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softboyluvr · 1 year
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Who do you write for? I saw a fic of Cedric and I'm curious
hello!!! i write for most people in the harry potter series, the batman (pattinson and bale), the twilight saga, spiderman (garfield and holland), wayne (the prime show), most tom holland characters, and the stranger things characters.
(well that's mostly all i can remember)
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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6 from the prompt list with fem reader and cedric diggory pls? <3 kind of like a casual not official dating or fwb situation ⭑
What she wants, what he needs
cedric diggory x reader
warnings: fwb situation, allusions to sex, angst no comfort, spelling mistakes, maybe a bad plot... so sorry
hi besties. i had exam week and then was sick so therefore I couldn't get back to requests like i wanted to. but i think now i will be able to get them done quicker... i hope
anyways hope you like this one <3
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6. "you can leave. you know the way out well enough"
Before the arrangement Cedric and you were friends, and even before that he was the guy that saved you from a fast ball that was headed straight to your face. He caught your eye after that, he was always smiling, greeting the scared first years and starting small talk with those that seemed sad and lonely. He was never rude to professors, or anyone for that matter, and for some reason he wanted to be your friend.
Cedric always felt like he had to live up to people's expectations. He always felt like he could ever have a bad day, or be in a bad mood. He was Hogwart's golden boy, and the golden boy always had to be just that: golden. He needed a friend he could trust.
The library was always empty on Thursday nights. That was where you always decided to study, the peace and quiet alongside the soft glow of the candles made it a perfect place to read and finish up your homework. Cedric on the other hand was there to escape everyone else. The library felt like the only place he could be alone with his thoughts. You had just found the book you were looking for to finish writing your herbology paper, too pleased with your find you aimlessly walked out the aisle. Not really paying much attention to where you walked, no one was ever there either way, but today there was. Cedric's hands on your shoulders stopped you from colliding with his chest.
"Careful there" You looked up and saw Cedric Diggory, a bright smile on his face, his hold on you soft yet firm.
You stumbled through your words. "I'm sorry, I wasn't looking at where I was going" You smiled at him but a small twitch of his chin made your eyebrows furrow. "Hey, you okay?"
Cedric was surprised, he couldn't remember the last time someone actually asked him if he was okay. But you sounded genuine, you really meant it. You didn't know him but he felt like he could trust you, yet he didn't wanna burden you.
"Yeah, I'm good." But you could see it in his eyes, they were dull and sad.
"You sure? I'm not busy and I have heard i'm a good listener." You offered him a soft smile. He reciprocated and you led him to your table.
You listened to his problems, and reassured him when you felt necessary. By the end of the night Cedric's smile was genuine and the glint in his eyes was back. You two walked back to the dorms together, and when you bid him goodnight you were convinced. You were in love with Cedric Diggory.
For the following weeks Cedric had found himself heading down to the library every Thursday, and when that wasn't enough he had started to knock on your dorm room door. He had grown to crave your friendship, and you loved to spend time with him. A small part of you had started to wonder if maybe, just maybe, he had started to see you under a rose colored light too.
Your friendship grew as the season's changed. At times you could swear the innocent platonic touches and looks you two shared were something more, but when the day was over and you were all alone you couldn't help but wonder if maybe your own feelings were making you see things that were not there. If Cedric liked you, he would've done something by now right?
Then the summer of sixth year happened. You were visiting Cedric at his house and his parents left you both alone, it was nothing out of the ordinary anymore, you two hung out all the time and his parents loved you. You were talking about anything and everything when you confessed to him you had never had your first kiss. You two were so close and he tucked some hair behind your ear, when he leaned over to kiss you. His soft lips moving against yours slowly. Then as the kissed progressed you were tangled between his bedsheets, panting his name as he kissed along the side of your neck.
The next morning you two agreed to never talk about it again. But then it happened again, and when school started back again, you two kept dancing along that line. You two were friends, friends that had sex every once in a while. It was all no strings attached, and completely for stress relief. Or at least it was for cedric, you on the other hand kept on holding on to the hope that maybe this was the catalyst that would push your relationship over the platonic line.
It was a Thursday, you had just come back to the library and were brushing your hair while you got ready for bed. When the familiar knocks came, two knocks a pause and then three more. Cedric was here to see you. He was always extra sweet to you on these nights, he would ask you about your day, compliment you, ask you if you had eaten and then slowly you would fall back onto your bed. You had started to wonder if he knew about your feelings for him, not many people were able to pull on your heartstrings but him? He was a puppet master.
Tonight was no different, you guys talked then he leaned over to kiss you and then breathing turned labored. At the beginning he would usually cuddle into you and fall asleep with you. Then he would just wait for you to fall asleep before he slipped out of your bed and left you to wake up alone, but tonight he seemed to be in a hurry to get out. When your breathing came back to normal he was already up getting dressed.
"You're leaving already?"
He turned his head to look at you. "Yeah just have to meet up with some friends." He kept loking at you as he buttoned his shirt. "That okay?"
"Yeah, I'm good."
"You know what I heard today?" He wanted to gossip right now? "I heard that one of the Weasley's wants to ask you out. You should say yes, it's been ages since I have seen you with someone."
You felt your heart fall. A scoff left your lips. "Are you fucking serious?"
He saw the pull between your eyebrows. "Yeah?"
"Get the fuck out Cedric"
"Hey, what is wrong?"
"You. Now get the fuck out."
"C'mon why are you so angry?"
"Because we have been having sex for months now, and now you want me to go out with someone because you have not seen me with someone in years. You see me as that pathetic?"
"Y/N I never said that"
"But it's what you implied, you don't care though do you? As long as this works for you then it's all okay"
He was shocked by this outburst. In all your years of friendship he had never seen you angry at him. "Woah what? Where is this all coming from?"
"I have been in love with you for so long and I'm pretty sure you knew Cedric. I have made it so clear and I was fine with everything, I truly was. But this?"
"I thought you were over that by now" His voice was raising. "Y/N you know we both are just friends."
You looked at him for another second before turning around and pulling the blanket over your shoulder.
"Just leave."
He hesitated. "I'm not leaving you like this, let's talk it out."
"It's okay." You reached over to turn off the light, tears welling in your eyes. "You can leave. You know the way out well enough."
