#I got to stop I’m going insane

[stinkypeanutbutter]

silly Aiden headcanons because I have no impulse

i probably already done these before in other headcanon posts I made but ermm I’ll do it again 😹

small TW for scars at the end 🗣🗣

AIDEN :

Aiden has the most unhinged playlist ever like oh my giggly goodness we got metal we got rock we got classic we got indie we got pop we got vocaloid Idfk whatever you can think of ( same 😹 )

totally had an immense phase of just everything . Creepy pasta , animation , FNAF , idk any other phases from 2016 help

Probably dated like once or twice , but they weren’t serious at ALL and mostly online . He just said yes because he wanted to be nice since he never really had friends ofc , so why hurt someone you barley know if it means getting a friend ? ( I’m gonna explode 😭 )

I’m not sure when this was actually invented , but he’d probably try and convince everyone to make battery acid candy drinks . ( they all say no 😔 )

Sorta sad headcanon they if no matter how hard to tries to solve a difficult puzzle , and he fails , he just starts silently bawling his eyes out . Cause you know he’s really good at them right ? He can solve them pretty quickly ? So if he’s like absolutely pressured by a bunch of people watching expecting him to win ( or like his friends cause yk they believe in him !!!! ) and he can’t solve the puzzle he’ll be like “ why can’t I solve this why is this hard why am I failing “ or something and then start crying ig ( Yeouchers angst 😿 )

Bro is the heaviest napper ever you can stack things on him for HOURS but the moment he actually sleeps most things can wake him ( if he’s not comfortable at least . He’ll sleep pretty well at sleepovers )

I can’t figure out an art style for him but I updated it so ignore that last drawing it’s grody anyway he sometimes draws people but prefers just random splotches of color . He has extremely stylized art but yk , it’s just ‘ weird ’ according to some people since it’s really . . graphic . Not in a BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD way but very mixed ( if you get what I mean )

Hugs everything when he sleeps you can’t tell me otherwise like you seen his old bed ?? He had NOTHIN so absolutely is he gonna cuddle everything near him

Hates competing . ( idk if he did it before but we’ll see ) like he doesn’t like doing puzzle competitions anymore that much , he just got bored of it and was really kinda forced to do it when he was younger . BUT if it’s in a game against his friends , he’ll probably do it just to help them out cause they always get stuck if Logan can’t figure it out either .

Does that thing with music where If it absolutely hits he just starts spazzing out and dances to it

that one thing where he walks around in a circle talking to himself if he’s really deep in thought ( he could go on for hours so someone has to pull him out to drink water at least )

TONS of posters in his room

Him and Taylor binge shows together , often ask the others to join when they aren’t busy . They totally watch anime ( Tyler calls it childish then gets really invested in uhhhh let’s say full metal alchemist and sport animes like haikyuu or something I can’t think of any he’d like . But I’m gonna make them all watch Ghost stories because it’s funny )

Aidlyn cuddling is mostly done at Aidens house cause his parents rarely go up to check on him ( 😅💥 ) and also he had a ton of blankets for Ashlyn to wrap herself in . He got her a heavy weighted blanket for her birthday one time so when that’s not around she just uses Aiden as a blanket if she’s feeling affectionate ( he’s warm in the winter time and pretty light believe it or not )

Has a medium spice tolerance , eats more then what he can handle like a stinky loser

doesn’t like anyone pointing out his growing hair roots so just don’t talk about it much 😅😅

steals chopsticks from restaurants cause who needs to buy any ??? They’re free if you don’t get caught / hj

sometimes just locks himself up in his room and lays in his bed thinking about life

LOVES drawing his friends ( especially Ash ) in his free time because he rarely draws in front of people , and will make an airplane out of it to throw it over to them . But he has that mentality where “ Everyrhing I make kinda sucks “ so expect to find doodles in the trash or hidden in his room

IPad kid , can’t tel me otherwise .

