#I’d be lost without you

[chrissy-kaos]

And for your daily dose of @pandy-peaches

Princess never change please 🙏 

#trans friendship #you’re amazing #I’d be lost without you #transgender #trans #trans pride #transisbeautiful #transgirl #mtf #girlslikeus #mtf hrt #maletofemale #transformation

[awesomefringey]

one of the people who works with louis on tour (tom frisco) is working at the festival on the set that L is watching from what i saw so it makes sense he is there ig

Ah good to know.

#ask #tom frisco #also you people are all so well educated about these people #I’d be lost without you #louis at glastonbury

[notyetfixed-a]

as the year has ended, i just wanted to make a post and thank all of you here for helping me find my love of writing again ♥️ i haven’t written for fun in over three years, so i was nervous about jumping back into it.

below, i wanted to thank a handful of people because of how much they’ve helped me in the year that i’ve made my return ♥️

@intothewildsea : ARLO. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR ME THROUGH EVERY ROUGH PATCH, EVERY MISSING SPELL, AND EVERY COME BACK!!!! YOU ARE MY FUCKING RIDE OR DIE ON THIS BLOG AND ILYSM!!!!! YOU’RE THE REAL OG UP HERE!!!! 9 YEARS AND GOING STRONG!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT SHENANIGANS OUR SHIPS GET INTO NOW!!!!

@thegreatstrongbow: HEATHER!!!! YOU’RE ALSO ANOTHER ONE OF MY BELOVED RIDE OR DIES HERE!!! thank you so much for writing with Fin. especially when i was so repetitive back in the old days 😂 i have gone back and reread so much of my old blog and i cringe at my old writing. but you? you have always been so amazing and i absolutely adore you and thank you for loving my canon divergent princess as you have ♥️ you’ll never understand how much i treasure you ♥️ in a community full of people who refuse to interact with female muses, there you and beleg were ♥️ it makes my heart very happy to have you in my life almost 9 years later ♥️

@reining-disaster : you were the first person to interact with ANY of my tavs. you just went right into it with my fresh muse and my fresh writing. without your help, i dont know if i wouldve broken into the community as i did ♥️ you are a lovely human being and i owe you a lot! i hope the new year is kind and generous to you and yours ♥️

@never-surrender: ilysm holy cow ive never made such a fast friend in any community and i have got to say, you have pulled me out of my shell when it comes to just dropping new characters and pulling ideas out of me and i adore you so ♥️ you’re one of my best friends, even though we haven’t been friends for long, and i can’t wait to make my trip to see you this year ♥️♥️

@seeliecourt : omg hamlet i adore you so ♥️ thank you so much for taking all this crack and fluff and shipping our adorable muses together ♥️ molly has become so well rounded and more thought out from what i originally had them penned to be. with all the universes and all the different ways we have talked about them, i feel like i know this muse more than i ever have ♥️ it has been such a pleasure becoming your friend and writing partner ♥️ im so excited to see what shenanigans we come up with this year!

@lordgortrash/@sunderdust: you have ABSOLUTELY challenged me! with all the plots and all of the prompts, i have tried to match your creativity. it has honestly improved my writing since i first started, and even though we haven’t had a TON of interactions, what asks/threads we do have has definitely taught me how to think like my characters more than i ever have in my life. thanks to you, i turned colette into this amazing, well thought out dark urge instead of the boring, no name NPC she was in the beginning. i honestly hated her character when i fleshed her out, but us talking about her dark urge verse just snapped something in me and i kept running with it and now i have one of my most favorite oc ive ever created. it may seem small, but it is a tremendous delight being able to write with you ♥️ i still get so excited like a fangirl when you like any of my posts or send me asks because that’s how much i look up to you ♥️

@eritvita: omg celeste you are one of the most adorable, kind, and loving person i have met in this last year ♥️ i absolutely adore that you always make sure that what we write is safe and that you’re not pushing any boundaries ♥️ you have definitely become one of the people i look up to when it comes to inclusivity and just being all around a genuine human being who cares about your friends ♥️ our threads make me cry on a daily basis because of how sweet our ships are and I cannot wait to reply any time i see a notification pop up ♥️ thank you for loving my muses and being such an all around wonderful person ♥️

@arsonshub: just wanted to give you a shout out on here as well ♥️ what was once me being a shy potato on your live stream about muses and lolth’s religion has now turned into a friendship I can’t wait to develop! it’s been so fun nerding out with you about YouTube series and our adorable little ship ♥️♥️♥️

@apalestar: thank you so very much for taking my chaotic bhaalspawn and being just as chaotic with me ♥️ i am absolutely adoring all our interactions, crack or canon ♥️ i am adoring each and every little thing we do and I can’t wait to see where the future takes these two murder hobos ♥️ seriously, though, thank you for always being kind, even when i send you ridiculous shit at two in the morning lol!

