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t-rina · 1 month
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frostbite-the-bat · 2 months
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BTW another wip
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And yea the dice need stretching before u see it. no not a sc it's all hand drawn minus the lines being traced from vrchat and the wallpapers lines bring traced also but that's it
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I finally finished the rest of the bg after saying NOO I WON'T DETAIL IT IT'LL JUST BE DARK... SPENDS 2ISH HOURS IN DETAILS. EVEN THE STAIRS ONE PLANE OF THEM STILL TOOK OVER AN HOUR TO DO I SWEAR THIS DRAWING WILL KILL ME. I DONT EVEN LIKE HOW I DREW HIGH ROLLER ON IT ANYMORE but I hid her on a layer outside of this
I still have some details to get to in the new wallpaper, and unscrunch the dice a bit
I took the texture and layered it over my drawing so that it makes sense, and then I traced over it with my colors and then added shading according to the reference texture
Still some stuff to add tho
Then.. It's done..! I move to shading high roller but probably in a slightly more cel style mostly relying on layer effects like the rest of the background? Then I can get to the main multiply layers to darken things, drawing the light and adjusting the colors to make it look cooler and make hr in the light
And add texture overlays, possibly...? Then save several versions since I want a bg no hr version for future use. And a version without the shading and shadows and the light WITH High Roller
Yea shits wack srsly my biggest piece I've done aside that chol drawing but even that had more simplifications
My current biggest issue with it is how I drew high roller. He looks off and wrong and I struggled with drawing the legs and getting the skegch done, I wasn't having a good time sketching that day and did my sketching type when I'M DESPERATE AND ART BLOCKY AND HAVING A HARD TIME and it SHOWS and I didn't know how to draw the legs and pose right necause I CANT DRAW LEEEEGSSSS LIKE THAT OR ANYTHING AHH and idk MAN I'm. Tempted to redraw hr but I'm. ALREADY OVER DETAILING THIS. ITD TAKE EVEN LONGER. AAHHHH
I'm at this point having a mentality of just showing off and like I ALREADY OVER DETAILED THST PART LET'S KEEP IT UP I GUESS idfk I can't be stopped I'm so mad
Uhh here's progress from earlier
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And here's old wallpaper finished
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Woo
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izumiini · 3 years
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Thief's Kisses
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Prompt by @starglitterz (stolen kisses)
Character(s); Xiao,Childe,Albedo,Kazuha
Warning; none,kazuha being a tease >:( ,slightly suggestive
A/N; Aahhhh my first collabe :D. I really like the fluffvember event idea so i took part in it. Im quiet new to the author side of tumblr,so my writing may disappoint some of you. But i hope to improve! Now enough talking,more genshin bois being simps!
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Xiao
To be able to catch this man off guard,he either was busy or you're some kind of god
let's say;
you were visting the wanshen inn,you just finished a commisson and wanted to rest for a bit
you greeted verr goldet and asked her for a room
she gave you the key,and told you xiao was in the usual spot
you thanked her and went up the stairs
there he was
the most beautiful boy you've seen
he was too busy eating his almond tofu to notice your presence
it was an opportunity for you,you'd be an idiot to let it pass
The adeptus was here,in all his glory with his favorite dish in his hand. He must have been lost in thoughts to not have noticed you.
The soft wind danced with his hair,the dual hair gently swayed in rythme. His eyes were attached to the food. His mouth was full of it,you wondered how it taste.
If even an adeptus was this hooked on the taste on a mortal food,you could only wonder how it tasted like. You could as the inn's chef to cook it,but you were too tired now to go down the stairs.
An idea came to you,the conqueror might ignore you for a while but you lived for the moment.
You slowly walked toward him,careful as to not make a noise that could alert him. You approached him,at the last second he noticed you but was too late;
"What are yo-"
You kissed him.
You pulled away after a few moments,licking your lips you hummed before speaking; "mmh,it taste sweet, maybe i should try cooking it?"
You were full aware of the flustered state of xiao but ignored it. He,in the other hand,was slowly processing the events. And when everything settled on,his face redden to rival the color of that winery owner.
Xiao stuttred in his words,strugling to talk. It was a rare sight to witness,and you sure would enjoy it.
"Is something the matter? My beloved?"
The nickname was the final move,he disappeared in an instant. Leaving not even the plat of almond tofu. You softly laughed at the shyness of the adeptus.
He was cute.
