#( lov me pls and thank u )

[nosfelixculpa]

Do Hana & So Mun THE UNCANNY COUNTER S2: COUNTER PUNCH (2023)

#creations #gifs #kdrama #kdramas #the uncanny counter #the uncanny counter 2 #netflix #so mun #do hana #jo byeong gyu #kim sejeong #a set for THEMB #lov how the one where hes going in for the hug but is rejected looks like hes constantly retrying every time bc of the loop #anyway as i always say they r everything to me #also pls note that this set was made with Sibling Platonic Relationship Intent #if u ship them whatever but just kno #i am a strong believer and lover of big sister hana little brother mun thank u thank u #hana 99% of this season was that madoka magica text box meme but its edited to say like #'my little brother now' #again if they one day change their dynamic nd its done well i will open the door a crack #but team PLATONNY for now cheering whooping

[alicornae]

oh ,  luna's  night  full  of  bright  stars  —  with  the  moon  shining  down  on  the  land celestia's  summer  sky  —  to  guide  us ,  to  lead  us ,  in  ruling  equestria

  indie.  selective.  dual  blog  for  PRINCESS  CELESTIA  &  LUNA  from  M.LP : FIM.   canon  adjacent.  loved  by  mint.  personal  blogs  dni.

#indie rp #cartoon rp #fantasy rp #mlp rp #` ♡ ☀️🌙 ( in celestial reign — self promo. ) ` #( its been a while since my last pro.mo sooooo u3u ) #( lov me pls and thank u )

[chanyoungies]

get to know me: cravity edition ! ❀ biases: woobin, jungmo, serim, wonjin (as songs i’d like them to cover)

#gtkmvity #cravity #clears throat as always thank u to eri for putting up with me and also like honestly making half of this in my stead rlly this time #what wld i do without eri (answer is: nothing) #eri i lov u #anyways . (hands u all my beloveds) #eri said she didnt expect to see jungmo here if anyone else says the same thing i will actually cry #if anything i thought serim wld be the unexpected one . for eri at least bc like im sure everyone else who cld b concerned by this was like #there when i was fully insane but . #anyways . showing a little of the playlists i mention once a month <3 #vity pls hear me out <3 #*mine

[woozi]

OMG NO I MISSED YZA DAY??? A SHAME ON MY PART I AM SORRY 😭😭😭

I hope you had a wonderful birthday dear 🥺💕 you deserve all the bestest food and drinks and gifts and all the warmest hugs in the world!!! I'm so glad to see you again dear ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 ily and happy birthday yza 💞😘

#NAURRRR NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE AT ALL EVEN U GOING OUT OF UR WAY TO GREET ME MEANS THE WORLD TO ME 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #also my birthday was on july but ppl were greeting me bc i replied late (😭😭😭) so pls dont feel bad abt it!!!! 😋😋😋😋😋 #thank u for being so kind chey 🥹 u have always been so good to me since the day i literally first step foot into caratblr and im SOOO so- #-grateful to have met u!!! my caratblr experience will lich rally not be the same without u 🫶🫶🫶🫶 #hope ure having an even brighter day and i hope that the days are increasingly kind to u!! LOV U I MISSED U SM 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #chey 💙 #soonhoonsol #y.ask

[gumshoegoat]

listen man........there is almost nothing in this world I wouldn't do to be my fursona. suffering out here fr and i want to be a cartoon animal and have paws and a tail that wags and have goofs and gags and gaffs and all sorts of tomfoolery of the looney tunes variety. is that too much to ask

#either griffin or pippin i lov them both #and if i can throw in smth extra then pls put me in the sam and max verse thank u ok bye #furry

[callilouv]

I present to you this and the idea of Dottore insulting you in Russian, also good afternoon

~ Dottore Mod

id do anything to hear dottore say russian tbh,, do i understand shit? no. but does he look hot while doing it? yeah. HELPAKHEJGD

#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ mail received #ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ dottore’s mod.2 #OURGHJGFJ I LOV EHIMIHIMHIMH #hes so pretty <3 #ouhg pls insult me in russian thank u sir

[krynutsreal]

my hand slipped a bit

no freaking way.... ishimondo sky au real....

ummm this took an embarrassingly long amount of time (79 hours altogether </3) so u will. look at them!!!!! If u don't know what sky au is or want 2 learn more about these sillies then I will be rambling about them rn (with extra doodles) !! lucky you :]

Kry, what is sky au ??