If I didn’t mention your name, I just want you to know that I’m thankful for you, too!!! You all have helped me find my love of writing again and I can’t imagine where I’d be without your support! I know I’m chaotic and all over the place and don’t respond at good times or maybe I post too much, but I’m loving being here again and I couldn’t have done it without ANY of you on my blog♥️ so thank you!

And with that! Happy New Years and Happy Munday!!!

#( such tomfoolery | ooc ) #mun speaks #i just want y’all to know how much i love you guys #thank you for helping me find my love of writing again #seriously #I’d be lost without you guys

[hella1975]

i can’t believe not even 24 hours ago i was in an exam like that still feels like something i hallucinated

#bc i have accommodations me and all the other academic silly guys go in a little room so it means there’s several different exams happening #and I have EXTRA TIME but the invigilator was like ‘you have reading time right?’ (different things entirely) #and my dumbass as we know can’t refuse a free thing regardless of the context so without hesitation I went ‘yep!’ #like I’ll take it if ur offering babe! #which turned out to be such a pain bc in the 15 mins of reading time ur NOT ALLOWED to start the exam u just have to look at it #and my exam was stupidly short bc my lecturer is a lazy gimp so I was just sat there like 🧍🏻‍♀️ #FOR FIFTEEN MINUTES #and the invigilator was really condescending? like defo got told she was in the room with all the neurodivergent and learning disabilities #and took it to HEART like she came over at one point and went to tell me where to write my name??? but obvs I’d already done it??? #and I left early and before everyone else and when I put my hand up and said i was finished #she went ‘you’re finished???’ really shocked like #odd. very odd. also I had it’s been so long by the living tombstone stuck in my head the entire exam #THAT was not peak #it’s been so long…. since I last have seen my son lost to this monster… to the man behind the slaughter… 🤪🤪🤪 #MY DAUGHTER IF YOU CAN HEAR ME I KNEW YOU WOULD RETURN AS WELL IT’S IN YOUR NATURE TO PROTECT THE INNOCENT IM SORRY THAT ON THAT DAY #THE DAY YOU WERE SHUT OUT AND LEFT TO DIE NO ONE WAS THERE TO LIFT YOU UP INTO THEIR ARMS THE WAY YOU LIFTED OTHERS INTO YOURS #girls will unknowingly memorise the fnaf speech. watch out josh hutcherson #hella goes to uni

[deus-ex-mona]

we are united in a common cause on this ✨#blessed✨ day

#hi bots why do you keep liking my lxl posts lmaooooo they aren’t even good mans #n o t that any of my posts are even good to begin with but… my lxl posts are the worst of the worst o k #i mean. they’re p much bot bait at this point.. well! at least the bots like ‘em fruity too~~~~~ #though. speaking of this hellsite.. does anyone else get annoyed when the dumb app makes you follow people you’ve never heard of? #like i can never tell if someone i’m following has changed their url or if they’re someone the ‘site possessed my account to follow #like… well… backstory time: i originally made this account to browse the ship tags for a c e r t a i n ship from a c e r t a i n fandom #back when the year was still somewhere in the 2010s i think.. then i lost interest in the ship and the fandom (rip 狛 x 日 y’all the ogs) #and then i deleted the app without having ever followed any accounts. but when i next logged in a few years later. m a n. #i was following some account that i’d never even heard of lmao. like whoaaaaa who you #the account seemed to have been abandoned though.. but they made some really pretty non-fandom art i think… #idk i just thought about it bc i keep seeing accounts i don’t recognise on my dash and i m just like w h o y o u 👁️🫦👁️ #i feel kinda bad when i see posts from the accounts that use this site like an actual blog y’know.. #like there you are; using the site like it was probably meant to be used. #while im just here making shitposts and the occasional tl for a small-ish fandom #hm. i think i could make t h e most boring blog ever if i ever tried to be a blogger lmao #like i once made a w o r d p r e s s jokeblog that had nothing but a post about kale chips on it… i think #i wonder if that site is still up though… can’t rem if i deleted it or something… o h w e l l #o h c o w. what point was i trying to make again? i forgor— #though. speaking of cows. ‘cow’ (in a c e r t a i n c h i n e s e d i a l e c t) was allegedly my brother’s first word as a kid #and yeah. it was directed at yours truly. (sadge) to think that my bro learned how to talk just to insult me.. #brothers amirite? (truly sadge……..) #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[neon-in-the-night-time]

no one:

literally no one:

me after having easily my worst summer at camp yet: oh my god i’m gonna miss camp so much i don't wanna leave