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Childe
you were to tired you just wanted to refill your energy by seeing your sweet childe face
he just chatting with zhongli when you kissed him
you didnt notce as you were too tired
but when you left,this man was blushing hard
zhongli was just laughing at him tbh
The beloved sight of your partner was pleasant. Your day was a though one,and you only wanted to rest in your lover arm,simply bask in his warmth,away from all trouble.
He was chatting with that wangshuu consultant,Zhongli you think. You didnt want to interrupt their discussiont,but you really wanted your lover attention now.
You decided a kiss will do the trick. Approaching the two mans,the consultant noticed you first. You signaled him to keep quiet,and he stiffled his chuckles.
Childe grow confused by the action,and asked the older man for explaination. Zhongli only shoke his head.
You were now behind the childish man,tapping him on the shoulder to gain his attention. He turned around to be met with the lovely sight of his tired lover. He always thought tired you,was the cutest you.
His glowing smile gave you some relief,"Why hello,what bring you here,dear?"
"Nothing," he noticed the exhaustion in your voice,and grew worried about your health.
"You okay sweetie?" his concern bought a smile to your face. "I am now."
His laugh was cute,but you couldnt hold hm back on his discussion with the sir right next to him.
"Don't worry,how about we go ho-" his words were interrupted by the sudden kiss.
You whispered how it's fine and he can continue chatting with zhongli.
"Love you,Ajax"
You went home,unware of the consequences. He was just standing here,face red and his eyes wide. He stayed in the same positions for a good minute,when he snapped back to reality, Zhongli was laughing at him.
"Can you recommend me a good jewel for marriage?"
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Albedo
boy this one
you dont know if you did anything
he just stood there and smile
"good try"
and went back to his stuff
sir,please..
but dont worry, he'll cuddle you as an apology ;)
The cold air of dragonspine was a drastic change from the warmth of mondstatt city.
The thick snow covering the montains shaped region,created a great landscape. One which pushed the alchiemist to stay in this frosty season.
You had nothing against it,but the travel from mondstatt to dragonspine was exhausting. But you never complained,to see the happy face of your lover was worth.
Speaking of the devil,the blond alchiemist,was at his usual spot. Experienting on some strange event,or something that intrigued him. His focused face was always beautiful,but you never said this to him.
You appraoched the blonde man,warping your arms around his neck. You whispered a good morning and nuzzeled your head in the crock of his neck.
His hand reached over to pat your hair,earning a happy hum from you. Both of you missed each other,so to be like this was a blessing.
You stayed like this for a while,just resting in each other arms,savoring the peaceful moment you two had.
After some times,albedo had to go back to his work. You didn't complain and instead stayed in your position. You admired his face from close,his redden cheeks and nose were amouring to you.
His long eyelashes barely touching his skin when he blinks,his blue eyes holding the sky in them. You fell in love all over again.
You pressed a kiss,wanting to see his flushed face you missed. But he didnr react,he just continued on his work. You see a smirk,he was trying to hide his amusement.
"Nice try dear."
You pouted,how can he act so calm. It was no fun,you just wanted to see his shy face. You huffed and let go,walking over to a set of books.
Albedo could only chuckled at his lover antics. "Would you like to cuddle? I'll be the little spoon"
You can't say no to this proposal.
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Kazuha
Another tease
he just tease you all day long,not letting your red face cool down
but boy when you take revenge
kazuha.exe stopped working
great success. (if u get it ily;) )
The wandering samurai would not let you have a breather. He kept teasing you all day long with pick up lines and cringy poem that he called romantic.
"You eyes hold the world's stars in them,yet mine are filled with adoration for you"
Kazuha sang to you,flushing your face redder than before. This was nth time he recited one of his unfinished haikus to you,even the crewmates were growing tired of him.
You begged him to stop but he couldn't stop,only embarassing you further with non-understandable words. Till now,he didn't take a single break. You wondered what does he eat to have this much energy.
You hid your face in the palms of your hands,hoping to be swallowed whole by the ground. The samurai noticed and smiled at you,he just adored teasing you. Your reactions were very entertaining for him.
One of the crews passed by you and whispered an idea in your ears while the inazuman was busy reciting some haikus. You looked up to met the face of your savoir. It was none other than the captain of the crux. Beidou.
The captain winked at you and proceeded to walk away. The plan was worth a shot. waiting for kazuha to turn toward you,you smiled when he did with his eyes closed.
