#I still want him deeply 😶

[bluesidez]

GymRat!Miguel Part 1

I’ve seen everyone doing these drabbles/aus and I wanted to join! 🤠

content warning: It gets suggestive towards the end so MINORS BEWARE.

word count: 719 (kind of proofread, I got excited)

Daydreaming about GymRat!Miguel x PlusSize!Reader / Chubby!Reader and the dynamic of big tall bf x shorter chubby gf 🚻

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GymRat!Miguel who started off as an awkward, lanky, nerdy teen using the gym to blow off steam. His mom felt that he wasn’t a great influence to his brother, his father wasn’t his real father, and his step-brother was an asshole.

GymRat!Miguel who’s nearly triple his weight by the time he starts college, body full of muscle. His mom has calmed down despite him previously eating her out of a house and a home. His biological dad agreed to help with any leftover college expenses and his step-dad helps him move on campus. He’s tearful when he hugs Gabriel goodbye, promising to call and play their weekly games.

GymRat!Miguel who stays loyal to his nerdy roots and aims for a Science degree with a minor in Robotics for fun. He sticks out like a sore thumb in his classes, body taking up the ends of lab tables. Even though he prefers to sit in the front of classes, he opts to sit in the back so that everyone can see. He’s constantly using office hours and lingering after class so that he can make sure that his notes are correct.

GymRat!Miguel who first meets you in one of his bio labs and is immediately enamored by you. Your clothes hug your curves, you smell sweet, and something on you always matches. Your shoes and your backpack, your skirt and your jacket, your accessories and your nails.

GymRat!Miguel who ends up being in your group for a project and watches in awe as you take the lead, helping everyone decide which parts to complete. You go out of your way to make the powerpoint colorful and creative. You’re ecstatic when he turns in his parts extra early as everyone else has gone a-wall.

GymRat!Miguel who calms you down when the deadline is near and the rest of the group still hasn’t done their part. You two meet late in the library to finish everything. He thinks you’re adorable despite how stressed and tired you are. He makes the last minute decision to delete the other two group member’s names off of the title slide, taking the initiative to email the teacher before hand.

GymRat!Miguel who walks into the lab building on presentation day 50 minutes early and sees you being cornered by the other group members eyes full of confusion. He quickly walks over asking if there was a problem. Seeing him looming over them, the two decide give up, and scramble together a last minute presentation.

GymRat!Miguel who explains everything, telling you not to worry about the others and just focus on you all’s presentation. You two have great presentation, chemistry blooming as you bounce off each other. You both get an easy A and you hug Miguel out of an excitement before the next lab starts.

GymRat!Miguel who imprints the feeling of your body against his in his memory. Your smell, how soft you were, how small you felt in his arms, how tight you squeezed him.

GymRat!Miguel whose dreams of you have him tossing and turning in his twin sized bed that was far too little for him. He scares his poor roommate to death when his body hits the floor with a big boom. The dream of you under him shattering as he collides with the ground. He groans and apologizes to his roommate, pain in his side and his groin.

GymRat!Miguel who takes a cold shower, too aroused to go back to sleep. He bites his fist trying to quiet his moans, not wanting to wake his roommate for a second time. He replays images of you in his mind, pulling at his length until he shutters against the tile walls.

GymRat!Miguel whose heart drops when he checks his phone after his shower. You followed him on Instagram three hours ago. He checks your page and sees that you're private, but your profile picture is a lot. It's an angle from above you, your cleavage on display.

GymRat!Miguel who stands in the bathroom ogling at the photo like an idiot. He clicks the follow back button, watching as it shifts to pending, and stares down at his body again. He sighs and turns the shower back on, banking on his roommate sleeping through everything once again.

You had no idea the effect you had on him.

dividers by @y-onb 🩵

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[xxcallmemaryxx]

Hiiiii, haven’t been able to get enough of ur page oml, u write the ghouls amazingly. 😍

Could u please write how the ghouls would be with their s/o (she/her or they/them pronouns, whatever ur most comfortable w) that had been abused by their sibling during childhood so their scared of physical contact but super touch starved (just wants to be held) and scared of disappointing their peers so they just want to be perfect?

Not reflecting at all 😶

Just some comforting fluff?

I deeply apologise if this triggering in anyway, I couldn’t see anywhere that said what u r and what ur not comfortable w writing.

(Feel free to ignore)

Much love ❤️❤️❤️

Ghouls x GN reader

(Warning: talks of trauma, and upsetting situations but nothing descriptive. More just implying.)

Let me just preface this by saying every single one of the ghouls would be one million percent patient with you, they love intensely and they always want you to feel comfortable around them, so the ghouls will forever walk at *your* pace.

Mountain could sit in silence with you and consider that quality bonding time, so he would never expect anything from you that you’re not comfortable with. Of course he understands that this aspect of having some kind of a relationship with someone (romantic or platonic) frightens you, and he doesn’t take it lightly when you try to push yourself too far just to please… him? No. He can hear the way your heart races with panic and he can smell the fear that wafts off you when put in a position that may result in some kind of physical affection, even if you pretend you’re okay with it. So he will quite often remind you he is here for the long run, there is no rush to push yourself beyond what you’re ready for and he is ready to walk this path with you every step of the way, no matter how long it takes. Your presence alone is enough for him, your presence alone is all he needs. And when the time comes for you to feel okay with working on this part of yourself, you best believe Mountain is going to be so proud of every milestone you reach. He can see your frustration when your brain works against what your heart wants, but he has enough patience for the both of you. And he knows how strong you are, he knows damn well that one day you’ll be able to look back on how far you’ve come. And he can only hope that you’ll be as proud of yourself as he is.

Aether also has a lot of patience when it comes to this. He never wants to put any pressure on you to do anything with him that you’re not okay with. He understands your want to feel touch, he wants to touch you. He wants to hold you and feel you and bask in you, but he loves you so much that just smelling you around the ministry or even after you’ve been in his room is enough for him. Because it’s you he loves, and who you are and how you treat others, that’s what he sees. He doesn’t base his love for you off how much affection he gets, he will love you regardless. It means the world to him that despite what you’ve been through, you still trust him enough to share that with him and to be around him. Aether holds that trust you’ve given him so close to his heart, he swears if he ever broke it he would send himself back down to hell. At some point, you find yourself sitting next to Aether on his couch, pinkies interlinked after you’ve spend the better part of the night watching films on his tv. He doesn’t mention it, you don’t mention it. But that right there is a memory Aether will never ever forget, it marks the beginning of you becoming used to physical affection again. He wants to scream from the rooftops about how proud he is of you, but he keeps his cool and let’s you take it at your own pace. Although…you can basically see the pride he has for you radiating off him, which just reminds you that you definitely have an amazing ghoul with you.

Swiss is naturally an affectionate ghoul, he loves to just touch and feel and hold his loved ones. So when you share your past with him, and explain to him how difficult it is for you to feel comfortable with physical affection, he doesn’t see it as a bad thing. He understands that you’re learning to accept physical touch again, so for him… he is now learning what you are and are not okay with. In his head, this is just a journey the two of you are going to go on together. Learning along the way. Swiss is open to setbacks. Of course things are not going to go 100% smoothly, there are going to be times when the two of you need to take a few steps back together, before you can continue to move forward together. And Swiss is prepared for that, because ultimately that just means that he still gets to be here to see you grow and work towards what you want. What matters the most to him is that you are comfortable around him. As much as he would love to hold you, and as much as you would love that too, it doesn’t define how Swiss shows his love for you. He gets to see you everyday, he gets to talk to you everyday, he gets to share his life with you everyday and honestly… he couldn’t be more thankful. You both are learning together, and Swiss really sees that as genuine bonding. Because now you get to grow together. In 10 years from now you can look back on your lives together and see how much you’ve changed since now, that is what Swiss can hardly wait for. It won’t be easy but when that day comes, when he can wrap you up in his embrace and feel you against him… he will know it was all worth it. Every single second.

Rain cried. When you told him what happened and what you went through, he cried. You knew it was going to happen, your beautiful water ghoul feels emotions big time. But it was a conversation you needed to have with him. He immediately asks you what is okay and what isn’t okay, because he needs to know he isn’t going to accidentally overstep any boundaries or put you in an uncomfortable situation. Rain is an observer, he likes to pick up on things you do that tells him everything he needs to know, despite being able to smell it out of you anyways… but he spends a lot of time watching you. (Also because loves you so of course he’s gonna want to look at you). But one thing he notices is how you tend to keep close to him during stressful situations. Perhaps whilst in big crowds, when the whole ministry gets together for mass or for an event the clergy is holding. Or if the weather outside is really stormy and the loud thunder is making it hard to settle down, he’s noticed you tend to just keep a bit closer to him. His brain immediately goes into protector mode: safe safe safe need to keep you safe need to keep you safe. But he doesn’t touch you, or grab you. Instead, he steps just a little closer so you know he’s there and he just intensifies his scent. It completely encompasses you, so your brain knows he’s there but despite not being able to feel his physical body against you… you can still feel him around you. It only takes a few moments and he can smell the panic wafting off you dissipate. You don’t need to thank him, because he can just see it in the way you look at him. He lives to see you happy, and if he is the one making you happy then he doesn’t need anything else.

Phantom loses his mind when you tell him. He was actually the one that bought it up to you. After having received such affections from the other ghouls when he was summoned, his ghoul brain automatically wanted to share those same affections with you. He sees his lover and just wants to scoop you up. To show you what the other ghouls showed him. So when you avoided it, and when he could smell the panic coming off you every time he got too close for comfort he couldn’t stop the question falling from his mouth. He sat with you while you explained to him why, and he listened to every word. Until the moment you finished talking and he allowed it all to sink in… he took a few heated laps around your bedroom and then decided he needed to sit down for a minute. Got back up again a second later and felt like laps worked for him the first time so why stop now huh? Needless to say Phantom was livid. You did not deserve that and he hates you ever had to experience that. After that, he keeps his hands to himself but he just can’t help but keep close to you. He hovers… and you don’t even think he notices when he’s doing it. He told you right away that his arms will be open for you the moment you are ready, there’s no time limit and there’s no pressure. For as long as he is still breathing then his arms will always be open for you (metaphorically and literally). There’s no getting rid of him after this either, no matter how many breakdowns, no matter how many setbacks, no matter how many times you try to tell him it’s just not worth it and you wouldn’t blame him if he wasn’t happy with you anymore… he looks you square in the eyes, and tells you there’s not a thing in the universe that could drive him away. He is here for you. And he will always be here for you.

