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   Smosh and Order
❝ don’t — don’t do that. ❞ ❝ my lawyer is on his way. ❞ ❝ why are you wearing two different shoes? ❞ ❝ we’ve all experienced freshmen bullying. ❞ ❝ please stop bullying my client. ❞ ❝ she is a metaphysical being. ❞ ❝ there is only one truth that we should all believe here today, and that one truth is that i am incredibly handsome. ❞ ❝ you are not straight chillin’. ❞ ❝ i’m here to prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that we don’t know this hoe. ❞ ❝ i don’t— i haven’t slept… ❞ ❝ you wanna ask me questions? ❞ ❝ i got one powerful leg. it’s like one of those budweiser horses. ❞ ❝ you’re not asking the questions here, i’m asking the questions! ❞ ❝ i don’t appreciate him yelling at and spitting on my friend; i’m a ride or die. ❞ ❝ you are saying my existence is a crime. ❞ ❝ i am on every drug imaginable right now. ❞ ❝ this will not go well for you if you talk over me. ❞ ❝ i want you to stop… just speaking in general. honestly. ❞ ❝ you’d be wise to shut your damn mouth. ❞ ❝ hot damn, i’m doing good! are you seeing me? ❞ ❝ i’m a professional snitch. ❞ ❝ don’t play games with me boy. ❞ ❝ objection! flirting with the judge. ❞ ❝ that’s cool if that question comes up. ❞ ❝ you’re lucky i’m not fashion police. ❞ ❝ i’m guilty of a lot more than just that. ❞ ❝ you’re gonna see two miracles today. ❞ ❝ i know you believe in me as much as i believe in myself right now. ❞ ❝ wait, is that real? ❞ ❝ you don’t always have to win to be a winner. ❞ ❝ objectively it was bad. the smart lawyer said that it was. ❞ ❝ you can still be the best person that you’re gonna be. ❞
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     Smosh Funeral Roasts
❝ if my brain moved as slowly as yours did i wouldn’t make my mouth wait on anything either. ❞ ❝ you look like an aryan sex doll that someone forgot to stop inflating. ❞ ❝ you look like you exclusively fuck moms. exclusively. ❞ ❝ i always knew one of us would go first. ❞ ❝ i hope you rot in hell because i’ve gone through hell trying to find you. ❞ ❝ and you walked away like it was nothing. like i was nothing. ❞ ❝ you’re finally fucking dead. ❞ ❝ you’re like if they made an open world game for walmart greeters. ❞ ❝ what the fuck are the muscles for, soft hands? you’ve never had to fight for anything a day in your life. ❞ ❝ rule number 4: drop acid! ❞ ❝ you have all those muscles, and for what? ❞ ❝ i can sit on your face if you want. ❞ ❝ it was supposed to be a triple date, but we didn’t have any women to take. ❞ ❝ you’re so white you could be an emotional support animal for police officers. ❞ ❝ it’s not sad it’s horrifying! ❞ ❝ do not resuscitate; i could do it better myself. ❞ ❝ id like to apologize to jesus christ and associates. ❞ ❝ i’m sorry that i’m better than all of you. ❞ ❝ you haven’t heard a damn word of this speech. ❞ ❝ after i heard she died i tried to quickly drive to her house to steal as much furniture as i could. ❞ ❝ if we end up in the same spot, fight me. ❞ ❝ it’s not gay, it’s a respect thing. ❞ ❝ i was gonna say i like white people but then someone told me not to say that. ❞ ❝ i’m not one of your 36 followers, so i had no idea. ❞ ❝ i’m a little bit special. and i’m not talking about being on the spectrum i’m saying i’m better than you. ❞ ❝ i know i can count on you in very specific ways. ❞ ❝ you look like if a muppet went to ASU. ❞ ❝ i figured i’d get ahead of it and confess every problematic thing i’ve ever done. ❞ ❝ this is the whitest funeral i’ve ever seen. ❞ ❝ that’s a buzzfeed quiz, babe. ❞ ❝ you look like someone who’d announce a pregnancy with their partner and say “We did a thing!” ❞ ❝ a mean gay. i love it. ❞ ❝ self confidence is important but self-awareness… you need that. ❞ ❝ i’m glad you took time off from dating ugly people to come here. ❞ ❝ don’t act like you carry cash. ❞
