#3 January 2020

[pearl-kite]

Colors swirling in the air like oil stains in a holographic puddle. They form shapes around one single golden orb, which is floating in the middle of the mistlike essence.

#kirehn draws #the passenger if #the passenger #the passenger game #bruh I do not know the tags for this the last time I drew something for the demo was my newman in 2020 okay #okay so I always knew roach was and would be my favorite but come ON #I did not expect to fall this hard I love them and their nibbles so much ;3; #trying to figure out some flickering animation or something but cs5 doesn't have the features I got used to in cc :C #does cs6 I wonder... hmm #if I DO ever get it done I'll post it too #digital art #artists on tumblr #january 1 and I have something already? I am setting the bar too high aren't I #debuting the new sig stamp I guess #I think it's crooked I'll need to adjust #I forgot to screenshot my newman's stats in the end so I'm on my 3rd run through already =3=;;; #I need to attempt to romance someone else but I don't think it's possible #the passenger spoilers #I guess sort of since you might not get the description

[snailkites]

The county ecologist was gonna email me before they did a prescribed burn at my favorite park so I could lead a bird walk right after but he forgot :( It burned two days after I last visited, which was over a week ago now... I hope there's still strong activity when the walk finally happens later this month

#he said jan or feb but it will happen on short notice #and then it happened jan 3. like ok thats definitely january or february #ah well they only burned half of it so if they havent mowed the other half by the time of the walk we can do some fun comparison #this is a grassland habitat last burned in 2020 #let's go birding

[autism-corner]

tranniversary <3

#augh 4 years of knowing im trans........ #=3= #anyway #> its 2020 #> im scrolling through reddit #> sees lgballt post #> read #> oh. #=w=b #(apparently its not 'normal' to wanna be a ken doll sex characteristics wise) #its fun to have a specific point in time i can point my realization to!! yay #especially since its like 4 days after my birthday. #i dont. LOVE my birthday. and have a lot more pride in my tranniversary. #so ive kind of adopted today as my REAL birthday =w=bb #its awesome #sillyposting #its not that i wasnt trans before the realization. i just. did not know. #id been in queer online spaces for a good enough bit but it just never. clicked. #i mean. it did once i think. but then i forgot about it <3 #i literally remember thinking 'oh wait am i a demigirl? yeah im pretty sure thats it' and then didnt think about it for another 2+ years <3 #+ a moment when i was like. 10/12 y/o somewhere around that. #and i was putting different studs in my ears. #and literally went. “ooh ill pick pink on one side and blue on the other!! which means that im between them!! in between girl & boy <3” #this was before i knew about ANYTHING really queer so =w=b #slay. #i love my younger self. #anyway im scheduling this in like. january. #this is a big day for me. way bigger than beating teen pregnancy or whatevs

[supernovaa-remnant]

were any you into danplan?

#because let me tell you that youtube channel destroyed me on january 4th 2020 #like actually did so much damage to my psyche #it was hit after hit #I still miss the good old days of their youtube channel </3 #their scp videos were some of my favorites :( #recently watched one of stephen and hosuh's new channel's videos but it just wasn't the same :/

[mossboys]

the past few weeks have been the most insane in recent memory. i’m also going back to school in a month so it feels like life is going at 200mph

#text #i’m starting a histology 1 year program in the fall and that has brought so many other things out of the woodwork #i finally saw a pcp for the first time in 5 years #i have to learn how to drive so i’ve been doing that #and i got into my first accident a week ago #i have been getting supplies and my id and uniform and just preparing #and i need to adjust my work schedule so it’ll give me time for in person (!!!) class and for homework #and i graduated in january but i haven’t set foot on a college campus since march 2020 #and in general did not get any of the college experience so i’m excited for that. and to be in a lab again for the first time in years #local biology graduate has not touched lab equipment in 3 years and feels totally normal about it i promise

[hshouse]

the fact that harry will have gone to brazil before I did after the pandemic is 🧍‍♂️ so weird. like. name 3 cities in brazil harry. exactly. so.

