#I’m going back home soon

[i-want-to-be-spaghettified]

and just like that it’s over

#it feels like the semester just started the other day #yet within the blink of an eye it’s finished #my friends are all at home by now #I just finished my last exam #it’s over #and I can’t quite believe it #I’m going back home soon #the semester is finished #I’ve made it #it’s done #it feels like it started yesterday and three years ago all at once #university #finals season #academia

[abbyshands]

okay i’m at the gym rn and??? the cam girl abby ideas are BREWINGGG

#i need to be held down #just imagine her whimpering while she’s doing pull ups #or you spotting her while she’s doing back squats #going feral #while i’m on a treadmill be so fr #writing as soon as my ass gets home #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson smut #abby anderson x reader smut #abby tlou #tlou abby

[stardustvanfleet]

soft pretty bob jakey bc i’ve been having a tough week and i miss him :-( 🩷

#i want him to post soooooo bad. #these past couple days have just been…. so terrible for me. today i was at the restaurant and i started crying in the kitchen #and the owner saw me. and asked if i needed to go home for a while. #so now i’m waiting and i have to give her a call soon to see if they can manage tonight without me or if i need to go back in. #and dude…… not to be dramatic but i’ve been sitting here crying for the past hour i really do not want to go back in #i really don’t feel like i can wait tables tonight. i’m exhausted and just so sad. idk. #li speaks #jake

[afterthedreamer]

to be loved

is to be changed

#the picture that made me fall in love with him #I saw him and knew I needed to adopt him #I contacted his foster parent immediately only to find out someone else had set up a meeting with him #but they bailed the day of so the foster parent told me they took him back to the shelter #and to go there if I wanted to see him #so I booked it to Charlotte and got there right as they closed #and as soon as they opened his kennel he jumped into my arms #I left that night with paper work filled out and brought him home the next day #I’m SOBBING I just love my little boy so much #we came into each others lives when we needed each other most it seems #and I can’t get over it #I just love my guy #my little wizard 🖤 #little baby man #Essek #if you read this novel in the tags I’m kissing your forehead

[floral-hex]

Okay okay, I usually hate posting selfies, but then again, I also love a little mild attention. So, to strike a balance, here are 4 recent ones, but I’m posting them at 2am so I don’t have to worry about bothering too many people. Yeah? Ok thanks I love you

#yes I know how time zones work… they’re fake. it’s night everywhere right now. duh. #sometimes a girl just wants to hear she’s pretty 🤷🏻‍♂️ #I’m sorry I have a perpetual grumpy face. I don’t know what to do about that 🤷🏻‍♂️ #god I’m bored. and lonely. and yearning. yeah… #I don’t want to get into that right now… ok I do but maybe let’s not do it in these tags #anyway I’m actually probably going to chop off most of my hair this weekend #I know I know. dudes cutting off long hair is a sin but also… it’s hot. my hair is heavy and gets gross easily #it’ll grow back soon enough but for now it needs to be razed #so what else what else… #this is my third night staying in the hospital while my mom is admitted #she’s doing better but I don’t really want to leave her here alone for too long #being stuck in bed feeling like shit all day gets lonely and tiresome so someone’s gotta hang with her #it’s not so bad on my part. I just sit in this chair all night on my phone and then eat breakfast in the cafeteria #easy peasy #I haven’t been home much in the past few days. just a few hours at time to nap and then head back #but it’s good. things are getting better #yup… #I guess that’s it… I don’t know what else to say #you can ignore this #take it sleazy #me #selfie #gross boy

[lucifer]

I’ve legitimately had a rotten day today. :(

#it’ll get better probably but I’ve been close to tears all day and I’m not really a crying person #never cry ever but today has made me want to pull my hair out! #I wake up late for work and then I go to close the door to my kitchen and the HANDLE falls off #had to move everything from my living room to the kitchen because there are workers fixing a part of the wall #forgot my headphones #get to work and my manager just randomly decided to switch everyone’s seats for the fun ig but like #I have issues with change and routine and blah blah also he sat me next to a dude that makes me uncomfortable #so I asked to move and then we had to move all the pcs around and all the cables were messed up #chest hurts my asthma is acting up and I still don’t have an inhaler #got into a fight with my bf over something stupid and almost cried in public #(all is well it was a silly fight) #didn’t get to get the hot chocolate I wanted because I was upset over said fight and just walked back to work #I go to get lunch and the place closed early somehow when they never do that #I am almost completely broke #get home to relax and the workers are STILL HERE even though they were supposed to be finished hours ago #it’s all a lot of silly small things but I do feel as if the world is against me today #bf is going to buy me pizza for dinner and also I have a rp reply from Simon I can distract myself with so all will be well soon!!!!

