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the-massive-simp · 2 days
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I've been thinking about fem/gn reader losing their virginity to kaeya, venti and kaveh... But maybe they accidentally get hurt and have to stop? I wanna know how they'd act when something like that happens (:
a/n: I love this kind of prompt <3 here you go anon! I'm slowly trying to fight writer's block so its only headcanons and not drabbles but I tried my best. sadly there's no venti because i dont really feel comfortable writing suggestive or nsfw things with him (i know i got your request before changing my rules so you did nothing wrong. sorry for the inconvenience). and remember everyone: a yes can turn into a no at any moment, and that's completely fine. consent is key. also I think that my love for kaveh shows in this one because his part is twice kaeya's one
warnings: it's not graphic smut but sex is mentioned so don't read if you're uncomfortable with that. no mentions of protections (make sure use them irl)
♡Kaeya♡
I imagine Kaeya being a super sex positive person, like for him sex is not a big deal as long as there's respect for the other person
so he was probably ready to have sex with you since you started dating 💀
but of course he didn't push you, he waited for you to be ready to have your first time with him
one time you have dinner at his place and an heated make up sessions evolves in discarding eachother clothes
he asks for your consent like 100 times while you two move to the bedroom
he knows how important foreplay is, so he makes sure to prepare you for the main act
then he slowly pushes himself in, an heavy breath leaving his lips as he hides his face in your neck, his arms supporting him so he doesn’t put all of his weight on you
you immediately feel uncomfortable
the stretch feels too much and its almost painful
at first you think it's normal but it doesn't go away even after he begins to gently trust in you
if anything, it gets worse, but he fails to notice tour discomfort
tears start to spill from your eyes as you put your hands on kaeya chest and tell him to stop
he immediately freezes, concern and guilt flooding his face
"Can I pull out?"
you nod and he backs away from your body, opting to sit back to give you some space
"Did it hurt? Did I do something wrong? Should I go get anything?"
he listens to you as you try to explain him how you felt
he goes getting a warm cloth to gently clean you up before embracing you in his arms
he feels really bad for not having noticed your discomfort sooner
you tell him that's its fine, you thought you were ready but maybe you were too nervous
you two keep talking about it for a while until you fall asleep
after that for a while he's a bit reluctant to try again because he doesn't want to hurt you
but when you tell him that you really want to take this step with him, he finally agrees
expect 3 hours of foreplay
♡Kaveh♡
now now
sweet kaveh loves to spoil you, taking you out to have dinner and go shopping
however his wallet does not enjoy it as much as he does
so you often have dates where you just go for a walk together or have a picnic
it's during one of those dates that he casually mentions the subject of sex
now, he doesn’t want to force you but he loves you so much and the idea of you two doing that together looks amazing to him
the conversation its not meant to push you, but rather to offer you an occasion to talk about it together and see if you feel the same about him
when you tell him you're ready (be it that same date or after years) he gets so excited
he can't believe you're going to share the magic moment of your first time with him of all people
he probably asks you if you two can go at your place since he doesn't want alhaitham around
once you two get down to business, he's the sweetest guy ever
he kisses every single inch of your body, basically worshipping you
makes sure to keep eye contact with you most of the time so he can notice if anything is wrong
after the foreplay, he lets you get on top of him, straddling his lap while his back is propped up by some pillows
he wants you to be the one in charge so you can choose the pace of events
the moment you lower yourself on him, he knows something is wrong
yes, he does feel a lot of pleasure from finally being inside of you, but he doesn't miss the face you make
when after a few seconds he sees tears pooling in your eyes he has the confirmation of his suspects
he immediately grabs your hips and pulls you up, making you sit on his thighs before comfortly rubbing your arms and shoulders
"What's wrong baby?"
he's so gentle with you, holding you close while you sniffle in his neck, hands resting on his chest
he strokes your hair and reassures you that you don't have to do anything if you're not ready, that he'd wait a thousand years for you, that he loves you as much as before, that sex is not the important thing in your relationship
he waits for you to calm down before asking you what exactly you think went wrong
if you tell him you want to try again he's completely fine with it, but he becomes even more attentive and gentle, making sure that this time you'll be able to enjoy it
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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months
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#just turning over the idea of executive functioning issues in my head part by part. impulse control. im extremely tightly controlled. im the#best at control. the only times im impulsive is when someone asks me something and my brain doesn't work well in the moment so i tend to b#like fuck it: says something that might fuck me over later bc im like whatever itll prob b fine lol. but mostly not an issue. emotional#control. i dont lash out at ppl except myself i guess. ill sometimes have freak out meltdowns bc i get so frustrated with myself plus mood#weirdness. so not great. flexible thinking. im pretty rigid. if plans randomly change theres like a 1 in 3 chance ill freak out and start#crying and it takes me a long time to adjust to the idea that i have to chsnge something. and things tend to have to b a certain way#not for any reason in particular. thats just how it has to b. i have to eat the same foods. operate at the same times. do thr same things.#thats just how it is. and i find it difficult in social situations to adapt to the flow of convention bc its like but we're talking abt thi#now but something just interrupted and we aren't going abck to that thing. i dont make it other ppls problem but its uncomfortable for me.#working memory. my memory is pretty fucked. self monitoring. im good at that. too good. im pathologically self reflective. planning &#prioritizing. i can plan but i cant prioritize for shit. i will spiral for hours doing nothing bc i can't decide what comes 1st.#task initation. im good at torturing myself into getting things done but i anxiously avoid a lot of things but once i start its like: im in#this mode now. no i cant fucking stop i need this to b done. i need to sit here and finish it otherwise i wont come back to it. i cant do#moderation its all or nothing. all school and nothing outside of that. cant send mail. cant clean sink. i see it and kno i need to do it an#then i just walk away from the disaster area. organization. is ok. it looks a disaster but i only exist in like 3 places so i dont lose#things often but i dont remember where i put things once i put them down i have to deduce where i would have put it. does that paint the#picture of executive functioning issues or rigid and restrictive compulsive behavior paired with self destructive impulses leading to#absolute mental exhaustion which is y things arent getting done? could b either or both. idk my ability to do things 95% of the way and wal#away leaving a mess that ill never come back to strikes me more as the former but what do i#still its worth considering bc i do have an amazing to control myself in a way that's completely out of my control. maybr my start/stop#switch is just fucked idk. slow down and reorient says my counselor u never stop to rest. shes right but also im a grad student stopping#would mean death u gotta keep swimming and doing more than u should. thats how it is#but im so tired and i only get more and more tired. so somethings gotta give eventually#unrelated#i forgot focus. my focus is good sometimes and sometimes my brain is moving too fast and i cant focus at all. its static#but focus is not a thing i cna control
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tinykonig · 1 year
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Ghost x reader headcannons
im so glad you guys are enjoying these??? i love making them and its helping me procrastinate finals :) as always these are written for afab, and sometimes include references feminine terms. if you like how i write for ghost, send me a lil request and i might turn it into something :)
NSFW indicated in post 🤍
Genuinely it takes fucking forever for Ghost to admit having feelings for you. He is in denial for soooo long
What finally makes him crack is getting critically injured on a mission and all he can think about is how he should have told you
He resolves to tell you once he comes to in the hospital. He figures it would be stupid to waste any more time
You come to see him and you think he doesn’t want you there because he can’t make eye contact with you and that’s rare for him
You just kind of awkwardly apologize for coming and turn to leave and he just barks out “Wait.”
When Ghost is getting something off his chest he gets it all out. So he’s just very bluntly telling you that you were all he could think about when he thought he was going to die and he doesn’t see the point in hiding how he feels any longer
At the end of his speech he looks at you and you are getting a little emotional and this motherfucker has the audacity to be like, “… why are you crying?”
Like you just spilled your heart out to me give me a break!!!
