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good morning holly dearest what’s on the agenda for you today ?? i’m at work which i was late for because i had a parking disaster … what have you been streaming lately 
hello hello hello betsy my love!!! i was going to dye my hair today but my sibling skipped because they had a test... might still do it but it will not be easy considering it’s like. two tonal 2012 galaxy hair lmao but we can try AND it’s semi permanent so if i hate it i can wash it out! but it does mean i have to wash my hair which is suuuuch a chore. so we’ll see
anyways music wise for the streaming i’ve been going back and forth between 70s soul (or at least stuff that sounds like 70s soul, most of it is but a few of the songs are from later on), mcr’s discography, 80s/90s punk, and all the stuff i listened to in middle school (fall out boy, all time low, paramore, all american rejects, (mcr again lmao), foo fighters, green day, radiohead, smashing pumpkins, occasionally-- occasionally-- the smiths, etc etc)!!! i’ll make my soul playlist public, it’s spectacular to play when ur doing little tasks <3 uhmmmm show wise my dad and i are on season 10 of letterkenny, which i personally find hilarious and it’s also literally changed my speech patterns.... i can’t even BEGIN to tell you how many times i’ve caught myself quoting the show. it’s equally tragic and hilarious because it’s doing the same thing to my dad which means we will speak in sync sometimes <3 how’s work goinggg
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shawtygonemad · 3 years
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What Is This Feeling: Chapter 7
Fem!9th Doctor x Male!Rose Tyler
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Through time and space once more, our extraordinary duo was off to have another adventure. The TARDIS sped through the time vortex.
"Where are we going?" Ross asked.
"The planet Panera. They have fantastic bread," the Doctor grinned at her companion.
The TARDIS suddenly switched course and jolted in the opposite direction. The Doctor examined the screen and tried to figure out what was going on. The ship finally materialized. The Doctor and Ross stepped out. It was a dimly lit area with carpeting and display cases. It looked like a museum.
"So, what is it? What's wrong," Ross instantly began to ask.
"Don't know. Some kind of signal drawing the TARDIS off course," the Doctor spoke as she looked around.
"Where are we?"
"Earth. Utah, North America. About half a mile underground," the Time Lord deduced.
"And when are we?"
"2012," she informed her friend as she began to inspect a case.
"God, that's so close. So I should be 26."
The Doctor found the light switch and flipped it on. The room and cases suddenly lit up.
"Blimey. It's a great big museum."
"An alien museum," she looked at the exhibits as she walked forward. "Someone's got a hobby." She shook her head.
"They must have spent a fortune on this. Chunks of meteorites, moon dust. That's the milometer from Roswell spaceship." She furrowed her eyebrows, confused.
"That's a bit of Slitheen!" Ross pointed to a Slitheen arm in one of the glass cases. "That's a Slitheen's arm. It's been stuffed."
The Doctor stopped in front of one of the cases. "Oh, look at you."
Ross walked behind the Doctor and looked over her shoulder. "What is it?"
'Delete…' she heard an echo in her mind.
"An old friend of mine. Well, enemy. Stuff of nightmares reduced to an exhibit. I'm getting old." She internally groaned.
"Is that where the signal's coming from," Ross asked.
"No, it's stone dead. The signal's alive, calling out for help."
The Doctor reached out her fingers, and lightly brushed the glass. Alarms suddenly blared from all around. The pair slightly jumped at the sudden noise. The Time Lord mentally kicked herself. She should have been more careful. Before they could make it to the TARDIS they were cut off and surrounded by guards. The guards were armed and aiming at them.
"If someone's collecting aliens, that makes you exhibit A," Ross nervously joked.
The two of them were escorted by the armed guards up many levels, and throughout the complex. The journey was mostly silent. Ross stayed close by her side, however. Finally they were led into their destination. An office full of over confident Americans.
The man sitting at the desk seemed to be the one behind the complex. He was being showed their recent purchase. It was a musical instrument. They did not know it, and looked completely daft whilst holding it.
"You really wouldn't hold it like that," she almost laughed at how stupid he looked.
"Shut it," she was yelled at.
"Really though, it's wrong," she insisted.
"Is it dangerous?" A girl around Ross's age asked.
"No, it just looks silly," the Doctor smirked.
She reached for the item. Firing bolts clicked all around her. She stopped. The man behind the desk curiously looked at her, and handed over the curved palm sized object.
"You just need to be-"she stroked the instrument softly, and out rang a beautiful sound. "Delicate." To prove her point, she played several different notes.
"It's a musical instrument," the man said, fascinated.
"And it's a long way from home," the Doctor commented.
"Here, let me," the man took the instrument from her hands.
She raised her eyebrows. That was rude. The man proceeded to touch it harder, causing no noise to come out.
"I did say delicate. It reacts to the smallest fingerprint. It needs precision," she once again informed him.
Once he finally got the hang of it and produced music, she smiled.
"Very good. Quite the expert," she complimented.
"As are you," he said before tossing the object on the floor.
The Doctor's jaw dropped. That was almost two hundred years old! It was used to entertain kings and queens, and he just threw it away?! Who is this man?!
"Who are you, exactly?"
"I'm the Doctor. And you are?"
"Like you don't know. We're hidden away with the most valuable collection of extra-terrestrial artifacts in the world, and you just stumbled in by mistake?"
The Doctor laughed. "Pretty much sums me up, yeah."
The man slowly walked around his desk, and got closer to the Doctor.
"The question is, how did you get in? Fifty three floors down, with your cat burglar accomplice. You're quite an artifact yourself, being rather pretty."
"The cat burglar accomplice is going to smack you if you don't give the 'artifact' personal space," Ross shot off angrily. It shocked the Doctor a bit. It was the first time he was ever verbally protective of her.
"Oh, he's English too! Hey, little lady Fauntleroy. Got you a boyfriend."
"This is Mister Henry Van Statten," the girl introduced. She was the only English person, besides Ross, at the complex.
"Who is he at home?" Ross snidely remarked.
"Mister Van Statten owns the internet," she added.
"Don't be stupid. No one owns the internet," he jabbed again.
"And let's just keep letting the world think that, right kids," Van Statten remarked, smug.
"So you're just an expert in everything except the things in your museum. Anything you don't understand, you lock it up."
"And you claim greater knowledge?" Van Statten challenged.
"I don't need to make claims. I know how good I am," she shot back.
"And yet, I captured you. Right next to the cage. What were you doing down there?" He asked.
The Doctor placed her hands on her hips. "You tell me," she sassed.
"The cage contains my one living specimen."
"And what's that?"
"Like you don't know," Van Statten scoffed.
"Show me."
"You want to see it?" Van Statten once again challenged the Doctor.
"Blimey, do I need to separate you two?" Ross remarked, annoyed.
"Goddard, inform the cage we're heading down. You, English. Look after the boy. Go and canoodle or spoon or whatever it is you British do. And you, Doctor with no name, come and see my pet."
Van Statten stood in the elevator with a smirk on his face. The Doctor gave Ross a reassuring look before stepping on the lift next to the American. The ride down was quick and silent. Once they stepped out of the lift, the Doctor was led over toward a large metal door. Van Statten spoke as he unlocked and opened the large door.
"We've tried everything. The creature has shielded itself but there's a definite sign of life inside."
"Inside? Inside what?" The Doctor asked, curiously.
A man in an orange hazard suit walked over to Van Statten.
"Welcome back, Sir. I've had to take the power down. The Metaltron is resting."
"Metaltron?"
'What kind of dumb name is that?' She thought.
"I thought of it myself," Van Statten stated proudly.
'Of course.'
"Although I'd much to prefer to find out its real name."
"Here, you'd better put these on," the man in the hazard offered her rubber gloves. "The last guy that touched it burst into flames."
"I won't touch it then," she said like it was most obvious.
"Go on, Doctor. Impress me," Van Statten grinned at her.
The Doctor narrowed her eyes at him before strutting past, into the cage. It was very dark as she looked around. She jumped slightly as the door slammed shut behind her.
The Time Lord continued to investigate. She found a small table with drills, and other torture tools. Her heart instantly went out to the creature. She turned to where she assumed the 'Metaltron' was. She couldn't make it out. The room was too dark.