[obitohno]

(quite possibly) going to change my username when i come back from my hiatus >.<

#♡ jordy is thinking ♡ #this (semi) hiatus was unintended #mini story: #there’s been a lot of stress these past couple of weeks #an incident happened at home n the police were/are involved #we’ve had a lot of measures put into place to maintain our safety #but the last few weeks have had me paranoid n my anxiety has been up n down a lot #i had wanted to come back to tumblr much sooner but i feel like i’m all over the place rn #it doesn’t help that i’ve also had a lot of stress at work too #(bc our class teacher is making our work life hell) #n i just haven’t had the chance to catch a break #on the plus side #i’ve been going to the gym regularly #n i’m finally starting to see some changes #(n may have accidentally developed a crush on one of the guys who work there) #hhh #anyways #i think a new name is needed bc i don’t particularly feel anything towards this one anymore so i’ll try to think of something cute #i hope things will settle soon n i hope to be back to writing/posting at some point in the near future #missing everyone n i hope you’re all safe n doing well #<3

[orangefuckingjuice]

late to TDOV but

I love you trans women I love you trans men I love you nonbinarys and genderqueers and multi gender people and people with their own unique relationships to their gender that might not make sense to others I love you intersex trans people I love you trans gays and lesbians and bisexuals and asexuals I love you all

many blessings and celebration and love to you all!! you are beautiful and wonderful and worthy of the many joys life will give you living authentic to who you are :^) 💗💞💖

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

#from your local genderqueer guy 💖 #ive been out for about 6 years now going on 7 #which is wild and crazy #ive been collectively on T for about a year and almost a half #and although my journey to top surgery has been set back I’m still on my way #getting on T has been so affirming and incredibly assuring. to feel right in my body #im so thankful ive been able to #unfortunately where i live recent legislation has come through where my state insurance will no longer cover it #but i’ll be back on soon when i can afford it #i remember waiting for so long to get on T #ive spent years living in a transphobic household where my identity was dismissed and belittled #i had to leave my family home when i was caught getting on testosterone soon after i turned 18 #its been rough #but being able to be myself on my own. with friends who love and accept me as i am #to have more control over my own body and what i choose to do with it #to make it feel like home #im so grateful #i love you all #trans joy is a beautiful thing #tdov

[bootyful-seventeen]

YALL I GOT A DVD PLAYER AT WALMART AN HOUR AGO AND STARTED CRYING WHEN I POPPED IN THE BARBIE IN RAPUNZEL DVD

#oMFG I REALLY GOT HIT HARD WITH THE NOSTALGIA JUST FROM THE GOD DAMN DVD MENU 😭😭😭😭 #also picked up a few movies while I was there cuz that 10$ and under bin was calling my name omfg #but the old Barbie movies were hitting so hard on just the dvd menus alone I’m so excited!!!! #even popped in Barbie nutcracker cuz I forgot how it opened and I just ughhhhhhhh they were geniuses for putting stage curtains up #and I am so gonna be going back again soon cuz I saw they had a Scooby foo collection and TMNT COLLECTION TOO #LIKE BRUHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVED WATCHING THAT ON YTV BACK IN THE DAY #my god I am never gonna ever want to leave my room once the movie collection starts to grow #and they had some collections in that bin too I was losing my shit #it was hard choosing between taking home the Batman collection and the cluesless mean girls and she’s the man feature collection #but I’ll come back again for mean girls cuz they had a few copies in that bin #my god I am going to be such an irritating person talking to people about my dvds lmao #and it’s gonna get even worse when my second copy of happily ever after comes in cuz my old one was so fucking scratched it would skip #well more like freeze and then skip at the scene where the evil queen’s brother is trying to kill Snow White by turning her into stone #and I’m def gonna be looking up more dvd discount stores in my area to find more dvds for the things I’ve liked #maybe if I’m lucky I’ll come across a movie that’s out of print!!!!!

[jjhonanana]

Trans Confession #9173681

My biggest fear when I was younger was somehow becoming the Virgin Mary because my period was late.

My second biggest fear was my period.

#transgender #ftm #I hated my period so much but the relief I would get when it finally came was nice I guess #a little reassurance that I wasn’t cursed and doomed to have a baby against my will #literally have only been in one real relationship in my life and that was after realizing I was trans lol #so you can imagine how dumb it was for young me to be afraid of being pregnant suddenly 💀💀 #either way I’m still afraid of getting pregnant so I’ve fully committed to be abstinent until I get a hysterectomy #which won’t be super long because I’m finishing school soon so I can come back home and get surgeries and stuff #yk before I go out into the adult world again and have to live on my own #I’m so excited to be flat chested and completely infertile #like I won’t even donate my eggs bc I do not want any copies of myself getting out into the world fr #it’d be funny for like a minute but absolutely not #trans confession

[mer-se]

when ur niece is finally old enough to actually like fully vent to now

#I mean she has been for a long time now she’s super mature but just she’s older now and gets things more #coming home and sharing my food and chatting is so nice sometimes #I’m kinda glad the plans for the wndr exhibit fell through for tomorrow because I’m gonna take her and her bf and make a lil fam day of it #go to chinatown after and get chinese food and boba for her #I miss my sis all the time and she’s like turning into her more and more but also different cus a lot like me too sometimes #but it’s nice #gotta get back up to ri soon to see herrrr #also nvm I guess we’re going twice because shit works out so weird sometimes #the universe said !