You leaned over and kissed him. Straight to the lips.
"That'll shut you up." you triumphantly. A grin on your face,you could finally cool down and have a breather from the constent flirting.
Kazuha stayed quiet. Frozen in his seat,the crux's worker laughed at his stunned self. They could get some peace at last.
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that was sht :) why,i started good why
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blehbleehhhh · 5 years
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Baby Jaeger 💕
Life sucks for me so I needed tooth rotting fluff. I was actually writing a different piece and this just like came out instead so, here you go. Loosely inspired because my conditions are genetic and I refuse to put an innocent baby through them .-. Anyway, I hope it isn't lame, the fluff in this it gave me cavities. (Also, please don't think I'm looking for sympathy, I'm truly not. But I really really do appreciate it you're all very kind. ❤️)
"Fuckthishurtsfuckthishurtsfuckthishurts!" Mikasa cried, squeezing her husband's hand hard enough that his knuckle finally cracked, tears streaming down her cheeks that are flushed a light pink because she's understandably exhausted from sixteen hours of labor and pushing out a baby for the last thirty minutes. "FUCK! I hate you for doing this to me!" But she knows that all of the pain will be worth it when the little one is out. Definitely. "EREN JAEGER!" Their last name was drawn out as she gave a hard push and whimpered when her body collapsed once more to gather its strength. At the other end of the hospital bed are her doctor and a few nurses, all wrapped up in scrubs like the man who is whispering sweet nothings in her ear and carefully pushing raven colored hair off of her sweaty forehead. He such a good man..
"Okay, I see the head!"
"I know you hate me," Eren whispered in her ear as her head fell back, looking up into eyes that honestly calmed her for a moment. "But you're doing so great, Mikasa, and I love you so much," He kissed the tears off her cheeks and squeezed her hand as he planted a kiss on the top, and she licked her dry lips, her chin quivering because she's never been in this much pain before and it's miserable. "We're so close to meeting him now and that's all because of you, because you're tougher than anyone I've ever met."
"Big push, Mikasa!"
"OhgodIdon'twannaErenIdon'twantto!" She rushed to say as she bursted into tears, tears that were immediately wiped away with a loving touch from his thumb.
"Take it out on my hand. I don't care if you break it. Just like we practiced, right?" Eren offered her a tiny smile as he kissed her on the lips, and she gave him a nod, watching his eyes while he talked her through the breathing exercises. "One, two, three, one two three, push, Miki!" Her eyes snapped shut and she cried out in agony as she squeezed his hand, pushing much harder than she had been until she ran out of breath and collapsed again in exhaustion.
"AAHHHH!" Her tearful scream filled the delivery room as she pushed, and that's when they were blessed with the cries of their new infant son.
"That's it, Mrs. Jaeger! I know you're tired, but I need two more really hard pushes, okay?"
"FUUUCK!" Mikasa wailed at the top of her lungs as she dug her nails in the side of the hospital bed, hunching forward until she felt  her lungs tightening because she ran out of breath, taking only a short breathing break before giving it all she had left. She allowed herself to collapse one last time as a familiar comforting hand gently cradled her cheek; and she could barely keep her eyes open as she turned to meet his, just the slightest bit of pink from shedding many of his own tears. The young man leaned in with a huge grin and kissed her softly on the lips that still tremble from being in tears and pain for hours on end.
"You did so good, baby girl.."
"Time of birth: 6:45 pm! Welcome to the world, Baby Jaeger!" The doctor exclaimed excitedly from where he sat on a rolling stool with the nurses tending to the baby boy. Eren glanced up with a smile and watched briefly while they cut the umbilical cord, one of the nurses taking him in a fresh towel so she can clean the blood from his tiny body. The infant continued to cry, screaming in retaliation because he's exposed to the cold outside his mother's uterus, such a healthy cry indeed. Oh, how tired Mikasa looked when their eyes met once more, but the sleepy smile she also wears made him chuckle as he carefully pushed her hair back out of her face.
"Baby," Eren smiled as he leaned in until their lips met and they were exchanging the softest, sweetest kisses. "You did great, and I'm so fucking proud of you." Her eyes fluttered open and he knew from past experiences how sleepy her voice would sound when she parted those pretty lips to speak, and it was adorable.
"I-I don't hate you, I don't, I'm -"
"Shh," He chuckled and was relieved when she gave her beautiful smile in response. "I know you don't it's okay."
