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#Ω::|| There is no bad; there is no good I drank all the blood that I could | corrupt verse aesthetics
ofspvrta · 1 year
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Heyhey! May I request childe x reader where the reader has been badly abused in the past? As a result she doesn’t mind when childe kidnaps her because childe has never hurt her, and treats her nicely? So since childe has work lmao he leaves a fatui agent to watch his s/o. But since his s/o has such a small appetite she doesn’t eat much. And since the fatui agent has a bad temper, what if he slaps her across the jaw so hard it breaks? So since then she can’t handle leaving childe’s side?Thank you
anon who hurt you? (•ω•`)this childe has yandere undertones but anyways you're welcome and enjoy.
Content warning for everyone else: allusions to domestic violence ,and non-graphic depiction of violence against women.
No Misfortune Without Blessings
Summary: Among the many myths about Tartaglia, few were dedicated to his love life. Even fewer dared to speak of the gentle love between him and his lady but in the soft and hushed whispers of the crowd, all would admit that they painted a pretty picture.
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There was a boy.
You weren’t quite sure what to make of him. Shy and stuttering but with bright blue eyes that reminds you of the starry sky in the village. You liked him, in the same way you liked the morbid stories and descriptions of the adventurers in the tavern. You liked him too, in the same way you liked the rare flowers that grew in Snezhnayan winter.
And maybe the boy with the starry sky in his eyes and bright red hair liked you too. But it wasn’t something you paid attention to, there were stories and adventures to be had, knowledge to be shared and you decided it was more important.
More important than understanding what everyone your age liked or what accounted for normal. You never did quite understand everyone else in the same way you immediately understood Ajax. It was precisely because of this that you simply didn’t quite fit in, you were just as much of an outcast as Ajax was with his shyness and occasional stutter. You didn’t care for it, you found comfort in the knowledge you’d never be involved in messy affairs of the romantic and platonic kind.
Your world was peaceful.
There was Ajax, the stories from adventurers, and your hidden desire for something more beyond what the small seaside town you call home had to offer.
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There used to be a boy with bright blue eyes that takes your breath away sometimes. Who had a burning red hair and warm smile that reminded you of the warm sunshine.
You loved to follow him around, notebook in hand filled with scribbles and experiments of different shorts. And Ajax loved you, perhaps, with the way he took you along for adventures on the edges of the woods, in the frozen lake, and taking small commissions from the neighbors.
The two of you had grown taller, childhood fat turning into muscles as your bodies hit puberty. Both of you had changed in so many ways, gone were the days when no one minded the two of you staying out together for a long period of time, without any companion. Whispers followed when the two of you held each other just a bit too long for what was appropriate.
Your world could not simply consist of Ajax and the growing longing you had for what the world had to offer. You didn’t like the change, neither of you two did. But you were much better at pretending than Ajax, so you studied and observed the rest, told this to Ajax and somehow the restrictions on you two became a big game of pretend. You pretended to understand the beauty that others found, pretended to fit in the scale of accepted normalcy.
And then, without you noticing the boy you loved dearly was gone. You stared blankly as you watched his parents cry and search parties used for a boy lost in the woods.
There used to be a boy and you weren’t quite sure what to make of him when he came back to you three months later.
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You weren’t quite sure when it started, when your world expanded and collapsed until the only things left are the ashes of things you don’t quite recognize. You weren’t quite sure when you stopped yearning for a life of adventure. When you began to settle for whatever it was that was given to you.
Maybe it was when the boy you loved came back with dull blue eyes and a sharp look that told stories only the hardened and veteran adventurers understood. Maybe it was when you could no longer keep up with him, when trouble seeks him out and your parents dragged you away from him.
Maybe it was when one night he sneaks into your room bids you goodbye and makes you realize that the stars in his eyes never left, they were just clouded by something brighter and bigger than whatever it was that Morepesok had to offer.
Maybe it was when you woke up the next day and the boy you loved was taken away into a brighter and bigger place than the small sea-side village.
But that didn’t matter now, not when your whole body hurt and you laid limp on the cold wooden floors of the place that should be home but isn’t. You weren’t quite sure when you accepted this as normal, when the man your parents swore would take care of you became the one who hurt you. You weren’t quite sure when you started to forget all of that you loved dearly.
“...it hurts” you say out loud as tears prick on the edges of your eyes and you simply lay on the floor, ignoring the pain on your ribs, the blood on your mouth and countless other bruises that littered your skin.
You don’t recognize yourself anymore.
And you hate yourself for it.
You think of the boy you loved who had stars in his eyes and the sun in his soul and you yearn for him and what could have been.
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There was a man with a charming smile and blue eyes, and the mask of the Harbingers. You weren’t quite sure what to think of him when he held your hand gently, and spoke to you about topics you used to love.
You weren’t quite sure what it meant when his eyes grew cold at the bruises on your skin and the whispers that followed you. Maybe you loved him, in the same way you loved Ajax, and the man you lived with. Maybe you loved him in the same way you loved the preserved heart in a jar that used to be yours.
There were a lot of maybes but you were sure that Tartaglia would never hurt you. The day he takes you away felt like a fairy tale, as if the boy you loved came back for you but you knew that Ajax was gone. And Tartaglia was the one who came for you so you stupidly went along with him.
You gave him your everything.
You gave him the tattered pieces of what could have been you, and allowed him to reshape you, until you were stronger than before. You relearned how to be human, how to be yourself, and you loved him for it. You learned how to speak his own love language, stayed by his side and accepted all of him until you weren’t sure where you ended and where he began.
Somehow, you stupidly believed that all of this would remain as it was. Until he had to leave for a long while and you can’t help but feel as if your world would collapse.
“Don’t go” you whispered as you held onto his clothes like a child.
“Don’t leave me” you begged as you shrink your frame and tried to fight the fear of being hated for something like this.
“I’m sorry” Tartaglia tells you, voice soft and gentle as he hugs you tenderly.
You want to cry but you don’t because you had always understood that he was meant for bigger and brighter things. Instead you sank in his chest, you wanted to imprint yourself in him, so that no matter how bright and beautiful the world outside of this home you built was, he’d never forget about you.
“Come back quickly.”
“I’ll be back before you even miss me.”
You don’t tell him that you’ve already begun missing him.
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You never bothered to get along with Tartaglia’s subordinates. Not when you decided to ignore anything Fatui related since it meant that Tartaglia would never have to worry about you being used against him. You refused to be a burden.
This ignorance meant that despite treating them civilly you had no deep impression on them. It meant that when none of Tartaglia’s trusted aides were available to watch you and take care of whatever your needs were, some new recruit was given to you.
You didn’t care about it much. The new recruits tend to be distant and careful upon knowing who you were to Tartaglia. You didn’t care about what they called you behind your back. What mattered was Tartaglia and his thoughts.
Your heart was too small to include irrelevant matters.
Maybe if you learned how to be human properly, you would have realized the danger you were in. An upstart recruit from a noble lineage coupled with a bad temper would never be suited to your cold and distant attitude. The snark and biting remarks you ignored only added fuel to a fire you weren’t aware of.
You were too busy counting the days until Tartaglia’s return to pay attention to someone you found insignificant.
“You didn’t finish your food again” The recruit complained.
“Feed it to the dogs or whatever” you answered dismissing him with a wave of hand as you drank your water.
No one would care if you ate less than usual. Tartaglia would only ask if anything was wrong and you’d be quick to assure him that it was nothing. You knew that he would overthink and his subordinates would pay for it.
It was best for all parties that his mood remained good. You didn’t want others interfering with your time with him and you were quite sure that after the glamour of sparring with him faded off, his men had no want of being beaten to the ground.
This thought that you believed to be true made you blind. It made you let your guard down when malice was directed at you and you found yourself suddenly on the ground.
The harsh sound of your jaw breaking echoing loudly as you stared blankly on the marble tiles of the dining room. Somehow it felt like you were back in that place, and you could hear shouting and swearing around you.