A beat passed before you heard the door open and then the click of it shutting. The first tear of many slipping out of your eye.
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requests are opened, comments and feedback are appreciated <3
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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i desperately need prompts 2 and 25 with tasm!peter
Bug
tasm!peter parker x fem!reader
warnings: none, maybe some poorly written fluff
sorry for taking so long to get to you, i have been napping the weekend away. I will be getting back to requests hopefully this week since exam week is over. hope you enjoy <3
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2. "did you sleep at all last night?"
25. "why are you dora the explorer-ing at 2 am?"
Peter had grown distant over time, but it was all so gradual that you never really were much too alarmed by the increasing amount of movie nights and study get togethers. However you had noticed how his schoolwork slacked at times, ghow his head bobbed with the weight of sleep during some classes, and the occasional bruise that he tried to conceal with his long sleeves and the hoods of his sweaters.
But maybe you noticed all these things because you were best friends, and because you were in love with him. How could you not be? You had been friends since before you were able to write, he was there for you through thick and thin. And the same could be said for you, you kept his deepest darkest secrets and yet, you felt like there was something he was hiding. He was never one to get in fights, but the bruising and the ever growing bags under his eyes led you to the darkest places. Did he get caught up with something he shouldn't have? Was he in danger?
He wasn't near your locker this morning, or near his for that matter. Could he be early to class? You rounded the corner and walked through the door and indeed there he was, his head down between his arms, resting on his desk near the back of the classroom. You couldn't help the smile that spread through your cheeks and the skip that incorporated itself to your step as you made your way towards your desk right in front of his.
"Good morning sunshine" You said as you took your seat. Your body twisting to catch how he rubbed his eyes tiredly and gave you a small smile and a groggy 'morning'. Worry pulling your eyebrows toward each other. "Did you sleep at all last night?"
He waved you off dismissively. "Yeah, yeah don't worry" He straigheted up and as he stretched you could see a bruise peeking from the underside of his shirt.
"Peter what is that?
"What's what?"
You gave him a pointed look. "Under your shirt."
His smirk let you know immediately he was planning on brushing this all off. "Wouldn't you like to know" His right eyebrow raised at you. You kept your sterm position, waiting for an actual answer. A sigh left his lips. "I just tripped on something when I was out skating"
"Did you not see it?"
"It was dark."
"Dark?" You noticed a few people looking at you so you lowered your voice and leaned closer to him. "Why were you out skating when it was dark?"
"I lost track of time Y/N, I was just on the skate park and then I went around and it started getting dark but I didn't really pay that much attention and suddenly it was 2 am"
You interrupted him. "You were out at 2 am? Why were you out at 2 am?"
"Just exploring around, having some fun" He looked like he was starting to get irritated, and you knew that he would never snap at you but you kept pushing.
"Would you mind telling me why you were Dora the Explorer-ing at 2 am?"
"Could you just stay out of my business this once?" He was glaring at you now, he didn't miss how your shoulders dropped for a second. But he kept his stance.
"Whatever" You mumbled under your breath and turned around, just in time for class to start.
If Peter Parker wanted you stay clear from his business then that's exactly what you would do. Class was over in a whim, you packed your bag and left the classroom before Peter could decide how to grab your attention. He was tired, so tired. And keeping such a big secret, such as his second identity from you was taking a toll on him. If he told you his secret he would put you in incredible danger, he didn't want what happened to Uncle ben to happen to you. But he missed your hangouts, your movie nights, he missed sharing things with you. He missed you. He knew he had to apologize for snapping at you, but when he did you would demand an explanation. And you deserved one, but he wasn't sure he could just give you one. One that you deserved. He couldn't keep hiding things from you.
School ended and nighttime fell. Patrol was going slow today and he thanked the criminals that roamed New York for making it easy for him. He knew you were home, but he couldn't see you from outside your window. Or any window on your appartment for that matter. Then his heightened hearing picked something up from the roof of your building, he stilled for a minute and recognized your heartbeat. He could've sworn that even without his enhanced hearing he could pick out your heartbeat in between millions of people. Sometimes when you were watching a movie together, and sleep turned too tempting for you to resist, your head drooping onto his chest, he liked to sync his breathing to the soothing sound of your heart beat. He memorized the rhythm, and when he was scared of anxious he would close his eyes for a moment and think of the familiar beats and breathe to the rhythm of your comforting heart beat. He was in love with you, he had been for a long time.
His climb to the roof was short, and when he was over the ledge he could see you sitting with your back to the wall. Looking at the rising moon, deep in thought. The soft thud of his feet landing on the ground made you snap out of your thoughts, looking at him with question marks on your eyes.
"Such a beautiful night isn't it?"
You scoffed incredulously. "I didn't know Spiderman had time to go around making small talk"
He walked closer to where you sat, and pointed to the spot next to you. "May I?"
You nodded and directed your gaze towards the moon again. He could see how your mind was working a mile an hour. "Could I ask what's going through your head?"
You sighed and wrapped your arms around you. "My friend has just been acting very weird, and I'm worried about him but I think he's annoyed with me or something" You looked at him. "I thought he was doing something dangerous you know? But now I'm starting to consider the idea that maybe he was just avoiding me because he got bored of me, or annoyed. And he has just been making excuses all along" Your eyes got glassy and the urge to rip the mask off his head was growing inside of him. "What do you think I should do?"
You were asking him for advice about him, and somehow that felt like the game was playing for and against him.
He stuttered and looked away from you. "I don't know"
"You're right, I'm sorry. You're Spiderman and I am burdening you with some stupid highschool boy troubles. I guess friendships just fall apart sometimes right?"
"No, no it's not a burden at all Y/N I promise"
When he looked at you again you were glaring at him, he inspected your face and all he could see was anger. Why were you angry? He didn't say anything wrong had he? It's not a burden at all Y/N. Y/N. You had not told Spiderman your name. His eyes blew wide.
"Lucky guess?" He smiled under his mask.
You started to get up. "I cannot believe it." You started pacing back and forth, Peter's gaze following your steps. "Take it off, I know it's you under there."
He reached for the edge of his mask, ripping it off. "I'm sorry"
"For lying? Or for being an ass?"