"Look, I'm sorry about this. Mister Van Statten might think he's clever, but never mind him. I've come to help. I'm the Doctor."
A few seconds of silence passed before a blue light was seen. When the Metaltron spoke, two white lights flashed with its words.
"Doc-tor?"
The Doctor's eyes widened, and her hearts stopped. No! This can't happen. It's-
"Impossible," she managed to breathe out.
"The Doc-tor?" The Metaltron spoke with more confidence this time.
The lights came up to reveal a Dalek. The Doctor's worst enemy. And it was chained to the floor. This didn't stop the Doctor from crying out in fear.
"Ex-ter-min-ate! Ex-ter-min-ate!"
The Time Lord flung herself onto the door and started to pound her fists.
"Let me out," she practically screamed.
"Ex-ter-min-ate!"
The door wouldn't open. The Doctor took a step back and just stared at the monstrosity. Her entire body was quivering. Her hearts were pounding hard into her chest.
"You are an en-e-my of the Da-leks! You must be des-troyed!"
The Doctor closed her eyes and awaited death. This was it. This was how she would finally die after nine hundred years. Maybe it was her time. Suddenly she accepted her fate. She never realized until now that she was ready to go.
After a few seconds without pain, she opened her eyes. She was alive! Yet a small part inside of her was disappointed. That part was overshadowed by the sickening joy she suddenly felt over her enemy.
"It's not working." She started to laugh like she's gone mad. "Fantastic! Oh, Fantastic! Powerless! Look at you. The great space dustbin. How does it feel?"
The Dalek tried to roll backwards, but was stopped by the chains.
"Keep back!" It demanded.
"What for?" She launched herself forward and became face to eyestock with the Dalek. "What're you going to do to me?" She challenged.
The Doctor, bottled with rage, began to circle the creature. Like a lion hunting its prey. She wanted to intimidate it.
"If you can't kill, then what are you good for, Dalek? What's the point of you? You're nothing!"
The Gallifreyan finally stopped back in front of the Dalek.
"What the hell are you here for?"
"I am a-wait-ing or-ders!" It responded to her.
"What does that mean?"
"I am a sold-ier. I was bred to rec-ieve or-ders."
"Well you're never going to get any. Your race is dead!" She yelled at it. "You all burnt, all of you. Ten million ships on fire. The entire race wiped out in one second."
"You lie!"
"I watched it happen. I made it happen," she spoke maliciously.
"You des-troyed us?" It asked, almost sounding heartbroken.
The alien stopped and calmed down a bit. She turned away from the Dalek in guilt. Their race wasn't the only one she destroyed that day.
"I had no choice," she responded quietly.
"And what of the Ti-me Lo-rds?"
"Dead." She managed to choke out. "They burned with you. The end of the last great Time War. Everyone lost."
"And the coward survived."
This fueled her rage once more. However, she managed to keep it under control.
"Oh, and I caught your little signal. Help me. Poor little thing. But there's no one else coming 'cause there's no one else left."
"I am a-lone in the un-i-verse," it almost sounded defeated.
"Yep."
"So are you. We are the same."
The Doctor spun around, no longer able to hold her anger.
"We're not the same! I'm not-"she paused as a cruel thought crossed her mind. "No, wait. Maybe we are. You're right. Yeah, okay. You've got a point. 'Cause I know what to do. I know what should happen. I know what you deserve." She grinned sickeningly.
"Exterminate."
With that the Doctor pulled a lever on a nearby console. The Dalek lit up with electricity. It began to scream, and she just watched.
"Have pity!" It cried out.
"Why should I? You never did." She pulled another lever, and increased the electricity.
"Help me!"
Suddenly the door opened and guards flooded in. She launched herself towards the last lever. No! This was her only chance to kill it! She was suddenly yanked away from the panel and was practically carried out of the cage.
"No! You've got to destroy it!" She yelled.
The Doctor ripped herself away from the guards once outside the cage. She frowned deeply as she waited for Van Statten to leave the cage. She was very cross with the American man. Once he left the cage they were guided towards the lift.
"The metal's just an armor. The real Dalek creature's inside," she explained to Van Statten.
"What's it look like?" he asked.
"A nightmare. It's a mutation. The Dalek race was genetically engineered. Every single emotion was removed except hate," she tried to explain to them. These stupid little apes weren't getting the big picture!
"Genetically engineered," he spoke as if it were Christmas. "By whom?"
"By a genius, Van Statten," she was starting to get stressed out. "By a man who was king of his own little world. You'd like him."
Van Statten's assistant Goddard decided to butt herself in.
"It's been on Earth for over fifty years. Sold at private auction, moving from one collection to another. Why would it be a threat now?" she asked.
"Because I'm here." How many times does she have to explain it? "How did it get to Earth? Does anyone know?"
"The records say it came from the sky like a meteorite. It fell on Earth on the Ascension Islands. Burnt in its crater for three days before anyone could get near it and all that time it was screaming. It must have gone insane," Goddard spoke in a superior tone.
The Doctor stood for a moment and thought. "It must of fallen through time. The only survivor."
"You talked about war," the human female asked.
"The Time War. The final battle between my people and the Dalek race."
"But you survived, too," Van Statten said with a devilish smile on his face.
"Not by choice," The Doctor added grimly.
"This means the Dalek isn't the only alien on Earth. Doctor, there's you. The only one of your kind in existence."
Just as the doors opened, the Doctor was once again grabbed. She struggled against their grip as they led her into her own cage.
"Any type of exposed metal is going to affect the laser scanner," Van Statten smiled.
The Doctor ended up having to shed her boots, jacket, and top. She was able to keep her bra on because Van Statten claimed he was a 'gentleman'. So now that the Doctor was stripped, she got chained spread eagle in front of the scanner.
"Now, smile!" Van Statten said, cheerfully.
The Doctor bit her lip as a painful shock ran through her body from the laser.
"Two hearts! Binary Vascular System. Oh, I am so going to patent this," Van Statten said.
The Doctor glared at the man. "So that's your secret. You don't just collect this stuff, you scavenge it."
She shook her head in anger as Van Statten went on to say how he cured the common cold and was going to sell cures for every disease. The Doctor was getting frustrated.
"Do you know what a Dalek is, Van Statten? A Dalek is honest. That creature in your dungeon is better than you."
"In that case, I'll be true to myself and continue," Van Statten frowned.
"Listen to me! That thing downstairs is going to kill every last one of us!" She tried to get through to him.
"Nothing can escape the cage."
Van Statten turned the laser up a Koch and blasted the Doctor. She bit her lip harder as she tried to endure the pain. Once the laser stopped, she attempted to catch her breath and speak.
"But it's woken up! It knows I'm here. It's going to get out. Van Statten, I swear, no one in this base is safe. No one on this planet!"
He turned the laser to its highest setting. It once again blasted the Doctor. This time around wasn't for informational purposes. He just wanted to hear her scream. And he did.
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drawlfoy · 5 years
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Accio Malfoy
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stole the gif from @dracomalfoyedit so give them creds for draco’s pretty face
pairing: draco x slytherintransfer!reader
request: yes! you know who you are :)
summary: reader transfers into hogwarts and is sorted into slytherin. draco malfoy is the bane of her existence until suddenly he’s not
warnings: language because uh...you know who i am haha
a/n: i’m a little sorry for making this so similar to faux diplomacy, but honestly idk if i’m ever gonna finish that one and if i do it’s gonna be way different and way angstier. here’s something to hold my american/non uk readers off with until i get the next chapter of that out haha
music recs: the night we met - lord huron
word count: 5,293
tags! @accio-rogers @geeksareunique
Y/N had never felt as out of place as she did standing with the first years in the Great Hall, each of them eagerly awaiting their sorting. She easily had at least a foot on the tallest child there--but then again, they didn’t use feet here as a unit of measurement. They used...meters? Centimeters? She had no clue, but whatever it was, it was confusing. 
Yet another reason why she didn’t want to be at Hogwarts. Her father was so thrilled when he told her that they’d be moving to the UK for...well, the rest of her schooling. He’d forever thought that Ilvermorny lacked the intimate education she needed with thousands of students attending and jumped on the first job opening at the British Ministry of Magic. 
