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- j (x)

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My favourite friendships are the ones where you don’t do anything special together but enjoy the presence of the other. Lying on one of your beds, both scrolling on your phones in silence. One of you sitting on the others bathroom counter talking mainly to yourself while they do their makeup and brush their teeth in the morning. Helping your friend unload the dishwasher before you leave to go somewhere. Sitting in silence together, both studying for different classes. Sitting next to each other on the couch while one is on the phone, positing with their sister who moved out. FaceTiming while one reads and one draws, just so the option to talk to somebody is there. Walking one of your dogs together. One lying in the sun, almost asleep, while the other rants about their partner. Quiet friendships.

#quiet love #friendship #lowkey #doing nothing #but together #best friends

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“Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, A Nice Quiet Place

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sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

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you and I are poetry, dancing off of the pages.

pressia // ‘letters to my lover’

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Listen, I know I said I was over her. And I am, Really. The issue is that the friendship is still quite homoerotic. And that would be fine. (Barely) BUT I just remembered how the last homoerotic friendship ended and I’m not keen to go through that again.

#wlw #homoerotic #gay friends #situationships

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I want to reshape my mullet rn and mum knows this was the plan but dad doesn’t and he’s in a bad mood so I’m scared he’s gonna hear the electric shaver and get mad lol

#daddy issues #mullet

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"I always give ao3 authors love" this

"ao3 authors are my deities and I worship them" that

one time, I made an ao3 author cry because I complimented their fic too hard.

#random post #ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic authors #writing #writeblr #ao3 comments #ao3 community #ao3 writer

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This motivation (threat?) (warning?) from Rossi is the only reason imma go back to school Monday

#maybe #only if my timetable finally updates bc I won’t be able to handle the stress of not knowing for certain what classroom I’m meant to be in

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They say we might go back to the old house.

But deep down I know we never will.

I don’t honestly know if I’d love to or hate to. But when the night is dark, the house is quiet and my thoughts and emotions are fighting, I realise it doesn’t matter. Both options ruin me. And the choice isn’t mine.

#old house #choices #go back #thoughts and feelings #ruin my life #questions

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I’m another universe, I hope I know how to love gently.

#love #another universe #gentleness #quiet love

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And at the end of the day, all I really wanted was to be known by someone. Perhaps that’s why I will latch onto anybody who makes me feel seen.

#at the end of the day #i want someone to want me

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I don’t fear you anymore.

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“I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.”

— Uma Thurman

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