#I will bring up looms

[the-worms-in-your-bones]

Someone: *mentions doctor who*

Me, vibrating with the effort it’s taking to not talk about something no average show watcher would even have heard of: oh yeah cool show

#it’s so easy to get me to talk about obscure doctor who shit #I will bring up looms #and my options on time lords #doctor who #this is nothing against people who have only watched the show or don’t know any lore I am just insane

[belphegor1982]

One of these days I'm going to take the "Percy (mistakenly) low-key always thinks he's the only adult in the room" trope to its logical (ish) conclusion and throw the guy a Liam's Quest-shaped curveball. Like, the younger they are the older (ie. teenager) they become and vice versa. Congrats, my guy, all your teammates are kids/teens, you officially are the only adult in the room - now what? You get insights about each other, that's what

...but maybe not at 1:25 AM. Bed's calling.

#critical role #vox machina #sometimes I write #tempted to write it for #the legend of vox machina #more than the stream canon #vex and vax just escaped from syngorn are half feral with mistrust and don't even have trinket yet #keyleth is an adorably awkward gangly teen dealing with her looming aramenté #grog is leaner and his voice is squeaky but still he's grog and will protect his little buddy at All Costs #pike a tiny black-haired force of chaos and kindness and will protect her new big brother at All Costs #(what else is new :D) #scanlan is even tinier than pike. also confused and polite and concerned that his mom will worry if he's gone too long #every day when they wake up they're a bit older and they wonder if they're dreaming their weird group #meanwhile percy hovers between Done™ curious and half out of his mind trying to find a solution to bring everyone back to their normal age #idk I hope I manage to do something with this at some point #vax'ildan #vex'ahlia #keyleth #grog strongjaw #pike trickfoot #percival de rolo #scanlan shorthalt

[thegreenleavesofspring]

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#You'd think of all times I'd be having stress dreams right now‚ but I'm not actually #In fact usually my dreams are horrible things of dreadful desperate danger and darkness and blood. Losing my children‚ losing other people #who trust me to help and save them. #But they've all been things like “woman is criticizing my soap bottles” (🤨) and “there's a tornado - but it doesn't hit us actually” and #“you missed a phone call btw” #But it's not that I'm not stressed. I am. I am tied up in all sorts of knots over this pending divorce hearing. And the pending CPS case. #<- That's going to court btw. Dallas has had a full year to do the mandatory six weeks counseling and has opted not to finish it‚ so they'r #taking him to court over it to codify that he is not allowed to have anything to do with us. #Fine by me‚ him being legally prevented from having anything to do with us has always been my hope. It'll be a hassle for me having to #*also* appear in court‚ but overall a small price to pay. And it also removes my last theological objections to the divorce; #the unbelieving has chosen to depart indeed. #So! *Good* news. But also not not-stressful. #(My back is *killing* me and it gets worse the closer February 6th looms.) #On the other hand I REFUSE to worry. Because there is No. Way. that God would bring us this far just to abandon us now. #And His fingerprints are *all over* the last two years. #(I am still not precisely 'looking forward' to the court appearances.) #Anyway. Fun stuff‚ fun stuff. #Nattering into the void

[glitterghost]

Feeling the ace-solation tonight.

#asexual #aromantic even #it just feels like the whole world looks at marriage and kids as endgame and holy fuck no #people only ever focus on who is dating who and when are you having kids and when are you getting married #like what the fuck #im over here thinking about how much time i can mash together seeing friends #and what books i want to read and bring me joy #and always thinking about these fictional worlds that have brought me so much more happiness than this one #like you belong somewhere else #like what do you do when you know nothing is wrong with you but sure as hell know others would think there is if they KNEW you #in all your ace or aro or whatever else glory #i just want quiet and peace without this looming feeling of people looking at you like youre supposed to be doing more #like you're in some fucked up timeline of having to achieve these life goals that sure as fuck arent yours #like please leave me tf alone #make the norm be however you get your happiness is the goal #the feels are real tonight #an untethered feeling of floating away or something #dont mind me im going back to my asmr videos #these tags are a mess rn

[sharky857]

-- Regular Elliott stans: "Elliott is such precious malewife material, so sweet kind passionate he'll do everything for his S/O. A true cinnamon roll-flavoured Miette."

-- Me, writing a fic with some quite unsettling stuff in it: "Elliott can take full advantage of his 6 feet height to scare the ever-lovin' shish of whoever dares to bring hurty to his farmer. IDGAF if it's gonna be OOC, feckin' watch me, suckers."