"B-but I was so -"
"Hey, you've been in excruciating pain for over seventeen hours now," Eren frowned as he continued to slowly push his fingers through her hair and immediately grinned when her lips curved into a small, sleepy smile. "And you say I'm a hero?" He glanced up as one of the nurses approached smiling while she cradles a bundle wrapped up in her arms with a white, cotton blanket. Tiny hands reached up at the air in tandem with the tiny sounds that made their souls simply melt.
"Congratulations! He's the definition of perfection! Eight pounds, seventeen ounces."
"M-My baby?" Mikasa's voice was almost hoarse, turning her head slowly and following her husband's eyes as she looked to the nurse. She couldn't help but tear up as he was carefully placed in her arms, because now she thinks she understands what her mother meant when meeting your baby for the first time is more than just an emotional experience. Eren crouched down beside her in awe as a tear ran down his cheek. "I'm already obsessed with him. He looks just like his Daddy.." She chuckled, tears pouring out of her eyes as she carefully strokes the baby's tiny cheek with her thumb.
"Yeah, but he has his Mommy's eyes. They're mostly blue now, but you can definitely see the gray."
"He's amazing..." She cried happily, chuckling the littlest bit as Eren reached for one of his son's tiny hands, just barely big enough to give his finger a squeeze. "Wow," The young woman smiled as the little hand squeezed hard enough to make his own skin really light and the tip of his father's finger. "He's pretty strong for a little guy."
"I never thought eight pounds could knock me out."
"He's just so little. I can't believe he'll be tall like the rest of us someday.."
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"For being by my side, for being who you are, for everything," Eren smiled when the tiny hand squeezed his pointer finger as hard as it possibly could and lightly rubbed his thumb over the top, glancing aside at the nurse patiently waiting nearby smiling because watching parents interact with their babies is her favorite part of her job. "Especially for this little guy."
"I'm sorry, but we need to take him for tests. "
"W-why? Why are you taking him? Is my baby okay?!" It was like someone had flipped a switch, and suddenly the new young mother burst into uncontrollable tears. But the nurse didn't seem surprised, only placing her supportive hand on her arm with a remorseful frown.
"I'm so sorry, I should have worded that better. Your baby is perfect. It's just protocol."
"Yes," The doctor chimed in with a reassuring smile as he finished cleaning off his hands, chucking a wet paper towel into the nearby trash can. "I don't expect to find anything abnormal, Mikasa. Your pregnancy was a breeze, and I never saw anything wrong with your baby during those nine months." He glanced up the new father carefully wiping tears from under his wife's eyes while he has a light hand resting on their baby's head.
"I'm so embarrassed, I'm sorry, I'm usually good at keeping my emotions in check.."
"It's very, very common, Mrs. Jaeger, please don't be embarrassed. Would you like another minute with your son?"
"No," Mikasa shook her head as she swallowed back tears and placed a soft kiss on the baby's forehead while he sleeps peacefully in her arms. "Here, just hurry before I change my mind..." She lay back on the bed, covering her face with her hands as she started to cry and immediately prompted her husband to wrap his arm around her while she turned onto her side, squeezing both eyes shut in the hopes of avoiding the sight of their newborn child being wheeled away. The doctor reached for a box of tissues sitting on the counter and handed it to the very grateful man sitting beside her, who gave him a nod as he quickly tore out a tissue to dab at Mikasa's eyes.
"I'll have someone come get you two and take you to your room so she can get some rest."
"I think that's a great idea. Thank you so much," Eren didn't glance up as he gently pushed her damp hair away from her still beautifully flushed face, and the doctor stepped out of the room to grab a nurse. "I'm not going to leave, okay?" But when he moved out of the way for the nurse to step in and push the bed away from the wall, his exhausted, anxious wife came completely unglued and panicked, crying as she tries to speak while she reaches for his hands.
"Nonono! Where are you going?!"
"I'm right here, Miki. I just had to move so the nurse can help us into a room, okay?"
"B-but -" She whimpered, already coughing from crying so hard. And it broke his heart. "But the b-baby!"
"Heyheyhey," Her husband whispered as he crouched down beside her head once more and gently cradled her cheek in his hand. "Someone will return him to us when they're finished running their tests." His wife is hysterical, allowing him to gently wipe away her tears with his thumb wrapped in a tissue.