#I havent been since january 2020 #probably will only go #august 2024 #so :/// I mean I guess more than halfway there #but thats a long time #but it is what it is #:( #i try not to think about it too much #cause it breaks my lil heart #to think about my grandparents #my baby cousins #etc etc #like I have 3 baby cousins as in under 7 #and I don’t think they really know me at all #maybe the oldest one rmrs a little? #but the younger 2 no way #oh I have another one not really a cousin but like a cousin #she def doesn’r rmr me either #hard as fuck #but my grandparents are by far the hardest #my dad too #but I have seen my dad one time at least last year cause he came to visit #sacrifices I had to make and I’m ok w it but it doesnt mean it is easy

[hucklebucket]

Season 4 should go like this:

Episode 1: They break the curse

Rest of the season: Everybody goes on a nice, stress-free vacation and gets some actual sleep for the first time since the pilot

#although season 3 left off in January 2020 so it might not be that stress free... #ndcw #nancydrewedit #cw nancy drew

[alyandajsource]

iamaly: Home Sweet Home 📷 @auhasardspr (this top is one of a kind & made from Parisian linens, so special!)

#aly michalka #social media #2020 #january 3 #aly #aly sm

[noxtivagus]

oh my god thinking about how much i love granblue 🥺

#🌙.rambles #sometimes i forget the depth of how much i love this game #not really like. 'forget' but. it's just not the most prominent though in my mind >< #thinking abt it n. games i played in 2020. i'll consider to me like. some of my childhood games #i finished ffxv & kh3 then! several endings of fe3h. nearly finished botw. gbf i started midway the year n i quickly reached rank 100 #ffxiv & genshin on my bday c: #& a lot too of acnh now that i think of it n i finished games like ffix and ff7r n started the og ff7 as well. octopath traveler!!!! #i think. 2020 our dad bought games too like ac odyssey n several from software games. hzd too. rdr2. ghost of tsushima #i technically first started the witcher 3 then too oh my. i'm just reminiscing rn uwahh i miss playing video games hehe #oh my god i started arknights then too didn't i. oh dear i can't remember the others rn but there's so much more #I'M GETTING DISTRACTED WAIT #granblue fantasy!!!! lucilius was the first chara i knew of (mudae) #i remember searching him up on gbf.wiki n i still remember my reaction w the. blue flame lucilius wtvr T_T #that was so funny to me back then but i remember thinking about how pretty he is (very pretty indeed) #i ended up searching more gbf charas at some point n lancelot became my fav >< #yk i don't really talk about my other fav charas as much as the lucifaces but i love them all so very much :< #like seox c: & cain! #silva was the second ssr i ever got in the game >< her gf (tweyen) is also one of my favs #HI FOUND MY OLD LIST IN MY NOTES . last edited january 2021 oh my god #lancelot / lucilius / lucifer in no.1 & then cain / seox / lucio in second. yeah #looking at this list is a bit funny now. i'm ignoring the lobelia #but yh i still v much like percival grimnir eustace yurius seruel cassius sandalphon nezha aglovale lamorak seofon c: oh no wait #HFKSADJFKLSD WTF I JUST SAW. IN 2ND. BELIAL. I MADE THE FONT SO SMALL FOR HIM WTF THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME #even back then i'd refuse to directly or obviously admit that. i am. no. i am Not a belial liker i don't know what you mean 💀 #other charas listed here r jamil (one of my first charas too hehe i got so happy when i heard he finally got an ssr) & noa nehan siegfried #for the girls 🥺 bea was my fav omg yeah & tweyen / silva / ilsa / korwa after >< more were yuel heles metera zeta tien vira yuisis societte #& ferry shitori katalina! vira's one of the charas in 4th place but. i remember she's always been special to me #smth i relate with to an extent. i remember i'd always get emotional with her character song #n that one ssr with katalina oh my god i love the gays that's one of my favs bcs the art w those two there ! DAMN #i cld add sm more to all these lists. maybe sometime soon yh c:

[littlemixdaily]

January 3, 2020

#jade thirlwall #social media #2020 #january 3 #jade #jade sm

[eggmeralda]

#🥲 #and just like i was told in the prophecy #it is the last third of the year and i am getting depressed xoxo #2020 started with depression (i mean it was there for almost entire year but i guess peaked around january-march) #2021 had depression in the middle (the entire summer) #and therefore 2022 ends with depression #and they were all because of a faded hyperfixation </3 #ramble

[freddieandersen]

immersion shattered by inaccurate details about my workplace! at the lesbian romance novel

#if you’re going to be specific be accurate. if you want to be specific but aren’t sure of the details Make Up A Fake Theater Company #‘I need you to tell me on September 1st if you can rehearse starting in January for Shakespeare at the Delacorte’ no you don’t #they are NOT casting a rando non-eq actor in September for the June show #they are NOT REHEARSING FOR FIVE MONTHSSSS #rehearsals start in late March/early April usually! #‘tell me on sept first if you can be in my show at the prestigious Rogerson Theater for Prospect Park Shakespeare Festival’ great! #none of those things exist so I don’t know that the imaginary casting department isn’t overeager! #and apparently the imaginary PPSF can afford to pay actors for three times as much rehearsal #(also and with less conviction bc it’s possible just not super likely: I doubt you’re gonna do much ado. we just did much ado.) #(there’s 38 shows and we even do the shitty ones.) #(we had dick 2 in 2020 (cancelled for covid) and dick 3 in 2022. BOTH of them) #tree.txt

[loud-whistling-yes]

I just read the asks i have sent you, and my god. This is why i love this community. Infodump is my favorite, because it's show how passionate a person is on the community and yeah. I am quite aware that I was staying here for four years. Clearly the lockdown and pandemic really destroys my comprehension of time. And yes i am aware of the great mangoball, that twitter crackfic that basically make mcyttwt and mcytblr goes hand in hand and sing Kumbaya and not attack each other that fic achieve peace. SAD-ist animation who could forget her? She basically open the gate to new fans for the Dream SMP fandom and the Passerine animation my god it's so good and yes the good o'l Penis SMP, i remember it like crystal as day. Because I am so fucking confused on what the fuck is happening that day?! Like i ask the other blogs on what that SMP means. And just give up and goes with the ride. And wait Season 9 is the longest season on Hermitcraft? Damn... And I never knew the season have seen three endings of Life Series. I got to watch those series again. Again thank you for infodumping me this because I basically went down memory lane. It's fun to look back at the fandom events say to yourself damn.

Lovelovelove looking through the timeline of mcyt events and pointing out absolutely bizarre facts that most people forgot/misremembered. Most of tftsmp took place AFTER doomsday. Pearl was barely even heard of when 3rd life took place. Lord Grian Dreamslayer happened FAR before any popular hc x dsmp AU existed. This event predates exile by 3 months. MCC9. September fucking 2020. These two bubbles of mcyt had BARELY touched each other at this point. This is when grian fucking kills dream.

#asks #not sure how aware you are of the first few hc x dsmp aus but they mostly appeared late december 2020/early january 2021 i think #ones that come to my mind are shells in the foam and the hermit canyon au #yeah. shells in the foam is turning 3 this year by the way. that fic. the most kudosed fic under the hermitcraft tag

[whencartoonsruletheworld]

Wish (2023) dir. Fawn Veerasunthorn, Chris Buck

hey do you think the overworked creatives about to go on strike are trying to tell us something

article sources under the cut

Mattson, Kelcie. "How Disney Almost Killed 'Nimona.'" Collider, January 2 2024.