To put it simply, it's a (mostly) ishimondo centric au where Mondo guards over the sun, while Taka guards over the moon. Together they keep Earth in balance. Other planets (excluding Earth for now) are guarded by a being similar to Mondo and taka (aka the hopes peak students are now guardians too). They all each have their own ways of making sure that their planet/moon/etc are rotating correctly and orbiting around the sun n such !! (It's a work in progress so pls bear with me </3)

The Earth, in this case is not guarded by anyone in particular. Which gives the beings an opportunity to basically go down there and explore or just go through shenanigans pretty much. So long as they don't burn the whole planet down and are able to blend in with humans down there they're able to do whatever they please 👍

now to get some sorta like. random facts about Mondo n taka (plus the piece itself) out of the way cause !!!! the post is about them SO

Mondo: Sun guardian ☀️

Does not have a specific routine when doing his job. Usually goes with his gut feeling and continues on from there.

With that in mind, he tends to travel to earth very often to mess around n' have fun. He doesn't doesn't go out of his way to cause destruction (at least not on purpose)

But, he is more feared than liked by most of the mortals there. That does not stop him from roaming around the Earth though!

His halo can emit the brightest light that could honestly blind a regular human, but for the space beings it does not have much of an effect on em.

MF TOOK THE LONGEST TIME (42 hrs) !!! BC OF HIS HAIR. and the halo. shakes him crumples him up

Kiyotaka: Moon guardian 🌙

Unlike Mondo, Taka actually does have a routine that he carefully and thoughtfully planned out to make sure that everything goes smoothly with things regarding the moon (phases, rotations, yk)

Only goes down to Earth for educational purposes, he wants to learn more about how the moon directly affects the Earth (as well as other things about mortals and nature in general)

Does come off as intimidating to mortals, but it is mostly unintentional and therefore he doesn't hang around them much.

Is able to make little star projections with his hands and uses this to make his plans/write down stuff (good example is making that flower projection in [this] comic.)

he was the one I drew first !!! [37 hrs] (hence why he took less time then mondo) I lov his cape. umm also crumples him up

AND THATS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW. IF UR READING THIS THEN THANK U FOR UMM READING THE RAMBLES. I GIFT U THESE.

BYEEE!!!!!! collapses onto the floor .

#danganronpa #mondo owada #kiyotaka ishimaru #ishimondo #kry k(art) #sky au #i genuinely.cant believe i spent that long on them #to be fair it wasnt 79 hours straight it was more of me working on it during free time (and procrastinating on it) #originally they were gonna be together in 1 piece. but ibis kept crashign so i had to split them in half #UMMM IDK. im glad i finally posted this #so glad i dont hate this piece. the hyper fixation is real. love wins etc etc #ok bye stay cringe and free #EDIT I FORGOT TO ADD THE LINK SORR

[nanaslutt]

1. THANK YOU SO MUCH i love writing choso as a “shy with intimacy” type guy because it’s truly his first time experiencing anything romantic GRRRR im so glad u could take some inspo that makes me so happy ^.^

2. GET MY TOES OUTTA THERE IDK WHERE THOSE HAVE BEEN

3. YIPPEEEE i truly text in the smaus exactly how i text irl so im glad others text like me heh

6. ANOTHER ONE THANK YEEWW i’m so glad u like the way i text ily

7. i slept with my older brothers friend, we will become good friends

any and all of the “pls don’t die” comments are so terrifying and so cute ily guys THANK YOU FOR THE CONTINUOUS SUPPORT AND LOV

#.love

[junicult]

Hello! I really love how you write for harvey and had wanted to ask this for a long time but i can’t see if you’re open or closed for request/Asks.

But if you are may i ask you what do you think about Harvey knowing dances like Cha cha? or Waltz?