Loves hover boarding but he kinda sucks at it so he just 🧍🕺☠️ ( falls )

Will ram into everyone in bumper cars , almost sent someone flying ( Lilly , he bought her candy as a sorry )

rarely catches cavities because he actually has really strong teeth and willingly bites down on hard candies ( I do the same thing because I’m impatient 😹 )

Does all his school work at home cause school has too many distractions ( real )

Buys like body foundation to smear onto his legs and arms . He doesn’t want anyone to point out them out , and if they do he just tells them their from skateboarding . It can come off after a few days if he doesn’t reapply , but it’s fine since he does it again in between and would have to reapply anyway . Idk how it works 😿

Anyway who shall I do next ????? Put your answers in the comment section below subscribe like and support my Patreon see you in the next video 😹😹😹☝️☝️💥💥

#school bus graveyard #sbg #sbg (webtoon) #school bus graveyard webtoon #I’m so mean #I got to stop I’m going insane #He has one of those ugly - cute stuffed animals with the fake teeth #aiden clark #aiden rambles #Will update tags later maybe

[crowskullls]

Minute said “I am not your puppet.” In his SMP civilization video and I ran with it.

#something about puppet minute makes me go crazy #I think he said it because Tru and Flame asked him to do a dance? #but still. so insane #and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it #the hand is Wemmbu’s btw #because who else would the puppeteer be? #hehe. anyways #ignore that this is messy #this was just supposed to be a warmup sketch honestly #but then I got lost in the sauce #especially ignore the hand I’m crying over it #minutetech #wemmbu #kings duo #can we decide on a duo name for them please #I’ve seen like 4 different names for them #lifesteal smp #lifesteal #kings smp #this is mainly inspired by kings smp s1 #also! minute has a purple stop watch #it’s a gift that wemmbu gave him #crowskulls art

[shima-draws]

Because I started rewatching PnF it was inevitable I would eventually start rewatching MML too. And just. Just,,

Dakota,,

DAKOTA,

DAKOTA!!!!

#BEEEEEEEEEEEEEELOVED!!!!!!!!!! #Oh my fucking god I love him so much. I can’t. I just can’t #Shima speaks #He’s so good he’s so GOOD he’s such a good partner and friend to Cavendish DESPITE all the bullshit Cav puts him through #He litcherally breaks time laws to save Cavendish’s life…REPEATEDLY……. #AND DOOMS HIMSELF TO GO LIVE ON AN ISLAND TO PROTECT THE TIMELINE. I’M FUCKINGHFHHH. AGHGHFHDH #Goes insane #ALSO he’s so protective of Milo and so sweet to him and I just #Cavendish: That Milo Murphy is sus he MUST be an agent sent to stop us #Dakota: Cav he’s literally 13 #Cavendish: He’s so skilled!! We MUST make sure he is thwarted #Dakota: Again he’s literally a middle schooler. A child #I have so many feelings about Dakota always. #I just got to the zoo episode and HIS LITTLE SONG…UHFHFHFH #Screaming crying throwing up etc #Already brainrotting about PnF MML crossover moments. #Milo Murphy’s Law #MML #Vinnie Dakota

[tiny-stack-of-knights]

🌟💖The Galactic Crisis💖🌟

#galacta knight #morpho knight #kirby #gijinka #galactic crisis au #my art #hehehehehehe #I’m really really proud of how this one turned out :) #I will never stop going insanely hard on galactic crisis content hehe #only thing I’m sad about.. this was supposed to be a master timeline .. #but I’ve been so busy lately and I got too excited to post this….so another time… yes #timeline will come eventually cause oh boy I’m kinda reworking some of the lore #especially with morpho 👀

[greg-montgomery]

if you’re yearning too much for something it means you’re gonna get it right? it means it’s meant for you RIGHT??

