#I WISH I WISH HE'D GO AWAY

[blackramhall]

Remember that movie where the ten strangers went to an island and then they all died one by one?

Identity - James Mangold (2003)

Blackram Hall: The guy practically lives in a Clue board

#WHEN I WAS GOING UP THE STAIRS #I MET A MAN WHO WASN'T THERE #HE WASN'T THERE AGAIN TODAY #I WISH I WISH HE'D GO AWAY #Identity #James Mangold #murder mystery #Dame Agatha Christie #and then there were none #thriller #giallo #John Cusack #Ray Liotta #Amanda Peet #Alfred Molina #John Hawkes #Clea DuVall #John C. McGinley #Rebecca De Mornay #William Lee Scott #Jake Busey #Pruitt Taylor Vince #Leila Kenzle #Bret Loehr #Holmes Osborne #Carmen Argenziano #Marshall Bell #Matt Letscher #Frederick Coffin #Michael Cooney

[skunkes]

i have soooo much more i cld say abt him, and have explored more thru other doodles, but quick summary of talon's whole deal, which is subject to change still as he's only almost 2 yrs old as an oc

#oc text #obvs sparse description of the events bc i dont mean for it to be gratuitous #even if i decided to explore it further in some medium the focus wouldnt be gratuitous ykwim #not that there werent awful stuff within that but my focus with talon is also more exploration of like #even stuff that isnt a big deal (which it wasnt at first) can effect someone greatly #and then once it does get a bit worse the focus is still more on the effects of how he views himself and the aftermath #AS WELL AS LIKE. well. did i do this to myself? i went back. do i deserve this? #he's a lot like me and the reason i like the self insert dynamic is bc he thinks of cheye as Me If It Didnt All Go Horribly #bc ive not gone thru the Extreme but i have had interactions with ppl who very enthusiastically thought i was ummmm underage!!! #while they were already being creepy toward me and making me nervous abt my safety ! #so this isnt ''he's umm 400 but looks 12 bc i want to do weird shit with him 😏'' dude drawing him Fed makes me so sad sometimes... #we're also weird eating buddies <3 #and grief buddies <3 he actually further spawned out of my need to deal with a lot of family members passing away in such a short time #severe death phobia buddies... #i still dont know how he really feels about his Old Wrinkly Form btw all i know is he feels safe in it #as much as id love to sway toward ''he thinks he's hot like that. because he is.'' i also dont want to convey the wrong message wrt this #form being due to....disordered eating caused by Issues. ykwim #though! he can shapeshift quite well when he's fed and maybe he'd choose that form willingly if he ever got. Past everything #he does hate that he never gets to actually age...! he wishes he cld age normally like a mortal...(still scared of dying though) #but we cant knoww for certain yet ykwim. maybe he'll let me know soon. #my issue with talon other than i suck at plots is well he has too many of my issues. and. idk how to solve them. #he's growing with me. #oh and have we noticed he's mean to me when *im* being mean to me...MANY such metaphors #ok goodnite

[kyouka-supremacy]

Formal attire Akutagawa appreciation post

#*White lady voice* He'd actually be such a beautiful young man if only he... Let go of the goth aesthetic... Cleaned up a bit......... #ryūnosuke akutagawa #bsd #bungou stray dogs #mine #q. #Very into how the images disposition ended up creating a visual rhombus #21/08/22 #I love the illustration the third picture is from nnngggghhhhhhhhh I really wish we had a better quality version of it... #In the context it's so so cute he's like. Looking so much away from Atsushi it can't be unintentional #and only adds to the fact he's evidently thinking about Atsushi. Pffftt I'm so soft for them

[southern--downpour]

having upsetting thoughts about the “live” ending

#what would he think? would he think the audience just wants to see him suffer for as long as he's entertaining? #how do you feel being dragged away knowing you're going to loose every memory you've ever had after just getting them all back? #how do you come to terms with the fact that you *begged* to die and they refused you? #do you think h'ed fight back? or just accept his fate silently and let himself be dragged away by showfall's drones? #sorry genloss is giving me such severe brainrot #it hurts me so good #honest to god want to write stuff for this and i am not a writer #shut up virgil #genloss #like you know if chat picked live it'd be because we couldnt stand to kill him/had *some* kind of hope he could escape eventually #but he wouldnt know that #he'd just think that however many people (hundreds? thousands? he doesnt know) wanted him to suffer #i so fucking wish gl!ranboo could know just how badly chat wanted to find a way to save him #GENUINELY almost tied the poll 50/50 to find any other option than kill him or have him suffer #uwahhhhhhhh

[hazmatazz]

yeah we've heard of mike friendzoning will, but can i have more will friendzoning mike?