"A-and you're -"
"I'm not leaving your side, baby girl, Scouts Honor." Eren was relieved when she took in a self soothing deep breath and pressed her lips together as she finally allowed her heavy eyelids to flutter shut, sniffling and whimpering softly while she recovers from her panic attack. He stood tall and lightly rubbed the top of her hand with his thumb, surprised to see the nurse smiling at their exchange, making him shrug his shoulders. "Mikasa and I have known each other since we were little. I'm one of the few people who can calm her like that." The nurse carefully adjusted the bed to make it easier to move and pressed a handicap button on the wall that forced the double doors open, while a young man made sure that he held onto his wife's hand because he knows that she often uses just his touch alone to soothe herself. For a while they walked in silence to hopefully let Mikasa fall asleep, her husband walking with her happily as they were led into a quiet, dark room that had been prepared for her ahead of time because of her horrible migraine. Perks of being married to one of the hospital's best doctors.
"Well, I'm glad you were able to get her to rest. Please, let us know if she has another panic attack, there are a few anxiety medications I can give her through the IV," The nurse carefully brought the bed back against the wall and made it stationary by locking it's wheels in place. "Since she has delivered, Mikasa is certainly welcome to have more pain killers. We were just concerned that narcotics would mess with the baby's heart rate." She brought a chair closer to the bed for him so he didn't have to let go of her hand, and Eren gave a sigh of relief to be sitting down at last, thanking her with a smile and a nod.
"Thank you, I really appreciate that."
"Of course," The woman smiled, talking at a whisper as she exits the room. "Just press the call bell if you guys need anything." Eren just nodded and pulled the scrub cap off his head with a quiet sigh as she carefully closed the door, looking down at his wife fast asleep on her side and still squeezing his hand with hers. He knows all too well how traumatic labor is on the body from his profession, so he wasn't at all surprised when Mikasa had such a big panic attack since she has had horrible anxiety for as long as he can remember, and giving birth causes a dramatic shift in hormones that's nearly impossible to control. Thankfully, it seems that she's so exhausted, that there won't even be an immediate need to give her something for anxiety quite yet. The young parents have been going back and forth about names since they found out the baby's gender, and it's supposed to be his decision since she picked two names that she really liked and that they both agreed would work with their last name. He sat in silence and gazed lovingly at his wife sleeping peacefully after giving birth to their first child, contemplating the two names he has to choose from over and over again before he eventually decided that to wait until their newborn son is returned.
It was then that the door opened to reveal the same nurse from labor and delivery pushing a crib into the room, carefully closing the door behind her because the new mother is still resting and so is their baby. Eren's heart fluttered with excitement as the sleeping infant was parked beside Mikasa's bed sprawled out in the tiny cot, his chest rising and falling perfectly. This is admittedly a site that he's always wanted to see, though he definitely hates that she was in such agony; having a baby with the woman of his dreams and raising him or her in a home that's nothing but loving. Mikasa stirred in her sleep and he couldn't help but smile when she squeezed his hand, the same one she hasn't let go of since their son was born just hours ago, her eyes fluttered open slowly as the nurse was locking the crib's wheels in place.
"Eren?"
"I'm right here, Miki."
"Good," She offered a sleepy smile and suddenly sat up with a start, making him fly out of his chair to prevent her from sitting up too far. "Where's our baby? Is he okay?!" He would move mountains just to see this woman happy and right now he can already hear the panic in her voice, reaching a freehand up to wipe away her tears.
"He's fine, baby," Eren offered a reassuring smile and carefully pushed her hair away from her eyes, gesturing with his head to look aside. She immediately cried tears of joy. "Just look at him over there, sleeping like it's his job."
"And all of his tests were fine," The nurse interjected. "We gave him all of his necessary boosters as well."
"When did you bring him back?"
"Not too long ago, Ma'am," The nurse smiled as she wrote down Mikasa's vital signs. "Don't worry, you didn't miss anything. Everything looks great. Did you want some ice chips? How do you feel?"
"No, thank you, I'm just tired.”
"Well, give your call bell a push if you need anything, okay? I'm literally right down the hall from your room."
"That makes me feel a little better, actually.."
"Good, I'm glad I can make you feel more comfortable. Oh! I’ll put in an order for some IV pain killers while I’m at my desk. Give his Attending thirty minutes to approve and I’ll bring it back. " The nurse smiled as she turned to walk away and peaked into the crib one last time before she left the room, closing the door quietly behind her. Mikasa let out a tearful sigh as she watched the baby sleep peacefully beside them.