His entire body relaxes when you tell him you feel the same way. He didn’t even realize how tense he had been
You don’t leave his side until he’s recovered and able to fully function back to normal
He doesn’t say thank you with his words but rather his actions. His eyes tell you everything anyways
Sometimes he will glance around him to make sure no one else is watching and then just lift you into the most earth shatteringly wonderful hug
Puts you down after a few seconds and returns to whatever he was doing without a word. You grew used to this eventually
So protective. Like wont even let you walk on the side of the sidewalk thats closer to the road. Puts himself between you and any dangers
You will be his passenger princess. There is no way he lets you drive sorry thats his job, he looks damn good doing it so you dont mind
(holds your hand over the center console)
Big on acts of service. Does little domestic things for you like folds your laundry while you take a nap and offers to cook dinner every other day
Stares at you when you sleep. He thinks you look so angelic and peaceful and it makes him feel all warm inside but he’s definitely scared the shit out of you a few times
Not a fan of going out a lot. He’s a homebody when he’s not in the field
The best listener!!! He will offer advice when you ask for it or will just lend you sympathy when you don’t want advice
He does have his moments where he needs his space, and if you try to push him he can get mean
After he’s recharged and feeling back to normal he is touch. starved.
Likes to spoon, likes to watch movies with you in between his legs and laying on his chest, likes standing behind you while you are doing anything and just holding your hips
He always buries his face in your neck and just breathes deep. Could drown in your scent and be happy
It takes him awhile to remove his mask freely around you because its a feeling of vulnerability that just gnaws at him
He warms up to it over time and you see his face more and more often. Loves that you act the same either way
He has dimples (fist fight me if you disagree)
He can grow a killer beard, but trims it based on your preference because he doesn’t care either way
Very thoughtful with gifts and always remembers your birthday (sometimes forgets his own)
Knows your order for every restaurant and will make sure its correct and if its not he IS letting them know. How dare they
Literally mocks whatever accent you have constantly. Playfully but he’s brutal
If you are being stubborn he is not against just picking you up and slinging you across his shoulder
Sleeps like a rock this one
Likes to watch sports on tv and catches himself cheering his team on and then gets embarrassed (its so fucking cute)
If his mask is off and he sees any exposed part of your skin- he’s biting
And then going about his business like he didn’t just bite you???? So weird
NSFW BELOW THIS POINT
The biting happens in the bedroom too, specifically when he cums. Your neck will have teeth marks
Switch, switch, switch
His bedroom eyes are soo severe , he just gives you a single half lidded stare and your clothes are coming off
He loves to degrade you, he doesn’t talk a lot but when he does he is telling you how pathetic you look crying on his cock
Loves to be degraded too :) Whines if you call him pussy drunk (because he is)
A little rough but king of aftercare
Loves watching you come undone on his fingers. Has a thing for wearing his gloves when he fingers you
OVERSTIMULATION thats all
Against the wall is a specialty of Simons
Grunts a lot, growls sometimes when he is close
You go down on him and he sometimes lets go and moans
Always returns the favor
Doesn’t do quickies or risky places
Will do about anything else
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nwjn-z · 5 months
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Hi :) can you please write elf king Kyle x reader headcannons or a oneshot please?
Dating Elf King Kyle [headcannons]
warning(s): none
author’s note: anon words can not express to you how incredibly sorry i am for this being so late but here you go💔
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you two have always known you would be together
since the both of you were 8 you knew you would one day marry as an arrangement between your parents
though you had only met once briefly at 10, you officially began courting when you moved to his palace at 17 to prepare to wed.
when you two met again for the first time in 7 years it was very awkward
the whole getting married to basically a stranger thing was kinda weird for both of you
the awkward phase of nervous hand holding and half smiles for your parents lasted until one night
you were on your way to a ball together when he asked you about a book he saw you reading
it was about forest animals and he then asked if you’d like him to show you something
you agreed and he then whispered something to the carriage driver and sat back down and put his arm around you
you noticed the driver had took a different turn than the way to your parents palace so you asked him about it
“Kyle, where are we going?” you ask softly tilting your head slightly to the side looking up at him
“Do you trust me?” He asks looking back down at you
“I suppose I do.” You reply
“Then you will see.” he said slightly smirking
after around 15mins you arrived at the mysterious place Kyle brought you to
it was a forest, lightly wooded though it so it didn’t seem dangerous but you did wonder in that moment
“why would he take me here?”
you looked up at him confused and they back in front of you and then that’s when you saw it
a group of deer in the not to far away, enough distance to not scare them but still close enough to see them in all their glory
“Kyle!” you whisper yelled at him
“They’re cute right?” he asked with a cheeky grin
you watched as the small group of deer ate and rested in total bliss, enchanted by their delicate beauty
you watched as a small doe stood closely by its mother, fearing ever leaving her side
“They are such beautiful creatures.” you said with a giddy smile seeing them live so peacefully
“I’ve always been fond of deer.” Kyle says to you
“They are so gentle, yet strong, delicate, but never fragile, sensitive, but not weak.” he continues “they remind me of you.”
“Really?” you respond, feeling your face heat up at his words
“Yes really.” he respond with a slight giggle
after that day your relationship with Kyle grew more comfortable than before, you really felt like listened to you, heard you, and cared about you
he took time to know not only your interests but also you dislikes
he remembered how you like certain food cooked, what smells and colors you dont like, and any other little thing most people wouldn’t notice about you
Kyle always makes sure you are not only treated as a princess, but also as his future queen
he has only the best clothes tailored, the finest food cooked, and showers you with the most lavish gifts money could buy
Kyle is often away for royal duties so he feels as if he has to make up for the time he can’t spend with you by getting you gifts
You appreciate his gifts ofc but you often have to remind him that he really doesn’t have to spend so lavishly on you
he does it anyway 🙄
speaking of him being away on royal duties
he hates it
he would much rather be spending time with you than having diplomatic meetings and shit
that’s why he’s all over you when he gets back
for like weeks he’s a total leach
all and all he’s a really sweat bf/fiancé that would do anything for you <3
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linos-luna · 1 year
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Secret admirer 🔪
Yandere!Taehyung (V) x Fem!Reader
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Warnings: stalking, obsessive behavior, yandere, light suggestion
Synopsis: Taehyung is a friend of yours. You’d hang out every once in a while and text often. You actually had a little crush on him but you were afraid to tell him in fear that he wouldn’t like you back and thus ruin the friendship. But what you didn’t know is how obsessed he was with you. He’d stalk you and just be plain weird about it. It started creeping you out…
(F/n) = friend name
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Something was off. You looked through your drawers looking for an outfit for today and you noticed a pair of purple panties were missing… or had you put them in the dirty laundry hamper? But that wasn’t all. Now you also had a weird feeling that you were being watched.
Brushing your paranoia aside, you change into your outfit and get ready to go out. You were going to meet up with some friends for lunch and didn’t want to be late.
As you rushed out, you opened the door to find Taehyung standing there. Your nearly had a heart attack. You weren’t expecting him. Why was he here??
“Hi y/n.” He smiled and gave a little wave.
“Um… hi Tae.” You awkwardly smile.
“Where are you going?”
“To lunch… with my friends…?” You replied, a bit confused. “Why are you here-…?”
“I just wanted to see how you’re doing.” He nearly cut you off. “But it looks like you’re busy…”
“Y-yeah… sorry.” You move towards the stairs and slowly walk down. “I’ll talk to you later.”
Instead of replying, the man just watched you as you walked down the stairs. You knew he was watching and you were afraid to turn around.
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After getting lunch, you and one of your friends went to shop for a bit. You found yourselves at a Victoria’s Secret, looking at the cute pieces they had on display.
“This is pretty set.” You had found a lingerie set that was a lacy black material.
“It is… You should get it!” Your friend said as she looked at it.
“I don’t have a reason to wear it.” You nervously chuckle. “Who do I wear it for?”
“Um, yourself?!” You both laughed as you left the store, deciding to not buy anything. It was too expensive anyways.
“So how’s it going with that Taehyung guy?”
“What are you talking about, f/n?” You asked.
“You have a thing for him dont you?” She teased.
“Well yeah… I like him but—…”
“But what?” She interrupted.
“Nothing.” You laughed nervously.
For a moment something felt weird and you looked around your surroundings, wondering if someone is watching.
A little later, you and your friend were looking around in a clothing store. After finding something to try on, you both head to the fitting room. On the way you run into Taehyung looking through one of the clothing racks.
“Tae?” You were confused. Why was he here??
“Hi y/n.” He said casually.
“What are you doing here…?”
“Shopping with Jimin.” He said happily.