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     text prompts stolen from my groupchats p. 4
[text] i just came here to fix my insecurities not to like improve myself as a person [text] you’re gonna get a good grade in being a special little white girl [text] *snaps my bones to make me sharper* that beast is goin down  [text] it could also be that I’m hallucinating but isn’t that just a symptom of womanhood anyway [text] i have no connection to reality and my untethered existence to anything but the void will either be a curse or a blessing and i dont know if i have any sway over which it decides to be [text] wig? on what cause? [text] im making a discord channel no one can post in just to pretend i can ever get some peace and quiet around here [text] im making all pokemon latino now. dúskul [text] noooooo baby dont restrict my use of internet shorthand ur so sexy aha [text] all men are clowns one way or another might as well find one who knows it [text] move over asimov's laws 'no significant crimes' is here to fuckin party [text] es siempre la hora de morbo [text] the face distracts while the hands attack [text] wow you would talk about history when you know colonialism took history away from me? [text] im not getting into heaven but i will be ready to court the devil with my sultry words [text] if you can’t find an emo in the wild, but have some patience, you can always just kill a smiley kid’s parents then wait [text] blonde bitpulls are still poc (pets of color) theyre just light skin [text] you’re handsome but also look like someone who forgets their wallet a lot [text] these devilish indulgences are the delights of the bourgeoisie while my proletarian citizens starve [text] at least ur keeping him off the streets [text] if i go too long without moisturizing i can physically feel my skin file a complaint. like before i even get dry i get the sensation of my cells pulling out lil pens to fill out a form [text] he has whiskers on his face i always thought naruto was a catboy [text] i couldn’t even give up cussing for ramadan so... [text] switching apps is the new walking through a doorway [text] god is real and he likes to make me suffer in new and mundane ways [text] on this day chaos has lost a finger of its chokehold grip on humanity’s pulse [text] a divorce is just a permanent block [text] if you say that to me again ill pull out your tattoo [text] if people have to see me they have to really see me [text] am I not coherent enough for you???? do you know who I am???? [text] the rules are mere crumbs and we are the cosmic brooms sweeping them under the rug of possibility [text] first point? amazing, flawless, wonderful. second point? stop appropriating gothness
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   Random quotes from my friends
❝ Imagine a person who doesn't bleed every month. That's so scary. ❞ ❝ Allah blessed all of us with mind and you refuse to use yours. ❞ ❝ You should have been clapping when I walked up. ❞ ❝ So I get that this is extortion but... whatever. ❞ ❝ New liver, same fucking eagles. ❞ ❝ Pick a struggle, you can't have two. You can't be both white and stupid. ❞ ❝ We put him out of our misery. He was fucking annoying. ❞ ❝ Unless I am misremembering, you have a brain. ❞ ❝ Oh, happy birthday to you too -- wait. ❞ ❝ Those are my two sources of information: memes and you. ❞ ❝ Your pizza is so bad I could skip it across a lake. ❞ ❝ The more I learn about you the less I love you. ❞ ❝ Us hanging out is bad for everyone else but us. ❞ ❝ I can't fix it, so it's not my fault. ❞ ❝ Stop telling me things that are correct. I don't like it. ❞ ❝ Make fun of people who make poor life decisions, like being mass murderers. ❞ ❝ Sure, I'll drink to internalized racism. ❞ ❝ You don't commit sins you preform them. ❞ ❝ Either say it on twitter or don't say it at all. ❞ ❝ Fuck it, anything is coping. Sure, do whatever you want. ❞ ❝ Did your ancestors die for you to do this dumb shit? ❞ ❝ God no, if you die I'm not replacing you with him. ❞ ❝ I'm glad we're both hot, funny, fashionable, and full of hubris. ❞ ❝ He blocked my phone number so I had to booty-email him. ❞ ❝ There's just... a lot wrong with me. ❞ ❝ It's fine but you know... if you wanted to pathologize that, I feel like it's fertile soil. ❞ ❝ I blame my anxiety and my computer science degree. ❞