#……………………………i’m yearning #i wanna meet my soulmate i’m so done like it’s time come OUT babe pspspsps stop hiding #i’ve actually set a time frame (i’m on the verge of insanity) for the universe #like i give myself till summer to be single and focus on myself and healing #and then have a summer love which is coincidentally going to be the loml and we’ll get married #it’s all rooted back to the fact that i got to experience so many things with someone who not only didn’t love me #but also didn’t care about my feelings #so now i’m like 🤲🏻 love? 🤲🏻 affection? 🤲🏻 care? 🤲🏻 #🤲🏻 being actually important to my person? 🤲🏻

[excavatinglizard]

I need to write more homoerotic trigun bodyhorror. I need it I need it. Maybe next time it’ll be merylmilly instead. Idk. This is that needs triangle and it’s all homoerotic bodyhorror

#dumb shit i do #trigun #how did I go from relatively normal Star Trek fan to ‘I’m going to write vash eating ww’s heart out of his chest. metaphorically’ #actually I think it’s because I transed my gender and got into malevolent #and tlt #shoutout to homoerotic horror media you are the cornerstone of my sanity #can’t wait till I’m working over the summer and have to stop myself from being insane in the lab #I Cand Be Trusted With Expensive Equipment I Promise I Won’t Eat Your XRD Machine

[what-even-is-sleep]

Can people on the internet stop actively wishing for others to die 😭😭 like are you fucking kidding me

#mypost #titanic #discourse #I’ve had the tag ‘discourse’ blocked since 2017 I can’t believe I’m contributing to this bs #get over ur black-and-white morality and stop cheering on horror type death #i think I’m more pissed abt this bc in the picture of those ppl it looked like one was a younger guy #one of the billionaires kid #and as a child of a dad who got some material power #the constant pressure while being in their company is insane #it’s almost impossible to make your own morals-defined decisions when around them #unless I want to stop talking to my dad forever and loose his financial help #then the social justice values I’m trynna impart on him go slow asf

[shalegas34]

just got a prescription for drugs i had to sign for at the pharmacy. lets fucking go

#i had my specialist appointment today and i was DREADING it. everything was going wrong #the bus didn’t come. i didn’t have food. the doc was running an hour behind #by the time i got there i was half starved having a mild anxiety attack #but then she pulled out my ultrasound results and it showed fucking adenomyosis which means i likely have endometriosis too #let me tell you boys i almost started crying in there #after years of doctors telling me to suck it up & stop being a pussy i have actual proof that i’m not just being a pussy. CRYING #also the specialist told me my gp put me on estrogen for no reason (what i needed was progesterone) and i was so mad bc #that shit gave me feminising features i did not want and which are now irreversible #aside from not actually solving the problem… #anyway i’ve now got paperwork for surgery and different kind of progesterone pill plus the insane ass painkillers i had to sign for #i’m very happy with how that went. we are winning today boys #i feel bad for her bc i was so overwhelmed when she was flinging info at my starved brain at the speed of light #i kinda just shut down & was acting like a corpse in there. i must’ve looked really rude lol #it took me the hour’s walk back into town (was not taking the bus again 😂) to process everything #life

[kaleighkarma]

I’m crying in the club over how much I love my friends

#fuck I love my friends #I’ve been feeling so loved lately #idk man something clicked in my brain and now I can’t stop crying over the fact that so many people think about me and want to love me #it’s crazy and so wonderful and also insane #but people really want to go out of their way to do things to make me smile on my birthday #and I just #I’m crying all day today I guess #hey 14 and 17 year old kaleigh #you have so many people who love you and choose to love you and have for years at this point #I’m genuenly so overwhelmed this year #I thought I was loved last year but wow #talking #well more like sobbing #anyways I’m going to go cry and look at all my friends now and cry some more #THEY MADE THINGS FOR ME #god I love my friends #also if you got this far I love you so much thanks for being my friend even a little

[unforgivingchorus]

I’ve slowly been catching up with miraculous ladybug after like 6 years of not interacting with it, and why is my girl Mari doomed by the narrative. She was going through enough she doesn’t need this

#miraculous ladybug #ml marinette #I’ve been catching up via wiki and fan blogs #I refuse to watch it after I stopped watching it years ago #look is mari kinda cringe? yeah. #but she’s also like fucking 14. all 14 year olds are cringe #not sure what age she is now cause I’m not convinced they’ve aged in the show #but she was going through a lot in the first season or so I watched #why is she going through more??? let her have a fucking break #I also really like that there’s way more shipping options now #I used to be a marichat truther #cause I think mari deserves to be badass as a hero and CIVILLIAN #And I thought Adrian with the chat freedom was way funner #insane to find out they got a cannon kiss tho. I was not a respected person in the fandom for a shipping them #but the options now are great #I’m not a big chat/adrien fan because I don’t think he’s super fun or interesting (personally. I get that he is like. objectively) #and Chloe x mari was like. very uncommon #love being a multi shipper tho. I love assholes/guys who are just way less badass than their gf #also. love kagagami #luka kagami way more platonic fics #it’s brill #Felix even if I’m going really obscure #feralnette au #my beloved. let her be a fucking badass. let it physically show how much she’s went through it #POLY SHIPs you guys have gotten fucking great in the last 5 years. glad to be a content consumer for u again #aimeespeaks