“Oh…” you looked around behind him. “Where is he…?”
“The bathroom.” He answered quickly. He then left the other way.
Your friend looked at you, a bit confused.
It was weird for sure but you tried getting your mind off of it.
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Later you walked into your apartment and removed your boots, glad to finally get out of them. You set your purse and some bags on the couch before heading to your room. You entered your bedroom as you were texting your friend that you just got home when something caught your attention.
It was a box, wrapped like a present. You don’t remember that there before you left and after setting your phone down on the dresser, you looked around the room.
On the box had a tag that said ‘For You’. You cautiously open it and your eyes widen. It was the lingerie set from earlier. Same color size and everything!
You took it out of the box and found an envelope inside. You opened it and pulled out it’s contents. They were pictures… of you. Photos of you at home and out in every day life. And photos of you and your friends from earlier. Needless to say, you were throughly freaked out. Also in the envelope seemed to be a letter. You opened the card and read it’s contents…
Hello y/n, I hope you like my gift. I know how much you wanted it. I’ve admired you for so long and it made me so happy to hear that you love me too! I always had a feeling but now it’s reality! I want to show you how devoted I am. I want to be with you, y/n. I want to be the reason you wear that adorable set.
Love, your secret admirer
You threw the letter back the box and slowly backed up. Your heart was racing and you turned to make a run for the door, only to be met face to face with Taehyung.
You screamed and jumped back.
“W-why?! W-what-?!”
“Do you like my gift?” He asked nonchalantly.
The dots started connecting and you realized that it was him doing all this. Thinking back on it, everything made sense.
“I’m glad we can finally be together.” He held out a rose and smiled at you.
“Tae… you misheard me.” Your voice was shaking as you slowly inched your way to the door. “Yes I like you… a little crush maybe but… n-not love….”
“Y/n” he pouted. “Don’t be like this. Playing games with me isn’t good.”
“Taehyung I’m serious!”
He tsked and tried grabbing your hands. After you swatted them away he suddenly got more aggressive and tightly grabbed your wrists.
“Stop!” Taehyung yelled and threw you into the wall. You shrieked and hit the wall full force then fell to the floor. You groaned and moved your hair from your face. He crouched down and grabbed you by the throat.
“Now, why don’t you put on that pretty lingerie? I’m giving you a reason to wear it.”
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liquidstar · 8 months
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i think something important we all have to remember about characters is that they are not real. but they are symbolic representations of types of humans. especially when you incorporate fantasy into the mix, where these representations become a bit less literal.
so, like, when you have characters that are immortal/ageless/reincarnations/vampires/whatever, who are, on paper, much older than they actually look... it really just comes down to "if they walk like a duck and talks like a duck, then it's probably a duck."
basically what i mean is if a character is functionally a teenager within a story, emotionally and societally and such, then for all intents and purposes they ARE a teenager. because the thing that they are coded to symbolize is a teenager. regardless of fantasy factors that dont exist in the real world. maybe the closest thing is someone who is an adult but looks young (i still get mistaken for 16, its a struggle) but thats a false equivalence, you are still an adult, you cant be coded as a teenager as if this was a story (though you can certainly be immature lol).
conversely, "1000 year old dragon lolis" are coded as children. they represent children. no matter how many spins you try to put on it, that is a symbolic representation of a child. there's a huge difference between the reality of an adult who just happens to look young, and the fantasy of a child who by some loophole can consent. because thats the intent the character was created with.
obviously im not saying this applies to ALL characters who are immortal children though. it can be used for all types of different effects, like, for example, pride in fullmetal alchemist mangahood uses this to enhance his Creepyness factor, due to the disconnect between his appearance and his demeanor. he walks like a duck but doesnt talk like a duck. there are for sure ways to do this trope that arent creepy in the other sense.
same thing goes for immortal teenagers- once you introduce a power imbalance into the mix that makes them functionally just an adult who looks young, thats when the dynamic can begin to feel creepy. and its a tricky thing to pull off, because you have to balance the immortality with the teenager-ness, and it seems like lots of life experience will often contradict the latter. but its not impossible (at least in writing). a character can be more knowledgeable without having power over the other, and i think it largely comes down to how theyre treated socially too. if they have just as much power as any other teenager in their society, then theres not really an imbalance. how theyre treated by other characters will inform the viewers on how to treat them by extension.
like, weird example, but the vampire girl from hotel transylvania (i forgot her name, i watched it when i was 12) is like 100 years older than her love interest. but shes still a pretty stereotypical teenager who has to listen to adam sandler her father, and has the same amount of power in this situation as any other teenager would. the movie sets up the leads as being on the same level socially so theres no issue (this may have been made extra clear because its a kids movie, which is why its an easy example). contrast this with twlight where edward obviously has power over bella specifically due to his vampire-ness, and thats why their dynamic is one that many people find uncomfortable because the fantasy age gap plays a part in this.
but yeah at the end of the day thats why id never, like, call c.c from code geass a pedophile for kissing lelouch (utilitarian reasons or otherwise), but that's also exactly why i'd call isekai man #208 a pedophile for having a loli love interest. these characters are not real, they are symbols. you cannot take symbols literally (thats oxymoronic) by just looking at the numbers of their ages, you have to look at what they represent of the real world inside the story. what does this fantasy immortal SAY about age and such. what do their actual dynamics reflect in the real world.
fiction isnt reality, but its a mirror that reflects it. sometimes a funhouse mirror, but you can still see whats being reflected if you look closely.
anyway please dont take this as any sort of discourse, i really am just musing about how fiction Works, and how different tropes apply in different ways and such. this isnt a response to anything or anyone im just thinking out loud. peace ✌️
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autisticlee · 1 year
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I know I need to "just do things by myself" like literally everyone tells me, but I really wish I had someone I can always ask to go places with me even if it's just to one store for one quick thing.
I barely have the ability to function enough to take care of myself daily. leaving the house for any reason is basically impossible most days. I don't have the energy and ability to drive, find the thing I need at a store, interact with people, and do the checkout dance, then drive home, all while acting "normal" (or appropriate/presentably human enough) in public with the added bonus of sensory overload. for most people, going to the store is one single task. that's all it is. for me, it's hundreds of simultaneously occurring steps I need to remember to do and maintain the entire time....
it's so hard to explain this to people. no one gets it. but i need someone else to do the human-ing for me and I just follow along. they drive, answer or ask questions and let focus be on them, lead me to the thing I need, let me copy them so I dont stand out with my weirdness...so many times i'll go to a store to get a few things alone. the sensory cacophony of everything hitting me at once makes me forget what I'm looking for, tunnel vision on the offending sensory input and can't see where i'm going, can't find things even if they're in the same place they've always been, i've run into people and things, knocking stuff over, because my body disconnects from my brain and it's hard to control. if people talk to me, I can't process their words or respond. I can't ask questions if I need to. i'll wander lost for way longer than I want to be there.
this whole time, i'm trying my best to put on a mask and appear "normal" so I can blend in, but i'm struggling and it's probably obvious because idk how to act "normal" or as expected when alone. so many times I come home without one or more of the things I needed from a store even if I had a list in hand.
