#I’ve hit rock bottom

[manwrre]

i’m so desperate to feel something that i’ve resorted to rafexreader fics and i’m inserting barry where possible oh great heavens

#rafebarry #this is real desperation #i’ve hit rock bottom #there’s nowhere else to go

[ckygetsjobs]

Urge to rewatch haggard JUST for the scene with Jess

#I’ve hit rock bottom #Hyperfixation on him is back since I watched like an hour of the two hour podcast that came out with the Margera family #He looks so hot with a bandana in haggard #Like he’s just ughhhh #I regret watching it but at the same time I missed my hyperfixation on him and I admit I’m going to be very annoying about it today #So fair warning

[bonesblubs]

Tell me why I’ve taken like 8 personality quizzes and have gotten Wei Wuxian every time. What are they trying to tell me

#to delete later #can you tell I’m procrastinating work #I know I’ve hit rock bottom when I google personality quizzes

[kyngsnake]

ad victoriam soldier

#I haven’t decided if I’ve peaked or hit rock bottom but either way I still think this is funny #fallout #fallout 4 #paladin danse #brotherhood of steel #autumn art

[mrslatifi]

#I’ve cracked the code #emmie told me she doesn’t get how my brain works #no one does #not even me #but am I wrong #formula 1 #f1 #formula one #f1 memes #sebastian vettel #kimi raikkonen #sv5 #mick schumacher #logan sargeant #when you hit rock bottom #and you wanna f*ck a rock bottom #am i right ladies

[stardial]

it’s been an incredibly tumultuous last one and a half months for me emotionally, but i think i’m finally starting to recover properly and it feels really nice

#the first like. week and a half of the year was amazing becuase i got to spend it with anethia <3 and then rama and sunday <3 #but like as soon as i got back to school one of my friends died and that put me in such a severe downward spiral #and there was like a month there where i just like. could barely function #and for a while it just felt like i was barely barely clinging onto life at all and idk if i’d been able to make it without rama (<333) #but then when i felt like i’d rly hit my own personal rock bottom i just like. suddenly got a grip on myself? #and now i’ve been taking care of myself and i’ve been doing my hobbies and i’ve been.. happier #and it feels so good. instead of being anxious abt everything i’ve been trusting people #instead of rotting away i’ve been doing things! sewing and cleaning and writing etc #it feels nice <3 #arambles #sorry bit of a personal post but i’ve just rly wanted to get it out there

[perhaps-mr-collins-has-a-cousin]

Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3

#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip: #this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over #but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome #which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive #until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated #usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips #(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips #and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips #in all the dermatological literature he had read) #i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall #leave the area the heck alone for at least a year #because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed #so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life #and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well #i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face #and not being able to take proper care of the skin there #and this is just too much for me #i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on #but i must and i will #this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly #and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do #i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome #on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies #and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting #(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said) #(it'll be fun she said) #ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc. #thanks for reading ily <3

[froody]

going to have the “quality of life” talk about Tommy with the vet tomorrow. she’s only 5 years old

#I’m sinking into some incredibly dark hole that I don’t know how I’ll get out of #last week I said I think I’ve hit rock bottom the only way out is up #this week I may have to put down my only friend #animal death /

[sonnet-of-anarchy]

Thomas: Funny, really, you aren’t a goodfellow at all!

Robin: … huh?

Thomas: You know, like, a Midsummer Night’s…? Never mind.

Robin: What the Puck are you talking about?

#sorry #bad pun #bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts robin #bbc ghosts Thomas #Shakespeare #a midsummer night's dream #could say I’ve hit rock bottom #I’ll stop now #I haven’t had much sleep

[purplebehittindifferent]

Omg purple noooo dont become an eldritch horror~ Youre already so sexy the wold cant handle it noooooo~

Eldritch!purple is just regular purple but with hyper realistic pants.

#art #my art #bean purple #purple answers #I think I’ve hit rock bottom with this one ngl #I did just get these pants tho…

[lewmagoo]

gonna go home and put on my christmas jammies and snuggle up under a bunch of blankies and forget this day even happened 😴

#apologies for venting constantly lol #i’ve started to hit rock bottom and i’m barely keeping my head above water #feeling the way i did when i was in college #which was a bad place #but we press on! #i am getting a cozy holiday drink as a treat for getting through the day #and i’m gonna post the new wwr chapter :-) #gotta find joy in the little things

[villalunae]

hmmm no vai outfit for link so we lose a major in game acknowledgement of a main (meant to be gender ambiguous) character cross dressing, a wife for sidon so we get compulsory heterosexuality which i can only assume was caused by pollution that turned the fucking frogs het, zelda’s complete loss of autonomy once again thru being fridged in the past ala typical misogynistic tropes, and ganondorf as once again the crowning nintendo achievement of a ridiculous over the top racist caricature, hmmm am starting to think nintendo put all its QA and focus groups on gameplay and stuck the nations leading racists on the main story 🤔

#totk #totk spoilers #but also spoilers that will only make you disappointed to see where the plot goes #given i’ve only gotten seven memories and am omw to sidon now but folks it’s uhhh #Not Looking Good lol #like i KNEW the version of this game that existed in my head pre launch #was going to be way better than anything they could throw at me and yet #they Somehow Disappoint yet again. well done nintendo for hitting rock bottom so hard #that you ended up in florida ❤️☀️🌊

[inkykeiji]

listening to russian rap as i read my russian novel and daydream about my russian anime man

#it’s a sickness honestly #but i’m a quarter through crime and punishment and let me just tell you #i am kissing dostoevsky on his cold dead lips #da real one not our anime babe #i am now kicking myself for not pursuing the russian class i was enrolled in in uni #but i bought what’s supposedly considered to be the best translation #either way absolutely in love with the writing style #also love that dostoevsky couldn’t write until he had hit absolute rock bottom because wow what a True Writer™️ lmao #spotify made me a playlist based off the few russian rap songs i’ve been listening to on repeat and it’s actually so good?????????? #perfect to write yandere fyodor to ( ◡‿◡ ♡) #can’t believe he’s voiced by ray like i’m just throwing myself off a cliff for that man #clari chatters

[historicallyaccuratecheese]

writing down my thoughts on mag 59 just feels like another one of god’s sick little games.

#tma #the magnus archives #mag 59 #kill me now #loved the episode but #there’s just SO much to talk about uuuuuugghhhhhh #i’ve hit rock bottom in terms of sanity #love this podcast forever and always #but why must it punish me for my hubris like this #i lost a big chunk of my initial draft due to a saving error :( #at least my theory about the box was right let’s fucking gooooooo

[werebutch]

I’ve been getting so much rarijack on Instagram it’s genuinely pushing me to read my first mlp fic. I’m so bored

#yes this entire time I’ve never read anything. ever. it doesn’t appeal to me. fic in general but especially mlp. but I’m hitting rock bottom

[talons-and-teeth]

🫂😘 for you

❤️ means so much to me my darling

#life has been very hard lately #it really feels like i’ve hit rock bottom #but i’m so glad for my community on here #❤️