#I’m also kinda off high

[clownsuu]

Holy cow there’re a lot and I really do mean A LOT of Welcome Home AUs, and more coming too. Not saying it’s a bad thing, but it makes sense considering WH doesn’t have a lot to work with so it leaves tons of room for fans to play around with. I just hope it doesn’t get outta hand like what happened to Undertale with its AUs.

People are free to have creative liberty on what aus they wanna make- like you said there is very little canon content to munch on so people will pull a “fine I’ll do it myself” JCHFHDHU-

I personally don’t mind it as well, but I do enjoy the aus where they purposely change Wally’s height just to make him more simp-able LMAOO

#Personally all my aus (like 3-4-? Honestly kinda just one aka mob the others are off brands LMAO) Wally are all still the same height #Except Yakuza Wally #He’s a single apple taller #Used god like powers to gain a single inch of height #Home wouldn’t allow any more smhhhhhh #Iv seen a lot of aus but personally I’m a big fan of the more jokey/light hearted non serious ones #Like this one whole au is just Wally being high LMAOOOO #Iv been tempted to make a au just called “Wally commits tax evasion/fraud” for like two weeks now #Oh I also love gangster au (joke au please don’t take this seriously) from toonz #Stunning amazing brilliant perfect show stopping- #More serious is probably greyscale #Mostly cause one: dadpa biased- #And two it’s a really cool concept with hella lotta drama for it (gotta love me some broken ass peeps) #But yeah as long as people don’t start making really sus aus/breaking clowns boundaries in the au verse we should be fine #Cause lort fuggin knows that they will be harassed to oblivion for it JDHDHDDH

[twinstxrs]

“kristen applebees religion struggle overdone at this point” TO YOU! i personally am thinking about how helio, yes?, & cassandra relate to where kristen is at mentally in her journey of learning to live for herself & not for god and how helio is representative of kristen’s family, yes? is representative of tracker, & cassandra is representative of kristen herself, which is why kristen is shunning her.

#trackerbees is so over by the way #kristen applebees #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #cassandra looking like younger kristen showing how kristen is kinda emotionally stuck there rn even as she tries to grow #tracker being the one to give kristen the idea to change yes! to yes? and how tracker is kinda kristen’s god replacement figure post-helio #(read: tracker is what kristen was devoted to) #and obviously her family & childhood being represented by helio. her abrupt extreme cut off of them but missing the comfort & love there #also fun to think about how kristen createsvher own god & a few months later partially abandons it for her girlfriend’s idea of yes? #there’s something there idk. like it was kristen’s god who kristen made & it was cringe but it was hers #& she threw it away because she got sick of its optimism… idk i’m in pain & i’m just saying shit #also ​this might be too niche but that tiktok labyrinth by taylor swift / the archer by taylor swift / not strong enough by boygenius sound #is unfortunately so kristen in junior year / sophomore year / freshman year. #& when i say that i mean it’s her with cassandra / yes? / helio. #the fun part of all this is i could be totally wrong & disproven next week but if i’m RIGHT? holy shit! (not likely tho)

[starlooove]

Ppl will say fanon v canon doesn’t matter and it’s all jokes and I’m sooooo close to going sure sometimes and then I remember y’all removed a major role of one of the if not THEE most prominent black character in Bruce’s story who was created a whole decade before tim and gave it to tim based off a run where he literally handed the role back! Like IN THE COMIC Tim was CEO in name only and handed it back to Lucius relieved when he didn’t need to front anymore like.

