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YOUR CASSIE DESIGN IS SO PRETTY AAAAAAA
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CASSIE MOMENT!!
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villagetv · 4 years
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ACCEPTANCES !
okay  yall,  here  it  is  !  i  seriously  had  such  a  hard  time  deciding  between  all  of  these  apps  because  every  single  one  of  them  was  amazing  to  read  and  so  wonderful.  i  wish  i  could  accept  everyone  !  but  seriously,  i  just  want  to  thank  you  all  for  the  hard  work  you’ve  done,  and  for  applying  at  all.  i  did  not  think  in  my  wildest  dreams  that  this  group  was  going  to  get  this  many  applications,  but  i’m  so  glad  it  did  and  i’m  so  inspired  by  all  the  people  who  went  above  and  beyond  in  their  applications.  i  literally  loved  every  one  that  i  got,  and  it  was  nearly  impossible  to  choose  for  me.  you  all  should  feel  proud  of  your  work  whether  or  not  you’re  accepted.  again,  thank  you  so  so  so  much  <3
below  the  cut  are  the  list  of  acceptances,  with  my  (slightly  rambly)  comments.  accepted  applicants  will  have  24  hours  to  send  in  their  accounts.  after  that,  i  will  be  going  through  the  remaining  applicants  for  that  spot  before  opening  it  for  new  applications  !  as  accounts  are  sent  in  i’ll  be  sending  out  the  discord  link. again,  i  love  you  all  so  much  and  thank  you  for  bearing  with  me  through  this. 
MUSE A: NAOMI AHN has been cast in the role of ZOEY LEE ( mun: zia ! )
zia, you are an amazing writer! when i read your bios for naomi and zoey, i was in AWE at not only your skills, but also the way that every piece of information added something important to understanding both of their characters. to me, they embody the drive and competitive spirit of muse a, but added super interesting twists on the characters. i’m excited to see where you take naomi and zoey, and i can’t wait to rp with you!
MUSE B: PALOMA VIDAL has been cast in the role of VALENTINA ROMERO ( mun: izzy ! )
izzy, all of the apps for muse b were amazing -- hands down the best group of apps for any muse, so this decision was super difficult. but for me, your app really stood out because you approached muse b in a different way. reading your biography for her, i felt like you really understood the real person behind the spotlight that seems to shine on muse b. and paloma? WOW. i absolutely love the character you’ve created, and every muse post, headcanon and edit proved that (those promo posters? AMAZING.) overall, you did a fantastic job and i can’t wait to see where you go with paloma!
MUSE C: JUDE MADSEN-WELLS has been cast in the role of BROOKS BENNETT ( mun: b ! )
b, the minute i finished reading your application, i said “we have our muse c!” the bio was so well thought out (and i loved the format, i thought it was beyond cute!) not only do i love harry styles, but i love jude -- and i can’t wait to see how his personality influences his character and vice versa. when writing the bones of muse c, i got a little worried because it is the type of character that can get stereotypical or unbelievable without care or thought put into it, but every detail you brought with the muse posts really solidified to me that you understand muse c. there are no doubts in my mind you’ll play this character beautifully! 
MUSE D: GABRIEL ALEXANDER has been cast in the role of PHILLIP LOGAN ( mun: mimi ! )
mimi, reading your application i felt super excited to see what you are going to do next with gabe, and that excitement kind of mirrors his character to me! you gave me just enough to keep me guessing, but within that you gave me a strongly defined character with the little things that make a person who they are. i also really loved your take on muse d and it was exactly what i imagined. amazing job! 
MUSE F: WILLIAM LAWTON has been cast in the role of JAMES CONROY ( mun: amanda ! )
amanda, both(!!) of your apps were incredible. i’m heartbroken i can’t accept you for both muses honestly, because the effort that you put in was above and beyond, and i really went back and forth for a long time. however, one thing that was never in doubt was that you belong in this group, and i was ultimately so happy to accept your app for muse f! will is already such a quirky, dynamic character and his backstory was by FAR the most imaginative and original one i saw in any app. and your interpretation of muse f was spot-on! one thing that particularly struck me was the quote “james conroy is good at heart” because that’s so essential to his character, and it’s something that was missing from other apps. thank you so much for your dedication and i can’t wait to see you on the dash!
