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Hey, donation post time. If you’re not comfy reading about severe medical issues and monetary insecurity — please scroll.

As you may know, my name is Mothana. I’m a twenty-two-year-old, trans, disabled person who struggles with monetary insecurity.

My endometriosis, HEDS, autism, and chronic pains make it difficult for me to work/find a place of employment, and I lack disability aid—I don't even have access to bus fare to get my meds regularly. I’ve also worn the same prescription glasses since September of 2018, but I cannot afford the $90 appointment — let alone $200 glasses.

All the symptoms of my disabilities have worsened over the last few years now, and my overall health is still steadily deteriorating.

It's been really hard to get any real financial support from the government as, in their eyes, my disabilities aren't severe enough. My disability applications have been denied three times as of now.

Currently, I desperately need a new glasses (I’ve worn the same pair for nearly five years) and disability aids specifically for my hyper mobility (pillows to aid with sleeping, splints and compression bandages for my joints. Pain medications.). I am desperate for any help at all.

I am asking for aid so I can function at even a fraction of what an abled body person can. I want to be able to take care of myself — go to work and make a living of my own. But I currently have everything against me.

If you are able to and would be kind enough to contribute to my savings, please send money to PayPal.me/justinesousa1 I can also provide me email for things like e-transfers.

If you don't have the financial ability to help, please don't worry. Sharing this post is already help enough, and I am incredibly thankful for you!

PS. If any of you have further questions regarding my health, please feel free to DM me. I think it's only fair, as you are willing to help me.

#please reblog #please share #tw medical #disability awareness #crowdsourcing #crowdfunding #please donate #please help #donate #donate if you can #donations #donation #send help #support if you can #send donations #paypal donations #heds #hypermobile ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos zebra #ehlers danlos syndrome #heds awareness #ehlers danlos problems #ehlers danlos awareness

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GET A COLORING BOOK! Not the adult relaxation coloring stuff! THE GOOD COLORING BOOKS! THE FUN ONES!

I got a Pokemon one. 🤟🏻

#percy speaks #i also read satan instead of santa

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Mercí, bestie!🥐

#mothy🦇

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I don't have ehlers danlos but I've read about a low dose of testosterone being really helpful! I've definitely seen Tumblr posts about it, maybe you can get the website's broken search to cough some up.

Hi! I’m so sorry I’m only replying now! ☺️

My doctor told me about testosterone shots when I got diagnosed, but he called it last attempt for people who are in worse pain than I am (like people unable to move). But when I saw your text I got reminded of it and did some more research!

I read that (depending on how your body reacts to it) changes in the afab body can happen strongly (deeper voice, body hair, etc.), but it depends on how your body reacts to it since it is only a small dosage. I am personally not a fan of taking testosterone for my hEDS since I deal mentally with a lot of dysmorphia and already have problems with my hormonal balance.

I thank you so much for your reply, though, because somebody else might read it and could possibly make really good use of that advice!💘

#percy answers

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Popping in for a quick question for everyone with Ehlers-Danlos:

What meds do you take and what actually helps?

Please be detailed and literally name-drop those medications (if you feel comfortable) as “a muscle relaxant” or “something for joint pains,” at this point, makes me want to cry since nobody gives me answers.

↓Rant beneath cut↓

CW: Medication, Overdosing, Definitely taking too many pills out of desperation, Flare-ups

I have been on number seven since I got diagnosed and nothing helps. Seriously, I spent so long to have the pain I was raw dogging validates and now they give me medication after medication that isn't working/strong enough.

I even overdose cause I experience so much pain that all I can think of is that maybe if I take more, it will finally help.

Atm I know that at about 800mg ibuprofen, stuff is starting to work (mid-level pain is almost gone/numb, but I still feel it hurt), so I suspect if I pop another 400mg pill, it should work even better, but, let's be honest, I shouldn't eat them like M&M’s since I am meant to take one every few hours and a maximum of three a day—and the time they last is “eh” as well.

I usually took 4 Paracetamol pills at once before getting diagnosed, so 1600mg with two aspirin as a chaser, and they would do what 800mg ibuprofen does now. Still, all of it only ever works for a short time, like a maximum of 3-4 hours before I'm back at the pain I was before.

So, I don't know how to end this, but I do not want to take pills like they're candy and feel sick from overdosing, and I want medication that actually helps. I already heard somebody say I should just tough it out, and that nearly put me in jail.

I have days where I just lay in bed cause existence is pain, I have nights where I can't sleep, I am sick of being sick from too many meds that don't even work, and to be honest, I am sick of crying cause I feel helpless.

I am at a point where I actually had my best friend having to tell me multiple times that the average amount of pain a person should feel every day is 0, and me calling it BS. Because yes, I am starting to believe that it is normal to always be on a 3-4 on the pain scale after medication and on a good day. I don't even remember a day in the last few years where nothing hurt.

I looked online, and I always only find wish-washy answers that don't help me, so literally seeing what others take/see how others manage the pain, and checking with my doctor if that would be an option for me would be a serious help.

#percy speaks #tbh #percy cries #ehlers danlos syndrome #hypermobile ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos zebra #chronic pain #pain medication #pain management #heds #eds

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Tumblr, I think the fuck not, my friend. 😀

#seriously #I was gone for a MONTH #percy speaks

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“Hey who’s your favourite stranger things cha-“

“Wayne munson.”

“No but like your favourite main charact-“

“Wayne munson.”

“But he’s got like ten minutes of screen time I mean who’s your favourite!”

#mothy🦇

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*heavy sigh* It's not gender-neutral!reader, if you use he/him pronouns and then justify it by saying “not describing genitalia makes this person gender-neutral but with he/him pronounce.” You can be male no matter your genitalia. You can have a whole pussy and ovaries and still be a man. You might not be amab!reader, but you're male!reader.

#percy speaks #m genuinely upset #ran this past my trans friend and it screams ignorant

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Did anyone tag @mothymunson in this already?

#mothy🦇

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Bestie and I have a twin thing going on. ✌️🏻

Gotta love not talking for like an hour or so, then popping back up to vent for a split sec and having them deal with the exact same issue. Gotta love a twin flame. Luv u @percygranate thanks for bluetoothing me ur pain xx

We fucking hate Jeff tho 😒

#mothy🦇 #percy speaks

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Hi, my name is Percy! I am auDHD, have generalized anxiety, and am scared of loud noises like the vacuum, the doorbell, or sizzling food in the frying pan. I love to blast Metallica in the morning.

Make it make sense.

#percy speaks

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“Oh, great, you know what happened in the newest episode/season. I didn't. Thanks for the spoiler death of my comfort character, asshole. 😀”

Guys, seriously.

#percy speaks #mothy🦇

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Looking at you, Stranger Things Fandom!

#percy speaks #stranger things #wayne munson #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things fandom #stranger things fanfic #mothy🦇

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So, this opportunity for an edit turned up… As always, use it for your fics as long as you give credit. Mercí.

#percy edits #eddie munson #stranger things #joseph quinn #fan expo #fan expo portland #eddie munson edit #eddie munson stranger things #stranger things edit #stranger things edits

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Simon “cig and black tea with a shit ton of milk” riley……John “vape and a red bull” mactavish…..John “cigar and a black coffee” price…. Kyle “nicotine patch and a weird green juice” garrick….

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♡ Your daily dose of cat memes ᓚᘏᗢ ♡

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i don’t have any other followers it’s actually just you and me here