"Both, if I told you the truth we could've avoided it all. But I promise I did it all to keep you safe, if you knew you could've been in danger and I couldn't have forgiven myself if something happened to the only girl I have ever loved. I couldn't be able to take it if my secret drove you away from me"
"Peter you are so dumb" His brows furrowed as you reached for his face. "Nothing could ever drive me away from you. Not even a ridiculous spandex suit" You smirked at him. "I love you."
He pulled you to his chest in a hug, his lips pressing to the top of your hair.
"I think you're an idiot for this by the way"
"Someone has to keep the people safe sugar"
You pulled away and looked him in the eyes. "It just had to be you"
"I mean who else better than me right?"
You pushed him off of you with a laugh.
"I'm going in, does bug man have some spare time?"
"For you always, bug"
"Actually. Raincheck?" You said playfully. He just closed the space between you two and placed his lips on yours.
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hope you enjoyed and as always comments, and feedback are very appreciated.
requests are open
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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Heyyy if you are ever open to do a Bruce request (like not prompt-based, more scenario), I have a hurt/comfort, super angsty idea for him. No pressure tho honey! :)
of course! always feel free to send me requests <3
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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Masterlist
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One shots
Peter Parker
It’s two in the Morning? - fluff. peter would do anything for you, even miss out on his one chance to go to bed early
Cedric Diggory
plain sight - fluff. stealing cedric’s clothes while he’s unaware. or is he?
sleep talking - fluff. confessions are easier when you’re half asleep.
just friends - fluff. potions class reveals that you and cedric were never really only just friends
Bruce Wayne
Chipped Away - angst. bruce keeps slipping away and you can’t keep ignoring the cold sheets.
Edward Cullen
something told me i should - fluff. alice is always right
Headcannons
what dating cedric diggory would be like
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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Hiii can I request 1 & 8 with Bruce Wayne please???
hiiiii, i got so excited to get a bruce wayne request so i paused everything to get to this one... i will still get back to all the other ones.
this is my first time writing for bruce wayne, so i hope you like it <3
Chipped Away
battinson x fem!reader
warnings: just angsty, no comfort at all i fear, maybe some misspelling
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"i have never meant anything more ever"
8. "could you at least look at me?
He had been distant for a while now. Bruce was never an overly affectionate person but it seemed that now a concrete wall was placed on the space between you two. Now your shared bed was cold at night, breakfast together was a thought of the past and your conversations had been reduced to you asking him about his day while he just shrugged you off and wandered elsewhere. Your last resource was asking Alfred, if Bruce was into something he shouldn't, you were sure he would tell you.
The manor was quiet, the only sound in the air was the rustling of the newspaper Alfred held in his hands every couple minutes. The question bubbled inside you, and it reached the point where it was painful not to ask it.
"You know what's gotten into Bruce? He's been" You paused and let out a breath as you looked down at the already bitten skin of your thumb. "weird"
His movements halted for the briefest of times, his eyes flashing towards you so quick you almost missed it. If you didn't know his usual calm demeanor you would've just chalked it up to a mere nothing. But you knew him, and you knew he was lying before the words left his mouth. "Weird? He's probably just been a little tired Miss Y/N. I wouldn't worry too much about it"
That's when you knew that whatever Bruce was up to, Alfred was in on it. And you hated the lingering sensation that whatever it is they were hiding was the worst possible scenario, he had found someone else. Bruce had found someone else and he didn't have it in him to tell you, stringing you along and keeping you inside his home just as a place holder. Bruce had found someone else and Alfred was helping him hide them.
Your nights turned sleepless. You were awake when Bruce got up from your shared bed every night, the creaking of the floor revealing his lack of hesitation, did he think you were asleep or was he beyond the point of caring? You were awake while he showered before slipping on the, now cold, spot beside you and drifted to sleep. You were awake when he slipped back into the room as the first rays of sunlight were slipping into the room. You were awake every time. You were awake every night.
Your work days turned to a blur, the lack of sleep was dawning on you. Bruce's distance was not what hurt the most, but the lack of knowing what he did while he slipped off during the night was like an anchor dragging you to the bottom of the ocean. An ocean of insecurities and questions. Was it something you did? Something you didn't do? Did you push him away somehow? Did you bore him?
He used to tell you that of all of the art he had seen in the world, nothing compared to you. He made you feel like a precious painting, now you were left wondering if he got bored of you. If he memorized every single brush stroke that made up your canvas and couldn't be bothered to spare a look anymore. Maybe you had collected dust, or the paint had started to chip away. Maybe he found a more precious painting, one with better strokes and finer details and you were no longer his favorite.
After work, you would sit in the cold manor and read the same page of your book over and over. Yet you could never remember what it was that you just read. Then you would help Alfred with dinner and in a rare occasion Bruce would join you. Tonight was one of those rare nights, although you would've never known he was actually there. The only sound in the air was his fork against the fine dinner plates. Seeing him so close to you, yet not sparing a single look at you made you feel so cold. The manor was suddenly freezing. You didn't notice when the tears started welling. You looked away from him in hopes to escape the ache that looking at him brought, missing completely how he looked up and saw the fresh tears rolling down your face.
"Y/N?" His voice felt foreign, and your name rolling off his tongue sounded like an unfamiliar language. "Honey you're crying"
You couldn't take it anymore. How could he be so nonchalant? "What's happening Bruce? Where do you go off to at night?"
He was just staring at you, breathing in deeply and letting the air out silently. He gently put the fork on his right hand down and let out a sigh. "Nothing is happening Y/N. Where is this all coming from?"
"You slip off every night for hours Bruce. And I don't know if you think I'm asleep or you just don't care anymore or if you think I'm too stupid to notice that it's been weeks since you last even tried to talk to me." You paused for a moment and looked straight into his eyes. "Who is she?"
He muttered under his breath, looking away to again avoid your gaze. "This is ridiculous"
"I can't keep living in this cold, empty house pretending that everything is okay. Trying to ignore the fact that we are falling apart"
"We are fine."
Your voice raised. "We are not and you know it. Could you at least look at me?"
His chair scraped the floor tiles aggressively as he stood up. "I can't deal with this right now" He started walking away.
"If not now then when Bruce?" You followed suit behind him. He just kept walking. "I'm tired of this Bruce, I'm tired of living the same day over and over"
He turned around unexpectedly, and had you not been hyperaware of his every movement you would've smacked straight into his chest. "If you're so tired of everything then leave." His eyes were icy. And though you always swore you would've loved to get lost in them, now you felt truly lost in the dark icy waters that were his blue orbs.