Dewdrop didn’t start out being very affectionate, you’d kind of mentioned to him briefly how you weren’t too crash hot on it and he didn’t question it. Until the two of you got to a point in your relationship where even Dew felt like maybe there should be a little more touching going on… so he just outright asked you how you felt about it. And then he saw you tense up. And he watched avoid his eyes. And he sniffed out the immediate worry radiating off you the second he said the word “touching”. For a moment he thought he was the problem… that maybe he’d accidentally said or done something that made you uncomfortable early on in the relationship and so he’d lost any right he had to touch you. And in that brief moment he swore to Him that he would do anything in his power to work on fixing that and to never make you feel like that again. When he learned the truth… well. As much as he tried to keep himself calm, it wasn’t easy. But of course he couldn’t stop thinking about how he immediately wanted to do anything he could to never make you feel like that again… Dewdrop was prepared to walk barefoot across the planet if you asked him too. The patience Dew holds with you is unreal. He is quick to remind you to settle down and listen to yourself and what your body is telling you if you try to push yourself beyond what you’re mentally ready for. He wants you to enjoy touching him and being touched by him, when it happens. He doesn’t want you to do it if you’re trying to do it just for his sake. This is for both of your sakes. This whole experience with you has been quite a learning experience for Dew too. He has realised a lot about himself, and how deeply he really feels when it comes down to the people he holds dear. He looks at you and realises you two have forever together. You’re both as safe as possible within the walls of the ministry, and even if you weren’t he would protect you. He will never not be angry about what you went through, but he reminds himself to focus on what you need now, so long as he can pick up your lingering scent around his room every day, he will be a happy ghoul.

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Every time I write some headcannons they get longer and longer with each ghoul omg..

Also Thankyou to this anon, I added a little list pretty much outlining some things that I wouldn’t be okay with writing - on my pinned post!

That was a great idea!!

Also also, sending you lots of love I hope you’re okay <3 <3

#the band ghost #the band ghost x reader #nameless ghouls #nameless ghouls x reader #ghost band #ghost bc #dewdrop ghoul #mountain ghoul #aether ghoul #swiss ghoul #rain ghoul #phantom ghoul #dewdrop ghoul x reader #mountain ghoul x reader #aether ghoul x reader #swiss ghoul x reader #rain ghoul x reader #phantom ghoul x reader #mary’s headcannons

[whereismyhat5678]

hey hi uh I saw one of your posts and it had a little "evil peppino x evil gustavo" doodle thingy and I thought it was so cute and I was wondering if you could do more 👉👈😶

(if you even want to, no pressure)

(I’m so sorry I answered so late!! I wasn’t able to work on asks today since I was out, I hope this works though!! 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️)

Uhh- It might not EXACTLY be ship art but it’s implied! (I again hope that works- 😀😓🥲)

Peppino doesn’t like to admit it but….

He really… very deeply…. cares about Gustavo…<3

(He has a soft spot in his twisted ass heart for Gus- 💕💕💕)

Also I have some headcanons under the cut if you’d like to read those-

- Peppino has trust issues, he REALLY doesn’t like to build any sort of close relationships with anyone really, and it partially started because of the…hand incident….He’ll keep in touch with family but he hasn’t told them about his, duties.

- (I’m actually still thinking of ways on how he met Gus but-) I imagine when he met Gus he was skeptical, he was too friendly, and he really had no reason to be caught up in all the things Pep was dealing with. But he was a good hand so he kept him…

- As his duties got more intense (and a bit irritating to deal with) Gus always was by his side, he didn’t want to get to close but he did end up actually gaining a bond with him. He liked his presence, he liked when he talked, he liked when he smiled, he liked when he was genuinely honest with him (which was almost all the time-), Pep respected him, he grew to like him as he was, he trusted him… (Which was very hard for Pep to do…)

- I should also mention that Pep doesn’t like it when people call him by his name. Only Mr. Spaghetti (even though it did sound silly-) or boss (if it was a worker) and ANYTHING ELSE besides his name. If you did…. It ain’t gonna look pretty…

- (As you can see in the “comic” though Pep finally is able to tell Gus that he feels he trusts him, therefore he can call him by his name… And Gus usually always called him boss- The only reason why it slipped for him because he heard about that one rumor where Peppino killed someone because he said his first name. He couldn’t stop thinking about it and that’s why he was so nervous when he said it-)

I think that’s all the serious headcanons I have- if anyone wants to use them that’s fine! (If you would like to of course!) I’m gonna go to bed, I’m tired… 🫶💕

#Pizza Tower #Really got a fulll ass backstory- #Pep really does care for Gus #Even though he scared him sometimes- #Evil Peppino #Evil Gustavo #Evil Peppino x Evil Gustavo(?) #Headcanons #Asks #Request :D

[tennessoui]

Kit I hope you feel better! I was recently ill and read through all your tumblr aus to feel better. The one where Anakin leaves the jedi was the only time I laughed when I was sick because I kept picturing their neighbours looking them up on space book when they moved to the big city because they were so nice and they wanted to update them on the loth cat they convinced them to adopt then seeing them in a relationship like 😐😬🤨😶😵😢😠🤔😭😡

Anakin suggests going back to visit their old house and neighbourhood and Obi-Wan, who has had to block so many old neighbours trying to connect to send him caps lock messages about seducing his ward is like...how about skiing?

thank you!!! my head's hurting like crazy on and off and i still have a cough but for the most part i am back to pre covid state but also i haven't tried walking around or standing for long periods of time so tomorrow is gonna be a gr8 time

ANYWAY

aw the anakin leaves the order au

ok but maybe anakin respects obi-wan's need privacy and also his paranoia that everyone will hate him because he caved and fucked his ward (no one will care about the TIMELINE ok fine its ok its whatever) so he doesn't post anything on his space social media

but their old neighbor finds out because she gets bored and decides to do a deep dive on anakin and gets onto his friend's space instagram page and there are a few pics of anakin and obi-wan staring very intensely at each other in the background of other pics and that's sorta normal for them but then uh there's one from the holidays and is?? obi-wan groping anakin??? is the next picture them kissing in the background?? anakin is pressing obi-wan up against the kitchen doorway and their faces are indistinct but it's not NOT kissing.....

so you just know that one person gets deeply invested and they become like this one man army to try and prove obi-wan is sleeping with anakin

what im saying is i think it would also be funny/funnier if only one person--maybe their old nosey next door neighbor--gets super attached a la the teacher in fairly odd parents and no one really believes him because come on thats not a grope & theyve always looked at each other like that sorta, justine, im sorry, nothing looks out of sorts here?

meanwhile obi-wan and anakin are fucking nasty like every night anakin gets away from university and don't realize anyone's onto them

#asks #obikin #anakin leaves the order au #i like hte idea of others finding out eventually but i like the comedy of the one person suspecting #but also anakin would not stand for one word of obi-wan hate #especially about their relationship

[thevikingwoman]

Meryta: is there anyone or anything you've faced in battle that made you doubt your ability to succeed, who made you want to give up and run away for good?

I forgot to add a fun fact! Umm Grier is an isekai'd wol, his vampire soul from another universe was joined to the ff14 horthgar au version of himself in a magical accident. He still craves blood, but it no longer empowers him and he avoids hunting for it so the vampire creature inside him is slowly dying. 🙏🏻

Thank you Ket!

Oh how interesting to isekai a vampire? Did he give in to the craving at first, and how did he discover it wasn't needed?

~

Meryta is not one to run away. She's a warrior, through and through and it's not really in her nature. She was rattled, battling Zenos in Rhaegr's Reach - it was the first time she had met something she couldn't beat outright. But it didn't really make he want to run away, it just made he want to end him (and later, that he'd go away; his obsession annoys her). The fear didn't stick though.

now, battling the Lightwarden in Lakeland and absorbing the aether after, that made her want to run away. It wasn't the combat as such, but she doesn't feel assured that the next time it will work? The Light and the Sineaters are SO unsettling to her, and for the first time in her life she is truly, deeply afraid.

I'm sure it will be fine tho 😶

#meryta khatin #ask meryta anything #<3 #thank youuu

[rodolfoparras]

Nah it's ok, I just have crippling addiction to twinks and I'm weak for pretty boys who look like elven and angelic. I swear... a pretty thing bats his eyes at me and I'm fucking goner. ANYWAYS-

Acheron is old D&D character that went through quite a bit of development and he will always be one of my favourite characters I ever created hence why I made him into my Tav. He was originally female character for a brief while just because drow society is matriarchal and I intended for him to start out as royalty and threat to his aunt's power. Buuuut I quickly decided that I want him to be man after all so he's canonically trans now.

I don't want to prattle on about drow history and politics even though I could but essentially men are seen as slaves and toys and have no worth in the society and drows are notorious for turning on each other and killing one other constantly. Acheron's older brother wasn't like that at all and he was super sweet and him and Acheron were very close. Acheron was child prodigy and quickly gained favour of their matriarch and head priestesses and became champion of Lolth and his entire goal was to become head matriarch so he could build better life for his brother. That's also the reason why he repressed his real self and only his brother knew that he was trans.

Acheron was noticed and chosen by Raven Queen who sensed his grief and sorrow even while he as young child and she became mother figure to him while he secretly prayed to her. He got infused with shadow magic through the sword she sent down to him and she became his patron goddess. When he was still young man, his aunt (fearing his influence and the influence of his mother), slaughtered his entire family and Acheron only survived because his brother manage to hide him and his goddess kept him safe. That event broke something in him that was never able to be repaired.

Acheron fought his way out of Underdark and escaped to surface where he saved by young druid who would become his best friend (who is actually my bestie's D&D character). He only had locket with his brother's picture, lock of his hair and his ring to remember his brother by and he treasures it deeply. Also since hexblades (weapon he received) are kind of semi sentient and can talk to their wielders, Acheron believes his brother's soul is in the blade and he talks to it regularly.

He completely buried his old life, transitioned and made a name for himself, eventually being known as The Scourge of Underdark and he and very chaotic but mostly decent person. He had quite a few other tragic things happen to him that kind of shaped him into being cold and ruthless and no-nonsense person. And side note but he actually has genuinely good relationship with his patron and she does genuinely love him as sees him as her son.