[alittleemo]

I love having crazy beef with my former collegiate sport team I quit like I see one post and immediately say words I should be put down for.

#lee’s bullshit #like beyond the toxicity and the eating disorder culture the insane conservatism and the misogyny and the alcoholism and hazing #and the cliques and the overworking and constant travel and horrible coaching staff who didn’t stop any of that #and the complete disregard for the health and safety of your team INCLUDING PEOPLE WHO GOT SURGERY FOR THEIR INJURIES !!! #you are also simply assholes who have insane petty beef and probably shared stds. which most of u deserve. #I hope u all as a collective fall just short of success for your entire sports career. glad that man did not qualify for the Olympics. etc. #I actually am upset to this day I quit tho bc I love my sport sm I just cannot do it w that team #and because of the injury I got while there. that I was never subbed out for despite asking. so it got worse. #also how could I forget the girl who said to my face dating women is disgusting thanks girl <33 not like I told yall I was bi or anything #just disappointing yk #I do still have friends there but I’ll probably never be able to go back :/ too out of shape now + I’d prob get reinjured tbh #anyway. i REALLY should go to bed. I’m just complaining <33 I miss my sport :(

[fushigurro]

i’m kissing megumi on the forehead and drop kicking anyone who looks at him the wrong way. okay goodnight

#rambles. #he may have the ten shadows technique but i’m still his ‘he asked for no pickles’ gf #don’t worry baby mama’s got yo back #alright i got work in the mornin i’m gonna stoo being insane and go to sleep now #*stop

[froggychair05]

Bakery Au! It seems pretty cool! I came from your Jesskas cookie making fic thought it was great btw

Did you have any other hcs for the Bakery Au? Or any drawings?

Thank you!! I loved writing that fic, I’m glad people like it so much!! I guess I just have a thing for writing characters baking, haha

And ohhhh boy, do I ever! I uh. May or may not have just reached over 5000 words in scribbling down notes alone about this…so I’ll only go into a few so this doesn’t get ridiculously long. If there’s anything else you’d like to know, though, I’d be happy to share more! (as long as it’s not a major spoiler, that is)

This got…very long already, so I’ll put a cut here.

Some of these are plot-relevant, I’ll leave it up to you to figure out which ones 🙃

- Jesse is very good at cooking, but absolutely horrible at baking. Just absolutely terrible.

- He cannot drive. Like at all. Axel drives him everywhere (Axel makes jokes that he shouldn’t be trusted to drive, but he’s actually very good at it)

- Speaking of Axel, he has a rock collection that he’s very proud of

- He works as a demolitionist (because, you know, griefer? I wanted to give him a job where he could blow things up)

- Olivia works from home as a programmer. She has her own room while the other two have to share because of it, and also because they snore really loud.

- She handles all of the scheduling of appointments and stuff because the other two always forget

- Lukas takes a cheese sandwich and a granola bar to work for lunch every day. He also likes to put whipped cream and rainbow sprinkles in his hot chocolate :)

- He has a pair of clip-on stud earrings that he got as a gift from Petra because he never wanted to get his ears pierced but he did want earrings (he doesn’t wear them to work for fear of losing them)

- Petra met Lukas in high school and they became really close— she’s kind of a sister figure to him and they talk on the phone a lot

- She spends a lot of time traveling to gather things for her adopted dads’ (Jack and Nurm!) antique/pawn shop thing. Also she rides a motorcycle.