‘I’m stronger than this’ You thought as you tried to force your body to move.
‘I’m stronger than this!’ You stubbornly insisted as your body remained frozen in the ground.
‘I’M STRONGER THAN THIS!’ You screamed inside your head as you felt like you were drowning again. You couldn’t breathe and you could no longer see anything.
The next thing you saw was Tartaglia on your bedside, asleep and visibly worse for wear. You stood up, opening your mouth only to quickly stop at the dull pain you felt. You could only stare at him with longing. The room was dark and only lit by the moonlight that seeped in through the windows.
You reached out for him, three soft squeezes on his hand as you gingerly kissed his calloused hand. You could tell that he was already awake and you waited for him to open his bright blue eyes that took your breath away.
“I won’t leave you alone anymore” Tartaglia says with sadness in his voice as he cradles you in his lap. You closed your eyes and tapped his lips thrice.
‘I love you’.
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There was a girl with bright curious eyes that seemed to see through him. Ajax couldn’t keep his stutter out as he shyly introduced himself.
He loved her at first sight.
He loved her more when she took his hand and showed him interesting stuff. Each moment spent with her was an adventure. He loved the spark in her eyes when she talked about the nations beyond Snezhnaya.
He loved her eccentricities and never wanted her to change. But Ajax knew that if he remained as he was, he would never be able to keep her by his side.
The girl he loved yearned for something bigger and brighter than Morepesok and Ajax wanted to give it to her with his own two hands.
There used to be a girl with bright eyes and rarely smiled but could take his breath away when she smiled at him. Who loved all sorts of things without any care, who loved him in the same way she loved the animals they came across.
She was bright and warm and Ajax knew that she was destined for bigger things. That she was meant to explore the world beyond the sea and Ajax wanted to take her away and give her the greatest adventure.
He wanted her world to be made up of him, their adventures, and everything she loved. But the Abyss had no place for gentle dreams and soft loves. So he fought and fought until he realized his dream and set out for something bigger and brighter than him.
‘I want to give her the world’ Ajax whispered in the silence of the night as he fought for his life and then for fun.
He thought of the girl he loved who walked among the stars and he yearned for her. The Abyss had no room for the weak so he hid away what he could and threw away what he couldn’t for the sake of growing strong and paving the way for the girl he loved.
He came back and found solace in the stupid girl that didn’t understand everything yet. He protected her innocence even as she stared at his blood stained hands. He protected her soft and loving heart even as he felt his being torn apart.
He wanted to keep her by his side but he had always been the better fighter. She was better at pretending but she could never bring herself to fight back mercilessly. So he decided to fight for the two of them.
The Fatui was like the Abyss but it could never reach the harshness and brutality of a place seeped in desperation. He hid his heart away, keeping it with the girl he loved who cried for him. He fought his way up the ranks and thought of the girl he loved.
He thought of her as he took missions upon missions, thinking of her soft lips and sweet tears that made him want to take her with him. But he wasn’t strong enough to protect her yet so he leaves her behind, promising to return to her once more.
There used to be a girl who seemed to like she could take the world by storm.
There used to be a boy who loved her secretly and openly.
Now there was a woman whose light was dying, bright eyes dulled and heart trampled upon.
Now there was a man named Tartaglia whose heart burned and raged for those that dared to hurt the woman he loved.
He takes her away, leaves no traces and keeps her far away from the burnt down house that used to be her childhood home. He keeps her by his side and gives her pieces of the world.
Tartaglia with his bloodstained hands gently and lovingly held her in his arms as he dealt with the recruit. It was brutal and inhumane but all of his humanity was meant for the girl he loved and his family.
He gives her the best doctor and waits for her to wake up.
Thrice he made the mistake of leaving her behind.
‘This time, no matter what, I’ll keep you by my side.’
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Among the myths about Tartaglia few were dedicated to the lady he always took along with him, be it in the battlefield or anywhere else. It was rumored that she was as gentle as Liyue’s glaze lilies, and as deadly as the ruin guards that littered across Teyvat.
But one thing was constant, where Tartaglia goes the lady follows. A warrior and his lady dominating battle fields across Teyvat.
There would be no surprise if one day the entire world fell at their feet.
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sortofanobsession · 4 years
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Prompt: ABO. Omega Buck is back with the team but they are anything but welcoming. Eddie is the most harsh with him. Buck tries not make amends and it works with everyone else but Eddie's stubborn. After a rough call where Buck almost bites it, Eddie shows up at Buck's place and Buck is done just taking Eddie's crap. They get into this appalling argument that triggers rut in Eddie and heat in Buck. Rage-fueled passion ensues and by the end of it they are irrevocably bound to each other a mates.
Author’s Note: Was a little unsure about parts of this, the more nsfw stuff isn’t exactly my specialty but I love a good challenge. So here it is. I apologize if the acronym usage of A(alpha) B(eta) O(mega) is unintentionally offensive, had no idea the shorthand was technically a Australian slur. it is often (again unknowingly and unintentionally) used for shorthand and I can't exactly update the asks. I am using A/B/Ω or the full write out if I can but I can only do so much. But please know I am trying.
Warning: NSFW
Tag Requests & Prompts are Open
Tag list: diazbuckleysworld
Word count: 2k+
AO3
Flames fueling the fight
Being an omega in a field full of alphas and betas was never the easiest, but Buck was never an average omega. The suppressants helped. A lot of people didn’t even realize he was an omega if they weren’t someone he spent a great deal of time around. He loved his job, it was his life. Saving people felt good. He was usually the guy on the team that talks someone down and calms down scared kids. Sure, he ran into the burning buildings like the alphas, but saving people gave the omega a rush. Sure, being an omega means when he couldn’t save someone, he took it harder than most, but that just pushed him to be better at what he does. He works to stay fit, he tried to eat right. Or at least, he used to. Everything was different now. Nearly losing a leg had been tough. He’d fought his way back, just to vomit blood at his own party. The lawsuit had been the dumbest thing he could have done, but he was desperate. He may have his job back now, but he didn’t get his family back. The team hated him. Not having them on his side hurt worse than everything he’d been through before. It was like he was a kid again, an unloved omega. So of course he’d relapsed. He was depressed. He focused on doing his PT exercises, but he lacked motivation to do much else. He barely ate. He drank, despite being warned that that might be a terrible idea on blood thinners.
Today was nothing different. He’d dragged himself out of bed, showered off the dried sweat from his nightmares, and survived on nothing but coffee.  He got to work and changed into his uniform. He didn’t head to the loft for food. Even if he was hungry, he wouldn’t be wanted. So he decided not to wait to be told what chore he’d been given. He’d just start them. When the alarm went off Buck was surprised when Bobby told him to hurry ass up and get his gear, they needed all hands on deck for this call. The captain told them that damn near half a block was inflames and that they were going to have to act fast. They were tasked with clearing the buildings that weren’t already lost causes. Buck tried not to wince at how angry Eddie seemed to be at being paired with him. But Buck didn’t hesitate to get inside the building. Blood thinners and angry alphas be damned. He was back saving people. He focused on moving people in and out of nearby buildings as fast as he could. He ignored the ache in his head and the pain in his bad leg as he threw himself full force into helping people. The building was almost clear when the fire started to compromise the building’s structural integrity. Bobby had shouted at him to quit being stupid and get back to the truck. Eddie had yelled back at him as the alpha made his way out of the building. Buck was on his way out when he heard something. He ignored the harsh words being shouted through the radio. He strained to hear the noise again over it and though he knew he’d be in hot water later he turned the radio off. It gave him the chance to hear the noise. He found a little girl hiding in a closet he hadn’t even noticed. He scooped up the little girl, keeping her covered. The smoke was making it harder to see as he made it through the hall. He stumbled over debris as the fire got worse. Somehow he managed to stay upright. He stumbled as part of the wall beside him caved in. He sheltered the girl from the debris, a bright pain flaring in his arm. He grit his teeth and ignored the pain. He could see the main entrance. He pushed through the door.