I don’t know where this idea came from but Whenever i see him on the town especially with the seasonal outfit mod on winter~

He always strikes me as a refined man from a wealthy family and I don’t even know why plus his portrait looks like he’s the type to listen and sing along to up town girl (T-T)

Thank you~

pls forgive how messy this entire thing is i just worked an 8 hr shift but i see harvey…i gotta write for harvey.

i’d agree he was raised pretty well-off, but still humble. he never really had to worry about money growing up, and i still feel like when he reached a certain age he got a minimum wage job just for his own benefit.

like he never struggled growing up, but he also wasn’t swimming in money. he could afford to get things he wanted, but he didn’t unless he needed them. whether his parents raised him that way or not, he’s always been responsible.

and i definitely agree he’s a gentleman, always has been. he was the type that was raised to say “excuse me,” before leaving the dinner table, y’know?

speaking of, his family was also the kind that made it important to eat dinner together every night. i think he’s carried that on since childhood.

i wanna hc him w siblings. i just feel like he was the middle child for some reason. it radiates off of him. either that, or only child. but i think it’d be cute to imagine him as the middle brother of two sisters.

the most refined men have older sisters, THIS IS A FACT!!

he’d just be forced to listen to all of their problems as teenagers, and he’d learn a lot from them. i know he got along with them so well. he was a little nerd with his interests, and his sisters would gift him little model airplanes on his birthday that he still keeps in his apartment 🫶🫶

now, to bring up the dancing thing; i also agree. his parents probably threw all of them in like cotillion when they were preteens. like u know those like 6-week long ballroom dancing classes that take place like every wednesday night or something… (am i embarrassing myself by knowing too much abt this?)

yeah. he did one of those. and the fact that the knowledge stuck with him for so long says something. but it’s not one of those things he’d just tell you, it’s something you’d find out on your own.

let’s say you’re a fairly new couple, but you still haven’t met each others parents / family yet and stuff. so he’s spending time with you one day, cooking u dinner (as per usual) and he just drops the bomb like, “my sisters wedding is in a few weeks. i was wondering if you’d be my plus one?”

obviously you said yes because…well…it’s also an excuse to get away from work for a weekend and spend time with your boyfriend.

but also it hit u that ur gonna be meeting his fucking family then, too😭😭

ANYWAYS the weekend finally comes, he’s dressed in a cute little suit, got a nice little haircut for his sisters wedding & he’s looking very handsome. he gets to see you all dressed up too, and he’s just a smiling mess the entire weekend because it’s such a special day and he’s a sentimental guy. he definitely dropped a few tears during the ceremony & omfg i’m getting so off track LMFAO

so when the time comes where the bride and groom get to have their first dance, your nerves have calmed significantly because you’ve already met his family, all is well and now you’re both happily watching the newly weds. (he’s definitely not thinking about being in this scenario with u, no. not at all.)

now everyone gets to come in, so ever the gentleman he is that was raised right, he asks you for a dance.

it’s only then when you realized you’ve never actually seen harvey dance, so when he takes your hand and delicately holds onto your waist, guiding you—it’s baffling. you’d expect the anxious man u know and love to be a little uncoordinated & nervous. but no. here he is making u look like a FOOL.

“i didn’t know you could waltz,” you whisper, adding a little laugh.

“i didn’t know you couldn’t waltz.” he teases, smiling at your look of shock. he easily guides you through the dance. no he doesn’t dip you or anything because who is he to steal the light from his sister, and also that’s so excessive 😭

but towards the end he pulls you in for a short kiss, just long enough to get the message across that he’s happy you’re the one he danced with.

like he’s trying to tell you ur the only one he wants to dance the rest of his dances with.

#˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ mail 💌 #ੈ✩‧₊˚ headcanons #i love when i can just ramble abt shit #I NEVER KNOW WHEN TO STOP😭😭 #asks are open btw😚 #stardew valley hcs #harvey x farmer #sdv harvey #stardew valley harvey #sdv harvey x farmer

[jihyoruri]

im the anon from the britney ask. OBVIOUSLY IM TALKING ABT THE MOTHER, THE QUEEN, THEE POP PRINCESS, THE UNSTOPABBLE BRITNEY SPEARS(youre gonna have to remove me)

i was listening to oops i did it again and i thought wow this song is kinda cib!yn wow!yn coded and i ws wondering wich songs would you give for each of them beauties yns(all of them including nwjs and bp yn)

alexa play gimme more pls

lov uuuuu babes ur stories are amazing <3

LMAOOO OKAY OKAY I JUST HAD TO MAKE SURE BEFORE I EMBARRASS MYSELD ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH LUV U TOOO <333

wow!yn - womanizer

cib!yn - opps I did it again

aespa!yn - toxic

bp!yn - if u seek amy

nwjns!yn - baby one more time

gidle!yn - gimmie more

#wow!yn #cib!yn #aespa!yn #gidle!yn #nwjns!yn #bp!yn

[leegemma]

heeloo! i lov ur fics so much! could your write pls anout lee!chan und ler!felix 9, 36 aaand 49?? thank you so much for ur hardworking, love u!