I completely space out and dissociate way more often than i would like. not even stores when i need to go in and out quickly, but anywhere. if I try going to a thing that's supposed to be fun, like say a festival or aquarium or anything else, and I go alone because I don't have a friend to go with, I spend the whole time in a sensory overloaded, dissociative state, while being required to perform "normal human" rituals and masking. then get home, realizing I didn't enjoy it or retain much of it because my brain was overworking and i got exhausted as soon as i got there. i didnt get to relax and enjoy any of it because it was so much work and my brain shut down while there to try protecting itself. it's a whole brain exercise that exhausts me beyond belief. this whole time. i'm trying my best to put on a mask and appear "normal" so I can blend in, but i'm struggling and it's probably actually very obvious because idk how to act "normal" when alone and don't have someone to copy and follow.
if I have someone familiar with me, especially someone comfortable who i dont have to lead or entertain, I can ground myself better and focus more on them. I follow and copy them so I dont have the try as hard to be a human and think about doing human things. it's easier to copy someone doing the things than to try to think of the hundred steps you probably forgot and perform them alone. they always answer people so fast before I even processed half the words that were said to me.
it always surprises me when people do that. they'll answer a question before I even processed it was a question! I always need someone to be there for me to answer for me because i'm too slow, they get impatient, and/or I answer incorrectly, if i'm able to speak at all being semi-speaking. at least half the time if I do get words out, they don't hear me or mishear me. for example, just yesterday, I made my mom go to a new sushi restaurant with me. the waiter apparently asked if I was ready to pay, my mom was gesturing to me ans asking if im ready or something and the waiter was looking at me, but my brain couldn't make any of it out at all. I was staring between them like ???????? and gave up and just shook my head no. my brain was trying to figure it out and process anything at all, but i got incredibly confused and completely froze up. my mom answered "not yet" and they left. I was like, what was that about ? She said "they wanted you to pay now. you're ready to go right? now we have to wait again." I didn't get any of that, and if I was alone, that would have been even worse because I wasn't able to figure out anything or even say words. I need someone with me at all times to cover my perpetually lost and confused ass lmao
but it's also a struggle when the other person is like this too, puts too much attention on me, or expects me to lead us both. it causes the same effects as if i'm alone, plus the added bonus of needing to entertain and/or advocate/answer for and lead THEM, when I can't even do it for myself! I had a friend like that and it was annoying and immediately exhausting every time we hung out.
I don't know if any of this is making sense. i'm sure at least one person's gets it, though, right? how it's hard to consciously and appropriately act human in public when alone, but copying or hiding behind another person makes it easier than thinking about it all yourself, while sensory overload! if i can I just exist along with them and the focus isn't all on me like it is when i'm alone, it's a lot easier.
acting "normal" like a human, or basically what's "appropriate" in public spaces around others takes so much brain power that most people don't have to even think about! because it's automatic for them. so they can't fathom how much i'm struggling and it's so easy for them to say "just do it/you don't need help/you don't need someone to do it with or for you/you're being lazy!" plus adding on sensory overload you can't ignore, while everyone else is able to completely tune out and ignore the horrible lighting, the squeaky cart wheels, the crying babies and screaming kids, the 50 different conversations, the loud phone ring tone a few aisles over, the annoying music playing, someone dropping a box of something, crinkling of wrappers, the cash register beeps, the air being a bit too chilly, the annoying seam on your socks, the scratchy material of your jacket, the overly bright display of products, etc. everything all at once in great intensity. people who can ignore this don't know how lucky they are. they also don't understand what it feels like. it's exhausting.
i'm like a cave gremlin seeing light and the world for the first time ever, every time I leave my room. everything is confusing and overwhelming, but because i'm human shaped, everyone expects me to have the expected human behaviors and they freak out when i dont meet those standards. they don't care how difficult it is for me and how much i'm struggling. they won't help or accommodate me. it has to be my fault I made them uncomfortable.
exposure doesn't make it any better and arguably makes it worse because more sensory overload and more need to use my brain to overthink every word and movement I do, leading to a very deep exhaustion immediately 😫
this is why functioning labels or comparing me to my "good" days/experiences sucks and shouldn't happen. I often need help/support and people expect me to ~do it myself~ and refuse to help me so I struggle and fail to exist correctly.
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theactualveneer · 2 months
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Heeyy I saw ur request page thingy.. Are you still taking requests? If u are I'd like to request a John Dory, Clay, Branch, and Riff x female rock troll reader, NSFW and SWF headcanons
Hope ur having a good day/night <3
I didn’t noticed you’re request lmao I apologize 💀 anyways yes i am still taking requests okay so i can do a Branch, JD, Clay or riff…hmmm well I guess I can do a Riff x Female Rock!Trollr reader NSFW and SFW headcanons, so why the hell not :3 LETS A GO!
Riff x Female Rock!Troll Reader
SFW
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Riff is very affectionate he would give you anything! And I mean ANYTHING. He would show you hugs and kisses and cuddles
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
At first he would be kind towards you. The friendship would start at the club or at Barb’s concert C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
OHHHH BOY! Riff likes to cuddle! He would cuddle you in any way! In like his lap or the bed
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
He would settle down, and he’s good at cooking and cleaning
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He would just send a text message and say “hey sorry..I want to break up with you, look it’s not you’re fault it’s mine, I just want you to be with somebody else than me”
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He would feel happy and comfortable. OH DONT GET ME STARTED! HE WANTS TO MARRY YOU IN ANYDAY/MONTH/WEEK
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Hes very gentle! Like a 100% gentle
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Riff is a hug lover! He would hug you 30 times! His hugs are like warm and fuzzy
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
AT TOP SPEED
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
He gets jealous all the TIMEEE! Whenever you’re talking to another rock troll! He would just stare at the troll you’re talking too
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
His kisses are soft! The head, neck, hands and lips!
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
He’s okay with kids but if they are noisy
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
His mornings would be looking at you and giving you a small peck
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Sleepovers!
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
He would start revealing things about himself before Barb starts her concert. He would say everything all at once
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He gets a little mad
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He would remember you all the time. Riff would def 100% remember you mention in passing
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The park for picnic date!
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
He’s overly protective! He would protect you if any troll hit on you. Defending you and punching the troll who try hitting on you or flirting
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He would put a lot of effort
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
He would just pretend he doesn’t know how to play the drums
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He’s overly concerned!
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Yes! He would
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
He misses you all the time when you’re busy
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Anything I guess
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
He would definitely have a sleep habit of curling himself up
NSFW
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
He would bathe you after you feel weak
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
he loves your hands, thighs and neck
His mouth, he can eat you out and kiss you out by leaving hickeys on you
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He loves seeing his cum in your mouth, pussy or ass
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Riff would whisper suggestive things in you’re ear
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
He’s very experienced, he knows what he’s doing
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Cowgirl position and reverse cowgirl position
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Riff is very serious in the moment, and he is humorous
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He’s very well groomed! It does carpet match the drapes
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He’s very romantic he would leave flower petals
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Loves it when you walk in on him since he’s jerking himself off
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He has a lot of kinks!
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
The bedroom and bathroom
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
What turns on riff is you’re moans and screams, it keeps him going
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He wouldn’t want you to wear any revealing things
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He’s giving in
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
HES FAST AND ROUGH ON YOU
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He’s very quickie
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
OH! He’s very game to experiment! HE DOESNT HAVE ANY RISKS
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
How can go about 10 rounds and last about 20 minutes
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He owns toys! Ge uses them on his partner
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
HES VERY TEASY
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He’s very loud, he makes loud groans and moans
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
THIS MAN WILL PUT ON A SHOW FOR YOU AND WOULD SEE YOU TOUCHING YOURSELF FOR HIM
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Solid good old 7 inch dick he has
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Medium—high
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He would fall asleep when he’s done with you! He would just give you cuddles and everything
THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING! THIS IS MY FIRST REQUEST!
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jbird-the-manwich · 6 months
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Im gonna tell yall somethin and you cant freak out.
Witches? Real ones? criminalized cleverness. Convenient disposals of inconvenient individuals. When you know something most cant accept it scares them. When you act on an impulse most people fear or dont have context for or turn from every day, it scares them. When you know things they dont think you should deserve to know it scares them. When you can do things they dont think you deserve to be able to do. Maybe cuz they never seen it before. Or cuz youre poor. Or a different color. Or queer in any other way.
It aint fuckin crystals. It aint self care. Its death. Its looking at the mask you wear and seeing it on others faces. Its waking back up to shit most people are asleep to. A witch can blend in to society if they remember to. But a person only puts up with so much bullshit until bullshit itself aint welcome in their mind or their mouth so they cut it out and stop reminding themselves of the necessity of keeping still. Quiet. Small. Once you start eating the truth of your reality you get called crazy or you keep your fuckin mouth shut. Only 2 roads. in the course of living after that, they forget most people plain just aint ready. Dont wanna explore. Want any answer that absolves them of needing to reason with it much themselves.
Most people plain dont recognize they live as the hare crouched in the grass. Are blighted and pocked like the toad. Everyone thinks they do, pays lip service to it, but they do not face it. They do not eat it. They sniff the air and smell their own shit and they go shit somewhere else. We go to pieces. " Oh how weve shit in the floor how can i avoid that. "
And we come back fucking wrong. We can use it to fly where others crouch if you can get one of us to give a shit about something. But the high too often is wasted. In The pride. The power. You dont *have* to bow. You choose to. Makes you nervous. Makes you wonder why you do that. And then you either want to make other people bow or you see the violence alone in needing that dynamic and say fuck glory whats it ever done right.