"I-I'm ashamed to say that I don't believe her. What if something is terribly wrong with our baby boy, Eren?!"
"I'm sure he's fine. You know how I know that?"
"How?"
"Because they never came to get me and they never found anything during delivery."
"And he would be in isolation, right?"
"Correct."
"Okay, I trust you.." She finally allowed him to gently lay her back and smiled tearfully as he leaned down to plant a kiss on her lips. "Did you decide on a name?"
"Jackson?”
"Nah, I think I like Brayden.." She smiled when he just laughed, rolling his eyes in response. "What?"
"My options were Jackson and Matthew, not Brayden."
"I know, I know, but Brayden Jaeger just rolls off the tongue."
"Matthew Brayden Jaeger?"
"Oh!" Mikasa grinned as her eyes started to water once more. "I love that. Matthew Brayden.." And the baby took in a deep breath while he stretched his little arms and legs, making tiny sounds that immediately caught their attention. Matthew lays in his crib, staring up at ceiling briefly as his little eyes fluttered shut once more, letting out a soft sigh before falling asleep. "I think that was the cutest sigh I've ever heard. Can you hand him to me? I promise I won't have a melt down when you walk away." Eren chuckled to himself as he moved to the other side of the bed, beyond excited that he finally gets to hold his son. Carefully, he slipped his hands beneath the baby's head and underneath his little knees to cradle the infant in his arms. "Wow, I don't think I've ever seen your eyes twinkle before." She grinned when he looked up to meet her gaze, he was mesmerized, hooked. "Ooh, you're just as hooked as I am, aren't you?" He wandered over slowly with a wide grin as he gazed down at his baby boy, who was now barely awake and watching his eyes.
"I still can't believe that you pushed out an eight pound human being. You're my hero, Miki."
"You know, you look really hot holding a baby. One of the reasons why I love you so much is because you're so good with children.." She watched with a smile as he came over with the baby in his arms and a huge grin on his face, then carefully placed the baby in her arms and sat down on the bed. Mikasa bit her lip, now quivering because tears are working their way down her cheeks as she studied her son's eyes, blue with an already faint hint of gray around the pupils. "I can't wait until he starts smiling. I wonder if he has your dimples." She turned her head to meet his eyes, so green and full of life, returning his mutual grin as he leaned in to kiss her on the lips.
"We're in a lot of trouble if he does smile like I do."
"He'll be a gentleman like his Daddy, too, and he won't be a heartbreaker."
"Yeah," Eren sarcastically replied and smiled when he was finally rewarded with her giggle. "I was such a heartbreaker when we were still in school." She looked to him once more with a grin, carefully holding her son's tiny hand as it squeezes her finger.
"You didn't have time to be a heartbreaker anyway since you were finally mine by freshman year."
"I knew I was going to marry you the day we started going out."
"Really? You've never told me that.."
"I kind of just assumed you knew. You seem to know everything that I don't, so."
"Eren, I had been dreaming for years of marrying you at that point. The only difference when I think about it is that we actually got married. Ugh, God, you’re like a million times sexier in a tux..." She blushed lightly at his amused smirk and giggled as she leaned her head on his shoulder. "Don't start with how cute it is when I'm tired."
"Oh fine, but only because you just had our baby boy and you look really cute holding him." He smiled as she lifted her head to meet his gaze with a small giggle, leaning in slowly to kiss him on the lips and gently rest her forehead against his.
“Oh, Eren, I can't wait to get him settled with us at home so we can finally start raising our little family...” And as they kissed, their newborn child stirred in his sleep, startled awake from the sudden, small moment of his mother’s arms, but those eyes that are just barely gray soon fluttered shut and he quickly fell asleep once more.
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apocalypto12related · 7 years
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Do all of them!
1: is there a boy/girl in your life?
Ye! Sammy! @deziac
2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
Um... My family, probably, and no.
3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
Kitty! I love kitties!
4: what’s something you really want right now?
an apartment. on a less serious side, um, glasses???
5: are you afraid of falling in love?
Nope! I already have and since we’re poly im sure i will again owo
6: do you like the beach?
so/so. depends on my mood.
7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
um... a pull out sofa, does that count? i have a hard time sleeping unless i can fully lie down.