You people are seriously so sweet, thank you so much for your request and incredibly warm compliment. 😭🥺💗

Enjoy:)

9 -  “you have such a cute laugh!”

36 -  “i didn’t tell you to stop…”

49 -  “be quiet! other people might be able to hear you, you know!”

Disclaimer: By this fic I am ABSOLUTELY not trying to say I think Chan is mean or a bully or anything like that. This is just a fic. I love our five year old kangaroo more than anything.

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The role of a leader in any situation was never an easy one, but especially when you're leading a bunch of silly kids. And as much as Chan loved the boys, he sometimes really wanted them to focus a bit more during practice and joke a bit less.

So when they were practicing some new choreography and Chan saw everyone messing around instead of doing actual practice, he was a bit annoyed. As he was trying to gather everyone back and getting them back on track, he could sense everyone around him getting a bit frustrated with his attitude.

"Hyung, we were just having some fun." Han tried to explain himself when Chan caught him messing around with Hyunjin.

"Yeah, well this is not the time to have fun." Chan pointed at him to get back into his position.

The group kept practicing,  until a screech was heard from I.N's direction.

Everyone turned to look at the youngest, all laughing at the noise he made. All exept for Chan.

"What happened?" Lee know kept laughing as he threw the question in I.N's direction.

"He keeps poking me!" Jeongin pointed accusingly to Seungmin.

Chan huffed tiredly, he was about to explode. "Hey! I already said this is not the time, you two are being ungrateful and inconsiderate.  Do you want all of us to suck when we go on stage?!"

Everyone stopped laughing, Jeongin slowly lowering his head in shame as Seungmin just stared at their leader in shock. This really wasn't like him.

"Hyung, they were just enjoying themselves, there's nothing wrong with that. Don't take your stress and frustration out on them." Changbin tried to step in as a peacemaker.

"I'm only frustrated because none of you are listening to me!" Chan shook his head in anger.

"We're all listening, but you're just not saying much." Lee know said in a serious but still comforting tone.

"Whatever!" Chan knew they were all right, and he didn't mean to scare the younger boys. But he was extremely stressed and had so much to get done, and it was getting too much for him to burry alone. As he felt all the emotions suddenly at once, he felt the need to cry.

As he didn't want to make the others more concerned, he just stormed out of the room, holding back his tears until he reached an empty studio. He closed the door after him and went in deeper, sitting down on the floor and burrying his face in his knees, letting himself go.

Chan was so deep inside his own head, he didn't even notice Felix slipping in the room until he felt an arm wrapping around him from the back. He didn't even bother lifting his head, only stopping his sobs.

Felix' heart broke at seeing his -practically- older brother finally break down. He hasn't seen him this vounrable in a long time.

Felix just sat there, hugging Chan. Until the older finally lifted his head. Just staring ahead. "Hyung?"

Chan sighed and threw his head back at the sound of the voice of his dear friend. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to shout at the kids like that."

Felix gave him a small smile and shook his head. "They're fine, we all are. We are just worried about you."

Chan groaned. "See... that what I didn't want... you guys should jot be worrying about me, i'm fine. I'll be fine."

Felix rolled his eyes playfully. "We tried to tell you so many times before... you're allowed to feel bad once in a while, you don't always have to be the hero, hyung."

"I just... I'm really sorry. I've just been really stressed." Chan finally admitted.

Felix rubbed his back comfortly. "I know... we all have been. But come and talk to me when you feel that way. Just like I come to you. You can't carry all of this by yourself."

Chan nodded. "I'm really sorry."

Felix  rolled his eyes again. "Stop apologizing!"

"Okay I'm sorrY- Hehehy! Soohohory! Whhait nohoho!" Chan stopped mid apology when felix started wiggling his fingers into his sides.