Was she mad? Yes, of course. She was already missing her friends terribly and felt so awkward standing with a bunch of children. Y/N didn’t have to look to know that everyone’s eyes were on her, wondering why there was an immensely overgrown 11 year old in their midst. 
But was she going to make the best out of it? Yeah, probably. 
A tall, elderly man with a scraggly white beard stepped up onto the podium, tapping his throat with his wand to amplify his speech. “Welcome back, fellow students of Hogwarts, and a very special welcome to our newest additions.” He tilted his head down to acknowledge the gaggle of children at his feet. “You all may notice that we have an especially interesting newcomer here tonight. Hogwarts is pleased to welcome its arms to our first Ilvermorny transfer student in over a century...a Miss Y/N Y/L/N!”
Grandly gesturing towards Y/N, he beamed down at her and and raised his free hand as if to request applause. The studentry obeyed, and soon the dining hall was filled with polite clapping that echoed.
The old man, who Y/N presumed to be the headmaster, spoke for a few more moments after, musing on the beauty of international connections and what it meant to be a gracious host. She heard it, but she wasn’t really listening. All she could think of was the sorting hat and what it was going to say. 
Back home, or at least what she used to call home, she was a Horned Serpent. She had no idea what that translated to at Hogwarts--perhaps she’d be a Ravenclaw? Or a Slytherin, she had heard about their unmatched ambition, but also their petulance. 
Y/N didn’t even realize that everyone was waiting on her until a kind first year tugged at her sleeve and pointed up at the podium. An older witch was standing there, holding the tattered and worn hat that had to have been the Sorting Hat.
“I said, please come up and be sorted, Y/N Y/L/N.” Her accent had a pleasing lilt that Y/N wasn’t expecting.
Fighting back a blush, she dipped her head and rushed onto the elevated platform, thanking Merlin that she didn’t trip on the way up. The witch motioned to the chair in front of her, and Y/N sat down, facing the sea of students.
Everyone watched in charged silence as the hat was lowered onto her head. An overwhelming smell of hickory and old leather overpowered her...but not much else was to be expected from a relic that was centuries old. 
Y/N waited for the Sorting Hat to make conversation like it was rumored to, but the second she felt it touch her hair, it made a decision.
“SLYTHERIN!”
Gasps filled the hall with the promptness of the sorting. Even the witch that had placed it on her head looked humored as Y/N got up and walked off, slightly dazed. 
She was guided towards a table with an abundance of green, choosing a seat near a black haired boy who didn’t look too threatening. He looked up as she slid onto the bench next to him, sending her a mischievous grin.
“Welcome to Slytherin. I’m Theodore Nott.”
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Y/N made quick friends with Theodore, or Theo, as he asked her to call him. He told her the ins and outs of the Slytherin lifestyle and told her the password for their common room.
“Why basilisk, though?” Y/N asked as they sat in the common room together. “Did something happen?”
He shrugged, a mysterious glint in his eye. “Long story. It happened a while back. There used to be a basilisk in Hogwarts, hidden somewhere far away.”
“I would hope.”
They were silent for a few moments as Y/N picked at her nail polish. 
“I’ll ask Daphne to show you to your room,” Theo finally said. “And we can sit next to each other for breakfast if you’d like. Slytherin doesn’t necessarily have the friendliest people.”
Y/N smiled gratefully as she watched him flag down a strawberry blonde girl who looked about their age. 
“Let me guess,” the girl said as she approached the two. “She needs someone to show her to her room?”
Theo opened his mouth, but Y/N beat him. “Yeah, is that alright?”
Daphne studied her for a few moments. Y/N could feel her passing judgements on her. 
“Yes, come with me,” she said after a bit, a vague expression on her face. “Say goodbye to Theo, though. He can’t come with us. We have wards, you know.”
“I assumed so.” 
Y/N stood, turning and waving a goodbye to Theo. Daphne took her by the arm and led her to the other side of the common room, down a few stairs, and to a tall, daunting looking black door. 
“You can’t bring guys in here,” she said lazily. “And on that note...”
She ushered Y/N inside, shutting the door behind them and glancing around the empty corridor they had entered. 
“Don’t even think about Theo.”
“I wasn’t!”
“Good, because he’s not into girls,” Daphne dutifully told her, knitting her eyebrows together. 
“Oh.”
“Yeah. Do you have a problem with that?” 
Startled by the sudden abrasiveness, Y/N took a few steps back. “No, no, of course not. Thanks for telling me.”
Daphne’s face cracked a small smile. “I think you’ll fit in alright here, then. Just don’t mess with anyone...at least not anymore than you absolutely have to.”
Y/N grinned back. “Of course not.”
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The time difference sucked. Y/N had crashed the moment she had sat down on her bed the night before, but now it was 5 in the morning and she was wide awake. 
Swinging up over her bed, she noticed that her roommates, Millicent and Tracey, were both snoring softly in their blanket cocoons. She sighed, taking extra care to be quiet on her way out of the room. 
Theo had told her how the common room was open at all hours, just as long as you weren’t too rowdy. No one else would be up at 5am--it’d be absurd, so she was looking forward to writing letters to her friends in peace. 
The cold dungeon floor chilled the balls of her feet as she ascended the steps into the dark common room. The little light available was a soft green hue cast from the lake water on the windows. Y/N couldn’t help but wonder if the sun had even peaked over the horizon yet. 
“What are you doing?” a male voice hissed from across the room. Y/N whipped around to see an unfamiliar looking blonde boy curled up on a dark green couch. His body faced the extinguished fireplace, but his head was turned to glare at her.
The dim lighting didn’t conceal his features, and Y/N was immediately stunned. The boy  was unusually pretty, with high, defined cheekbones and moonbeam blonde hair. His silver irises were so bright that the darkness did nothing to hide them.
“I know the academics at Ilvermorny aren’t stellar, but they at least taught you how to speak, right?”
Y/N flushed red, grateful for the low lighting as it helped hide her embarrassment. “Uh, yeah. Sorry about that. I just wasn’t expecting to see anyone out here so early.” 
The boy snorted, and Y/N took note of his cruel expression. Suddenly he seemed much less accessible. “Yeah, well, I am.” He stared at her, seemingly expecting her to do something.
Y/N took it as an invitation to walk over to his couch, sitting herself a healthy distance away from him. 
“I was actually hoping you’d leave me be.” He glowered at her from the other end of the couch.
“And what, let you brood all alone? As if,” she responded, hardly missing a beat. Y/N wasted no time in rolling out her parchment to write. “I have just as much privilege to be here as you.”
She could’ve sworn that she heard him huff, but he didn’t verbally protest, so there was a start. 
“You Americans really are pushy,” he sniggered after she had begun to write her first letter. 
“And you Brits really are entitled daddy’s boys, huh?”
That shut him up. 
“What’s your name, anyways?” Y/N paused long enough from her writing to look him in the eyes.
“Malfoy. Draco Malfoy.” His tone was stiff and unnatural, like a 12 year old boy trying on a suit for the very first time. “It’s Malfoy to you, though.”
“Draco?” Y/N giggled. “Your parents must be...uh....interesting.”
He frowned. “Malfoy to you!”
“Okay, okay. Anything to keep you from getting your panties in a twist.”
Another glance at Draco confirmed that he was very, very, irritated. “Can’t you just go antagonize your roommates or something? I was here first.”
Y/N shrugged. There was no way she was going to be able to finish her writing the prick kept talking anyways. “Sure. Don’t worry though--I’ll be back, Draco.”
She chuckled to herself as she saw his features darken, his mood clearly souring before her eyes. Following her judgement, she scampered back to her dorm room to avoid being hexed.
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“I heard you met Malfoy, huh?” Theo asked Y/N, carefully buttering a piece of toast. 
“Yeah, he’s a real charmer,” she snorted. “Thinking he owns the whole common room and whatnot.”
“You’ve just got to stay out of his way,” Theo said. “I don’t think he’ll give you too much trouble. You are a Slytherin, after all. He’d have to be mental to waste energy going after one of his own.”
