#I’m going out of my mind truly

[rendevok]

The sensation of waking up next to you ❤️💙

+bonus doodle:

…and they mimir’d happily ever after the end. ❤️

(ID under cut!)

Miles is roused from sleep by sunlight shining on his face. Slowly, his eyes adjust to the light, until finally, his scope of awareness broadens to a body he had been sleeping on.

Page 2

Miles looks up to the figure that holds him, and upon seeing, his eyes widen in recognition.

Miles looks up to the figure that holds him, and upon seeing, his eyes widen in recognition.

The bottom panel of the page shows minimal details of a window shedding light onto the bed and blankets as seen from a higher view in the room.

Page 3

On the other side of the bed, Phoenix rests, his head propped by the headboard. His hair is messy from sleep, and his expression is thoughtful. The light of the morning highlights his features.

The sun shines through the blinds of the window.

Phoenix finally notices his observer, and turns to look at him.

Page 4

Phoenix takes Miles’ hand in his, and lifts it to gently kiss the ring on Miles’ finger. They both move to share a kiss, and their hands shift to hold one another. Miles’ ring sparkles in the sunlight.

Page 5

They link their fingers as they kiss, and the morning creates a quiet atmosphere around them.

They part, but remain close, their fingers fully interlocked. Phoenix greets “Good morning,” with a tender, loving expression as he looks at Miles. Miles’ own expression is soft, unguarded, and fixed on Phoenix.

Page 6

Phoenix and Miles settle back into their shared bed; the morning sun illuminates them. They both smile softly, seeming happy and at peace. Miles rests his head under Phoenix’s neck, and his hand on Phoenix’s chest. One of Phoenix’s hands rests over Miles’ own on his chest, while his other hand holds Miles closer, revealing a matching ring of his own. Both rings shine softly in the sunlight.

Bonus image

A small simple drawing of Phoenix and Miles having fallen asleep again while holding each other as in the final page of the comic.

End ID.]

#narumitsu #wrightworth #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #ace attorney #this is so sappy i nearly choked the entire time i was drawing it #aa #fan art #smooches #ah yes my favorite tag <3 #rendevok #this is vaguely set post AA5 but i truly have no timeline in mind i just want them married #like ding DONG bitches get ur shit together aren’t u tired of pining??? it’s time to go apeshitt and furiously makeout #i’m going to start mashing them together like dolls i dont care anymore!!! #NRMTS KISS RIGHT NOW OR IM BITING BOTH OF YOU #(a win win situation for me) #anyway if you can’t tell i am deeply in love with phoenix and projecting onto miles so hard #who doesn’t love making him down horrendous for a little flavor? #image description and alt text are the same because i suck at those still #writing that out was deeply embarrassing for me bc for whatever reason writing it out is something WAY more visceral than drawing it #i wish to evaporate nobody look at me unless you want to talk about them kissiing more then my dms are open

[sittinginsunflowers]

I never thought the piece of art that would most perfectly capture the complicated, loving, and fraught relationship between mothers and daughters with generational trauma would be a fucking d&d campaign about stoats and nuclear power plants.

Like at it’s core this is the story of exile, filled with all the generational trauma and grief that comes with it. In just seconds, they lost everything they’ve ever known but each other. They lost their childhood homes, their community, and their way of life. All to find that the thing they were taught to respect and thought was an offer of safety, was just secrets, control, and more danger than they’ve ever known.

People joked for years that Brennan made capitalism the big bad, and then Aabria turned around and went “what if we give communism a turn?”

