#... throwing my old life away

[bread-that-draws]

Flowey’s so funny and has me so fucked up like he’s a talking flower. He tries to kill you upon your first interaction. He is ten years old. He is damaged beyond repair. He’s a flower named Flowey. He’s become friends with every single character. He’s killed all of them countless times. He knows everything about everyone. He doesn’t care anymore. He takes care of his mom when she can’t take care of herself. He’s killed her before. He doesn’t care if you kill her. He thinks she’s trying to replace him. He just wants to be himself again. He wants to destroy everything. He hates you. You’re the only one who understands him. He wants his best friend back. He’s terrified of them. He believes in kill or be killed because he died by giving mercy to the wrong person. He believes himself to be the wrong person. He doesn’t understand when you show him that kindness he showed others, even when you know he could kill you for it. He’s tried every route. He asks you if you have anything better to do when you try to do the same. He’s a direct reflection of the player. He’s a fucking talking flower named flowey and his only voice line is by Ronald McDonald and his officially licensed plush does a little dance for you

#‘Flowey would listen to i bet on losing dogs by Mitski and cry until he throws up and Chara calls him cringe from beyond the grave’ #-me to my friend when I ranted about this last night #he has me so fucked up like oh my god #how is the best character a fucking talking flower #I love undertale’s writing so much like it’s mastered minimal evidence giving away the biggest parts of characters #i can analyze him i can study him under a microscope #i can put him in a terrarium with a sticky note that says gay baby jail you know #he has me SO fucked up #flowey #flowey the flower #asriel #asriel dreemurr #I’m talking about flowey btw not asriel i know they’re the same person but not to me #like how i consider little baby me and fucked up 13 year old me different people #asriel sits on the playground and cries when nobody wants to play warrior cats with him #and flowey sits in the back of classrooms and answers ‘life is MEANINGLESS’ to every question #not speaking from experience ofc (im lying) #love my edgy flower *puts a magnifying glass up to him and notes how fucked up he is* #i think more characters need to be fucked up beyond repair #undertale #utdr #character analysis

[androgynouspenguinexpert]

bout time i posted the og bc in the immortal words of yahtzee croshaw shit's about to get FUCKY!

also i like him :)

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #art #illustration #redacted vincent #redactedverse #this man is my roman empire #i would absolutely be upset if i were in his position like you cant just Not Tell someone that theyve been yoinked into a peudo family #thats real keen on murder and fraud and other things #i feel like theres no right answer here though #like i completely 100% understand where william is coming from on this one #porter is right #william is keeping vincent in the dark because he genuinely cares about him #and acknowledges (correctly) that turning him took away literally all of his agency basically forever #he's trying to do good by a stranger who he made a life altering decision on the behalf of #and it was a selfish one #yes he saved vincent's life but only by forcing him to throw away his old one #and in keeping vincent entirely out of shady clan business william is doing the best he can to give vincent a normalish afterlife #THAT SAID #you coulda told him #like yeah 20 year olds aren't known for making good rational judgements but this all could've been avoided #if william just sat him down and went look. this is what we're up to. i believe it's a necessary evil. you don't have to participate #but this is something you're tied to now based on a snap decision i made #i acknowledge that that was wrong and hope you can forgive me someday but if not that's okay #would it suck? PROBABLY! but vincent finding out through porter of all people is definitely worse #not to mention him feeling like he's the ONLY person who doesn't know and looked like an idiot defending the house at the summit #aw man i wrote another essay again

[theramenbandit]

Nice tea bro, no dice tho.

