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[sassychimes]

#face #friday #lips #eyes #hair #random #pretty #princess

#friday #lips #random #eyes #hair #pretty #princess #face

[sassychimes]

#art #appreciation #downtownlasvegas #artsdistrict #throwbackthursday #firstfriday #culture #gorgeous

#artsdistrict #firstfriday #gorgeous #throwbackthursday #art #culture #appreciation #downtownlasvegas

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#batmanandrobin #throwbackthursday #badbitches #iloveyou #blackgirlmagic #natural #snapchatfilter #dontneedittho #😂

#blackgirlmagic #natural #😂 #batmanandrobin #dontneedittho #throwbackthursday #iloveyou #snapchatfilter #badbitches

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When ur #hair is just too #amazing #puff #naturalhair #bighairdontcare #fistup #hairup #✊🏾 #😄

#✊🏾 #😄 #hairup #bighairdontcare #hair #amazing #naturalhair #puff #fistup

[sassychimes]

The turmoil of denied affection

I watched, I cried,waited and finally I resorted to praying. It’s 2am and I am desperate to find you.where did you go ? Better yet, how can I recover you . Must you be unearthed like a fossil long forgotten? It doesn’t make sense, I remember you so vividly that it Hurts to be alone with my thoughts. They’re all of what I lost when you exited my heart. More so when I exited yours.ever since the day I no longer tugged at the marionette strings to your life source I have felt powerless. You took it all from me. The second man within a year to do so. Do you know the damage you have done? Do you care . The way you tend to her tells me no. The way you treat my pain assures me that my presumed answer is true . Why am I here? Crying over you while you are purposely lost to me. You’re something like the wind …. Only in the fact that you are invisible. I no longer feel you, this emptiness is unbearable. You fill me up in the most superficial sense. even still;I beg. I look at you with shattered rose colored glasses, I still can’t shake your false perfection. I’m stuck in your trap .. I want nothing but to trace my tongue along the outline of your flaws. I never do,I just bite my lip to keep my devilish muscle at bay, cause I know you hate it. It’s more than the physical you know. I just find myself wanting to feel your smile against my shoulder, your breath warm on the side of my face and your heart beating in rapid time along with my own. I love you, and that’s when I feel it the most. When I feel you alive , with me. Two separate energies intertwined in an inexplicable way that when separated never makes much sense. Why can’t I shake you as you have done me ? I’m going crazy wondering what could I do differently. Just allow me to lose 30lbs , 50 if you’d rather me slight . If you just told me what I could change , if you just allowed me to be your dream.., it could be so very simple . But instead you profess your fondness and then leave to her. You tell me I deserve better and then treat me worse than Any lover I’ve ever known. You break me in a way that I never knew was possible . You have me body, soul and mind. It’s unbearable when I can not shake you from my thoughts. Needless to say, I’m always in mental turmoil. You own me. You define me. I am nobody, nobody is me, just a little presence. Not even equaling to the significance of a bee. I know I lack certain meaning to you, yet I’m still here praying. Hoping, wishing … Needing. My neediness is what infuriates you. That’s why I’m stuck;not knowing whether you are dead or just plunged in her. I’m in the midst of your subtle execution, and you can’t even grace me with a read receipt. Where do we wander from this place? Where I am nothing more than nuisance and you are my main attraction. I’m stuck ,in this limbo I keep myself . Avoiding the reality that you have already banished me to the second level of hell.

#short story #fiction #emo #writer #therapy #please read

[sassychimes]

A nigga used to make pumpkin muffins #whathappened #muffins #babecancook #ueno lmao

#muffins #ueno #whathappened #babecancook

[sassychimes]

#MikkyEkko !!!! (at Hard Rock Live On The Strip)

#mikkyekko

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I just need you to know that the sound that was coming out of her mouth was baby angel reminiscent !! #lastnight #kimbra #vegaslife #liveatthehardrock #ahhh

#kimbra #vegaslife #lastnight #ahhh #liveatthehardrock

[sassychimes]