The shouting was immediate. He managed to pass the little girl off to Hen and Chimney. The moment he did he was on the receiving end of the wrath of two furious alphas. Bobby was livid that Buck disobeyed orders and hadn’t responded. Eddie was furious that Buck always had to play hero. Buck couldn’t be bothered to listen. He started taking off his gear. He hissed at the pain in his arm. He startled when hands helped him out of his turnout jacket. He looked up as paramedics were removing his shirt. He didn’t fight them. Before he realized what was really happening he was loaded into anambulance. The ER doctors patched him up rather quickly. He needed a few stitches and had some nasty bruises, but he was out of there within a few hours. He’d called Maddie to come and pick him up. Once he was home he’d spent a full hour assuring her that it looked worse than it was. The blood thinners made it look worse than it was. That he didn’t need a babysitter, and he was just going to bed early. After Maddie left he collapsed on the couch, ignoring the pain in his arm.
Eddie had spent the rest of his shift in the makeshift gym. The team had hurried to the truck and followed the ambulance to the hospital. Bobby relayed that the doctors were with him now but Buck had told them that the only person he wanted with him was his sister. That had stung. Eddie grimaced when they were told they wouldn’t be seeing the omega. Bobby had been one of Buck’s emergency contacts since the omega had nearly choked to death on his date with Abby. To be told he wasn’t allowed to see Buck was a sucker punch. When Maddie showed up and it was clear they weren’t going to find anything else out the captain rounded up his team and decided it was best to head back to the station. Eddie was not happy with that decision. They were just going to leave? The younger alpha was still angry. Buck just had to be a dramatic pain in his ass. He always had to be the hero. He had to be the one that was practically crawling out of a building that was actively collapsing. Eddie was so angry about everything. The alpha should have dragged the omega out of the building when he’d left. He knew Buck. When nearly destroying a punching bag didn’t take the edge off, he went to see if anyone had gotten an update on the youngest firefighter.
“Any news?” Eddie asked as he grabbed a water bottle out ofthe fridge and drank half of it.
“Maddie said he’ll be home probably before we are.” Chim shrugged. “He’ll apparently survive, luckily his helmet made sure he didn’t lose the few brain cells he has.”
Eddie ignored the tight feeling in his chest, he was heading to the showers but stopped when he saw Bobby had Buck’s turnout gear spread out on the ground, the coat in his hand. If the older alpha noticed Eddie was watching him, he didn’t say anything. The captain ran his hand over the damaged sleeve of the jacket. Eddie had to walk away. He knew Bobby was not happy about how everything had gone down. He and Eddie had been so angry about Buck ignoring orders and turning off his radio that they hadn’t even noticed the damaged coat until they noticed blood dripping off of the omega’s fingers as he tried to remove his gear. Bobby shouted for medics while Eddie helped Buck get his SCBA and turnout jacket off. Bobby had to pull the younger alpha away so the paramedics could do their job. Eddie remember the pang of guilt and anger that hit him when he saw the omega’s injured arm, blood already soaking through the bandages as they took him away. Eddie shook himself from the memory and headed to the shower. Eddie couldn’t believe how angry he still was. He was angry that Buck had nearly gotten himself killed again. He was angry they had no idea what was happening. He was angry they’d been sent away from the hospital. The cold water couldn’t touch the flames of anger that seemed to heat the alpha from inside.
Eddie didn’t even remember the drive to the omega’s building after his shift. The alpha made his way up to Buck’s apartment and slammed his fist into the door repeatedly. When he didn’t get an answer he used his spare key. He slammed the door behind him, the noise echoed through the dim light of the apartment. Buck came stumbling out of his living room.
“Eddie?” The omega’s chest heaving from the alpha’s terrifying entrance, flinching at the anger that was radiating off the alpha.
“What the hell were you thinking?! Is being the hero that important?!” Eddie shouted. “You could have died, again! You turned off your radio?! Who does that?! You didn’t tell anyone you were hurt!”
That did it. That set the omega off. “Fuck you, Diaz!” Buck let out a bitter laugh, getting in the alpha’s face. “When was I supposed to tell anyone anything? You guys were on me the second I handed that little girl off. A little girl who is alive because I found her. I found her only because I turned my radio off. I thought I heard something, but Cap just kept shouting at me and I couldn’t hear shit!” Buck glared. “Then I get out and you guys are screaming in my face! So fuck you!” The omega shoved the alpha’s chest. That had broken something in Eddie. He felt hot. He felt like he was falling off the edge he’d been teetering on for hours.
“I. Wont. Lose. You!” Eddie growled, pulling the omega to him. “You are absolutely infuriating.” He claimed the omega’s mouth. The omega’s body reacted instantly, the overwhelming scent of the alpha flooding his senses. Buck wanted to stay angry, but he’d missed Eddie too much. He’d missed the way the alpha always filled the space around him. He missed the way they used to rub shoulders on the job. He missed the nights he’d crash on Eddie’s couch, surrounded in the scent of the alpha and pup he adored so much. So all the anger he had felt melted away with a single brush of the alpha’s lips. He held tight to Eddie’s shirt and moaned into the kiss. The noise just spurred the alpha on. Eddie backed him against the wall. The omega gasped when he felt the alpha’s arousal. He pushed the alpha off of him, but grabbed his shirt again and dragged him over to the couch. The alpha making quick work of the omega’s clothes as they did. Buck nearly tripped as he tried to get out of his sweats. The alpha freed himself from his jeans, dropped down to the couch and pulled the omega down into his lap. His fingers teasing the omegas opening.
“Fuck, so wet.” The alpha growled and used the hand that wasn’t teasing the omega to pull Buck’s head down, crashing their lips together. Eddie let his fingers slide into the slick opening, earning anarching moan from the omega. “You’re so fucking beautiful.” Eddie nipped Buck’sneck causing the omega to arch against him.
“Eddie…” Buck moaned as the alpha’s fingers moved insidehim.
“Tell me what you want.”
“You.”
“You have me.” The alpha slowly pulled his fingers out. Buck’s whine is cut off as his breath hitches when Eddie moves and pins Buck to the cushions. The alpha easing his cock into the omega, slowly filling him until the younger male can fell the alpha’s knot. “Breathe, I’ve got you.” The alpha waits until the omega takes a shaky breath before he begins to move. Setting an easy pace, his movements became more frantic as he felt the omega tightenaround him. Eddie nipped at the omega’s neck again, earning a loud moan from the omega. Eddie could feel how close they both were. Buck presented his neck to the alpha. Eddie was almost too caught up in the moment to resist. “Say it. You have to say it.”
“I’m yours, just do it.” The omega’s whine turned into a moan when the alpha bit down, sealing their fates and binding them together. The feeling was instant and amazing, absolute ecstasy. Buck came hard, Eddie with him, his knot swelling and keeping them physically connected. The alpha nuzzled at the omega’s neck. Buck was Eddie’s mate now, his omega. It was a heady feeling.
When Eddie’s knot went down, the alpha eased out of Buck and gently pulls the omega to him. Buck whined at the emptiness, earning a chuckle from the alpha. Eddie carded his fingers through the omega’s short hair, to placate him. The omega’s skin was warm to the touch. The alpha scented the air. Oh shit. It finally hit him what was happening. The fire burning inside Eddie had eased slightly, but he still knew that feeling. A rut. Fuck! And it was clear his rut brought out Buck’s heat. And shit, he had bit him, claimed him as his mate. He prayed Buck didn’t hate him when he came out of his heat, his mate’s heat. Oh they weren’t going to be going anywhere anytime soon. Eddie groaned. This was not good. He needed to use this moment of lucidity carefully. He wenta nd got a damp towel to clean the omega up before helping the omega up.