8: what’s the background on your cell?
my old phone was tony my new phone is space. not sure what it’ll be soon. >w>;; considering i need to redownload all the stuff i got off tumblr. :’( i lost all my snapchat stuff, but i moved all of izaya to my computer so that’s fine.
9: name the last four beds you were sat on?
what??? O_o; um... a homeless shelter’s bed and other than that they were all my own??? (not counting the “bed” made of sheets at the one place.)
10: do you like your phone?
i just got a new one!! uwu It has 32GB with it’s own internal storage and I have a 32GB sd card. nwn;; So I have a lot of space~! plus it has a fingerprint sensor and im in love with unlocking it like that owo
11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?
prolly not, but when do they?
12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?
sammy! bc we both got new phhones!
13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
i heard poodles have bad temperaments!! idk about rottweilers!! whichever one is nicer??/
14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
emotional!! physical heals!! short time span for pain! emotional might not go away!
15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
DONt mmake me chosoelk??! i love both!!! i lovemy fluffy butts and i went to the met in new york!!! it was so cool!!! swords!! armor!! egypt!! aahhhh!!! i cant choose!!
16: are you tired?
im always tired!!!
17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?
um... well it’s sammy
so uh, ten years in march owo (technically december was the first time we met!! but we count it as march since that’s when he started talking rly)
18: are they a relative?
no!!
19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
it depends on if they changed their personality!! if not then no!! i mean i did get back with sammy but yknow we just count that as a break since we did actually get back together lmao
20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?
this morning!! she is at work so she’s not too talkative rn!
21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
we’re fine with what we’re at!! i don’t need to marry her to make it ‘official’!! we’ve lasted almost 9 years and through some big hardships!! both of us unmedicated and dealing with new medication changes, so i think we’re fine!!
22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
of course!! :P
23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
two!! my blue sylveon bracelet (i love sylveon, i would wear umbreon but i think i packed it!!!) and my pride rainbow bracelet! i took them off when we were looking for a shelter bc i was scared we’d get denied if they saw obvious gay signs :(
24: is there a certain quote you live by?
not directly!! something along the lines of that there is no set path in life you have to choose which ways you want to twist and turn and they’ll lead you onto new and bigger things.
25: what’s on your mind?
music! stuff for my phone! i have a lot of stuff i need to add to eeet!! it’s only a day oolllddd.
26: do you have any tattoos?
yes! it’s for my kitty who passed away! Her name was luna. I’m sure i’ve posted a picture somewhere.
27: what is your favorite color?
#00C5FF
28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
prolly tonight. owo
29: who are you texting?
Sammy owo
30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
probably?? lol what.
31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
YES ACTUALLY D: idk if it happened any other time, but when we got into the car accident when I told our one friend we were joking about her coming up and hanging with us all my brain said was ‘You shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have done that.’ and again when we went out to the car and it was pretty heavy snow fall. I was like ‘I shouldn’t go.’ my problem with that one was I didn’t want to go, but I didn’t think ‘we shouldn’t go’. but... what can you do now?
32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
um. i don’t think i have a super close opposite sex friend. closest would probably be @h0bsyrup
33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I’m sure Sammy does. >w> I’m not sure otherwise. My followers don’t tell me that stuff.
34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yes omg. Sammy was staring me in the eyes the other day and was like ‘your eyes are pretty’ and i’m like ‘omfg shut up >//
35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
if they’re not dating then she’s gonna punch their lights out, so i don’t have to worry.
36: were you single on valentines day?
November 24th, 2008 is when I started dating Sammy. You tell me.
37: are you friends with the last person you kissed?
... of course?? wtf is with these kiss questions.
38: what do your friends call you?
Kiki :D
39: has anyone upset you in the last week?
lil bit.
40: have you ever cried over a text?
Um... probably. I can’t remember.
41: where’s your last bruise located?
omg... um i guess undermy belly button is the latest bruise??? i have a lot atm from surgery and being motionless for four days!!
42: what is it from?
Sammy actually like harshly pushed on that area. like when you go to land somewhere with your full weight then you go ‘oh fuck’ yeah.
43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
um... recently??? but i guess not as bad as with my mom.
44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Sammy owo
45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
Nah.
46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?
No.my hair style is like 99% bun.
47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?
i dont follow trends i set them.
48: do you make supper for your family?
not recently but i would for sammy and i usually
49: does your bedroom have a door?
i don’t have a “bedroom” atm e.e
50: top 3 web-pages?
tambo.c0m (tumblr), archiveofourown.org (ao3), youtube.com (the three i use the most anyway)
51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?