"What?" You were defeated, disbelief clouded your features and your shoulders dropped.
"You heard me. Leave."
Were your theories right? Was he finally fed up and letting you go of your place holder position? Even though for nights you wished it would all be over, now that it actually was you hoped that it was all a dream. And you would wake to find the cold empty sheets.
Tears blurred your vision. "You don't mean that" You didn't recognize your own voice.
He swallowed, his jaw locking. "I have never meant anything more ever." His shoulders squared and he spared you one last glance before turning around and leaving to his office.
You turned to make your way back to the dining room, picking up your full plate and Bruce's, making your way to the kitchen you stood in front of the sink and looked at the faucet. In it's reflection you could see the distorted image of Alfred lurking around a corner, and you wiped under your eyes. You turned the water on, picking up the sponge. This wasn't your home anymore but you could help Alfred out with this one last thing, even if he lied to you as well.
He finally stepped inside the threshold. "You don't have to do that Miss. Please, head off to bed. I will deal with this"
"It's okay Alfred. It's just a plate"
You two moved around the kitchen in silence. You washing the dishes while he dried them and put them away, sparing worried glances at you. Trying to gage what your next moves would be, you wouldn't leave would you? You loved Bruce, and he loved you. He just didn't know how to manage it all yet.
"Is Dory still around?" Alfred was confused by your question.
"I reckon she still is, why?"
"Could she help me get some things on a bag? I'm taking a taxi home"
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thanks for reading <3
comments and feedback are always appreciated xx
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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prompt 25 with peter parker 💕
hihihi!
i didnt know if you meant holland peter or garfield peter for this one. so i just rolled with it and went with tom’s peter, i hope that’s okay. (fear not this prompt was a little popular with the peter parkers so an andrew garfield one is incoming in the near future <3) hope you like it!
It’s two in the Morning?
peter parker x fem!reader
warnings: none, maybe some misspelling
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25. “why are you dora the explorer-ing at two am?”
Peter hadn't known what a normal sleep schedule was in a little more than four years, some nights the rising sun caught him off guard and by then getting some shut eye was out of the cards for him. He was always either out patrolling, or catching up on the work that his nightly vigilante activities prevented him from doing. But tonight it seemed like the stars were shining upon him, the night was slow and quiet and for once, he was thankful. School was not yet at the point of the semester where work was a burden so for once he had the night all to himself. And he would've called you, but he knew how much of an early riser you were and to be honest? He just really wanted to sleep. So, for once in what felt like the longest, Peter was lying in bed before the clock had the chance to strike 11. His eyes slowly falling shut while the moon slipped through the curtains he was too lazy to close properly.
His sleep was short lived though, because at 1:56 his phone started buzzing. The nearby objects lying atop of his dresser rattling as the device seemed to taunt him. Who could be calling this late? He groggily picked up his phone and groaned, absentmindedly clicking answer and pressing the speaker to his ear.
"Hello?" His voice was taunting him, laced with the sleep he was now missing out on.
"Peter!" He was suddenly more awake, your voice sounded cheerful. Weren't you supposed to be at home sleeping? Why was there a whooshing sound coming from your end? Were you outside? Were you in danger?
"Y/N? Where are you?" He was trying to keep himself from worrying, but one negative thought and he was already far down the rabbit hole.
"Peter oh my god, MJ and I were going out for a walk right? Because why not, and then we stumbled into this old subway station and we thought fuck it" He could hear MJ telling you to keep it down, and now that he focused on the sound of your voice he could hear a slight echo to it. "And it's so freaky like there is a train a couple feet from us and we are debating on going in and checking it out so I wanted to know if you were in the area to come hang out with us"
"Are you serious? Where are you?"
"Well that's the thing, last I remember we were near 35th? It was 35th right?" MJ agreed with you. "But we have been walking for a while, and don't worry we know our way back" A small pause followed before you added. "Ish"
"Y/N why are you Dora the Explorer-ing at two in the morning?"
"Shit it's two in the morning?" Time keeping was never your best suit when you were out with your friends. He started throwing the covers off of him, locating his shoes in the orderly mess that was his room.
"Hun can you send me your location? I'm picking you up"
When his phone pinged with your location he was already out the window and in the air, keeping you on the line just in case. For most part of his trip all he heard were giggles and the occasional gasp the surprises of an abandoned subway station could bring. When he had gotten to where he assumed the entrance to the station was, he heard a scream. 
"Y/N?" Silence followed and then the sound of hurried footsteps echoed on the abandoned subway stairs. MJ and Y/N coming into view with gasping breaths and a couple of coughs. "Was there someone in there?" He said and hurriedly grabbed you, starting the inspection for injuries that normally on a time and day like this would be directed at him from you.
"No, no" You were still out of breath. "As we were getting closer to the little train we saw, I slipped on something and I guess I scared a rat colony. But Peter they were huge"
"We are talking prehistoric rats Parker"
His eyebrows shot up, the dangers of New York at night were not the convincing factor that drug you out of that station but some street rats could.
"Just, next time you go on a discovery adventure trip please let me know. Or do it on a night when I'm patrolling"
Only then did you take notice of his attire, he was already in pijamas. "Peter were you asleep already?"
"Just a little" He started walking you and MJ to your shared appartment. The curly haired girl walking a couple steps ahead of you, texting Brad about her night findings.
"Baby I'm so sorry, if I knew I wouldn't have called you"
"Are you crazy? And let my girlfriend be eaten by some mutant dino rats?" He smiled teasingly at you. You nudging his side as a response. "Seriously though, any time you do that please call me. I'm not fond of the idea of you being in potential danger and not calling me because you think you will disturb me"
"But you never get the chance to sleep, that's important Pete"
He grabbed your hand and squeezed three times. "My girl is more important okay?"
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as always thanks for reading and thanks for your likes and reblogs. leave a comment if you want they are very fun to read
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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prompt requests!
college has had me on a SLUMP. but i wanna get back to writing and i love requests so…
“i have never meant anything more ever.”
“did you sleep at all last night?”
“i didn’t think you would want me there”
“could you at least talk to me about it so i know how to go on about it?”