“Let’s get you somewhere more comfortable.” Eddie helps Buck upstairs and into his bed. The alpha moved to the kitchen, grabbed some drinks and protein bars, thankful that Buck took his workouts as seriously as he did. He locked to door to make sure they wouldn’t be disturbed. He found his phone, sent a text to Maddie saying he’d be taking care of Buck and she may want to call if she comes over. He didn’t tell her why. What she didn’t know couldn’t hurt her. He sent a text to Bobby letting him know Buck was okay and he’d be looking after him. Then he called Carla and his abuela. He managed to make arrangements for them to look after Christopher. He’d talked to his son for a few minutes to reassure him he was okay and that he was looking after Buck after he got hurt at work. When he hung up the phone he headed back up the stairs, he was already starting to feel the alpha instincts roaring inside him. “Hey, eat this.” Eddie handed the omega a protein bar and set his water on the bedside table. He watched as Buck followed his instructions before eating his own protein bar.
“Eddie…” Buck whined, earning a chuckle from the alpha. Eddie took a drink of his water and took off the clothing he hadn’t removed earlier. When that was done he crawled into the bed beside the omega.
“I’m not going anywhere.” Eddie scented his bed mate. “Especially when you smell this delicious.”
“You’re downright mouth watering, Alpha.” Buck replied.
“Your mouth isn’t the only thing that’s wet, Omega.” The alpha smirked, pulling Buck tight against him. The alpha running his tongue along the bite mark. “You’re mine now.”
“Yours.” Buck breathed, arching against the alpha.
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korishou · 6 years
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GTK (Get to Know) Tag!
I was tagged by @twinklemassu My fave mutual❤️😝 thank you I haven’t been tagged in one of these for ages
The Last
Drink: Soya milk
Phone Call: My mum(〃ω〃) I’m such a mummy’s girl
Text message: Calling back loans from my sister lol
Song you listened to: The hamutaro theme song lol. So nostalgic.
Time you cried: I think it was when watching black panther on Sunday? Ngl I cry a lot so...
Have You Ever
Dated someone twice: Nope
Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope
Been cheated on: Nope
Lost someone special: Yes
Been depressed: Like clinically? I have real bad days and bad periods of my life but not ever been clinically depressed
Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope, I only drink until tipsy
- 3 Favorite Color
Yellow
Light Blue or a really dark Blue
Tourquoise
- In The Last Year Have You
Made new friend: Yep!
laughed until you cried: Yes, a lot
Found someone was talking about you: Don’t think so, like not behind my back at least
Met someone who changed you: Not to be sappy but I think everybody changes you in a small way (≧∀≦)
Found out who your friends are: Yes
Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nope
- How many Facebook friends do you know: most like 97%
- Do you have any pets: No but I want one so bad
- Do you want to change your name: Never, not to boast but my name’s pretty cute(^^; maybe my last or middle name though?
- What did you do for your last birthday: On a flight to Japan I think or packing to go
- What were you doing at midnight last night: Struggling to sleep
- Name something you can’t wait for: Finishing all the work I have to do? Or going to Japan again
- When was the last time you saw your mom: Sunday afternoon
- What were you listening to right now: Crows outside
- Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes
- Something that is getting on your nerves: My lack of motivation and self discipline. Also how passive I am. Just me in general really.
- Most visited websites: YouTube and Snapchat I guess
- Hair color: Black in winter but dark brown in the sun
- Long or short hair: “Middlish longish…I’M TRYING TO GROW IT OUT WHY DOES IT TAKE SO LONG AAAHHHH” litrally same
- Do you have a crush on someone: ahhh I wish I did TT
- What do you like about yourself: I like to think I’m open minded and respectful of others
- Blood Type: Probably A bit could be O
- Nickname: Megu
- Relationship Status: Single
- Zodiac: Aries
- Pronouns: She/Her
- Favorite TV show: errrmmm LIFE? Idk it’s been a while since I watched TV(;_;)
- Tattoos: Not on me, but I like
- Right or Left Handed: Right
- Surgery: Nope
- Sports: I used to swim and dance but now it’s just walking and running
- Pair of shoes: What about shoes? How many? A lot? I like shoes and clothes
- Eating: Again what about eating? Yes I love eating
- Drinking: I drink mainly water I really don’t drink much alcohol
- Waiting: For Easter holidays or Summer since that’s longer
- Get married: Idk. If I find the right person
- Career: something that helps others
- Which Is Better
Hugs or Kisses: Hugs, love a good cuddle
Lips or Eyes: Probably eyes
Shorter or Taller: Taller?
Older or Younger: I don’t mind〜 just not too much of a gap
Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: Ahhhh idk, probably stomach?
Hook Up or Relationship: A relationship. Definitely.
Troublemaker or Hesitant: I am hesitant so troublemaker?
- Kissed a Stranger: Nope
- Drank hard liquor: Yes?
- Lost glasses/contact lenses: Don’t need them〜
- Turned someone down: Never needed to
- Sex on the first date: Nope
- Broken someone’s heart: I hope not
- Had your heart broken: Don’t think so
- Being arrested: Nope
- Fallen for a friend: Nope
- Cried when someone died: Yes
- Do You Believe In
Yourself: Idk. I guess?
Miracles: YES
Santa Claus: No
Kiss on the first date: Yes
I tag: @timidmouse @pumpkindrops and @momomikan you can ignore me if you want〜
I haven’t really been on tumblr so idk who’s still active...
If anyone wants to do it feel free to say I tagged you, I want to get to know more people
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August 19th-August 25th, 2019 CTP Archive
The archive for the Comic Tea Party week long chat that occurred from August 19th, 2019 to August 25th, 2019.  The chat focused on Rainy Day Dreams by Mariah Currey. 
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RebelVampire
COMIC TEA PARTY- WEEK LONG BOOK CLUB START! Hello and welcome everyone to Comic Tea Party’s Week Long Book Club~! This week we’ll be focusing on Rainy Day Dreams by Mariah Currey~! (http://rainydaydreams.mariahcurrey.com/)
You are free to read and comment about the comic all week at your own pace, so stop on by whenever it suits your schedule! Remember, though, that while we allow constructive criticism, our focus is to have fun and appreciate the comic. Below you will find four questions to get you started on the discussion. However, a new question will be posted and pinned everyday (between 12:01AM and 6AM PDT), so keep checking back for more! You have until August 25th to tell us all your wonderful thoughts! With that established, let’s get going on the reading and the chatting!
QUESTION 1. What has been your favorite scene in the comic so far? What specifically did you like about it?
QUESTION 2. What wish do you think Tristin wanted to make with the orb? Similarly, what do you think Tristin’s backstory is in general? Lastly, what do you think the orb actually is given it’s considered a high crime to try and take it?
Kabocha
1. My favorite scene... Honestly? Probably when young Mara realized how to actually control her power for her own defense. Just... Let it roll off ya... http://rainydaydreams.mariahcurrey.com/comic/page-454/ 2. Honestly. I think she was honestly thinking it would help get her home, and was gonna use that wish to open a portal back. I dunno how she got lost in this world, but aaaaa. Oh well. The orb probably has some very powerful properties - maybe it can fudge with reality somehow? Or it keeps reality stable in the area it's in? I dunno that it ultimately matters too much though.
RebelVampire
QUESTION 3. At the moment, who is your favorite character? What about that character earns them this favor?
QUESTION 4. What sordid things do you think Michael was involved with in his past, and why did he choose to turn a new leaf now? Also, do you believe that Michael will eventually tell Tristin he’s a vampire? If so, how will that conversation go?
RebelVampire
1) My favorite scene is probably the one where Tristin, after sneaking out to get gifts for Mara, bumps into Mara. http://rainydaydreams.mariahcurrey.com/comic/page-330/ I just found it to be an immenseoly touching scene since Mara doesn't get mad, she just gives Tristin a hug. Meanwhile, Tristin grew as a character and actually acknowledged a lot of faults. And the way Tristin worried really was presented in such an identifiable way that I super related, so honestly, it kind of made me feel better about some anxieties I generally have since everything worked out fine. 2) Honestly I kind of feel it was for something serious. Like Tristin wants to bring someone back to life. Wish her family out of debt cause someone is sick and dying and all the medical bills are killing them. Cause I definitely get the impression that despite Tristin's general go-lucky attitude, there's some serious secrets being kept in the closet that when they come out, Tristin will try to laugh and brush them off as no big deal (even though they're a big deal). Meanwhile, I bet the orb basically follows genie logic. In that you have to be damn specific with your wish or else whoops, you undid the fabric of reality cause you couldnt work things good.