MUSE G: PAYTON JAMES HARLOW has been cast in the role of HARPER HAYES ( mun: ali ! )
ali, this app was absolutely the most fun to read because it was so incredibly detailed and thought out. i know you said i didn’t have to read everything but i totally wanted even more! with the timelines and the family background included, i literally felt like i was reading not only about payton but about her entire universe and that made me scream because i was so excited!! what absolutely clinched your application for me was your interpretation of muse g because it was just so? right? gahhh i’m rambling but i’m so happy with this application and so excited to rp with you!
MUSE H: HARVEY STRATHMORE has been cast in the role of MATTI JAMES ( mun: riley ! )
riley, the work that you put into this app is astounding to me! everything about harvey shines off the page, and all the details you added made him feel living and breathing. he’s such a unique character and i’m really looking forward to seeing where you decide to take him! i especially loved the edits you provided as i thought they were super creative. now muse h is my baby of all the muses, and so i was really worried i wasn’t going to find anyone who i thought could strike the right balance with him. but your app literally embodied how i feel about muse h, like i had to check i didn’t write it myself. it was incredible! congratulations and i’m excited to write with you!
MUSE I: YANG JAEBIN has been cast in the role of FLETCHER PARK ( mun: sarah ! )
sarah, i really enjoyed your app and your interpretation of muse i! i think it’s really perfect and i love the symbiosis that jaebin and fletcher have. looking at your pinterest board really solidified for me that you had a strong grasp on both your muse and the character they play, and i can’t wait to see what you do with both of them! congratulations :-)
MUSE J: HONOR CLARKE-MONTGOMERY has been cast in the role of CASSIE HWANG ( mun: victoria ! )
this was definitely the hardest decision i had to make tonight, because all the apps were absolutely fantastic. i loved reading every single character you all came up with -- honor is no exception. with her incredibly detailed backstory, stats, and muse posts, i was in awe of how well you portrayed her. but victoria, your interpretation of muse j was just so perfect! it wasn’t exactly the way i’d pictured her when i had first imagined the skeletons, but now that i’ve read your app i literally can’t picture her any other way. you understood her in a way that the other apps (and even me!!) didn’t. and cassie’s deeper similarities with honor... chef’s kiss! i’m so ecstatic that you’ve applied and i can’t wait to see what you do with honor. 
MUSE K: KAIA BURKE has been cast in the role of LARA LAMBE ( mun: v ! )
v, i fell in love with kaia and lara while reading your app, and that’s how i knew it had to be you! you really understood the charismatic energy of muse k and brought it to the forefront. i absolutely loved the muse blog you created! reading her backstory was awesome, but then looking at the magazine edits you created? the timeline of all her films? the awards she’s received? oh my gosh, it was amazing. thank you for bringing this vision to life so perfectly!
MUSE L: ATLAS GREENE has been cast in the role of XAVIER HASTINGS ( mun: deven ! )
deven, i was totally blown away by this app! muse l was definitely one of the skeletons that was most mysterious to me and i was expecting to see a lot of different interpretations. i absolutely LOVED yours (especially all your muse posts! so perfect), and i think in your hands muse l has so much potential. and atlas!! i love him as a character, he’s completely different from any other app i received and i’m so excited to see where you take him. but even further than that i can clearly see all the blood, sweat, and tears you put into him, and it paid off. i’m so excited to see you on the dash!