“i love your stubbornness. it’s what made me fall in love with you. it’s what makes me keep falling in love”
“you can leave. you know the way out well enough”
“im sorry, it just got out of control but i swear im okay”
“could you at least look at me?”
“why do we have to pause? play.”
”you have to leave. you can’t be here. we can’t be with eachother anymore”
“i don’t know how it’s supposed to feel like”
“this is the only thing that convinces me it wasn’t all in my head”
“you are such an interesting character”
“trust me. expect to be disappointed”
“im not dealing with this, you know im right too, that’s the crazy part”
“that’d be an interesting experience to say the least”
“well that’s a toughy”
“i think i’ll be okay”
“it’s all about finding the way”
“i don’t want to be perceived as outright evil”
“brooding is a thing i do pretty often”
“what if you’re wrong though?” “hasn’t happened yet. unless im wrong about you”
“interesting how you can read me like that”
“what even is a reputation era?”
”why are you dora the explorer-ing at two am?”
“you should’ve asked me sooner”
“why are you only telling me this now?”
“i like to think you’re different”
“well i can’t promise you anything”
“my takes are exquisite” “yeah don’t go that far”
promise i will get to them as fast as i can. anyways love ya!
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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something told me i should
edward cullen x fem!reader
warnings: intentional lower caps, not proofread but other than that just fluff
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the year the cullens arrived at forks was no different than any other. summer was over, yet it was the first few weeks of the fall where the sun didn’t shine as hard but the humidity refused to let go of it’s claim. the sunny days at the beach being replaced by the comfort of four walls and an ac as the hot rain pelted outside. 
 alice was the first one you met, her bubbly and chatty personality making you both fast friends, though she would always make it sound like your friendship was fated. written in the stars was how she liked to put it. 
despite her best efforts the next cullens to be added to your list of friends were rosalie and emmett. and although alice loved her family warming up to you it always seemed like something was missing for her. 
it wasn’t weird at all when her house became your designated hangout spot. matter of fact you loved the cullen house, it was always just at the perfect temperature and it smelled sweet and inviting. but when you really thought about it everything about them seemed inviting. 
it was one of those intolerably warm fall days when you found yourself on alice’s room, alice missing from the equation. it had been a couple minutes since she disappeared through the door and you could see the sun beginning to set outside. you got up from your comfortable spot in alice’s bedroom and started the walk towards the stairs, not paying much attention to the way but getting lost admiring the beautiful home that never seemed to lose it’s charm, when a pair of hands stopped you in the way. 
a string of apologies already making its way out your lips as your hands go to grip the arms of whoever is steading you. your eyes finally meeting the strange man’s ones, the bronze hue reminding you of alice’s. 
“im so sorry i wasn’t looking at where i was going” his hands were still holding on to your bare arms and only then did you start to feel the cold seeping from his fingers. 
“don’t apologize, i wasn’t paying much attention either” he smiled warmly at you. “i was looking for my sister alice”
his arms were strong and firm, and the way his words dripped out of his mouth like honey. it was almost like you were under a trance. “alice hasn’t been upstairs for a good half an hour”
he hummed, his eyes were still scanning your face when alice peeked her head from behind him. 
“edward! i see you’ve met my friend y/n” 
his eyes left yours for a moment as the left corner of his lip curled upwards. “seems like i have”  his hands slid down your arms as your own let go of him, stepping back to get out of his way and walk towards your friend. suddenly reminded of why you were in the lookout for her. 
“al i have to head home” you nodded your head towards one of the many windows, the sun starting to hide behind the trees. “curfew”
alice’s eyes fleeted behind you. “oh no” she sighed. “babes jasper just asked me to fetch him something from his room and i need to get it to him as soon as possible. he might need my help for something else”
“don’t even worry about that. i can walk home” you said with a smile on your face. 
alice’s eyes blew wide. “of course not. that’s nonsense” her voice raised. “edward can drive you home. right edward?”
you turned your head to see the hypnotic man, who’s name you now knew was edward, halfway through the doorway to what you presumed was his bedroom. his eyes met yours and he smiled, his fingers slipping from the doorknob. “sure” and he was on his way back to you. 
alice clapped and bid her goodbyes to you. placing a fast kiss to your cheek and then she was gone. 
his voice was velvet when he spoke again, suddenly beside you. “let’s get you home yeah?”
you nodded and let him lead you to his car. a shiny volvo parked next to a flashy red sports car, he opened the door for you and you couldn’t help but blush. that was the first time a guy ever opened the door for you. he smiled. 
the drive to your house was comfortably silent. edward asked you for directions from time to time but it always seemed like he already expected your next command. 
you broke the silence first. “how come i have never seen you around?”
he turned to face you with an eyebrow raised. 
“i always hang out with alice at your house and i had never seen you before”
edward didn’t respond. he knew why you had never seen him, he didn’t want to meet you. alice’s thoughts were the hardest to avoid and he hated when she would lay his future in front of him. especially when said future included a human girl, a human girl who she went out of her way to befriend. a human girl who was now sat inside of his car mere inches away from him. 
“i apologize. i seem to be very busy these days”
having you so close was distracting him, all he could see were alice’s visions all too clear inside his head. and he knew he was diving headfirst onto something that he swore he would try to avoid. it didn’t help at all that he could hear everything you thought about him. seeing his own eyes through your mind was confirmation enough, you were diving in too. 
he could see you frowning from the corner of his eye and before you said anything else the words were falling from his mouth. “i don’t think alice was truly busy, you know?”
you laughed. “i was just thinking the exact same thing. she never flakes on driving me home”
he was parking outside of your house now. turning so his full attention was on you. “im glad she did”
you smiled and the way he was looking at you made you wonder if he could feel it too. maybe you were just making it up. 
“could i get your number?” you just kept looking at him. “i know i could get it from alice but i just don’t. i don’t want you to leave yet”
maybe he was moving too fast. but after seeing his future laid out with you, he couldn’t help himself. he had denied himself of this for too long. 
after a brief pause you smiled. “sure”
he watched as you typed your number onto his phone. adding a smiley face after your name, making a smile of his own appear on his face. you opened the door and slid out of his car turning around one last time. 
