar to being in hospital in way 😂

But I am feeling slightly better than I did when I was in hospital so that’s good.

Look after yourself and stay safe x :)

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271

~ I’m really starting to get somewhere I hope. ~

#bpd #mental health #sh #psychotic #tired #recovery

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259

~ it’s nice to be able to go out at least ~

#sectioned #bpd #sh #mental health #psychotic #tired

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253

~ “Community Care” is such bullshit I really cannot be bothered to go to all these shitty appointments where nothing fucking happens. They’re also on about putting me in group therapy and I’m like fuck right off with that ~

#sectioned #bpd #hospital #mental health #psychotic #tired #fuck life #group therapy #therapy #community #cpn #local mental health team

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244

~ weird pic but I had to go to my discharge meeting and everyone was wearing masks and it was really weird. I don’t know why they didn’t just do it over the phone? ~

#bpd #inpatient #mental health #sh #psychotic #tired #discharged #CTO

[luciferinmyhead]

236

~ so... I’ve been discharged because of coronavirus wow ~

#inpatient #sectioned #bpd #hospital #mental health #psychotic #sh #section 3 #tired #discharged #fuck life

[luciferinmyhead]

222

~been doing nothing but watching films while everyone in the outside is losing their minds~

😂

#inpatient #sectioned #bpd #hospital #sh #mental health #psychotic #section 3 #tired #covid #quaratined

[luciferinmyhead]

195

~ im so tired of all this ~

#inpatient #sectioned #bpd #hospital #sh #mental health #psychotic #section 3 #tired #depression #anxiety

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188

~ does anyone ever just get an urge to do really shitty things like do a load of risky drugs or spend a load of money for no apparent reason? ~

#depression #inpatient #sectioned #bpd #hospital #sh #mental health #psychotic #section 3 #tired #anxiety #bipolar #urge #triggerwarning

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186

~ I have my Tv so I’m hiding from life in my room now ~

#inpatient #sectioned #bpd #hospital #sh #mental health #psychotic #section 3 #depression #anxiety #hospitalised

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Who Tf thinks omg this green floor would look amazing in this room?

~ I moved to a different hospital today and I’m so scared and anxious because I know no one and I don’t know what’s going on...

The only good thing about moving is I get my own room now instead of having to share with 5 other random men. ~

Also someone I used to message sometimes on here has disappeared and I’m worried so if you see this pls message me if you made a new account or something.

#inpatient #bpd #depression #anxiety #hospital #sectioned #section 3 #mental health #datgreenfloordoe