[horsemage]

Jesus christ why do I feel so much like a hunted animal (<- knows exactly why)

#I feel like I haven’t had a proper break from my semester yet and I’m not going to get one anytime soon :/ #first I got food poisoning right before flying home and had to take my physics final on Xmas eve which I fully believe I failed #then I got an eye injury on new years eve and had to spend eight hours in a hospital about it followed by days of lying in a dark room with #only audiobooks for company because it hurt too much to do anything #and now on the tail end of that I’m flying out for almost a week to a conference I’m presenting at #and this entire time my parents are moving everything from our short term rental to a proper house #when I get back from the conference I have exactly a week before flying back to Philly to volunteer at another conference #and then the semester starts immediately afterward #I need to be put down for my own good I fear #if I don’t get to go to the beach alone for a week on spring break I’m going to snap I feel it in my soul

[plumdale]

At the airport to go back home. Arriving later than 3am and gonna get 0 hours of sleep bc I have to wake up early 🥲

#I’m sad to be leaving bc it means going back to all the responsibilities and tasks I have to do #it’s bittersweet bc I also miss home and my cats and it’ll be another year or so before we come back to Denver #anyway. I also miss my sims lmaoo so legacy posts resuming soon wooo #txt post #nonsims

[hella1975]

absolutely getting fined for this ❤️

#soooo I took my fairy lights off my walls bc we’re all moving out soon and we’ve been joking about accidentally peeling the paint #and not only did the paint peel but there was soot EVERYWHERE #and naturally I took a wet cloth to it to clean it and yeah the small dots of soot where my lights had been came off #but instead they became huge smears of soot all over the fucking wall #and when I tried to clean THAT I made it worse #one wall is actually unsalvagable I’m gonna have to fully repaint it and pray #luckily it’s white so I don’t need to worry about shade matching and the lighting in my room is so appalling that I don’t think my landlord #will notice the one white wall is Significantly Brighter than the other #BUT ONE WALL IS THIS UGLY GREY BROWN COLOUR THAT MY FLATMATE ALREADY TRIED TO SHADE MATCH BC HERS PEELED #AND SHE CANT AND I LITERALLY HAVE SOOT SMEARS EVERYWHERE #it’s an £80 fine per wall im looking at potentially £160 in fines if I can’t fix this #my flatmate is gonna try fix it tomorrow bc I’m going home #she was actually really good about it like when I freak out I get angry and I was just raging about trying to fix it #and she was like ‘it’s okay I’ve seen worse I’ll do it tomorrow I guarantee I can get it off’ and I didn’t even ask her to #bc it didn’t even cross my mind to expect her to help with it so it was just sweet #I hope she can fix at least the coloured wall bc I can’t paint over that #the white wall I fucking doubt can be fixed but I can paint that one at least #I’m just so pissed off bc normally you put a deposit down at the start of the tenancy and if u damage the property they use that money #to cover the charges. like it’d be shit to not get my deposit back but in my head that’s money already spent #whereas this is just a straight up fee of £160 potentially #and I’m already so behind with money like I saved £2k for america so I have NOTHING ELSE banked #I owe my parents that £600 from rent still AND I owe my friend £155 bc we’re going to Ireland in September #like at least my friend is v understanding and I made it very clear before she agreed to cover me that I wouldn’t be able to pay back for #a good few months and she didn’t mind #so I’ll put that one on the back burner #but STILL WHAT THE FUCKKKKK I’m so mad why do I make such a mess out of literally everything it’s acc impressive #hella goes to uni

[dilliedallieallie]

just bled through my underwear before this class🫠 I didn’t know I was gonna get my period today🫠

#fml #tmi #personal #tw:blood/menstration #tw: menstruation #tw:blood #also both of my classes are basically back to back #which means i’m not getting home anytime soon #going comando😑

[twinkskeletons]

On the topic of apartments, I live in a tax credit apartment which are apartments that are specifically rented out to low income people. The one I live in specifically would be at least 1500 for the area but is only 1100. I don’t think many people know about these bc they’re not on apartment websites, but just google tax credit apartments. Sometimes they’re kinda shit but mine is a solid 8/10. It’s clean, everyone’s friendly and I feel safe, just some appliances and hardware r outdated.<3

ty for the advice! i’m scottish so things will likely be a bit different here but i will keep that in mind :)

#honestly there’s definitely people who need low income housing more than i do #my mother wants me to save and buy which is probably part of her ploy to make me live at home til i’m 30 #but i’m maybe 30-40% of the way there to a deposit with what i’ve saved and earned from etsy #hopefully one of the many part time jobs i’ve applied 2 will get back to me soon 👍 #and my live sound teacher at college did say next year there are earning opportunities so maybe when i go back i can start some type of #entry level work or paid apprenticeship kind of thing :) #answered #this might all be delusional but i need some hope that i can get out of here and start transitioning before 23 u_u