#i’ll be honest i think that when the summer as a whole is worse it just makes the good moments seem that much better #i could literally get stabbed at camp and i’d still want to come back #but also only one person wanted to do linger with me :( #and i know that one person is gonna see this so artemis ily literally the best #i swear campfire used to be better than it is now. just a lot of things got lost when council shifted camps #and a lot of staff got lost too #at least last year when i was the only person who knew all of linger everyone else was like #'well we don't know it but we know it's important so we're gonna pretend we do because you csnt end camp without linger' #this year it was like 'well you can do it on your own if you want to i guess' like bestie the whole point of linger is to do it with friends #girl scout camp

[plugnuts]

I'm kinda curious to know your favorite ship dynamic (or dynamics!!)

Friends to lovers for sure!

As an aroace person myself I need SOME kind of positive dynamic already in place, and if they’re friends it’s just so easy to think of them as something more, y’know? It’s about the slow realisation that the person you’ve been friends with for so long, who’s been with you through thick and thin actually means so much more to you. The realisation that brings down an intense weight upon the one who realises, the thought that if this doesn’t go right then everything could be ruined.

Emotions, feelings, they all get thrown into the balance and that’s everything to me. Especially if they’re just. Normal friends at the start of the story. Then something big happens that throws everything off, feelings are realised, and then everything is Different. That’s where it is AT.

Even in a story where a pair isn’t friends at first! As long as they become friends and build from there it’s great. There just needs to be some kind of positive buildup for it to work.

Spiralling off a bit, but for me to ship a ship they need to have positive interactions. They need to be friends. Need to bounce off each other in a way that’s not malicious. This is why enemies to lovers doesn’t work for me. I’d never be able to understand how people can ship two people who hate/are against each other because there’s just. Nothing positive to build on lol.

#ask #nonoiswearidraw21 #ship dynamics #ofc I can read a whole lot of dynamics and stuff but friends to lovers. is so soft and means so much to me #friends to lovers can just be used in SO many ways #it can be the main dymanic whilst having others just woven in y’know? #like having a long time friend -> breaking off said friendship -> then just feeling the LONGING and the PAIN of losing what you had and #realising what could’ve been simply through the loss so you rekindle what was lost and find something new #fUCK I could go on and on but I’d just bore people if so #this is why style is one of the ships ever because there is LONGING and CLOSENESS #they are lost without the other and that is CANONICAL!! #and creek may have started off with fighting (etl territory) but it was all fake and made up they didn’t actually hate each other #they built a friendship from the lies and deceit and were (regrettably) pushed into a relationship #BUT they made it work!! why? because of the BOND they share #fuck lord help me here #it’s like with bunny and how Kenny is the ONLY person butters has NOTHING against!! he RESPECTS Kenny!! #and!!! TWYLE!! tweek has ALL the qualities kyle looks for in a friend HELLO??? #I could go on and on but I’ll stop there #thank you so much for the ask and I hope you’ll forgive my rambling <3 #(this was hard to type bc cold hands but cold hands be dammed when passion is involved)

[bisexualstegosaurus]

Also, hello long time no see friends 💕

I was not doing great but I’m doing a tiny bit better everyday. I’ve got really amazing besties that I am so grateful for.

Hope you all are doing well! You are loved, you are important, and you most certainly have a purpose.

#you’re all so important to me but I’d 100% be lost without Donnas Dolls and my Bestie Donny #i love you guys very much #donna beneviento #resident evil village #re8 #alcina dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #daniela dimitrescu

[fuitygummy]

I think I’m failing therapy

#personal fuity shit #I can’t answer my therapist’s questions #I feel like I’m only repeating myself every session #I can’t do the things she asks me to. and I don’t even know why. I just can’t #I don’t exercise. I don’t leave my room. I barely drink water. I have an eating disorder #I honestly don’t know what she could do for me. and I noticed she doesn’t either #maybe I truly am a lost cause #I’m stuck in place. can’t get better and sometimes seems to be getting worse #when I told her I don’t even want to live anymore she kinda got. pissed at me? #she made it sound like ‘being alive only because I don’t want to make my mom sad’ is the most insane and wildest thing she’s ever heard #and that I was crazy to even think about it #as if that wasn’t my only thought for like idk 8 years or so #ALSO she keeps putting my bisexual identity in question every opportunity she gets. like wtf #just because I’ve never hooked up with a girl doesn’t make me any less bi #‘are you truly bi or just curious?’ idk and idc ma’am you’re the one bringing this up and making it look like a problem #I’ve got lots of complaints but. it’s not easy to quit #I’d have to tell my mom an excuse as to why I want another therapist #and looking for a new therapist is just nightmare #I’m just tired. really wish I could think about killing myself more in depth without feeling guilty #thinking about how my mom’s life would be shattered and all the pain I’d cause her gives me goosebumps. it breaks my heart