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ad1thi · 5 years
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avengers endgame
this film ruined me
don’t get me wrong 
i loved the film
but it ruined me
i don’t know how to function in a world where tony stark is gone
i genuinely don’t
i’m not ready for a marvel cinematic universe where he isn’t there anymore
but i just
i needed somewhere to write down how i feel about this film
so here it is:
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(spoilers under the cut)
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(sorry guys i couldn’t help myself)
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thoughts about the film in (mostly) chronological order:
i said this ages ago and it was very satisfying that carol saved tony. and i love tony and nebula’s soft friendship so much and i wish we could’ve seen more of it
the naked happiness and surprise on nebula’s face when tony says that she won makes me cry so much, because she’s so used to always losing and here is this man who she’s never met before who is completely okay w her winning (her own sister wasn’t okay w her winning)
i love that carol saved tony, but i hate that rhodey wasn’t the first person to get to tony. don’t get me wrong- my stevetony heart jumped out when steve ran up to him and wrapped his arms around him, but a huge visceral part of me wishes that it had been rhodey
i hated seeing tony that thin. i know that it was necessary and it fits, but it broke my heart
i loved the continuity of this film. tony has been saying for years that there’s a bigger threat out there and they all dismissed him as paranoid and now this bigger threat came and killed half the universe and tony? tony almost died in space. the anger and pain in that scene, the way he singles out steve and thrusts the arc reactor on him before collapsing, that scene gives me vindictive pleasure
i also really appreciate clint’s arc in this. i feel like a rogue merc assassin who singles out mobsters that survived the snap that claimed his family is very in character for him
scott and cassie’s reunion made my heart soar
and i should say; this film is the first avengers film where the characters give tony the respect he deserves
the fact that they first turn to tony for help; the fact that neither steve nor natasha try to pressure him or manipulate him into helping; the fact that steve trusts his plan almost immediately; thats the deference tony deserved from film 1 and i’m glad he finally got it 
this film gave steve a personality- yall have no idea how long i’ve waited for steve rogers to have a personality. this is the first film where we see steve rogers instead of captain america(TM) and it makes me sad that its taken that long
THOR’S BEER BELLY IS EVERYTHING. that is how normal people (and asgardians apparently) mourn
but i have to say, this film didn’t acknowledge loki at all and i think thats so shitty given that ragnorak paved for their relationship
i wish there had been some acknowledgment that thor was mourning loki as well
like him stopping in front of loki’s prison for a second, or him mentioning his brother in passing
this film found me asgardian family trope baited and i don’t appreciate that
i wish we’d had more rhodey&nebula scenes and more tony&nebula scenes, but i am happy with what i had
i have to say though, the film script was very well done everything tied together really well and nothing seemed particularly forced or out of place
NATASHA DYING THOUGH
that 
that broke me
i mean, it makes sense, since natasha and tony were the first 2 avengers introduced to the mcu and so they should be the ones to die (in this house we don’t acknowledge the incredible hulk as a film) but that still took me by surprise
i wish they’d done it differently though
i wish clint and natasha hadn’t fought, i wish that clint would’ve walked with her to the end of the cliff, held her close and then just let go
i feel like the fight cheapened it, and tried to add this shock effect that just didn’t exist
clint has a family, i always knew it was going to be natasha
steve, tony, thor- i was prepared fo; but natasha blindsided me
speaking of steve and tony
there were so many stevetony moments in this film?
tony yelling at steve after he comes back from space
tony quipping w steve 5 years later “i miss that giddy optimism” 
steve appreciating that tony is risking his daughter’s life for this hell mission- and acknowledging that
“do you trust me?” “i do”
ALSO TONY SPENDS HIS TIME STARING AT STEVE’S ASS i gotta say when you’re staring at another fella’s ass it means you’re gay them’s the rules
BEFORE I FORGET
THAT SCENE WITH HOWARD
im in 2 minds about it
because
don’t get me wrong; i hate howard stark
but this is about tony
and i think there’s something very cathartic about the fact that tony got to see his dad as the person people said he was, instead of the man who abused him all his life
and idk i feel like he needed that
i’ve gotta be honest though, i feel robbed of an edwin jarvis and tony scene. edwin jarvis was the man that raised tony, not howard- and i so wish he could’ve gotten a chance to talk to the man one last time
one of the biggest losses in the MCU is when tony loves JARVIS, the AI that’s been with him through everything; and i genuinely feel like it would’ve been more appropriate for him to talk to Edwin rather than H*ward
the irondad and spiderson feels jumped out in this film too
