#I fucking guess yup

[sortasick]

stay with me ❤️‍🩹 / totally not a tragic kanetetsu edit

song is rosemary by deftones

#akira 1988 #akira edit #my art #kanetetsu #kaneda shotaro #tetsuo shima #akira #YUP I GUESS I MAKE AMVS NOW #THATS WHAT THESE TWO DO TO ME #THIS SONG IS JUST SO THEM UGGHHHH #I had to get it out of my head #deftones #hopefully the quality doesn’t get too fucked up lol…… #one day I will do an edit to the ENTIRETy of this song ugh

[scalproie]

might be even more protective of jun that i am of kaz and jin

#i see bad takes on kaz and jin im like “yup its a tuesday alright” #i see jun being called “delusional” i have to stop myself from flying in a blind fucking rage #sorry you cant understand her. but tbf the writing doesnt make it any easier so i guess that tracks #“she deserves better” and the sky is fucking blue can we move on? #tagging later

[outer-edges]

yes the percy show has it's problems. yes the dialogue is clunky. yes there is too much info dumpy exposition. yes the lotus casino was lack luster and strange. yes the changes haven't always hit. no the timeline doesn't make any sense. BUT HAVE U CONSIDERED: we FINALLY have something book accurate enough to make LIVE ACTION VIDEO EDITS???? no longer must we scrounge through fifty different platforms looking for fan-art that fits a similar enough vibe to make a cohesive edit. no longer will i see the slew of edits that were literally just pinterest pictures of random blond girls and dark haired boys.

#like the video edits are SOOOOOO good right now #and i dont mean tiktok edits #death to the tiktok editing style #everybody gotta hop they ass over to instagram and see where it's at #percy jackson editing is SOOOOOO back #i havent made a percy jackson edit since 2019 and guess what the fuck im doing folks #YUP #THATS RIGHT #MAKING A SCENEPACK SO I CAN FUCK UP SOME PJO EDITS #u can tell its bringing back all the ig editors too because the ig style has been popping OFFFFF #like obviously theres always been hordes of talented ig editors but theres def been an insane amount of tiktok influences #BUT NAHHHHH MAN IM SEEING ONLY PJO EDITS WITH TRANSITIONS AND EFFECTS AND LITTLE JPEGS AND OVERLAYS????? MAN FUCKING OVERLAYS ARE BACK???? #they've actually been coming back for a minute that WAS a tiktok influence #but overlays used the way ig editors used overlays are whats back #mattie talks #ALSO AM I STILL ENJOYING THE FUCK OUT OF THE PERCY SHOW BTW I DONT WANT THIS TO GET LOST IN THE SAUCE #I DO LOVE IT

[science-lings]

I love waking up with the realization that there's something fundamentally wrong with me <3

#i am as close as can be to certain that I have a personality disorder #i guess its something ive always felt but this is the first time I'm actually looking into it and uh... yup #you know it's one of those days when you're worrying about how your brain is fucked up

[sporadictimetravelgarden]

we need more old bisexual men who are assholes in media

#yes this is about ebenezer scrooge how ever did you guess #rereading a christmas carol for the first time since middle school and yup he and marley were together #when your business partner / husband comes back from beyond the grave so that you can have a better afterlife than he #and you can't say its a dream bc there was no mistaking the face of your partner dead seven years on that very day #idk i cant even say if they were in love or not but they were together. morally gray life partners who fucked

[offside-the-lines]

its the year 2004. the song 1985 has just been released. you have the opportunity to go back in time and stop it, but in doing so you have to erase two integral figures in the band's life. who are you erasing? 💐

Wait why am i stopping 1985 being released? It’s a fine song. I also don’t know anything about those guys. I would just pick at random if I HAVE to kill someone. But nah, I’m letting it ride.

#flowers is now also asking fucked yup questions i guess #rox talks #text post

[quartzitess]

// silvercandle neg

God now that the new eps out im never escaping the silvercandle fanart oh GOD.