“call me” you said with a smile and then shut the door. walking to your doorstep. 
edward raced home, debating when the appropriate time for calling you would be. he didn’t want too seem overly eager, but he didn’t want you to think he was uninterested either. he barely made it inside the door before alice was planted next to him talking excitedly. 
“i already have some ideas for your date tomorrow so i think you should call her now”
edward smiled, pulling his phone from his back pocket. you picked up at the fourth ring. 
“hey, i didn’t think you would call” you sounded pleased to hear from him. 
his laugh came out soft. “something just told me i should”
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hi hi hi! i absolutely LOVE your fuckin fics duuuude! it’s so hard to find cute cedric fics and i’m LIVING for yours hehe <33
i have a request if it’s not too much :)
cedric and a gender neutral!reader (but if it’s easier you can do fem!reader) having a rainy day inside of ced’s dorm and going through his wardrobe and taking his clothes until he catches you and just gives u so much love AUUUUGH-!
once again if this is too much of a request you don’t have to fulfill it!! if you have any questions dm me!!!!
much love, jaylen xx
hihihi!!! i was so happy to hear (read?) that you like my writing and i was sooo excited to get to write this request (it is so cute i kicked my legs a little) so i hope i did it justice and you like it <3
plain sight
cedric diggory x gn! reader
(no pronouns used)
warnings: intentional lower caps, not proofread
his clothes were really nothing out of the ordinary. except, of course, they were his. and they were soft and inexplicably warm but above all they all smelled like him. that’s why you found yourself standing in front of his wardrobe on a thursday afternoon while he was out on quidditch practice. 
winter was fast approaching and you couldn’t ask your furnace of a boyfriend to keep you warm every night but, you knew a sweater of his would do the trick just fine. you also knew he would never notice some of his clothes being missing, as long as you kept it down to five items at most. he never noticed when you took his things or at least that’s what you thought. 
cedric’s practice had ended earlier than usual today due to the expected rain that would soon fall on the castle. there was nothing he wished more in the world than cuddling up to you in his dorm room, except for perhaps a shower. 
he all but skipped his way to his room, overly eager to spend the rest of the day surrounded by the smell of your shampoo while he listened to you talk. he silently opened his door as to not disrupt the peace of the hall and avoid drawing attention towards himself, and only as he closed the door to his prefect room did he see you. or well, the back of you. you were so lost in your mission of rummaging through his closet that you missed how he took a couple steps towards you and finally wrapped his arms around your middle, effectively startling you. 
“can’t say i’m surprised to see where my clothes have been shipping off. i just wondered when i would see this scene with my own eyes” he said with a smile as he pressed his lips to the space right below your ear, leaving a series of kisses there. 
“you knew?”
“of course i knew my love. your scent lingers when you return my things”
you turned in his embrace so that you were now face to face. “why didn’t you say anything?”
“why would i?” he leaned down to kiss your lips but you leaned backwards. earning a frown from him. 
“you’re not upset?”
he squeezed at your sides and repeated his question. “why would i? it seems my things were made for you to wear” he again leaned down to peck your lips and this time you let him. “i even started to leave the things that didn’t smell like you anymore where you would find them and take them”
you laughed at this. “what?”
“i could tell which things were your favorite” the pull between your brows didn’t loosen. “the brown hoodie disappears more often than not, and sometimes i see my spare tie used as an accessory. you somehow always forget a scarf when we’re going down to hogsmeade and i saw my red sweater under my jean jacket in an outfit you wore sometime last week”
he fell back on his bed and sat there, face nuzzled on your chest. “i found all of those things lying around”
he hummed, eyes still closed. “you know i’m not a messy guy”
and he wasn’t, never a thing out of it’s assigned place. and yet the best pieces, your favorite pieces, were always lying around in plain sight. you looked down at him, his eyes now open and looking up at you. a smile making his cheeks puffy. 
“i missed you today” he hummed and pulled you down to sit on his lap. pressing a loving kiss to your temple. “now what can a guy do to get you on that blue sweater you like and under the covers with me? i could use a nap”
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softboyluvr · 2 years
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sleep talking
cedric diggory x reader (no pronouns used)
warnings: none? reader gets stood up and fluff ensues
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“don’t think about it too much ced” sparing one last look at him, desperately trying to fix the runny mascara on your cheeks. “i can just go and fall in love with a new guy, this castle is full of them and-“ 
he just tuned your conversation out. his heart clenched, just hours prior he had held your sobbing form. if it was up to him he would still have you tucked in between his sheets and wrapped around him, it was saturday after all. a sad chuckle left your lips and he immediately looked up to you, sitting on the edge of his bed with your arms wrapped around you. 
“i just feel pathetic you know? like i really thought he was going to show up” you smiled half heartedly at him and he opened his arms up for you, as he always did. 
“come on hun. you look tired and i know you want to sleep some more” you sighed and crawled into his open arms. nuzzling your head on the crook of his shoulder and his neck, inhaling his soft vanilla scent. his hands immediately went to rubbing circles on your back and running the other through your hair. you sniffled against his chest and he gripped you closer, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. 
“you always smell so nice, ced” feeling your eyelids droop with the weight of tiredness, you press a kiss to his neck and let sleep take you over. he felt how your breathing started to slow and your grip on him went slack. 
cedric took a minute to properly look at you, wearing his quidditch sweater which practically covered you completely. after you were stood up last night you ran to his room and jumped into his arms. he was mad as it already was, considering you were going out with some other bloke and not staying with him. where you were meant to be, in his arms. but to listen to you cry about how he stood you up and how you waited for him for hours until you realized he was just not going to show made his blood boil. 
he saw as some tears slowly slipped off your eyes and ran down your cheeks. his hand was quick to wipe them off with his thumb, and then rub circles on your soft skin while still petting your hair. he wished it could always be like this, he knew it was meant to be like this. there was no possible way your body fit so perfectly against his as a coincidence, he refused to believe it. 
“i love you.” his voice barely above a whisper. “and if only you knew that” his fingers were still caressing the side of your face and he knew better than to speak to you while you were sleeping but he couldn’t seem to stop. “if only you knew how perfect and how beautiful you are to me. if you could see the way i look at you. and how i admire you. how every thing about you is just so perfect to me. like the way your hair falls over your face during potions class and you-“
“what are you saying ceddy?” you said while stirring in your sleep a little. he hoped you didn’t catch much of his ramble. he knew it wasn’t time for him to confess how much he loved you. you weren’t ready yet. the time just wasn’t perfect, and he wanted to give you perfection. 
