#I THOUGHT I POSTED THIS DAYS AGO HELP

[scleramotif]

its deffo 12 guys because we know two things about eli sunday 1) he loves and needs an audience and 2) nothing is ever enough for him hes addicted to gaining power any way he can whether its through influence, money, or being the most fuckable special guy in the 1920s crusing park

ok this is real. plus he's gotten used to the high of getting shoved into mud in front of oil workers so i guess this is close enough. and also the 12 is for the 12 apostles

#asks #I THOUGHT I POSTED THIS DAYS AGO HELP

[freaky-flawless]

Dead Tired Honey Swamp

Shout out to @deuces-stone-cold-style for the nightgown inspo!

#monster high #monster high fanart #monster high g1 #honey swamp #dead tired #finished this a couple days ago but couldnt post it #cuz my laptop battery decided it had had enough and finally went caput on me #i have a replacement coming within a i cant really draw until then and im super bummed about it #anyway this drawing was funny #i kinda hated it but thought if i could just add some color that it would help #and it did i love her #shes one of my most detailed mh designs so drawing her is always a doozy #i wanna design a dt wydowna to match because they are ghoulfriends #also sorry the nightgown isnt that accurate to the actual reference #i dont think honey is particularly a lace ghoulie which is why i went with the wispy plant fringe #and i really dont like drawing floral patterns i just used the csp presets 🥲 #i know the dt dolls come with little accessories but she gets a blankie #and i couldnt fit the sleep mask because i refused to get rid of the bow on her bonnet #id in alt #my art #sabz art

[doodleodds]

Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.

If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.

I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.

I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.

Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.

#p5 #akeshu #akechi goro #kurusu akira #wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack #it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size #also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks! #i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god #and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo #ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :) #why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute #well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part #hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :) #also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right #so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh) #hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake #ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it. #but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess #anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon

[girlgerard]

mommm white people on tumblr are misconstruing my posts again despite the post being entirely about how important wording is + how i don’t feel comfortable posting large statements when i haven’t fully processed them yet.

#if you want to put me on a blocklist for loving netanyahu you can! i don’t! and no matter how many times i get told i do #i still don’t! #i literally said i hope his balls get cut off IN THAT POST #i don’t know how that read as unclear. #perhaps there are no hidden genocidal messages behind the wording of my tumblr posts - who knows! #when i said i cared about every single civilian living in that land i meant it. if you decide that i actually don’t that’s not my problem #if you somehow took my words and decided that what i really meant is that i’m a government bootlicker who loves murder #you can do that all you want. it won’t make it true and it won’t help save any lives #i was in ramallah and jerusalem six months ago. have you gone? #if the answer is no maybe think about that for a second #moreover if you’re viewing this from a purely racial or religious framework you have no idea how to navigate this subject #i don’t view israel and palestine through which government i want to back. why the fuck would i do that #palestinians and jews and everyone else in that land is who i care about. i care about gazans #if that’s not enough of ‘a side’ for you i don’t really think there’s much of a conversation to be had. #do you think i wake up every day NOT thinking about gaza? do you think i wouldn’t feel nauseous every second of every day because of gaza? #do you think that within everything i’m saying that the most logical conclusion would be to post all of my thoughts on tumblr? #because if you think any of that we’re not going to have a productive conversation. i don’t take kindly to being told my own emotions

[solradguy]

Whenever I see someone being transphobic on twt in a bridget thread i reply with three pictures of my mains: ky kiske from ac+r, ky kiske from rev 2, and ky kiske from strive.

it self selects for people who actually play the game. it’s canon that he’ll fight off transphobes with the blade. and if they actually played guilty gear they’d get the underlining messages

While it can be really funny to bully these guys back, please keep in mind that nothing you can say or do to these people will hurt them or waste as much of their time as what they say will stick with you or waste your time. It might be funny to send them a bunch of Ky pictures, but what they're doing is laughing that the only response the people they hate can give them is sending a bunch of pictures of anime boys.

The only thing that works is blocking them. They've turned being an asshole into a recreational sport and getting any sort of response in return is a victory for them.