-Mariko

#buntaro my buddy my guy my dude #that was like #the Dickest Move Ever #lets die together bcs the old man is throwing his life away? #lets die together bcs I can't stand seeing you with the anjin? #lol #and she nopes outta there like 💅 #queen shit #toda mariko #buntaro #fx shogun #shogun spoilers #shogun #the abyss of life #akechi mariko

[cyberpunkboytoy]

My DID-having ass is experiencing so much world-envy for the fictional country of Vaugarde I'm going to throw up

#Didn't realize how much I needed a society built around the concepts if change and reinvention but holy shit I do. I need it so bad. #The legally normal concept of being given multiple names to transition between or change to... #the societally accepted and easy ways to craft a new body... #the traditions built around reinvention and throwing away aspects of your old life that you wish to discard #that also acknowledge that reinvention involves the destruction of something else. & the grief from yourself or others that comes with that #literally have never resonated with anything to this level and I am YEARNING #like. my life would literally be so much easier in that society #the fact Vaugarde also highly values queerness of all kinds only helps #going insane over this world-building tbh konda wanna overthrow my government & rebuild my country in its image tbh #I am Decidedly Not Normal about this fake country #no spoilers if you respond to this btw. Not done with the game #In Stars And Time #hi dev I know you have a tumblr so if you see this: I love you #thank you for creating this world and letting me have a peek into it #they say we can't build a better world if we can't imagine what that world would look like and #now i can. I know what my ideal world looks like. #textpost

[rox-of-iu]

me + mayhem going on a stupid silly hike for my stupid silly mental health

touched grass and i am normal again (lying)

#i will get back to drawing soon let me just sleep for a few years shdjhkfds #anyway photo credit to mayhem again i cant take pictures to save my life lol #btw the caption is obvs reference to that one hike video tiktok i think so credit to that also its not my joke #anywqay it was nice did help me a little bit #been feeling a bit down due to some personal problems ykno #and also due to not being accepted into a med uni I rly wanted to (but didn't put enough effort I'll confess) and that almost no one getsin #but i was only missing one point o(-( i was the first in line outside the capacity limit hasjkdhsahd #even tho my brain is rly small for it lets be real hfjsdfhksd but like hhsdjhshdjkhd those biches at physiotherapy baited me hdsjd #mqf i have failed you lol #also i have accidentaly gotten back into one piece as I do for like two weeks periodically every few months or so dhjsdhk #so im revisiting my olde blorbo trafalgar which is just reminding me of a fact that this was one of the fuckers my itty bitty young self - #- wanted to pursue medicine beacause of lmaoooo #bad timing one piece fixation!! bad bad!! sdhhdjshdjakshd #whatevrrr whatevr whatevr io dotn care! enough of that hahhskj #but hey as some of u may remeber im czech so haa whats up with the mountains right since we are very cute and 'down to earth' state hahaha #its cuz its actually from austria :)) #we went hiking there since theyre co by kamenem dohodil as they say #fuck english has the exactly same saying im moron that ruins my whole thing hjdsk 'a stone's throw away' whatever ignore that ig hahhah #so yeah very beautiful very powerful go touch some grass lads #also they are not stones throw away i was lying but close enough- #also random czechs stop jumpscaring me in other countries challenge why was there so many of us horrible horrible horrible

[un-pearable]

george lucas handed an overwritten mess in and then the fandom + otherwise involved creators in the extended universe and other supplemental media have spent the last decades ritualistically dissecting it and reworking it’s constituent parts into some of the most fascinating worldbuilding you can get. and the average person has no knowledge of this and just watched disney completely fumble it within an hour and a half of their first title crawl in The Force Awakens and proceed to completely fall apart within the next 3 hours . and that’s just what star wars is to them

#star wars #and maybe the mandalorian. din djarin really out here carrying the entire star wars reputation as well as his son #original trilogy girlie will never not be mad disney inevitably fucked up BOTH giving the OG trio OR finn poe and ray a satisfying ending #and is instead now going down the prequel rabbithole . this is what youve done to me disney #star wars/episode 4 a new hope is still my end all be all fave (specifically despecialized) BUT i will admit . the clone wars era is growin #on me. i’m down for the tragedy of your ancestral life ways being eroded by the need to throw your peacemakers and children on thefrontline #to prevent the deaths of an army you never wanted to be responsible for #that one story that had the whole ‘if people actually want to leave the republic *why aren’t they the ones fighting*’ revelation. oogh. #sheev you bastard you divised the perfect plan to make a bunch of hypercompassionate mystics who are preternaturally #disposed to feel empathy for people be unable to refuse fighting on the frontlines of a war bc it’s the only way to even begin to protect #both their army of innocents (acceleratedly aged clones) AND the public at large #I KEEP GOING ON TANGENTS IN THE TAGS SORRY. MANY EMOTIONS TONIGHT!!!!!!! #<- old tags from nov 28 lol #old starred war posts im excavating from the drafts :] #text✨ #posts from a galaxy far far away