“i was just thinking out loud about that divinations test coming up. you studied for it already?”
“it’s easy hun” you were always more affectionate when you were half asleep. pulling out all the pet names. 
“oh yeah?”
“the future is clear ceddy. it’s just you” your sleepy ramble was interrupted by a big yawn and he could tell you were slipping off again. 
“what did you say?” he looked down to your face. checking for signs that you heard him. “baby i need you to say that again please” he looked at you for a couple seconds before realizing your sleepy talk was over and you were dozing off for good. sleep had taken completely over you. he had so many things to say and his mind was running a mile an hour. but as he felt your breathing on his neck and your grip getting tighter on him he pressed a kiss to your forehead. a smile spreading on his face as he let sleep take over him too.
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softboyluvr · 3 years
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just friends
cedric diggory x female!reader
warnings: angst (ish???), intentional lower caps, that’s all tbh
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very few could say they knew someone for forever, someone that knew their weaknesses and helped turn them into strengths. though they, they were the lucky ones. or unlucky ones, depending on who you asked. cedric and her had been inseparable the moment their parents introduced them when they were children.
from then on she always had someone to pick her up when she fell off the swings, a shoulder to cry on and someone who listened unconditionally when it seemed like the voices drowned her. she was lucky to have him.
she brought out the best in him. everyone expected him to be everything all the time, but with her he could be vulnerable. he felt like he could breathe when she was near. he had to see her fall in love with some of the guys in the castle, and then be there for her when it all fell through. he was just never that lucky to have her. at least not completely, she had the best of his moments. when in fourth year his friends teased him for never having had his first kiss she was the one to pull him in by his jersey after winning the first game of the quidditch season, the light drizzle sticking to their hair and making the whole thing seem like a dream to him. she had his first dance at their first ever ball. and most of all she had his heart hanging off a thread on her pinky finger, yet he was never lucky enough to have her completely.
he was resigned actually, no longer eager for the next time she came running to his arms after she realized the last guy wasn’t what she wanted, much less deserved. an eagerness that he knew was wrong and completely selfish but he couldn’t seem to deny. he liked being the guy that lit her those vanilla candles she loved so much and held her through the night.
he didn’t know what deity he had to thank for putting them together in every single class for the past six years. but there he was, letting her draw some sort of happy face kaleidoscope on his hand as he just looked at her with some stupid grin he could never wipe off when they were together. looking at how the tip of her tongue stuck out in concentration and then down to the crystal hanging around her neck. remembering how one saturday she just dragged him to the lake to look for crystals. one of the last days of the summer, the morning sun keeping them warm but not sticky with sweat. the wildflowers around them made the air sweet and the soft swishing of the water in the river filled up their comfortable silence making everything perfect. if he were asked what he thought heaven was like he would think that’s the closest it could ever get. or maybe it was all perfect because he was with her.
he wasn’t surprised when she had to bring him back from his daze and put him to work on the potion slughorn had just spent the last 10 minutes explaining. he was eager to finish brewing the concoction, amortentia was one of their biggest projects of the year. but that was not what motivated him to finish it, neither was it finding out what he was going to smell. he knew exactly what his heart desired, and was not surprised when he smelled vanilla, soft rain and wildflowers. his eagerness was to discover what she was going to describe the potion to smell like. he hoped her heart’s deepest desires pointed towards him like a compass pointing north. he was about to ask when hermione granger, somehow managing to take classes above her level, turned around and asked herself.
he pretended to write some notes on his notebook when he was really waiting for anything that would hint at her fancying him the way he wished she would.
“we must’ve fucked it up because it smells like nothing” and she snorted like it was the funniest thing ever. their conversation carried but he was no longer interested on any sort of gossip the griffindoor carried. he knew the potion had worked, so either she was sick and her nose was all messed up or just didn’t fancy anyone at all. she could’ve also been lying, was it for his sake? did she just not want to share any more fragments of her love life with him and she decided to lie about this to keep some secrecy? was it someone he knew? was it one of their friends? had he introduced her to them?
class ended and the day flew by, whenever she asked about his change in demeanor he brushed her off with a smile and assured her it was all fine, “just tired ‘s all”
he wanted to go down to his room and read, alone, as soon as the school day was over. but he had promised to go with her to this tree they always hung out in when the day was nice. she was talking about things she had noticed throughout the day and when he zoned back into the conversation their tree was closer than he realized and she was talking about potions class.
“i swear i was keeping an eye out for you. i was worried you were sick because someone had slipped some amortentia on your water or something. i mean im surprised no one did” and she sat down leaning on the trunk of the tree. “anyways you never did tell me what it was your heart’s deepest desires were. or who is it that that is for that matter” she was taking some colored pencils out and it seemed like the whole thing was humorous to her. but the question had struck him, she was lying back in class.
she had taken his silence as a cue to keep her chatter going. not paying any mind to how he still hadn’t sat down. “i heard someone say how when slughorn showed the class below us the potion just as a heads up for next year cho chang said she swore she smelled you. i didnt know you guys were that close” and she wiggled her eyebrows at him while taking out some sketch book from her bag. she was really trying to joke with him right now. “she’s really pretty-“
but he cut her off. “why would you lie?”
“i swear! hermione told me all about it after i ran onto her in the bathroom before potions class started. i mean you have been tutoring her for a while now so i don’t know how you didn’t see it coming”
he was silent for a second and she grew uncomfortable of his gaze just lingering. standing up as he started again.
“we didn’t fuck up the bloody potion. but you told granger we did, why did you lie?”
she looked at him for a couple seconds and then laughed. “come on ced, slughorn said the thing was perfect. don’t worry about the grade”
“this is not about a mark and you know it” his tone was so serious it was bordering into stern. it was like his patience was growing thin but she didn’t know what to say, so she just shrugged and looked away.
“didn’t feel like talking about it then”
“we can talk about it now”
“it looks like there’s rain clouds coming”
“what are you trying to avoid?”
she just went to pick up her book, stuffing her things back into her bag. she started the walk back to the castle making him scoff and follow her lead.