- Nell is great at handling rude customers. Lukas is 90% sure she does weed in the bathroom (she does)

- Radar organizes the display cases, like, all the time. He’s in college and he cleans when he’s stressed, so the bakery is always very clean

- Stella is genuinely good at business, but only the social parts. Binta helps with more of the technical aspects. (They are girlfriends)

- Aiden played football in high school, Maya was a cheerleader, and Gill played soccer.

- The three of them (plus Lukas) have been hanging out since middle school, and they still have the matching leather jacket thing going on

- Ivor works as a pharmacist (because potions and stuff? medicine?); he’s also Jesse’s dad/weird uncle figure (more on that another time)

As for drawings, I started doodling some character designs! Because the headcanon list got so long, I won’t go into a lot of detail about them, but again, I’d be happy to answer any questions about design choices!

The words got kind of blurry, so the first image says (from top to bottom):

- construction worker, always covered in dirt

- work uniform

- nether star tattoo on her arm

- I have never drawn him before this

And the second image, from top to bottom:

- runs counter/baking, also in charge of daily cupcake display

- bakery logo

- in charge of cleaning, organization, and finances

- owner/manager/supervisor, handles the social aspects of the business

- helps with the technical aspects of the business, also delivers from the ingredients supplier

I have other designs in progress and I’ve started doodling some of the scenes, so those will show up eventually :) I have some big plans for this AU. Thank you for the ask!

#minecraft story mode #oh geez a lot of characters here #mcsm jesse #mcsm axel #mcsm olivia #mcsm petra #mcsm lukas #I’ll stop there because there are so many 😅 #bakery au #I’m so glad people are enjoying this I though I was just insane #like I said I have WAY more written down but some of it is major spoiler stuff #sorry this got so long haha #I’m probably going to re-draw Aiden because he looks weird to me (that was also my first time drawing him as I said) #I love how Petra came out though very proud of her 🥰 #my art #ask

[just-rogi]

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#like I’m sorry #I love my best friend so so so much and she’s perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me #and I get it she’s an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and that’s hard #and I’m not being dismissive of her struggles #but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way #and has never worried about money as a kid #and yeah her relationship with her parents isn’t perfect of course #but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book #like she did everything she can to understand and relate #but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone #because no one in my life fucking understands why I’m the way I am #and I’ve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping #I’ve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind #but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child #that are impacting by daily life and interactions #and like I feel so fucking alone #and to hear from my friends ‘your right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through this’ ISNT FUCKING HELPING #I don’t want to hear that it’s normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops #I am unwell and I’m so stressed and I’m so sick and I can’t cope with this and none of the therapists I’ve tried to find handle ptsd #especially not therapists of color #I’m angry and I’ve been getting worse over the past two months #and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me #like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having #flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldn’t stop crying and shaking #and I told my friend I didn’t want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me #because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before #like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and I’m asking you to be with me on a very #upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis #and like you don’t even feel a little bad about it?? #I’m just upset and scared and I’ve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m not in reality right now and that’s scary

[exopelagic]

honk shoo.