Kabocha
Oh, that was an enjoyable scene too, Rebel! Tristin is kind of an anxious mess, and this world hasn't been real kind to her, either...
3. I think my favorite character is probably Aldus, honestly. Aldus is a cinnamon roll. Too good, too pure for this world. Made a mistake, but was happy to at least own up to it. 4. ....AHAHAHAHA I think Tristin finding out he's a vampire is inevitable. I think she's probably going to not... be too into that... Unless she gets her hands on a copy of any book which features hawt vampire boys and ANGST. And then that'll just... that'll be a thing, I'm sure. I think Michael's past is another story though. There's probably a trail of bodies to help illustrate the point...
mariah currey
Aldus is such a good boy~ TuT Also, I'm just here lurking and enjoying your responses (。・ω・。)ノ♡
Kabocha
Heya~ And yes, Aldus is kind of the best, I think. Mara's a close second, but... Aldus is such a precious boy. :3
snuffysam
I've only gotten through the first 14 chapters but I'm loving the comic so far! My favorite scene was actually the tall tales from chapter 6. I love seeing cute little slice-of-life interactions like that between main characters - it really fills their personalities out! My favorite character is Mara. She's just so cool, and I love how she's transitioned from this mysterious aloof figure into being a parental/sibling figure for Tristin.
Doodyp0p
1. What has been your favorite scene in the comic so far? What specifically did you like about it? Favorite scene so far has been the Academy Trio's training/mission montage. The why; I love Mara and Aldus' friendship, but adding in Desmond really hit me good. Friendship is my jam. 2. What wish do you think Tristin wanted to make with the orb? Similarly, what do you think Tristin’s backstory is in general? Lastly, what do you think the orb actually is given it’s considered a high crime to try and take it? At this point I haven't really considered Tristin's backstory actually. It's weird but I like taking Tristin for what she is here and now, and not thinking about her past. 3. At the moment, who is your favorite character? What about that character earns them this favor? Mara, hands down. At first it was Michael- but the academy stuff sent Mara to the top of the list hardcore. Her growth in her past is amazing, but thinking about her at the start of the story in juxtaposition is really interesting. You get to see layering of character developments for her. It feels much more real as believable person. 4. What sordid things do you think Michael was involved with in his past, and why did he choose to turn a new leaf now? Also, do you believe that Michael will eventually tell Tristin he’s a vampire? If so, how will that conversation go? Sordid things? I have no question Michael is a tortured soul with actually no guilt. He may have been mildly involved in Tabitha's stuff in that he was forced to do things against his will. But no way did that soft boy do bad things with joy, I figure he left because she finally pushes him too far. As for Tristin, I think Tristin will approach him but I don't think he will hide it at this point. He's trying to open himself, he wants to be apart of the group, but Michael is just too much of an emo kid to let things go.(edited)
mariah currey
It's only mild spoilers, but the next chapter is gonna be all about Michael's secrets spilling out all over the place. I'm so excited to finally be getting to it
Doodyp0p
I can't wait to see how wrong I am lol
RebelVampire
QUESTION 5. What has been your favorite illustration in the comic so far? What specifically about it do you like?
QUESTION 6. What do you think happened to Desmond, who Mara cared about deeply? Is he alive somewhere, or is he dead? If alive, why hasn’t he returned? If dead, what do you think exactly caused him to die?
RebelVampire
3) My favorite character is actually probably Tristin. I kind of feel like Tristin is the underdog of the story who is just expected to be happy, go-lucky, and kind of irresponsible. And while that's probably true, I also think she's the glue that holds the family together since Mara and Michael both have a penchant to take care of her and both seem to care most about what she thinks. 4) Michael probably, ya know, did the typical vampire stuff. Murdered some people, drank some blood, punched someone in the face for looking at him funny. Think like a super angsty rebellious teen. As for why a new leaf? Honestly, I think he just grew up and grew out of it and decide it was boring and not getting him anywhere. And as for him telling Tristin he's a vampire, yes. I feel that's inevitable. I'm actually kind of expecting a twist here. Like Tristin is like "wait youre a vampire? that was the secret? seriously?" and just overall sees it as no big deal since Michael hasn't eaten her. I think there'll be some awkwardness, but I think it'll be harder on Michael than Tristin. Tristin seems more the type to be anxious just from the idea of secrets as opposed to concerned about the secrets themselves.
RebelVampire
QUESTION 7. Which characters do you enjoy seeing interact the most? What about their dynamic interests you?
QUESTION 8. What was your reaction to Mara’s bullying situation at school, and/or what did you identify with most about it? What is a message we can take away regarding bullying given what happened to Mara?
RebelVampire
5) Definitely the bottom panel from here http://rainydaydreams.mariahcurrey.com/comic/page-250/. I love the touch of color added here cause it makes the wall picture seem more ethereal since nothing else uses that much color. I also love the angle cause it gives it this sense of grandeur that really makes you kind of feel how others probably feel seeing the pic. 6) I'm gonna be optimistic and assume Desmond isn't dead and has instead been trapped somewhere. Like in some other world and can't get a portal home or something like that. So while Desmond wants to return, he can't. Only I hope it doesn't turn into one of those things where Desmond can only come back by trading places with Tristin, forcing Mara to maake the most impossible of impossible choices.
snuffysam
@RebelVampire What if Desmond got trapped on Earth, in the same way Tristin is trapped here? And some nice family took him in! Anyway, I'm finally caught up! For number 8 - thankfully I don't identify with it much, but the feeling of literally everyone being against you is pretty universal regardless of the specific type of bullying. As for lessons - the big takeaway in my mind is that if you see a victim, try to talk to them. Even if you're not able to stop the bullying, a friend is a valuable thing to be.(edited)
RebelVampire
@snuffysam Wait didn't Tristin mention a brother? What if the plot twist is that it's an adopted brother and it was Desmond the whole time.
Whimsy Machine
1) Favorite Scene? I'm going to second the training montage scene with Mara, Aldus, and Desmond. It's a great upswing from how hard things started out, still has a lot of struggling together, and feels like it could be a high fantasy adventure story. 2) The Orb? Full disclosure: I'm privy to spoilers, so I'll skip the speculation questions.
3) Favorite Character? I have a running joke that Tabitha is my favorite character and she's misunderstood, but she is just a very bad baby. I really like the weird side characters, like Kadri, Kiara, Freya; the tenants; the shopkeeps in town; I think they do a lot to really round out how strange The Nameless World is. But of course I love the main trio. And Romeo. I just love them all. 4) Michael's a Vampire? I really like the tension between Michael and Tristin. They're very good foils for each other and the undertone of dangerous secrets is a good balance to the swooning Tristin and like when Michael gets cocky and smug because he thinks he's in control.
Whimsy Machine
5) Favorite Illustration? It's an older one, but I really love what pages 33-34 represent: http://rainydaydreams.mariahcurrey.com/comic/page-33-and-34/. As a contrast to the first time Tristin looks out at the auction house and sees all the monsters, she gets to explore a safer, more contained area on something closer to her own terms. She gets to see first hand that things are actually weird and often scary in this world. We also get to see that Mara already has an apparent history of collecting misfits. 6) Is Desmond Okay? ....I'm sure he's fiiiine.