#dimension 20 #aabria iyengar #burrow's end #burrow’s end spoilers #d20 #im going insane over it #it’s like someone snuck into the lunches my mom and I have with my abuela #Like I’m out here fighting for my life every time Erika gives me psychic damage #and maybe it’s just that I’ve been raised by a single mom as a Cuban American with a family that literally rebeled against a regime #but this is literally the best depiction of my family I think I’ve ever seen and I might actually lose my mind about it #anyway #d&d is fucking wild man #also aabria I know you go here and I’m so sorry if this comes across your dash #like idk where you’re going with this but fuck it’s incredible and thanks #also before anyone says anything captialism is an horror and I truly believe that the Last Bast could be beautiful #but my spidery senses and family history have me on the edge of my seat

[boomerang109]

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#i really don’t mind that im the kind of aspec where idk if a relationship is in the cards for me #but it’s so hard trying to figure out my life and just knowing I’m no one’s first choice #and so much of that is just the societal bullshit around independence #but like. it would just be so much easier if i could just get in a relationship and then be like okay now you’re stuck with me #cause rn everything feels so much and so overwhelming and there’s absolutely no one there who has to deal with it other than me and that’s #so unfair. humans aren’t built to go through this life alone #but all I know is that im a burden and I can’t ask for more #I truly have yet to come up with a post graduation plan that doesn’t sound like it’ll make me wanna off myself and isn’t that just great #like oh yay the freedom of being out of school #so I can do anything I want except I don’t want to do anything I just want to disappear forever krjfjfjejsjeje #to delete

[cuteniaarts]

More art of @silima’s OCs, this time featuring Kali, aka the love of my life, + a small infodump of almost everything I know about her. Can’t believe it took me this long to get around to drawing her, considering she’s been living in my head rent free for like a year lol

Bonus version without all my incessant rambles in case you don’t want to look at my shabby handwriting:

#my art #artists on tumblr #original characters #friend’s oc #kali #my brain was going ‘gay gay homosexual gay’ the entire time I was drawing this #can you blame me truly?? #again she’s like exactly my type what was I supposed to do #not fall in love with her??? #actually in that one comic where she had just stabbed nikita’s eye out she looks a lot like suiren #and well... I’m that one person who falls in love with her own OCs #don’t get me wrong I don’t love her just because she looks like ming-hua or suiren #(and a bit like p’li with the braid tbh) #those little coincidences just make me love her even more #I am truly and completely obsessed #girl you got me helpless look into your eyes and the sky’s the- *gets shot* #got possessed by my 13 yo self for a second there don’t mind that #oh also when I say marriage #I am keeping in mind that it is a capitalistic patriarchal institution #and I’m russian so I can’t legally marry her even if it wasn’t a capitalistic patriarchal institution #and obviously her and Soleil are adorable and I would never break them up #BUT THEORETICALLY I WOULD MARRY HER OKAY #I AM STILL ASKING FOR HER HAND IN MARRIAGE #OKAY RANT OVER I’M DONE

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me: right, this chapter is going to be a sensible length for once

also me: writes 10,000 words in three days

#i hope no one minds long chapters #because i swear they get worse each time #i’m not even finished with this one yet and it’s already as long as the last #this fic is just well and truly sucking me into its little world and it’s getting harder to climb out of it #which i really need to do right not so i can go the fuck to sleep #why does inspiration always hit the hardest at times where i should be asleep?? 😭 #i say this like i’m complaining when actually i’m having the best time #i just know i won’t be having the best time when i’m trying to get up at a sensible hour for my scary work meeting tomorrow #four walls #lulu posts

[seventh-district]

so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr 2.2 #hsr spoilers #hsr leaks #the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am #i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before #but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one #so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days #it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me #but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and #gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it #and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story #not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know #but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game #anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :) #and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream #pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we #i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see- #-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out.. #the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!) #i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!? #they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing #Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it #and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet #also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow. #that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!! #not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good #Seven.txt #viddy game stuff

[8rujaa]