Sammy. xD at least food shopping.
52: does anything on your body hurt?
Abdomen. (:
53: are goodbyes hard for you?
it depends. if it’s unnecessary then prolly. if they’ve fucked me over idc. (i.e. my family trying to replace my mom’s abusiveness, fuck them.)
54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
prolly water owo
55: how is your hair?
it’s feeling fine, thank you for asking!
56: what do you usually do first in the morning?
it depends! if it’s my “morning” i wake up and usually bathroom.
57: do you think two people can last forever?
sure but it takes work. it’s not gonna be perfect 24/7 without communication or compromise.
58: think back to january 2007, were you single?
ye. omfg why would you give me nightmares. that’s when i started the rping side of myspce and met that douche wesley. his lying ass made me start self harming. fuck him.
59: green or purple grapes?
i don’t eat grapes .w.;;
60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?
sometime in the future! prolly sammy!
61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
in an apartment. >w> or at the pompeii exhibit!!!
62: when will be the next time you text someone?
possibly today
63: where will you be 5 hours from now?
lying in bed. :D
64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.
struggling to be alive. (eating chocolate chip muffins)
65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?
oh god. w8 no. i didn’t like anyone yet. that started like october or shit. ugh my ex. he became an ass. (aside from sammy obvs)
66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
sammy!!
67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?
um... i don’t think so. i think we were both too tired and stressed. we didn’t get into bed until like 1 and the shelter has us be out of beds by 8:30 x3x;
68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
um... ‘i should go back to sleep’ after waking up a third time and distracting myself with the phone
69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
yeah,but at least i tried.
70: how many windows are open on your computer?
it’s not *my* computer, so it doesn’t count! ;D (8 but im downloading music stfu)
71: how many fingers do you have?
i have 10. my one pinky counts as a half finger sometimes though. i broke it and bc i didnt have insurance i never went to a doctor to get it fully take care of so it healed up all wrong.
72: what is your ringtone?
default at the moment!
73: how old will you be in 5 months?
oh fuck i’ll be 24. man if you asked me that back in june i’d be like ‘still 23 (;’ but no. my bday is december
74: where is your mum right now?
She passed away. :/
75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
I realize that as much as I wanted to believe it was love, it never fully blossomed into that until I was with Sammy. I don’t think I’ve truly ever gotten to love anyone else, but that’s okay.
76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
of course owo sammy and i are hella gay don’t u know.
77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
i believe so owo we just don’t talk as much bc im a lazy sack of shit.
78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?
fuck. i think i had a minor crush on some dude who also liked green day but never fuckin talked to me so i never bothered. that might’ve also technically been when i started liking wesley. does billie joe from green day count?
79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?
personally? uh.... i’m not totally sure o-o; fuck me man.
80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
probably wait yes. sammy. spooning is our fave position.
81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?
e.e no one that wasn’t a celebrity. 
82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
no bc shelter e.e
83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?
:P i talk to them everyday.
84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?
i wouldn’t get drunk! i wouldn’t scream at ppl! that’s rude! ppl usually can’t even hear you when you yell at the window! we hear ‘whoosh’ with your voice in the middle’
85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?
i would be concerned since she’s said she doesn’t like them!!
86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?
um... oh! a conversation started and a lil girl asked if we were in a certain theatre and I said ‘no we were in theatre blah’ so I asked what they went and saw. She said “Wonder Woman” “hey we just came out of that, too!” :P
87: who was your last received call from?
.3.; sammy
88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?
i-i’m torn??? i needm oney but poor butter-san... ;____;
89: what is something you wish you had more of?
money. clothes maybe
90: have you ever trusted someone too much?
yeah. lmao.
91: do you sleep with your window open?
i usually do! esp in the winter/summer! need air and love cold!
92: do you get along with girls?
ye!
93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
no. owo
94: does sex mean love?
no! sex is something that can bring someone closer, but it is not necessary for a relationship! 
95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
>3>;;; again, no.
96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
owo; indirectly. i shared a drink with someone who had one. xD
97: did you sleep alone this week?
not this week! :D last week. ;~; at the hospital.
98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
yes. >3>
99: do you believe in love at first sight?
no!!! that’s not love!! you might end up loving them but you can’t love someone unless you know them!! :c otherwise it’ll lead to some bad decisions!! D:
100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?
OwO Sammy I think.
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