Every other companion in bg3 has horrible and abusive relationship with their goddesses and Acheron is there all like 😶😶 "Mmm skill issue ig, imma go tell mom about my day and ask for new spells"

And his story fits so well with bg3 story and I even headcanon Minthara, female drow that can become your companion, as his cousin and her mother to be the aunt that slaughtered his family. And Astarion is like.... second person Acheron had genuinely romantic feelings for ever probably and his companions are one of few people he grew to care about. And Acheron is very much ready to do whatever it takes for his friends and especially for Astarion.

He doesn't care about power or influence or anything, he just wants to keep Astarion safe because he can't risk losing the most important person in his life again. That's why I hc that after the events of the game he goes back to Underdark and kills his aunt and everyone loyal to her and he makes it clear that unless he and his loved ones are left alone, he will not hesitate to wipe them all out. He's a little unhinged but ordinary people know him as a hero, albeit very scary one.

-🔮

Sugar!!! I am genuinely amazed how in depth this is it felt like I was watching a movie reading this!!’ First of all I’ll always be a sucker for good healthy sibling relationship and the fact that their bond still remains in some ways is why I’m not sad despite everything tragic that happened to him also Im so glad he has a best friend by his side to love and support him because it can’t be easy having gone through all that trauma and continue life on your own also astarion being all starry eyed over him, to him it’s like seeing a sweet puppy flash its teeth but he absolutely loves it feels himself get all warm and light 🥹 this is genuinely a beautiful story and I’m throughly impressed with how thought out every step is

#alec answers #🔮 anon

[julictcapulet]

👀💗😶(these are my 3 favorite emojis rn the book rec doesn't necessarily need to match)

send me an emoji and i’ll give you a book rec! i've been giving a fiction and nonfiction rec per emoji so congratulations you get 6 book recs bestie!

fiction: east of eden by john steinbeck. heartbreaking news: the world-renowned author who wrote several 'great american novels' in his lifetime is actually a good writer and this 600-page multigenerational tale loosely based off the story of cain and abel is a straight fucking banger. by coincidence, i happened to be watching season 4 of succession while reading this book and the combination was dangerous to my mental health, i highly recommend. cathy ames, you will always be famous to me.

fiction: the bluest eye by toni morrison. trigger warning for child molestation. this book is devastating, following the life of a young black child growing up after the great depression who begins to develop internalized racism and an inferiority complex. i'm never really ever going to forgive my 11th grade english teacher for assigning this book in class but also i'm eternally grateful to him and i think it's a book that everyone needs to read at least once in their life.

fiction: act your age, eve brown by talia hibbert. this is a cute little romance book that sets a lighter tone to the rest of the books in this rec list <3 technically, this is the third book in the brown sisters trilogy but it's the only one i really enjoyed and you can read it as a standalone. it follows eve, a flighty rich girl who gets cut off and has to find a job quick. enter jacob, dealing with an understaffed bed & breakfast, who doesn't really have other available options but to hire her. cue opposites attract.

nonfiction: men who hate women: from incels to pickup artists, the truth about extreme misogyny and how it affects us all by laura bates. lol this book made me so miserable it took me a month to read it, i don't know how she did it. essentially, this is half laura bates going undercover (when possible) in misogynistic communities and offering her experiences and half a comprehensive view of the hellscape that is the manosphere with each chapter dedicated to a specific subcategory of, well...men who hate women.

nonfiction: everything i know about love by dolly alderton. this collection of essays/short stories/vignettes of alderton's life is the equivalent of a warm hug. read it if you want to be reminded of how deeply you love and appreciate your friends, and also if you want to laugh about someone else's mistakes during their 20s instead of reminiscing on your own.

nonfiction: know my name by chanel miller. does everyone remember emily doe, the anonymous woman from the stanford assault case? great, because this was her memoir and i think it should be required reading. i don't think anyone doubted this book would be popular, but chanel miller is an incredible writer and she did not leave a single thing out in telling her story. she lets you know that the trauma she's endured isn't just from that party, but also from the trial and media storm that followed, even when she still had her anonymity. it's not just a story of a woman detailing how she's begun healing, it's a statement towards the way the american justice system fails the majority of the people and the way people refused to let her reclaim her own story.

#answered #cass1x1 #also oh my god this was my realization that i have to answer your last message 😭 #that's coming tomorrow as soon as it's not 12:30am i swear #books

[beeejayy]

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Marie mjolnir soul eater (apologies for so many, I understand if you don’t have much as most people don’t tend to think about marie)

I smiled seeing this because I love Marie . And this many emojis shows you do as well LMAO

This is longer than the spirit one sooo

🏳️‍🌈 a sexuality hc- this woman is a lesbian. There's nothing else to it. She definitely pushed her "I need to be straight" thing onto Stein and had a pretend crush I forget the word for it though.

🏳️‍⚧️ a gender hc- I dooonnnt think she's trans (btw if you do I love that she deserves it) BUT girl does have a lot of body hair. That doesn't mean she's trans or whatever it's normal for anyone to have body hair I just wanna talk about it lol. She gets insecure about her body and such when there's a woman who she likes.

😇 a hc about her religion/lack thereof- okay okay so I don't think she grew up as religious as Spirit did. She probably does have a cross in her house and has faith and shit it just doesn't mean every decision she makes is around it. She totally went to church every Sunday tho.

🧸 a hc about her childhood- Marie was a only child and totally was spoiled to be perfect. She NEEDED to be a straight A student and NEEDED to be straight. Just a lot of responsibilities. Her parents definitely bragged about her looks and how she behaved to the neighbors. By her teenage years and getting puberty her parents would shame her for her sudden change in weight/hair. They were dicks about her chest size. She was a young kid when she found out about her being a weapon. I feel like her father was also a weapon, her parents supported her there and she did a lot of manual things in her childhood.

👻 a hc about what scares her- losing the people she cares about. Marie's whole thing is being a empath LMAO. She's very insecure and she does fear dying alone. (another thing she has in common with spirit....😒)

🎶 a hc about music- she LOVES radio music. She's like every mom she will listen to those sad break up songs and genuinely feel connected to them she will sing around the house she will sing in the shower she's always humming a tune.

👽 a hc about a weird quirk of hers- JUST SAY AUTISTIC. Anyways.. she'll chew on her nails, she'll pull on her hair when she's stressed and sometimes play with the band of her eyepatch

💤 a hc about her sleep- she has stuffed animals, she likes holding things in her sleep, she'll even hold a pillow. Marie gets REALLY cold in her sleep and just pile blankets. She's a light sleeper anything can wake her up tbh...

🦾 a disability hc- her eye. Even after how long she's had an eye patch she still has trouble using only one eye. Sometimes she'll trip over things, it's not obvious though just a minor inconvenience.

💝 a hc about her love language- DEFINITELY physical touch. She wants to hold hands, she wants to give kisses and hugs LET HER!!!!!!!! Another one would just be spending time with another. Marie just wants to be loved.

🫂 a friendship hc- well since I mentioned the Spirit and Marie one last post I'll talk about Marie and Stein. They ARE besties. Stein feels comfortable with her he genuinely likes her!!! Neither of them will ever feel romance for the other or any sexual desire. They're just friends, Marie can talk to Stein freely about ANYTHING (to his dismay....) she cares about him deeply and on her bad days WISHES they could like each other romantically because she really just wants to be "normal" and have a family.

💔 an angst hc- oh boy. She definitely had a crush on Maka's mom. I've talked about this A LOT. Marie is a pushover when it comes to her crushes, she despises Spirit to just be able to do the shit she wishes she could do, he had a family with Kami, a child too, got married and then he threw it away! How could he do that? To the best woman ever, to the love of Marie's life! Marie longs and wishes she could be with Kami. It's quite sad. She'll never get over her first crush.

🪢a hc about her family- I feel like Marie's parents would be disgusted if they knew/found out about her eye. They're very judgy about looks. They want her to be their perfect little girl! She can't grow up and if she DOES grow up she should marry a man.

📓 a hc about her hobby- she probably likes to scrapbook. She doesn't take pictures so uses the academy year books and photos she finds around the place. Let a girl have fun!!!!

👗 a hc about her clothes- Marie honestly likes wearing things that are black, yellow or pink. She likes her zigzag shape she feels like it's a part of her and doesn't like change much. Pink is an exception tho she loves pink.

🔪 a hc relating to fighting/violence- considering she's a death scythe I feel she is VERY VERY capable of fighting but she isn't violent she will try to find a more humane way to deal with things. That being said she's definitely had a human soul before.

🌟 a hc about her desires/wishes- she makes it VERY clear that she wants to be a mom and a wife. I don't have anything to add...she knows what she wants.

🏅 a hc about what she's good at- honestly, being there for people. She may not like it but she's a good teacher, a good person to go to for help. Over all she's just pure hearted.

🍫 a hc about food- uhh I have no idea I'm not much of a food person so I have nothing to go off of. Marie likes to go out when eating food, she likes the fancy shit.

🎭 a hc about what she lies about- HER SEXUALITY!!!! 🗣️

❤️‍🔥a romantic hc- Marie is VERY romantic. She's a hopeless romantic she makes it VERY clear that she wants to be loved and to give love. Marie would be a GOOD partner, maybe a bit overbearing and overly attached but STILL!!!!!

💄an appearance hc- Marie is a gal who likes her appearance! She likes dressing up, to wear makeup! She likes feeling pretty!!!!

🖕 a hc relating to anger- okay. She's been shown to be violent when angry, without thinking if you're an asshole she'll just punch without thinking. Don't be a jerk, don't ruin her fun that's just not cool.

🐱 an animal related hc- her favorite animals are dogs, she will stop to pet EVERY puppy. She has to avoid shelters or she'll want to keep every dog. She also likes cats but not as much as dogs.

😬 a hc about the worst things she's done- oh okay I could go on about shit like this but this is getting WAY too fucking long. Marie is a flawed woman, something I could think of is her being such a people pleaser, she's probably done things she didn't want to do especially in battle.

😭 a hc about the worst thing that happened to them- definitely whatever happened to her eye.