[consulaaris]

zotero my best friend zotero

#feeling a lil unhinged rn i am SO TIRED #truly thankful for zotero for saving my ass rn tho if i had a speech to give it’d get all my waxing poetical etc etc #to think i hated it at first. i’d be lost without you now bby

[chaoticuno]

Sophia I miss you where are you? 😢

Hi my sweet little Nonnie!!! You are so so cute and sorry for the delay in replying! I’ve been working on a lot of things in my life and primarily on myself recently and through some pretty heavy trauma. It’s been a journey FOR SURE but overall it’s all really positive 🥰 and luckily I have a small but amazing circle of friends + my amazing boyfriend who have helped me every step of the way!

I might continue to be a lil inactive on here for the next few weeks but it’s all temporary I promise 💖.

Take care sweet Nonnie and message me whenever 😘

#sophia answers #I have the cutest nonnies #im a work in progress #I’d be lost without some of y’all #you know who you are #💖

[fandoms-spamdom]

ok ezzy heres what s gonna happen. i am going to beat up the people that were mean to u ans take ash with me (scary dog privileges!!!!! 💕) AND THEN. and rhen. we are going to ea t a Feast of pizza because ur beautiful body deserves it!!!!!! u are perfect no matter what you look like or what other people think about u because all that matters is who u are on the inside and how U feel about urself regardless of what some pieces of shit said about u. and besides u cant control what ur body looks like!!!! because a healthy body is one that feels good to be in and works good and eats good food and has a full tummy allll the time. not whatever they think a body should look like smh 🙄

#just #you always know what to say :’> #thank you #I’d be lost without you :’>

[azurexsnake]

Slow, loving tongue kisses 😞

#I’d kill to make out with someone #soft and sweet #with meaning and a gentle kind of purpose that’s all love without the ‘I love you’ part #the kind that make you needy #wanting more #but wanting to savor the moment as long as it’ll last too #getting lost in kisses is my favorite and I MISS IT #color: blue 🎨

[maldito-arbol]

Petting my lamb stuffed animal as if he were a real lamb

#yeah I’m 20 and I still sleep w a stuffed animal don’t you? #actually this one’s kinda sad. i lost my childhood one when I got kicked out of my house—but the friend I stayed with for the first week #let me borrow their lamb to snuggle with those days I’d cry myself to sleep every night. and when I moved to another friend’s house they #told me to keep him and I cried. and I’ve slept with him ever since. can’t sleep without him. #his name is Lamby

[wish-i-was-lived-in-80s]

Gotta hurt my own feelings rereading old poems (based on even older diary entries) so I can figure out what I wanna unpack in therapy as we approach the 10 year anniversary of something I thought I had healed from until someone else triggered tf out of me 🤪

#I want to both hug and strangle 2013-15 Liv #USE YOUR BRAIN! USE YOUR BRAIN! #but also go to therapy that isn’t NorCal Kaiser adolescent psych because they’re actively gaslighting and dismissing you #how did I write these poems in 2018 without triggering myself #and then some rando manages to traumatize me in just the right way to rip that wound wide tf open #like in 2018 I literallt was like wow turning these diary entries into poems gave me more closure than I ever thought I’d have 😃 #and now I am feeling various feelings #don’t mind me I’m literally off my meds rn and out of refills and I lost my psych’s new contact info

[sarakielsbreath]

#see the thing is. I’ve been having this problem. #where now that the tracks have ended and the world’s open #it’s like I’ve lost everything that makes it worth moving #im so tired. my mood is so low #there’s just a constant anxiety about what’s next #i can barely get out of bed #i feel like I just wander listlessly #i don’t exactly have any hope for the future #i didn’t even think I’d get this far in life without. #anyway. #and this is when I’m NOT grimly certain and accepting that all my loved ones wish they could kill me #it is Wild spending a month absolutely sure that your friends #would take you out back and shoot you if they got the chance #but also thinking that they’re great friends still because they’re being so kind to you in the meantime #that was a wild way to resolve that cognitive dissonance