#i feel like mike would get so quiet for a second #and his throat closes up for a moment and his body tingles in the worst way #because will will never see him more than that. more than a friend #and just at least he still has will as a friend after all that he put him through #but...god he wishes he'd never figured out his feelings for him. he wishes he'd stayed oblivious to that part of him #because will's not the same. mike does think he may be gay but...he'd never love mike the way he loves will #and he knows it everytime will ends a intimate moment by calling them friends and leaning away #and he'll just have to stick with that role #like COME ONNN make him go through the same hell i want to see him suffer a bit <3 #stranger things #byler #babble

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me

#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason #the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2 #i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head #and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet #and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay #he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all #i have no idea what he has that i don't #but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about #not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me #not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act #im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough #for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away #from my sociopathic parents #and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough #but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d #exams #and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then #never cry #i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really #trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing #oh god this is now a ventpost #mes

[dorosen]

*punches the wall* Interactions between Cronus and Horuss would be so stupid and funny... Cronus would tell him to shut up, and he would listen. Horuss would talk about his experience being a horse, and Cronus would play into it because he finds it entertaining. Horuss would support Cronus' therian experiences wholeheartedly. I can see them bonding over their mutual interest in the arts. Horuss would show genuine interest in his music. What if they kissed? Idk. I think they would annoy people simply by conversing with one another. They would be hemocasteist together. They both have personality issues too. Cronus' dumb flirting would fluster Horuss for sure (even if he tries to ignore it at first). I want to see them argue too.

#txt #shawty help I've got croruss on the mind and it won't go away #or horcro ig #whatever i think they're an interesting duo with potential i wish we saw them speak at least once #i can imagine horuss infuriates cronus at times esp when he deflects whatever cronus tells him #cronus probably assumes horuss can relate to his loneliness and tries to get chummy #and when horuss expresses his own frustration and defiance towards cronus i feel like he'd go <3< eyes lmfao #maybe I'm delusional you guys let me know #oh yeah one last bit uh #i see it as the classic enemies to lovers trope so they start pitch and go red later on

[shikai-the-storyteller]

I adore Luzu, so it really warms my heart that when he was mentioned today when Phil was asking about La Velada, not only did PHIL get super excited and emphasize his support for Luzu, but Chat also got excited and hyped him up. All us crows love him so much, even though we only saw him interact with Phil once :') I hope that now his training is over, he can log back in and they can hang out again

#i talk #qsmp talk #I was MIA all day today so I was watching the VOD #I'm so glad someone brought up Luzu's fight and La Velada to Phil I was thinking nobody would #I'm really happy #I gotta stop watching now though because my stomach is killing me #MAN I wish these stomach / abdominal issues would go away #Luzu te extraño #come home #I saw Cellbit wanted to see Luzu in the game too and I'm like YESSSSSSS #Luzu loves doing lore so much he'd get along SO well with Cellbit #I didn't even consider that until now #I'm talking cc Luzu and Cellbit #their characters... might not #it depends ENTIRELY on how their first meeting goes #Anyways I'm very emo about the whole La Velada thing for many reasons #but also because I straight up thought Luzu won #they suddenly they were like no he didn't #apparently I'm not in the minority thinking this though #I was like ''well maybe my boxing knowledge isn't great'' #but no #once again... another tournament with issues #and bias #and a heap of other problems I wont' spend time catching up on because YEESH that sounds like a mess #glad Luzu and the other CCs had fun though

[lurking-latinist]

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#I also keep seeing modern au aubrey-maturin art #that makes me wish I could draw and thereby contribute #unfortunately I can't even *write* modern aus generally. but I like transferring character dynamics from place to place in my brain #and I feel like I could do a university AU very nicely if I could do AUs at all #because I have had rowers in my class with as far as I could tell jack's exact personality #(unfortunately it has to be a US university AU because (a) that's what I know and (b) afaik nobody else does randomly assigned roommates) #(and I cannot pass up the opportunity for randomly assigned roommates. #OR RATHER #for 'you seem more or less human - quick let's request each other so we don't have to go into potluck' #I think that works best) #(but maybe they are both international students anyway. that works fine. & therefore extremely alarmed by potluck [can't say they're wrong] #sophie is a sorority girl. english major I think. and I can see her so clearly #(she's the part I want to draw) #she's not that into the high-octane social schedule her sorority expects her to have #but her pushy mother was a member and it is Unthinkable that sophie should not be #and a lot of the other girls are sweet :) so it's fine :) she says #feel like she has roommate issues (unlike her original self she is able to live away from mrs williams so this makes up for that) #so she's always over in jack and stephen's room. people who know her tangentially sometimes gossip about which one she's actually dating #(at that particular moment it is actually neither of them she's just hanging out with stephen) #diana freed from the shackles of 19th century womanhood creates even more and weirder drama than in canon #idk I just want to see the plot of post captain played out over text message #don't ask me HOW idk HOW i just want it #stephen is a biology major/pre-med obvs. if he can survive organic chemistry #jack is some kind of engineering major. I think he'd enjoy that with the math. diana has changed her major 7 times #(I don't know whether to put jack in rotc. I don't think it Actually actually fits - he's in the navy in canon because he's in the navy #not bc he's Inevitably Military In All Worlds. he would not want to do that if he didn't get to sail #but at the same time I find it hard to picture him not belonging to Discipline somehow. #it's more than a disinterested passion for cleanliness that drives him to wash stephen's mug for him that has had coffee and ramen in it #(and NOT in that order) #in the bathroom sink