i genuinely believe that this film was the penultimate in tony’s arc; because everybody else is fighting for the casualties they can’t see but tony is fighting the casualty he did see
tony stark is fighting for peter parker and peter parker alone and you can not change my mind 
everybody else is avenging the world, tony stark is avenging his son
which is why i adore that scene in the final battle where tony cuts peter off mid sentence to give him a hug and i just -
tony stark’s death ruined me
it genuinely broke my heart
and i think its very “full circle” that he says ‘i am iron man’ and that rhodey is the first person to reach him after he uses the stones, that pepper says “its okay we’ll be okay you can rest now” 
that line is so important because tony was fighting for them. for his spiderkid, for his wife, for his bestfriend, and he can rest knowing that he saved their lives
speaking of the final battle though, i genuinely don’t appreciate the implication that steve is worthy enough to wield Mjolnir
idk 
something about that rubs me wrong
and as much as i love steve’s ending scene and the fact that the shield goes to sam (bucky letting sam go see old!steve?? that moment between them?? i love that) i genuinely believe that the film should’ve ended with tony’s funeral
i do not appreciate that wendy bitchimoff got her own scene because i do not appreciate wendy bitchimoff
that should’ve been clint and steve; because natasha and steve’s friendship is literally one of the only good things to come out of steve’s arc in the mcu
anyway
the film should’ve ended with morgan asking for cheeseburgers 
because this mcu belongs to tony stark
and this film is the only avengers film where tony is given his due
and it is only the film where he dies
so excuse me
while i go cry
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bugborgs · 5 years
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ENDGAME REACTIONS FROM MEMORY
quotes are not exact bc unfortunately i have the memory of a 90 year old granpa AND ALSO my reactions/recollection of events are absolutely NOT in order lol BUT
also again anyone who wants to is free to message me if u wanna talk about the movie or if you want spoilers i guess??? lol ALSO im gonna turn anon on like i said after i post this 
Someone in my theater actually brought a bigass infinity guantlet and wore it to the screening lol
I don't really like Tony much but ngl the opening scene with him and Nebula on the Milano was so good omg
I love Scott so muchSCOTT-CASSIE REUINUON WAS SO GOOD I CRY
i love that nebula and rhodey seem to be friends omg??? like she called him specifically to make fun of scott im djhkdjhsd
“Rhodey, be careful coming in, there’s an idiot on the landing strip”
hulk giving scotty a taco after his got blown away lmaooo
LOTS of cheers and clapping when cap held mjolnir!!! like SO much you guys
HUGE cheers when everyone was un-dusted
when t’challa, okoye, and shuri showed up, i heard several “Wakanda Forever!”’s from my audience
i think the guy sitting next to me even did the Wakanda Forever arm cross
LOTS of cheers from my audience when pepper showed up in an iron suit
lots of cheers when valkyrie showed up on her pegasus too!!
People were actually audibly crying at the end
there were at least a couple distinct criers i could make out
you will Know When if you've seen it
I wasn't one of the those people but no disrespect to those that did i feel u man
I DID however cry like a fucking bitch at Nebula's scenes
So many of them
Y'all I was near sobbing what the fuck
And Gamora???? Wtf TEARS
not. Happy that she's still Dead but ://///
"I have blasters, or you could use knives if you want"
"Ooh yes please use knives!"
Agfdjdhdhdjdg????
mantis what the fuck
Mantis darling.......you've been hanging out with Nebula too much jahsgshsgs
"As far as I'm concerned that is the ass of america"
"That IS America's ass"
I'm still crying about nebula
My endgame wishlist mostly came true lmao
They almost made me feel a Tiny emotion for Clint and nat so like
Good job marvel
Almost
CAROL’S SHORT HAIR AAAAAAAAAA
I'M GAY
IM SO GAY
I called nat dying but it was iN JOKE FORM LMFAO I joked about it with my friend for last minute predictions last night
And rhen it DID happen and I'm laughing fuck
I almost had like 10 heart attacks over Nebula this movie
Nebula. ........😭😭😭😭😭
"You can change" "he won't let me" fuck u marvel
"I tried to kill you several times. Then we became friends. And then sisters"
What the FUCK yall
Fuck
Peter dancing and singing along to come and get your love.......classic
"He's an idiot, isn't he?" "Yeah"
I'm not. suuuuuper happy about the Peter-Gamora scene
I know it's pre guardians Gamora so she like. Has no attachment to him or anything but
Idk it seemed callous to turn it into a joke after Peter's reaction + what happened in IW
i kind of laughed tho ngl but i hated myself for it kjsdfkhjfshkjs
I have mixed feelings about the Nebula - Gamora scene at the Avengers compound like I'm not mad? But it left me feeling SO SAD
I don't know how I feel
Nebula.................
im just gonna like
cry about nebula all night
fuck
y’all im so sad
Thor killed me this entire fycking movie
I wish we'd had more valkyrie but omg I'm so happy to see her
NEW ASGARD
Idrk how I feel about caps end?? like
ok i guess
i SERIOUSLY thought tho like
when they panned over to him on the bench
that they were gonna turn him around and he was gonna be just
a fuckin SKELETON
OLD MAN SKELETON
that would have been hilarious but also terrible and im glad it didnt happen but i also kind of wanted it to lol
Sam receiving caps shield tho...!!!!