(he/she prns 4 candle in the tags!! ↓)

#i dont know how to say this but dude #ive disliked silver for a very very long time #i used to think as time pass #i'd be like “hey! your not so bad.. i guess?” yup that never came #each coming episode i hated him even more dude #as for candle i loved her alot #from the moment i saw her on screen i knew it was so over because he proceeded to be a huge crush of mine for months - a year now. #this isnt the only reason i like her because she has a geniunely interesting character and i like his personality #just wish there was more use of her character besides JUST assisting the male characters. seriously. #he needed more interactions with the other characters imo #also didn't silver absolutely despise candle when they first met? and now he just starts to like her it irks me. you literally #called him a witch #she didn't do shit to you and you still treated her like the dirt you fucking step on #there needs to be a scene where candle should've snapped at him. geniunely he didn't have to be so nice to him #all im saying is that silver is such a dick and they really haven't dont all much to redeem himself #meanwhile when candle breaks off the looney balloonies alliance (aka TRYING TO SAVE HIMSELF FROM ELIMINATION) she gets called a villain #biggest silvercandle neg ever #lord this is so long

[softgrungeprophet]

may as well put this here—moving across the state, but moving is expensive, etc. and some family made a fundraiser for us.

#it's not my decision and i don't particularly know what to say other than i guess we need $5000 #i am not mentioned in the description because we don't need people asking stupid fuckin questions #nadia rambles #man i am truly gonna have to find a way to buy a humidifier and nasal spray too cause i cannot fuckin deal w/ dryness on my meds #it's bad enough *here* and since it's been 15-30 degrees all week my nose is the sahara desert in there #and now i gotta go to the *literal* arid desert? ugh #w/e i just want a two bathroom apartment #without fucking MOLD #did you know there is mold on my bedroom walls?? pretty sure the walls outside are letting in water #and it's only getting worse.... two corners and it's started to spread to the floor #mom cleaned it w/ bleach a week or two ago and it's already just as bad as it was before she cleaned it in at least one corner #we told the landlord and the maintenance guy was like Yup this is a problem from outside and you know what the landlord did? #nothing but the maintenance guy cleaned it w/ some heavy duty stuff in the summer which lasted a while since it was summer #but now that it's winter and (except the past week or so) humidity is up to 90% it's come back with a vengeance

[kingofdandelions]

Heavy, beuatiful bracelets

I have always had two bracelets on my wrists They are a bit heavy, and a bit sharp I think that’s how they’re supposed to be

My mom and dad also have bracelets Shiny, colorful, beautiful bracelets just like my own They don’t ever mention the bracelets being too sharp or heavy They seem to like the bracelets a lot

I think I’m supposed to like my bracelets

Even tho their weight makes my arms sore And their shiny edges dig into my wrists  Not all the time though  Probably not enough times to complain about

I tried taking off my bracelets one day I hid my arms in long sleeves and put the bracelets in my pockets Only for a minute tho I liked that minute

I took my bracelets off at when I hung out with my friends I don’t think anyone noticed Nobody asked why I didn’t want the bracelets on It was nice

I took my bracelets off at school  I wore long sleeves that day

Would anybody care? 

It took my bracelets off at school again Nobody cared

Why am I supposed to wear bracelets if I feel more happy without them? Why am I supposed to wear bracelets if I feel safer without them Why do I feel bad for taking them off, when they’ve hurt me so much?

Now I only wear the bracelets at home At home where everyone has bracelets At home where I realize how much my hands hurt  At home where I wish the bracelets never existed in the first place  At home where I’m supposed to feel home

I threw my bracelets in the trash today Now I can see two red scars that I never noticed before

I think they’ll heal

#OHHH BOI #im poetrying my best #i might have made myself cry while writing this or i was crying and then started writing this #either way crying #anyways have a poem based on religious trauma #or maybe not trauma #cus i don't think the stuff i've gone through is that serios #maybe im wrong tho and im just too used to it to know #who knows #i guess you could aply the poem to other things than religious trauma too so thats nice #this is my uhhhhhh 5th attempt on poetry i think #and i think it turned out well #yeah i think its a neat piece of writitng #im allowed to compliment myself and so are you :D #wrote this and then started rereading hfwu cus i wanted to angst a bit about transphobic family and religius stuff #rereading hfwu was basically like “yup yup yup there be some religious stuff” #“oh fuck that dysphoric moment punched me in the gut by being a liiiiiiitle bit too real” #*slight envy cus benji had a supporting dad*-*immediate guilt for my jealosy cus his dad fucking died* #*immediate guilt for my jealosy cus his dad fucking died* #go read or reread hfwu right now it fukings ownnssss #what was this about again? #oh yeah poetry #yeah so poetry is fun #like you can be crying at 02:40 am cus your not really passing so dysphoria has been higher than it has been for a lot of months #and your dad doesn't accept you as trans but also still loves you and just wants you to have a nice life without “destroying your body” #so you can't even hate him cus he is a funny and nice dad who loves you but also he just said #“trans people are people with problems who change things about them to stop the problems but changing your body doesnt remove the problems- #“so they keep their problems but hey at least they have a beard now!” #and your mom suggested an all girls mormon camp #and instead of just crying you can actually take your suffering put in into a google doc and get ego boosted by it actually being kinda goo