Y/N smirked at the thought as she pushed her eggs around the plate. As much as she hated to admit it, the food at Hogwarts wasn’t half bad. Meals felt much more intimate under the soft daylight, whereas at Ilvermorny bright fluorescent bulbs illuminated the room. 
She finished eating with Theo quickly and turned to her right to see a grumpy looking Millicent. 
“I heard you tossing and turning all night,” Millicent said. “If you make me spend another night listening to you, I’m killing you and throwing you into the lake.”
“You lot really are sweethearts,” Y/N responded absentmindedly, sipping her tea. “In all actuality, though, I’ll probably sleep better tonight. I’m sorry about that.”
Millicent visibly softened. “No, it’s alright. I know it must be hard and all...isn’t it nighttime in America?”
Y/N checked her watch, still ticking at the eastern timezone of the US.
“Yeah. All my friends are sleeping right now. I’m jealous.”
That earned a small laugh out of Millicent, prompting Y/N to smile back at her. 
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad after all.
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Y/N’s hopefulness soon diminished by her second period as she struggled to find her way to potions. 
“I thought you’d have an easier time finding the dungeons, you resembling a sewer rat and all.” A cold voice sounded to her right, and combined with the sudden rough push on her shoulder, she was surprised and yelped.
“A jumpy sewer rat too, huh?” Draco Malfoy raised an eyebrow and turned to keep walking.
“Hey!” Y/N’s hand darted out to snatch his sleeve. “Hey, Draco! Watch your mouth, buddy!” 
Yanking his arm out of her grasp, he sent her a glare that could cut through stone. “Malfoy. Not Draco.”
“That’s funny, because I specifically remember you telling me that your name was Draco.”
He was about to say something back, no doubt a threat, but another boy swooped in.
“C’mon, Y/N, he’s just teasing you,” Theo murmured, taking care to send Draco a disapproving look. “Don’t waste your time on him. Come hang out with me and Daphne.”
Y/N allowed herself to be pulled away to Theo’s group of friends, all the while still glaring at Draco. 
“Chill out, America,” Daphne said, waving her hand in front of Y/N’s face. “He’s not worth the energy. He’ll move on to someone else soon enough.”
“Whatever you say.” 
Theo and Daphne walked her down to Snape’s classroom, taking extra care to keep her out of Draco’s path. Y/N was lost in thought on her walk to Potions, riding a sea of conflicting emotions.
On one hand, she wanted to make sure she didn’t spend the rest of the year being harassed by a little rich boy. On the other...he was painfully attractive, and while it was shameful to admit, knowing that he was paying her mind made her blush and her heart race.
Y/N was, by no means, an attention whore, but she’d be lying to herself if she said that she wanted Draco to completely leave her alone. She was in a foreign country, after all, and British accents were, well, exceedingly hot. There was no fault in her wanting to have a little fun. 
Walking into the classroom, she was pleased to spot an empty table. Daphne and Theo took seats to her left, leaving an empty chair to her right. She allowed her thoughts to wander to places she shouldn’t have, shaking her head to clear her mind afterwards.
She was being ridiculous. Draco was not going to come over and sit with her just because there was one empty seat at her table. 
In that moment, Y/N felt as though she was catapulted back into her 3rd year, where she was a cringy boy obsessed mess. 
Chill, Y/N she thought to herself. Stop acting like a child.
Potions went on without a hitch. Y/N saw a flash of blonde hair in the corner of her eye, but she didn’t dare look. He didn’t come sit with her, so it wasn’t like looking in his direction would accomplish anything anyways. 
“Whoa, Y/N, they said unicorn tail, not unicorn horn,” Daphne said, yanking Y/N’s hand away from the cauldron. “Can you read?”
“Yeah, do they teach that in the slums where you’re from?” a familiar cold voice added from behind them. 
Y/N spun around to see an amused looking Draco sitting at the empty table behind them, propping his chin up with his palm. 
“If you’re going to insult me, can you at least come up with new content?” 
The side of his mouth quirked. “I don’t owe you anything.”
Y/N shrugged, tossing the shaved unicorn horn into the rubbish bin below her. “Fine, stay unoriginal. You bore me.”
Draco slunk out of his seat, retreating back to his rightful table.
“Give it roughly a week,” Theo told her sympathetically. “He’s a class A git, and then he gets bored, and then he forgets about you and doesn’t pay you any more mind.”
“But you’re not helping,” Daphne added, mincing some greengrass. “If you really want him to leave you alone, then stop engaging him. You’re making this fun for Malfoy by reacting to him.”
“I can handle myself,” said Y/N. “It seems like harmless fun, and plus, Draco can’t be that intolerable. He has friends.”
Theo paused from his chopping to look at her quizzically. “He has minions. And Parkinson, who you don’t want to associate with. The only thing Malfoy is good for is trouble and drama. I don’t think he has a kind bone in his body.”
“But he’s quick-witted and interesting. Don’t you two want to know more about him?” 
“No!” Theo and Daphne answered in unison. 
“Let me guess,” Daphne said, tipping her ingredients into the cauldron. “You think he’s hot.”
Y/N shrugged, her face burning. “I’m not blind.”
The witch offered her a sad smile, the most genuine expression she’d worn all day. “Be careful, then. I obviously can’t tell you what to do, and it’s not like it’d affect me much anyways, but between you and me, I wouldn’t go for him. Lots of girls like him, you know.”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa,” Y/N butted in. “You’re saying all of this like I expect something to happen. I’m just bored. I don’t expect anything to come out of this, and I don’t even know if I would want...that. I hardly know him, after all.”
Theo and Daphne both seemed satisfied with her answer. Y/N took advantage of the silence to add the untangled unicorn tail, watching as it turned the potion a milky blue. 
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Y/N spent the next few days acclimating to her new schedule and avoiding Draco (as per the request of Theo and Daphne). Classes at Hogwarts weren’t as spaced out as they were at Ilvermorny--there were just 3x as many stairs. She was by no means grossly out of shape, but jogging up and down the moving staircases proved to be a challenge. 
“Do they not have stairs in America either?”
Y/N didn’t even bother turning around to face the person who spoke to her on her way to Charms. She’d recognize that snotty voice anywhere. “If you don’t get new content, I’m pushing you down them.”
Draco snickered behind her. “Don’t give me any ideas.”
She decided to not entertain him for any longer, choosing to be silent. The staircase creaked its way over to the corridor they were heading, taking its sweet time.
The air was thick with electrified silence, and Y/N was struck with the thought that she had never seen Draco be so quiet for such a long period of time.
The staircase came to a sudden stop, lurching both students forward. Y/N fell flat on her face, her hands dangling over the top of the staircase into thin air. 
“What the fuck?” Y/N exclaimed, scooting back as to not fall over the edge. The staircase was now simply suspended in midair, neither parts touching the hallway entrances. 
She finally turned around to see Draco just once step down, sprawled out in a similar fashion. “It’s just something that happens every once and a while.” He was casual, seemingly unworried. “I’ve never personally witnessed it, though. They’re just due for maintenance.”
Y/N gaped at him.
“So they just let students on these things without checking if they’re maintained?”
Draco shrugged, getting up to his feet and gripping onto the railing. “To my understanding, they only need to be re-enchanted once every few centuries. I can hardly blame the administration.”
“So what do we do? Wait it out and be late for Charms?”
“Is that really the biggest of your worries?” 
Y/N rolled her eyes, folding her knees up to her chest. “What, am I allotted only a certain number of concerns now? Is that how this is gonna be?”
“Don’t be so melodramatic,” he said, motioning over his shoulder. “It’s not like we can’t just jump off at the bottom of the stairs.”
Y/N stole a glance behind him and realized he was right. It would be a bit of a leap, but if they tried, they could make it to some random corridor she had never seen before. “I don’t think I can make that with my books, though, and I’m too afraid to levitate them over the edge.”
Draco seemed to ponder this for a bit. “Me neither. I can go first and leave my things with you, and then you can pass both our things over, and then I’ll help you across. With you having shorter legs and whatnot.”