"I said stop apologizing! But you didn't listen, so now I have to punish you." He explained quickly, running his fingers up and down Chan's abs.

"FEHEHELIX!!! HAHAHA!!" Chan squirmed around.

“You have such a cute laugh!” felix cooed, happy to finally hear the older having fun.

'SHUHHUT HUHUHHP!!" Chan blushed.

Felix giggled along with him and stopped his attack, petting Chan's tummy.

Chan looked up at him in confusion which then turned to emberasment as he looked away and mumbled: “i didn’t tell you to stop…”

Felix blinked twice, confused. And then started beaming, immediately wiggling his fingers again, bringing them to Chan's hips and Armpits.

Chan burst out laughing again. This felt good, and freeing.

"You like this? That's so cute!" Felix cooed.

"SOHOHO DOHOHO YOUHUHU!!" The truth hurts. Or tickles. Whatever.

Now it was Felix's turn to blush. "We're not talking about me right now!"

"WEHHEHELL MAYHYBE WHEHEHE SHOUHULD!!" Chan kept at it.

Felix hissed playfully. "You just don't know when to quit, do you?"

"OKAHAHY! OKAHAHAY! IHIHM SOHOR- NO! IHIHM NOHOT SOHOHRRY!"

Felix laughed and stopped. Letting Chan have a breather before singing: "Channie hyung loves tickles! ~"

Chan slapped his hand onto Felix's mouth softly. “Be quiet! other people might be able to hear you, you know!”

Felix looked behind Chan, a grin forming onto his lips. "Uhm, hyung?"

"Hm?"

"Too late!"

Chan turned around to the voice of Seungmin, who was standing with all the other guys right behind him.

He then turned right back around to Frlix with gritted teeth.

"I am going to kill you."

#tickling community #tickle fics #skz tickle #lee!chan #bang chan #ler!felix #lee felix

[woozi]

yza day???? yza day!!!! 🥺🫶🏼 i'm sorry if i'm late but happiest birthday yza!! <3333 i hope you've been okay (it's been SAUR long) and hope u have the bestest year ahead :3 <3 *gives u all my cookies*

(thats me giggling and kicking my feet like a lil schoolgirl in love btw)

#OH MY GOD N UR SO SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ALSO NOTHING TO APOLOGIZE FOR PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #thank u for the cookies u know how much i LOVE them 😋 #u are endlessly sweet to me i'm so so happy to have u here 🥺🥺🥺 #i hope you'll have an even better rest of the year and that the days r very kind to u <33333 #LOV UUUUUU THANK U FOR WISHING ME WELL AND FOR ALWAYS BEING A SWEETHEART 🥺 MWAH #n 👒 #itadori-san #y.ask

[onlyjaeyun]

hellow my angel zadie loml ^^

1; plagiarism means copying someones ideas exactly, never once have u done that n all ur ideas r unique so anon in question is schewpid

2; ceo concept is FUN, who gives a fuck if it's been done before??? i can't count how many times i've written brothers best friend fics bc i like the concept?? doesn't make it plagiarism

3; if they had a genuine issue they would have come w evidence, anon is making baseless claims w no backup so obvs they're just saying things for the sake of it atp like bffr

4; anon needs to touch some grass

5; i love u

6; i love ur smau's n like i said i'm going to read poison soon once i'm back home n have time n i'm so excited to read strictly business once it's completed!! i lit rally hardly read smau's anymore but always always i'll make an exception for urs bc i lov ur writing n can't wait to read ur finished fics!

7; pls block future anons like that my love, they're not worth ur time or energy! save ur words for people who deserve it!

8; i love u sm u r the light of my life

9; don't listen to people who make rude comments on ur works, they're only trying to bring u down bc they're upset they r not u, jealousy is a disease

10; lov u endlessly n pls don't let people like that upset u! they're not worth ur time! focus on those who support u n like ur fics, i can promise u that u never have to worry about plagiarism or anything bc ur doing amazing n keep doing what ur doing!!!! u have my full support always ^^

can we please talk about how cinna is the sweetest souled person to ever exist :( this genuinely made me tear up and actually calmed me down you guys dont understand how much i love and appreciate this woman, i'd literally burn the world for her happiness 🥺💞 thank you so much baby, i love you so so so much and am so grateful to have you, sending you the fattest kiss rn 🥺💞💗🩷💞💗🩷💞🧸