Whimsy Machine
7) Favorite Interactions? Tristin interacting with everyone and the world has been fun to see. It feels like she goes in steps of wildly overconfident, humbled by the reality of the situation, emboldened by experience, and then wildly overconfident again... Seeing Mara's interactions with peers in her past versus now is a super cool comparison, especially since we see Mara and Aldus talking as adults first, then we get a new context with all their backstory. 8) Mara's Bullying? This is a difficult but, I think, very important chapter. Silent bystanders in situations of bullying have so much power to intervene. We find out later that many of the students didn't agree with Saava and what he was saying and doing, but their inaction positions them as complicit in both Saava and Mara's eyes. Since they were quiet, it was up to Mara to have an enormous amount of strength to fight the bullies, the system, the whole culture around it. It could've been so much easier for her if she had gotten that support—or even if the bystanders had not gone along with Saava—before the breaking point.
RebelVampire
QUESTION 9. What sorts of art or story details have you noticed in the way the comic is crafted that you think deserves attention?
QUESTION 10. Who exactly do you think Astrid was, and how do you think she managed to amass so many followers to her cause to the point of causing a war? Why are followers of her resurfacing now of all times?
RebelVampire
7) The characters I enjoy seeing interact the most are probably Tristin and Mara. They're both very different from each other, while at the same time wanting to do right by each other. While at the same time not really revealing much about each other (at least until recently). And it's such a contrasting yet cohesive relationship that it's endearing to see them together making their situation work. 8) My reaction to Mara being bullied was actually one of surprise. Given how well-respected we see Mara is now, you wouldn't imagine she would be the sort of person to be bullied. Like she doesn't even remotely fit the stereotype for person you'd expect to be bullied. But I think that's a good thing as well, since I think that's a good message to take away from the comic. A good lot of people have experienced bullying at some point in their life, even the people you don't think would be bullied. So it's good to be kind and respectful and not automatically assume someone had a perfect life just cause they don't fit what is usually shown for bullying situations.
9) The use of different outfits. It is always refreshing to see instances where its noticeable that the characters are changing outfits a lot. Makes it feel like they're actually living their life and that clothing is a survival thing that needs to be addressed. 10) I think Astrid was probably someone like Tristin maybe. Wanted the orb, whoops got trapped, but then someone took pity on her. As for how she amassed so many followers, I assume generally what politicians do: lots of grandiose speeches saying, "I can fix everything." Cause while Mara may seem to have a high opinion of her world and think it's not that bad, I think at least vampires would beg to differ since they seem pretty looked down on. And we also saw Mara's school situation so, ya know, I think it's less rosey than she makes it out. As for why the followers are resurfacing, who knows. Maybe they got new info, or maybe they were just bored and needed something to do after the 100th game of go fish.
RebelVampire
QUESTION 11. What do you think are this particular comic’s strengths? What do you think makes this comic unique? Please elaborate.
QUESTION 12. Why do you think Mara tried to obscure herself so drastically after the war that she was apparently a hero in? Do you think Mara will be able to solve the mystery of the thefts, or do you think she’ll struggle from being out of practice?
Doodyp0p
5. What has been your favorite illustration in the comic so far?  What specifically about it do you like? http://rainydaydreams.mariahcurrey.com/comic/page-281/ I really like how it's pulled back in after we see it at the party. But also just a very good illustration. There's a lot of good art in here, I love the chapter covers and in-between arts too. 6. What do you think happened to Desmond, who Mara cared about deeply?  Is he alive somewhere, or is he dead?  If alive, why hasn’t he returned?  If dead, what do you think exactly caused him to die? DESMOND- dear sweet Desmond, what a whirlwind. Hate, love, gone. I get the feeling he isn't dead, but won't return. Something mystical and magical is a foot. 7. Which characters do you enjoy seeing interact the most?  What about their dynamic interests you? This is a very tough question, I think I like the starting trio in the form of "The adults are talking." Tristin's interjections cut the serious time conversations between Mara and Micheal that I just eat up too hard.(edited)
8. What was your reaction to Mara’s bullying situation at school, and/or what did you identify with most about it?  What is a message we can take away regarding bullying given what happened to Mara? I felt it hit home, not in the exact same way though. Just in that it was hard to be around people because they weren't in it for me. I never really felt like I had a core set of friends until later in school, much like Mara finally becoming buds with Aldus and Desmond. Message would be something along the lines of "Learn to be okay with/by yourself." 9. What sorts of art or story details have you noticed in the way the comic is crafted that you think deserves attention? Lots of good threads and opens ends to keep you wondering if/when they will reappear. The artist isn't afraid to just draw it out. What I mean is, I see a lot of comics having a hard time with nondynamic images, and Mariah just goes for it. If they want this shot to happen, it's gunna happen. 10. Who exactly do you think Astrid was, and how do you think she managed to amass so many followers to her cause to the point of causing a war?  Why are followers of her resurfacing now of all times? Astrid I feel, is going to be a relatable villian, one with a cause we find out is very sympathetic to the reader. The resurfacing is probably because she's not actually gone- I have a feeling she is embedded somewhere, like maybe a stuffed bear or something? '(edited)
11. What do you think are this particular comic’s strengths?  What do you think makes this comic unique?  Please elaborate. It's unapologetic. This comic does what it wants, goofy moments? Check. Love stuff? Check. Action? Check. Slice of life? Check. The list could go on. But I think very few comic artists let themselves be free with what they do. And it's not always easy to do, not every story fits for it- but I think more stories could add elements of other writing/art genres to theirs like RDDs does. 12. Why do you think Mara tried to obscure herself so drastically after the war that she was apparently a hero in?  Do you think Mara will be able to solve the mystery of the thefts, or do you think she’ll struggle from being out of practice? I think Mara hid herself because "war is hell" and she's actually a very in tune person. I think if she had to do things under orders that she didn't agree with, it would affect her. She didn't run away at school, so she would have to commit some pretty terrible things she wouldn't want to be tied to anymore. I think she may struggle at first, but shes got a full team right now. She's likely to do fine.(edited)
RebelVampire
QUESTION 13. What are you most looking forward to in the comic? Also, do you have any final thoughts to share overall?
QUESTION 14. Overall, what relationship problems do you see Tristin, Michael, and Mara having given Mara’s reactivation status? How might Tristin and Michael help or hinder her in regards to her job?
RebelVampire
11) I think the comic's strengths are characters and mystery. There's a lot of long game mysteries going on, yet the fact the characters hide things about themselves never feels unnatural. So while the drive to find out the answer to mysteries is strong, it always feels integrated into the story. its never there just for the sake of the comic having mysteries, so each answer feels like just getting to know someone. 12) Honestly, Mara was probably just exhausted. It sounds like she had a huge role in everything, and any sort of fight can be really draining. I get the impression this was a brutal war, especially for a world that apparently doesn't have these issues, so I think she was mostly just tired. Wanted to take a well-earned nap and not be bothered. As for solving the mystery of the thefts, it'll probably be a walk in the park and mostly just take a while cause ya know, investigations of this sort just take a while. its just the nature of them.
13) I am looking forward to learning more about Tristin cause I definitely think there's more than meets the eye and I think whatever we learn about Tristin is gonna make Mara and Michael see her in a different light. 14) I feel like Michael and Tristin are gonna be more concerned for Mara's safety than Mara will be. So will kind of hinder her by hovering going "Mara no that's dangerous." But at the same time I think it'll balance out cause Mara probably does need some people there to hang on and tell her to slow down and that she doesn't need to do everything herself, etc. etc.
RebelVampire
COMIC TEA PARTY- WEEK LONG BOOK CLUB END!
Thank you everyone so much for reading and chatting about Rainy Day Dreams this week! Please also give a special thank you to Mariah Currey for volunteering the comic and creating it! If you liked Rainy Day Dreams, make sure to continue to support it via some of the links below!