#stardew valley #sdv #elliott sdv #sdv elliott #elliott stardew valley #stardew elliott #sharky's random thought #yes I'm writing another Elliott-farmer fic #SPOILERS ALERT! Nah. He won't punch anyone. #I hc elliott to be too kind at heart to bring harm to anyone intentionally like that. #On the other hand I too have embraced the ''elliott is a 6 ft gentle giant'' headcanon #and while he may NOT hurt anyone #I also hc him to use his mighty tall-ness for good and just flippin' loom over anyone with ''hostile intentions''. #Do you have any idea how terrifying it may be to have someone taller than you by one whole head giving you THE GLARE from up close? #(Someone in the fic is finding it out *cough*)

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

noted

#just give me the reins i promise i will not fuck up doctor who i will canonise looms and go into gallifreyan social structure and also #write the clause of axos and i'll bring back the face in the credits

[francisforever2014]

me and my friends are always having the best most deep most involved conversations at 10pm on the dot . this is great but i have a bedtime to adhere to so could we maybe move this forward to 8?

#i am NEVER strong enough to cut off a conversation so now i’m constantly going to bed at midnight #worth it ofc!! but god why are our brains mush until the threat of bed looms over us and then suddenly everybody has to bring up the most #interesting topic on the planet . i do this too like idk it just hits when ur supposed to be in bed #like a sleepover when you’re young but you have work at 9am

[longroadstonowhere]

falling back into my objectively-bad-live-action-show fandoms (once upon a time, glee, probably pretty little liars at some point if i don't find any more glee fic i wanna read), and all i can think about is that the first time i read homestuck was because i was going too deep into glee things and i desperately needed to do something else with my time

so now i'm just wondering what thing i'm gonna get into that i've been putting off

#honestly it might be weaving #i've been meaning to do a weaving project for... really years now #and once it's on the loom i can start and stop much easier #it's just setting it up that takes forever #and i wanna make something for my grandma #i dunno guess we'll see what tomorrow brings me

[un-pearable]

google search how to get people in your life to take your suspicions of inattentive adhd seriously when you’ve been an anxiety-ridden overachiever your entire life

#ITS THE THIRD TIME IVE BROUGHT IT UP. STILL WONT DO ANYTGING ABOUT IT #hate it here both adhd and my (i’m 99% sure actually diagnosed BUT NO ONE TELLS ME ANYTHING) anxiety cause executive dysfunction #but even just talking about that means they write me off as lazy. i am a fuckin mess and as always am screwing my self up at just the last #second (two weeks before finals) just in time to hate myself. this is why i always pick up a new interest around this time of year #i swear it’s like a fucking clock i cope with anxiety by fixating on reading a gratuitous amount of content on smthn new #every december may and august and it SUCKS bc it DOES NOT HELP ME and i still get by by the seat of pants bc i stay up until fuck o clock am #and get lucky. fuck. #sry for the swear laden vent i realized i have slightly screwed myself AGAIN and am AGAIN annoyed no one takes me seriously when i bring up #my actual inability to get a n y r h i n g done. basically ever #special shout-out at the one who has repeatedly made jokes throughout my life about my inability to follow two step instructions #like hi yeah literally a diagnostic. fucking hell. #yes diagnoses are just collections of observable traits that we group together and yes it’s not completely debilitating but i am near physic #ally incapable of doing anything without a looming deadline EVEN IF I WANT TO and the fact that i am good at last minute bullshiting means #i have no ducking clue how to get a handle on it or even get people to take me seriously about it #>:(((((((

[llondonfog]

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CulC4ZaAxzh/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Saw this and thought of you right away Lettie ☺️😂💞

I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW, I'M A HORROR SHAM!!!! (and fall of the house of usher premiers the day before???? it's so tantalizing to take that friday off and celebrate with a binge watch and cider 👀)

#lettie's asks #AHHHH LOVE THAT IT REMINDED YOU OF ME HANA ALKJDF;AS #it was low 70s; grey and rainy today with a cool breeze #i felt ALIVE. #OPENED UP ALL THE WINDOWS #frolicked around outside with a hot rose matcha #BRING ON THE SEPTEMBER WEATHER #me; ignoring the 90 degree day looming on the horizon.....

[icewindandboringhorror]

is this actually that uncommon? I don’t even unpack just the DAY I return from somewhere, but it’s literally the first thing I do. I do nothing else until I’m unpacked, I have everything organized back in it’s proper place in the house within an hour of getting home lol.. I thought this was typical??? What’s the cultural norm?

