#3 guesses where we're going

[rebouks]

Matilda: I can’t believe you talked me into this. Mia: C’mon, would it be so terrible to bump into Triss? Matilda: Horrendous. Mia: Psh, you want to see him-.. besides, I need a tan and a fling with a hot Tartosan goddess. Matilda: And Ivan? Mia: Ivan just needs a damn break. [Matilda folded her arms in silent protest, though still nodded in agreement] Mia: You’ve could’ve bloody replied, couldn’t you? Chatted, maybe gotten his number, an email-.. but noooo, you’ve gotta be stubborn n’ make me drag you across the ocean like we’re in some shitty romcom. Matilda: So, you agree it’s gonna be shitty? Mia: Ough-.. if it all goes to shit at least we’ll be on holiday; don’t be scared. Matilda: I’m not scared. Mia: Uh-huh, sure. I brought plenty of factor fifty and there’s a barf bag right there just in case, don’t worry. Matilda: God, you’re annoying. Mia: Yeah, but you love me-.. pot kettle black anyway, bitch! … Pixie: Why isn’t daddy coming? Ivan: Well.. he’s got some stuff t’do, remember? [Pixie shrugged absently, fiddling with Ivan’s sunglasses] Ivan: Y’remember what we talked about, right? [Pixie nodded reluctantly as Ivan poked her cheek] Ivan: It might just be me n’ you for a while, you okay wi’ that? Pixie: I guess-.. Judie too? Ivan: Aye, on weekends. Pixie: Okay…

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#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #matilda douglas #mia clement #ivan harper #pixie harper #3 guesses where we're going #🤸‍♀️ #semi deleted scene cos i rlly couldn't be arsed making an airport #i could've also done some scenes with mia/cookie convincing tilda and suggesting ivan tag along #but who caaares #let's just get there #amirite #dskdj

[skills-bracket-2]

i hope today's polls bring some of the motorics guys up front that would be fun. they barely ever front like whaddahell

#mod Concept #savvy still has a pokemon save file to finish for example and they haven't fronted properly in MONTHS #composure was frontstuck likeeee 2 weeks ago but then disappeared where the fuck did you go dude #we've existed for lil over a year in this system and we've all seen hand/eye a grand total of like 3 times like WHAT the fuck man #im convinced they're all hiding from us [joke] #needless to say our body's motorics abilities are Very Weak . this body is very clumsy without any of them around HDDJJSDJDJSJ #ANYWAYS! it's 1 am over here where we're at so the polls will go up later this afternoon around .... whenever we wake up properly. #which ummmm. is like. past 2 pm . lmao #back to bed we go I guess!

[trashgoblincreature]

happy thanksgiving to all who celebrate it. here have a shitpost

for context. i like to imagine octavio invites them over for dinner at some point in an attempt to make peace so they arent always at each other's throats, but soon realizes that wasnt exactly going to be much of a concern for him, anymore, anyways-

#splatoon #splatoon au #splatoon 3 #splatoon 2 #octo expansion #splatoon octo expansion #mr grizz #commander tartar #dj octavio #Moving Forward is the Future. #i love the idea of octavio realizing the ones hes trying to make peace with in order to keep them from ever bothering him again are now-- #--the most pathetic creatures he'll ever meet. they wanna live the rest of their lives normally just as much as he does at this point #and he'll just have to be like oh ok. i guess we're done trying to kill each other forever then- #who knows? they might even manage to befriend him if they promise to never kidnap his troops again #its still pretty unlikely he'll be on good terms with them that easily but yknow itd be a step in the right direction i think- #also im sorry if octavio doesnt look right. i had a different design but forgot where it was and had to go off memory :']

[everythingsinred]

controversial opinion of the year is that i dont think barbie was that great bc its message was all over the place and also they didnt realize they had made kens the women in their story so it just seemed bizarrely misogynistic to me