[crystalbeastsquidney]

Mk12 true ending: Raiden wakes up in bed next to his husband in sky temple and realizes it was all just a fucked up dream 🥰

#Yumehoshi forgot to give him his good night kissies and he had a nighmare where he willingly gave away all the good in his life #by means of shirking his responsibilities onto a mortal 20-some year old #which i know in my heart of hearts he would never even consider #he loves the earth and his friends and family too much to throw them away like that #anyway hope everyone that bought mk12 has a horrible day <3 #congrats on wasting $70 dipshits #raiden #raiden mk #yumehoshi #dreamden #i know i only mention him in the tags but whatever. it’s implied #mortal kombat #my post

[thisiskatsblog]

Sad today.

#just got a call from an old friend #my first boyfriend passed away from cancer #we were together for several years #and while we both changed a lot since then #he is my lonely in Chicago person #and now I can’t ask how his siblings are #or how his parents feel about me #I have to write them to say how very sorry I am they have to go through this horrible pain #the last letter #life is a bitch #which throws some very nasty curve balls

[waffulaa]

#no style consistency whatsoever #'23 one is still a wip but here's my daughter throughout the years 🥹 #2017 was the year i got back into vocaloid full force #not that i was away from vocaloid but more like i was a sane artist that did an average amount of fanart for it and other franchises #and then vocaloid took over my life completely becoming 90% of my art portfolio and now here i am #the '22 art was a wip from '21 that i couldn't finish on time 👉👈 #anyways rana's birthday in 2 days :3 #waffulart #hmm yknow from my fav vocaloids i remember my first leon and longya fanarts but not rana #i don't know whether i drew her in a sketchbook or digitally first 🤔 #and even then i wouldn't remember how the fanart looked like #my leon fanart tho.....teenage me thought it was cringe and threw it out. if you're young and reading this do not throw away your old works #keep them and you'll be thankful when you get older so that you could see the improvements #it was part of a comic from 2012 and the comic is what i thought was cringe. of all my works i would get rid of my comics the most #first rana fanart: forgotten #first leon fanart: disposed and lost #first longya fanart: done with alcohol markers and sits safely in a sketchbook #i hate himmmm #waffula talks

[apricotforher]

i for sure need this school to come stop me from being stupid like this

#context.. im starting a new school TOMORROW #and i was like #... throwing my old life away #by getting too drunk #alone #so its sad and depressing and not fun or cool at all #like its giving alcoholic #ANYWAY #im comitted to the school thing #id rather shoot myself in the face than fail at that #IVE BEEN WORKING ALMOST 10 FUCKING YEARS TO BE ABLE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL #IM NOT GONNA FUCK IT UP #idk what i just pressed to send that not finished tag... #WHAYEVER #i woke up drunk and blind unable to find my glasses #my darling younger pup had apparently thought theyd look better on the sofa rather than my nightstand #so now im like 1.5hrs to being awake.. and im downing “a glass” of wine for it #honestly w the stress of over 500€ looming over me for the most time that ive been conscious today? i deserve it #alcoholic speaking isnt it #good that i dont have any more in the house lol

[runawaymarbles]

Real talk what are you supposed to do with your childhood diaries

#I caNNOT reread them #i was an overwrought and dramatic 10 year old #but I can’t throw them away???? #do they just live under the bed forever??? #my life #op

[ratwithahatonamat]

Microwave be sewing

This was what I like to call a scrap project™️ this is the bits and pieces from like 4 different projects some mending/tailoring some just random awkward amounts of ribbon I own

So this scrap project™️ was a choker for a vampire outfit/sona (?) I’m working on and obviously what choker isn’t complete without a center piece and what doesn’t fit better then a plastic roach?