#i already confessed my undying love to her in the dms #but pls you guys :( #i love her sm #literally so happy and grateful for a friend like this :( #; mailbox 📬

[jinstronaut]

gifmaker / cc wrapped ✦ every month of 2023

tagged by sweetest angel annie @kimtaegis thank u my love !!! ♥ i hope ur ready for a list of Just Jin Gifs uwu

january

most popular: for youth jinie and i don't blame y'all he looks like a prince

my favorite: butter jinie i don't need to explain myself look @ him thank u

february

most popular: army festa jinie uwu he is so handsome

my favorite: karaoke jinie bc this entire video is free serotonin

march

most popular: fishing jinie uwu the bonus pls he is so cutie

my favorite: jinie + wootteo ;o; i lov them so much

april

most popular: orange jacket jin and i understand look @ him wowee

my favorite: dynamite jinie bc look at that last gif are you kidding me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may

most popular: fix you jinie and that feels correct to me !

my favorite: this film out jin i rly like the coloring + also i am a green mic enthusiast lowkey u kno

june

most popular: bts 10 year anniversay post !!!! not at all as time consuming as the one i did last year but i still love it uwu

my favorite: rip 2 the pink mic ;o; he looks so distressed and yet he was so strong

july

most popular: pouty jin look @ him i'll cry

my favorite: skin care jin bc 1) the discourse this created was hysterical and 2) lOOK AT HOW CUTE HE IS R U KIDDING ME

august

most popular: jin choking on the melon bc he is nothing if not iconic

my favorite: mic drop jin bc...... i don't need to explain myself look @ him

september

most popular: namjoon bday set!! the coloring was a complete accident in terms of it all matching and being earth toned but i love it :')

my favorite: jinie blowing kisses as per usual move along

october

most popular: just one day jinie with his lil flower he's an angel

my favorite: gogo jin u are so important 2 me

november

most popular: jinkook my beloved ;o; i miss them so much give them back 2 me !!!!

my favorite: rj hat jinie pls this is one of the cutiest things he's ever done

december

most popular: jinie bday set ♥♥♥♥♥

my favorite: army headband seokjin u are so important to me !!!!!!

tagging: idk who has and hasn't done this so i'll just say if you wanna do this go for it !

#tag games // #cc games // #cc tag games // #.txt

[hinamie]

oh my god ok so i know im late I didn't talk about it because it happened during one of my Offline Eras but . but listen ok lisn the new former vandal album sent me THROUgh the FUCKINNG ROOF to be fair i knew it would like i joked about going upstairs to listen to it and cry when it dropped but i didn't think that every fucking song would hit me so hard in the kokoro it made me wail because I too have immense religious guilt ANYWAY im gonna rant incoherently and at length now hope u all missed me

ok first of all gotta shout out the fuckin album title i knew it was gonna be devastating when I saw it . fuckin. divine interference????? music for god's playthings indeed i eat that shit up i was like yoooooo hes also got a bone to pick with jesus go off bestie <333

so former vandal are artists visionaries kings so ofc tracklist is all mythology n religion-inspired (lazarus/goliath/ouroboros etc) and i think its so cool that theyre all in caps until u get to the end and the final song is denial and it's in lowercase and maybe its simple but i was like ART. ARTTTTTT. and it made me go back and look at the tracklist of their previous album and I realized that the whole thing was about vices and unhealthy coping with an overwhelming and forsaken existence but then the final song was Get Right (still my go-to comfort song to this day tbh tbh tbh) and it's like an acknowledgement that ok maybe none of this is the answer and something has to change anyway wrong album oops back 2 divine interference

i made a point of listening to the songs that hadnt been released as singles first so the first song i listened to was Lazarus and tbh probably my fav song on the album maybe tied with parables and maaaaybe even icarian. BUT LAZARUS SLAPS SOS SOSOOSO HARD god the theme of not knowing how to leave something behind even when it's bad for you,,, both criticizing but also mirroring the actual story of lazarus in the lyrics being like "wow kinda fucked up of god for resurrecting u without ur consent" but also acknowledging that he himself is guilty of holding onto the things that kill him.,,, GOD ITS SO FUCKING G GOOD I FDFGSADFGDG