#little anya things #me mid-movie: ahh i see so the kens are women in this lil scenario #the movie: ACTUALLY no we have no idea what we're doing #before u come at me. 1. 'women view each other as competitors not for jobs or accomplishments #but for the attention of men' #2. the general vibe of condescension towards ken's efforts on beach echoing specific condescension of men towards women's interests #that 'oh u pathetic thing u' vibe was so strong #3. ken being shocked that a woman respected him enough to ask him for the time. an event that HAS NEVER happened to him before #he is so touched by the feeling of respect... 4. nobody knows where the kens even live. #miss representation quote abt how 50% of the population is disinterested in the other half. #5. barbie feels instantly objectified in the real world whereas ken instantly feels respected in a way hed never been #6. they dont even have genitals so ken arent actually men and barbies arent actually women bc thats not how things work in their world #listen the first half of that movie i was like. so kens are women here. #then theres the typical revenge narrative where they start the 'patriarchy' that wasnt rly all that creative but fine #but then they got all confusing and barbies are women and kens are just men who have been rightfully oppressed all along?? even tho #theyve been women-coded this whole time. okay #7. kens go back to having no government representation or right to vote and this is sposed to be funny. i guess? #im not mad at the movie for being misandrist bc it wasnt. it was just trying too hard to do too many things #that it ended up just seeming misogynistic to me #not to mention it was doing the bare minimum and is just step one in a huge capitalist ploy to start making a bunch of toy-related movies #im genuinely shocked i havent seen any criticism abt it on tumblr when its such a sloppy film throwing out a confused message #in order to make money and sell dolls. what exactly am i supposed to take away from this.... it just seems so bizarrely hypocritical #for mattel to make a movie where they feature as side-antagonists who essentially learn nothing... just for mattel irl to make more money #off of everything they mentioned in the movie. like. what changed. #also america ferrera's character existed just to give that speech and otherwise she and her daughter were not relevant to the plot at all #it was funny and aesthetic and all but the more i think abt it the more im not all that impressed. idk. am i missing smth #i dont think so. i disagree w most ppl's analysis praising it. idk idk

[pears-trinkets]

Love how mad Mischa was that i dragged her to the vet once again that she kept rubbing her nose against the carrier backpack I carried her in and now she has a bright red booboo on the top her nose

#i have to carry her 1.6 km / 1 mile to the vet and then back and i guess she just felt like shredding her nose against the rubber grit #shhhh dont tell her that we're going back on friday to check on the inflammation #but shes feeling much better again! 😭🥹 i took this photo on the bench on the balcony where she begged for treats #and the soft treats are available again and i bought like 8 bags so we're good for at least a month or two #we just played and now shes begging for dinner and im so glad shes annoying again😭😭😭 #i cried so much the past weekend she wouldnt come out of my closet and would scream in a very weird voice when i tried to touch her #the vet was so nice to her she was like :3 mischa we're gonna be friends i tell you you secretly like me do you :3 #they we're so gentle and kind with her 😭 #they made her a little cave out of towels so shed feel better #and her liver is doing better too 😭 i was so afraid we fucked it up completely with the surgery and then the pain meds and the treats #hate to say it but this expensive vet is really worth it even if the surgery and appointments are like 2.6k euro #and back in 2018 sissys 3 day kidney dialysis stay was like... half of that

[sunlightontheseaa]

Getting pretty close to the end of odyssey I feel, and jfc the shit i have to go through to keep my idiot asshole brothers alive.

The whole second encounter with Stentor I was like... It's rotten work. Especially to me, especially if it's you. I'll do it but christ alive

And Alexios. Jfc where do I even begin. Im like, you're gonna be my fuckin friend whether you like it or not idc. I love you bitch, die mad about it!

I am dragging everyone kicking and screaming into being a family and it's pretty funny