Y/N fought back a bitter remark in response to his thoughts about her legs. 
“Yeah. We can try.”
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It took Y/N a bit to hype Draco up about the leap as the two stood overlooking the edge. 
“Don’t worry, you can totally make that,” she told him. “If you don’t, I swear I’ll try and levitate you back to safety. Or maybe I’ll Accio Draco or something. We’ll see.”
Draco snorted. “First of all, I’m offended that you don’t trust yourself enough to levitate your textbooks but feel perfectly fine levitating me. Second of all, it’s Accio Malfoy to you.”
“Accio Draco Malfoy,” Y/N corrected. “If I say Accio Malfoy, I’m being too vague. Any one of your family members could come flying at me, full force. We’d have some explaining to do.”
“No, you would, because I’d already be a splat on the ground below us.” 
Y/N laughed then, pleasantly surprised with his level of bantering. His own eyes twinkled as a few smile creases appeared around his face. 
“Nothing a little Dittany and pumpkin juice can’t fix,” she said cheerily. “Off you go.”
Draco steeled his face, any vulnerability disappearing. He shed his cloak and dropped his books on the ground, walking up a few extra steps to give him more speed. 
“Be careful, Draco,” she added, resting her weight against the staircase. “I’ll be even later to Charms if I have to track down a house elf to clean up a body on the base level.”
“Malfoy,” was the last thing he muttered before he jogged to the end of the staircase, gracefully leaping across the gap. Y/N’s breath caught for a split second, but he stuck the landing, spinning around to beam at her. 
 “Told you. Easy.”
“I literally never recall you saying that.”
He dramatically threw his hands up. “I put my life on the line, sacrifice my soul to save your textbooks and this is how you repay me?”
“I thought you said it was easy.” She cocked an eyebrow, smirking back at him. 
He stood there for a few moments, his features suddenly softening as he gazed at her. “Pass me my cloak and things. We haven’t got all day.”
Y/N obeyed, gathering up his things and separating them from hers. He had thrown his books so haphazardly that she was having a difficult time telling the difference between the two. She slung his cloak over her shoulder as she worked, opening the books and searching for names. Neither of their Potions books were marked up, much to her disappointment.
“Hurry up?” Draco’s voice was no longer as harsh as before, ending like a question instead of a command. 
“I’m going as fast as I can,” she told him. 
Before she could finish flipping through their textbooks--she knew she had written something somewhere--the staircase began screeching again. 
Y/N’s eyes shot up, meeting Draco’s. They looked just as confused as hers. 
The staircase began moving again, albeit much slower and wobblier than usual. 
“Y/N, you need to jump!” His voice was filled with an urgency Y/N had never heard from the boy before. 
“But my books...”
“Do it!”
Against her better judgment, she grabbed her satchel with her wand and stationary and leapt off the end of the staircase, praying that she had enough momentum to make it to Draco. 
A pale arm reached out and snatched her, pulling her the rest of the distance. Y/N hit the ground with ungraceful smack, pulling Draco down on top of her. 
“Are you alright?” 
Y/N opened her eyes to see Draco inches from her face, his eyebrows furrowed in concern. He had very pretty eyes, and if she looked close enough, she could see the slightest hints of blue in his grey eyes. 
“My books,” she croaked. 
“You really should’ve been a Ravenclaw.” 
With that, Draco got off of her, sitting up against the wall and looking out at the staircase. Y/N followed suit, ignoring her aching body. 
She gasped as she saw what was in front of her--the staircase was rotating, turning upside down and throwing everything that had been on it to the ground.
“Maybe I should’ve just bit the bullet and levitated them anyways,” Y/N sighed, scooting a little closer to Draco, who laughed. 
“Don’t worry about it too much. I’m pretty sure the school will replace them free of charge...if that’s something you’re concerned about. This was their fault.”
Y/N decided to ignore the subtle financial reference. “Fair point. I’m just upset that I’m missing Charms.” 
Draco bumped her with his shoulder. “I’m not. This was way more entertaining than that blasted class would ever be.”
“I’m touched.”
“No, really, I guess they do teach you how to banter at Ilvermorny.”
“No.” Y/N smiled. “I’m just a natural talent.”
“That you are.”
Draco looked into her eyes for a few moments before snapping out of it. “We should go back to the dorms and find Snape. He’ll get this fixed immediately.”
Y/N was already on her feet, brushing off the dust on her robes. “Of course. Here’s your cloak, by the way.”
He looked her up and down. 
“Keep it, at least until you get your own washed. You look like you’ve been living in squalor. I wasn’t expecting the floors to be that dirty.”
“But this’ll be way too big for me!”
“Would you rather look like someone who accidentally ordered the wrong size or like someone who spends her free time rolling around in dust piles?”
When Y/N rolled her eyes and turned away from him, he took that as an answer. “Exactly. I’m sure they won’t look awful. Just...do it now.”
Feeling slightly self conscious, Y/N peeled off her dirty cloak, setting it on the ground and reaching for Draco’s. 
As expected, the sleeves went way past her hands. Y/N held it up to him as evidence, cocking an eyebrow.
“C’mere,” he said, rolling his eyes (but still smiling slightly). She stepped forward and watched in shock as Draco gently cuffed her (his?) sleeves so they barely brushed the middles of her wrists. “You’re such a drama queen. This was such an easy fix.”
“Oh, I’m the drama queen?”
“I never said I wasn’t one too!”
“You implied it!”
“I most certainly did not!”
“You’re the one who made me put it on in the first place!”
“Because I was being chivalrous!”
“Oh, because chivalry is the first thing I think of when I think of you!”
Draco stepped forward, catching her wrist and pushed her back into the wall. Y/N stared up at him with wide eyes.
“Thinking of me now, huh, are we?” His words held a light tone, but the look on his face and proximity of him hinted at a deeper meaning.
“Sure?” answered Y/N, her voice much higher than usual. “So?”
Y/N had meant to challenge him to another battle of wits, but Draco seemed to take it as a different invitation. 
He leaned forward, closing the gap between them and pressing his lips to hers. It was gentler than she would’ve expected from him and took her by complete surprise.
Y/N stood frozen in his grasp, her eyes wide open. Draco seemed to realize this and sprung away from her.
“Oh, shit, I’m sorry, I dunno what got into me, I guess I thought that you would’ve wanted...” He trailed off, shyly meeting her gaze.
“It’s okay, really,” she said. “I just wasn’t expecting it. I didn’t think you thought of me like that.”
Draco swallowed, once, twice. “I really don’t have to, either. I can leave you alone if you’d like.”
“I wouldn’t like that.” Y/N shifted her weight back and forth, fiddling with the ends of her sleeves. “We can...try again? If you’d like, of course.”
He looked like he was about to take her up on the offer, but at the last second, he stopped. 
“I’m sorry.It just feels wrong to do it here.”
Y/N tried to conceal how much the rejection stung, but the blush was obvious on her skin. “That’s o-okay. Don’t worry about it. I’m gonna go find Snape. You go get another cloak.”
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Y/N couldn’t sleep.
It was just like that first night, but this time, it wasn’t the time difference keeping her awake. 
Her reason was stupid; she knew it was. She had just met Draco and it was unfair for her to have already given his expectations and a role to fill...and incredibly unreasonable. Completely irrational. She might as well call up St. Mungo’s and request a psychiatric evaluation. 
MIllicent was kind, but Y/N knew her well enough to know that she’d keep her word about throwing her into the lake. If she kept sighing and rolling around, she would be in for a treat. 
Her body was still sore from the short meeting it had with the ground earlier that day as she eased herself out of the bed and made her way towards the common room. Out of habit, she snatched her cloak, only to realize that it was still Draco’s.
Shit.
The blade in her chest only twisted further at the thought of him. 
Stop thinking about it, stop thinking about it.
In any other case, Y/N would’ve draped the cloak over her shoulders, but she didn’t want to be reminded anymore of him than she had to be. She didn’t understand why he had suddenly decided to pull away--it wasn’t like anything really changed. Maybe she had had bad breath? Maybe her lips were too chapped?
It was pathetic, really, getting her heart broken within the first three weeks of school. She’d never even though of herself as a romantic, either--but Draco’s face could easily convert anyone to believe hopelessly in love.