#also if I said y’all took a lot of what tam does and her character traits and handed them off to tim…. #like from that run #it’s crazy bc I always say that’s like the only comic tim stans read #but if that’s true the racism isn’t even covert anymore el oh el #tim Drake #it’s actually about him this time #I’m not gonna clog Lucius or tam tags any further tho #oh and on the tam note #her quick thing and sheer insanity was seen as naivety from tim even tho it saved his ass quite a few times #mainly that Vicki vale shit #which is hung up on LUCIUS’ wall #bc it’s HIS office #bc HE is the CEO. #I think it’s so funny how Bruce quest was like unreliable narrator knows their unreliable and thinks that knowledge means that everything t #they say is true bc they acknowledge that maybe they’re not thinking healthily #which is so fucking fun #but y’all go ‘yesss this is Tim!’ #like no! it’s not! and tim knows that! and he’s too high strung to be pissed or scared about it! #AND THAT IS WHAT SHOULDVE HAPPENED NEXT #IK cómics don’t like to acknowledge that kinda trauma and shit #but something going deep into Tim’s mental state at the time and how he was impacted in daily and personal life #(bc instead of black characters being written out and ignored I’m choosing to believe tam distanced herself bc he was such a Dick) #Like that would’ve been craaaazy #like even tims lack luster reaction at seeing Kon in Paris after he was DEAD #And then later having the emotional reaction like he really kept that shit on the backburner #but noooo he’s so badass and a killer 🥺 #anyways justice for the fox family #at least for Lucius like he and cyborg are in the same boat for me #where they’ve been around for so long and have been so important (cyborg on a waaaay wider scale) #that the fact that they don’t get their flowers in favor of making shit up for tim is SICK

[akkivee]

there’s usually a q&a section in the hypster magazine where the cast are asked a question and the recent volume had them answer what do they do to relieve stress and tbh bat’s has been on the mind lately lol:

📿: he responded by saying that’s a stupid question since he couldn’t call himself a monk if allowed stress to build up. but if there’s a situation that he has no control over, he goes to surround himself in nature

🌙: he likes weeding the family garden!!! it helps him clear his mind and forget about the things that were bothering him and it makes his family happy to see the garden looking pretty too!!

⚖️: he finds a place where there’s nobody around to scream with all his might. it’s a great feeling since you don’t often get the chance to let out as loud as possible

#this is vee speaking #i’m glad kuukou finds solace from inevitabilities with his hobby #but it kinda makes his dislike for the ocean stand out even more ngl lol #and that scene in the six colours track where he spawns in the middle of jyushi and hitoya’s conversation #he happened to be on a morning walk lol but what if he was walking off something like jyushi was and convinced hitoya to do lol #idk if jyushi has a green thumb but this isn’t the first time jyushi’s weeding hobby has come up and i still think it’s cute he has it lol #that old theory that doppo and jyushi are related has inadvertently been getting a lot of food lately lol #jyushi also likes taking care of plants and he and doppo have the same sense of humour lmao brothers from other mothers lol #the part of me that always clowns hitoya lol #is imagining hitoya in place of troy bolton from that one hsm number where he’s yelling alone in his high school LOL #like he does his little step twirl move and falls to his knees screaming lmao #the other part of me wants to baby him is in shambles lol but happy he doesn’t keep it bottled up 🥲 #he and doppo would have a blast together i think lmao

[bloodandfleshautism]

Hello people here is some SHIT I did (it’s my friend’s fault he suggested it bc he knows this fuck is my blorbo or something)

Based on:

#also yeah I changed his knee highs to thigh highs #sorry about this #i. forgot to edit out the uwu. that yeah #sorry about that #moots please forgive me I’m so sorry #scout tf2 #suggestive #maybe?? #fuck if I know it’s all a blur I just know I’ve committed a grave sin #anatomy kinda fucked bc my ass barely looked at the ref but I’m NOT going back and fixing it this is a shitpost #ankles and leg angles look kinda shit I swear I can do better I’m just lazy #pissing off now #tf2 scout

[sharkwing]

I’m overjoyed. A sane, reluctant Harry putting on the Goblin suit to do something heroic is one of the top three items on my Spider-Man wishlist. I know this can’t possibly last, but what if Spidey and (Harry Osborn) Green Goblin were friends? What if, though??? Peace and love in New York City. Imagine.