[peony-pearl]

:T

#cw death #damn another one of my uncles passed away #He'd been in assisted living ever since I can remember and I'm in my 30s #When Pokemon was big he would go get the burger meals and get the Pokemon toys for me he was a real dude #He got me some of those golden pokemon cards but I don't have them anymore :C #Gonna miss him #Wish I could have seen him one more time; last I saw him was during my grandma's viewing 6 years ago

[azurescaled]

My apologies for being kinda quiet today.

#tbh things are #not good for me mentally right now #just a haha funny brain moment #but just hit me that for the first time #I'm not going to have my granddad call and wish me a happy birthday #i got 26 years with him and that's more than anyone can ever ask #but... #that man raised me #sure my parents were around #but it was my grandma and grandpa who raised me #they were the ones i lived with after my parents divorced #and i feel like i should be over my mourning #but i think about him every now and again and i have to push it out of my mind #because it helps nobody if i just... #break down #but i know that it's not healthy to pack my shit away all the time #it's not a good thing to compartmentalize all my emotional turmoil to deal with later #ah...the mind is a funny thing ain't it #i dunno i always figured that he'd be here to see me get married #but things don't always work how we want em to. #i miss him #i miss him and my grandmother so much

[galpalaven]

too much pain to write, thinkin about hythlodaeus and andromeda's confession

#kiana plays ffxiv #right after she got her apprenticeship with azem #noticed that he'd seemed sad all night and finally called him out #'we're best friends arent we? you can tell me anything' #and eventually hes just like yes we're friends but sometimes i wish. i wish you were more than that. #and i hate that i wish that because you want to travel and you are going to be AZEM #you are going to be so important and im not and i dont want to hold you back! #and im so scared of being left behind forever by you and hades but i dont want to be and its not fair for me to be #and its especially not fair that i -- mmph! #and shes kissing him and just 'you idiot. youre everything to me ill never leave you behind and you have to know that. you have to.' #she loves him so so so much and shes had a crush on him for forever #and he wont stop grinning for like a week after that and she calls him every day when shes away

[plushie-lovey]

Ok. Ok tomorrow. Tomorrow is the day planned to go thru my collection

#emphasis on planned #if it all works out #we didn't do anything last week cause I caught a cold #now my datemate has it but he's almost better already #so we hope to do the thing tomorrow #maybe we'll go to my storage unit too #cause I don't have room for the boxes we're gonna put the plushies in #we might take a trip to goodwill too to donate some of the plush #although I doubt that part. because my datemate works there n he won't want to go to his store on his day off #especially because its gonna create more work for him the next day lol. he's a wares pricer #and there's a chance he'd be the one pricing them #some of them for a the second time #because a lot of my plush (and the ones that will be donated) were thrifted from that goodwill #he's reluctant to have me donate any plush but ik a bunch of them won't sell online so my only options beside that #are to donate or to throw them away #and I don't want to toss perfectly good stuffed animals. that'd be cruel #I guess we'll just wait n see what the gameplan will be tomorrow #wish us luck #viti shoosh

[thebuttsmcgee]