#this isn't even to mention the various bugs i encountered with the stentor quest that forced me to either let him die or COMPLETELY RESTART #THE QUEST TO FIX IT AND BE ABLE TO KEEP HIM ALIVE #THIS HAPPENED TWICE #TWICE!!!!!!!! #TWO SEPARATE BUGS. TWO. DIFFERENT KNOWN THINGS THAT CAN HAPPEN AT THE VERY END OF THE QUEST. #where the only solution is to DO IT ALL AGAIN!!!!! #it wasn't an easy quest either #it was a whole ass conquest battle those things suck 😭 #then i finally finally get to the end and stentor tells me to just kill him and im like NO BITCH!!!!!!!! #after everything i just went through! the hours i just spent doing this very difficult quest multiple times!!!!! #you're gonna live and you're gonna like it bitch!!!!!!!! #also #what is it with nikolaos' children and surviving getting thrown off a cliff with no lasting injuries #we're literally 3 for 3 on that #but honestly i actually was really happy to see stentor survived the first encounter #i was very sad that i had to kill him i always had wished there was a way to kill nikolaos but not stentor #and i guess there was all along 😊 #now i shall recruit him on my ship and force him to be happy and make friends and let go of the past 😊

[shopcat]

when people r like "that character can't be gay/bi because that's not realistic come on" and think they're saying something controversial and #Real. and then they ALSO think the most random cunt of a character IS gay. you can't tell people to cattily get a grip when you never had one to begin with you dumb cunt 😭

#🐾 #like okayyy delusion and having fun is fine when its you but when other people do it we're unrealistic and insane and we're all a bunch of #dumb fags. i mean what!!! #You are all for real freaks. mirroring actual right wing rhetoric #personally i have never felt the need to be saying the same words homophobic dipshits say in tiktok comment sections... #But maybe thats just me <3 #f slur #also i feel like people are just getting genuinely stupider and its the entire weird mindset st fans have where they think they can like #GUESS? whats actually going to happen. they think their theories are real #and when stupid fucking 15 yr old mike is clearly not going to be GAY in season 5 thyre gonna call it qbaiting #like ive never once claimed in my LIFE in my literal life that i think any characer is Truly the hc i like for them... #but these people man 😭

[altruistic-meme]

here, you guys can have a snippet of this little whatever that i’m writing bc im up too late for someone who also has to wake up early <3

“Can I get a regular iced coffee in the biggest size you have?”

A wave of mischief washed over Wilhelm as he watched the other fidget by pulling his sleeves over his fingers. “Sorry, we stop serving iced coffee at 9pm.”

“Oh! Okay, sorry, um-” The guy shifted, looking apologetically up at the menus again before looking back to Wilhelm as he let out a giggle.

“Sorry, I’m joking, yes you can get an iced coffee,” Wilhelm apologized, ringing it up on the register. A soft, breathless laugh came from the other and Wilhelm looked back at him. Oh, Wilhelm had thought his eyes were stunning before, but his smile was radiant. “Can I get you anything else?”

#im trying to make it into a silly little oneshot but im already assuming it's going to be much longer than that #i guess we'll see where it goes #we've only got >1k words right now but #considering my track record im sure i won't actually finish until we're closer to 10k #wip: sunset dreams and sunrise desires #<3 i do already love that title for it tho #............. kinda makes me wonder if i dare try and add a bit of. something something. ya know? maybe i will. we'll see. #young royals #shh ac

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#just turning over the idea of executive functioning issues in my head part by part. impulse control. im extremely tightly controlled. im the #best at control. the only times im impulsive is when someone asks me something and my brain doesn't work well in the moment so i tend to b #like fuck it: says something that might fuck me over later bc im like whatever itll prob b fine lol. but mostly not an issue. emotional #control. i dont lash out at ppl except myself i guess. ill sometimes have freak out meltdowns bc i get so frustrated with myself plus mood #weirdness. so not great. flexible thinking. im pretty rigid. if plans randomly change theres like a 1 in 3 chance ill freak out and start #crying and it takes me a long time to adjust to the idea that i have to chsnge something. and things tend to have to b a certain way #not for any reason in particular. thats just how it has to b. i have to eat the same foods. operate at the same times. do thr same things. #thats just how it is. and i find it difficult in social situations to adapt to the flow of convention bc its like but we're talking abt thi #now but something just interrupted and we aren't going abck to that thing. i dont make it other ppls problem but its uncomfortable for me. #working memory. my memory is pretty fucked. self monitoring. im good at that. too good. im pathologically self reflective. planning & #prioritizing. i can plan but i cant prioritize for shit. i will spiral for hours doing nothing bc i can't decide what comes 1st. #task initation. im good at torturing myself into getting things done but i anxiously avoid a lot of things but once i start its like: im in #this mode now. no i cant fucking stop i need this to b done. i need to sit here and finish it otherwise i wont come back to it. i cant do #moderation its all or nothing. all school and nothing outside of that. cant send mail. cant clean sink. i see it and kno i need to do it an #then i just walk away from the disaster area. organization. is ok. it looks a disaster but i only exist in like 3 places so i dont lose #things often but i dont remember where i put things once i put them down i have to deduce where i would have put it. does that paint the #picture of executive functioning issues or rigid and restrictive compulsive behavior paired with self destructive impulses leading to #absolute mental exhaustion which is y things arent getting done? could b either or both. idk my ability to do things 95% of the way and wal #away leaving a mess that ill never come back to strikes me more as the former but what do i #still its worth considering bc i do have an amazing to control myself in a way that's completely out of my control. maybr my start/stop #switch is just fucked idk. slow down and reorient says my counselor u never stop to rest. shes right but also im a grad student stopping #would mean death u gotta keep swimming and doing more than u should. thats how it is #but im so tired and i only get more and more tired. so somethings gotta give eventually #unrelated #i forgot focus. my focus is good sometimes and sometimes my brain is moving too fast and i cant focus at all. its static #but focus is not a thing i cna control