Nebula should have killed thanos lol
Sorry you can't change my mind :)
that being said seeing thor fucking decapitate thanos was fucking amazing god bless
sidenote this movie was a lot?? bloodier than i was expecting esp with other marvel movies that avoiding showing blood/death
like the dora milaje killmonger killed in bp comes to mind considering hawkeye. slits a dude’s throat in this movie
and you see blood
lmfao
OK THAT’S??? A LOT?? OF THOUGHTS
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE MORE BUT THIS MOVIE WAS SO LONG Y’ALL I BARELY MANAGED TO REMEMBER ALL OF THIS
im still crying about nebula
im never gonna not cry about nebula
ANYWAYS I HAD A LOT OF FUN i wanna go rewatch it like. immediately. i still stand by my tag statement that i dont think it’s a perfect movie and i have some issues with it but honestly? most of my main wishes came true so i can like
not forgive it but i can overlook it :^)
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aubzylynn · 7 years
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Word Count: 2056 Warnings: Fuckton of fluff. Yall know how I do. I broke Sarah when I initially sent this to her. Request: Hey babe, I absolutely love your writting, could you write a 5 times steve was hipnotized with the readers voice? Pweaseeee?! Love you xxx A/N: Heyyyy, guys! I’m on the road to NY as we speak! Special shout out to @sarahwroteathing cuz I’m gonna see her fuckin gorgeous face in a little over 24 hours and I COULDN’T BE HAPPIER!!!! This is queued up for your reading pleasure. Please remember to comment & tell me what you think about my stories! Make my roadtrip stops better by having sweet words to read!!! I always love reading what you guys have to say! You guys be good. I love you all very much! 
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The first time Steve is hypnotized by your voice is when he finds you laughing with Scott’s daughter, Cassie. The music of your giggles was a luxury he wasn’t used to. So soft, so beautiful, so full of a joy he hasn’t felt in years. Bucky notices the way his best friend’s attention is suddenly captured by you and tells him to go introduce himself. Steve cracks a smile and dismisses the thought immediately with a slow pull from his beer.
He can’t help but spare glances your way while the party plays around him. You’re perfectly content sitting with the little girl, telling her stories and laughing at hers in turn. Tony wanders over to you, and Steve watches as your face falls into an easy smile. He wishes he could hear the undoubtedly sweet way you greet him. There’s just something about you, he knows that everything you do has an undercurrent of grace.
Tony gestures over to where Steve, Bucky, and Sam are sitting and your eyes trail to him. His heart stutters as your eyes meet his and a small smile graces your lips. You turn back to Tony, taking his proffered hand and rising to your feet.
Steve turns suddenly, hoping to look like he’d been in Bucky and Sam’s conversation and not watching you from the corner of his eye-- y’know, the perfect embodiment of nonchalance -- only to find that his friends had left and he hadn’t realized it. He scanned the room, slightly panicked, until he found Bucky over by the bar with a smug smile firmly in place as his eyes flickered between Steve and the woman that had captured his friend’s attention.
That jerk, he set this little meeting up! And Steve was sure that he was none too subtle about it. Tony would surely have a field day knowing he’d been mesmerized by you. But Steve couldn’t dwell on it for too long. You’re laughing at something Tony says as you both come to a full stop before him.
“Cap, have you met this beauty? She’s my assistant, I could have sworn you’d been introduced before--”
You laugh, pushing your shoulder into Tony’s side. “I’m Bruce’s assistant. He’s not gonna be happy if you keep trying to steal me away.”
“Jolly Green knows I like to push his buttons.”
You shake your head good naturedly at Tony before extending your hand and telling Steve your name. He repeated it, tasting it in his mouth as he smiled at you and shakes your hand.