😶 a random hc- Marie found out she was a hammer because her dad was looking for a hammer and her hand kinda turned into one and she hammered in the nail while he was gone. She was VERY young when this happened

#thank you for the ask. this was. a lot to type LMAO #soul eater #marie mjolnir

[somedaytakethetime]

You know what? You're about to get far more familiar with my daddy issues than I ever intended for you to.. plus... it's the gilf's birthday... it's only right.. 😶

Notes and warnings: this one goes out to all the old man whores in the house, I said it! I used to have some girlies out there just like me, thirsting for old men, former dilf players, for whatever reason, and you know? I SAID REPRESENTATION 😤😤😤😤 It's nasty, as a threat and as revenge on my father for not loving me 😤😤😤

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He's unbelievably charming. Which isn't unnatural for attractive men in their older years, you know this from experience, nearly all of them in this field are. Former beautiful young men that had all the female attention back in their prime, they age like fine wine. Become more handsome with the years, in that way only beautiful people can, look graceful with their wrinkles and greying hair, instead of scrunched up and withered. Become incredibly charming and gentlemen-like. He's exactly like that. His greying hair gives him character, makes him.. attractive. In fact.. you think he's more attractive now than he was in his youth. You've seen old footage, and old pictures, he was handsome then but.. he's beautiful now. The wrinkles around the corners of his eyes, emphasised when he smiles softly, are endearing in a way that some don't get blessed with. He's a gentleman through and through, opens the doors for you, kisses your hand during his goodbyes as he leaves you with the rest of the crew after work is over. The eye contact he always establishes... is.. powerful. Like potent wine, there's something nearly intoxicating about this man. He's far too old for you. On the verge of gilf, not dilf.. many decades between you, he was already a well known, and accomplished, player by the time you were born. It's obviously wrong and tabu, unprofessional, uncouth, and of course nothing is ever going to happen, but.. it's still.. an interesting idea to ponder. What he must have been like. All those women falling over themselves for him in his years of glory. Makes you wonder... you shake your head as you gather up things, the interviews are over and you're tasked with useless things that no one else wants to do. No one ever looks at you. You stand behind the cameras every day, making sure they look good, keeping track of everything, but no one ever sees you. No one ever notices you or even speaks much to you beyond ordering you around. But... in that charming gentleman way of his? He does. He notices you. Looks directly into your eyes when he addresses you, walks beside you when you're going the same way and talks to you. Real talk. Not small and awkward chatter. Asks you deep questions, wants to know your analyses of games, wants your opinions on his words too. He sees you as human. In that way only older men can, you figure, they've had media training for years. Were taught to be professional and courteous to everyone, it's a carefully practiced attitude, made to look honest and genuine even if it isn't, and... you know this.. you know it so well... yet you're still a fool that almost believes he actually cares about what you have to say.

"Do you like this tie?" is asked so randomly, his eyes looking deeply into yours, a soft smile on his face. "Excuse me, sir?", he shakes his head, no matter how many times he tells you to call him by his name, to stop addressing him as 'sir', it just comes out of you, he looks at you again, more serious this time, "I asked: do you like this tie? Do you think it's good with this suit? I bought it on whim and I'm not sure if dark green is my colour, that's what the kids say right? Whatever it is, I don't know if it's good, especially with this tone of grey.." you stare at him for a moment. Both from surprise and appraisal. You didn't expect him to ask you for fashion advice, you wouldn't ever consider yourself the epitome of fashionista, but.. it's cute he asked you. You take your time observing him, looking at his hair again, his face, his brilliant eyes, the way the rich grey of his suit makes him look alive and youthful, elegant.. expensive even, you bet that suit costs more than your yearly pay check.. it's an impeccable suit, tailored to perfection, it fits him like a glove.. he looks good.. you shake your head and look back at the tie. Deep, dark green. It doesn't look offset with his dark grey suit. You don't think you'd put him in green though, it doesn't match him. He's more of a... serious black.. or.. moody grey. Intense in his aura, serious and controlled at work to a fault. If you were to pick a colour for him you'd pick a neutral navy. Boring, sure, but it would bring out his eyes more. Give them depth. "It's not a bad tie, it's pretty. But.. do you want true honesty?" he smirks, something that you've never seen him do.. well.. you have. In old footage, when he was more cocky and arrogant than he is at this age. It's... curious.. you feel heat colour your cheeks, look away from him for a moment as you gather yourself, you're far too old to feel giddy like a school girl. As a matter of fact, he is far too old for you to get a silly crush over. "I wouldn't have asked you if I didn't want brutal honesty..", your eyes meet his again, you suddenly feel a little breathless, you get so little attention.. not just around here, but outside too. You haven't established male contact in.. best not think about it. And suddenly there's an incredibly handsome, charming man, in front of you, talking about brutality.. for one single second your brain goes 'I wonder what brutal looks like with him..' and you shake that thought away, exhale and say "I wouldn't wear dark green in your place, it washes out your eyes. You have beautiful eyes, it's a shame for them to look dull. I think navy suits you best, but if you want to risk a colour? I'd say a deep, dark plum. It looks good on greying hair. I read that somewhere.." you laugh softly, embarrassed for no reason, and he just smirks again "Are you calling me old, young lady?", teasing and playful.. he feels so.. young at times.. you have to remind yourself of his age constantly because sometimes you feel like you're talking to some guy your age, he jokes around and laughs, makes shady comments at others when chatting with you, it's.. you shake your head, "I would never, sir.." and look at him from under your lashes, embarrassed. He gets closer to you, his perfume floods your senses, his voice is lower when he says "Good. Because I'm not old, despite rumours going around, you know? I'm only thirty three." winks playfully, in joker mode, and straightens up, "So.. no to the green tie? Okay." and he takes it off immediately, folds it up and places it in his trousers' pocket, unbuttons his shirt and fusses with it, "Do I still look presentable and professional?", you ignore the way you feel your stomach clenching and heating up, nod softly, "Always, sir."

You shouldn't be drinking. It doesn't matter that it's a company party, you shouldn't be drinking. Because your mind wanders off when you drink. Like it is now. Sitting at an empty table and watching him off in the distance. He's not sitting with you, of course he's not, you're too low ranking to sit with the important people. He's mingling with the likes of him, rich and powerful men, important voices in the sport, glorious former players full of knowledge of the beautiful game.. 'Or some bullshit, whatever', you scoff and swirl your wine around in the glass. Wine.. you don't like wine.. but this white wine is decent. Tangy, a little sweet, nothing too offensive to the palate. And most importantly: free. All the wine you want, for free. The deep pockets of the higher ups are paying and well... if you can't have more food for free, then you'll drink their wine. You.. it's not that you resent your job, you like your job, you like being paid and you like some of the people you work with but.. you resent your job. Being surrounded by so much wealth, when you barely have any to hang by, is a little sickening at times. Enduring the rich pricks isn't great either, most of these men are divas, full of themselves and annoying to deal with. But, you need a job, and this one pays decently. And you'll endure it, put up with them, suck up to whoever needs to be buttered up to cooperate, and.. drink all of their wine. For free. As payback. You laugh softly around the rim of your cup as you drink some more, you're tipsy and you know it. It's going to be fun to get on the tube after this one.. with your luck? You're tripping all the way down the steps in these heels, make a show of yourself and have everyone laughing. You laugh by yourself at the thought too, you don't even care anymore, the wine is making you light and happy. "Care to share what's so funny? What hilarious jokes is your marvellous brain thinking of now?", you look up at him, startled that he's here. Breathless that he's here too. A perfectly fitted suit hugs his body, a deep plum tie is wrapped around his neck. His hair glimmers in the extra low lights, eyes sparkling with something more in them. Mood lighting isn't worth shit in your opinion but you'll be damned if it doesn't make him look hot. There. You said it. He looks hot. He's hot. It's sick and tiring to pretend he isn't. It doesn't matter that he's old, he's hot still. And you want him. In a maddeningly desperate way. Freud would have so much to say about you and your thoughts lately, but fuck him anyway, what the hell did that bastard know anyhow. He doesn't understand how it is. To be posed with a beautiful man, that's charming and attentive, that sees you.. that is eyeing up your cleavage in this dress. Barely hiddenly. Oh... that's-.. you sit up straighter, put your glass on the table, say softly, "There's no joke. Well.. I'm the joke actually." he sits next to you, adjusts the chair so he can face you head on, looks puzzled, "Why are you the joke? What's going on?", it's cute that he looks.. concerned.. he's not, you know he's not, but it's still cute.. "I'm likely going to trip down every single step on my way to the tube, land on my butt and probably break something. These shoes are cute but they're hell to walk in. Especially if you've been drinking, you know..", you take the glass, look at the liquid swirling around in it again, amused and transfixed by the motion. He's watching you. You're oblivious but he is. You only pay attention when he suddenly slaps his hands on his thighs softly, "That's it. You're going home then!", you look up at him, his hand is stretched in offering, "It's too cold, I don't want to get on the train yet..", he takes your hand, pulls you up almost.. forcefully, not brutish but.. commanding.. leans down, his eyes intense.. and says "Who says you have to?"

There's a list of things you find incredibly attractive when a man does it. Things that make men seem hotter in your eyes. One of those things.. is driving. You can't explain why, but it's oddly erotic to you. Watching a man drive. The way nearly all of them rest one hand on the car door or their legs, driving one-handed, barely even touch the wheel when they shift gears with the same hand they're usually holding said wheel with.. it's such a confident gesture. They own their cars, men are obsessed with cars, they have a weird bond with them, don't ever believe that their beloved four-wheeled companions will ever betray them. It shows when they pull those moves. Driving with no hands, making risky overtakes, any sort of showing off. They do it with the confidence of someone that doesn't believe they're inside a deadly, metal contraption. He's no different. It makes him all the hotter. You feel like squirming in your seat as you watch him drive. 'I'm too drunk for this shit... god..' rings in your mind when you think about how nice it would be to feel his fingers touch your inner thigh, slowly slip under your dress, against your pant- you focus on the road. You're not even supposed to be here. He insisted on driving you, gave you stern and paternal "I am not allowing you to take public transport when you're in this state. Someone might take advantage of you and you can't defend yourself in this condition. No arguing.", and it was hot as fuck. You were so turned on when he did his little condescending spiel. He might not realise it but you're far less defenceless and innocent than you come across as. You can handle your own, even tipsy and in heels. But you weren't going to pass up the opportunity to not have to step on the filthy, foul-smelling tube so... his expensive, nice smelling, heated-seats car is so much better. You relax into said seat, it's so warm, it feels really good in this chilly night. Your dress is cute, but too thin for this weather now. But it's the only nice black dress you have, you can't afford a million identical black clothes like these men. You can't afford a lot of things.. being in this car is just one more. You also can't afford to let your eyes slide shut, as they're doing, and allow your mind to wonder. What it would be like if he pulled over somewhere secluded.. if his hand wondered up under your dress.. if you climbed into his seat and sunk down on his c-.. "We're here. I think. This is the correct place, yes?", he breaks you out of your fantasies, your eyes open and look around. It takes you a moment to recognise your dingy apartment block but, yup, you're here. "Yes, this is it.", you turn back to face him, smile softly, "Thank you so much, sir, you really didn't have to. I would have been fine on the tube..", he huffs, rolls his eyes, "Yes, I had to. We've been over it. Would you like me to accompany you to the door?", it's so old fashion that you laugh, gather your things, "You really don't have to, guys don't do that anymore, you know?", but it doesn't matter.. he still walks out of the car, holds the door open for you, takes your hand and helps you out.. walks you all the way to your building's door.. looks at you so intensely.. "I'm not 'a guy', sweetheart, I'm a man." and in that very moment, looking up at a man that's well over twice your age, you've never been more turned on your whole life.