The burden of casualties

The writing on the wall has been apparent. For months now he has watched her see saw In her disposition towards him. The only time he isn’t wary of her wrath is when they are both using each other Her inquires of relations are almost unwelcome...almost. Her body is her only saving grace, built for rougher stuff than even he is willing to give, but still perfect for receiving specifically him. It was like her body melted and melded around him and he was drowning in her warmth. Oblivious to everything except his impending release, he never heard her cry for him. Her sobs extinguished as he spilled inside her or down her throat, usually the latter was his preferred method. He knew it was wrong, he knew he felt nothing towards her but how could he continue to say no to those pleading eyes he was forced to look into every day, how could he refuse such an easy meal in the late nights ticking into impossibly early mornings when he was intoxicated and she crawled into his bed with little on besides the desire she wore so enticingly ….With her he was weak, no better than the boy he used to be, control was feigned in her presence, enough of an act put on to break her down and think herself expendable unworthy. He loved her unsure and waiting for his instruction, only so he could turn to her and force choices upon her. He knew she'd pick his favorite acts , never challenging him to perhaps take her pleasure into account ... She was an impossibly good little girl, disguising herself as a woman . He saw her for what she was , a child in her emotions though he pretended like he believed otherwise as he pushed into her lush body hips brushing her raised thighs her soul locked in her eyes and all he could do was choke her lightly ....pretend those gasps were of delight rather than anguish wrapped in his all too brief lust. She ,she was so warm and filled to the brim with an ocean that threatened to sweep him away; he came along with thoughts of her superior sexual anatomy. The feeling that was inside him as he was submerged in her, was euphoric! And then. He opened his eyes , and he saw her expectations shattered ... Shattered for something like the 45th time ... If he really counted and was a betting man he'd put his money more in the ball park of 124th . Now was not the time to be literal , it was time to feign exhaustion , he had a long day ahead of him whenever he did happen to wake so it be better if she were not there to distract from the very important business of sleep. She stopped whining sometime ago so now she smiles as if she had no hopes of being asked to stay. Grabs her scattered garments and tip toes out closing his front door lightly and without anger. Just as she meant him to perceive the all too important exit. He goes to lock it and pretend to not hear her deep breaths centering herself so as to not break down anywhere in his vicinity . He shake his head and goes to bed now able to be himself and not so distanced from reality but so very very distant from her . The last thing he thinks as his eyes close and sleep is near . Is the one thing he would never let anyone hear. When will I be able to get rid of her? And just like every other night he sleeps peacefully and sure that one day her uses will be fulfilled .

#short story #fiction #sex #guilt #creativewriting #creativewriters

[sassychimes]

So umm I talk crazy often ... On the left is what I almost text my grandmother after she was playing games... On the right was my actual response I was sure wouldn't get me in hot water 😂😂 #lifechoices #reckless #thuglife

#lifechoices #thuglife #reckless

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That really cool time I was crying and @cbiscertified got a nice pic of me 👍😯😬 #thankthephotogtapher #nexttopmodel 😂😂😂😂. #jp #blackandwhite

#nexttopmodel #jp #blackandwhite #thankthephotogtapher

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Tell me how the fuck do I get this hairstyle but for natural hair ... I just want the fucking shape yo if someone can make it happen just like share lol #naturalhairprobs #hairstyle #iwantit #helpme #naturalhaircommunity

#helpme #hairstyle #naturalhairprobs #naturalhaircommunity #iwantit

[sassychimes]

#latepost #uglyface #naturalhair #pineapplesoda lol

#pineapplesoda #latepost #naturalhair #uglyface

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#latepost #downtownlasvegas #batmanandrobin with @kabarber85

#batmanandrobin #latepost #downtownlasvegas

[sassychimes]

me and @kblanco98 at #goldspike #latepost

#goldspike #latepost

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I do not believe I know .

[sassychimes]

ill ass response, def need the female part taken off...just a beast rapper period deserving of JUST My Fave Rapper 

You are truly my fav female rapper ryt now and forever

thank u hopefully we can take the female part off one day