[aleatoryw]

lae'zel showed me the sunrise and told me she wanted us to stay together after our final fight is over... this is everything to me 🩵

#makes up for the fact that astarion left us on bitter terms. bye i guess! #bg3 spoilers #listen I'm not sure where exactly an elf and a gith are going to live. but we're making it work <3

[tblueger]

people on twt are like. so genuinely mad about tyson being put on waivers (esp when they think rossi should be sent down instead) and my thing is just that. we weren't using him right. right? like he was good in the pre-season and when he's allowed to exist in a scoring role rather than a checking one, which dean isn't giving him (because, despite the state of our team generally at the moment, scoring forwards aren't supposed to be where our issues are) so waiving him/sending him somewhere else will at least give him the chance to get that? you know? he could go somewhere where he (a) gets to play consistently and (b) plays to his own strengths rather than what people keep deciding he should be doing.

#esp after that article where he was like. its been rlly hard being scratched all the time i'd rather him go somewhere he can actually #Do Well. yk ? #but for real ppl keep going WHY DONT WE SEND ROSSI DOWN INSTEAD which. i mean. im not sure about #like. just bc he's not immediately exploded or is another kirill right away doesnt mean hes like . useless #bc (a) his development has been seriously fucked by covid #and (b) not everyone does that ! its actually a lot rarer that people come in and immediately start scoring every which way ! #he's not a 'draft bust' this is his first season and he's still getting used to it shut ur fuck up #my favourite stat to throw at that is joe thornton who went 1st overall and had 3 goals in his rookie season. 7 points TOTAL. #sometimes it takes people a minute ! and thats fine ! and normal ! #and we're not in a WE NEED TO BE CONTENDERS RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY state. like it would be NICE. I GUESS. but we don't HAVE to be #(and . we're not . ) #the point of this kind of got away from me . the point was : i think moving tyson is the right thing to do for him. #for us .... if we were using him properly like in the pre-season ? sure. keep him. but we weren't. so. there's no point in keeping him. :/ #m #im not tagging this bc even on here those people scare me . if u see this u see this . ur welcome

[applebunch]

just played through our dirge (again) and i... didn't realise you could get other endings??? i went through the game again to see what other options where there to pick, but it changed the conversation at the end??? spoilers in tag and under read more

like, first time i was mostly nice to jack (agreed that coming to the school was neal's idea and complimented jack on the costume, but asked him to play something stupid and didn't accept his help with the switch)

the next time i was kinda mean (insisted that i did not suggest going to the school, and insulted jack's costume, but also asked to listen to one of jack's songs instead and this time i accepted his help.) i also ignored a few things while speeding through the dialogue this time

the first time, when jack talks about staying and waiting and neal starts leaving, jack just like, gently, smugly prods neal a LITTLE bit in order to get him to stay and neal gives in, but this time jacks like, almost pleading. apologizing and worrying and everything... what a shift!