And then? They just come and burn you. Its all they know. Right or wrong. Only two roads. And they aint pavin fresh ones on their own. Why would they? Its not their problem. Theyre not on fire. They feel the burn in their chest cavity. The hive of bees in there sayin "oh shit whats it mean". Touching the fucking *door handle* of reason burns their fingers. They think theirs more fire in there. And there is. But that ember. Its in everyone. One person can stoke it carefully and burn down.... most single things tbh. Or a bunch of motherfuckers can get together and lay em on your chest till you die. Theyre afraid their castles will burn if a spark from you ignites a blaze.
So they burn you first.
Its really not a fuckin science rocket and youre still all fuckin space mermaids and shit come on
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yuujis-sunshine · 1 year
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heya!i hope you dont mind me requesting again but may i request a chigiri hyoma sfw alphabet? You dont have to tho!
𝐼𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑒, 𝑝𝑙𝑢𝑠 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝐵𝑙𝑢𝑒 𝐿𝑜𝑐𝑘 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑂𝑂𝐶, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. (𝐼 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙)
𝑅𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦: @reomikagekin
𝐇𝐘𝐎̄𝐌𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐈 𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐀𝐋𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐓
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𝐀 = 𝐀𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Chigiri is not that affectionate but at the same time, he actually is (He doesn't wanna admit to it.)
𝐁 = 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Their friendship would start off with (Name) trying to talk and get along when the two were first assigned as partners for a project in their class. And everytime Chigiri sees her, he would always give her a soft smile.
𝐂 = 𝐂𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬 (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
He loves to cuddle all the time, especially when he is angry or pissed. All he needs is a cuddle and it calms his nerves down, Chigiri loves to do the half-spoon cuddle because he can feel your arms around his waist.
𝐃 = 𝐃𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
I think that Chigiri would be good at cleaning and extremely great at cooking.
𝐄 = 𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Just tell her how he really feels about breaking up, before walking away.
𝐅 = 𝐅𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
I don't think that Chigiri would want to get married yet, but when he wants to then he will tell you.
𝐆 = 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐞 (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
He is always gentle with her, just like he is to his teammates in Blue Lock.
𝐇 = 𝐇𝐮𝐠𝐬 (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
He doesn't really likes hugs out in public when people are watching, but when they're all alone he does.
𝐈 = 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 (How fast do they say the L-word?)
The only times he say it is when it is only him and her.
𝐉 = 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲 (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
He would feel extremely jealous, and tells the man she was talking to that she is hers.
𝐊 = 𝐊𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
His kisses are totally soft, but they have some sort of meaning to it. Everytime he does kiss you, he would put lots of love ingo
𝐋 = 𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬 (How are they around children?)
He likes children a lot, but he doesn't think he's that suited to be a father yet.
𝐌 = 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 (How are mornings spent with them?)
His morning routine with (Name) is brushing their teeth together, taking a bath in the same tub, doing each other's hair, and eat breakfast
𝐍 = 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 (How are nights spent with them?)
Their nights are always spent with them doing some chores, cooking dinner, and watch movies as they are in bed cudsling.
𝐎 = 𝐎𝐩𝐞𝐧 (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
He would keep it to himself, and not tell her about it unless he wants to.
𝐏 = 𝐏𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 (How easily angered are they?)
He doesn't get that angry when it comes to her, but if it's during an argument then he would.
𝐐 = 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐞𝐬 (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He is a total smartie when it comes to remembering things about her.
𝐑 = 𝐑𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His favorite part of your relationship had to be when it was his birthday, and (Name) has gotten him a big stuffed teddy bear along with a bouquet of flowers.
𝐒 = 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
He is almost like a dad protecting his teenage daughter. But he still lets you breathe for a while, and also doesn't like to be protected like that but finds it so cute when you do it.
𝐓 = 𝐓𝐫𝐲 (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He kinda tries to get her gifts that satisfies her, but he feels like it is not enough, so he tries harder than before.
𝐔 = 𝐔𝐠𝐥𝐲 (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
A bad habit of his is eating when he is panicking.
𝐕 = 𝐕𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He totally cares about his looks, especially if he wants to satisfy his girlfriend.
𝐖 = 𝐖𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
He feels totally empty but at the same time, he feels like you don't deserve him.
𝐗 = 𝐗𝐭𝐫𝐚 (A random headcanon for them.)
His spirit animal has to be a fox.
Favorite song? Probably Roar by Katy Perry.
𝐘 = 𝐘𝐮𝐜𝐤 (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Things that I don't think he would like in general is people who have no manners or most people who doesn't like the same season he likes.
𝐙 = 𝐙𝐳𝐳 (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
A sleeping habit of his is when he sleeps with extra pillows.
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cinnamilkekouhai · 11 months
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Toman! Mikey Confessed to Komi! Reader!!
Reader has overcomed her communication disorder
Song suggested:Night Changes by One Direction
Author extra:HOLY SH- I WAS ALL BLUSHING WHEN I WROTE THIS CAUSE ITS UWJSHHAHS-
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Everybody knows that Mikey is obsessed with u, i mean, who doesnt like u? U r beautiful, intelligent, talented and kind, he's always the first and eager one to participate in any activities u came up with, he doesnt care if the idea was dumb or not, he just likes to be with u. He will often watch u from afar, seeing u walking to school, seeing u paying attention to classes with that lovesick expression that made draken go 'wtf'.
He also gets jealousy very easily when somebody hit up on u, one time his entire mood was spoiled and the atmosphere is just so creepy when he destroyed every punching bag in his grandpa's dojo out of anger just because he saw a guy talking to u, he wanted to beat the shit out of that person but he had to tell himself to hold back because he doesnt wanna scare u. He clenched his fist in anger, he kept his eye on u until emma and hinata walked u home, then he followed u along with draken who was being dragged along-
When it comes to u, mikey was surprisingly very detailed, what r your likes and dislikes, fav food, fav place, fav store and even how many cat friends u've made, he always find a chance to get closer to u, so everytime he will invite u to hang out and maybe join the toman meeting, eventually his hardwork paid off, u now considered him as a bestfriend.
Even tho hes not the first friend u've made (emma and the girls r the first) but hes your closest male friend. U told him about this once when u guys were hanging out, and oh god mikey exe. stop working. He then showed off this news to his bestfriends, he texted them while kicking his legs like a highschool girl in excitement and his face is hella red.
[My-🔑]:Y/N CHAN JUST CALLED ME HER BESTFRIEND AHH
[Drak🥚]:Mikey i can hear u screaming from miles away
[BestbroMitsu]:Congrates Mikey!
[ImSoSmart]:Oi mikey, r u gonna tell her or what, and chifuyu, wtf r u doing
[I♥PekeJ]:Baji san, im just feeding PekeJ
[My-🔑]:Idk if i should tell her, If i confessed to her and she rejects me, i will be putting this friendship in danger.
[Takemichi]:But u continue to be love in silent isnt an option either! What if someone else confessed to her first, did u even see her locker?? All filled with love letters.
[My-🔑]:I just have to get rid of them all! Y/n chan didnt even need to read those stupid letters.
[Drak🥚]:Bro-, just go confess, seeing u like this kinda hurts me
[My-🔑]:Aww! Ken-chin r u worry about me??
[Drak🥚]:I DO NOT!
[BestbroMitsu]:But takemichi has a point tho, u cant just go on killing that person who confessed to her because u were afraid to ruin this relationship.
[I♥PekeJ]:I mean, look at y/n chan, shes so happy when she is talking to mikey. Maybe we should ask her if she like someone.
[ImSoSmart]:I almost forgot, where r the twins?
[Takemichi]:Souya and Nahoya? They say they r helping with the ramen thing if i remember.
The boys continue to chat while mikey is just lying down staring into the ceiling. He has a crush on u for 8 months but he wanted to go further to be more than just bestfriends, he have been trying so hard to make it not obvious that he likes u but your presence alone just drives him crazy, the way u talk and the way u look. He wanted to ask emma if u have someone in mind but afraid that this question will be soon heard into your ears, and then u will know about his crush on u and bro couldn't expect the worst.