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     Crush by Richard Siken p III
❝ You want to die for love. You always have. ❞ ❝ You don’t owe me squat. ❞ ❝ You must want something, just tell me, and it’s yours. ❞ ❝ I took the bullet for all the wrong reasons. ❞ ❝ Let’s not talk about it, let’s just not talk. ❞ ❝ There’s only one thing I want, don’t make me say it. ❞ ❝ I end up feeling empty, like you’ve taken something out of me. ❞ ❝ I’ll be your slaughterhouse. ❞ ❝ Do you want it? Do you want anything I have? ❞ ❝ Do you know how it ends? ❞ ❝ Every story has its chapter in the desert. ❞ ❝ Drive into that tree. ❞ ❝ Make something happen. ❞ ❝ We are not dirty. ❞ ❝ They’re trying to drive you into the ground, to see if anything walks away. ❞ ❝ There should be a place. ❞ ❝ It isn’t always about me. ❞ ❝ What can you tell me, what could you possibly tell me? ❞ ❝ It’s good to feel things. ❞ ❝ There should be just one safe place in the world. ❞ ❝ People fall down and stay down. ❞ ❝ You keep singing along to that song I hate. ❞ ❝ Stay in the room for now. ❞ ❝ Wounds reveal a thicker skin. ❞ ❝ Here is the fear of the other thing. ❞ ❝ It’s love or it isn’t. ❞ ❝ It isn’t over. ❞ ❝ This is not harmless. ❞ ❝ Is there an acceptable result? ❞ ❝ I’ve been in your body, baby, and it was paradise. ❞ ❝ Do not chose sides yet. ❞ ❝ I’m tired of looking at the back of your head. ❞ ❝ Come over here, by the fire. ❞ ❝ Open the door. ❞ ❝ There is no danger. ❞ ❝ Where did you get those bruises? ❞ ❝ It’s yours, you deserve it. ❞ ❝ Somebody’s already paid for it. ❞
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     Crush by Richard Siken p II
❝ Your world doesn’t make sense. ❞ ❝ I only wanted something simple, something generic. ❞ ❝ Buy something or get out. ❞ ❝ You deserve it, you do, and you know this. ❞ ❝ You are weak and hallow and it doesn’t matter anymore. ❞ ❝ You should have asked for more. ❞ ❝ He couldn’t care less, either way. ❞ ❝ It isn’t over yet, it’s just begun. ❞ ❝ But you’re beautiful. ❞ ❝ Who gets the whip and who gets the hoops of flame? ❞ ❝ These tornadoes are for you. ❞ ❝ This is not your problem. ❞ ❝ You have your own body to deal with. ❞ ❝ Things happen every minute that have nothing to do with us. ❞ ❝ You take the things you love and tear them apart. ❞ ❝ Do you love yourself? It should matter. ❞ ❝ I want what everyone wants. ❞ ❝ Kiss me here and here and here. ❞ ❝ I couldn’t find my cigarettes. ❞ ❝ You weren’t making any sense. ❞ ❝ There’s nowhere to go. ❞ ❝ I don’t think I can take this much longer. ❞ ❝ The things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued. ❞ ❝ I borrowed your shoes and didn’t put them away. ❞ ❝ Will you love me even more when I’m dead? ❞ ❝ I went to the riverbed to wait for you to show up. ❞ ❝ You didn’t show up. ❞ ❝ I ran and I knew you wouldn’t catch me. ❞ ❝ I can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t sit still or fix things. ❞ ❝ You can’t have your sweater back. ❞ ❝ You can sleep now. ❞ ❝ Please keep him safe. ❞ ❝ We’ve got nothing left to lose. ❞ ❝ I’ll be right here. I’m waiting. ❞ ❝ I just don’t want to die anymore. ❞
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         things taken from my phone’s notes p 3                                                     tw for dark themes