I’m wondering if y’all are interested in my sewing/knitting adventures i actually do quit a bit more art that isn’t just drawing

Drawing is the art I am least known for irl so I’m wondering if y’all here should find it interesting I have been meaning on doing more ceramics now that I’m back in school

#sewing #sewing project #choker #homemade #I hate mending/tailoring it’s unbelievably dull and that lace trim was a horrid thing to have to do but it was worth it #I refuse to just throw away clothes I should fix it any way I can #I’m a full supporter of upcycling #though sewing machines are a wonderful technology I despise them #yes I have old lady hobbies I don’t know what you want me to say what else am I to do with my time #I need to be busy at all times or my mind just wonders and stops paying attention #I often knit/sew during class as a fidget and people find it fascinating #I make dolls mostly and patches but dolls are what I’m known for #I have hobbies way beyond drawing art is not a huge thing in my life #I’m actually a transvestite in stem™️ #I’m a science guy like I do it in my free time like a loser

[the-acid-pear]

They need to make every woman in the country who is older than me taller I cannot be getting shy like a little kid looking and my feet pulling at my finger when I'm half a head taller than someone 🤦

#luly talks #i forget that for female standards im kinda big im wide and tall #anyway my therapist gifted me a fucking bed minus matress and it made me cry THRICE #literally in shock #i said thank you once and then i just got SHY #and when were standing next to each other its so goofy #great woman she is #she also gave me a trash bag so i can throw away my old toys #she's right though i have the ability to change things i need to grab life by the neck for a bit #do what i can with what i have #for example rn ill ask for a fucking pill no TWO pills

[emeraldcreeper]

The idea of Dracula (to Jonathan, my bestie, he is a very old man) just throwing with incredible vigor a mirror out a window to get rid of it after Johnathan bleeds one (1) drop of blood which makes him mmmmm incredibly bloodthirsty is hilarious to me, especially with Johnathan like (in my mind’s eye) looking distraught and essentially saying “well now how am I gonna shave?” after noticing multiple times that Dracula doesn’t show up in a mirror and tries to fuck and/or kill him when he bleeds shaving, possibly at the same time, touches Jonathan’s rosary (his new favorite possession, despite not being Catholic…………. Bestie please,,,,,) and suddenly wishes not to fuck/eat him

#I’ve decided dracula is a travel blog romcom #and johnathan is like omg like hamlet how I’m staying up all night as my life progresses 🥰🥰🥰 #like bestie no one survived the hamlet but horatio #Arabian nights I’ve never read so debatable how good of a time he’d be having #dracula daily spoilers #since I just read todays #obviously #Dracula is playing it very cool I’ll give him that #warning him to be careful when he shaves #after throwing his mirror away #and again keeping him up all night so he’s back on dracula schedule #as johnathan thinks only some of it strange #he isn’t weirded out how a very old man just threw his mirror out a window and broke it #i love my bestie johnathan harker he’s so stupid

[theenderwalker]

got a tv for the wire beast cosplay also

#that’s still a pretty considerable ways away #i gotta get through con first #but the opportunity was presented to me . my grandparents were throwing out an old crt tv that was the right size #i’ll have to paint it but . it’s literally free and i get to repurpose something that’s been around my grandparents house literally my whole #life

[elipsi]

i’m listening to a conference about fast fashion and oh my god these people are insane

#''40% of people usually wear the same clothes five times and then they throw them away'' WHAT the fuck #also the speaker is insane in the same way #''i realized you dont need new clothes for every occasion'' no shit?? #''you really need a couple of valige of clothes'' no shit??? #bestie i had only two (2) pairs of shoes for like three years #i've worn my cousins' clothes for most of my life #and i give my old clothes to my little cousins #i have jeans from the 90s and 80s!! #and if something is not reparable that's a new free straccio #what's wrong with people #if i threw away a shirt because it had a hole in it my grandma would literally kill me