#i yell into the abyss #our dirge #first time it was “come onnnn don't you wanna see what happens? you know you do ;3” “agggh fiiiine” #this time it's like “wait wait wait where are you going? ☹” “i'm leaving? we're done” “um. uh. did i upset you? 😢 i'm sorry if i... 👉👈” #“uh no? you didn't do anything? i'm just saying it's probably time for us to... ...???” “🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺” “...fine???????” #our dirge spoilers #i guess? #i haven't seen anyone else make a “spoiler” post like this so i wonder if it's like ok or not........ #also the dialogue after the hallway thing stops short also. he stops talking after "i don't think that's supposed to happen #from “come onnnn isn't this fun haha” to“ ”w.... we're friends right? i... did i do something wrong?“ #like neal wanting to leave the abandoned school building that they impulsively decided to break into at midnight means jack annoyed him #jack's motivations are so mysterious i love him #playing through the game again to get a better look at that scene cause. again. I Was Skipping Dialogue. what an enigma..... #wish i saved at some point lol

[onepiexe]

today was sooo busy

#logbook #we have a freeze warning for the rest of the wrrk. and have been covering plants each night and will until? sunday? next week? #we got in 6 deliveries today lol. . .ive counted everything and tagged everything. #cant find 3 quince orange storm but they may have been bought. best guess. #anyways. today was long and busy. other than tag up a few plants i did nothing but deliveries today. #have been trying to finish counts in atrium but since we're using it to store i may do the rest of the trees. #or i could finally go thru conifers for a bit. to at least get some counts straight. #anyways i lost my appetite. parents are stupid as hell. lmao. stop fucking gaslighting me over shit. #she said i told her p*treon was a fraud charge on our old statement 🙄👈 no you said some music streaming site. #its literally charged every month AND ive told you abt it bc you ask abt my mail. #lmfao shes like 'no you told me it was fraud when i was on the phone'no i fcuking didnt. cunt. #'i had to go back to dec to find where you circled it' its on every statement. #im going to try to sleep now. fuck food. i hope tmrw is just as busy and its good again.

[olliecoded]

looking at this tech week schedule is making we want to ******* ***

#i still dont know how any of the technical stuff of this production is going to work #hair and makeup? no clue. lukes scar?? ur guess is as good as mine #will i be mic-ed??? WHEN will i be mic-ed??? we will figure it out eventually!! #we have a show in three days but thats irrelevant . we're still ''tabling things'' for later <3 #where r our music director and choreographer??? fuck if i kniw #whatever whatever whatever #hello world

[petrichorvoices]

I posted 15,659 times in 2022

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#current events - 277 posts

#queer tag - 260 posts

#disco elysium - 251 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

FACTORIES TURN BODIES BURN

STARS ARE SHINING

BRIGHT!

250 notes - Posted September 25, 2022

#4

i really don’t know how to explain how much the representation in The Mechanisms means to us. there’s a character who uses it/its, multiple who use they/them. there are several lesbian relationships. when we first listened to High Noon Over Camelot, all we would talk about for days on end, repeatedly to the same people over and over again, was that there were polyamorous cowboys, there was a trans cowboy, and they weren’t treated like jokes. they were actual characters, with actual motivations, with actual personalities. we’d never before seen polyamorous main characters without the supposedly inevitable plot point of jealousy ruining things. we couldn’t stop talking about it

what really, really blew our mind though, was Nastya, an objectum trans lesbian. an objectum character with a relationship that actually gets taken seriously by the plot. her and Aurora are in love. it’s not played for laughs, it’s not done to villainize her, she’s just a woman in love with a machine and the plot allows her to be!! it still makes us tear up sometimes, thinking about her, thinking about the Aurora, thinking about how the narrative lets them really be in love without it being some running gag

it’s not just queer representation either. we don’t know if it was intentional or not, but the way we see it, all of the Mechanisms are disabled, with their mechanisms being assistive technology. and the narrative doesn’t pity them for it, nor does it treat them as inferior in any way. they’re disabled, they’re allowed to be disabled, they’re main characters and they’re disabled

both Drumbot Brian’s morality switch and the Toy Soldier’s inability to not follow orders remind us of our OCD and autism. and neither of them are shamed for these. these things aren’t just brought up once and then forgotten about, either; they both impact plot. they both impact plot but neither of them are shamed for it!!! and they’re still characters outside of these too, they’re not one-trick ponies!!! and it makes us so beyond happy to see that. and the way Ivy Alexandria’s memory works reminds us of our own dissociation and amnesia, and again, she’s not shamed for it!!!!!

