marlowedobbeart

[marlowedobbeart]

Hello everyone, I have made a GB studio game about my cat, Hank Stuart Bastard.

It takes 5 minutes to play. Please enjoy 👩‍💻 https://marlowedobbe.itch.io/dungeon-of-hank

#gamedev #indiedev #gb studio #gbs #indie rpgs #cats

[marlowedobbeart]

FINALLY I am able to talk about what I've been working on for the last 2.5 years. I have been Art Directing for SLAY THE SPIRE 2!

So very excited about this game and the team! Especially stoked to share more of what our talented art team has been putting together!

#slay the spire

[marlowedobbeart]

Happy April Fool's from the best one who's ever done it (it's their favorite holiday)

#dicey dungeons #jester #april fool's day

[marlowedobbeart]

We were able to raise $450 for Landback! Thanks so much to everyone who purchased an adoptable!

We still have one left on the shop if anyone wants to bring this donation to an even $500! :) https://marlowedobbe.com/store

ADOPTABLES FOR SALE!

YO! Doing something a little different here for me! Will Lewis and I collaborated on some adoptables which are now LIVE for sale on my website! All profits benefit the Landback Foundation! GO GET YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER WHILE THEY'RE STILL AVAILABLE! 🧙‍♂️ https://marlowedobbe.com/store

#adoptable #open adopts #charity #fundraising

[marlowedobbeart]

hey. i (disabled trans femme person) need urgent help escaping abuse.

i come to you with some very bad news and a long story, i guess. it's a story of financial abuse and years and year of my life in vain.

snippets of this were things ive talked about before, but theyve been intensifying recently to a point that i can't ignore them anymore. they dont blend into the background anymore. figurateively, im being poisoned, and im feeling it.

look below the cut for further details of what's happening. i wish i could've been more concise, but the ongoing situation is convoluted and its hard to wrap my whole head around it sometimes.

ive had my patreon for around 7 years, now. since the beginning, i wanted it to become sizable and to earn me a living eventually; it never did.

ive also released several games, which, again, didnt earn me a living. ive done a lot of work on projects under nda, which didnt earn me a living either.

none of it came together.

as a result of this, i have spent that past while being strongly supported through donations from people like you on tumblr and discord (thank you ;;) and... from my parents.

the latter is the crux of this. their control over my finances lends them a very strong influence over what i am allowed to do and what im not allowed to do in my life.

as a result of this, they have essentially kept me from pursuing the jobs and the life ive wanted to pursue for the past 7 years. anything i was able to come up with wasn't good enough. game development is an "expensive hobby". "an outcrys" nomination was a "costly adventure that didn't retain value". my art is "sad and depressing, no one wants to see it". video games are "not real, you need a second foot to stand on".

so ive been toiling away, trying to please their whims of what im "supposed to be doing", using precious time i couldve used entering the industry i actually wanted to enter learning skills i didnt want for jobs i didnt want, applying and being denied. for a brief while, between 2020 and 2023, i was allowed to do my game development thing, finally, because of covid and such. that grace period is now over.

they have also been strongly controlling my bodily autonomy as it relates to choices im allowed to make without having to suffer emotional damage from them, which has been paranoia-inducing to say the least.

at this moment, i am at a crossroads.

either, i take on a job that pays whatever my parents think is enough for a living and is the "right kind of job" (with my lack of education outside of artistic fields: close to impossible); or i find a well-paying high-profile job in the video game industry (with my qualifications and the state of the industry: close to impossible); or i enter my country's disability pay system.

i have a disability diagnosis, so this would be within reach. it would also be a good deal more money than my parents are keeping me drowning with. to succeed with my application however, id need to:

close my patreon

stop developing games (not enough resources, mental or financial)

be at the whims of this country's political situation and how it relates to welfare, which is in sharp decline

im asking you all for help choosing none of the above.

i want to be free from their financial influence. i want to be able to instantly send them back their "alimony" and know that they can no longer direct my life according to any whim they may have. i want more time to be allowed to stand on my own two feet without being emotionally hurt and financially controlled - because it is nothing short of killing me.

i've started goal on ko-fi - 6000 $. i need a buffer like that in order to be able to have a bargaining chip in this arrangement, at least for half a year.

i need that money to be able to refuse the money my parents only use to have power over me and my life choices, to be able to consistently emotionally harm me and my prospects to become independent in the way i want to.

thank you for reading. even just talking about this makes me feel a little better. please help, and donate if you are able.

[marlowedobbeart]

ok wait has anyone done this one yet

[marlowedobbeart]

ok wait has anyone done this one yet

#the unknown #willy wonka #willys chocolate experience

[marlowedobbeart]

Some more recent screenshots on how things are going! Lots of work ahead for Daydream Skies. Slowly but Surely getting towards something playable! >:)

#indiedev #indiegames #rpg #indierpg #gamemaker #indie games #art #game development

[marlowedobbeart]

ADOPTABLES FOR SALE!

YO! Doing something a little different here for me! Will Lewis and I collaborated on some adoptables which are now LIVE for sale on my website! All profits benefit the Landback Foundation! GO GET YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER WHILE THEY'RE STILL AVAILABLE! 🧙‍♂️ https://marlowedobbe.com/store

[marlowedobbeart]

ONLY ONE LEFT! Sold 9/10 yesterday for charity! TYSM everyone! If anyone wants to help find a home for our little Soil Sprite adoptable, go get them while they're still available! https://marlowedobbe.com/store

ADOPTABLES FOR SALE!

YO! Doing something a little different here for me! Will Lewis and I collaborated on some adoptables which are now LIVE for sale on my website! All profits benefit the Landback Foundation! GO GET YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER WHILE THEY'RE STILL AVAILABLE! 🧙‍♂️ https://marlowedobbe.com/store

#adoptable #art

[marlowedobbeart]

Only four left! :)) Thanks to everyone who's bought one so far!

ADOPTABLES FOR SALE!

YO! Doing something a little different here for me! Will Lewis and I collaborated on some adoptables which are now LIVE for sale on my website! All profits benefit the Landback Foundation! GO GET YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER WHILE THEY'RE STILL AVAILABLE! 🧙‍♂️ https://marlowedobbe.com/store

#adoptable #art #illustration #character design

[marlowedobbeart]

ADOPTABLES FOR SALE!

YO! Doing something a little different here for me! Will Lewis and I collaborated on some adoptables which are now LIVE for sale on my website! All profits benefit the Landback Foundation! GO GET YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER WHILE THEY'RE STILL AVAILABLE! 🧙‍♂️ https://marlowedobbe.com/store

#adoptable #open adopts #art

[marlowedobbeart]

I have been toiling away in the Pause Screen Mines for weeks now and I think I'm just about ready to leave/escape/be free :'^)

#indiegamedev #game development #game dev #indie dev #indie games #rpg #indie rpgs #gamemaker #daydreamskies

[marlowedobbeart]

This image is unironically the perfect encapsulation of my aspirations as a game writer. I only hope my writing will ever evoke this vibe

#gamedev #gamedevelopment #indie game

[marlowedobbeart]

Getting back to making gamedev progress after a bit of a break in december! I animated and implemented my battle win screen today! Really happy with how this turned out and how I managed to animated much of the movement in-engine!

#game dev #game development #indie rpg #rpg #daydreamskies #gamemaker

[marlowedobbeart]

🎵🎶 ass-ass-asset to the company 🎵🎶

#lethal company #art #lethal company fanart

[marlowedobbeart]

I made this. Here you go.

#art #illustration #grinch #christmas