Read and Comment: http://rainydaydreams.mariahcurrey.com/
Mariah’s Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mariahcurrey
Mariah’s Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/mariahcurrey
Mariah’s Gumroad: https://gumroad.com/mariahcurrey
Mariah’s Twitter: https://twitter.com/RainyDayMariah
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vin-taege · 7 years
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rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people
I was tagged by @starrduust thanks sweetie ^^
THE LAST
1. drink: coffee 2. phone call: My best friend and main man 3. text message: my mom 4. song you listened to: 24K Magic 5. time you cried: When I was watching a bts try not to cry vid lol 6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: haven’t kissed anyone yet 8. been cheated on: eh… I don’t wanna dwell on that 9. lost someone special: ahh well, lost in a sense that I don’t talk to him anymore. So, kinda? 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no, never will
3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue, esp. pastel or darkish 13. Black 14. Mint green (omg same @starrduust)
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: Heck yeah! My @lovely mutuals 16. fallen out of love: mmm I guess you could saythat 17. laughed until you cried: Yes, i.e. the perks of having multilingual friends 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: yes 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: I haven’t kissed anyone yet lol GENERAL 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: about all of them 23. do you have any pets: yep :) a pupper named Sprinkles 24. do you want to change your name: yes, because my full name’s v long xD jk. I don’’t really 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I just celebrated at home, and my mom gave me a delayed present, which were concert tickets ;) 26. what time did you wake up: usually at 5 or 6 am since I have school 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: reading fanfics and crying over them :’) 28. name something you can’t wait for: art school ^^ 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: literally 5 miuntes ago 31. what are you listening to right now: 24K Magic lol 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I don’t have a ‘Tom’ to talk to haha I had a Thomas though… 33. something that is getting on your nerves: flirts who call you a flirt because you’re close to guys 34. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube :)   35. hair colour: dark brown that looks like it’s black 36. long or short hair: medium 37. do you have a crush on someone: a few hehe 38. what do you like about yourself: I like my drawings, actually :) I think I’ve come a long way and did a pretty good job ^^ 39. piercings: are earrings counted? 40. blood type: I think I’m AB 41. nickname: Jor Jor Binks lol, Jor, Gabi 42. relationship status: single (;ω;) 43. zodiac: Pisces 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: Adventure Time, Steven Universe, Amazing World of Gumball (i am a smol child) (but also) MasterChef and Asia’s Got Talent 46. tattoos: nope, but I want some in the future ^^ 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: no, and hopefully never 😅 50. sport: I’m a jack of all trades when it comes to sports :) my main is volleyball, then swimming, and a bit of badminton 51. vacation: I went to South Korea last vacation :D 52. pair of trainers: The shoes I mostly wear are Disney themed sneakers
MORE GENERAL 53. eating: ahh I just brushed my teeth, but I’m craving nachos 54. drinking: nothing lol 55. I’m about to: either sleep or continue writing a fic 56. waiting for: vaCATION PLS LET ME REST I- 57. want: nachos and a quesadilla. Oh and a drawing tab would be nice             58. get married: someday 59. career: I wanna be an animator in either Disney or Pixar :’)
WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs ヽ(・∀・)ノ 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller guys~ 63. older or younger: older guys~ 64. nice arms or nice stomach: ehh… I wish I had better upperarms, but a nice stomach is cool too 65. hook up or relationship: relationship. Always. 66. troublemaker or hesitant: a bit of both ;)
HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 70. turned someone down: yes, and I kinda feel bad whenever I think about it… 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: I think I have… 73. had your heart broken: kinda 74. been arrested: no jc 75. cried when someone died: no 76. fallen for a friend: maybe?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: I am trash, but i sober up when needed 78. miracles: yes, i.e. my math grades :’) 79. love at first sight: yes 😍 80. santa claus: I still do :’) 81. kiss on the first date: uhh not really 82. angels: yes
OTHER: 84. eye colour: brown 85. favourite movie: oh gee.. I have a lot. But the most memorable for me are The Little Prince, TFIOS, NYSM 2, Feng Shui, The Road, and Forrest Gump
I tag @fangirlingfrofandoms @oppamansae @spring-gay @ask-contemporary-philippines  @crossingbordersonmyown @ask-bts-stuff @ask-ggbts have fun darlings 😘✨ 
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toricrypticice · 7 years
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Lets get personal
No one tagged me but why not?
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (Lmao, no)
THE LAST:
1. drink: Iced Tea 2. phone call: My mom 3. text message: “?” 4. song you listened to: Pretty Girl -Cheat Codes X CADE remix 5. time you cried: 7:35 pm today  6. dated someone twice: yes 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yep 8. been cheated on: sort of 9. lost someone special: yes, I lost an important friend as of kind of recently. :( 10. been depressed: yep right now but I’m getting help  11. gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12-14. - Maroon, seafoam green, and Teal.
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: Yeah and they all are pretty great (≧▽≦) 16. fallen out of love: kind of  they broke my heart once and I was stupid enough to get back with them only to realize I had gotten over them between the time we were apart. 17. laughed until you cried: Yes XD 18. found out someone was talking about you: not really no one does. 19. met someone who changed you: Mmm, yes. in real life and online. 20 found out who your friends are: yeah, a lot some people don’t stay I guess and some are closer than others.  21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yep 
GENERAL:
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them except two actually  23. do you have any pets: Not myself but my family has four cats who I love but I want a dog 24. do you want to change your name: Ehh unsure yet I like Tori but I also like Marsh. A lot of my friends call me Marsh.  25. what did you do for your last birthday: Well the day of my birthday not much I mean we had something I picked out for dinner. But two days before my B-day I hung out with my other family and they got me a cake, brought me out to eat, and walked on the beach with me. I missed them a lot.  26. what time did you wake up: Today around 3 but went back to sleep until 9 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Chilling on my phone, mostly instagram and Snapchat 28. name something you can’t wait for: FOR ME TO GRADUATE  29. when was the last time you saw your mom: today at 3 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Money issues. I wish we didn’t have to constantly worry that we might lose the house and the roof we live under. 31. what are you listening to right now: A fucking Spotify Ad (ಠ ∩ಠ) oh wait well now Broken Strings by James Morrison 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yep,  33. something that is getting on your nerves: A lot and really there is no reason. Acne, my body, my anxiety, my depression, summer school (눈_눈), and of course my family. 34. most visited website: Youtube 35-37. lost questions?? ?Wat 38. hair colour: Naturally brown but dyed partially blonde 39. long or short hair: Short but growing it out  40. do you have a crush on someone: Right now no but I kinda wish I did. 41. what do you like about yourself: Creativity 42. piercings: None (my ears closed on me) 43. blood type: Fuck I don’t know lmao 44. nickname: Tori/Marsh (Tori short for Victoria, Marsh short for Marshall) 45. relationship status: Single 46. zodiac: Taurus 47. pronouns: Any 48. favourite tv show: hmmmmm idk I don’t watch much but I like the classic teen titans not the sucktacular new one, oh and Steven Universe is super good. 49. tattoos: Nope    ....But doesn’t mean I won’t be getting some ฅ•ω•ฅ 50. right or left handed: right 51. surgery: nah 52. piercing: wat....this was already a....aw whatever 53. sport: Sports don't agree with me. I mean I’m good at frisbee and badminton, other sports are fun but I’m not the best. I do like watching Hockey and Ice Skating though. 55. vacation: Nah my family doesn’t have the money. We never go on vacation. 56. pair of trainers: .....oh this is talking about shoes XD.... I was like trainers who gets two and why is this a common thing. lmao welp guess I answered that with a big fat nope!