#same with groceries or anything else I;m bringing home from outside - i put it away or d o soemthing with it immediately #I just don't like looming tasks in the background taking up my mental space like 'oh i still have to do that later' etc. #I can't relax until everything is taken care of. If i try to relax or rest when I just got home from a trip there's just always the nagging #sense that I'm going to have to get up and do something else LATER (put the stuff away) so why not just do it now #It's the whole principle of 'be more uncomfortable in the present in order to help yourself in the future' #Samme thing with covid like. Follow the social distancting tules and wear masks and do everything extremely dillignently NOW no matter how #annoying or inconvenient it is at the MOMENT because the future pay off will save you more discomfort later (more vairants coming out - long #er lockdowsn because of wider spread - you or your family getting sick - etc.) #I am ALWAYS willing to inconvenence myself and ''suffer'' temporarily in the present if it will help my future self or get me a larger #benefit down the line. etc. etc. But to me that just seems like.. literally the only rational thing to do #what's more important? my temporary emotional satisfaction or my long term wellbeing ? always the long term #it might feel good to just come home and flop onto the floor and shove the suitcases aside but is that like hour or so of rest worth #the annoyance later when you realize you've still got to put everyhting up and now you REALLY don't feel like it and etc. etc. ? #just save your future self the trouble and get it out of the way #But again I just thought it's like... everyone would also do that??? If not then when do you unpack? days later??? #Kind of like how in childhood I still had a lot of issues (hadn't developed cognitive empathy really at all - no affective empathy - don't u #nderstand social cues well or people at all - etc.. which is a recipe for frustration when Living In A Society since people are always #doing things you don't understand and you struggle to communicate properly or be understood like everyone's just speaking a different langua #ge than you) and worse anger problems and there were a few times I would come home from shcool or something and just freak out and #knock my shelves in my room over and break things or etc - and it's like OKAY that feels fine in the moment but.. consider the aftermath! #now I have to spend like a whole fucking hour cleaning my room and putting everyhting back together and etc. etc. and it's like a negative #feeling on top of a negative feeling. not only am I still kind of mad but now I have EXTRA work to do when I just want to go to sleep #So in a more minor way it's the same thing like.. If I feel shitty from traveling I don't want to DOUBLE the shitty by having extra stuff to #do later and some task looming over my head. I want to get all the bad out of the way first so I can just have uninterrupted peace later lol #if that makes sense? idk lol #The one exception is once recently I had been somewhere and got legit heat exhaustion and was throwing up by the time I got home so #I didn't unpack everything then. But after cooling off and having pedilyte and stuff I still shakily unpacked before I went to bed lol

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

That tier list looks ok but *moves Arjuna, Touta, Billy and Robin to S* there, perfect

https://youtu.be/QUAI9hwsKE0

literally cannot argue with this. billy next grand archer

#as looming up strats for this fight the other day and this was the first one I saw #yeah just fucking bring two Billys just do it do it do it #my asks

[gothmods]

Theres something really funny (not funny funny but like, twisted i think) about seeing liberals call china authoritarian/draconian/orwellian/whatever other ~ian for continuing to use strict covid measures because thats exactly what wackjob conservatives in the US have said about western australia - where i live - for having a similar approach these last 2 years as implemented by the very much not-communist labor party who we willingly re-elected last year by a landslide vote under a western liberal democracy

Alas federal pressure and general antsy-ness means covid measures are being dialled down so our case numbers are now at record highs as is the death toll

I mean i say that but record high deaths here means 225 people, which is hard because to me thats a drastic number because for so many months under stricter measures we saw 0 new deaths but i know that globally we are extremely lucky that transmission is only rising now after the majority of people have been at least double vaccinated

Ive had people say to me there is no right answer wrt covid policy but i for one think the option that reduces death as much as possible is always the best option and if another lockdown was called i would not be complaining

Genuinely its nuts to me that people are so anxious to pretend covid is over and that the rest of the world should just pack it up and let it spread when it can still cause long term illness and still kills people

#we still have a partial mask mandate #but a lot of people are wearing them out in public even when not required #me included #case numbers really shot up though when we ended the hard border shutdown and opened up interstate travel #and while i do think there wasnt enough support for travel on compassionate grounds overall i think the border shutdown played a huge role #in keeping transmission low and its meant that our lockdowns have been short and sharp #its jarring seeing people say we need to go back to normal as in end covid measures #because the lockdowns and mask mandates have enabled us to live quote unquote normally these past 2 years #by that i mainly mean we could go out and work and study without the looming fear of death or severe illness #in between lockdowns people could feel safe to do things #mass death is not normal it is not and should not be acceptable when we have the means to prevent it #my primary critique if anything is that we dont have purpose built quarantine accomodation and people have been left to isolate in hotels #but that comes under federal duristiction and our premier did bring it up because the hotel quarantine system was shite #but the former federal government did a bunch of handwringing over the thought of actually spending money on suitable quarantine facilities #which in the long run is a dead shite idea because diseases come and go and we could bloody well need them again in a few decades