#asks #Unfortunately I was an asshole on the internet once (not a vicious transphobe just a basic internet asshole) #I know exactly how these people function because I was there once... #When you don't take the person you're arguing with seriously it's very easy to laugh at every single thing they do #Which is what these guys are doing. It doesn't matter how well thought out the counter argument is. They don't care and they won't care #All you can hope for is that they're young and they grow out of it (I did) #I feel bad for them because I think about what led to me being like that decades ago. Are they going through the same thing? #I was like that because I was in a hopeless situation and hated myself and hated everyone else #People arguing back just proved my point that everything sucked and my hate was justified #It's an awful feedback loop. People being kind to me felt disingenuous. Why should they be kind? I hated them. They had no reason to be nic #I had to get to a point where I was willing to help myself crawl out of that pit before I let anyone else even get near me emotionally #I still remember the day when I realized I was being a fucked up little shit to everyone lol #Early June 2011. It was sunny with no clouds and there was a cool breeze. I was listening to In This Moment and I realized #'What the hell am I doing? Do I want to be like this forever? Get your shit together man' #It was a slow process from there but I did get out of it. Slowly. Very slowly. #There's a lot I did that I regret and can't ever apologize for because it was so long ago and the names and faces are gone now #Apologizing at this point would be selfish and only for my benefit anyway. I can only hope that what I did didn't hurt people permanently #Anyway. I've never talked about this on here before because it's the kinda shit that gets put on callout posts out of context #So. I am laying my naked soul bare and raw for the sake of underlining my original point: Internet trolls don't care

[dwtdog]

I’m sorry I think we need to move on a bit but I’m still just so sad I’ve never particularly cared for George but this week all I’ve been thinking about is “George told me if he were in that situation he’d kill himself” just that thought going in circles in my mind. He’ll be ok, he has people, but still :( wouldn’t wish those kinds of dooming thoughts on anyone

man anon i am in the exact same boat as you 😭 i've always loved all of dteam equally but dream was the only one i ever got parasocial demons about, but after this week and seeing how george looked so off in his response stream, and how nervous sapnap was in his stream- even just to do a british accent or make references to things he and george joke about- it's made me feel so ouughhh :(( for all three of them

as for the kms joke george made (lol 😭) my take on that is 1. dream was getting jumped by twitter for something where objectively, he did nothing wrong, because it was mostly the gumball shit. 2. if i had to guess, george made that joke mostly just to get dream to laugh, and while they were drinking and watching f1 so. i wouldn't put too much stock on it being his actual thoughts :]

#cq.asks #i get the stress over that joke i really do #but remember he has a strong support system outside of spineless ccs #and man my goal 3 days ago was to disconnect from this fandom but idk HOW TO DO THAT #also dont hesitate to send ur thoughts on anything if ur getting in ur own head <3 #even if u want to dm or just send an ask u dont want me to post i'll always do my best to help u guys calm down

[valeffelees]

was going through my drafts and i'm fucking screaming

"nobody talk to me i'm in a mood" baBY, CLEARLY

AND IT'S A TEMP POST, TOO?

JUST, WHAT ☠️

#help this is so fucking funny #i can't remember why i thought of this or why i saved it instead of posting it #or why i was ''in a mood'' two days ago that called for this fucking bEHAVIOUR #valen from 2 days ago are you OKAY mate? are you GOOD baby? #valen and the void

[primsycoldbottles]

[Image Description: A digital drawing of Marie Gorey from The Great Ace Attorney. She is posed standing, looking off to the right with a bored expression, one hand lifted to her chest and the other holding a wooden cane, one of her feet extended out slightly. She is dressed is ouji style clothing. A dark purple blouse, matching medium purple vest and puff shorts, a green bow tied around her neck, striped light purple stockings, a green bow in her hair, and dark purple platform boots with green butterfly-esque ribbon details. The background is navy blue with silhouette of an ornate fence framing Marie. End ID]

#peaches art #ace attorney #the great ace attorney #dai gyakuten saiban #marie gorey #dgs #aa #hiii hiii i kept forgetting to post this despite having the ID done weeks ago #i did it for namis bday gift in april omg.. its been TWO MONTHS. help. help i thought its only been a couple of weeks

[zecoritheweirdone]

don't know why but i had the sudden urge to makehuman designs for color gang + chosen one anddark lord. and so i did,, dkdnkdnd.

the designs were made using a picrew as a base,, for those curious! with my own little flourishes to spice them up a bit,,, i’ll link it in the reblogs so this post can show up in the tags,, i spent wayy to long on this for it to not be seen,,, dkdnkdnd.

reblogs > likes!