#I’m kinda nervous that this will all end in Harry losing his mind again or getting killed off but im gonna ride this high until that happens #also: reveal that the goblin’s clothes are removable #AND norman gave him abs? #I don’t know what that says about norman but boy i sure feel like it says something #spider-man #asm 180 #harry osborn #green goblin #spiderposting

[abyssmarked]

* closed starter | @lordgortrash

hungry lips are all consuming, she can feel the endless weeks of their prolonged sexual tension creating an intense heat between them as their bodies are finally tangled up in a deadly knot beneath the the lavish threads of his expensive bedsheets. this should be euphoric, this should be something to be relished — her prey is finally within her clutches, she’s got him pinned between soft thighs, her body reacts to his lust to the point she’s practically dripping on him. she aches for him, but her hesitation isn’t for the purpose of teasing him. her patron’s words echo in the back of her mind, she knows what she’s here for: ` lord gortash’s soul for yours, and his stones for your freedom. `

but gortash has her freedom in the palm of his hand, he could give it to her. he could set her free. she doesn’t have to do this, but if she doesn’t, she is fully reliant on the will of the man beneath her, the will of the man who could easily be slain right here, right now, he’s completely vulnerable to her. so does she trust him enough? can she believe him when he says he’ll help her? he’s not given her any reason to believe otherwise, but once this opportunity is gone, she’s not getting it back. she can feel her heart thumping erratically, anxiety rising, drowning out the ecstasy his lust offers. she has to make a decision, and she has to make it now.

this isn’t how she imagined this would feel, even as she lowers herself onto him, slowly, arms draped around his broad shoulders, claws tangled in messy, black hair. they share a deep moan together as he slides inside of her for the first time, fangs sinking into her lower lip as she takes him deep, slow, not thrusting, just holding him there as deep as she can get him. her body is screaming, this is everything she’s wanted, she can feel his energy already siphoning itself, nourishing her. eyes lock onto his, she's holding herself back. she warned him before hand what would happen naturally, she can only hold back so much, but a little bit of him will always be drained, he'll feel weak after, tired, assuring him there will be an after. he believed her.

she can start taking from him any time, he would be too enthralled with the ecstasy to notice his life slipping away from him, it'll feel too good to stop even if he did. this will be easy, too easy. she's telling herself this, encouraging herself to proceed, her freedom will fall from gortash's lips with his last, dying breath. yes, this should feel better than good. this should be the sweetest kill to date, she should feel godly.

why does dread create a pit in her stomach? why is she still holding back? her hips begin to thrust against him, and she can’t look upon his face any longer, his eyes are burning a hole through her skull. she kisses him, hard and deep, as she steadies her pace. with her eyes closed, she tries to shut out her incoherent mind, thoughts so loud and jumbled she can hardly make sense of them anyway. focus, neph. you’ve done this before, you can do this again, just one last time. he does feel good — no, he feels even better than nepharia imagined he would, and she tries to lean into that, lean into her intoxication, the way he sounds, the way his body reacts to every roll of her hips, enveloping him in her hot wetness. she wants to be able to enjoy him, to enjoy this, it’s what she’s good at. but— it’s different this time. different in a painfully familiar way.

the face of a lover long lost flashes through her mind, bitterly reminding her of why she spent so many years a recluse. that loss shattered her, and her first love didn’t hold any key to her freedom within his grasp. already gortash has done more for her than anyone else has in her entire life. the realization is striking, anxiety exploding through her like a wildfire spreading through dry brush.

she’s in love with him.

fuck.

pale hues finally come into view once more as her uneven thrusts slow to a halt. she stops kissing him, face hovering still close above his. she’s stiff for a moment, unable to breath, and she’s sure there’s a pitiful look of desperation forming on her expression, one she can’t even try to suppress. the emotions flood her, quickly and suddenly, she feels like she could puke. ` fuck, ` she vocalizes, heart pounding, throat dry, and she has no idea what to else to say. what is she supposed to say??? hey, sorry, my patron wanted me to kill you but i’m changing my mind, please get me out of my pact now at your earliest convenience??? also, i think i’m in love with you??? absolutely not.