[arolesbianism]

I love comparing bandori and sekai covers in a "I genuinely love both of these franchises and both of their music and want to think abt what each is going for in their covers and what they do that I like or don't like" sort of way but god damn do they make it hard when half of their overlap is with crusty dusty sekai covers and the more so recent stuff is mostly bandori's more low key instrumental stuff which I am Not a fan of so it's so hard to find a pair that doesn't feel like hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby in one way or another to me dhjdhdj

#rat rambles #band posting #sekai posting #and lemme tell you kokoro is not helping pls girlie I love you so much and I love hhw music so much please #<- guy who didnt stuper care for hhw ego rock #its not Bad mind you. its just way too low key for my taste which ends up making kokoro's voice feel soooo lonely #tbf the only version of ego rock I currenty rly like is wxs ego rock so I am 100% biased in this specific case #I was never going to like the hhw version more but yknow #also I find it so funny when ppl try to pull out vbs dramaturgy like deal with ichika stand by your boy or submit to kasumi (and ran) #like hey Id love to bring out mygo shoujo rei to play but kasumi and mashiro are whats in the actual game so thats what I have to work with #and lemme tell you I am not a big fan of kasumi in her and mashiro's cover Im so sorry kasumi #ever since vampire dropped the threat of fake kasumi™️ has loomed heavy overhead #<- dont take this personally its a light hearted jab #but hey it's ok kasumi will continue to just fucking murder sekai in other overlap covers #like bro mmj didnt stand a chance with setsuna trip kasumi made that song good single handedly #ok but in all seriousness I dont actually think all of these covers have an ~objectively~ better one or whatever I just like being a hater #but more importantly I like being a lover god I fucking love music #go listen to kasuran draumaturgy Now its so fucking good #also afterglow x kasumi goodbye sengen!!! ran and kasumi sound so fucking good together its insane #honestly with every bad afterglow cover if you just threw kasumi in there itd fix it #tbh ran actually generally works well in colabs which is surprising to me tbh #mostly because I feel like she works best with kasumi and kokoro two characters that I did not expect her to work with #also fucking rip to kanade I love you so much kanade hated by life itself I like you more than afterglow cover but you sound very. silly. #kanade is like my favorite sekai vocalist but her voice is Very situational #and this is a crusty dusty cover when the sekai cast was still figuring out their voices #which is rly the problem with most of the overlap between the two games #a lot of my favorite bandori covers of vocaloid songs are stuck in crusty dusty hell in project sekai #like roki for example #but even if l/n absolutely nailed that one Id still preffer the afterglow cover cause moca <3 #theres crusty dusty bandori songs top but the quality change is less jarring in my opinion (not to say old sekai covers are bad tbc)

[safyresky]

woof

have y'all ever been burnt out by a person, specifically? like, things can be going alright and your energy levels are fine but suddenly you run into a person and like. you are immediately exhausted. you lose interest the moment they start talking. you're like. just Not Here for this person like. They're just. NOT IT. like. You need a friendship break or break in general from them or something. also, they are your friend.

have y'all ever been burnt out by a friend for no reason other than you're just kinda over their presence for the time being?? because my GOD I am having this PROBLEM with one of the friends I see like, day to day almost and I'm going to honest to goodness EXPLODE.

#dani speaks #dani vents #they are a good friend! i like them just well and fine! HOWMSTEVER #they are very. um. my GOD i put it so succinctly the other day when venting to richard and now i need to recall #this person in particular is lovely and very funny but has no concept of like. empathy/sympathy for other people #like. they are very much like. this is my opinion and it is the only opinion #or like. this is what i do and what you should do #they don't realize that not everyone is at a point in their lives where they are as confident and dgaf as they are! #and it has been exhausting me since we started hanging out with two more people! #the MOMENT they come to lunch i am on my phone. i am tuning them out #bc they run the whole convo #and it's like. i'm a bit exhausted by it lmao #anyway i just spent my lunch hour listening to them go on and on and on about the mandela effect #'like we crossed universes! which one are you from?!' #do you remember the cornucopia in fruit of the loom clothes???? or how daniella steele had an e in her name but actually doesn't???' #me. a seasoned RoE enthusiast: yeah yeah the mandela effect we've all heard of it #and it's fine to bring something up but guys. guys. THEY SPENT 40 MINUTES TALKING ABOUT IT #AND ASKING THE REST OF US ABOUT IT #AND THEN JUST TALKING ABOUT IT #I AM BURNT OUT AND ZONING OUT AND ON THE DESK LIKE 😵😵😵 NOW #whew. just needed to do a YELL. back to the work grind now