❝ i just want to go somewhere else. ❞ ❝ if i could force people to forget my existence, every experience they’ve ever had with me, i probably would. ❞ ❝ you can’t buy your way into not being horrific. ❞ ❝ in many ways i’m the same now, but found. ❞ ❝ i hate, honestly, most of the moods i experience. ❞ ❝ don’t give me that look, you know it’s true. ❞ ❝ i do often enjoy dalliances into a cliche tragedy. ❞ ❝ if i take some, i can take more. ❞ ❝ it seems likely every place i’ll end up will inevitably start feeling like a prison. ❞ ❝ sometimes people you ended terribly with were fundamental parts of your best memories, and it’s okay to accept that. ❞ ❝ sorry about me. the everything of me. ❞ ❝ why, what was the moral that you wanted? for it to matter? fine then, it matters. ❞ ❝ i’ll leap before looking every chance. ❞ ❝ thank you for loving me both because of me and in spite of me ❞ ❝ i hate the term “survivor.” it’s so past tense. i am currently surviving. and i still might not ❞ ❝ i, too, wish i could just walk away from myself ❞ ❝ sometimes i feel so thoroughly unloved that it feels like a viscous thing living inside of my body. ❞ ❝ god i just don’t want to die cold and alone. don’t let me die cold and alone. be there, bring a blanket. ❞ ❝ any emotion can turn a human into a monster. ❞ ❝ i’m in a really good place and i think my brain doesn’t fully know what to do with that ❞ ❝ your hate for yourself is like a religion. ❞ ❝ most of me is incredibly relieved now that it’s over, though. ❞ ❝ i’m putting in the work. this, on top of everything else.  ❞
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      Crush by Richard Siken p I
❝ How we rolled up the carpet so we could dance. ❞ ❝ Tell me we’ll never get used to it. ❞ ❝ There are so many things I’m not allowed to tell you. ❞ ❝ You can see right through the acting. ❞ ❝ I want it back now, baby. I want it back. ❞ ❝ The world is no longer mysterious. ❞ ❝ Whiskey and kisses for everyone. ❞ ❝ Explaining is an admission of failure. ❞ ❝ There are many names in history but none of them are ours. ❞ ❝ He had green eyes, so I wanted to sleep with him. ❞ ❝ I wanted to take him home and rough him up. ❞ ❝ I wanted to be wanted. ❞ ❝ There isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills. ❞ ❝ I wore his jacket for the longest time. ❞ ❝ Imagine being useless. ❞ ❝ There is no way to make this story interesting. ❞ ❝ I want to tell you this story without having to confess anything. ❞ ❝ There’s a thing in my stomach about this. ❞ ❝ Can you see them there? ❞ ❝ I’m sorry I came to your party. ❞ ❝ I’m just a writer. I write things down. ❞ ❝ You still get to be the hero. ❞ ❝ I ruined everything by saying it out loud. ❞ ❝ This doesn’t look much different from home. ❞ ❝ It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying. ❞ ❝ No one will ever want to sleep with you. ❞ ❝ If you’re so great, you do it. ❞ ❝ Unfortunately, we don’t have that kind of time. ❞ ❝ There are many things I want to ask you. ❞
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  black friday
❝ Well, well. Hello naughty list. ❞ ❝ I say thank you, you say..? ❞ ❝ Don’t you fucking laugh. ❞ ❝ My mom’s a bitch. ❞ ❝ The past’s a virus. ❞ ❝ It’s been real... real bad. ❞ ❝ I’d say you did your best but I’m not a liar. ❞ ❝ I hope you don’t get a [noun]. I hope you die. ❞ ❝ Oh my god it’s a train wreck. My favorite. ❞ ❝ Don’t you want it? ❞ ❝ I’ll gladly take your money. ❞ ❝ We all know that love is highly overrated. It’s a two-way street. ❞ ❝ You want to be adored. Worshipped. And I can help make that happen. ❞ ❝ There are monsters that live in your head. ❞ ❝ Who was he to keep us apart? ❞ ❝ I met god. He had nothing nice to say about you. ❞ ❝ I demand your love and worship. ❞ ❝ I guarantee I’ll destroy everything in my path, unless I get what I want. ❞ ❝ You’ll kneel before me. ❞ ❝ I’m going to split you in