You duck your head, suddenly struck shy by the unintentional intensity of his gaze. Your voice was rendered soft and sweet, feeling suddenly coy. “It’s nice to finally meet you, Captain Rogers--”
“Call me Steve. Please.” His lips quirked up as your neck grew hot. Your name is called behind you. Turning, you find Cassie frantically waving you over. As you turn back to the boys in front of you, you duck your head again in apology. “Excuse me, gentlemen, there’s an urgent matter that requires my attention.”
Steve can feel his heart swelling as he watches you suppress your smile and skip across the room to Cassie.
“Y’know, she’s just as smitten with you, gramps. I’ve only heard that voice when she met Wilson a few weeks back.”
Steve shakes his head, trying so hard to focus on Tony’s words. “What d’you mean?”
“That almost sickeningly sweet tone she was using? Her voice does that when she’s around people she admires.”
Steve scoffs, watching you laugh and pick up Cassie. “Admires?”
“Is it so crazy to believe?” Tony asks, watching Steve as he watches you. “She could be really good for you.”
The second time, Steve’s walking through the compound. He’s just finished up his training with Wanda, decidedly making his way to the kitchen for a bottle of water before heading to his room to shower. He heard cabinets closing, ceramic cups clinking together, and a soft melody wafting through the air. When he enters, he finds you by the stove mixing tea bags into a pot of simmering water. You’re lost in your own head as you hum and dance around in the space.
You tossed your hair over your shoulder as you started to sway to the song, humming and singing under your breath. It’s the most beautiful sound he’s ever heard, only second to your laugh.
He could stand here and listen to your quiet melodies for hours, but Steve also doesn’t want to look like some creep just standing here and watching you make tea. You’ve had a few encounters, a few more conversations, but Steve wouldn’t say this was a friendship. Not just yet.
Your favorite crooning song comes on, you can feel the smile light up your face. You feel brave and sing just a little louder. Not by much though, because this tower is full of people and you have an irrational fear of people hearing you sing. An instrumental reprieve has you swaying again as you remove the tea from the pot and get the cups ready.
“Hey, you.”
Your heart skips in your chest as a smile takes over your face. You turn to face Steve, who’s smiling politely and ducking into the fridge for a water bottle. “Hiya, Steve.”
“How’s your day going?”
“Mmh, ya know, listening to my favorite calming songs and making tea for myself and Bruce is really awfully stressful.” you grin through your sarcasm, giggling a bit at the end. Steve smiles as he watches you pour the tea gracefully into the cups. “Oh, I’m glad I found you, though. Bruce was saying that he needed you to come by the lab for a bit. You know, just--whenever you have time.”
“Yeah, of course. Let me get cleaned up and I’ll be up there soon.”
“Okay.”
He grins at you as he leaves, and you can’t help but smile at him while feeling your heart inflate at the thought of seeing him again.
The third time, Steve’s in the middle of a mission debrief. He’s mid sentence when he hears your laugh echoing from the next room over. He knows it’s you. There’s no one else that has a laugh that makes his heart sing like this.
He shakes it off, hoping no one noticed his momentary pause and continued to give his report until he takes his seat.
After that, he can’t focus. His attention is captured by your muffled voice. He’s wondering who you’re speaking to, what you’re doing on this floor. Would it be inappropriate to ask you on a date? You had known each other for quite some time now… How would Dr. Banner feel about Steve dating his assistant? Should he ask his permission first? No, that’s silly you’re not his daughter or anything. Maybe he’ll just ask him about it? See what he thinks?
Steve has to resist finding you after they’re dismissed. He would probably just end up asking you on a date by blurting it out, and that’s not how he wanted to do this. You deserved more finesse.
The fourth time, Steve is accompanying you to an awards banquet in Dr. Banner’s honor. Bruce was still missing in action, so you accepted the award on his behalf. The way you spoke with such love and adoration for the man that most of the world feared sent Steve tumbling head over heels for you. As you spoke about the work that you helped Bruce with, you were filled with passion and confidence, and Steve couldn’t get enough of it.
Sure, over the past few months that you two had been dating exclusively, he’d seen some of this. But, for you to bear your soul to the whole conference, to have such power and conviction in your voice; something rose up in Steve and he knew he wanted to marry you. Right now. This second.
The thought both thrilled and terrified him, but he knew he needed to pump the breaks. You hadn’t discussed marriage...or a family for that matter. You weren’t even his girlfriend, officially, yet. Steve decides at the end of the night that he’s going to ask you to be his girl and that you’ll take it a step at a time after that.