Earl, William. "Shelving Batgirl Was the Right Decision, Says New DC Studios Head Peter Safran: 'It Would Have Hurt DC.'" Variety, January 31 2023

Couch, Aaron. "Warner Bros. Reverses Course on 'Coyote vs. Acme' After Filmmakers Rebel." The Hollywood Reporter, November 13 2023.

Ridgely, Charlie. "Scoob! Sequel Director Revealed Film Was 'Very Close' to Completion Before HBO Max Cancellation." comicbook.com, August 2 2022.

Clark, Travis. "Staffers at the animation studio Blue Sky say it's 'heartbreaking' that Disney canceled its final movie, 'Nimona.'" Business Insider, February 18, 2021.

Harrison, Mark. "Why was the Batgirl movie cancelled?" Yahoo! Entertainment, January 31 2024.

Amidi, Amid. "Warner Bros. Shelves Fully-Completed 'Coyote Vs. Acme' For Tax Write-Off." Cartoon Brew, November 9 2023.

Lee, Alex. "Why Netflix keeps cancelling your favourite shows after two seasons." Wired UK, September 28 2020.

Tyrrell, Gary. "We All Knew It Was Coming." fleen.com, February 10 2021.

"Warner Bros. Reverses Course on ‘Coyote vs. Acme’ After Filmmakers Rebel." see: 3.

Bergeson, Samantha. "Warner Bros. Will Let 'Coyote Vs. Acme' Filmmakers Shop Movie to Other Distributors." IndieWire, November 13 2023.

Strapagiel, Lauren. "Disney's First Feature Animated Movie With Queer Leads May Never Be Released." BuzzfeedNews, February 24 2021.

"We All Knew It Was Coming." see: 9

@/scottderrickson. "I think it’s absolute bullshit that a studio can and does shelve the creative work of hundreds of people for a fucking tax break." Twitter, 10 Nov. 2023, 4:52 p.m..

#wish 2023 #disney wish #wish disney #nimona #coyote vs acme #batgirl #scoob holiday haunt #connie edits #mine #connie gifs #disney #warner bros #anti disney #anti warner bros

[neontetra]

i wanna get out so fucking bad i want to start actually living my life i want to go places i want to make friends but no one even wears Fucking masks anymore!!! i genuinely wish i knew a way to have a life without putting me and my familys health and lives at risk im fucking losing my mind

#chatter #i will be eternally fucking angry that after years of simply Existing and not doing shit i decided to really get out and try #IN JANUARY 2020!!!!!! like fuck OFF #and its been 3 years and covid combined with everything else about my situation is making me lose any hope for a real life at a rapid rate #ive gotten better abt not feeling like my life is over just bc im 23 but it doesnt look like anything will change anytime soon #and on top of just wanting to Live during at least PART of my 20s if i have to continue like i am for years to come im gonna lose it!

[throwing-roses-into-the-abyss]

fingers crossed that at the very least I won't have to go to the hospital or the funeral home for whatever reason for at least like. one full year. I hope the universe can grant me this much at least.

#in the past. oh. 6-ish years? at our local hospital: #my grandma got admitted suddenly to get a pacemaker #my brother got admitted suddenly with a serious infection in his leg and needed surgery #my mum was in the ic with a very severe flu #my mum was also admitted (though not to the ic) for tests and then got moved straight to the carehome from there #my dad got admitted to the ic with a heart attack (and didn't survive) #(my grandma has also passed away though not in the hospital) #then I also had therapy for years in the same building #then with the funeral home #my childhood best friend committed suicide 3.5 years ago and the condolences ceremony was at this funeral home #my grandma's funeral was there in january #my dad's funeral is there #we literally know some of the staff there now #(my aunt's funeral - she died in december - was there too and they had the same funeral director but I didn't go to that one) #(my dog also died in 2020 but that one's obviously not related to the hospital or funeral home) (miss her lots though) #I'm super done with all the stress and worrying and loss though #and to think my sister has it like 3 times worse #she's already had 6 (almost 7) funerals *this year* #I hope we can all get a break from all this shit for a while