two. ❞ ❝ Wait, where you going sweetheart? ❞ ❝ You really are a fucking idiot, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ Do you want to play with me? ❞ ❝ You thought you could outsmart the very thing that runs the blood of your kind? ❞ ❝ It’s something beautiful; being awake for my funeral. ❞ ❝ I never even got started. ❞ ❝ Were the decks always this stacked? ❞ ❝ Only my ashes will see the sea. ❞ ❝ I can show you the path but only you can walk it. ❞ ❝ I think you’re scared -- if he’s not the answer, what is? ❞ ❝ It doesn’t matter. I was with him. ❞ ❝ The only man that’ll have her is Jack Daniel’s. ❞ ❝ You think this is going to protect you? ❞ ❝ You’ve been outfoxed by a fucking moron. ❞ ❝ I’m the one who wronged what’s right. ❞ ❝ Do you all see what I see, what I know? ❞
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   persona 5
❝ Sorry for calling you up here like this. ❞ ❝ I heard you got a criminal record. ❞ ❝ You’re the only person I can rely on for this stuff. ❞ ❝ Hate doesn’t begin to describe what I feel. ❞ ❝ How many times do I have to tell you to keep your voice down? ❞ ❝ This isn’t getting us anywhere. ❞ ❝ People say they can hear screaming even when no one’s around. ❞ ❝ Don’t be so rough with me! ❞ ❝ Let’s go somewhere safe. ❞ ❝ I doubt a brat like you would ever come up with such a brilliant scheme. ❞ ❝ If you wish to succeed in this world, I’d advise you don’t rise against me. ❞ ❝ How many dreams did you exchange for wishes? ❞ ❝ So we’re really gonna do this, huh? ❞ ❝ I want you to rely on me. ❞ ❝ We made a crucial mistake; but not a critical one. ❞ ❝ I’m done having people walk all over me. ❞ ❝ Nothing goes your way in life. ❞ ❝ How can you expect me to live a normal life? ❞ ❝ They don’t care about consequences. ❞ ❝ With an incompetent king, soldiers cannot show their power. ❞ ❝ Absolute silence is too straightforward. ❞ ❝ You already know the truth. ❞ ❝ I might start yawning for you. ❞ ❝ Oh, did you say something? ❞ ❝ The time we spent together felt worthwhile. ❞ ❝ Thanks to you, I’m all refined now. ❞ ❝ I believe that fate brings people together. ❞ ❝ Your pride may not enjoy the outcome. ❞ ❝ I haven’t relaxed that much in a while. ❞ ❝ The winner’s spot is not simply yours for the taking. ❞ ❝ My kingdom is a house of cards... I’m not sure if it can withstand a true battle. ❞ ❝ I want to know the truth. ❞ ❝ So this is the answer you’ve come up with? ❞ ❝ I knew you wouldn’t abandon me until all was said and done. ❞ ❝ This video is definitely enough to get you busted given your precious convictions. ❞ ❝ Wow, you actually showed? Not bad! ❞ ❝ So for the time being, please let me have you all to myself. ❞ ❝ Was that supposed to be some kinda proposal? ❞ ❝ I should have been teaching you not to make the same mistakes I did. ❞ ❝ It’s safe to say you aren’t the murdering type. ❞ ❝ We’re in the same boat when it comes to being labeled. ❞
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  night in the woods
❝ That was dangerous. I could have died. ❞ ❝ I’m not going to die in this hole. ❞ ❝ What are you doing out here? Nothing better to do? ❞ ❝ I walked until I was arrested. ❞ ❝ Like how many parties are there, really? ❞ ❝ The food is terrible but the chairs are comfy. ❞ ❝ Nobody move. Let’s poke it with a stick. ❝ You don’t need your ears to watch. ❞ ❝ I don’t need luck. I make luck. ❞ ❝ I’m gonna burn this room down with me in it, live out my remaining days as a shrieking ghost. ❞ ❝ I was feeling pretty bad but then I walked across town and I dunno. That helped. ❞ ❝ I will unlock your ass. ❞ ❝ I’m upset that we thought like the exact same words. ❞ ❝ Too bad you weren’t horribly disfigured. ❞ ❝ A majority of those made it into my mouth so I’m happy. ❞ ❝ Okay I’m gonna go lay down on my bed and die probably. ❞ ❝ I am definitely inevitable. ❞ ❝ I am both a leader