Once again, she ascended the stairs into the common room, relishing in the quiet and calm it brought. But wait--she saw movement in the corner of her eye.
Turning, she saw Draco laying on the same couch as last time, staring straight at her.
“Hey,” she whispered. “Sorry to disturb you.”
“Is that my cloak?” 
Of course the first thing he had to say to her was a conviction. 
“Uh, yeah. Here, you can have it.”
Y/N began striding towards him, holding her arms out to offer the cloak. Surprisingly, he shook his head, retracting his hands. 
“No. You look cold.”
Y/N allowed a comeback to die on her tongue, instead awkwardly standing there.
“Well, aren’t you going to sit down with me already?” He settled back into the couch, nodding towards the vacant spot next to him.
Against her better judgment, Y/N sat down beside him, tucking her legs up under her body. She shivered as the cool dungeon air wafted past her.
“I knew you were cold,” he mumbled, taking his cloak from her hands and draping it over both of them. “Isn’t that better?”
“You sound like my parents.”
He allowed a small smile to creep across his face as they sat together in silence, leaning closer into her. Their shoulders brushed, and Y/N realized that she could feel heat radiating off of him. 
“You’re very warm.”
“You’re very cold.”
Y/N shifted further away from him as the awkwardness maxxed out. 
“Hey, so about today...can we talk about what happened between us? I mean, when you kissed me and then changed your mind?” Y/N’s voice crackled out. She didn’t trust herself to speak at a volume louder than a whisper. 
���So about that,” he murmured back. “I never changed my mind. It just didn’t feel right at the moment, not because of you, but because of the situation.”
“Oh.”
“So...er..” he leaned towards her, cupping her face with his hand. It was warm and surprisingly soft, and his eyes nearly glowed in the dark when she looked into them. “Do you still want to try again?”
Y/N didn’t need words to answer that, only actions.
final a/n: so basically the tea is that i SUCK ass at writing actually fluff scenes when it comes down to kissing like i don’t know what’s too much and what’s too little and what’s too cringy so i just avoid it oops. hope you enjoyed. if you want to collab where i write the tension and the build up and you write the fluff please let me know because that would make my life so much easier omfg
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hiii lisa! so i really love how you've been linking fics to songs and i was wondering if you could do a rec list based off of your top 25 most listened to songs! (i know that's a lot so you don't have to if you don't want to lol)
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
And I’d give up forever to touch you 
Where Your Heart Is: Louis is ready for his brand new adventure. So what if he suffers from a genetic condition that prevents him from being touched? College is going to be awesome. It has to. Karma kind of owes him right now. Forget about his overprotective mother, or Liam– his entirely too chipper step brother– or his mess of a roommate. Forget about the gloves he has to wear at all times. He’s here to expand his knowledge, write and drown himself in books – No matter how distracting ‘Hallway Boy’ may be– The obnoxious, flirty frat wannabe determined to become the bane of Louis’ existence.
Don’t Let Me Go by Harry Styles
Seems like these days I watch you from afarJust trying to make you understand 
Emperor’s New Clothes : Harry’s a pop star and Louis isn’t, and there’s a non-disclosure agreement where there used to be a relationship.
Somebody to Love by Queen
I just gotta get out of this prison cellOne day (someday) I’m gonna be free, Lord!
Atlas At Last : He doesn’t know what he had been expecting out of the road trip itself besides burping contests and too much shitty gas station food with Oli and Stan, but in the brief moment before Harry ambles up his driveway, Louis idly wonders if this is about to become some sort of Gay Coming of Age story.Maine to California in ten days. In which Zayn’s an open-shirt hippie they meet somewhere in Ohio, Liam’s the pastor’s son running away from home, and Niall’s the number they call on the bathroom wall.It’s 1978. Harry and Louis are just trying to get to San Fran in time for the Queen concert.
Right Now by One Direction
You know I can’t fight the feelingAnd every night I feel itRight nowI wish you were here with me
Love Is A Rebellious Bird : AU in which the boys still make music. Louis is the concertmaster of the London Symphony Orchestra, Harry is the New! and Exciting! interim conductor/ex-cello prodigy who “has made Mozart cool again” according to Esquire Magazine (Louis hates him immediately, which is definitely why he internet stalked him in his dark bedroom late at night that one time), and Niall is the best. Zayn and Liam are around too.
Tiny Dancer by Elton John
But oh how it feels so realLying here with no one near
Never Gonna Dance Again : Louis is a spy and Harry is a dancer. The only real thing they know is each other. 
Wait by M83
Give your tearsTo the tide
Into the Blue : AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity.
Just Hold On by Louis Tomlinson
If it all goes wrongDarling, just hold on
You Are The Blood : A seventh-year Hogwarts AU in which Niall gets all the girls, Liam goes on a journey of self-discovery, Zayn falls in love, Harry wants something more, and Louis tries to figure out once and for all why he, a Muggleborn, was sorted into Slytherin. 
What Kind Of Man by Florence + The Machine 
And with one kissYou inspired a fire of devotion that lasts for twenty yearsWhat kind of man loves like this?
Baby Heaven’s In Your Eyes : A sixth form!AU where Harry is the fucked up bad boy with too many problems, Louis is the perfect rich boy with too much money and their schools are right across from each other. They meet at a party and that’s the last (and maybe the only) thing they need.
I’ve Just Seen a Face by Jim Sturgess
I’ve just seen a face,I can’t forget the time or placeWhere we just met
Nameless Night : For their 18th birthday, every person receives a letter that reads a simple date. That is the date you’ll meet your soulmate. Harry and Louis have different beliefs, live in different worlds and have different dreams, hopes and fears. Yet, they’re not so different from each other when it comes to love. When their paths cross, there is no doubt they belong together. Except for that one, essential difference: they didn’t receive the same date.
If I Could Fly by One Direction
I’ve got scars, even though they can’t always be seenAnd pain gets hard, but now you’re here and I don’t feel a thing
Butterfly Gun : Harry has never been much of a fighter, but—as always—where Louis Tomlinson is concerned, a lot of things stop being true.1940’s AU. Even after six years apart, they can’t forget their shared wartime childhood. 
Jumpin’ Jack Flash by The Rolling Stones
I’m Jumpin’ Jack Flash
Escapade : In the grand scheme of things, finding a date for a wedding should be no problem for Louis Tomlinson. He’s rich. He’s handsome. He’s reasonably well behaved. But when the wedding is for his lifelong best friend (and former boyfriend), and is happening in under a month, finding a date for the ceremony and accompanying festivities becomes more of an adventure than he ever could have planned for. 
18 by One Direction
Long before we both thought the same thingTo be loved and to be in loveAll I could do is say that these arms were made for holding youI wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18
Red Brick Heart : Uni AU. Harry had turned up at the halls of residence expecting fun, new friends, and maybe a life experience or two. What he doesn’t expect is a surprise roommate who’s loud and dramatic and obsessed with tea and is maybe, actually, all he’s ever wanted.
Half A Heart by One Direction
I’m half a man at bestWith half an arrow in my chestI miss everything we doI’m half a heart without you
Never Be : The one where Harry Styles moves to Connecticut from England for nine months as a part of a study abroad program, and he just so happens to move in with Louis Tomlinson and family.
Fallingforyou by The 1975
I don’t wanna be your friend,I wanna kiss your neck
Relief Next To Me : AU. What happens when a baker and a graphic designer meet via a very specific Craigslist post? Fate, friendship, food, and maybe more. 
Closer by Tegan and Sara
Here comes the breath before we get a little bit closerHere comes the rush before we touch, come a little closer
The Night Sky is Changing Overhead : Harry is a tattoo artist, Louis is a drama professor, and they meet during an argument at a café.