Things change after that. He still talks to you but it's far less.. close. He puts up distance between you. Like he's trying to undo the damage he's done. You're embarrassed and ashamed. Feel like it's your fault, feel stupid that you might have made your need known to him that night when he asserted that he's a man. You hate that you want him so badly. Reality is, you're tired of guys. Of little boys. Of everything in between. You're tired of the deal-breaker rules that most of the sleazes have, tired of pointless flirting because all they want it to pump and dump it. Tired of being bored by their conversations. Tired of being unsatisfied from their so called "moves". You just want.. something real. Someone that will take over, someone that will know. Someone that places your needs above theirs. You're tired of having to take care of men, you do it for a living, you don't want to do it privately too. Ironic that you want an old man then, because that's likely what would happen if you.. but.. it would be different. You think how taking care of him wouldn't feel like a burden, because you like him. In a way that's deeper than with others. And because.. he'd take care of you too.. you close your eyes, allow yourself to imagine it for one moment, what it could be. Years mean nothing at all when paired with longing, with respect and a mutual devotion. Deep understanding. In the end.. you crave a paternal sort of love.. you crave being cared for, babied, showered in love and affection.. and who better to do that.. than someone older.. more experienced.. someone that's lived and understands the ropes of life.. someone who will validate you the way you crave, praise you, adore you... someone.. "Are you alright?", his voice makes you tremble, you open your eyes to look at him, and realise why he's asking if you're okay. Your face is damp. You started crying without meaning to. You look away from him, deeply embarrassed, rub at your face viciously, "Yes, sir, of course. Don't mind me at all, it's just silly feminine hormones.", that usually scares off all of them, but he's not all of them.. his strong hand softly takes yours, "If you need to talk, you know you can always talk to me. If I can help you in any way, I will.", the look in his eyes... it feels.. protective.. worried.. paternal. It fucks you up, your bottom lip starts to tremble as tears well up in your eyes, you nod and stay silent. As you start to fall apart he just pulls you in. Holds you tightly to his body, tucks you in, pets your hair like a child, "Shhh, you're okay. Just let that out. You don't always have to be strong, darling, it's okay. You're okay now, let it go.", you're even more embarrassed, when you finally pull away from him, to noticed you left wet tears all over his suit jacket. "I'm so sorry, sir." and he just smiles softly, wipes your face and holds it so gently, "None of that. Are you okay now?", you're not, you don't think you'll ever be but.. you're lighter. You nod and thank him softly, he smiles brighter, "There's nothing to thank me for. I'm here for you, okay?" he ruffles your hair, feels oddly paternal again, and.. sick and twisted, you're aware, but you desperately want to jump this man. You watch him walk away, taking his jacket off and tossing it on the grass carelessly, and wonder if you'll ever get that chance.

"Oh fuck, yes, there, yes yes yes.", he's good.. he's so good. His body is hot and sturdy, he's still strong despite the years, can easily hold you up against the wall as he thrusts into you, rough and fast, breathing against your neck, smirk pressed to your skin.. voice low.. "You like that, sweetheart? Feels good like this?", you whine, claw at his skin, beg for more, you're so close... that you fall out of bed when your alarm goes off. "MOTHERFUC-", you stand up and glare at your phone, shut off the damn thing so it stops beeping, grunt and angrily walk to the bathroom. Cursing, cranky, you gather yourself and get ready for the day, skip breakfast because you're so angry you don't even want to look at food. You nearly kick a man on the tube because he pisses you off with his flamboyant spreading, you paid for the seat just like he did and you deserve to sit on it, dammit! And you deserve to seat on it in peace, without some gross guy's leg rubbing against yours the whole way. You're in a foul mood all day. You're in a foul mood on the way home even. Hell, you're in a foul mood when someone rings your bell at nearly 10:30 at night! "What??", you open the door wide and crankily ask, ready to fight whichever one of your neighbours has come to bitch about whatever, until you find him there. He smirks, amused at your little snippy attitude, "Woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, I see..", and you almost tell him exactly why that was even, if you suffer with the pent up frustration, he should have to suffer with the trauma. "I'm sorry, sir, how can I help you?", you're snippy and he's amused. Finds you adorable right now. His hands slide into his pockets. He's wearing soft joggers and a tshirt. A sleek puffer jacket thrown on top. You've never seen him dressed this way. He looks younger... somehow even hotter now... it's ridiculous, you can't stand this man. "May I come in?", he tilts his head to the side, looks at you in a way he's never done before.. your knees feel weak as you step aside to allow him in. He surveys your house curiously, turns around and says "I like it, minimal. You'd fit in at my house.", your eyes burn into him 'Wouldn't I like to...', you walk into your own home, feeling naked under his gaze, suddenly the too-small old tshirt and the soft shorts aren't the best outfit you could have on.. "What are you here for, sir?", you're putting away your dishes, back turned to him, and you suddenly feel him pressed to you, one hand wraps softly around your hip, thumb stroking your skin under the fabric, voice deep and low, right in your ear, "You know what I'm here for.."

Listen... you don't want to hear it. You don't care. Yes, like a porn cliché, you're on the counter, fucking this old man. But you know what? It's exactly what you wanted. Needed even. He's good. Even better than your dream. He's not what you expected at all, you didn't know what an older body would look like naked, you've never been with a man his age before, but he looks good. He's softer now, age does that to all, but he's still attractive. He's surprisingly.. well endowed.. granted.. who were you kidding? The man is huge, of course he'd look like that.. it's ridiculous to think he wouldn't. It feels good inside you too, he knows what to do with it, you figure years of experience, trial and error do have their perks. His hands are nice too. A little calloused, but it adds to the experience. He touches you slowly, burns trails into your skin, knows exactly how to circle your nipples, knows exactly how to touch your clit to have you whining and scratching your nails down his back. "You mewl like a kitten, did you know that?", his voice sounds amused, you whine again without meaning to, there's an air of condescension coming from him.. and you'd be lying if you said it doesn't turn you on. He's powerful, self assured, knows exactly what to do and how to do it too. Isn't shy nor hesitant, moves you around where he wants you, fucks you deeper when he feels like it and stops it all when he wants to tease you. It's maddening. It's intense in a way you haven't had with younger men. When his hand takes hold of your chin, forces you to look at him as he thrusts faster and rougher into you, he's dripping with male confidence in a way that only a man his age could. They were raised to be cads, you have family too.., and it normally isn't a perk but for sex? You're finding out it is. He's unapologetic in his ways, holds your legs apart so he can look down between your bodies, watches himself sink in and out of you, "Look at you... letting an old man fuck you.. and liking it too, aren't you, darling?", he's all smirk and confidence, he knows you're enjoying it and he's not going to fuck around and pretend he doesn't. He knows you want him, has known you want him for the longest time, but he was trying to keep it in check. He knows he's far too old for you, everyone would lose their minds, but.. does he actually give a shit? As his hands pull you further down the counter and his cock sinks into you deeper, he finds that, no, he doesn't give a shit. "Fuck fuck fuck, there, please please, let me c-", he kisses you, rough and sloppy, makes you moan again, pulls away, holds your face in place, whispers softly, "You'll come when I want you to come. Are we understood, darling?", you whine, shiver all over and nod, curse when he slows down.. thumb circling your clit and driving you insane.. "If you keep that u-", you're going to come even if he doesn't like it.. "Quiet. Don't talk back or I might have to show you how sassy girls get treated..", he looks into your eyes, holds your face with his other hand, "Understood?", "Yes, sir.", the smirk before he kisses you is so erotic it hurts. He speeds up, presses harder into you, his body covering yours, voice right in your ear, "Why don't you show me what good girls can do, hm? Why don't you come for me and let me feel this pussy clenching, darling?", he doesn't even have to ask twice.. you come so hard in that moment that even your bones rattle. You're panting for air, he doesn't stop thrusting into you but moves slower now, you're wondering if he's tired when he lifts you off the counter, but he whispers in your ear, "Which way is your bedroom then? I have a few more things to show you while I'm here.." and you realise that maybe.. just maybe... that thing about 'old men have no stamina and their sexual potential is down the drain without viagra' might not be true after all...