salt also !!! BANGER not quite up there with the likes of lazarus but it gets bonus points because a. i lov the idea of starting to recognize that you're coming into yourself n an identity apart from your vices n traumas and b. for having two of the most RAW lines in the entire album imo which is reaaallly saying something: "now that everything's bright I guess I'm fine/but there's an art in the dark that took years to refine" and "the spark of divine intervention/that I'm still terrified I've left behind" (ALBUM TITLE DROP ALBUM TITLE DROP) god these two just dont miss and i love it but i am far too neurodivergent to contain myself they need to give me a break pls i am v i b r a t i n g

ok gonna move into the Chill(tm) tracks I think with goliath as well as shame/rotten I vibe more with the lyrics than the actual songs because i prefer my angsty alt pop to be Upbeat thank u very much but can i just say. the lyrics of these two songs ESPECIALLY SHAME/ROTTEN LIKE ok first of all i love the tonal shift halfway through that manages not to make them feel like completely different songs it's just jarring enough like there's been an acceptance of sorts,, like omg same i too am like 'god i feel like the scum of the earth might as well own it a bit',, "the fear of god/the need for blame" fuckin bullseye ow,, "I starve to feed the parts of me/far from who i oughta be/tell me are you proud of me yet?" FUCKIN BULLSEYE OWW

I know i just said i prefer my angst upbeat but crocodile tears (very upbeat very rock wuaw) is probably my least favourite track if i had to pick but it does have a lyrical BANGER of an opening verse ("holding the hand that's holding me under" g o d) i think i just don't dig the overall melody too much and find the ending a bit repetitive fr my tastes,, who knows though it took a while and many re-listens for ouroboros to grow on me maybe this'll b a similar story ,, but then again ouroboros had the advantage of echoing mine own mental health and self-destructive behaviours shdgj

ok so i was crying from the beginning right but the songs that made me ugly bawl were growing pains (very similar vibes to get right but in a "i know that i'm healing" way rather than a "i need to heal" way) and denial,, but starting w growing pains,, my god idk What they did with the mic/vocals after the bridge but it felt like the music was being injected directly into my ears secret direct path 2 my bloodstream god I hadnt felt chills like that in such a long time and idk just the whole Mood of the song having been hurting for so long and only now starting to recognize the damage you've done but also appreciate the progress youv made,,, i have so so many emotions but DENIAL (its funny saying it in caps bc its the only track in lowercase getit getit) oh my god ths going straight on the list of Songs That Make Me Think About My Relationship With My Dad but also Songs That Make Me Emo About All The People I've Grown Apart From and i think its so powerful to frame a personal transition away from faith as growing apart from an old friend and missing them despite any hard feelings holy shit though holy shit . the first listen by this point i had already been emotionally devastated by the Whole Album so i was like ok surely ill get a break by the last song lol nope sorry i ended up crying so hard i think i gave myself a headache

I think I must have yelled about the songs that they released as singles when they dropped individually but it's been so long that i forget what i said but honestly parables and icarian are still just as good as when i heard them for the first time (when parables dropped i spilled my tea on my fucking notes bc i was vibing too hard),, I love parables' msg of accepting the lessons ur (traumatic) past taught u and how it shaped u as a person even if u recognize that that person is someone hurt and in need of healing and maybe that has to happen alone! and i know for a fact i've gushed about icarian (still one of the most gojocore songs Ever imho dont fight me on this) but now looking at it in the context of the rest of the album i love that it's first cause it really frames the whole icarus thing of having flown too close to the sun or to god and getting burned and that pain essentially being the catalyst for the entire Journey tht the rest of the album outlines (obsessed w the fact that the next song is jaded like fr having these two songs one after the other is literally "fucked around/found out" gsfhjsh)

but all that being said not to b dramatic but this album destroyed me it rearranged something deep in my soul and i don't know who i was before it but i probably wont ever be the same :) i literally love these two so much im so appreciative of them its so rare to feel so Seen by a piece of media so to have an entire album hit so incredibly close to home for me and slap while doing so????? i feel so lucky . this entire album feels like taking the first step to address years of hurt and self destruction it feels like losing a friend it feels like finding yourself and i just . i love it so much

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