Wild Horses by The Rolling Stones
Faith has been broken, tears must be criedLet’s do some living after we dieWild horses couldn’t drag me away 
Soft Hands, Fast Feet, Can’t Lose : American Uni AU. Harry Styles is a frat boy football star from the wealthy Styles Family athletic dynasty. A celebrity among football fans, he knows how to play, he knows how to party, and he knows how to fuck (all of which is well known among his legion of admirers).Louis Tomlinson is a student and an athlete, but his similarities to Harry end there. Intelligent, focused, independent, and completely uninterested in Harry’s charms, Louis is an anomaly in a world ruled by football. A bet about the pair, who might be more similar than they originally thought, brings them together. Shakespeare, ballet, Disney, football, library chats, running, accidental spooning, Daredevil and Domino’s Pizza all blend into one big friendship Frappucino, but who will win in the end? 
No Control by One Direction
PowerlessAnd I don’t care it’s obviousI just can’t get enough of you
Switch Out the Batteries : Two years after meeting in a sex shop, Harry’s just returning to Louis from a month-long tour in the States, and they come up with a wholesome bonding exercise.
Ship to Wreck by Florence + The Machine
Did I drink too much?Am I losing touch?Did I build this ship to wreck?
Young & Beautiful : Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn’t stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes.
Asleep by The Smiths
Deep in the cell of my heartI really want to goThere is another worldThere is a better world 
Here In The Afterglow : 1970’s AU. In a tiny town in Idaho, Louis’ life is changed forever by the arrival of a curious stranger. 
From the Dining Table by Harry Styles
We haven’t spoke since you went awayComfortable silence is so overratedWhy won’t you ever be the first to break?Even the phone misses your call, by the way
These Inconvenient Fireworks : Future AU in which nobody tries out for X Factor but the boys end up finding one other eventually anyway. Louis is a jaded bastard who owns a cat named Duchess and teaches drama to teenagers, Harry is an idealistic aspiring photographer/part-time footy coach, Zayn teaches English lit and wears leather jackets, Liam saves people from burning buildings, and Niall is Niall.
Skinny Love by Bon Iver
And in the morning I’ll be with youBut it will be a different kindAnd I’ll be holding all the ticketsAnd you’ll be owning all the fines
Pull Me Under : AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake.
He’s a Pirate from the Pirates of the Caribbean Soundtrack
Instrumental 
Resist Everything Except Temptation : The one where Louis is the commodore’s son who is forced to become a part of Harry’s crew when he is captured.
Sunburn by Ed Sheeran
You scarred and left meLike a sunburn 
Empty Skies : For three years, Harry has been running from his past. Now, he is moving to London and pledges to fulfil his only dream – making it big in the music industry. Not everyone has a place, though, and the competition is tough. As is his past catching up on him.Louis is part of the biggest boy band of the world, and getting there had meant a lot of hard work, as well as sacrificing parts of his heart and soul. He’s still happy. Maybe not as happy as he could be, but who is he to complain?
Pine Trees by Jake Bugg
You can sit in the pine treesYou can feel at homeYou can breathe a sigh of silence in the woods
May We Stay Lost On Our Way Home : On March 31st, Harry Styles disappears. Though many speculate, only two people know where to find him: Niall, his former guitarist, and Zayn, who follows where Niall leads.The fact the biggest boy band in the world broke up two weeks earlier might be related to the disappearance. The fact Harry meets a fairy named Louis in the woods is a whole other matter.
Colors by Halsey
Everything was greyHis hair, his smoke, his dreamsAnd now he’s so devoid of colorHe don’t know what it means
Gods & Monsters : The instructions were simple: seduce and destroy Harry Styles. Not once did they discuss the option of Louis actually falling in love. So, naturally, that’s exactly what he did.
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Vol. 6: March Recommendations
Hello all! @misocrickette and I do apologize for the month-long hiatus. We are back on track with another buried treasure rec, and then some! Unfortunately, Crickette wasn’t able to contribute this month, so I’ll be filling in. Hopefully, there’s a little bit of something for everyone here, so without further ado, click below to get to the goods!
Lacking Each Nuance by thetreesgrowodd
Rating: Teen
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: John finds someone to help him with a personal experiment. Surely, if he's careful, Sherlock won't find out.
Also: kiwi fruit, a stolen antique agate-inlay dagger, peach-scented candles, the reinvention of the hug, an experiment involving blue balls, and Sherlock pondering whether the eyes really are the windows of the soul.
Snippet: "I don't want to be your test subject, Sherlock."
"But you are, you always are. How could you not be — yours being the only face I see consistently?"
John translated again, startled at the link Sherlock seemed to be suggesting between love and John. Then — because this was Sherlock, after all — he brushed it off. This was just another example of Sherlock over-thinking things and failing to grasp basic human emotions. His mind was wired from the case but bored from the hours of sitting here waiting. He was itching for puzzles to solve. Throw in Sherlock reading poetry and John being the most convenient outlet for his thoughts, and something like this was the most likely result. And meaningless.John didn't look up, but sensed Sherlock continuing to watching him. 
One glimpse of my eyes right now and you'll know how much this hurts. Because I want you. But you've put yourself off-limits by your every personality trait, your body language, every opinion you've ever voiced to me on the topic of love or relationships.
(Beyond) The Science of Horizons by thetreesgrowodd 
Rating: Mature
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: In the downtime after a disastrous case, Sherlock is depressed and John is ailing. That's when Sherlock discovers an amazing new ability that manifests when he strokes John's skin.Whether or not it's all in his head is insignificant.
Snippet: Once they're settled in bed, Sherlock's hand moves on John, sliding up and down his back under his t-shirt. His skin is smoother here than on his arms. John shudders under a suppressed cough and Sherlock pulls himself closer, pats him soothingly. He's afraid John will call this off at any moment. He waits for John to stop him, but he doesn't and —
— floating geometric patterns are coming toward me, crystal-like, child's-paper-snowflake-like — but so much more complicated and evolving —
— it branches into digits, grows human hands that are unlike human hands, with crop circle patterns for knuckles and far more than four fingers and a thumb and —
(A relief, such a relief from the grayness and the boredom and the weight and the internal battles...)
— ivied walls around me, quaint and properly British, ivy pulsing and thick and growing and maybe there is no wall under them, no foundation, just growth and —
— a decaying temple across a bridge low to the water and drums and I want what's inside —
When John jerks and mumbles, Sherlock realizes it's because John has nodded off and is dreaming again.
He lies on his side and puts his hand on John's head, fingers in his hair and palm brushing the ridges of his ear. John begins snoring in a congested, somewhat pitiful way, but Sherlock isn't tired. He is going to draw out the darkness from John, and then perhaps delete it all completely from his mind.
For Need of Two Credits by BakerTumblings
Rating: Mature
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: John is close to finishing med school when he is informed that he must take an elective in order to graduate on time. His advisor suggests a novel opportunity working with a professor in a blended forensic art class where John can still fulfill his official obligations while getting these much needed credits. The professor? Dr. WSS Holmes, of course.
'Make contact, John,' his advisor says. 'You might actually enjoy it.'
Snippet: He opens his eyes, expecting perhaps that their exchange is being witnessed, but they are still alone.  Sherlock's intense, all-seeing eyes are focused only on John's face, and John doesn't even attempt to respond to that confession.
"How much will you let me get away with, John, I wonder?"
John swallows hard, closes his eyes again, trying to reign in, if he can, the physiologic signs of his arousal.  He feels the shift of Sherlock's lean, muscled body as he slides overtop of him.  Warm lips nuzzle at his jawline, breath and lips and Sherlock's thumbs holding and exploring.  Intentionally, as instructed, John has not shaved since yesterday, neither of them did, actually, as Sherlock claimed it would add to the ruggedness of the image they wanted to portray and would photograph well.  Knowing they are playing a role, for the most part anyway, John turns his face, letting his lips intercept Sherlock's foray across his mouth, and there is more shifting over him as Sherlock's knee slots between his legs.  The sheet is still separating them, and Sherlock calmly reaches for John's nipple, pressing firmly and smiling victoriously as John inhales sharply, the flush of desire becoming unstoppably apparent.  His hand then slides down further toward John's waist, and he deepens the snog, breathing as if air hungry, as if John is necessary for his very survival, his existence.
The repeated image (series) by Teatrolley | @tenderlock
Rating: NR
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: "Have we met before?" That is what John always says, no matter the circumstances of their meeting.