'should i confessed? What if she rejects me? Then im putting this friendship in danger, i dont want that, i wanna stay close to her.. But takemitchy may be right.'
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On the other hand, u were texting and chatting with the girls on the phone, u guys were talking about types of guys yall like and etc, then they suddenly turned to u.
[Emma♡]:Y/n Chan! Do u have someone in mind??
[Hina🌻]:Yea! Im curious too, i wonder what type of guys does a goddess like u take interest in!
[Senju🐑]:Oo i wanna know too
[Yuzuha🌸]:Spill the tea!
Tbh, u actually DO have someone in mind, its none other than your male BFF, mikey.
[Y/n Chan]:Yes..i actually liked someone, hes always been so close to me, he is considered the strongest, he is also caring, full of energy and a funny perso-
[All]:It's mikey isnt it?
[Y/n Chan]:EHH????? How did u guys know!?
[Emma♡]:Besides us, who is your most closest male friend? Yep its Mikey
[Hina🌻]:And y/n chan u r always smiling so happily when u r with him^^
[Yuzuha🌸]:And number one, who the hell can be considered the strongest other than mikey
[Senju🐑]:And number two, hes the first person in my mind when u said 'full of energy'
[Y/n Chan]:U-uhh im gonna go bed! Bye!
_Y/n Chan has logged off_
U cupped your cheeks in embarrassment, now the girls know u liked mikey and they r very excited, Especially emma, she knows her cute brother have been obsessed u and have been wanting to confess but hes afraid u will reject him, but the answer turn out to be better! U like him too, now mikey finally have the chance.
Emma Sprints to mikey's room, she opens the door to find mikey looking at your photo while mumbling 'should i confess' emma have seen this alot of times so who cares! She then showed mikey the text and told him u liked him too. Mikey was speechless, he couldn't process what happen, u really liked him too? Is this a dream? If this is a dream, dont wake him up, after asking emma a 100th times if this was an edited text, he then looked at your photo, picked up the phone and talked to his bestfriends about this, so now, the girls and boys r coming together to give u something special..
The next day, the sano sibling and draken showed up at your house as usual to walk to school together with u, on the way, u noticed a guy who is need of help for finding something. U look down at your feet and found a phone.
U picked it up and hand it to that person, the guy held your hand out of gratitude for finding his phone and u were startled by it, this action alone already made mikey's face darkened, but what the guy said later is what really getting on mikey's nerves.
"U look so pretty! Ive never seen someone so beautiful, Do u have a boyfriend? Do u wanna be mine? May i have your phone number and name?"
"Uhh sorry to interupt, but y/n chan we gotta go"
Emma dragged u away in disgust because number 1 that person held your hand without your consents, and number 2 she know her bff is pretty and aint no freaking way shes letting that creep ruining her brother's love life.
Both girls quickly headed their way to school, and back to mikey, shit he is really triggered- he went forward and straight up punched the guy right in face that sents him flying-
The guy looked up and was in face to face with mikey's full on killer face. Without hesitation, mikey step on the guys's face hard that caused him to fall again, he continuously stomped on it while giving him a dead warning.
"Dont u ever show up your face again infront of MY Future Wife, If it isnt for her i might have killed u on the spot. U dont wanna know what im capable of and what im gonna do to u if u ever breath in the same air as her again."
If draken werent there to stop him, mikey might have actually kill that person on 'accident', the guy scurried away while being deeply traumatized, even tho mikey is just a teenager, his atmosphere and strength itself already made a full grown adult break into cold sweat.
-School Lunchtime
U meet up with mikey behind the school to eat your lunch together, even a dummy could see how happy mikey is to be able to eat with u, and eat the bento U made for him. He only wants to feed u, cause this is what lovers do right? His cheeky smile just made your heart skip a beat for a few seconds, its pretty much the same day for u, but the things is, your other friends r no where to be found. U asked mikey where r the boys and he just shrugged his shoulder, u thought that they r probably busy with their school work.
It was evening when your school work was done and u headed down the path, u were expecting mikey to be there but u were instead greeted by your fav girl friends at the gate, and mikey and the boys was still not there, instead of hugging u like they usually do, emma put a blindfold on u, hinata and senju held each of your hand to make sure u dont fall, yuzuha carried your bag for u and emma lead the way to a certain place.
U r just so confuse at this point because u were totally not expecting this, u wanna know what happen and whats with the blindfold thingy.
"huh?? Where r we going? Whats this?"
"hehe, just follow us y/n chan! Dont trip"
Lmao the girls were giggling so hard that made u extra confuse but u still follow them, after 10 mins of walking, u have arrived and it what it feels like a field to u since the amount of grass u felt below your feet as u walk, emma sat u down a bench and by the time u realized it, it was already a little dark outside, infront of u was a small clif in an angle of the city down there, u were fascinated by the view and wanted to get up but yuzuha just pressed your shoulder down to let u stay on the bench.
Just when u thought the girl's intention where just to bring u here to see the view, emma suddenly said "shes here u can come out now" then a voice and multiple footsteps can be heard behind, u turned around and was facing a whole lot bushes of wild red roses and firefiles, toman was just standing there creating a large circle and mikey seems to be standing in the middle, holding what seems to be like a red rose. U stood up and walk towards him, wanting to know about the situation
Before u can even react, he was already near u and Kneeled on One knee?? U r flustered and turned your head to the right, facing the girls, who were all giggling so hard like a little child, u then turned you head to the left, looking at toman who were all happy and worked up, then u heard mikey whisper to u softly.
"hey y/n, pay attention to me.."
U turned your head back to mikey and had a face-to-face contact with his soft look, u then notice that he has his gang jacket hanging on his shoulder while he just had a simple bandage wrap around his stomach on his body. U held up one of your head to cover your mouth cause u r blushing so hard, which mikey finds it cute. He held on one of your hand started to speak loud and clear to everybody about his confession to u.
"U know, when i first met u, i thought it was blessing, from your appearance and personality, to the day i know u r the right one for me, i swear to all my life i will make u the most happiest girl ever, i promise to protect u and adore u. I've never knelt down before, you were my first. So y/n, will u be my girlfriend?"
With that saying, he hand u the rose while looking all lovesick at u, just then, toman suddenly started roaring cheering and clapping 'Get Togther! Get Together!', u lowered your head while holding onto the rose. Just as mikey thought u r gonna reject him, u said out the ans that its a dream for him to ever hear that, Especially from u.
"I'd love to be your girlfriend.."
Mikey could not believe his ears, he grabbed onto u and spin u around in circles, i dont think hes gonna stop until u told him to because u r getting a bit dizzy, everyone was cheering for the new couple and the girl friends were all just giving 'my child has grew up' vibe. Mikey hugged u tight and buried his face into your neck while whispering something into your ears.
"do u know how many times ive been dreaming of this? My dear y/n u made me so happy that u finally belong to me.."
With that aside, he placed a soft kiss on you, and man that was your first kiss! U r now covering your face with your palm, face and ears red, with mikey holding u in his arm not wanting to let go and toman's cheering kept roaring, making this night extremely memorable in your life.
This is truely a special surprise..
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COULD YOU DO THE SFW ALPHABET FOR GABRIEL?
sure
below cut for length reasons.