MORE GENERAL
57. eating: thirty minutes ago 58. drinking: Been drinking a lot of over sugared ice tea, monsters, and water lately. 59. i’m about to: Push all my clothes onto the floor so I can chill on my bed instead of chilling on the floor.  61. waiting for: this shouldn’t be a hard question but somehow it is, uhhhh oh for all my friend to be free so we can get together I wanna go to Quassy for $0.50 cent night 62. want: To get to my goal weight :P 63. get married: I do XD   I hope to meet someone that I can hangout with to recharge There’s a Youtuber I watch who has a great relationship with his wife. I want that. 64. career: I’m so unsure. Being a YouTuber has been a huge interest but everyone shits on that along with my acting dream so I guess anything to do with art  65. hugs or kisses: I love both but I do like hugs a lot even though I act rather stand offish I appreciate hugs
66. lips or eyes: i think it depends on the person honestly, but probably eyes 67. shorter or taller: Hmmm I don’t know   it doesn’t matter to me I don’t get why people say they NEED someone who is taller. If the person is sweet, acts like a child, enjoys games, and loves movies they are my kinda person.  68. older or younger: I don’t know I like people who are rather mature but can also horse around 70. nice arms or nice stomach: Eh Don’t care much for either. 71. sensitive or loud: Both, and they need to know when loud is appropriate and when it isn’t, because I have no patience for immaturity in that way. Idk maybe that’s just me 72. hook up or relationship: Relationship. I don’t think I can hook-up because I’ve been realizing I’m pretty sure I’m on the demi-sexual side of things. Plus i don’t know a hook up just seems terrible. You hook up and give someone a part of you and then you never see them again I don’t know maybe its just not for me. 73. troublemaker or hesitant: i prefer someone who is hesitant, but with a slight troublemaker streak because I am very hesitant myself. Yeah as long as we don’t get arrested/expelled/fired I’m up for it. 
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. kissed a stranger: nope. 75. drank hard liquor: Yep but just a sip  shhhh 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: Yep and then you can’t find them because you need glasses to see but thats what you lost. 77. turned someone down: Yeah, but it never gets any easier I just feel so bad cause I know what its like to be on both sides. Both sides are horrible. 78. sex on the first date: NOPE!!!! 79. broken someone’s heart: Yeah God I felt so bad :(    But I think they are over me, we are still friends.... but I still feel bad.  80. had your heart broken: Yeah twice and both times were horrible 81. been arrested: No and I hope it stays that way 82. cried when someone died: Yeah but not usually when I first get the news it takes awhile before it sinks in. I’m bad with emotions. 83. fallen for a friend: Yeah all of them. They all didn’t work though :P
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. yourself: Not really, I rather mean to myself but kinder to others. but I’m also a jerk at times to people I care about.  85. miracles: Uhm. Only because I’ve seen some, tbh.  86. love at first sight: Kind of.  87. santa claus: Nah man its not possible.....wait unless he’s a wizard OH SHIT___!!!!! 88. kiss on the first date: Maybe, idk, probs not, but there’s a chance. 89. angels: not really I don’t believe in god sooooo 
OTHER:
90. current best friend’s name: Mikayla and Michelle   They are the closest people in my life.  91. eye colour: blue/green with a brown ring around my pupil 92. favourite movie: UGh I can’t really choose, I love movies so its super hard. like there are musicals, dramas, romance, thriller, animation, comedy- I could go on forever. My favorite movie changes. Right now its Winnie The Pooh Piglet’s Big Adventure but tomorrow it will most likely change. Dude I should watch that. 
Who’s Tagged? (I chose most of them randomly)
@seashell-calling @theauthorolive1215 @i-ship-septicplier @i-did-it-because-i-can @elentori-art @konoira @queer-coffee @planet-pastels @peachymints @ethan-works @lemememeringue
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@frenchibi tagged me for some things so those are under a cut - thanks dude o(○`ω´○)9 
Top 10 songs about love:
"Koko no Iru Yo” - SoulJa ft. Aoyama Thelma
“The Day We Fall In Love” - Park Shin Hye (Heartstrings OST)
“You’ve Fallen For Me” - Jung Yong Hwa (Heartstrings OST)
“Angel With A Shotgun” - The Cab
“Sinners” - Lauren Aquillna
“Thinking Out Loud” - Ed Sheeran
“Little Do You Know” - Alex & Sierra
“Slip” - Elliot Moss
“Who Do You Love” - Marianas Trench
“Formidable” - Stromae
92 Truths - I think I did it already but *finger guns*
Last: 1. drink: water I think? It’s been a few hours 2. phone call: mother unfortunately 3. text message: my friend Jordan 4. song you listened to: “Formidable” by Stromae 5. time you cried: good question
Have you ever: 6. dated someone twice: nah 7. been cheated on: nope 8. kissed someone and regretted it: never been kissed so  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 9. lost someone special: yeah (and it was my fault) 10. been depressed: more like when have I not 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nah, I don’t drink
List 3 favorite colors: 12. Turquoise 13. Teal 14. Black
In the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yes (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و 16. fallen out of love: nah 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: several times. Go ex-friends! 19. met someone who changed you: probably? 20. found out who your true friends are: gods, I hope so 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no one
General: 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most now I suppose 23. do you have any pets: four cats and apparently allergic as hell 24. do you want to change your name: y e s but that’s not gonna happen for a while 25. what did you do for your last birthday: ... I don’t remember shocker 26. what time did you wake up: 9:00 I think? It was before my 9:30 alarm, that’s all I remember 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: writing probably, or maybe wallowing in lethargy and shit. Those hours kinda blur tbh 28. name something you cannot wait for: probably the next convention I’ll be going to 29. when was the last time you saw your mother: Sunday, unfortunately 30. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: ah yes the laundry list probably my body because dysphoria 31. what are you listening to right now: my microwave. literally 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: Thomas is close enough so yes 33. something that is getting on your nerves: myself 34. most visited website: AO3 35. elementary: a decent-sized one 36. high school: 1,500 kids, 90% of which were idiots and I could have easily strangled given half the chance 37. college: a religious institute (hah, great choice as an atheist) for an English major and Creative Writing minor, but it’s chill here 38. hair color: brown 39. long or short hair: short, but needs to be shorter 40. do you have a crush on someone: lol I hope so considering 41. what do you like about yourself: ... my sense of humor I guess my writing? 42. piercings: two in each ear and I wanna get some more 43. blood type: I don’t know (which is hilarious, because I’ve donated blood and like??? They’re supposed to tell you or give you a card???) 44. nickname: Sky, asshole, nerd, “little prince” according to one friend 45. relationship status: takennnnn * 2 46. zodiac sign: virgo the eternal virgin 47. pronouns: crying they/them usually 48. fav tv show: ... haikyuu!!, but I also enjoy BNHA, Supernatural, and Breaking Bad 49. tattoos: none, but when I have the money I’ll be getting a sleeve hopefully 50. right or left handed: right, but when I played sports I would bat left-handed
First: 51. surgery: top canines removed and chains attached to the adult canines so I could get braces 52. piercings: ears 53. best friend: It doesn’t matter anymore 54. sport: t-ball maybe? or soccer? basketball? 55. vacation: the beach 56. pair of trainers: idfk
Right now: 57. eating: nothing, but about to eat some ramen at 10 PM (first meal of the day, eeeey) 58. drinking: nothing (I don’t think I’ve had anything for... seven hours?) 59. I’m about to: eat, then do school work 60. listening to: my annoying neighbors talking loudly and my roommate going through pills 61. waiting for: my mental health to return from the war 62. want: hormonesssss 63. married: I don’t give two shits either way really 64. career: ... I take notes for disability services at my university?
Which is better: 65. hugs or kisses: yes 66. lips or eyes: eyes 67. shorter or taller: yes 68. older or younger: whatever really 69 apparently doesn’t exist 70. nice arms or nice stomach: arms I guess? 71. sensitive or loud: it depends I guess, but I like my quiet 72: hook up or relationship: relationship 73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
Have you ever: 74. kissed a stranger: nah man 75. drank hard liquor: nope 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: all. the. time 77. turned someone down: yes. It was amusing 78. sex on the first date: lmao as if 79. broken someone’s heart: probably because I’m an asshole 80: had your own heart broken: c’est la vie 81. been arrested: nah 82. cried when someone died: when no one was around 83: fallen for a friend: yep yep
Do you believe in: 84. yourself: nah man that’s no fun 85. miracles: not really 86: love at first sight: it’s a nice thought 87: santa claus: ofc (not at all) 88. kiss on the first date: I’m really impartial because I don’t care about kissing so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 89. angels: yes, and its name is Goshiki Tsutomu no
Other: 90: current best friend’s name: my cat, Storm 91: eye color: blue 92: favorite movie: Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them (but Monty Python and the Holy Grail will always have my heart)
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