okay, i might let people in

#i’ve been nonstop talking to this person for a few days now #like nonstop we’ll have multiple convos going at once and having to use voice messages to catch up to everything lol #our conversations have yet to die since the first one we’ve had #it feels very very very refreshing to find someone who can keep up #and we have so many things in common but like i’ve always found myself to be a lil weird and have out of the ordinary interests #not trying to say that ‘i’m not like other girls’ LMFAO but it’s hard to find ppl with this many things in common #like one or two things i get but we’ve been able to connect on so many things #even like chronic pain which like is nice to find someone who understands #so now i’m like actually excited for the first time about meeting someone #i’m very very excited and they’re so so so sweet #i feel like i can always tell who’s been in therapy because we tend to carry conversations in a similar way … does that make sense??? 🤣 #like u know how there’s ‘gentle parenting’ #i feel like there’s a specific way people who have been in therapy speak to others #they’re always so mindful of boundaries and also reciprocal #in conversations #we also have the same taste in music which is wild cuz i listen to every genre in existence and music from many different languages/culture #our spotify blend goes crazy 🤣🤣 #we’ve only been talking for a week so i’m trying not to get my hopes up but im just excited 😆😆😆 #lmao but like even if we just end up becoming friends i’m still happy to meet someone who’s so similar :D #i’ve been wanting friends who also struggle with the same things so we can do selfcare things together or maybe just chill on high pain day #and we will know how to be there for each other a little better than ppl who don’t get it.. i crave that real bad 🥲 #i realize i sound delulu as fuck cuz i haven’t even met them in person but i can already tell we’re going to get along 😌😌😌😌 #i’m aware of how delulu i sound and maybe i’m getting my hopes up but it truly does feel like i was waiting for someone like this 🥹

[rosicheeks]

Hello my sweet soft trophy,

I see you are in sad girl hours and I am here to say that whilst I am all for you feeling your feelings, I will not let you put yourself down.

Every time you have graced us with a full face reveal it’s like a literal angel has appeared on my timeline. When you post pics of yourself it makes me start to believe in a creator because only some divine being could create something as beautiful as you.

You may be struggling to see the beauty in yourself right now but I guarantee there are people out there willing to give all their earthly possessions just to hold your hand.

These feelings will pass, my treasure, I promise.

#yeahhh uh don’t mind me……. just gonna *hides face and screams a little bit* #this is one of the most heartwarming asks I’ve ever received??? #not sure how to reply tbh I’m still a little speechless #you sent this a few nights ago when I was feeling the big Sad #and I’m going to get to the rest of the ask but I wanted to mention how much I appreciated the first sentence #‘I am all for you feeling your feelings’ ngl I don’t think I’ve ever heard that before and that gave me such a wave of relief #I understand what it was followed with cause I’d say the same exact thing to someone else #it’s just hard to shake sometimes when I’m in sad girl hours and I’m feeling really down #I’ve been rereading the rest of the ask and I still don’t know how to reply? #you are so sweet?????? #thank you doesn’t seem to cut it but thank you 🩷 #I’m going to write this out and put it in my special journal to look at whenever I’m feeling down #I truly don’t feel like I’m worthy of all these compliments and it’s really hard to believe anyone would even want to hold my hand for free #but I think it’s super sweet you think all of these things #and I can’t tell you how much it means to me that you took the time to type it out to send to me #thank you for warming my heart and making me smile 🥰🥰 #I’m going to hold this ask close to my heart 🩷 #ask #sweet asks #fav asks #save

[wikipediary]

Don’t wanna be ‘friends’ (using this term extremely loosely) with this one girl i’m in the same cohort/course with…her belief system + the way she perceives other people and the world is so…i cannot think of a better word so: SHUDDERING. but she’s friends with my circle of cohort/friends so she’ll always be in my circle…?

#she cheated with her ex when her ex already had a new girlfriend and she didn’t feel any remorse at all #she justified her cheating by saying sex is just sex w/her ex & that she wanted her ex’s gf (which she hasn’t even met or known) to feel the #(same things she did hurt; betrayed; cheated on) and i’m like. you’re a fucking cheater? that’s so horrible for you to do? #you don’t even know this girl? she came to be with ur ex in an appropriate way? wdym she deserves to be cheated on because you did… #BY ANOTHER MAN? not even this specific ex? #literally so insane. and she’s like: im going to therapy blah blah blah but clearly you lack the respect and consciousness #me and my friend who listened to her said that she should confess that they cheated with each other to the poor girl but she’s like… #‘not my business’ uhm the fuck it is? you were a third party. and saying that the boy should be the one confessing…uhm WHY NOT U BOTH? #and their relationship (ex and girl) CONTINUED even after the fact and they broke up only recently (early march) and idk if the girl knew #like. truly. i’ve never met someone so incredibly…vile? i guess? what’s a better word for it 😭 #and what’s also so inappropriate about her is that she has like a bf and she keeps droning on about her ex like rent free in her mind #keeps flirting w other men; looking at them and saying she has crushes and all that and want to make a move. like. YOU HAVE A BF? #i don’t wanna be near someone like that. and what’s unfortunate is my close friend is close with her so i’m a ‘friend’ BY association #and that friend of mine also can’t disentangle herself from her bec she’s her first ever friend in uni lmao. so there’s sentimentality there #& we talked abt this w each other; how disappointing it was for her to be like that. and how my friend feels she’s complacent in being okay #with cheating (but she’s not) and i’m like…ugh. #probably one of the worst people i’ve ever met i’m so sorry to say that genuinely. when i’m with her in a grp (i NEVER hang out w her alone) #i feel like my principles r being hijacked and violated and being engulfed by something i’ve kept myself away from lol