THE SAME PLUSH CREATOR FOR THE LUMITY PLUSHES HAS PLANS FOR A WILLOW AND HUNTER PLUSH SET LETS GOOOOO

#butts talks nonsense #well technically its also owl house related but I dont wanna main tag that #tho it might end up there anyways? ehhhh #aaanyways. apparently they said so nearly a month ago lmao I guess I missed it tho ldjqhbdw #really cool tho!!!!!!!!! Dude I have seen like NO Willow plushes at all and only 1 Hunter plush. Ive seen a custom made Gus one as well but #only by 1 person tho it was still p cool #Im p excited tho!!!!! Their Luz and Ams plushes have always been really well made as well as their SPoP ones so woot! #Granted I jUST got the Luz one a little ago but to be fair Im. hm. picky? when it comes to detail and Ive always seen her hoodie as purbl #so thats why I ordered right away when they started manufacturing Luz in purbl instead of the blue. I also just never got the hexside #uniformed ones cuz. uh. money? Ig. lmao I dont really remember since its actually been a while. Kinda regret it but who knows! #Maybe theyll restock it or someone could sell their own one day. I did just see a S1 Ams plush go for sale. so. ehhuh. #hg. times like these I wish they made a Gus and Matty plush set ghhehgvvvv. IMAGINE A GUS PLUSH IF YOU WOULD!!!! #Granted I dont think we've seen Matty in an actual casual fit so he'd either hafta be in Hexside uniform or the fit he wore in TTLGR. #Which. Mighta? been his casual? outfit? uh. hm. In my mind I kept thinking that was his previous Glandus uni but Im not sure now LMAO #anyways w for huntlow. even if ya dont like it then hey an actually well made (and actually made) Willow and Hunter plush! #THO. HEADS UP. LMAO ITLL BE 120 FOR THE SET FHSBABSBW #yea I paid about 67 for my Luz plush and the Lumity set was like. 120 without shipping fees dfjwbsb #all cool tho. after all it is commission work! #dude I just love plushies. My sonic one is on the way argh argh argh. #I need to hold myself back from stimming cause more cool stuff like plushes for toh gets me really happy and excited djahb #but yea!!!!! hell yea!!!!!!! HELL YES DUDE!!!! FINALLY WILLOW MERCH!!!! also merch for gringito 👌 #OH LMAO I bet Mr. Zeno Robinson is gunna somehow get 1. He deserves it #uh oh. lookin at these tags. I may have. whats the word. uh. infodumped? I dunno but I rambled a lot about this cuz Im actually excited #for this. BUT THEYRE SUCH A GREAT PLUSH maker ofc I would!!!! I wonder what designs they'd use tho. okay I should stop. bef. brgore I #before I ramble again too much rjaqnnqwn

[hella1975]

guys i have my trial shift tomorrow and ive never had it before when im actually bothered about the job in a specific way like in the past it's always been about GETTING a job and not really giving a toss where im working so long as im working but this is a place i actually really really want to work and will bummed if i dont get. like it's right by the river and it's a really upmarket bar kind of scene so hopefully i might even get proper training in that area and it'll be my first non-minimum wage job AND i'll get tips (every other job i've had i dont even SEE my tips bc the managers take it even if it's given directly to me) and the hours will be super good and it's fast-paced and yeah. im not actually stressed so much bc a trial shift is a trial shift and yeah it's hard getting used to a new place but i can waitress in my sleep but i just reallyyyyyyyy want the job

#do NOT get me started on the tip thing my god #because basically one thing about me is that my customer service is IMPECCABLE #idk what it is idk if it's just bc my mum comes from a waitressing background and basically trained me up behind the scenes #or if im just naturally good at it but i can really switch it on for customers #the only time i start slipping is when customers are rude but luckily the jobs ive had so far kind of let me get away with that #bc they hated rude customers as much as me and kinda used my temper as their own buffer to get the customers to fuck off lol #but when customers are behaving i absolute SHINE like im being so arrogant about this bc i know for a fact im good at it #like they used to purposely put me on till/front of house bc i had the best customer service out of all of them #including the middle-aged workers who'd been there longer #and my fave barista once told me that he did a little experiment and compared how many tips we got when i was working #vs when i was away at uni and it was actually RIDICULOUS how much more tips i got us #and you know what? my boss would split the tips every few months (whenever he remembered) and he'd weight them #depending on who did what jobs. despite tips being PURELY bc of customer service and nothing to do with jobs #so the chef who could barely grunt at people would get a bigger share of the tips i almost singlehandedly earnt us than i did #so yeah i know for a fact this place does it differently bc they're a lot more professional #and also ive been going there for years now it's just genuinely a really nice place #wish me luck besties #hella slaves to capitalism

[dennisboobs]

i think the gang goes to a water park might be. at least in my top ten episodes, if not top 5. on top of being really funny and just generally a blast to rewatch, dennis immediately ditching his plan to pick up milfs to mentor his fake daughter because he sees she has potential to be a criminal an Artist like him is just. beautiful. no notes.

#ada speaks #i was having so much fucking fun rewatching it last night and im still thinking abt it #like i remembered really liking it but the entire episode is so fucking solid and all the jokes hit #the far away shot of frank going down the thunder gun express and just. seeing the blood coating the slide fucking killed me #dennis not fucking hitting on women for once and actually having fun being a menace. more. MORE. #i know that dennis doesnt want his son to turn out like him but i would have killed to see him be a loving yet objectively terrible father #i do appreciate how (comparatively) serious he was about his own kid but i think they couldve made it work showing him as more oblivious #like. i'm not traumatizing him! this is a good life skill!! i wish frank had taught me this when i was a kid #i hope at some point they do bring brian jr back tbh even if just for an ep or two #he'd be 8 now......