and a dear. ❞ ❝ Are you going to be boring now just because you died for like a whole 5 seconds? ❞ ❝ Now that you’re back in town I was like hey we should do crime again. ❞ ❝ I can do nothing too. ❞ ❝ I’m not acting in a professional capacity but go ahead. ❞ ❝ I can’t have coffee. It makes me anxious. ❞ ❝ Remember when we used to knife fight? ❞ ❝ You don’t need me to, like, call your mommy? ❞ ❝ I like the feeling of “it’s different now because I was here.” ❞ ❝ I’m surprised you still have that. ❞ ❝ I would’ve liked to at least been asked. ❞ ❝ I’m... I’m a good person right? ❞ ❝ I just don’t ever want to lose him. Not ever. I don’t know what I’d do. ❞ ❝ I listen to him snore, and I stare at the ceiling, and I think about how I’m a complete piece of shit. ❞ ❝ I have really up up days and really down down days and I don’t know which it is until it’s over sometimes. ❞ ❝ You should carry a battle axe. That would be impressive. ❞
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      off-book: an improvised music
❝ Thank you for bringing people either against or for their will. ❞  ❝ This is a memory I have; a way I know I was a very sensitive child. ❞ ❝ A potluck is a weird sort of like group tribal judgement on your cooking. ❞ ❝ I love it and I trust you. ❞ ❝ We had a mock trail party at my house. ❞ ❝ I know it’s over and I know we did as well as I did but I’m just kind of like… eh. ❞ ❝ It’s about legacy. It’s about what people remember. ❞ ❝ When you walk through the halls you should blow their fucking minds. ❞ ❝ I want him to be visibly shaken for at least, like, a while. ❞ ❝ The words that you just said right now make me shake with anticipation. ❞ ❝ Atticus Finch: every defense attorney’s bae. ❞ ❝ I think in this moment I’m realizing that I am gay. ❞ ❝ Oh, yeah, I’m gay. This is a great day for me. ❞ ❝ Can I tell you something about this living room right now? The feng shui of it is making me angry. ❞ ❝ How would you remember me? ❞ ❝ You come on kinda strong but then you finish — also strong. ❞ ❝ Oh I know who that is, I just only saw his hoodie when he was going through the door so I didn’t really see his face. ❞ ❝ We’re having a cute moment. ❞ ❝ Everything you’ve done with this living room is genius. ❞ ❝ If I put my hand out and your hand was there is that something you’d like? ❞ ❝ I was just coming from a place of truth. ❞ ❝ You have to either compromise, make a clean break, or live in it forever. ❞ ❝ The starting place is that you open up. In every way, I mean. ❞ ❝ It’s about allowing magic to come in. ❞ ❝ It’s not cute but it’s effective. ❞
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❝ I think if I was an immortal I would have spent a lot of time in France during the 1700s. ❞ ❝ Do you want to kill me right now? ❞ ❝ Touch my throat. ❞ ❝ Well, I’m not much of a fixer. ❞ ❝ How many names have been ascribed to my selfishness? ❞ ❝ I do not feel responsible for your love. ❞ ❝ That’s not polite to ask. ❞ ❝ I’m thinking a little bit too quickly. My head hurts. ❞ ❝ Stop pretending you don’t know what you’re doing. ❞ ❝ Feel guilty by yourself, I’m not joining you. ❞ ❝ You’re dressed like you want to get laid. ❞ ❝ That’s only slightly what I meant. ❞ ❝ That was a lot of adjectives. ❞ ❝ I’m not going to try on your boots. ❞ ❝ I never wanted you like this. ❞ ❝ You know what your problem is? Everything has to be perfect. ❞ ❝ Are you saying I’m beyond your fathoming? ❞ ❝ I feel a remarkable amount of solidarity with that razor. ❞ ❝ Which lie is it this time? ❞ ❝ I think I finally know how the devout feel when they go to church on Sundays. Or maybe how they feel when they go to confession. ❞ ❝ Why do you keep doing this? ❞ ❝ Gods don’t get to touch. ❞ ❝ I don’t know what that means. ❞ ❝ Do I have to pay for an hour to get you to talk about your feelings? ❞ ❝ No need to apologize if you learn from it. ❞ ❝ I want gravity to stop working. I want to float away. I don’t want to be here anymore. ❞ ❝ Hey, that was nice. Thank you. ❞ ❝ Get on your knees. ❞