[alltoowille]

writing update :)

-i know i said painter au chapter 9 was nearly finished but then i … decided to essentially rewrite it lol (i’m much happier with it now it’ll be worth the extra wait) it’s still not finished but i’m back in the groove and making good progress now

-i wrote a oneshot that people seem to really be enjoying! you know i love a little wilmon confronting trauma moment

-lake house .. so sorry to my lake house stans but editing it is tedious and i really don’t want to update until i’ve edited the past chapters, plus i think chapter 10 may need some rewrites so i’m not sure when she’ll be out but i promise it’s not abandoned! bear with me 😫

-lastly: i don’t want to get anyone’s hopes up but twitter got ahold of my maddierosh fic and really loved it so there’s been some … ideas for a follow up bouncing around in my little brain … it’s not my priority but sometimes i like to churn out a oneshot if i’m struggling with my longer pieces so who knows

thank you for your patience; and if you want faster updates i swear almost every comment i receive genuinely spurs me to open my google docs app and keep going in that very moment so do not underestimate the effectiveness of dropping a short lil comment on an old piece if you’re feeling impatient <3

#i know it’s hard to follow fics when there’s not consistent updates so it truly means so much to me #that people are invested even though im not able to work on such a tight schedule #was just journaling about the difference between working from a place of trying to create content #versus making art #because there is such a difference when i treat my writing updates as social media updates that should be churned out quickly #vs actually making sure that the things im making are deeply aligned with the things i am aiming to examine #i would rather work closely and intentionally and deeply even if that is a slower process #because i know that is the way to create things that truly move people and stick with them which is really important to me #if people are going to spend their time reading my work i want to honor that by giving the most that i can in return #because it really does blow my mind and make my heart feel like it might explode knowing that people are reading my stories #like these things that live in my brain? are in the world? someone commented they were eating breakfast through tears #and i felt so horribly tender towards that person i will never know it just. #is so moving to me #and i’m very very grateful #and all the waiting will be worth it i promise

[honestlyhiswife]

me 🤝 simon riley

#we have too many things in common #which is why i truly adore him #obvs im not gonna say what #but hes such a comfort character too #like not be out of my mind but if he can do it #ig i can do it too #idk #like he’s one of the reasons i’m still going cause like if he got through all that #then i can get through all that #but it sucks that things happen to people when theyre young #me and him the ptsd sisters

[musicalchaos07]

pov: You’re Jonathan Byers trying not to lose his mind on the way to Indiana.

#Jonathan “I put us in this situation goddamn I wish I hadn’t” Byers #My man somwhere in Utah: There is no God except the one between Nancy’s legs #I like to think the whole time he was thinking about how he could’ve had a nice relaxing vacation in Hawkins but nooooo #Meanwhile his gf is in a stolen RV being told she needs to have 6 of her exes children #I truly believe that road trip made him change his mind and say I can go to Emerson actually #What was the ride from Nevada to Indiana like I need to know #I just know he cried in the motel shower somewhere in Kansas #Did my man have a single mixtap with him? Did he force everyone to sit in silence? #Did he desperately dial the radio hoping for an alternative station? Only for Mike to complain? #Jonathan internally playing Road to Nowhere by Talking Heads on loop #Were Mike and El like making out in the backseat while Will just sat there? #Or was it more awkward like Mike and El hadn’t officially broken up yet and Will was just sitting in the middle of them #Did Jonathan say fuck it and drive solo from Nevada to Indiana #Or did he and Argyle take shifts #Did they stop anywhere or was jonathan like no fuck it we’re going pee in the bottle idgaf #I really hope my boy gets a nap before the apocalypse it’s the least he deserves #Jonathan @ Nancy: I’ll tell you everything #Jonathan @ Nancy: I almost killed your brother seven times #Charlie Heaton is just out here like I have played this character for 6 years I know exactly what I’m doing #stranger things #jonathan byers #cali crew #st season 4