` fuck, fuck… ` that is apparently the only word she’s capable of saying now, her voice is brimming with urgency. she’s bringing her hands up to her face, feeling like she needs to hide it from his gaze, shield his eyes from the emotions she doesn’t know how to verbally or physically process. she sits there with him still buried within her, she can only imagine the stress and confusion that the sudden shift in her demeanor is causing him, please say something other than fuck! ‘ okay, i — ` she starts, removing her hands and squeezing her eyes closed as if that would save her from having to see the look on his face. she releases a quick and heavy breath, as if she’s about to rip an adhesive bandage off of a sensitive area, ` i have to tell you something, ` she sounds so defeated, her hands are trembling, brow furrowed — there’s apprehension written as clear as the abyssmal on her cheek all over her face, her palms begin to sweat, ` but i need you to, please — ` there’s desperation in her enunciation, hands cupping the man’s face within them for further emphasis, finally meeting his gaze once more, ` — please, promise me that you’ll actually help me. ` this is probably the most sincere she’s ever been with him, genuine fear and worry fully consuming her.

#lordgortrash #ok so this is supposed to be a serious post but i’m high af and some of it was kinda funny ok #i’m also amused by everything happening #while she’s just… #sitting on his dick #like gorl #at LEAST get your killer cat off his junk before telling him you were considering killing him #also #nsft #because yeah i think this qualifies lmao

[oldyears]

…

#kinda can’t stand ppl who put romance on such a high pedestal in their conception of relatio ships #like firstable relationships shouldn’y have a hierarchy… it’s a social orbit/sphere/circle/WHATEVER #ALL OF THEM ARE IMPORTANT AND NOURISHING AND MEANINGFUL!!!!! #and second i hate when ppl r like ‘omg i want a romantic partner bcos they will see me for me and love me all the same’ #like…. do u not have friends. omg 😭 #out of all the ppl in my life i think my friends know the extent of the worst parts of myself n the fact that they chose to stay #i also yearn for romance but i easily get so irritated when ppl see it as such a high elevation of love compared to friendship/family/etc #maybe i’m just inexperienced or whatever but i would also hate to see my romantic partner as the only one who can provide me w comfort #and safety and affection and everything else in between :/ like it’s sooo off #moi

[rainymoodlet]

i’ve been bitching abt it (SETTING UP THE BC NOT THE EXCITEMENT OH GOD) so much because i’m whiny but

i can’t tell you all enough how absolutely floored i am by the response to even just the audition round for kiss me in komorebi. 🥹 seeing your tags and comments and replies has meant the world to me - i know i’m not active in your replies or your asks, but know that i see every note and i read every reblog, comment, or tag! the sims that have been submitted and the content created out of inspiration has staggered me to the core.

it means a lot to me, and it may be silly but it really does a hell of a lot in a really hard time 🥹✨ thank you all for indulging me in my lil cowboy himbo

#i am overWHELMED i am overwhelmed #in the best way literally possible #i had a really tough day at work and all my coworkers were super kind abt it #and all complimented me working my ass off #(i was running a fucked drinks situation by myself w my friend’s help it was AWFUL) #and to come on here and see you guys so excited and happy and ready #i’m just 🥹🥹🥹🥹 i really am touched #txt #i am also a Get High and Get Emotional kinda creature but hey

[cat-scarr]

So I was thinking; do you think one of the main problems with Ben’s & Julie’s relationship was that Ben made promises he couldn’t keep? I completely understand that there’s no way he could’ve known that something would happen that particular time to prevent him from keeping his promise, but I would think either Ben would stop making promises to Julie or that Julie would take Ben’s “promises” with a grain of salt (or taking his “yes, absolutely!” as more of “sure, if the universe is will to let me have the day off”)

Also I’m not sure if Grandpa Max ever said anything about Ben’s love life or gave the poor kid any “old-man wisdom”

I’m sure that played a part before both of their lives and careers started heading in different directions and inevitably pulled them apart (something I think people tend to overlook when understanding their breakup). Which would make it pretty clear to Ben that he can’t really promise anything. He can’t even promise to be physically able to continue dating, considering he’s always being targeted by some space criminal, sometimes left injured.