#but yeah sleepy. #i have so much to do these next few days I’m gonna die #meanwhile I just wanna see my friends #the good thing is that some of the busy things involve seeing my friends but goddamn why are almost all of them hard #also YES I’m going to be dumb and gay again bc a) why shouldn’t I b) nobody can stop me #I’m being dumb and gay again. #now seen The Guy twice since I’ve been back and he’s very cool #still feel like I’m being insane god idk what I’m doing #I hope he comes tomorrow bc he can’t make the meeting which means he won’t be on committee which sucks bc he did want to #OH but I did mean to tell him there was one role he could go for and have a good shot at that I think he’d be good for #only problem is if he doesn’t come tomorrow I can’t tell him in time bc I don’t have any way to message him other than email #(which feels slightly creepy bc I only know it bc secretary and he’s never explicitly said his surname so it’s just inferred from the list) #idk. the thing that gets me is we are very much friends now. like early stages of friends but we keep talking at hockey #and importantly he keeps coming To Me which keeps surprising me bc he does it more than any of my other friends #but I guess I’m also coming to him kinda a lot too. self awareness falls when around cute boy you get how it is #god it’s so unfair why is he like this #I finished getting my skates off before he did yesterday which gave me a very good opportunity to Look while he was talking #and have it not be weird and he’s just very pretty. he’s got a rlly nice nose #i always feel insane pointing out noses it’s the Draw speaking bc I use noses as a focal point and they’re fun to draw #tbh it’s unlikely I will say someone does Not have a nice nose but idk let me have this. it would be fun to draw is maybe what I mean #and I hadn’t noticed before bc the like bridge? and uhh like. base? idk nose words but they don’t match #the bridge is super long and on the thin side w a bump like mine but the like bottom is much rounder and wider and I don’t see that mix much #he also just has rlly nice hair it’s super curly and he’s in that like weird light brown purgatory where it’s all different colours #like it’s mostly light brown but some bits look rlly dark and some especially at the ends is like almost blonde and it changes w the light #god he also keeps doing this dumb fucking thing where he’s trying to skate while squatting all the way and it’s ridiculous #he looks like a spider folding in on itself and the worst part is he can fucking do it #he’s gotten so good at skating recently and I have a feeling he lives somewhere with an ice rink bc I’m sure he’s better than he was novembr #yeah I also got to just stand and watch him play yesterday and it’s so incredibly horribly unfair #anyway I’m too fucking gay and I will not let him escape me again tomorrow I Will get his instagram or smth bc I swear this man #luke.txt

[brookheimer]

#again this is all my fault i had a week to do this i just can’t seem to do any work unless the deadline is within like . 24 hours #otherwise i can’t get myself to focus or care #thanks brain. #the film one will be easy though i can bullshit it bc my profs give out B+ as the highest grade apparently so i should stop writing A papers #for them and just get the same grade for less work . unfortunately i love writing papers (even though i hate it) and can never actually #like phone in a paper like even when i try to i end ip getting into it by the end #i’m so bad at just being like yeah let’s write a B paper. i canyyyyttttyt ! which is so annoying bc i’ll get a B in this class anyways bc #it’s 300 ppl and they don’t read the papers they just give everyone a B+ so WHY DO I BOTHER #praying that for the first time in my life i write a mid paper on purpose and it takes an hour or so #then i can focus the next 12 hours on the paper i both want and need to do well on #well maybe not NEED like i’d prob get an A in the class if i got a B+ or even a B maybe on the final #but it’s my last class ever (transferring😬) with my favorite professor in the world . i have never gotten below an A- from him on a paper #and that was only in my first class w him like i’ve gotten all As since so i NEEEEED to go out w a bang. seriously. i like him too much not #to!!! it’s also a topic i’m rly interested in except also i still don’t actually know my thesis. i just have 20 pages of brainstorming and #research. don’t know what i’m doing w it yet tho #agggggghh #so mad at myself — went to bed at 7 FUCKING PM by accident bc i hadn’t slept in 40 hours and forgot to set an alarm for like 6 to try and #make up for all the work i didn’t do yesterday so now here we r. aaaagggggggh #sorry for the personal vent in the tags but this is my blog i can vent if i want to (to the tune of that one song) #i’m actually insane why am i subjecting myself to this. and even worse why am i (ADHD #depression insane) transferring to one of the like 20 schools in america that’s more academically demanding than the one i’m at rn. why am #i making things worse for myself. #except blah blah blah not really i’m fine academically and honestly except for finals (which is always just a procrastination issue w me) #cld provably use smth a little more demanding at times like i need classes hard enough to actually convince my brain that i need to do yhe #readings lolll like i genuinely always Want to do them bc they’re things i am honestly super interested in i just a) am so bad at focusing #and b) am Disturbingly good at bullshitting like i typically am one of the most talkative ppl in classes despite doing 1/2 or less of the #readings.. and like not even to get a participation grade. just bc i can skim it and immediately have things to say ab it #that’s why i won a like national award in high school for a paper on a book i didn’t actually read😬 except i had WANTED! to read it! #that’s the issue like. if u know u can bullshit something how do u get ur adhd brain to get the message that u actually want to read it #raAaagh ok personal rambling over o know it’s prob annoying bc like i Do do well in school n i am grateful i just wish i was healthier ab it