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?) Gabriel is very proud and cocksure of himself. He finds it embarrassing to show affection, to speak of affection. If you're close enough to where he likes you chances are you really won't ever know. Unless he slips and admits it but he'll be. Mad at himself. The nicest things he'd do is maybe you'll find thoughtful things, like a bouquet of your favorite flowers you've mentioned offhand before around him, some of your favorite candies, never given directly just found on a desk or a table of yours.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?) Friendship is literally just. "I tolerate you enough not to kill you" when it comes to Gabriel. so. i dont know what to tell you don't try to get on his nerves.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?) No. He's not a fan. Its vulnerable and he doesn't trust anyone.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?) No he doesn't want to settle down. doesn't know shit about jack when it comes to domestic stuff baby you're doing it all yourself jnfcfnj
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?) Murder. That's how he'd end it. you die.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?) Marriage is useless to him. It makes no sense.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?) Emotionally distant being. Asocial. So he isn't gentle and he isn't exactly rough. You try hugging him and its like hugging a metal pole
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?) No. Maybe.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?) If you're "romantic" with him chances are you won't hear that word months maybe even years into your relationship. He's not one to say I love you. He's too proud.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?) He may seem distant but oh. oh he is watching if he sees a human trying to get with you, stealing your attention away, he will scare that human off, maybe even kill them. You're his. Whether you know that or not lol
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?) Meh. He doesn't like it. kissing him its again. akin to a metal pole
L = Little ones (How are they around children?) Awful. Dreadful.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?) A silent eating of breakfast. (Sometimes you'll wake up w your favorite foods made sitting in your dining room. Gabriel never says anything about it)
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?) He usually does all of his business at night so. You probably won't see him that often lol
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?) LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS of time will be needed before he even reveals a PEEP about himself. Full trust is needed. And Gabriel trusts no human so.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?) Easily :)
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?) Despite being very quiet he remembers everything about you, what you like, what you hate, what you love, your friends, your family, yeah. he knows. he even knows stuff about you you haven't told him.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?) probably the first time you told him you loved him to be honest.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?) He's incredibly protective. Wordlessly protective. Follows you. Has his alternates follow you. He needs no protection.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?) Very little he doesn't do dates. a nice meal of your favorite food at home works. He'll never say its a date
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?) Snappy. Standoffish. Rude. Unconcerned. Distant. He's way too proud of himself.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?) incredibly. he knows people are drawn to his looks so he goes the extra mile to make sure he looks his best.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?) Hmmm,,, perhaps. Depends on how close you get to him. Incredibly close. yes. meh closeness who were you again?
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.) It does take him a lot of time for him to get used to his partner. he is very distant at first. sleeping in separate beds in separate rooms, little interactions, but when he starts getting closer to you, he will touch and hold you a little bit, closer and closer he will start snuggling in bed with you. even closer and maybe drifting off/pretending to sleep he'll say he loves you. He'll never say it to you while you're awake.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?) Uncleanliness... disobedience... loudness....
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?) He rarely sleeps, he really has no need, but will when hurt or he just... wants to? makes sure he's safe to do it so like. no outside contact allowed
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kingmystrieart · 2 months
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2, 7, 18, 29 for jasmine my love
8, 11, 15, and 27 for arnieee
d, g, and h for both
For this ask game!
Jazmine
(i decided to change her name's spelling recently)
2. How easy is it for your character to laugh?
Very easy. She has a very broad sense of humor but in particular she quite enjoys puns. She has a fake laugh she uses to try and suppress her normal laughter because she tries to be a 'proper lady' most of the time, but once her guard is down she'll snort and holler very loudly.
7. What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?
Looking at the online videos she used to enjoy when she was younger that she used to watch with her closest friends. She used to find the nostalgia warm and happy to think about now it just reminds her of her grief. Jazmine misses her friends.
18. What embarrasses them?
Core. She's the only person who's cooler than her. She wants to upstage her so bad it makes her look silly.
Then woopsie daisy now she has a crush on her.
29. Do they usually live up to their own ideals? 
Yes! Jazmine is part of the student council of her school, captain of the volleyball team and a member of both the chess club and robotics clubs at her school. She's a straight A student with a lot of peers looking up to her, but...
She is a girl who likes to have fun, and by fun I mean wrecking stuff with her friend Candace. There was a time where her student and delinquent side weren't so separate. This caused a lot of problems for her, so she made a wish that made that pesky authenticity go away on command!
Definitely not something that could cause problems regarding her self image later on!
Arniela
8. What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child?
Eating and playing. Their mother was strict about how much Arnie was allowed to eat, she wanted Arnie to be skinnier not just for "health" reasons but to try and make them look more like their late father who was the Cobra part of them.
Furthermore their mother would often stop Arniela from visiting friends, playing with toys, reading books they'd like, using the internet and more.
There was a lot of maltreatment in the household after their father passed and there were aspects of enmeshment happening. Such signs of enmeshment were brought up in the community meeting in which at first made people assume much much worse things happened other than emotional and physical abuse which were disproved quickly. This lead to a lot of nasty rumors though. It was the first scandal the small town ever had.
11. How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?
They don't they get angsty and upset about it and let that simmer. They were confused when their mother didn't try to defend herself in the meeting, they were confused when she relinquished custody, they were confused when she left after Arnie was put under the care of the Vantal home.
Arnie desperately, desperately wanted the mother they knew before their fathers death back. So these actions had made them bitter and resentful. When they don't understand someone it just reminds them of that frustration.
15. How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?
Arnie says the most horrible shit they can in the moment with like 2 seconds of thought and then waxes poetic about nothing later then cries themself to sleep abt how cringe everything they say is.
In other words they either overthink it or dont think at alll.....
After them dying they're forced to think about how they speak because they can barely remember any words at all. They work through this with speech therapy and magic, but after that they're a lot more thoughtful about how their words might effect others.
(THEY STILL SUCK AT TALKING AND SAY STUPID MEAN SHIT ANYWAYS THOUGGGHGHH)
27.  What causes them to feel dread? 
The mirror. There's a corpse in it.
QUESTIONS FOR ME ABOUT THEM
D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?
Arnie has had a TON of looks:
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Jazmine's appearance isn't complete but she's mostly consistent:
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(i cant find other art of her rn)
G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?
Arnie: Very little self awareness or awareness for others for most of the story. It makes it difficult to make them likeable.
Jazmine: She's smart and good at socializing, I am only one of those things. (smart) Jealous of her.
H) What trait do you admire most?
Arnie: Fosters a strong solid sense of justice as they grow up and has a little more humility than their sister Core about it in that they don't think anyone should choose who lives and dies LMAO.
Jazmine: She's vury purty. I love how she's one of the most feminine characters in the story so far and that she holds herself with confidence and dignity.
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16, 10 and 3 for Caineeeee and Cecilia plz
evening!! hello there crab controlled cat
16. What makes their stomach turn?
Caine- hmmm. this isnt something thats really happened before,,,, but i think its pretty similar with what i mentioned here, they got a spidey sense if the signal for the spidey sense was an extremely panicky feeling in their gut. i havent really thought of what would disgust them or even cross their morality enough to react that way. new thing to think about! the image of caine sneering at somebody/thing is a very fun thought.
Cecilia- like caine, shes also rather resilient, so its hard to find a situation where her stomach would turn. on top of that, she finds intrigue in the things most people find disgusting (blood and viscera for once thing), so almost nobodys seen her actually in that state. themmy has though! it was during a prank when she swapped out cecis chocolate chip cookies for raisins, she spat the whole thing out. ceci didnt talk to her for a week after that. shes never going to forget the moment she realized she was back at the farm. shes never felt so helpless before. she loses herself in those memories sometimes.
10. What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?
Caine- caine doesnt actively tell lies a lot, just omits the truth. the most frequent one for him would probably be being a regene. even with being a villain or pupeteering hark, its not an actual lie they say out loud. however, its a bit unavoidable for being a regene lol. they have no regrets, its a matter of his safety and it could actively put their own plans in jeopardy, so they see no problem with it.
Cecilia- cecilia? cecilia doesnt lie! shes a very honest step thats super blunt about everything! you can trust her to always tell you what shes thinking! except for every principle shes built on. who she is as a person. hell, if she even is a person in the first place. but thats ok, thats not lying, thats just being stupid, a little silly if you will. the thought doesnt count as haunting her if she doesnt confront it!
3. How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)
Caine- does working count. they dont have a solid sense of time, and he often loses himself in the process whenever he makes something, so a solid 60-65% of the time theyll end up falling asleep at their desk. if he remembers to go to sleep, hell either end up escaping to hark, or if they need a clear head, just thinking. theyve got a rather active imagination so you could imagine it as someone getting a story to sleep. sometimes theyll get some white noise to accompany it.
Cecilia- sketching! she keeps a notebook by her bedside table to draw things that happened during the day. the subject varies depending on her fancy, but either way, its a good way to help her get her thoughts out. sorta like journaling, but with the added benefit of being able to put down what shes feeling even if she cant place it (plus nobody could interpret what she puts in there even if somebody finds it, which is pretty sweet)
questions from here!