“why don’t you want to talk to me?” to her he still sounded defensive. but he was trying his best to mask his vulnerability.
“i do want to talk to you ced. just not about it right now”
“was it someone i know? was it fred? i heard he’s with angelina so that’s a dead end you know”
“cedric just drop it”
“so it was him then”
she groaned and turned to look at him, breaking her stride. her face was burning with what he saw as anger.
“why does it matter so badly to you cedric?”
the thunder quickly ate up the good weather they still had and the air turned chilly. how fitting.
“it just does and i want to know”
“it really doesn’t matter to me and it shouldn’t to you either” she was upset about it, maybe her feelings for fred were far deeper than he could guess. he was aware of their friendship, but he never knew how close they had grown to be. maybe him being a tutor pushed her to finding someone new, some new more interesting friend. “i really don’t get why you’re blowing this to be such a big deal when cho-“
“it is a big deal to me” he chuckled and he saw the drizzle before he could feel it. “it’s a big deal to me when all i could smell on the thing was wildflowers and fresh rain” he let a breath out, his voice lowering back to its usual tone. no longer exasperated but tired. “fresh rain and vanilla”
she just stood there. quiet. looking at him. a couple steps and he had broken the distance between them. placing his hands on her shoulders and running them down to her hands.
“so please, just please tell me what it was for you”
“lilacs” she looked up at him and met his gaze. the flowers his mother had planted around the swing sets were lilacs, the flowers she tucked on his suit pocket on their first dance were lilacs. but he still couldn’t let his heart jump to conclusions. she took in the silence and looked forward, staring at his chest rather than looking at him in the eyes. the blow was coming. “warm sheets and fresh rain”
she smiled at the irony of the drizzle that covered her hair at the moment and dared to peek at him from under her lashes. he was puzzled by the last one. she kept looking down at his hands holding hers.
“that was my first kiss too you know, you never really asked and i guess i never told you. but i knew you were tired of everyone teasing you for it so i guessed you wouldn’t mind as long as you got it over with” she was rambling and he smiled. the rain coating her lashes reminded him of the first time, he let go of her hand and took her chin between his pointer and thumb. tilting her head up to look at him, moving his hand to run through her hair and finally cupping her face. running his thumb over her cheek. it was like he was getting a do over, and he wanted to take his time this time around. she looked into his eyes and then glanced down to his lips. he didn’t waste more time before his other hand flew to the free side of her face and his lips were on hers. her hands on his shoulders pulling him impossibly closer to her.
he cursed his lungs for preventing him from staying there, causing him to pull away slightly. she opened her eyes to see him looking at her already. he took in how the water droplets stuck to her hair and the smile that danced on her face.
her eyebrows shot up a little “took you long enough” her teasing smile made him let out a loud laugh.
he hummed and nodded. feigning seriousness “maybe” he looked at her with a teasing smile of his own. “but not nearly as long as it took you, now did it”
her eyebrows shot up and she let out a surprised laugh. he admired her for a second more before he leaned down to kiss her again. missing how she quickly ducked and escaped his grasp. starting to sprint through the grass towards the castle. he chased behind her as they both laughed at the water splashing around their feet and starting to soak them up slowly. she looked back at him and playfully screamed, booking it through the courtyard and slipping past the few people that were still out enjoying the soft rain.
their friends quickly spotted the pair, not surprised by their behavior but intrigued as to what had caused the giant to chase after her through the rain. watching as he was catching up to her when she had almost reached the group, which was seated waiting for them next to one of the arches surrounding the courtyard. staying safe from the rain under the roof. they all playfully looked at her catching her breath, not amused at all by their games when he reached her. hair sticking to his forehead and robes drenched just like hers. she yelped as he picked her up and spun her around, their friends getting ready to listen to whatever story was behind their chase.
the story telling itself when he set her down softly and pulled her in for a quick kiss. their bubble of happiness not popping but encasing all of their friends as well. no questions were needed, the happiness just flowed and bubbled.
he swung his arm over her shoulders. pulling her into his chest as she started the conversation back up. everything had fallen into place for him, and now he could light up candles and tuck her into bed not because she had another unlucky shot at love. but because he was finally lucky enough.
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softboyluvr · 4 years
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dating cedric diggory headcanon
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just some things i imagine would be part of dating cedric 
cedric x reader, gender neutral! reader, sort of hufflepuff!reader
~warnings: lowercase intended :)
he’s the kind of guy every one in school wants. so he’s always making sure you’re comfortable and reassured.
gentle touches are totally his love language. not excessive pda or anything uncomfortable, but just enough to let you know he’s there. and everyone around you that’s he’s taken and you’re his.
 rubbing his thumb on the back of your hand.
 softly twirling strands of your hair in between his fingers.
drawing circles on your knee while sitting on the great hall
his hand hovering over your back while walking in the halls
taking advantage of his prefect privileges and taking you stargazing at the astronomy tower late at night.
studying in the common room late at night and falling asleep on top of your books. him noticing and brushing your hair out of your face with a soft smile. “C’mon darlin’ let’s go to bed.”
pet!! names!!
“I’m just tired honey can we stay in and just nap until next week?”
“you saw that babe? it was so awesome!”
“goodnight baby. i love you more than chocolate frogs” “i just love your priorities ced. go to sleep”
wearing his quidditch sweaters during cold days, causing him to smile and immediately rush to kiss your forehead.
going all out when he has a quidditch match. 
him looking for you in the crowd and sending you an over exaggerated wink. you would just roll your eyes and he would laugh and mouth you an ‘i love you’.
cedric always holding you under his arm during the celebration party and just being over the moon with happiness.
sleep overs!!
“cedric i have a room honey” “can’t you just sleep over with me?” 
long walks along the dark lake and just laying down on the grass, enjoying each others presence. 
him holding you close to his chest when you sleep and caressing your cheek, pressing a kiss to your forehead and nuzzling his face to your hair. falling asleep himself.
you were just everything for him.
bye im soft for him it hurts.
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Reblog if you support equal rights because I do 💕
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softboyluvr · 4 years
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something u need to understand about me is that me and my brain are NOT friends and she is NOT helpful to me. bitch gives me all these thoughts and feelings and is like "deal with these for me will u?" GIRL YOU'RE LITERALLY THE GUY IN CHARGE
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