[neon-angels-system]

only one 999 ending to go (true end (+ coffin end by technicality)). anyway.

#note: I am playing the DS version via emulator! #gave in to temptation and looked at one (1) thing on the wiki I thought wouldn't spoil me #...I got spoiled again #my guess about the coffin was completely wrong btw #I thought the third dead was in there. but no. they were dead. #trying to specify who I mean without spoiling it for others lol #anyway I still love Ace's design but Snake has just risen up in my favourites #Santa. I like Santa. good character. great design. one of my faves. enough said. #Clover. oh boy. her design's cute. there's a weird implication made by Ace at one point but I'm ignoring it #but there's not much to say about her? like yup. Snake & Clover's connection sure is strong #but Clover doesn't get much development outside of it. I like her but she's not making my faves list #Junepei himself? he's not a blank protagonist. I like that. however he's not that far off from being a blank protagonist #he has some good moment. his design is eh. that's all #June... I've been spoiled about her #she's nice & I love her design! her and Junepei's relationship fleshes both of them out a lot #I also find the constant interruption of the flow for June and Junepei's special romantic tension time really fucking annoying #they're cute! I get it! I get that it's plot relevant! I think that these scenes highlight Junepei's flaws! #but also shut upppp about her hair smelling good. I don't Care #they do have some good banter at points though #Seven has actually really surprised me - I thought I was going to hate him but he keeps becoming even more likeable #Lotus... I think we're supposed to think she's a terrible person. and she definitely has her moments #but although she is selfish and values her self-preservation above everything else #I think her motivations explain a lot of that #wrote these out of order then reordered them to fit the number order. was just feeling silly goofy #to finish off the cast for good measure... contestant 9 sucks in all of the ways. his design is bad. his actions are realistic #but that entire sequence feels like some kind of ableism to me. it just really rubbed me the wrong way

[tarasmithshifts]

okay guys i got buzzcut, i feel weird lmao

#i literally have 12 mm of hair #bro what have i done #voices in my head finally won #BUT NOW I'M MORE ME I GUESS #if i will hear again question like “omg are you nonbinary???” NO IM NOT😭😭😭 #why do you even care tho #bro i got buzzcut cause is sounded fun #yup fuck everyone who laughed at me today #i love my life #reality shifting #shifting #desired reality #quantum jumping #reality shifter #shifting community #shifting realities

[biteapple]

got this weird thing always where im always wondering if im a gay man or a bi dude-kinda or a bi girl-a-little-bit or a gay man-also-woman-a-bit, and its like. whenever im like "OKAYY I DONT CAREEEEE MAYBE I DO LIKE GIRLS" .... IMMEDIATELY my thoughts about liking women are gone like. when im trying to appease that. and then im like "hmm maybe i DONT like girls??" the thoughts about liking girls comes back