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some questions for your dsmp su au!
Do you have any ideas for possible fusions, what they would look like, what gems, etc? I would be happy to make some concepts if you do (if you don't want me too thats fine also!!)
What weapons would the gems have? I have a few ideas if you need them!
i got REALLY carried away so im puttin all that under the cut
im thinking a lot of thoughts sporadically rn but OBVIOUSLY the iconic duos fuse at least once, ie clingy duo, emerald duo, (wildcard but) foolish and eret probably fused back in the day in their shared backstory to commit the Atrocities
em duo and happy duo tend to casually fuse pretty often(when the Horrors arent happening) and i think it would be CRIMINAL not to make em duo watermelon tourmaline. for happy duo tho, i was thinking black opal with primarily blue accents for their fusion, but then i remembered that i made bad a black opal with primarily red accents so i cant do that
clingy duo's easy answer would be bloodstone. so im gonna go with that one, and they usually fuse to punch things good. bee duo on the other hand, i dont think they fuse ever. its just not something they do
the schlatt/quackity fusion would be so fun to play around with theyre so awful for each other and i eat it up(the fiances have also fused and it was much better)
OHH i think maybe MAYBE in the butcher army arc when they go to techno's house, quackity makes them all fuse to fight him (he kicks their ASS) and that sorta put ranboo off fusing in a sorta "hmmm no thank you" kinda way
going back to tommy for a sec, i think MOST of his fusions are for power. like if they need to get the upper hand in a battle he'll ask to fuse but its not a common thing for him. schlatt/dream also do that but like in an asshole kinda way
i think wilbur also doesnt fuse. like an extension of his early l'manburg ideals but more personal "youre free to fuse but its not my cup of tea"
doomsday trio fused once but phil wasnt a big fan of it
this is NOT fusion related but i keep thinking about it SGFHFSDJ that one phil stream where kristin was walking around as him and got day drunk(i think about it often) i think that was her sorta 'white diamond'ing him, temporarily taking control of his body from a remote location to experience everyday gem life(ofc this was voluntary unlike white diamond's)
now WEAPONS
techno has the classic rose shield but thats about it for Gem Specific weapons, he has his sword, but he forged that himself, and of course, later down the line ranboo gifts him his axe which he ALSO made himself and everybody is shocked by this
phil has a scythe and it CAN shatter(angel of death teehee)
tommy, tubbo, ranboo, wilbur and probably a few others dont have traditional weapons. for the most part they have lights or gem powers, but no weapons as theyre not built for combat theyre built for other things!(the sword phil stabbed wilbur with was a rejuvenator that wilbur owned, but that also was not his 'Gem Weapon'. he also never used it ever and that certainly has implications)
ive been writing this for like 30 minutes thats all i got rn BUT i love a bit a' bantah and i would love to hear your ideas! if they are yummy enough i might use them perhaps no promises <333
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a-gassy-antelope · 2 months
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Miscellaneous Tag Game
Made by the one and only @ronald-speirs <3
Thank you for the tag @grumpy-liebgott ! Am I finally doing this after being tagged almost a month ago?....maybe
Favorite place in the world you’ve visited?
I haven't been many places truthfully. I loved hiking near Niagara Falls and also hiking in the Smokies near Gatlinburg. (I'm going to Alaska later this year so that will likely take the cake for me!)
Something you’re proud of yourself for?
Working 3 jobs while also caring for a terminally ill parent. Not to get too sad, but yeah, that was a time.
Favorite books?
Oof, gonna age myself with this. The Harry Potter will always hold a special place in my heart even though it has aged terribly. Because I am Furniture by Thalia Chatlas made a big impact on me as a teenager. One Flew Over The Cukoo's Nest by Ken Kasey is a favorite classic. Recently Dead Inside by Chandler Morrison kept me very entertained with pure shock value (although I just finished The Slob last night and it by far takes the cake for the most disgusting thing I've ever read)
Something that makes your heart happy when thinking about it?
When I think about the people I choose to surround myself with. I am a very open person with those I love. Once someone is in my inner circle I am a no boundary kinda person. Let's cut the small talk and bare all our trauma and then tease each other about it. Let's rot on the sofa together. It makes my heart happy to know that I have people I can be like this with.
Favorite thing about your culture?
...what culture... I could say there's a certain culture of the American Midwest that i love. Mainly the 'midwest goodbye' where you stand in the front door chatting for way too long, then in the driveway then in your car with the window rolled down. Also, ever had a midwestern dessert salad?????
When did you join the HBO War fandom? What was the first show you watched?
Well, my brother is older than me and he was very much ww2 obsessed. So watched Band of Brothers way younger than I probably should've. Probably when I was like 8? When I got into my career there was this song at work that would play and it felt so oddly nostalgic until one day I realized it sounded the intro credit music for Band of Brothers. Then it was put on Netflix and it was all down hill from there. Very different to watch again as an adult vs what I remembered from my childhood.
Have you read any of Easy Company’s books? If so, which ones were your favorite?
I just finished Dick Winters' memoir not that long ago! I think I'll read Shifty's next!
Favorite HBO War character and your favorite moment with them?
Everyone in b.o.b is my precious baby. See that generic white man? Yep, thats my child. Honestly though there are certain quotes from various characters that just scratches my brain. Buck with: "Your ass?!" Webster with: "You ignorant, servile scum! What the fuck are we doing here?" and the cadence in which he says "Don't salute the Germans!" Liebgott with "Hershey Bar!" Winters with: "What's that? A piece of paper? I dont wanna see another piece of paper" and Speirs with: "You talk to an officer you say 'sir' " (totally not because it made me feel some type of way)
Do you make content for any fandoms, if so; what sort of content?
I have made Band of Brothers stuff here on tumblr, classic text post as memes. Ao3 I've made Band of Brothers, Star Wars and My Hero Academia content!
Favorite actor/actress and your favorite film of theirs?
hm....that's hard to pick a favorite. Meryl Streep is always delightful, as is Gillian Anderson. Natalie Portman? Keira Knightly? ok, ok, maybe I should list a man...James McAvoy. Jack Nicholson. I dunno, I don't like picking favorites.
Favorite quote/s that you wish to share with others?
"I paint self portraits because I am so often alone...Because I am the person I know best." This Frido Kahlo quote really sticks with me because I feel like I can relate to being isolated and enjoying spending so much time on my own. I am my best companion and draw from my own experiences and emotions.
Random fact your mutuals/followers don’t know about you?
I am a licensed massage therapist and I work with patients with chronic pain and injuries. I love my job and my patients even though it is a very draining profession.
If you’re a writer, do you need a beta reader (say yes so I can be your beta reader 🤭)?
I am a writer! I want to say that I'm open to beta readers but I am also simultaneously afraid of others reading my work and embarrassed that people might not like it. That being said, I am working on a multi part Winnix fic rn.
Three things that make you smile?
My pets: a cat, 2 snakes, 2 leopard geckos and a pink tongue skink
Sweet gestures from my partner (or their dumbass jokes)
Writing!
Any nicknames you like?
Instead of Alex, a friend once called me Al Pal and I'm bewildered that it took me over 20 years to ever hear that.
List some people you love to see around on tumblr!
Uhm, everyone???? I love seeing people share whatever they're passionate about or find cute and funny. I love when people love things unapologetically! @grumpy-liebgott, @blueberry-ovaries @lewis-winters @easycompany123@andromeddog @hanniewinnix and honestly so many more!
What would you do during a zombie apocalypse?
I have two options. Get to my Marine Corps brother who is a borderline doomsday prepper but lives an hour and a half away or die immediately.
Favorite movie?
Again with the favorites? Some of my comfort movies include: Pride and Prejudice (2005), Mamma Mia, Hellboy 2 The Golden Army (specifically 2, not the first one) and Coraline
Do you like horror movies?
Yes! If my above mentioned books weren't an indicator. I love modern paranormal, 80s slashers and any Vincent Price movie
Tagging (no pressure!) : Also, Sorry if you've already been tagged! (does anyone else get nervous tagging people for no damn reason?)
@hanniewinnix, @pettypumpk1n @multifandomfanfic @hbowarandchill @fxxiva
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