#my art #animator vs animation #ava #animation vs minecraft #avm #animation vs supers au #girl help i had to make this whole post twice; tags and all #technically purple’s design is based after their (second) redemption #i have a separate one for before that but i was too lazy to render it #my canvas literally would not open for a bit i don’t think i would have been able to render it anyway dkndkdndk #various lil notes: red’s got fangs and a white streak in their hair bc of the possession #and that ends the notes i have nothing else to add dkbdkd #every other detail is pretty much ‘bc i wanted to’ #dark lord looks like shadow the hedgebog. this was unintentional but i love it so i’m keeping it #oh and victim is the only one that gets a full body drawing bc they’re the one who i liked the best #also i’m maybe. maybe thinking of an au that includes these designs. #it is incredibly self indulgent but it has been living in my head rent-free since i first thought of it a few days ago #if anyone 👉👈 if anyone reads this far and is curious 👉👈 let me know kdjsodjdos #it may be. a superhero au. #not 100% sure how everything works yet but i have a few things planned out already

[brattybottomdyke]

do not add to my posts!!! just make your own post!!!

#someone who just followed me like a day ago who i thought about blocking bc Vibes but didn’t block added a huge paragraph to one of my posts #and also made it completely about their tickle kink when that wasn’t even remotely close to what i was posting #and like obviously there are some cases when adding to posts is Constructive and actually helpful #this was not #and also??? to add to someone’s original post when you don’t even know them? #just put your thoughts in the tags #bottom.spm

[bobmckenzie]

ok i don't know WHAT kind of brain fart I had but I've been thinking today marks 6 months since I started shipping with Bob... IT'S NOT SIX DLSKJFKSF IT'S EIGHT 😳😳😳 8 MONTHS!!!

so today i learned i don't know how to count but idec bc it's my 8 month bobiversarry lol ❤️

#(sorry there's basically a freaking diary entry in these tags damn) (needed to get my thoughts out ig lol) #i really am so grateful for him and doug. which i get could sound really silly to ppl outside of this community lol #but they've helped me through the past 8 months and have made me smile even when in the worst moods :'3 #even putting the selfshipping aspect of it aside they just make me happy !! #i honestly CANNOT believe its been that long already though... time has freaking FLOWN by since sept #but actually thinking about it in that way makes me oddly motivated? like that post abt how #'the time will pass anyways.' like i could have done A LOT in those 8 months but... i didn't 🧍🏻‍♀️BUT #there's 8 more months right ahead of me to make use of. like i've been really wanting to learn music theory and production #and im scared bc of how much time it will take. but I started studying a few days ago... and in 8 months i'll have 8 months of experience #idk it's just a comforting thought #like maybe even just in 4 months on the one year bobiverssary (lol) i'll be able to look back on today #and be like WOW i learned SO much since then and made so much music etc. just need to manage my time better all around. #bc of course i also need to do my actual JOB aka finish my next novel and prep for selfpub #cause i'm excited but not nearly ready 4 when my current contract ends. idk if it'll get renewed or not but i'm cool w either outcome 🧘🏻‍♀ #UMMM. i didn't expect to ramble that much LMFAO sorry i was caught off guard by the passage of time ! 😳 #peanut butter and jelly donut #caitiechat

[thethingything]

remember, with enough skill you too can knock over a packet of specialty seeds and lose a bunch on the floor, exacerbate an injury through multiple tasks going wrong in unforeseen ways leading you to overexert while trying to fix the issues, almost stab yourself with a pair of scissors by accident twice while trying to open a package, nearly pass out from pain, then realise you're shaking so hard you can barely get your pain meds out of the packet

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #currently zooted #<- the meds are not helping that much though #I woke up 4 and a half hours ago but I only managed to get out of bed about 2 hours ago #because I felt like shit and our executive function has been absolutely fucked both last night and today #but I was like ''okay I really need to do these chores'' and managed to get up and start doing them #and I was like ''this should only take maybe 15 minutes''. no. it took nearly an hour. it should not have taken this long #so anyway RIP to any other plans I had for the day I guess because wow I'm exhausted and in pain

[sagethegremlin]

on one hand i want to finish writing forced into the wild SO BADLY because it will kill me if i leave it unfinished but on the other hand it is so far from what i really write anymore and i just kind of dont really enjoy some aspects of it anymore so im in this hell where nothing is happening whatsoever and its KILLING ME