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          things taken from my phone’s notes p. 2                                                               tw for dark themes
❝ The point is I’m rotting. ❞ ❝ I broke up with my best friend tonight. ❞ ❝ Here, touch me here. ❞ ❝ I know I didn’t ruin anything, but that doesn’t change the fact that it’s ruined and there’s no one else to blame. ❞ ❝ I need myself to be better. ❞ ❝ Like a revolution, all was forgiven. The pain got swept away. ❞ ❝ Never doubt ‘worse’ when there still people left that you care about. ❞ ❝ I bleed here, too. ❞ ❝ I’m finally starting to feel as broken as I know I am. ❞ ❝ Am I good for me? ❞ ❝ I’ve looked inside myself and it’s disgusting. ❞ ❝ How many metaphors do I have to make about decay before I die? ❞ ❝ I’ve never done this before. ❞ ❝ Why are you so much stronger than I am? ❞ ❝ There is so much more that I could be that I know I never will. ❞ ❝ My potential is wasted on my soul. ❞ ❝ What do you say when you pray? ❞ ❝ You’re not worth saving. You never were. ❞ ❝ How do you talk about it without breaking? ❞ ❝ People pay ‘sorry’s in blood. ❞ ❝ I’ve really let down Vonnegut with what I let the world do to me, huh? ❞ ❝ Scholars debate as we suffer. Then they debate our suffering. ❞ ❝ I don’t bite. I lost the strength for it. ❞ ❝ You broke me. ❞ ❝ We have to be strong because weak is not allowed. ❞ ❝ At some point you lose the right to your own problems. ❞ ❝ That would leave us someplace weird. ❞ ❝ You know if you ask me, I’ll confirm everything you suspect. ❞ ❝ As much as you love me, you don’t love me in the way I want you to. ❞ ❝ We drank and pretended we were in love while [she/he/they] saved the world. ❞ ❝ You can’t threaten me because it doesn’t get any worse than this. ❞ ❝ I’m the perfect broken little pet project. ❞ ❝ Are you disgusted by me? ❞ ❝ You make every single one of my cells sick. ❞ ❝ I would bleed myself dry if you asked me to. ❞ ❝ You always did like when I broke down because of you. ❞ ❝ How deep does your victim complex go? ❞ ❝ You’re a monster, stop fucking hiding behind your guilt and either rip out your claws or paint them red. ❞ ❝ But isn’t that just like me? Stay quiet and ruin everything, or speak up and ruin it more? ❞ ❝ Can we go anywhere else but here? ❞ ❝ Maybe everything’s just drugs, in the end. Chemicals and ecstasy and tears. ❞ ❝ I have, despite attempts, survived 100% of all my days. ❞ ❝ Insert some deep metaphor about feeling dead here. ❞ ❝ You’re fucking lonely. ❞ ❝ Which lie is it this time? ❞
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           Slasher Girls & Monster Boys
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❝ You know it wasn’t rehab. ❞ ❝ You okay, baby? ❞ ❝ You don’t understand. ❞ ❝ There’s something here. ❞ ❝ What was that last night? ❞ ❝ You about scared me to death. ❞ ❝ Whether or not you want it, I’m going to do my best to help you while you’re here. ❞ ❝ I want to help you, but you need to be honest with me. ❞ ❝ I’m just not with anyone right now. ❞ ❝ But you did other things, didn’t you? ❞ ❝ So you didn’t put out for that boy? ❞ ❝ I’m going to die here. ❞ ❝ They say you’re crazy. ❞ ❝ Why is everyone here so fucking weird? ❞ ❝ There’s something living inside the walls. ❞ ❝ Lean back, open your mouth, look at me like you want me. ❞ ❝ You’re going to leave me, aren’t you? You can see I’m shit and you’re going to leave me. ❞ ❝ What kind of mother let’s her kid see something like that? ❞ ❝ You have to say the words. You have to say it. ❞
Hide-and-Seek