Once you got back to the table, Steve rose out of his seat respectfully and pulled your chair out for you. That little bit of old time charm always made you blush. When he sat back down, you grabbed your phone off the table and swiped open the camera app, telling him to scoot closer. You situated the award between you both and took several pictures: from the sweet ones you’d keep for yourself to the goofy one you planned on sending to Bruce.
Opening your chat thread, you deflate a little seeing he hasn’t responded. You’d sent him multiple texts over the time he’s been gone. You added your picture to the line of texts, including: Miss you, boss! Hope your vacay is worth it. I’ll keep this safe for you. <3
Steve watches your face as you hit send, pulling you into a half hug and kissing your temple. “I just don’t want him to think I’ve forgotten him.” You explain, knowing he’d seen the thread of unresponded messages.
Steve pulled you in for another kiss in your hair. The capacity in which you loved people around you made his chest puff with pride. “I know, sweetheart. I know.”
The fifth time, Steve needed to hear your voice. He needed it like a drug. He’d been dragged back into the fight and it’s been weeks since he’s seen you. He calls you as soon as he collapses on the quinjet, needing you to calm him down.
The phone rings and rings, each seeming longer than the last until your sleepy voice comes through. “Steve?”
His shoulders relax, slumping with relief. If he could wrap himself in the sleepy way you said his name, he would die a happy man. He sits with it, soaks it in for a moment, forgetting you’re actually on the phone.
“Stevie?” Your voice rises a little in panic. “Are you okay?”
He realizes he hasn’t said anything and smiles apologetically even though you can’t see it. “Sorry, sweetheart. I’m okay.”
“Are you sure?” You tease, some of the roughness ebbing out of your voice. “Use your Life Alert if you need it, okay? I can’t fly halfway across the world just to help you get up.”
He laughs quietly, not wanting to disturb his teammates. “God, I miss you,” He blurts out. He hears your smile when you tell him you miss him too and it makes his heart flutter. “We’re on our way home.”
“Good. I’m in desperate need of a hug from my boyfriend. He’s been gone way too long. Oh, while I’ve got you on the phone, I need your opinion on something.” You’re suddenly more alert as you speak, but Steve is lost in the all-consuming way his heart swells when you talk. He’s distracted by the smile on his face and the way he feels lighter than air. How long has he been in love with you? Why is he only now realizing that he hasn’t said it to you yet? Did you know?
He gathers his courage, feeling like he has to tell you right now. He’s running on just a few hours of sleep, and this might not be the best decision, but damn it, it feels important. “Hey, sweetheart?” he calls, waiting for your full attention.
“Yes, dear?”
His lip quirks up in a boyish smile as he takes a deep breath, willing his nerves away. “I love you.”
Your end of the phone is silent for a moment and it sends Steve into a panic. Was it too soon? It was probably too soon. He just needed you to know. He didn’t expect for you to say it back--
He hears a quiet, disbelieving laugh on your end, and he can practically see the smile you’re wearing as you say, “I love you, too, Steve.”
That was absolutely hypnotising. Before he realizes it, the words are tumbling from his mouth, “Say it again? Please?”
“I love you, Steve.”
God, he could live in this bliss forever.
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koobibias · 5 years
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HELLO! i just got back from seeing avengers endgame and i am SCREAMING!!!!! im gonna yell my thoughts under a read more so that i don’t spoil anyone and if you hit the read more and see it for yourself then i’m only partially to blame. with that being said if you’ve seen it and need someone to yell about it with hmu because i probably have a lot more to say than this!
OKAY SO:
the beginning with clint’s family had me feeling some type of way and that way was PAIN
WHEN CAROL FOUND TONY AND NEBULA!!! YALL I WAS PUNCHING THE AIR!!!!!
and god everyone’s general dismay and shit back on earth.... fucked up man fucked UP
also that one nameless one scene character being lgbt...... nah marvel u gotta do much better than that..... give valkyrie a gf...... give carol a gf because she had the gayest haircut i’ve ever seen yall!
TIME TRAVEL!!!! BACK TO THE FUTURE YALL I WAS DYING!