Sherlock always says no until, one day, he doesn't.
Yes, he says this time. Yes, and there's something I need to tell you. Yes, and I know already that I adore you; in fact, I don't just know it, I feel it.
This is where we always start. This is my twelfth time.__Or: Sherlock is reborn into the same life every time he dies, and he finds John in them all
Snippet: John hangs onto him, fingernails clawing into his shoulders, unsteady on his feet. To Sherlock, it's familiar. To John it must be the ugliest sense of uncomfortable, non-placeable deja vu.
"I don't even know your name," John says, and then he laughs. Sherlock is twenty-five, and it's been as long since he heard it last. It's a sound like a piece of beautifully composed music, right now played on a ragged old record-player, scratching up the sound so its melody is just slightly off.
"It's Sherlock," Sherlock says. "You're John."
John chuckles and claws, and leans against Sherlock's body, sagging with his laughter.
"Sherlock," he says, as if tasting it in his mouth. "Hm."
When he looks up, Sherlock sends him the best smile he's got, and John's expression changes. He looks at Sherlock's lips, and licks his own.
"Sherlock," he repeats. "I'm sorry I hit you. I hope it's all right if I kiss you again?"
Sherlock does it for him.
Courtesan by delightful_fear | @delightful-fear-sherlock
Rating: Mature
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: Desperate times call for desperate measures. John takes a job as a live-in doctor in the most exclusive brothel in London, never thinking he would fall under the spell of it's most infamous consort, Sherlock Holmes.
An AU set in 1860's Victorian England.
Snippet: Pulling back, he looked at the man laying beside him, his hair mussed by John’s hands, his lips swollen from the kissing. Looking happy and so beautiful.
Sherlock’s mouth tilted up a little on one side. “’…we were all going direct to Heaven…’”
Leaning his forehead against Sherlock’s, John gave a wry smile back. “’…we were all going direct the other way…’”
Giving a small scoff, Sherlock’s smile was warm and tender. “Well, at least we’ll be going there together.”
Ford by theshopislocal
Rating: Mature
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: He turns back round then and looks down at me, eyes curious. “Your name, W.S.S. Holmes.” That’s not my name. “Is it Walter? Or Wilbur? Maybe something really awful like, er,” he smiles wryly, “Willoughby? Winchester?”
I feel my face go blank as my body numbs over. “Scott,” I say, voice devoid of emotion. “My name is Scott.”
Snippet: “Figure. It. Out,” he bites out, and his tone is menacing, terrifying, as he brings the gun closer to my face. I lean back as far as I can, want to turn my head away but I can’t. The metal is shiny, the hole, the- the barrel is pitch black inside, the whole thing looks heavy, but he’s holding it in one hand and it isn’t shaking. His finger rests on the trigger, his finger is on the trigger and-
My entire body flashes hot, then cold, then… nothing. I feel nothing.
I feel… nothing.It’s something that used to happen to me a lot, as a child: Depersonalisation, the doctor called it. I’d always had trouble sleeping, and if I went long enough without, I would suddenly find myself… separated. Floating above my own body, looking down at myself as I went about my chores on autopilot or answered questions in class by rote. I watch myself now. My eyes look odd - blank like a zombie or a- a husk. My shoulders shift awkwardly - what am I doing? Oh, I see. My cuffed hands pull to the side, my left shoulder lowering to an odd angle as my hands appear at the right side of my waist. I splay my fingers wide and move my thighs, jostling the keyring until it slides down into my open hands. I pull my hands back behind myself and watch as I fumble with the smaller key. I nearly drop it four different times before I feel slide into the lock, and then…
And Not Or by ShinySherlock | @shinysherlock
Rating: Explicit
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sarah Sawyer/John Watson/Sherlock Holmes
Summary: What does Sherlock want? What does John need? And what if those answers aren't the same?
Snippet: “He’s unhappy.”
She really can’t stop herself. “And that bothers you?”
“Of course it bothers me.”
She had wanted to say more, to say how much of John’s unhappiness Sherlock is responsible for, but he answered her so quickly, so heatedly, and the realization is a slap, cold water on her face. “You love him.”
Sherlock swirls and swirls. “Yes.”
She looks away for a moment. Her words are soft but distinct. “So do I.”
“That’s why I’m here,” Sherlock replies, and the added obviously is no less clear for being silent.
Dr. Watson’s Flatmate (series) by BakerTumblings
Rating: Mature/Explicit
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: An alternate first meeting, where Mike Stamford suggests Dr. John H. Watson, who is newly home from being injured in Afghanistan, apply for an innovative position in the hospital. And guess who seems to be always underfoot?
They start with a turf war over a patient, take the battles to Baker Street, and ultimately end up both winning.
Sherlock gets a bit reckless when unaccompanied by John. No surprises there, yeah?
********* "Why are we here?” John asked, quietly, in low tones. Pale blue eyes met his, held, definitely longer than necessary, longer than was comfortable. A power play.
“Because I’m surrounded by imbeciles and morons all day, every day, with rare exception.”
“I’m a rare exception, then?”
Snippet: “I play the violin at all hours, keep random sleep habits, and sometimes don’t speak for days on end.”
“So?”
“Potential flatmates should know the worst about each other.”
“Absolutely not.” John took his jacket from behind the door. “You have no boundaries. I am particularly miserable when I’m hungry. Like now, for instance. You’d provoke me into murdering you.” Sherlock stood up, pulling his own coat around him, turning the collar up, smiling just a bit in spite of John’s tirade. “The not talking for days sounds appealing, however. How do I arrange that?”
Sherlock smiled at that, a peculiar expression that John thought might be something of a rarity. And pleasant, even though it didn’t last long. He was, John admitted, a striking looking bloke.
“I’m unattached at present.”John’s brows furrowed. 
“I wasn’t wondering about that.”
“You were about to.”
“Shut up.”
isolate by anchors
Rating: Mature
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: "The central law of all organic life is that each organism is intrinsically isolate and single in itself. The moment its isolation breaks down and there comes an actual mixing and confusion, death sets in." - D. H. Lawrence, Studies in Classic American Literature
Five tumors like five heartbeats like trochaic pentameter, the poetry of John’s body in decay.
Snippet: Clinking of silverware on plates. Just that and Silence, present like a figure at the table next to them. It smiles and presses a bloodred finger to blue lips. John's lips moving saying nothing.
He is listening to John's heartbeat from across the room, jumping and irregular. He is listening in on John's organs as they rumble and shift with the motion of his crossing, uncrossing arms. He is listening to the groove in John's forehead and the deepening ones by his lips. Listening, he hears sentiment and worry and fear and -
"You yelled at me." He doesn't want to sound petulant. He isn't. He looks down. You were going to hit me.
John sighs. Lays his fork down. He eyes the food Sherlock's been pushing around on his plate, and, with a weary shake of his head, goes to put their things in the sink. "I didn't...mean to," he says with his back turned. "I've just been really - a bit - tired lately, I suppose." He looks back over at Sherlock and smiles.
It's not John's real smile. It's too small, his eyes don't wrinkle up at the corners and turn him old-young all at once, and at his mouth there's a thin line of tension. Sherlock smiles back anyway, but it feels like a fraud on his face.
In Spite of All The Danger (series) by Canon_Is_Relative | @allcanonisrelative
Rating: Teen
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: What happens when the term "flat mate" is no longer adequate?
Case fic interspersed with epistolary installments and characters studies.
Snippet: (The Mystery of the Girl with No Face) If he were sober, this feeling would terrify him. As it is, it's the bright point that shine behind the curtain of boredom and sustains him through these moods. One word, one thought, and nothing else that needs his attention. Elsewhere in his mind there are synapses firing, sparking, thoughts thinking themselves, auto-saved to his hard drive to be useful later. For now, just this. His best approximation of a one-track mind. Total immersion. Call it what you will. This is what the drug does for him. Human have needs, after all. But the drug does not; the drug has only an obligation to react with his body chemistry in a certain way. A way no human would ever be obligated to act and react with him.
Yes. Touch.
This is a better high than any he's ever experienced before. But there's a variable factor involved now; John.
John is not a constant.
This could ruin everything.
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