❝ It’s a pleasure not to have to introduce myself. ❞ ❝ I took away the last traces of your life. ❞ ❝ It has to be a game you’re good at. ❞ ❝ It won’t be me searching for you, but death itself. ❞ ❝ This is a pact, and all pacts must be sealed. ❞ ❝ When does the game begin? ❞ ❝ This is how death is going to play it, then. ❞ ❝ Get away from me. I’m not safe. ❞ ❝ You could have just called if you wanted to come over. ❞ ❝ You helped me then. Let me help you now. ❞ ❝ In death, as in life, nothing is fair. ❞ ❝ He wasn’t part of the game. No one else was supposed to die. ❞ ❝ Don’t mourn him. ❞ ❝ I was happy to bend the rules of death, if it meant ridding the world of one more miscreant. ❞ ❝ I suggest, if you wish to keep playing, that you hide now. ❞ ❝ Sometimes there’s a place for cheating. ❞ ❝ But your finger. That you shall lose forever — a toll for cheating. ❞
The Dark, Scary Parts and All
❝ Imagine discovering what you are and knowing that no one will ever love you. ❞ ❝ Maybe someday someone will make a monster mate for you. ❞ ❝ Is that supposed to be a compliment? ❞ ❝ I don’t think anyone here is nearly as interesting as you. ❞ ❝ Don’t come to my rescue. ❞ ❝ I just want to know what I did wrong so I don’t do it again. ❞ ❝ Sometimes not caring is kinder than caring. ❞ ❝ The only person you owe anything to is you. ❞ ❝ No one loves words like you do. ❞ ❝ Don’t do this. I’m not mad at you anymore. ❞ ❝ What you said, you meant it. I know it. I felt it. ❞ ❝ You were the first broken thing I ever met who didn’t want to be someone else. ❞ ❝ You love me already. You just need time to admit it. ❞ ❝ I had to wait until you were ready. ❞ ❝ What if I didn’t run? ❞
The Flicker, the Fingers, the Beat, the Sigh
❝ Is this flask empty? ❞ ❝ Stop staring at me. ❞ ❝ I’m an artist. We’re all dreamy and sentimental. ❞ ❝ Hail to the king, baby. ❞ ❝ Don’t analyze me. ❞ ❝ For tonight I’m dumb as a post and ambitious as a pothead in Eugene. ❞ ❝ That story singlehandedly destroyed my childhood innocence. ❞ ❝ An urban legend needs blood, and a batshit-mad serial killer, and screaming chicks. Lots of hot, screaming chicks. ❞ ❝ What do I do? What the hell should I do? ❞ ❝ I’m so fucked, so help me god, I’m so fucked. ❞ ❝ Who did we kill, anyway? ❞ ❝ I just did what needed to be done. ❞
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The Opposite of Loneliness - the First Half
❝ There can always be a better thing! ❞ ❝ Don’t get too attached to things. ❞ ❝ We don’t have a word for the opposite of loneliness, but if we did, I could say that’s what I want in life. ❞ ❝ The best years of our lives are not behind us. ❞ ❝ Our private insecurities follow us and will always follow us. ❞ ❝ We can start over. ❞ ❝ Let’s make something happen to this world. ❞ ❝ We were in the stage where we couldn’t make serious eye contact for fear of implying we were too invested. ❞ ❝ I wish I could say I was shocked into a state of inarticulate confusion. ❞ ❝ I am self-aware to a neurotic fault. ❞ ❝ Good thing you weren’t some one-night stand. ❞ ❝ I’ve thought a lot about this. ❞ ❝ I meant to go to bed but I couldn’t sleep. ❞ ❝ I’ve never felt so disgusting in my life. ❞ ❝ You’re always leaving. ❞ ❝ I wish it was just us. ❞ ❝ No, please. Really, I’m fine. ❞ ❝ People don’t just die like that. ❞ ❝ I don’t know why this is so impossible to you. ❞ ❝ I missed you. I really did miss you. ❞ ❝ Fuck you and your stupid clothing and your stupid attitude and the way you talk to everyone like they fucking love you. ❞ ❝ I stopped carrying my gun today. ❞ ❝ I suppose you’re used to forgiving my poetry. ❞ ❝ I feel guilty being cheerful. ❞ ❝ It’s hard to turn my thoughts into words these days. ❞ ❝ It’s like something disgusting is rotting in my stomach and I can’t get it out. ❞ ❝ You’re saving my life. ❞ ❝ Do I have to come? ❞ ❝ I should say I have to go. ❞ ❝ I just wanted to make sure. ❞ ❝ I forgot what it was like. ❞ ❝ No one’s coming. ❞
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