#DON'T.ASK. #I.DON'T.KNOW. #I.DON'T.CARE. #LEAVE.ME.ALONE. #I.WROTE.WHAT.I.WROTE #I GO FERAL OVER CERTAIN OLD MEN TOO OKAY??? #SOME OF THESE MFS HAVE AGED LIKE FINE ASS WINE #ARGUE WITH THE WALL 😤😤😤 #besties if you see spelling errors? no you don't #your girl is dyslexic okay?? I CAN'T SEE THESE ERRORS MYSELF MOST OF THE TIME #MOVE ON IT'S FINE ENGLISH SUCKS ANYWAY #what matters is the plot... and... there's no plot here queens #adventures in a clown's dreams #football fanfic #football image

[wildernessuntothemselves]

gawdddd ur really making my head spin with jj6 🥲

here's my two cents tho, yeonjun definitely knows that mc's desperately trying to get over beomgyu and beomgyu's acting like everything's fine bc he's convinced that he just fully lost mc and mc's being a coward bitch by letting insecurities and anxiety drive her (no offence to anyone i've been her before and i've worked through it but it's just so frustrating from a 3rd person view looking back at myself 😭)

but alsooo... i think the smut was so lukewarm was maybe bc yeonjun still doesn't know if she's all in, like yeonjun was known to mess around but he wants to get real and serious w mc and ik he's been nothing but patient but i get the vibes he's also experimenting (?? maybe idk he's been so sweet and genuine omg pls don't break his heart 😭)

ohhh and homeboy beomgyu is totally trying to close himself off now that he's got it in his head that that was final and there'll be no more messing around w mc. like on one side im so fucking unclenched omg break his mf heart and yet it bothers me that idk what's in his mind bc cleary he's thinking something!!! and i don't like not knowing something!!!!!

and im abt to literally throw a brick at mc's head and give her amnesia fr 😭 it's so frustrating how she thinks she's going all in for yeonjun but still has beomgyu in her mind, like i get that feelings don't dissapear in a day but girl u know beomgyu only need u for a hand on his dick and he even says it but ik she regrets her decision a little bit and she did it for her own sake

tbh im pulling this all outta my ass bc we don't know beomgyu and yeonjun's povs, and i swear i don't hate beomgyu i just hate the things he did and i want him to suffer a bit 😶 the mc however... she just has to realize that maybe it's not other ppl she needs maybe it's herself that she should focus on and i know this so deeply bc whatever she's doing w all that distracting won't stick long

anw i canawt wait for the next part ur an insanely good writer and i treasure each fic u post for my eyes to be blessed with and umm i hope there's an alt ending where mc stays single lmao jk jk 🫶

i will always defend oc on her dumb decision. even though she's prolonging her pain, it's just incredibly hard to get over her fear. even though you've managed to do it, it's too hard for some people. stupid but understandable.

maybe he'll know get the chance to think things through and decide what the fuck he wants.

we'll see, maybe oc will wisen up a little bit. she might genuinely move on from beomgyu and she does actually like yeonjun so...

thanks babe. haha nah that would be too many alternative endings for me and i've done it like 3-4 times before.

#mort talks #jealousy jealousy prediction party

[mako-yaki]

Merry Christmas, Darling.

« Diluc x Fem!Reader »

How he grew to like the holidays.

Word count: 712

Genre: Fluff.

Hi there, @0rah-s! It’s me, your Secret Santa here! This took me a while to write (since I’m trying out something new) so I’m sorry that this came late. I hope you like this, regardless! Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! 💝 It’s also short, sorry. 😶

Taglist (Genshin): @witch-hazels-musings, @bumbleklee, @momiji-bookhouse (taglist still open for all fandoms that I write for; check rules.)  

Warnings: Indirect mention of Diluc’s backstory, mention of beverage.

Fem! Reader.

Diluc has never celebrated Christmas. He never thinks there’s a need for it, since the tavern is always packed during the holiday season, especially on a day like Christmas.

Until you entered his life and told him about how fun the holidays are, especially the days leading up to Christmas. Decorating the Christmas tree, exchanging presents with friends…

“Earth to Diluc! Come on, we still have Christmas to celebrate!”

He shakes his head and laughs quietly, looking over at you with a loving gaze. He’s mesmerized by you. Your charismatic smile, your caring and helpful nature, the way you’re always so patient with him, and the way you taught him how to love again. He is deeply in love with you. His beloved.

After making sure that the tavern is locked up, you make your way back to Dawn Winery with him. He gently takes your hand in his, giving it a light squeeze. “Darling, I love you.” While you’re looking at the falling snow, he briefly lets go of your hand to remove his coat, gently placing them over your shoulders.

Diluc doesn’t talk much, especially about his feelings. Everyone, even you, knows this. However, as he has his eyes on you at this very moment, something in him pushes him to say the thing that has been on his mind.

“You entering my life is the best thing that has happened to me.”

Before you can react, you’re in his strong arms, with one supporting your back and the other under your knees. He suppressed a laugh while you stare at him in shock, silently telling him to put you down but he only smiles at you and gives you a tender kiss. “Let’s go home now, shall we, my love? We still have Christmas to celebrate after all.”

Diluc likes simplicity. When you first told him that you enjoy celebrating Christmas, he took a mental note of it, for you. Eventually, he grew to like spending Christmas day with you. There’s never a big celebration with a group of people, there’s always just the both of you. Just relaxing with each other with a cup of hot drink in your hands and conversing about anything and everything under the sun; though most times it’s you speaking, Diluc always listens. He’ll occasionally chime in when he has something to add.

Diluc only has you in his heart. He’s certain of it. It took a long time for him to open up again, after the period of time that his life fell into shambles. When he was slowly falling in love with you, he knew deep in his heart that you’re the one he wants to be with for life. He will never stop being in love with you.

Diluc doesn’t like physical contact all that much. The only exception? You. He loves holding you in his warm embrace, he loves holding your hands and warming them up, and he loves having you on his lap while he does his paperwork. He finds comfort in your arms when his nightmares scare him awake.

As you and Diluc stand in the middle of the living room, with your arms around his neck and his around your waist, he locks gazes with you, his filled with love and adoration. You, who helped him through his darkest times. You, who’s his pillar of support. You, who has so much love and support to give him. You, who has never given up on him.

Diluc, who wants to spend the rest of his life with you. He pulls away slowly and gets on one knee, looking up at you with tears in his eyes. He doesn’t cry, not ever since the fateful day a few years ago. But he loves you, he loves you with all his heart. He held up an opened, small box in his large hand, a ruby ring in the said box.

“(Y/N), the light of my life.”

He cleared his throat to stabilize his voice.

“You’re the most important person in my life and the person I love most. There’s no one I want to be together with for life, than you. Will you do me the honour of becoming my wife?”

Diluc, who found true happiness with you.

#gixrsecretsanta2022 #el's reading corner #genshin impact #diluc #diluc ragnvindr #diluc × reader

[borathae]

How did Yoongi didn’t know Taehyung was feeding on Reader? They did it a few times before. Did Reader had Tae’s blood to heal or otherwise Yoongi would have seen the marks?

Also, i think i missed a part in the series so i have no idea what Reader’s ring do? In which chapter it is discussed?

I also still fucking love Taehyung 😍🥵 dont tell me it is a crime 😭

I want to note that Taehyung asked for colours and Reader said green. Did Taehyung mind controlling made her say green? It kinda feels like she wasnt able to constent under mind control. If it is that, I am sorry but no more team Taehyung.

Thank you for writing such an interesting story! 🫵🏻❤️💍

How did Yoongi didn’t know Taehyung was feeding on Reader? They did it a few times before. Did Reader had Tae’s blood to heal or otherwise Yoongi would have seen the marks?

You and this anonie had the same question heheh

Also, i think i missed a part in the series so i have no idea what Reader’s ring do? In which chapter it is discussed?

It was discussed in chapter 14 of Sanguis Alpha, where Taehyung gives her the ring during the masquerade ball:

"This ring is special, I got it from a very powerful sorceress in the seventeenth century. It shields your mind against the compulsion of vampires”, Taehyung closes the distance between you and him, “please allow me to put it on you”, he says softly, opening his palm for you.

I also still fucking love Taehyung 😍🥵 dont tell me it is a crime 😭

same bestie same 😩😩😩

Did Taehyung mind controlling made her say green? It kinda feels like she wasnt able to constent under mind control.

No, he didn't mind control her into saying green, do not worry!! I do feel however that she didn't really know anymore whether or not her body is capable of taking more anymore or not because of how deeply out of it she was from all the orgasms 😶😭 but Taehyung did NOT FORCE HER TO CONSENT do not worry about that!

#asks: magnus venatio #asks #anon

[hacked-by-jake]

I don't want to destroy the mood but I thought of something yesterday!

The Duskwood Gang has some links on their profiles and well Dan has a song as a link. It's this one here: https://youtu.be/W9y8aUi3qFY

It's snuff from slipknot and I was listening to it yesterday when I thought about him listening to the song on his way back from the black swan.

The thought didn't leave me! I had to image a drunk and sad Dan driving home from his ruined date with this song playing 🥺

Please don't hate me for this sad thought but I couldn't help but to share it😶

Here is the song

Noooooo, don’t worry, you don’t ruin the mood. I love the angst here! 🤭

And your words are so accurate! I love this!

Warning: Car accident and some angst (??)

Imagine he goes out of the Black Swan and then in his car. Immediately the song started when he turned on the car and for a short moment he had to close his eyes because everything turned around. He once breathed deeply and a small tear crept into his eye. As the tear rolls over his cheek, he immediately wipes it off aggressively. Then he tries to pull himself together and shakes his head, sits down more comfortably and straightens his pants. Then he looks out of the car window for a few seconds, his thoughts racing in his head and he does not manage to concentrate. Again and again he sees Jessy in front of his eye and everytime sends pain waves through his entire body. He reproaches himself and his pride is hurt. Suddenly it’s like a spark in his head, the fuses burn through and he hits the steering wheel of the car with both fists. "Fuck, Fuck, Fuck" he shouts loudly, then he leans his forehead a few moments against the cool material of the wheel. Although everything is still spinning, he drives away blinded by his feelings. The first miles are no problem but his thoughts chase him, he drives always and always faster. Tears run down his cheeks and and block his sight. And suddenly he confuses the accelerator with the brake, and then...

Poor Dan. I love him. 🥺 But yes, as you can see, I can also imagine it very well!! It fits absolutely!