By the end of “Eye of the Beholder” he specifies that he’ll promise to try to do better, as opposed to, as you say, making a promise he can’t keep. He can however promise to try because he genuinely wants things to work out. He chooses those words because he realizes that he can’t foresee what might come up and what his GF will expect from him at the same time. So he does promise to what he knows he’ll be capable of doing - compromising and cooperating. Which I think he should get more credit for.

Lol the only time I can remember Max giving any input is when he told the story of how he met Verdona…which doesn’t really help when Ben’s relationship was suffering because his girlfriend at the time was disconnected from the alien superhero stuff.

#idk they kinda set benlie up for failure #but then again high school sweethearts don’t usually end up together in the long run #but also it’s normal and fine to just date whoever u click with at that point in time #that doesn’t make it less important #anyway I’m getting off topic #ask #ben 10 #benlie #ben tennyson #ben 10 omniverse #ben 10 ultimate alien #ben 10 alien force #ben 10 love interests

[deityofhearts]

I gotta figure out what to do with my hair

#deity dialogue #rn I’m kinda just letting it grow out til after winter passes i think #but after that??? who knows #I don’t know if I like my hair as it is but idk what else to do with it #I could continue growing it out and see if I can get it down to my hips again like it was when I was in school #idk that could be fun for like actually styling it #cause like I’ve kinda been getting it short for the last couple of years partially out of spite #cause every time my hair gets long ppl are like ‘noooo don’t cut off your long hairs it’s so pretty’ and like this ain’t your hair #but like idk I have hair accessories I wanna use #I have so many scrunchies I keep acquiring them (granted I do wear them on my wrists) #I also have the hat pins I like to use in my hair that I can’t use in my hair when it’s short #I’m thinking of putting them in my hair for a possible upcoming outfit #my hair is like a bit past my shoulders so I can do a bit with it now #idk what the point of this post is #just me half asleep blabbing about my hair #however if someone acts possessive over my hair again I will chop it all off again #idk it’s always so annoying like as a kid I wasn’t able to grow it out and then I was and it was nice then if i considered cutting my hair #everyone protested #it was like down to my hips in high school and I very clearly recall cutting it during a lil breakdown #then it was down to my hips again a couple years later and I had already considered cutting it to be more androgynous looking #and ppl were like no no don’t do it and that made me decide to #nvm the fact that it looked so ugly like no offense to the person cutting it the hair style just. wasn’t what I wanted and didn’t look good #and I’m haunted by how I looked for that period of time #rip short lived androgynous celeste you were alright I still don’t know if I’ll ever attempt to present more androgynous again because like. #I don’t particularly dress that way and I like cute clothes but that also just means people will forever assume I’m a woman which sucks like #how about we don’t do that #okay I’m just saying too many words goodbye

[void-tiger]

Some days I think I probably do need an actually trained service animal for mental health crap + the occasional chronic crap affecting my mobility.

But like…I don’t really want a dog. I want a Highly Trained mainecoon or norwegian forest cat. Just. This very large very fluffy very baseline breed intelligent cat known to take on BEARS (or, home invaders and men attempting SA).

I’d be THAT Crazy Lady walking this giant fluff monster most days, but other days just have my lap full of fluff when my hips-down don’t want to cooperate, or I need the comforting weight and fluffy company to hold the brain static at bay.

And some days…look. It hurts to grasp things. Or I risk dropping things. And cats can and will open cupboards and drawers if the handles let them hook their paws Just So to make up for the lack of opposable thumbs.

(Yeah yeah I know people are more accustomed to training dogs for this, but I’ve had quite a bit of luck training my “just housecats” as adults with various things, and people post the adventures they take with their mainecoons like, all the time…so think of what I could do with socializing and training a cat if I had the chance to do so.