#it also doesnt help that one day i saw a post on here that kinda just made me not want to write it anymore #like yeah one persons opinion is one persons opinion and i do not care but i think it hit me subconsciously #idk dude its the weirdest situation #and like i wouldve abandoned it forever ago anyways if people didnt tell me they liked it so much #and those people still like it so i want to finish it for them! #but ough theres just so much with that fic and a lot of it being written when i had to deal with cps certainly doesnt help anything #ough i just dont know dude #ive even thought about just writing down all of the plot points and sending it to a friend so they could finish it #but also a part of me wants the whole thing to just be mine yknow? #especially since it was my first sonic fic #its just a weird situation

[mctreeleth]

I have to get a whole lot of things done today before work that I have been putting off for forever so I got up early (by my standards) and took a vyvanse I had left over from when I stopped taking them (because I the number of panic attacks I was having was more debilitating than unmedicated ADHD) and I think that returning to it after a break has made me realise that they were less panic attacks and more sensory overload meltdowns. Like, sure I can get some graphic design work done and book a smoke alarm service and go to the post office, but also the fact that I have shoulders and I am incapable of not feeling them is just... so much.

In the perfect balance teepee of ADHD and autism, the ADHD pole has been shortened and is no longer providing support to the autism pole, which will cause everything to crash down very shortly.

#also I feel like I am going to throw up but I have been having tummy issues all week so that might be part of that instead #but for real I was pretty whatever about the autism diagnosis because I was like #oh it doesn't effect my life all that negatively I am a bit weird so what if I am a picky eater and my hands to things on their own #my sensory issues are ones I can work around to the point of not noticing them for the most part #and then you have a day where you need the ADHD to go away and you realise how much it mitigates a lot of the autism things #you thought you had like... cool autism #but it turns out that your autism just had a really really cool friend that hung out with it all the time and helped it out socially #and when that cool cool friend goes out of town the autism is just like #hmm. time to set some fires I guess? #anyway I probably made a post that was basically the same as this about 6 months ago #but I need to have my revelations a few times over before they set in

[muckmage]

How do you keep post ideas in your head long enough to post them

ouh gOD i wish i knew, there's so many things i totally forget about before i manage to make any post and on top of that i wish i had more ideas in general

#literally had a dream that i made a banger post a couple nights ago but then i woke up the next day and thought i'd still made it #so tried to check it only to realise it was a dream but by that point i'd forgotten what it was and i was so peeved #i almost made a post just being mad about it tbh #anyway i'm always trying to make funnies no matter what so i think that helps #02

[deus-ex-mona]

stuff’s wildin’, my dudes

#auhxhsjahs i n c o h e r e nt rambling coming right up you’ve been warned o k ie~? #so the other day i finally found out about that [redacted thing (if ykyk)]’s (thankfully outdated) mistranslator masterlist and stuff #and i googled the op of that list to see what others had to say about ‘em #(cuz personally i found the dude’s tone through it all to be. pretty mean actually??) #(like h e l p tling probably isn’t these people’s day jobs; they’re probs just hobby tlers?? ease up my g~~~) #b u t i digress. despite having searched for the op of that post i somehow found a post by another fan tler who seemed to have vanished? #*vanished from that [redacted] tling community i mean. they just stopped uploading years ago. prolly bc their main yt channel was terminated #and they??? despite having not made a single post in almost 10 years??? seem to be alive and well in this current age????? #like yoooooooo i’ve legitimately had the thought that something bad had happened to ‘em for y e a r s but they!!! they’re alive!!!!!!! #they seem to have stopped tling for good but!!!!! they’re alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #so i guess i can say that i went hunting for trash and found treasure instead o o o p— #but on another note. i think gatekeeping tling isn’t cool at all. #like yeah there can be some really fishy tls (including official tls a he m) but being mean about it helps no one at all #and so! that’s why! i keep my big mouth shut whenever i see fishy tls floating about the vast open sea in front of me~~~ #i mean. quite a number of those fishy tls are mine anyway. so. um. i don’t have any room to say anything really ahaha~~~~ #but please!!! feel free to blast my tls if you’d like!! my absolutely terrible daikirai tl is a free for all!!!!! #g o d i should really revise that soon. it’s terribly mistranslated and i cringe and wilt inside. #it is suiyoubi my dudes #well. not anymore but… it is still suiyoubi in my heart <3