FUCK when scott came back and looked for cassie’s name on the mural, yall i was begging it not to be that i was just straight up ready to walk THE FUCK OUT
THEIR REUNION HAD ME SOBBING TOO LIKE FULL ON TEARS AND IT DIDN’T STOP FROM THERE
like hate scarjo but natasha got me fucked up too.... yall arent allowed to make me soft for a character when she ain’t gonna **** yall..... dont do it
i cant remember much cause im full of adrenaline and it’s 2am but we’re trying
when thor got thanos’ head.... yall i was THATS MY GOD OF THUNDER BABEY!
MORGAN!!!! YALL AINT ALLOWED TO DO THAT I GOT SO MUCH SOFT READY FOR PARENT-CHILD DYNAMICS
when nat was ready to throw her life down (literally ha ha) for the soul stone i was like.... sobbing that was like the saddest scene for me and i haven’t even cared for black widow since 2012/3 yall
someone already spoiled the cap and mjonir part for me so i was ready for that
THOR HAVING A DAD BOD/BEER BELLY!!!! ICONIC!!!!! FAT KING!!!!! HE SAID FUCK CONVENTIONAL BEAUTY AND SAID FAT PPL RIGHTS!!!!! I HAVE A SUPERHERO BODY NOW YALL
and as an aside; the new asgard is definitely in scotland i saw irn bru (a scottish soda) in the background and was like..... that’s my brew yall!!!!! yeehaw!
they truly pulled out the stops for this it really was so SO good
ON YOUR LEFT!!!! WHEN TCHALLA AND SHURI AND OKOYE SHOWED UP!!!!! ICONIC
AND EVERYONE ELSE POPPING UP!!!!! GOTTA UN-RIP THEM
VALKYRIE ON THE PEGASUS!!!!! PEPPER IN HER SUIT!!!!! HOPE SHOWING UP!!!!! THE WAKANDAN ARMIES!!!!!! SHURI BEING A LIL BADASS!!!!! THE GUARDIANS TOO!!!! MANTIS AND QUILL!!!!
yall..... i’ll be honest with you as exciting as all of that was..... if you know me at all, if you know me, spiderman fan since 2002..... yall know EXACTLY WHO i was waiting for showing up and when he did.... yall i was ALMOST the BIGGEST white and nearly applauded in the cinema
WHEN PETER AND TONY HUGGED.... THIS IS NICE..... GOODBYE
PETER IS SO CUTE AND SOFT IN HIS LIKE...... 10 MINUTES OF SCREENTIME
WHEN HE GOT THE GLOVE FROM TCHALLA..... WHEN HE FLEW AROUND ON MJONIR..... WHEN HE MET VALKYRIE AND CAROL!!!!!!
HI PETER PARKER
man i was so aware than one of the big three were gonna die i just knew something would happen with them and while im SO HAPPY thor is alive i was legit SAD when tony died like yall arent allowed to do that i had to hold my sobs in in a crowded cinema
on top of that..... peter and pepper reacting..... god me so fucked up i couldnt handle it at all that shit aint allowed
peter and ned reuniting )-:
peter and aunt may )))))-:
scott hope and cassie )))))-:
tony talking to howard in the 70s about being a dad /-:
quill looking for gamora)))))-: even if they tried to make it LESS SAD by his ego fight with thor that shit made me sad
thor and frigga ))))-: how he wanted to save her but she told him not to and it was just so heartbreaking to see how broken he was after all of the shit he went through and now im fuckin sobbing again thanks for nothing marvel
the wild jane cameo..... yall THE FUCK?
thor making valkyrie king of new asgard is truly the lgbt rep we deserve..... give her a queen you cowards
the whole funeral scene,,,,,,, clint and wanda talking about the people they loved knowing they won.... yall they arent allowed to make me feel for characters i dont care about
and like steve getting his dance and a happy life with peggy like it was the perfect way for his story to end and im happy for him i really am
god it was just really good and im glad i said fuck it and went to the late showing instead of waiting until tomorrow (today?) and i hope everyone else is satisfied with it the way i am and now im pumped for phase 4 and i cant wait for spider-man far from home and im just So Ready god damn!!!
okay thank u for reading congrats on making it to the end i hope you enjoyed the movie and enjoyed this and if not then that’s okay and if you don’t agree with me then that’s okay! the beauty of these things is that we don’t have to agree, so long as you don’t change your opinion based on anything else. okay bye. 
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