[mossflower]

hate it when you start a new piece of media fully intending to be normal about it and then One Specific Character makes you go insane

#this is actually how i normally get into new stuff. and i’m surprised every time. #i fucking hate it #like i can get into lore and themes later. the first few weeks are me shaking a blorbo in a pringles can #like i was going to be normal about toh. unfortunately eda exists. #doctor who? i binged s10 over a couple of days during lockdown and lost my mind over bill #good omens? crowley. tma? martin. the locked tomb? two for one deal this time i got obsessed with gideon and harrow #i’ve been ill the past few days and decided to see if steven universe was actually as bad as everyone makes it out to be #i am now fighting for my fucking life trying not to be obsessed with pearl and i’m LOSING. this is truly my lowest point #sigh. anyway

[milo-is-rambling]

I hate having to pee but I love drinking water. Do you see my problem here

#sorry to announce if I had a dick I would piss in bottles instead of getting out of bed #truly would rot away in my room if possible #anyways. gonna go piss and will my water cup again and grab an ice cube for my bong #okay wait I feel the need to defend my previous statement. not regularly. like. just if I’m too high or like right abojt to fall asleep. #no okay I grossed myself out a little at the thought of pee bottles next to my bed. okay never mind #having a dick daydream over

[phoenixtakaramono]

:) If any of my readers who are eagerly anticipating my new upcoming writing project, you can head on over to my Twitter | X for another sneak peek of The Name of the Game ch1.

#phoenix talks #the name of the game #only if you’re curious though and don’t mind spoilers #keep in mind this comes from an early draft; somethings mught change in the final draft on AO3 #this offer only exists now bc the tweet will inevitably be buried underneath all my other twts so take advantage of it now my curious ones #no main tags are used bc I only want the readers who are truly curious to go out of their way to see it #this way it TNotG ch1 can still remain a surprise ❤️ #I’m having fun with my first QT *evil laughs* so many things are foreshadowed in just the prologue

[rosicheeks]

hey, i know covid sucks right now, but it’ll get better ok? maybe read a book you’ve been meaning to read, get plenty to eat and drink, and take care of yourself above all. i wish i could be there to hold you and take care of you while you’re sick, but you’re always in my thoughts. and i wish it was under better circumstances, but i hope you know: i’m happy to see you on my dash again. i missed you a lot.

-🌸

#^^^ me and you 🥺🥺 #thank you so much for everything #you are such a sweetheart I can’t handle it!!! #all of your encouraging and heart warming asks mean the world to me #truly #like I’ve said before even if I don’t reply every single ask means so much to me #whenever I see the 🌸 I always feel warmth and love 🥰 #maybe I’ll try to read a book! #I’m definitely one of those girlies who has a billion books cause I love books but my attention span sometimes doesn’t let me read #so maybe this will be the perfect time to get back into reading! #I was thinking about doing some of my paint by number painting that I’m doing for my dad #but idk if that’s the best idea??? #sounds super dumb and I know it’s probably my anxiety and germaphobia and all that bullshit #but will covid get onto the painting if I paint while I’m sick????? #sounds so so dumb but my mind keeps going there hahaha #awwww you’re so cute 🥰 #yes I was taking a break because of that anon but I also was on my family trip for the past week and i had absolutely no free time #even at night I would try and scroll for a second and before I knew it I would pass out #I missed you too my little 🌸🥺 #I really hope you’re doing alright! #I’m sending you all my love and hugs 🤗 #ask #🌸 anon