Thank you so, so much sharing it with me and us! I really enjoyed it! And I hope you will have a wonderful day/evening/night! 💜🥰

#witchwitha b #duskwood dan #duskwood thoughts #duskwood imagine #duskwood #everbyte studio #duskwood game #duskwood everbyte #everbyte duskwood #everbyte game #hbj dw answers

[clarks-letterman]

Wally anon: Easilyyy one of the dumbest ideas of the fandom fr. (And you know he'll be breathing heavy & shit, talking about how much you want it while he manhandles you around probably still wearing the costume with his dick sticking out ready for you 🫣) I will never know peace knowing how much we lost never getting that version of 5 cause that. is what Scream is to me, pushing the boundaries of concepts already sorta present in the genre but taking them to the next level 😫 Wait, you're into Hughie now? 🥴 (but Jensen is hot as fuckkk as Soldier Boy, not even remotely sorry to say) Idk why they act like they couldn't do it when they changed Mindy's sexuality last min when they pivoted from Tara+Amber in the script. 😶 Yup, veryyyy proud of everyone who left + has stood in solidarity with Melissa on this. I can not b e l i e v e the lack of professionalism from that stupid studio that even makes the Weinsteins seem less shitty by comparison. But I can't say the same @ contributed to growth. Richie is probably. the closest cause the ~personal attachment~ but everybody else has felt incredibly extraneous to me when nearly all the killers Sidney had to face had something uniquely personal with her (minus Charlie). (4's is just so. mushy + flat to me that it's hard to get into & I don't take as. much issue with H20's as I used to cause I do think the mold works, it's just that the excessive eyes are too much; but yes, absolutely agreed on John 👀) Plowing, huh? 🤭 Fruit on fruit crime dsvakab so true. 🍓

No, please do, I'm actually a pretty big fan of the movies/character (Garfield's version >>>), so I'm alllll for these ideas with the ceiling. 😮‍💨 Ugh yessss he'd be wanting to show you the full force of the ghost you'd been hearing so long about & seeing/hearing how the lockers rock back & forth from his pounding would have you 🤤

(or more, considering the dirty talk of it all 🤫) Yuppp, it goes all back to his competitive nature.

Yesss. You get it. I've always taken issue with how. much the MCU has held her back, so finallyyyy getting to see the full extent of her power on WV+in MOM was deeply satisfying to me even with the poor plotting in the latter. 🫡  Yeahhh, reshoots tend to be a sign to worry, especially with the current state of the MCU in mind. 🙃 They were really lucky that they got RDJ cause my godddd Tony would drive me up the wall c o n s t a n t l y. And people will excuse all of the shit he gets up to cause his whole ~special magical Thanos vision~ but I don't think the movies actually. do a good job of expanding upon his alleged "paranoia" since it's always. his arrogance + desperation. to be right/loved (daddy issues fr) that lead to him making terribleee choices which blowback on everybody else worse than it does him. (the funny part is that CW is one of my favs of the MCU, but it's more of an Avengers. movie than a Cap one & you can clearly see that with Tony's mess driving the conflict) 🫤 And you knowwww as soon. as the Accords or something else decided to push back/sanction his suits of mass destruction, he'd have had a total bitch fit about it cause the only side Tony is ever on is his. side. 😒  But do not get me S T A R T E D on how Peter is so. intrinsically tied to Tony because the movies were so obsessed with forcing him onto us cause he almost ruins Tom's tenure as the character. Like why can we not ESCAPE this mfer in what should be THE Spiderman's involvement in the MCU. 🖕 (no, please, keep going cause we have like the.same.exact. takes here & I could go on forever about these thoughts cause fuck Tony Stank fr; veryyy much hope for the best for future Spiderman movies cause Tom deserves to never. have to deal with the ~Iron Man Junior™~ shit ever again)

(okayyy, very much see the vision in that (even if I'm mostly unfamiliar with Supernatural) maybe you should send the link to me 🫣) Just unfortunate that she ended up like that 💔 And he wants you to swallow all of it. 💦💦💦

(also, weird is good @ smuts. how weird we talking? 🫣)

what is tumblr on i just hit “enter” to put a note up here at the top and my entire response to the first part disappeared😭 lemme speed run this reply since tumblr decided to silence me.

The manhandling omfg🫣 and yesss ugh I hate that 5 is such a “return to form” when Scream shouldn’t be aspiring to do that. 6 is even worse with it someone being nothing like 2, yet sharing so many similarities with 2 it’s painful to watch. I’m definitely talking myself into Hughie/Quaid🤭 nerds I guess… and yeah I hate that they cut Tara+Amber and just made Amber all crazy and psycho like a worse version of Mickey/Stu/etc. So true about the growth, I can definitely see the lack of emotional stakes as 6’s reveal happens, because Sam is kind of just like “it was you..🧍‍♀️” without any real revelation. It feels hollow compared to the “damn.. it was them.” that even the audience felt upon 1/2’s reveal. And I completely can see that about 4’s mask, same for H20’s. I just wish they weren’t trying to remind us that he was human under the mask, because the black eyes are hot a good reminder that he loses than humanity upon wearing the mask (my favorite theory is that the mask he wore as a kid and the Michael mask were both made by Silver Shamrock. maybe a prototype before the ones that melter their heads skskshs.) John>>>> he could get it Im sorry I know the haircut’s silly but still… best final boy

Oh, trust me, I used to be such a big spiderman fan (Holland bias>>> mostly because I was like 13/14 when Civil War came out (god it’s been too long to remember) so I was around the same age as Peter when he entered the MCU. definitely helped contribute to my awakening🤩 when I knew I was gay and/or bi but couldn’t define it yet) Though, I did see TASM 1 in theaters too, but I was a few years younger and don’t have as much of an attachment to that movie that I do with CW and HC respectively, but I love Andrew’s version all the same. The only one that can be excluded is Tobey’s, replace his with insomniac Spiderman and then boom. Trifecta of the best Spidermen. One thing I really love in Garfield’s movies is that, even though he is buff, it felt of-his-age buff and not like his job is to be a full time bodybuilder. Don’t get me wrong, I love Tom beefing up for NWH, but I like how he was skinnier in CW/HC (but was still buff to an almost unrealistic point. Still, i’d let him pound me in those eras. The way all Peter Parker’s (minus tobey) are nerds with big dicks>>>) I’ll definitely share some Spidey ideas (because i have sm drafts of old ones i never went through on writing because man was i obsessed w/tom’s for a while), though!! He’s always been a favorite. And yesss ugh Wally would be make those lockers rattle with how hard he’s thrusting🫣

(Lmaooo for real, gotta keep him talking to hear that stuff that’ll push you over the edge🫣) they’re both competing for that cumshot sksjs

So true, Wanda deserved sm better and I’m glad she got to be powerful in MOM, just wish it hadn’t come at the expense of other character’s intelligence. Exactly!! If RDJ wasn’t there to sell the character better I wouldn’t be able to stand him one bit. And I totally agree, he had no real reason to be that paranoid. I’m fine with a selfish character, but it’s soooo inconsistent on who he wants to help and who he doesn’t. Plus, he ever gets called out on it, and when he does, he’s always treated as in the right for being the way that he is. CW was the chance to make him grow and change, but they fumbled soooo many characters in that movie. Thankfully, Steve and Bucky come out pretty unscathed in terms of writing (and we get STEVE WITH A BEARD IN IW AS A RESULT.) So true about Tony’s involvement with Peter. I don’t hate the fact that he’s tied to him in CW, because they need some reason to connect him to the plot for the scenes he’s in… but damn. Homecoming would not let go of Tony, and while I do like this version of Peter being absolutely adorable, him being an Avengers fanboy and Iron Man fan (after being confirmed to be that kid in IM2) it feels like overkill. Like, we get it, he’s a fan. They can still have this dynamic so bad if they want it but it should be kept to crossover movies, not ones where Peter is supposed to be the lead. (Plus, it reminds me of how much I hate Hollywood. RDJ was in the movie for 10 minutes max yet got paid more than Holland for his work on the entire first movie?? Crazy.) And don’t get me started on Starker. Just, gross. Not even like the father/son dynamic being pushed, just the fact that Tony was such a manipulator of Peter’s willingness to help people. Glad we’re on the same page about that. I think mf Mysterio was better for Peter than Tony ever was just saying. So glad that trilogy of movies is over, though and we can move to something else soon.

Yeah, of course! I was just rereading and notice it wasn’t the best but here ya go Ao3 link Yesss ugh I was hoping she’d do it till she was to old to continue doing it because she was so inventive about it. Omg and I will fr🤭

Okay, so I’m writing the sleepover fic. It’s definitely more build-up with some fluff and angst over anything else, but now i’m getting to them actually going to sleep and I just… don’t know how weird/smutty I should make the smut. I tried to make the escalation to their feelings and knowing the other is interested not be too out of left field. They should hopefully be pretty reasonable when you read them, but now I’m at the part of the fic where the PJ pants come off… and just.. how weird do you want it? I was gonna keep it kinda tame to test the waters and all since it’s like the first “bigger” ask of yours that i’ve written, but given what we’ve be talking about..🤭 got any specific kinks/preferences for Wally? I know I was asking last week about them buttt🫣

#wally clark

[tekutiger]

-loads max capacity screenshots-

I don’t think I make enough FFXIV posts to warrant creating a new side-blog for it 🤔💭 I’ve just been lazy the past uh.... 6 months or so? That being said, allow me to post some updates to my characters 👋🏻

The last 2 screenshots are bonus Bleach inspired glamours 🙃

Tobi is still my main, and Mari is still my main-alt- nothing has changed there.

I’ve been trying to cap more of Mari’s classes while leveling my other alts to get them a better foundation in the world, but having this many is rough 😶 I still have irl to balance with the game and don’t want to risk burnout on top of it all /nodnod.

Overall I’m happy with all of them 😊

The more I look at Tobi (whom is supposed to be inspired by Tobirama), the more I see a bit of adult Captain Hitsugaya in him (because of the hairstyle). There’s no other alternative hair that’s Tobirama-like. I’m not complaining, I adore Hitsugaya. It’s just an interesting coincidence I guess?

Jade (my Viera) has vibrant red hair and turquoise eyes, and the plot of Trigun has red geranium deeply invested within in. Vash’s jacket lining is teal/turquoise. So now I see her hair and eyes and I’m like ‘...’. Okay. My brain just making all these connections. You can stop now brain.