(…also I just get along better with cats than dogs. They’re more tolerant to my need to not have a true routine. Also they poop in a box.)

#tiger’s musings #yesterday was…ugh. think my body was fighting off a minor respiratory illness #bUT because I’m also chronically ill + have to take an immunosuppresent it…was not good #like I kinda freaked my online friends out with what my symptoms were #but…I’m just. so used to this. so used to just holding onto walls because I get so unsteady and trying to sleep through these episodes #it’s…definitely Something. not ‘jUST psYCHoSOmATiC’ like I got gaslit into believing 5+ years ago #but…with what turned out to be AS and Probably a CTD and Currently Assumed IBS (but prolly also CTD imo) #I…hadn’t really had a chance to do more than ‘okay so I also have tremors’ #but hey. I have to have my annual pcp visit so I’ll make myself whine about it and the fluttery/tight/visible chest&pulse issues then #(they’re probably related. POTS…kinda can cause high bp/tachicardia and sometimes tremors too.) #(and like. high bp is kinda something so common in my family in young adulthood it’s a ‘when’ vs ‘if’) #so…yeah. sometimes I think I might need some sort of chair and service animal #in addition to custom fitted compression globes #and probably compression shorts and spats and sleeves on my knees and elbows #aaaaand prolly custom arch supports. in addition to Nicer Shoes than an Okay $50 newbalance pair #which…yeah. you can see how all this would get Very Expensive Very Fast #(aaaaaaaand… hope I don’t idk. get dropped from my medicaid? listen they’re sending me automated messages to get my risk assessment done) #(and I’ve got so much going on that I would be Screwed even if I hadn’t aged out of my dad’s insurance) #(it definitely affects me being able to work and keep a job)

[deus-ex-mona]

songs to relieve your headaches: part 1

#ngl i was pretty overwhelmed at work earlier (thanks morning shift) and this. song. came up on my lxl shuffle playlist #and h e l p the lyrics kinda resonated with me at that moment for some stupid reason or another and i. definitely. didn’t. tear. up. okay? #but maaaaaan my head still kinda hurts. sharpie fumes (derogatory) #thank goodness i kept nonfan off my playlist. my headache would have definitely gotten worse lmaooooooooo #but i also had like a mental crisis every time seika came on bc man. did i sleep on it for years. #songs that i slept on (and shouldn’t have): seika and konosekai #they’re so good i can’t believe i was dumb enough to not add them to my main playlist #actually wait i’m still not adding them. they’re too slow-paced for casual listening :( i’ll fall right asleep!!!! #i really wanna sleeeeeeep. but i have to work the morning shift tomorrow too which is. aaaaaaaaaa #so i applied for a few days of leave for next week lmfaoooooo i need my rest ok #my defence for having a weird crisis in these tags: i’m high off sharpie fumes again. sorry #inedible blubbering

[stackthedeck]

Grad school. Grad school. Grad school.

Grad school money in this economy?! …maybe. Money is fake why not go into debt

#asks #actually I have a lot of feelings about this so let me pop off real fast #so my undergrad degree is in English education #some schools will pay for a masters degree some schools it’s better to go into the job with a masters to get that high salary early #some schools will not hire you if you have a masters specifically so they don’t have to pay you that high salary #but hey there’s a teaching shortage I’m going to find a job no matter what #but I kinda want to just get an adult income as soon as I graduate #but also adult life is scary and I want to be a student forever #but that’s expensive #the real issue is I want a PhD I’ve never wanted anything more #it’d be in English literature with a emphasis on contemporary works #probably something to do with comics or fanfic you know collaborative stories #but if I get a PhD and no college will hire me as a prof I’m not going to get a job as a teacher #schools can’t afford a PhD salary especially for a teacher that doesn’t have tenure yet #so the nightmare scenario is I’m a dr but unemployed #like the college bubble is about to burst #an undergrad degree is fine #but goddamn do I want to write a PhD thesis