#and GENUINELY... COSMICALLY... if i really want to date a woman i would love to just allow this for myself. and am trying to #and whenever i try to its like ''yeah nevermind man it wasnt even anything'' #so when i do go ''oh okay i guess it was nothing'' the desire to like women comes back #and maybe its a case of ''putting it off the table makes me want it more'' .. but its like.. when i say ''ok im bi'' its gone. #its like hey. come back. what happened i said i liked it. gone. until i accept that its gone. and then its back. chameleon type shit #permanently grass-is-greener type of living... please.. #ALSO.... this happens with ''being a little bit of a girl'' because then im like ''ok cool man im a girl now. yup'' #but when i put this into action i HATE IT and VEHEMENTLY need to go back immediately #and then when i go back im like ''but what if i WASNT just a guy..... hmmm...'' #and its like that bit from courage the cowardly dog where baby muriel wants her mac and cheese 500 different ways #and is never happy when you give it to her #when i MOST think about ''being a girl who is bi'' is when i feel THE MOST like a gay man #& when i think about and put into practice ''being a gay man'' i CANNOT enjoy it due to the ''what ifs'' #its like i have to do a schrodinger's sexuality on myself #genuinely really dont mind what my sexuality and gender is as long as im happy and YET.... its like chasing my own tail with myself #its funny because what i do know is that i love masculine terms i love being he/him'd i love being called a man i love my body on t #but... ''what to call this other than blanketly 'transmasc'.. if anything'' and ''who do i wanna fuck about it'' are like going in circles #and NOT to say people need anything more specific than just being transmasc or just saying ''im gay'' or being blanketly queer or anything #and maybe i need to take a page from that if its giving me grief. but ... *gestures vaguely*

[randomnebula]

watched the wilbur lore and tommy constantly asking wil to tell him where he’s going and wilbur not answering has the same energy as fics where one character decides to distance themselves from another and the other blows up about shouldn’t they have a say in whether or not it’s good for them to have a relationship with the other like the whole ending lore isn’t the same energy but that one bit is

it’s like something like wanting to spare the other from some truth or reality but just hurting them instead

#mcyt #dsmp #dream smp #c!wilbur #wilbur soot #c!tommy #tommyinnit #ok base tags done #i have very little thoughts on wilbur’s ending lore as a whole #like to be fair i haven’t really kept up with lore but im just like yup that was a nice ending #just no further thoughts #like the isekai or reverse isekai i guess is very fun #tommy saying fucking utah at the end was also very good #i feel like that’s meant to be the kind of vibe for it as a whole #like he’s leaving and it’s sad and devastating and of course it turns out he’s from fucking utah #like the vibe for tommy’s part in this ending #like wilbur’s leaving and not coming back and it’s kind of devastating but the absurdity of him being from utah is kinda funny like #how are you not meant to laugh at that #just crying but also laughing at the absurdity while your sobbing #ok turns out i have many thoughts but all of them are about tommy #that tracks

[joyfuladorable]

yeah, okay, I don't just like Wedding Bells and Bytes. I love it???

#it's like genuinely precious man #the way they all go forward to hug Splinter??? #Raph and Leo supporting Casey during his wedding jitters #Maid of Honor Mikey!!!! ;w; #all the guests showing up and interacting?? #Honeycutt officiating and the Professor playing the piano... #I bet Angel and the Professor are friends and she drove them there #also what about those other two guys who are like 'huh turtle costumes' and 'yup' why didn't They get invitations??? #the sunset wedding with everyone else watching on was pretty sweet too #okay admittedly the fight parts were like wtf just because uhhh a lot of the guests are supposed to be powerful???? #nerfed themselves for the wedding I Guess #lol at the Justice Force coming late like y'all seriously #which one of them forgot to set the alarm #also fuck off why didn't we get any Karai scenes in this that's literally a data copy of her DAD #probably would've been a better season if she was actually included in this nonsense from the start lol #oh and apparently I misremembered Sirling going back to the future??? I straight up thought there was a scene were a portal opens up and #he finally gets to go home to Cody??? Maybe it was in a fic I read lol #OH! And I love that Mikey and LH both love weddings that's so cute #headcanon that they watch romcoms and sitcoms together #anyways tag ramble done #just Forever left to rewatch and then I can go back to the start >:3c

[offside-the-lines]

everything you touch becomes a duck wielding a knife, or every ant in a 10km radius of you becomes the size of a lion and has the demeanour of one, which woukd you choose? 💐

Do you realize how many ants there are omg. But i guess that. They would be like puppies from Ant Man movies.

#look i want to be able to touch ****s ok #flowers is now also asking fucked yup questions i guess #rox talks #text post

[ectopuppy]

i have covid :(

#my whole household does actually #it fucking blows homies #also angy b/c i legiterally took a test two days ago like 'its gotta be i feel like im dying' and it was negative #so i spent a whole day like damn i guess not but i feel nothing but misery and then yesterday my mum and sister both took test and yup #its covid idiot #puppy noises