#teku.ff14 #teku.ffxiv #teku.blog

[just-some-random-blogger]

meowmeow, sweety! 'you gave yourself away' you dont think these were accidents, dont you?) im glad to be here too. a little uncomfy though bc i still feel like im scamming your subs TT bc usually just some people who just send messages r anons and those who have at least ups r some bloggers. but alright. pathetic man evil meow meow TT yeah we love him. 'i’ll even distort reality if i have to' tbh sounds like a good fic idea for me... 'its more of a compliment to viserys' yk i also was confused when vissy called daemon 'son'. i was WTF. bc while its understandable why daemon acts like that, why vissy acts like this?? esp if the difference between them is 4 years (idk but you said 'too' so ig so?)? at first i even thought maybe its a twisted dream of daemon TT 'everyone deserves love even stinky daemon' FUCK GHDKFHFJ i meant to write he thinks he does NOT deserve love (thats why neither from wife nor). HGJDF my sleepy mind just read the previous not as the negative and was like in english they dont say that so no. so silly TT like daemon seeks hes brother approval (thought he gives it to him in a way), he insists that his WIFE hates him (though she still took a ring and made wedding promises), he REEKS of insecurities abt not deserving love. 'FOR YOU FOR NOTICING' dont forget i passed an exam where you dont have right answers you just analyse the texts and write 5 essays. i notice too much. not always write abt it (bc ive been writing these 2 replies for 3? hours or so) but always notice. 'even tho ur siblingless' im siblingless but not eyeless? mindless? 5 essays girl. 'DONT APOLOGIZE' i remember how you enjoyed my first expressive reply so im sorry i cant give you these emotions anymore( 'a very specific reason i added it in the first place' 😶 TUMBLR DONT LET ME PUT THIS STUNNED EMOJI WITH THE HAND BUT NO BLUSH. nvm. will the dragons' skeletons regain muscles and soft tissues and become real or will oberyn martell come to life out of his coat? 'ITS A FANFIC BUT ITS NOT' HAJSJD catmom youre so mean. AND how come you promise to watch tlou but dont watch doctor who😡 youre so cruel and dont like me and matt smith and good plot and twisted timelines. 'something so deeply intimate' yeah absolutely understand. i nave a specific form of my name which can make me literally cry when called. 'he would 100% make a shrine for her and worship the ground she walks on' he better make it up for her for waiting for 2000 years for him. 'NOW I WANNA WRITE SOME AEMOND FICS' NOT hinting on that idea with the hades and persephone, no, ABSOLUTELY NOT😶 are these 2 kitties aemond and aegon while investigating? gsdjmlsk 'HELP ME THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY AND BREIFLY PUT' ooh thanks. hope its a compliment. also. ive just thought. i can see daemons horniness as not so real desire to have sex with he reader but to feel her closer and get some familiar and more tangible confirmation of their love, bond and her not going away. makes sense. 'to be super tender and sweet and full of love' YES! big brains think the same! absolutely yes! in this case its essential! although all dominant daemon is hot, i can imagine him being subby more often than anyone wants to agree and also so pretty. SORRY i got distracted. i can see him as the type to just kiss readers shoulder/neck/arm/any bare skin he can see whenever he can to just feel her and confirm that shes with him, not leaving him, not always sexually. 'if you dont feel comfy reading smut if i do write it just skip it' 1) thanks for caring abt me🥺 2) i reblogged frost bite... girl... 'I 100% MEANT' OMG TT no but imagine him calling reader 'my queen' in a hushed voice during the wedding night and in high valyrian bc its still a treason but shes HIS Majestic Eternal Wife. i really wanted to make it short but got carried away so pt 2 again. sorry TT

idk what his cat is doing so silly HAHHAH

HELLLOOOOOOO

meowmeow, sweety! 'you gave yourself away' you dont think these were accidents, dont you?)

well i just thought 'oh well i know who she is now'

im glad to be here too.

a little uncomfy though bc i still feel like im scamming your subs TT bc usually just some people who just send messages r anons and those who have at least ups r some bloggers. but alright.

scamming my subs? first of all what? subs? is this youtube? i- no one is being scammed ??? you can send me as many messages as you want. also 'at least ups r some bloggers' i dont know what you mean T_T

pathetic man evil meow meow TT yeah we love him.

HAHAH

'i’ll even distort reality if i have to' tbh sounds like a good fic idea for me...

/: i mean its what happening to THIS fic so HAHAH

'its more of a compliment to viserys' yk i also was confused when vissy called daemon 'son'. i was WTF. bc while its understandable why daemon acts like that, why vissy acts like this?? esp if the difference between them is 4 years (idk but you said 'too' so ig so?)? at first i even thought maybe its a twisted dream of daemon TT

no T_T it wasn't viserys calling him son wasn't him trying to say 'oh im older than you and this is our dynamic, father and child' it was more like, he froze because daemon thinks he's their dad and so he's just pretending to be who daemon thinks he is so that #1, he'll get the closure he wants in this moment, #2 he'll listen to what he'll say, #3 it's easier to go with it rather than tryna explain smth to a drunk man. i guess that part wasnt very clear. i thought people might confuse his intention there and i was right T_T it be like that its ok it was too next level and i knew it

'everyone deserves love even stinky daemon' FUCK GHDKFHFJ i meant to write he thinks he does NOT deserve love (thats why neither from wife nor). HGJDF my sleepy mind just read the previous not as the negative and was like in english they dont say that so no.

ah i see HAHAHA that makes more sense AHAHAAHHA he is looking for love everywhere T_T its ok ur sleepy mind mind needed sleep sleep

so silly TT like daemon seeks hes brother approval (thought he gives it to him in a way), he insists that his WIFE hates him (though she still took a ring and made wedding promises), he REEKS of insecurities abt not deserving love.

HE DOES HES A PATHETIC LIL WET CAT WHOS SO INSECURE WITH HIS DADDY ISSUES

'FOR YOU FOR NOTICING' dont forget i passed an exam where you dont have right answers you just analyse the texts and write 5 essays. i notice too much. not always write abt it (bc ive been writing these 2 replies for 3? hours or so) but always notice.

T_T HELP THE EFFORT YOU TOOK FOR ME I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE MY HEART MY SOUL

'even tho ur siblingless' im siblingless but not eyeless? mindless? 5 essays girl.

HAHHAHAHAHA OK HAHAHHAHAHAHA

'DONT APOLOGIZE' i remember how you enjoyed my first expressive reply so im sorry i cant give you these emotions anymore

T_T im touched you remember. im just glad to get anything you are willing to give my love <3

( 'a very specific reason i added it in the first place' 😶 TUMBLR DONT LET ME PUT THIS STUNNED EMOJI WITH THE HAND BUT NO BLUSH. nvm. will the dragons' skeletons regain muscles and soft tissues and become real or will oberyn martell come to life out of his coat?

HELP ??? WHAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH no no it's nothing like that... or is it HAAHH

'ITS A FANFIC BUT ITS NOT' HAJSJD catmom youre so mean.

HAHAHAHAH its what she deserves for making get into pedro pascal

AND how come you promise to watch tlou but dont watch doctor who😡 youre so cruel and dont like me and matt smith and good plot and twisted timelines.

T_T i only agreed to watch 1 episode. ive watched 3 episodes for doctor who! i love you and i also🤢love🤢matt smith but taking on doctor who is so much more daunting than that zombie flic. and again i'll only watch 1 ep. if its tHAT good then i'll watch more

'something so deeply intimate' yeah absolutely understand. i nave a specific form of my name which can make me literally cry when called.

see 😩

'he would 100% make a shrine for her and worship the ground she walks on' he better make it up for her for waiting for 2000 years for him.

ASHFHE:LFHEF ??? BUT THAT WASNT HIS FAULT T_T H:ASFHLAKSHFKALSFH AFHASLFHALSFHAFH SO MEAN TO DAEMON AND FOR WHAT HAHAHHAH DESERVE

'NOW I WANNA WRITE SOME AEMOND FICS' NOT hinting on that idea with the hades and persephone, no, ABSOLUTELY NOT😶

omg i forgot about that!! we'll see. i have some aemonf reqs collecting dust in my queue so lol HAD:HASDAS i might do those first

are these 2 kitties aemond and aegon while investigating? gsdjmlsk

SFDHKAFHAFHASF OMG MAYBE HAHAHAHAH CUTIES

'HELP ME THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY AND BREIFLY PUT' ooh thanks. hope its a compliment.

IT IS A COMPLIMENT IT IS A COMPLIMENT I LOVE THE IMAGREY YOU MADE FOR EVERYTHING T_T UGH I THINK YES I THINK SERVING I THINK SLAY

also. ive just thought. i can see daemons horniness as not so real desire to have sex with he reader but to feel her closer and get some familiar and more tangible confirmation of their love, bond and her not going away. makes sense.

youre SO SO SOSO RIGHT HES SUCH A SIMP AND PATHETIC AND STUPID AND I LOVE THAT IN A MAN

'to be super tender and sweet and full of love' YES! big brains think the same! absolutely yes! in this case its essential! although all dominant daemon is hot, i can imagine him being subby more often than anyone wants to agree and also so pretty.

;KDFGHLKHG;LKDHSGDK YUM YUM I LOVE THAT SO MUCH ;SAHGF;LHASD;FHAS;LDKFHADS;LKFHASD;KLFGHDAS;FLKGHASDF;GADFL;KJASDGF;KJSDAGF;KSDAJFGSAD;KFJD NOT ME WANTING TO SKIP EVERYTHING AND JUST WRITE THAT SKDF;SKFG;SKFGKFGSDKFFK;GF;SAFG;SADKFGAS;FGSADF;

SORRY i got distracted. i can see him as the type to just kiss readers shoulder/neck/arm/any bare skin he can see whenever he can to just feel her and confirm that shes with him, not leaving him, not always sexually.

YOU AND ME BOTH JUST THIS ^^^^^ THIS EVERYTHING THIS^^^^

'if you dont feel comfy reading smut if i do write it just skip it' 1) thanks for caring abt me🥺 2) i reblogged frost bite... girl...

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH IM LAUGHING SO HARD OK AHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

'I 100% MEANT' OMG TT no but imagine him calling reader 'my queen' in a hushed voice during the wedding night and in high valyrian bc its still a treason but shes HIS Majestic Eternal Wife.

;SKLFH;SDHFSDHHAHD;AHSDAHDADASDH WHAT DO YOU MEAN IN A HUSHED VOICE MANS ABOUT TO SAY MY QUEEN IN HIS VOWS ON MIC WITH THE SPEAKERS ON MAX IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE WORLD FUCK TREASON HE LOVES AEMMA SO MUCH AND WOULD KILL FOR HER BUT YN IS

HIS QUEEN

AND AINT NO ONE ABOUT TO GET IT TWISTED HE WOULD COMMIT THE MOST UNHOLY OF CRIMES FOR HER AND THATS ON PERIOD

i really wanted to make it short but got carried away so pt 2 again. sorry TT

DONT EVEN APOLOGIZE IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN but i do have to finish my homework and do laundry so i might read your other messages later

xxx

i love you thank you so much for this response. i hope you are doing well

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