we know that someday our interest in The Mechanisms will wane. nothing lasts forever. but the joy that the representation brings us won’t. we’ll always be happy about seeing a serious objectum character for the first time, about how much less alone Drumbot Brian and the Toy Soldier make us feel, about just how deeply queer The Mechanisms are

299 notes - Posted August 17, 2022

#3

The Mechanisms. that’s it that’s the post

355 notes - Posted September 25, 2022

#2

Goncharov is probably a real movie in Night Vale

479 notes - Posted November 21, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

people big ableist widespread ignore people talk hard. autism schizo others. taking lots effort word way people reblog. not asking need understand read know learn us. try

nobody tries get into head learn saying what saying. discouraging!!!!! tiring. lonely. big dark room fumbling tap walls nobody there keep tapping!!!!! tap tap tap nobody listens wants to TRIES understand

just asking stop ignore. pretend not exist please. not pay attention lots always schizo autism violence hurt trauma. this perpetuates

listen when talk even if not understand. try please

please reblog

9,776 notes - Posted February 1, 2022

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#year in review #where's Benny why isn't Benny on the most reblogged from list. we're going to riot #also love that 3/5 of our top posts are Mechanisms related lol. the top post being the top post kind of annoys me though but idk why #ah why is my tag so high. do i really talk that much???? i guess so #gif cw #long post #rambling

[fastidious-and-a-mess]

just finished s6 of elementary (finished s5 on sunday. lol) and i’m trying to get my friends to watch it also so unfortunately i can’t drown them in my spoilery rantings so instead everything is going in the tags here so uh. abandon all hope ye who enter these tags, spoilers abound

#im gonna pad these tags a bit actually #so the spoilers go behind a 'read more' or whatever #youre welcome <3 #have i mentioned you should watch this show #anyways we're probably safe now su #HOOOOOOOOOLY SHIIIIIIT #that is not at ALL where i expected that to go #gregson was really warming up to me this season. he had never really stood out as a characted before but i think he really shown in s5&6 #but man. that finale. honestly idk if i can forgive his character for that. i know he was just trying to protect his daughter but she had to #take responsibility for killing michael because it was not fair for joan to take the fall for that even unintentionally. im definitely gonna #miss him tho. and marcus too. i mean i knew his presence was coming to an end anyways with the marshalls but this finale has really dissolve #d the core cast here. now its jsut sherlock and joan. back in london too; thats quite the move #and in the last season. i guess the total shift is setting and cast didnt do well with ratings? or maybe it was always going to end at 221b #idk. but i think my favorite part of this season was sherlock completely devoting himself to the idea of joan getting a kid #personally idk how i feel about the narrative making her a mother in the end. i could say it has come problematic implications about women's #roles but honestly within the context on the narrative? i dont think thats entirely true. anyways i jsut thought it was super cure how much #sherlock just wanted joan to be happy and fulfilled. 'i would make adjustments for you watson always.' 'we're two people who love each other #they way he develops through her. the way he learns how to love and be loved. the way he becomes kinder and he lets down his walls to laugh #with her and smile with her. the way that they understand each other in ways nobody else ever has. it makes me som emotinal #HE NAMED A BEE AFTER HER #im never going to get over that #anyways 'uncle detective' is maybe the cutest thing ever. he cleaned up his murder dollhouse for a kid she didnt even have yet :) #ok i think im done. for now. its 1am and i have class at 8:30 so uh i guess i'll just die about it but oh well. i was gonna watch one more #and then i realized the one after that one was the season finale so you see how i did what i had to #anyways. good night #:') #will tags this far in even get registered? oh well #elementary #cbs elementary #please someone talk to me about them